<human>: Newer to reddit. First post. Is this the right place?
Anyways,
I'm a freshman off at college, just trying to make the right friends without having to party.  Girlfriend starts to get on my nerves cause i had to keep updating her and she was sad I was gone while she was home at community college.  I ended up having sex with this bitch girl I know just cause I hated my girlfriend so much at the time.  Turns out I was basically turning my girlfriend into a horrible "overlord" figure that she just was not being.  I was taking my nerves and uncertainties out on her and not even realizing it.  Since then (it happened late October), I've hated myself.  All I want is this girl back, but I did the worst possible thing to her and she says there is no way she can ever look at me the same.  Anybody got the same problem? How did you deal with it?

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: I cheated.  Now i realize how big a mistake it was and want her back, but thats not gonna happen. Help?