<human>: I want nothing more than my boyfriend's parents to accept and like me for who I am- however they noticed I am not a very strong lover of God. I do call myself Christian, however I do not regularly attend church after I was kicked out due to my brother being gay, and I do not know much about the Bible. I couldn't pretend to be a strong christian if I tried.

The one and only thing they wanted for my boyfriend is for him to fall in love with someone who always puts God first in their life- and I'll be blunt- I don't.

We both grew up with very separate lives. He grew up going to church, with very religious people, and goes to a Christian University that doesn't approve of cussing, drinking, sex, drugs, you name it. I'm sitting here saying "fuck" every other sentence. But at the same time- that's why he loves me. I'm so different than anyone he's known before.

Has anyone gone through this? I feel like I'm the cliche "trashy" girlfriend. Do I put on an act and pretend I'm a very religious person? Do I make my boyfriend look bad and tell the truth that I don't actively worship God? I've never been one to go to church- I work constantly, I have a grudge against my last experience. I don't want to start worshiping God for the wrong reasons.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: My boyfriend's parents expect me to be super religious- but I'm not, and don't know how to make them except me without lying or fooling myself into being religious.