<human>: This actually wasn't today, but last year rather. I emailed this girl that I really like and was into. She was really nice and very cute, but I didn't ever get to talk with her much (only the occasional attempt to make small talk with her, which usually resulted in some awkward exchange followed by me just saying I had to go and banging my head against my desk, asking "Why?!").

Anyway, so end of last year rolls around (I am speaking in academic years; I attend a uni) and we are well into summer break. I never got to tell her how I really felt, so regretful me decides to try and talk to her somehow, but the only way to get in contact is...email. I tell myself "no don't do it", but regret for not telling her rolls in and I somehow convince myself to write her an email, asking to talk to her about something...

After hitting the send button I realized the magnitude of my error... "Screw it," I say to myself, knowing that I lost this one.

Cut to about two or three days later, and I get an email. "W-W-What? She actually emailed me back?!" I say to my self in disbelief. She said she was busy and wanted to know what was up. Here's where it really gets bad:

I knew I messed up by emailing her in the first place, and I knew if I told her that I really liked her then I would not see the likes of her again. So I instead asked her for an architecture project of hers that she worked on from last term so I could make a model of it. I hit send. "What did I just do?" I tell myself. "You idiot."

I never got a reply... so I followed up with another email saying if she was busy with other things, then she did not to need to worry about sending it... Long story short: I still sometimes see her around the uni and I know she doesn't want to look my direction.

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<bot>: I emailed the girl I was really into intending to tell her how I felt, and when she replied I got nervous and asked her for an architecture project to make a model out of it.