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devastated: My father died about a year ago. I still have trouble when I remember seeing him dead in his bed.
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I'm having difficulties when I think about my father. He died one year ago and it's still hurting very much.
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I'm so sorry to hear about that, it must be awful. Do you have friends and family that you can talk to about this? 
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Thank you for your kindness. My brother is around to listen but he lives a very busy life so it's hard to find someone to turn to.
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When my relatives have died, it helps me to remember the good times, and makes me smile instead of being sad