<human>: Well, I met a cousin of one of my friends and started talking to her and soon realized that she could be the one. I started to get to know her, not only through our conversations but through my buddy as well. Her parents divorced when she was 6 due to an abusive, alcoholic father. She grew up rebelling against her mom for refusing to allow her to see him. 

 She has made some mistakes in life but I have seen her make an effort to turn her life around. She is now a month pregnant and is trying her best to get ready for this coming child. The father of the child is a coward and completely out of the picture. Her mother kicked her out of her house for her efforts in meeting her father for the first time in 12 years. 

 She has confessed to me that she wishes she had never made some of the decisions she has made. She also confessed her interest in me. I was only able to tell her that I was not ready for a relationship or to be a father, and that I could only pursue a friendship with her. She accepted. 

  I havent stopped talking to her since and iv'e found myself really getting into this girl. I feel her winning my heart. She really is a good girl. I just refuse to believe that I'm falling in love with a pregnant girl. Iv'e struggled through the years growing up not only saving myself for marriage, but also to make sure I never ended up having to be responsible for a child at a young age. Now I'm here.
Yesterday I had to remind her that we could only be friends. It hurt me so bad, as I know it hurt her, too.

 Am I just flattered by her? Am I in love? Do I forget about my plans and take this child as my own and fight to make a family with this girl? Do I continue to push her away? 
I haven't know her for long but I feel like I do. What do I do? Am I being stupid for even considering raising this child as mine? Am I being stupid for allowing the child to be a factor?

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: I'm a 19m falling in love with an 18f pregnant girl and I don't know if I want to go down that path.