<human>: First off, I'm terrified to post this because of how reddit treats cheaters, but I'm hoping I can get some help. My boyfriend and I have been together since I was 16. Now we live together and as most couples do, we fight about some things. He very suddenly had a trip planned for him to go to Colombia to see his family for the whole summer so I was alone. All my friends went home from school (we're in college) for the summer.

So I realized very suddenly that I would be alone for almost 3 months. I suffer from depression and anxiety and this coupled with my boyfriend and I fighting over some things that made me uncomfortable made my self esteem plummet. I was so miserable.

I met a guy at work who was really nice to me and was able to manipulate me into thinking that my relationship wouldn't work out. One thing led to another, and things happened. We didn't have sex thank god, that's the only good thing I've got going for me in this situation.

So he gets home and finds out and is completely devastated of course. He told his friends and his family about the situation because he was convinced that we could never work out. If we didn't live together, we probably would have broken up. I've never regretted something so much in my life, so we are trying. The ball is I'm my court to show him that he can trust me and for me to make him feel loved, but that's not what I need advice on.

Because he thought we were done he told his friends and family and now it's really hard for him to reintegrate me into his life. Especially with his friends because of the social stigma of taking back a cheater. I just want to know if it's possible for him to reintegrate me back into his group of friends and eventually get to the point that it felt like it never happened. And if it is possible, how would we go about doing this? We are both really scared and uncomfortable please help!

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<bot>: I cheated on my boyfriend, his friends know, and we need advice as to how I can get reintegrated into that group