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Recently I thought my life was going pretty smoothly. Got an apartment with close friend(plus his girlfriend),was finally able to get a job, and I thought I was finally starting to get over my social anxiety & depression. This was until three weeks ago where my friends girlfriend showed her verbally/physically abusive side when they had gotten into a huge fight. We all moved into our new 1 bedroom apartment a week after this. Now let's skip forward to this last saturday where I had orientation at my new job. My new job is at a fast food restaurant. Orientation was just supposed to be me watching videos for 2 1/2 hours and take little mini reviews in between, but I wasn't the only one doing orientation that day so at one point I had to work while waiting for a computer to open up. The first 1 1/2 hour of my 4 hour shift went pretty well, (it was just basic stuff like cleaning trays, replenishing the ice for the soda fountain, and changing trash bags, etc.), but around hour 2 it started to get incredibly busy and this is where my social anxiety kicks in. From here on out i'm having panic attacks one after another with seemingly no end in sight, even after work and up until now. My first actual shift is this Wednesday, and I don't want to go. I don't want to put myself through that, I literally want to just skip out on it. This brings me back to the apartment situation, since I will probably get fired for being a little child I won't be able to get money to pay my part of the rent obviously. The thing is even if I didn't want to already quit a decently paying job I wouldn't want to pay overpriced rent (imo) to live with an abuser and her boyfriend who is trying his best to make things work. What I do want to do is quit my job, move out of the apartment and go to college to follow my dream.

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<bot>: Socially akward kid w/ depression wants to run away from work, and abandon friend to follow a dream that will probably amount to nothing. Also needs counseling