<human>: This may be a long story. 
I'll start off by saying that I have had a crush on this girl (let's call her Jenny) since eighth grade, and I'm now a sophomore in high school. Last year, I started dating Jenny in June. We were together for eight months. But even before we were dating, we had a thing, and we would cuddle and what not. This has been going on for almost a year. Back in February, I found out that she had a crush on one of my friends (let's call him tim). I hadn't really thought anything of it until I heard that she told him her feelings for him. Since Tim was one of my close friends, I would have expected him to have said that he didn't have feelings for her, but instead he told her that he also had feelings for her. This made me feel betrayed and hurt, and a few days later I broke up with her. When people found out, they were shocked because Jenny and I were very close. For a month or so after the break up, I left Jenny and Tim be while I felt like trash. After a month, Jenny calls me and tells me she misses me. I don't know why but I still had and still have immense feelings for Jenny. We talked for almost 4 hours before we finally went to bed. The next night we talked again, and that Monday we decided to hangout. While we were hanging out we kissed a few times and she told me that she wanted to get back together with me. She told tim that she didn't like him anymore, but then That night she changed her mind. Now she had feelings for both of us. Long story short a few months later Tim gives up on Jenny. Now I'm thinking oh finally I can have her back. Today we hung out, And it was bad. She told me she just wanted to be friends for now and on top of that I was being kind of a dick all day to her. Now my problem is how do I be "just friends" with her when for the past year we have acted like a couple? And also why do I still have feelings for her, even though she treats me poorly sometimes?

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<bot>: Had gf for long time, don't know how to be friends with her again until she decides if we want to get back together or not.