<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

Sorry for the length.

I just broke up with my boyfriend last night. I know it's not easy to get over someone, and especially right away, but I did it because I'm madly in love with him and the feelings aren't mutual and never will be. He was convinced that he was ruining my 20s and me finishing college (which would never happen). 

We had a lot of fun together. He was actually the one person who would go do things with me. I didn't have to try to convince him or his friends to go do crazy shit with me. I can't even get my friends to get out of their houses most of the time. 

We never argued about anything. We never had to because when we(I) had issues with something, we would sit down and talk about how to fix something. It was seemingly a very healthy relationship.

I got tired of the fact that instead of talking to me about things that were bothering him, he would stop talking to me altogether for a couple days. We never lived together and he lives almost 40 minutes from me. We only saw each other on the weekends, and even then, it wasn't every weekend. He and I both weren't happy. However, instead of being honest with himself and me, he would have kept this going in our weird sort of way I think to keep from letting himself feel lonely. 

What bothers me the most about this whole situation is that even though I broke up with him, I don't know what to do because I did not want this. I've done so much thinking about this for months now that I don't want to think about it anymore. What do I do? What's the best way to get over someone you thought you may potentially spend the rest of your life with?
<bot>: I just broke up with the love of my life and I am tired of overanalyzing the situation. What do I do now?