<human>: I have been dealing with my depression for over 8 years now, had been at my lowest many times and had done self harm before. (Do not worry I am working on myself not to self harm anymore) Recently, I just confessed with a girl I really like, we had a wonderful conversation after it. I know I should be happy, even after that but why is it short-lived and felt surprisingly numb again shortly after it? And that I should be more happy that someone understands my depression and I feel somewhat blessed just knowing that and that her company makes me feel safe from negativity and depression. I'm so afraid I might screw this up again, since the both of us isn't on a same school and she said she can't go online often as much before. I can't seem to sort up my emotions since she said it's too early for her to enter relationships. I know I just wanted to be in touch with her now that 2nd semester is entering today but I feel like some overpossessive creep to her and I don't want to feel that way.  It's just that I wanted to be with her as much as possible.

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<bot>: I'm so afraid that I might be possessive to her and that I might screw this up again since there will be not much communication between us.