<human>: i feel like this relationship is too serious and too fast paced and i feel like I just want to be a college kid. He even mentioned marriage in the far future but im not trying to think about that!

I feel like hes so nice and that we connect but i also have conflicting feelings. I hate that our relationship has to be a secret because of the age gap. And despite always being a little bit mature for my age, i realize that we're at very different stages in our lives. Im thinking about my grades and he's thinking about his rent.

On the other hand, i never click with guys in my age group. And im starting to think that maybe im just the single type. But whenever im single i feel lonely.

This relationship feels so right and so wrong at the same time. He makes me so happy and so stressed. I feel unsure and im questioning if it's situational or if i think it's wrong because of society.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: Much older bf. Dont know if i should stay or leave. He's so good to me but it feels wrong sometimes. What do i do?