<human>: I'm using a throwaway because some of my friends know my main account, but I need serious help on what I should do.

Some backstory: So there's a girl that I have liked since I first met her when we were both freshman in high school, we're about to finish up sophomore year. We were talking for a long time before I finally made a move before right before summer started and kissed her, which led to us having a little "thing" for about a month, because her very conservative mother put her on lockdown for catching her with weed. So for the rest of the summer I didn't see, let alone talk to her. I didn't see her again until a good bit into the school year this year. There were rumors going around that during this time period that she did hook up with another guy for a one time thing (this has never been proven/disproven, but I don't care if she did or not). Once we saw each other again, she started to treat me like nothing had ever happened between us, and just like a friend. I was crushed to think that what I thought could be was over, but still always had feelings for her.

The Current: This girl recently got into a pretty nasty car accident, and I was one of the first people she turned to for support. I was a bit wary at first because I was afraid of getting hurt again, but stuck with it because deep down I still do really like her. So she's been in recovery for about a month and I've been talking to her ever since she was able to use a phone again. I haven't yet seen her, as I've kinda been afraid to but she's been talking about making plans sometime, and we've been talking now the way we used to when we were "together." I've been thinking about surprising her at her house with something sweet and tell her how I really feel, but have been just completely confused if I should or not
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Am I wasting my time with her? Should I go through with my plan? Am I being creepy?(wouldn't like to think this, but still a possibility)

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Liked a girl for a long time, hooked up for a bit, ended by uncontrollable means. Now had a near death experience and has come back to me.