<human>: My boyfriend of 4 years left me and over a few months I took time to be myself and better myself with the thoughts of us getting back together eventually. We started talking again realised we both changed in some aspects and tho I feel totally ready to start a relationship or be there as a friend till he's ready, he tells me we should only be friends then eventually tells me we shouldn't even talk. Now we talk a little bit everyday but I see him pulling away he won't hang out with me he will tell me maybe for weeks then the day comes to hang out and he says no after I made no other plans. He tells me he doesn't want nor does he not want a relationship with me in the future he wants to go with the flow, he constantly talks about me having a future boyfriend and how us being friends won't be fair to my future boyfriend, but I know the only man I want in my future is him.. Idk where to take this, how to feel or what to think. I keep my feelings to myself in a journal so I don't push him away further I try everything in my power to be as much of a friend as possible without making him feel like I'm trying to hard.

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<bot>: I need help with trying to get my relationship back when he tells me he loves me but doesn't want to talk to me. He tells me there is hope in a future together again but he doesn't know when.