<human>: Hi Reddit,

This is a throw-away as i don't want to risk an co-workers finding the real me.

I work as a developer for a company that uses a specific piece of software

in this past year, during a key project, a certain member of the management team 'intimidated' me - he would tell me to shut up during phone calls with the client, wouldn't really talk to me and in the end it made the whole project very difficult for me work on. needless to say the project failed, we had a management rearrangement - he was dropped, i stayed on with someone else and we saved it - client was happy in the end.

My confidence and my work-rate has suffered though, I've since became depressed and I'm now tearful most of the time. I'm finding it hard to move on from this.

During all this - the company hierarchy changed (worldwide including the local office i work from) - so now I feel 'lost' inside the complete company hierarchy - although I understand that the company is rearranging the inner-workings, I generally don't know where I 'fit' in with all this anymore - i'm one of the most experienced with the software but yet I feel I don't have a 'place' so to speak in the overall plans.

People have tried to help me - but i have an appraisal meeting coming up next week and i'm worried about it, I have a CV written already and a portfilio website ready to go encase it doesn't go well.

I need advice Reddit -

Do i stick it out and work with my current empolyer to get my confidence back? OR Do i go get another job (if i do, i won't be using the specific software but i do have transferable skills) ?

Thanks for reading.

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Bad project - lost confidence, depressed - company reshaping - feel 'lost' inside it - do i stay or do i go?