<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Yes, I admit, I am pretty. Just being honest, please don't think I'm being arrogant. But I still look around 13-15. I have only had one boyfriend and that was only because he approached me first. I didn't even like him at first, I just accepted because I desperately wanted a boyfriend because I hadn't had one before. I can't approach boys on my own. Maybe because I am an only child and haven't grown up around boys so I am scared of them. I'm painfully shy around boys. And I'm afraid that they already have girlfriends or like someone else. 

I feel like a loser. I really really want a boyfriend or just friends who are boys, but there's so much standing in my way. Right now, I feel like I will never get a boyfriend again or ever have sex.
<bot>: I am painfully shy around boys, do not think I will get a boyfriend again or have sex for the first time.