<human>: Update:  I am okay at least in terms of lady parts.  I did not end up asking him to go with me as I was having some stupid insecurities related to other things in our lives.  It was fine.  He will be going with me to my colonoscopy if I have to have one.  I already promised him I would do the same for him.

I may or may not have some kind of mass on my ovary and after being checked out last week I am being sent for an ultrasound on Monday. I know that they can't conclusively tell me if it's cancer or anything it may give an idea.

I would like to ask him to go with me but I am hesitating. I feel I would be crushed if he said no. We live together and have been dating about a year. We're in our 40s and have discussed marriage extensively. This is a serious relationship.

I feel silly being so scared to ask him. Part of it is that I would feel guilty if I need him to miss work to be with me at other appointments at a later time. I don't want him to miss work for nothing or if we get no clue as to what it is.

I have been very emotional all weekend, talking about funerals and such. I know statistically it is unlikely to be cancer but I am just in a bad place emotionally and feel like I need him.

Can someone lend me some courage and let me know that this is a reasonable request?

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<bot>: I'm scared to ask my boyfriend of a year to go with me to an ultrasound to find out what's up with my ovary.