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Met a guy on OKCupid and chatted for about two weeks via text and I was really enjoying it. We got pretty intimate, honest, and flirtatious and they were genuinely the most interesting and enjoyable conversations I've ever had with someone I've never met. We decided to meet and grab a burger, I thought it was going pretty well but after 45 minutes he got an "urgent text" and had to cut it short. From that point forward, he never responded to my texts again (I only text him twice in the 2 days afterward and none since). This was about six weeks ago.

I was pretty hurt because we'd gotten seemingly as close as two strangers can get only through texting. I truly was completely honest in our conversations and he'd seen a dozen photos of me beforehand. I just can't figure out what he discovered after meeting me in person that repulsed him so much that he'd actually bail on a date and never speak to me again.

To stop myself from obsessing or stalking, I deleted all of his messages & contact info and blocked all of his internet profiles and such after about a week. 

I've been on three other dates since with varying success, but I still can't stop thinking about this guy I barely knew who doesn't want much to do with me.

And what bothers me the most is exactly how much being rejected by someone so irrelevant makes me feel. Makes me question if I'm even in the right place to be dating anyone. How could I handle a legitimate relationship breaking up if I'm already struggling with being rejected after a single date?
<bot>: Still being bothered by a bad first date from more than a month ago, and even more botherer that it bothers me.