<human>: OK sorry if this is not written good, English is my second language!

I live in the United States, I came for school 4 years ago and stay because I had a boyfriend. We live together now, but in the beginning he was not very nice. He would not show up when we had dates and he would be affectionate with other women in front of me. I did not go because I was blinded by love and did not want to be lonely.

He is fine now but there is much love lost. I like him but feel like I was not treated right and that makes me less happy in the relationship.

I feel like I can meet somebody who would not treat me like that but I am comfortable. I would have to be alone here and spend lots of money to find somewhere to live. But I am also scared that if I stay with him just because I am lazy to go anywhere, I will never be happy and find myself wasting my young years.

I do not hate my life but I am not excited about our relationship either.

Does anybody have any advice for what I should do?

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: Boyfriend treated me bad, got better but I now feel different about him and am not happy, just content. I do not know what to do.