<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

GF 23 and I 24m both came down with a pretty bad sickness, but because of it and the difficulty with her doc she had stopped taking her pills. During that time we hadn't had any PIV sex, but she hadn't ever TOLD me she had actually stopped. I just noticed over a few weeks that I hadn't seen her take the pill...

It ate away at me for a while until I finally just asked her if she was still on them or not. She said no, but that she was going to start again the next week.

I would have been completely fine with this if she had actually told me, but she didn't and I freaked out really badly. I went on a rant about how that wasn't something you just keep to yourself, it's a decision that can affect us both. She replied saying that she had it under control and that if we had done PIV during that time she would have gotten PlanB etc.

While that might have been entirely true. The fact that she didn't feel the need to tell me she was off of it during that time struck me hard, and I said that was a huge trust thing for me. She kept saying that she didn't feel like she did anything wrong and nothing happened, but that she did screw up in communicating.

We sat and talked for a while after that, she even offered to take me with her to the docs to look into other forms of BC that wasn't pills... inserts and such... but I was still reeling from her lack of telling me.

My head was spinning and it hurt, but she finally said that it sounds like I can't trust her anymore and we called it.

I am in shambles right now, while we didn't have PIV there are of course still risks and she knew how I felt about them. Was this really just an honest mistake on her part about telling me?

My lizard brain told me to bail but I still have feelings for her, everything I read about these stories is usually AFTER they had PIV without condoms and such but this wasn't the case... I don't know what to do...
<bot>: GF stopped pills, no PIV but she didn't tell me, I freaked out and we called it but I keep thinking what if it was a mistake.