<human>: I'll try to keep it short. I am a senior in high school and I recently started applying for colleges. As I started to write my personal statement and filled out essays, I realized that everything in my high school might be gone. I haven't had many friends as a kid from k-8. In fact, I only had maybe 4 legit friends. As I entered high school, however, it was amazing. I was able to get acquainted with people well and I am involved in several extracurriculars with people I care about. Now though, high school is coming to an end, and I realize that I might never see these people again. Some are going to the army, some all the way to the coasts while I'll be here in my home state. Not all are going, but most. I am terrified of losing these people who have accepted me and made me feel like I was a part of something. I heard that college is even better but I'm the kind of person that despises change. So if anyone felt what I'm feeling, let me know how everything worked out for you after high school or even college.

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<bot>: high school is almost over, loner gets accepted by people, people are going far away at the end of the year, my mind is in a rut of biblical proportions.