<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I'm a 24 year old girl, and recently got out of a 6 year relationship. It was not only my first serious relationship, but my first and only relationship at all. I'm crushed, heartbroken, and lonely. Absolutely destroyed by this. I made a Tinder account, as well as an OkCupid account. I quickly realized that I'm not quite ready to date yet. I need to heal. 

However, I also realized that I don't know HOW to date. I was a teenager when I met my ex! I feel like I missed out on some very formative years of dating that a lot of people get. Now I don't know what to do. I don't know how to flirt. I don't know how to chat with people without coming off as boring. I don't know how to do any of it. When guys would ask to grab drinks or coffee, I'd stop responding because the idea of sitting across the table with someone petrifies me. I don't know how to make conversation anymore.

 I spent so much time with my ex. He was my everything. I lost friends, even. I dropped hobbies, I passed up opportunities. I was that girl who made her boyfriend a priority. I stopped being a person, and became his girlfriend. Now I feel stuck like that and damaged. I feel like I've become molded into his perfect girlfriend and I just am absolutely lost on how to date. 

Another thing is this: I don't want FWB, I don't want hook ups. I want a boyfriend and a potential long term relationship. That's my goal. Obviously, these things need to happen naturally. You can't force that, but that's the mindset I have. It seems like not a lot of guys are aiming for that. 

Ugh, and another thing: I don't want kids, ever. I've even considered getting a procedure done to be sure that I will never get pregnant. I feel like that's a big issue when it comes to dating seriously. When looking for a potential partner, it seems most people want kids at some point. 

Please help! I'm so lost.
<bot>: Got out of a relationship I was in since I was a teen. Now I'm 24 and have no clue how to date like a serious adult.