<human>: I leave for college tomorrow & I suddenly realized that I have a big problem on my hands. I am incredibly immature in terms of relationships. As a person, I'm one of the most genuinely kind or "mature" people around, but when it comes to dealing with girls I'm an absolute wreck. 

I have no problem attracting beautiful & amazing girls, but it only goes downhill from there. I'm impulsive, a poor communicator, a hypocrite, I refuse to take blame/work things out, I always want to hookup, I use jealousy tactics, etc. It didn't hit me until I took an online quiz and scored like a 17/100. I'm INCREDIBLY embarrassed..

I never had a girlfriend throughout high school partly because I was too much of a wus & also because I was a 3 sport athlete taking very challenging classes. I was very goal oriented and I didn't care much for girls at all until senior year when I had my first kiss. 

A girl I messed around with for a month very kindly & honestly explained that she was too busy for a relationship. *My reaction:* ignore her & block her on every social network, try to hook up with as many girls as possible to make her jealous, then get mad at her when she comes to prom with another guy months later. (It makes me cringe now...)

I repeated this type of immature behavior with a recent summer fling. I would ignore some of her texts, but would FREAK OUT if she didn't text me back. The relationship obviously didn't end well. *I think I have an insecurity issue which stems from me never pursuing girls until senior year.* 

Like I mentioned earlier, I don't believe it's my actual "maturity" in terms of interacting with other human beings. Ironically(?) colleges praised me for my maturity and I was admitted to a combined degree program which is reserved for the "most mature students"...

*I recognize my problem now, but I need help to work through it.* **Any help/advice?

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<bot>: Waited till senior year of high school before pursuing girls. My relationship immaturity shows & I need help improving myself.