<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

Our LDR didn't work. The distance and timing was terrible since I left for an internship, and it caused me to be insecure which caused her to back off. She said maybe one day we can be in love the right way, but "now is not the time and space is better right now."

That happened a month and a half ago. We haven't spoken since, except she used to look at my snap stories (doesn't seem to anymore) and this Sunday she put a new profile picture up and I liked it. But I'm very nervous, this is time apart that she can spend getting over me, meet new guys, etc. I already saw an exchange in likes on facebook so I can't help but be worried. I either want to get over her or wait, but I can't find out her feelings until she either tells me or I return.

I don't return to school until January, but in two months I plan on visiting our school so I can see my friends. I also really want to apologize to her. Essentially, I want to tell her that a relationship with her is something I wanted pretty badly, and when it happened I became overwhelmed because of the distance. I want to tell her how sorry I am for making her feel like a machine rather than an object, and that it was never my intention. I also want to let her know that she'll always mean something to me, and regardless of what happens I want her to find happiness.

To be honest, I really want to apologize not only because I feel bad, but to maybe see if she'll forgive me so when I return in January she'll consider giving us a shot. How would you feel in this situation? I desperately want to text her "Good luck this semester" really damn bad, but I know that's a bad idea.
<bot>: I messed up our LDR, she said maybe we can work things out, maybe not. Can I apologize to her soon? Or would waiting 3 months to apologize be too long?