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Obvious throw away account. f0sh0.

So I've been dating this woman for a few months now and she's great, and for the most part our relationship is alright. I have some issues that I'm working through, but that's for a different post. Anyways, my sexual history has been rather.... bland. I've has sex with 5 different people in my life, mostly because I've been in a few long term relationships (3 1/2 years, 3 1/2 years, 1 1/2 years from oldest to most recent). I've always been faithful, so it's not like I've been out playing the field or anything.

The problem has been that all of my previous partners have been very sexually boring, at least in my opinion. Almost always missionary, lights off, nothing fun or exciting, no real amazing stories, etc... My new girlfriend, on the other hand, has had a very active past (50+ partners male and female), and has had many interesting and unique stories and experiences (threesomes, orgies, sex in exotic/risque places, things like that).

The problem comes from the fact that for the most part, a lot of the things she's done are things I've always wanted to do but never had the option because of my previous girlfriend's sexual preferences/inhibitions. While I appreciate my current girlfriend's honesty, I can shake the feelings of sexual inadequacy because I haven't had all these sexual experiences that she's had, and when she tells them to me in a very reminiscing manner, I get jealous. Not jealous because it's her having sex with other people (which isn't something I want to actively thing about but it's not a HUGE bother to me), but because I want to do all these things as well, and most importantly in my opinion, I want to have these experiences with her.

I've tried explaining how I feel about it, but she seems to not understand where I'm coming from, and I feel that I'm not properly explaining it to her. So I come here with the hope that someone out there has either been in this situation and can help me out, or has some good advice to toss my way. Thank you everyone!
<bot>: Girlfriend is much my sexually experienced than I am and I'm having issues explaining to her why I feel inadequate and jealous of her.