<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

Hello all,
I am a 29 year old female. I have been a professional cook for the last 5 years. I decided I wanted to center my skill set and learn butchery and charcuterie.  I found an apprenticeship program last winter that had an oppurtunity to learn salumi making in Italy, I was ecstatic, I applied. All the meantime, weird things started to happen to my body. Jump to last spring. I am on medical leave from current job and get diagnosed with a rare neuromuscular autoimmune disease. Shortly there later, Italy calls wants me to come over. I am beyond thrilled! There is a light at the end of the tunnel!  Return to current job from medical leave preparing to say "so long suckas" and just stay long enough to save money and keep health insurance and catastrophe hits. I am hospitalized for one week due to disease related crisis. I just left the hospital yesterday. I was intending to leave for italy in 1.5 months...  

What do I do? 

Stay, get treatment and postpone Italy.

Go to italy, get treatment afterwards.

This is truly breaking my heart.
<bot>: risk death and venture on in the name of salumi? or play it safe in the name of getting a stupid rare disease?