<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

**[MA]** I've recently got into a case of copyright infringement. I didn't get served anything directly just yet, just the email from Google informing me there's a case against me from a tube site company (as an unidentified John Doe) and they've gotten a subpoena to release my information. Also, this is just an alternate account I rarely use so there's no real information about me on it. 

More details, I uploaded some porn on a tube site around 2 years ago when I was 19. Most were pirated and uploaded outside the US, in a country where copyright infringement was never enforced. All of the videos were set private so no one else can see but me. And I haven't visited the site for ages now. The site used to have lots of pirated material from the start but I think they cracked down on it very recently.    

Well, goes back to the problem at hand, I contacted a lawyer firm in the area and the retainer fee is really high. I'm an international student in college, so most of my finance comes from my parents, who are in another country. Problem is I'm gay and not out to them or anyone else and not planning to anytime soon. Asking them for a large sum of money for the fee wouldn't be normal and I really don't want to out myself because of the case. Plus, I'm not sure how this would effect my visa status or an chance to get a green card later.
<bot>: I'm being sued for posting some porn on a tube site when I was a horny teenager. Need some retainer money from parents but it might out me to them. What to do?