system
jealous:  it is always discouraging that you dont get what you deserve.. am i right
human
it is always better to get what you deserve .. how do you  feel about this
human
I think so.  Generally getting more or less than what you deserve to get is unbalanced.
human
of course.. i felt it discouraging in some way.. 
human
I can understand that.  Hopefully everything works out in the end though.