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Title is misleading...its kinda a sad story.
When I was young I was sexually abused from around when I was 5 till I was about 13 years old.  I have never ever told anyone about it, until last weekend I was drunk and it slipped out to my boyfriend(M20) (I am F20, been together a year).  Now whenever I am with him it is all I can think about and I start feeling uncomfortable.  I know it is my fault that I said it to him and he has done nothing wrong, but I think I just need a break to get used to the idea of someone knowing.  What should I do, reddit?
<bot>: told boyfriend while drunk that I was sexually abused as a child, now its hard to be around him. should I take a break to get used to it?