<human>: Throwaway because I don't want my future husband to see this and feel bad I am feeling this year.

I've had to wear glasses since I was young and absolutely hated them.....they don't suit me at all. The worst part is I have a high script and have always been limited to small frames because of the weight and they really don't suit me at all.

I wanted to get LASIK for my wedding so I can look better......but my eyes are so bad I can't get LASIK. I also can't get contacts because of how astigmitised and dry my eyes are.

I now......don't want to have this wedding. I can't bear the thought of having these glasses in pictures. I can't bear the thought of trying to feel beautiful knowing I look absolutely hideous.

I don't know what to do. All my dreams of looking beautiful on my wedding day have just been shattered. I want to call the whole thing off but his parents will be so angry if I do. I just want to go and do it in a city hall where no one can see me looking like this.

I hate feeling like this. All I wanted was to feel beautiful on my wedding day like everyone else and now I won't get that chance :(

I don't know what to do and how to cope and am hoping some people who have been in this position can help maybe?

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: Can't get the LASIK or contacts I dreamed off for wedding, now stuck with ugly glases that don't suit me. Want to call off whole wedding.