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I [32F] am married to my husband [36M] for 3 years and we have a child of almost two. My husband has a sweet, responsible personality. We fight sometimes but we usually make up quickly. We also love our child very much.

Since the beginning of last year, I started working at my current company. Unfortunately, after a few weeks of working there, I noticed that one of my co-workers (Let's call him C [34M] here) was entirely my type -- sociable, smart, kind of cocky. I was shocked that I could still has a crush on anyone because I thought I was way over that, but apparently not.

I have always been shy -- I tended to avoid the guy I like when I was in middle school, and even though I am now much more outgoing as an adult (I'm on friendly terms with most people at my office), I had still been unintentionally avoiding C. The only topic that I am comfortable with him is gaming, so when he started a video game conversation with me, I can usually respond less-awkwardly. The fact that we can now have something among the line of a friendship is, honestly, quite miraculous to me.

Here is my dilemma: I can't/don't want to act on my feelings because I know it's wrong and it's against my values. But the fact that I do nothing is also making me painful because he'll never reciprocate my feelings since I do absolutely nothing (even though he still might NOT reciprocate if I act on it, which is all the more reason for me NOT to). Even if I want to act on it, I probably can't because I'm simply can't or am too scared to do so. 

Should I just leave me job? it's a pity that I'm leaving a job for a sole person, especially I like the people here, and I feel motivated to get things done.
<bot>: I am married but I have a serious crush on my co-worker. I can't act on it, but it's making me painful. I am not sure if leaving my current job for this reason is a good idea, tho