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Hi! So I'm 18, female, 5'8 and currently weigh around 205 pounds. I got myself down to around 175 pounds back when I was 16 but put it all back on the past two years due to depression, and I'm having a real hard time doing this. I have an illness which is weight related (iih, but no one seems to have ever heard of it) that I used to be in remission from until around a year ago which is depressing in itself. On top of that, I can't eat properly either. I was always a picky eater as a kid and you know everyone always says you'll grow out of it, but I just didn't? I have around 30 foods I can eat, and never together. I won't touch a single vegetable (I can eat fruit though! Saving grace haha) and all of my meals rely heavily on carbs. I'm scared of not liking the taste of the new food and then gagging as a result and it makes it hard as fuck to try anything, and believe me I know how pathetic it sounds I just can't shake it. Add in some pretty bad anxiety (mainly around my body) and you've got me, basically.

Anyway what I really mean to say is that I feel like the odds are completely stacked against me and losing weight is just something that can never ever happen for me. It can happen for others sure, but not me because I'm abnormal in some way and can't behave like everyone else? I mean yeah I've got 16 pounds from January, but I've been stalling since like March (which to be fair is 99% down to exam stress comfort eating but still) and it's really hard to not get down about this. I don't know how to get over my food issues. I don't want people to tell me I have to get over them first because I can't be like this any longer, it's emotionally draining and it makes me absolutely loathe myself.

Wow I didn't mean this to be so depressing hahaha I'm sorry, I just want reassurance I think. I don't even know if these types of thread are discouraged and I'm sorry if they are!

anyway
<bot>: I want to believe I can lose weight and maybe slowly increase the variety of food I do eat at the same time but it just seems like an insurmountable task some days.