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Since the first day of freshman year, this girl was absolutely the girl of my dreams, I HAD to get her. To be completely honest, it was love at first sight. As many other stories probably unfold, it didn't happen, but we remained friends, mainly due to the fact that I thought/think I have that chance. We had some awkward moments (cue freshman year social ineptness) but still were relatively close.

We went to a school dance together last year, but it didn't really turn into anything. Soon after that, she began dating a guy who is arguably a bit more desirable than me, but not as if she was out of my league in the first place. I was crushed, I genuinely thought I had a chance with her after the dance, but evidently that wasn't the case. However, she is just so incredibly gorgeous, I wouldn't have the ability to simply cut it off. We continued being friends into this year, where we have grown a bit closer. 

I semi-recently got a girlfriend of my own, and I feel as if it is just a placeholder for the hole in my heart where my friend should be. It doesn't feel, right. She's essentially in love with me, but the feeling isn't reciprocated.

I'm just so completely infatuated with this friend of mine, and I really don't know what to do as a result of it. She literally means the world to me, and she doesn't know it.
<bot>: I'm in love with a friend, and have been for years, and both of us are in committed relationships. My heart is tearing.