<human>: The guy I love broke up with me about 2 months ago. We dated almost a year, but for the last half of our relationship I was on a birth control that made me very depressed. Finally he got tired of dealing with my depression and he ended things. 

It ended as well as any break up. We continued talking, trying to be friends and we continued having sex. This has continued for the last couple months.

Recently I went off the birth control and it has improved my mood and outlook on life significantly. Now, since my head is clear again, I'm starting to think friends with benefits is a terrible idea, yet I still want to continue it.
I want to continue it because we have amazing sex life and I would hate to give that up. However I'm  finding myself believing that it will, at some point, lead to a relationship when he sees that I am not depressed anymore. This is hindering my ability to move on. I'm finding myself being extremely jealous because in a way, I still think we're together. I know this is wrong and I know I should end the sexual aspect of our relationship. But it's so hard because I still have strong feelings for him.

I guess what I need from you guys is reassurance that it's the right decision to end it and advice on how to stick to it. I can't avoid contact with him unless I completely exclude myself from my group of friends, which I really don't want to do.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: I am having sex with my recent ex boyfriend and I want to stop because I know it's bad for me, but I don't know how.