<human>: I just have to rant a bit, because I don't know what to do :(

I don't have a lot of dating experience. I do have a habit of developing a crush on guys that I can't have.

Met this guy at my cousin's friend's party 2 weeks ago, and gave him my number. We met for coffee the next week. I haven't been on a date in 2 years and didn't sleep much the days before the date. I noticed at the date that he seemed a lot more nervous than me, but I just thought it was cute.

He wanted to take things slow, but one night he came over to watch a movie and ended up staying over (nothing happened though).
I really thought I liked him, but then he stayed over again, and suddenly, out of the blue, I thought "I wish he were someone else." (Don't know who) WTF. 

I feel awful and don't know what to do :( 

He really likes me, and I would like to continue seeing him but I'm afraid that I just don't feel anything.
I am going to meet him tonight.

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<bot>: Met a guy who reaaaally likes me, I though I liked him back until one night when out of the blue I thought "I wish he was someone else."