<human>: I met Caterina in Texas right before I moved to ATL. She tried to move but couldn't get the right career move. This took almost a year but we met up at least once a month either in Texas or ATL exclusively as a couple.

My best friend in Jamaica got married last summer and I took her as my date so she met all of my family and friends.

At this point she moved back to Cali in Nov to live with her family after quitting her job in Texas.

I went to visit her in January. She was acting secretive with her phone. I read it while she was sleeping. She had made out with some random friend and would have fucked him but she hadn't shaved down there. Then there was Tray who she met from high school and had a son. He and her start talking, flirting and connecting regarding the son. A week before I was to arrive, she went over with all the sexy underwear I got her for Xmas and in her texts to her best friend "we had mazing sex until we ran out of condoms". Her response was that she felt that we are on the cusp of breaking up because of long distance.

Obviously I've cut all contact and moved on. No reponses to the numerous emails/texts I've received in the past 4 months.

The thing that's troubling me is that some insecurity which I've never dealt with is rising. I feel inadequate around all women and have trouble connecting on more than a superficial level.

I've tried meditation and clearing my mind but I feel vulnerable towards most women for fear of a repeat situation and also can't get my very outgoing personality out when I'm meeting new folks (male/female). Please help.

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<bot>: Girl cheated on me, now I have no trust in women and it's negatively affecting all of my relationships with men and women. Help