<human>: I'm not really sure that I am posting for advice. More because I have no one to talk to and need to get this down. I met my now-husband just a year ago. Stupidly, we got engaged 6 months after meeting, and married in June. Everything was great, but right after we married, we had to be separated for a month due to work. Upon seeing him again, I didn't feel happy. In fact, I felt sick to my stomach. He's a great guy, kind, thoughtful, patient, everything someone could ask for, so I know it's not him; it's me. I feel nauseous when he hugs me or even scratches my back. I have been trying to fall back in love with him, trying to practice being a loving person, but all I feel is sick and regretful. I don't even feel I have a way out, because my family and friends would be so disappointed in me if we only made it 2 months in and divorced. Not to mention, he would be so hurt. I am trying so hard to force myself to have feelings again, but I find myself just wanting to sneak out in the middle of the night and disappear.

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<bot>: We got married to fast, had to spend time apart, and after spending said time apart, I realized I don't love him.