<human>: Condense the text into a few key points

we tent to fight over the same thing all the time, i love her to death.
but shes always tired an goes straight home, i rarely get to see her, i can't go see her because her mother viet has not invited me around

our twins are due in 4 months. 

last week it got almost too much for me to bare that i went to jump off a building, i tell her that i love he she shrugs it off. 

2 days ago i went to meet her and have dinner hoping to patch things up, convo starts she is talking to a councilor an starts to go down the same path sounding like she wants more space. 
so i pay for dinner walk out feeling like my heart had been ripped out

she gets mad at me find out she wanted me to move in after she had been talking to my sister and mother thats what she didint get to say

i feel like crap when that is all i wanted now she won't talk says she needs space, and i'm back to crying myself to sleep, an not functioning.

honestly i feel like i should have just jumped, because i screwed up i admitted it to her.

i excepted her flaws, when she lied on her birthday she was out partying with her drunk abusive ex whom use to rape her.

i just wish she could except that instead of me saying something i regret i walk away to think because she is my first serious relationship since i was 16, i don't know what else to say
<bot>: i want to be involved in a real relationship/pregnancy, she is always tired or wants space an we fight over it