<human>: He used to want to go to a therapist. As in he was going to go see someone, just wasn't ready at the time. That was a few months ago. I mentioned it recently, (I am also going through an episode of depression and severe anxiety and started seeing someone 3 weeks ago, as well as started medication this week), and he flat out said he didn't  want to. I understand, but at the same time, it irritates me because he said if I started seeing someone, he would. 

He spends all his time in his apartment. Unemployed, and I don't think looking, but I could be wrong. I just have so little standards at this point that I doubt he is. Which also makes me nervous for anything in the future, if I decide to not cut ties. 

I'm just in too deep now and I am so emotionally tied in here. I have no one else but my mom. No friends, and even if I did, they wouldn't ever invite me out (known from experience/past friends). I was homeschooled for the last two years of hs, but don't have a degree, so I'm not in college or anything. 

I feel like I need him because when we talk and he pays attention to what I have to say, it's great. But that's not always the case. I dunno. It's stupid, but I need some guidance with this. 

*We met online 8 months ago. I was of age, I promise. I say "boyfriend" because we aren't together, having not met ever. But that's just the easiest way to explain our relationship.

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<bot>: depressed person I'm connected to emotionally won't get help and spends more time gaming than anything else including spending time with me.