<human>: I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for a few months following an allergic reaction. I had a depressive episode in mid-March and am now on an antidepressant. Most of my symptoms have been relieved, however, I'm still dealing with some residual stuff, primarily anxious thinking. My boyfriend and I have been together a year and he returned from studying abroad in late March. 

I have no doubts about my relationship with my boyfriend - we are very well suited for each other and I believe we have a solid future. He has been nothing but supportive and accommodating through everything. We're going to be living together for the upcoming school year starting in August. 

Since he's been back, things haven't been the easiest. I wasn't in good shape mentally when he returned and then had a weird transition period when I first started my antidepressant. As of now, I'm feeling the most "myself" and am getting used to normal life again. I really expected him to make things better for me, as when I'm with him I'm normally happy and feel I can really be myself. I developed some relationship anxiety after feeling bad that he wasn't making me feel better. Upon realizing I was expecting him to "fix me" and that my problems are more about me feeling disconnected from myself and unrelated to our relationship, the anxiety subsided. 

I occasionally still have difficulty feeling at ease when I'm with him and allowing myself to relax and enjoy it, rather than pressuring myself to feel good. The times when I allow myself to just be in the moment and don't overthink have been the best. I have no doubts about our relationship and ultimately feel the same about him as I did before any of this. I think I may also be nervous about the reality of moving in together and feeling more "pressured" to feel perfect. Our relationship dynamic is also very easygoing so I think I may be having trouble relaxing because everything else seems like it's been hard lately and I'm not used to it.

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<bot>: I'm getting over depression and am having trouble feeling "normal" with my boyfriend as I'm getting used to feeling like myself again. Has anyone else experienced this weird adjustment period following long distance/depression?