<human>: So, I met this girl 3 months ago and after awhile I fell really bad for her. I mean I'm thinking about her all the time. 

And how things usually works with me I did the wrong thing. I've expressed my feelings for her and she was idk how to say not surprised, but rather wordless. She said that she doesn't know how she feels and I left it like that

In those 5 months I've had really good time with her and we had best of times together. And after a week or so she comes and kiss me first which left me speechless.

After few dates we kissed few more times and then she said that she doesn't feel connection or chemistry when we kiss. After that she told me that she care for me and that she loves me.

I literary don't know how to or what to do after that. I mean she's always on my mind and everything inside of me shatters and crumbles. I've never felt like this in my whole life. Thing is I want her to be happy and yet if I see her in someones else's arms I think I'm gonna die.

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<bot>: What can I do if I can do anything? I'm even a little embaressed for asking something like this.