<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

I told this girl a stupid lie about the amount of women I had been with before her. That sent us into a spiral and she ended things. After we broke up she called saying how much she loves and missed me but went on to say that she feels like her life is falling apart with school and her family and that if we got back together it would just push us further away. She said that she wants to fix this when her own personal happiness falls into place and when she's ready, and now we barely talk. When we were together we talked at every single opportunity so this is a really terrible change. I've thought about what I did wrong and have told her so many times that I wouldn't make the same mistake and just did everything I could to plead with her about remember how good everything was. She said to stop actively trying to fix everything and just let things play out but I just can't trust that she will ever come back. I worry this is her keeping me there but at a distance so it's easier on her and this whole situation of not knowing how she feels or thinks is just driving me insane. I want to wait for her and I want her to be happy, but not knowing if the day will ever come kills me. We really loved each other and were very happy all things considered. Healthy sex life, I was her first. Lots of fun conversation and dates and talk of the future. I'm a wreck without this and I can't forgive myself for sitting and doing nothing and waiting. I feel like I have to actually make something happen but I just don't know what. Help me....
<bot>: girlfriend left. Says she wants to stay separated until she works her own life out. I feel like inaction will only widen the rift. Worried that the time to rekindle will never come. Feeling terrible.