<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

I was constipated for 2 days and it just came out this morning. I felt the pressure building and thought nothing was unusual. When I went to the washroom I knew it was going to be wide - and dry as well. I worked with it for ten minutes, I pulled my hair and clenched. It hurt, but it finally passed. I knew the truth though, it had broken off a bigger piece. I was not worried as the pressure to shit was gone.

30min later the pressure came back. I thought it would be a struggle, but it is far worse than I imagined. As I as preparing for the evacuation I noticed there was more pain than usual. I'm not sure on the details, but I believe **my first shit was so wide that it either bruised the sphincter or tore it**. I'm more inclined to believe that it is bruised. This wouldn't be an issue but I have a backlog of shit that needs to pass. I couldn't pass the second load as the pain was excruciating. When i tried I felt the feces moving down my colon and there was pain. I knew I had to abort as my body could not handle what was to come. Now I have a huge urge to shit but cannot because the pain is too unbearable. What do I do reddit? I want to shit, but I can't! I don't think constipation medicine will work when the shit is this close to evacuation.Any suggestions?
<bot>: Constipated; Wide shit damage anal sphincter; Need to shit again but too painful; urge to shit is rising!