<human>: So this is going to be a weird one that I hope nobody else has to go through. 

Back in May, I found pictures that she had sent to someone else (a guy she was hooking up with just before we met) of her posing naked. I told her that I didn't want these around any more because they made me feel like shit knowing that they were for him. I don't mind that she's been with other guys, I just don't like to think about it honestly. I didn't snoop through her things, they were blatantly obvious on her computer and she was there with me when I saw them. She felt bad and deleted them. 

1 month ago, I found more pictures she had taken of herself in her iPhoto. This was 100% snooping and I feel bad about it. I asked her to delete those ones as well. I felt betrayed because I specifically asked her to look through all of her photos and delete any nudes that were taken before I met her. She agreed, and I admitted my snooping was wrong and I felt bad about it.

The thought of there being more photos that she hadn't deleted drove me crazy. I completely betrayed her trust and looked through her computer again. There were 4 photos of her having sex with her ex-hookup. I immediately felt absolute shit because I betrayed the trust I had gained back from her and made things absolutely awful for myself. I feel so awful and guilty and hate myself so much for doing this. I started crying and she walked in on me while it was happening. We talked about it for a while and she felt completely betrayed, which made me feel even worse and I'm sure made her feel awful. I want to forget this, I want to gain back her trust, I want to never see those images in my head ever again and it hurts a whole ton for the entire situation. 

You can be harsh, I deserve every word of it.

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<bot>: I'm a shit person for looking through my girlfriend's stuff and seeing pictures that I shouldn't have seen after I had asked her to go through everything and delete them all. How can I forget this and have a normal relationship?