<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

It's a stupid term, but it's what I call my urge to snoop. It's really shitty, and I feel like it's one of those bad habits I never dropped, even in adulthood. My main issue is with my boyfriend (23/F) of three and a half years. His phone, his computer-I have to force myself to not open up his stuff. 

Why? Childlike curiosity, maybe? At first I believed I didn't trust him, but I know that's ridiculous because i do and my boyfriend isn't the only person I've done this to. My brother, parents, extended family... Ill randomly pick up his phone, play his apps, browse his photos and videos, maybe even look at his messages. I don't go through his stuff often, but after I do this i feel so stupid because I had no reason or right to snoop. I have a sinking feeling of anxiety because I know I just did something stupid, again. I feel like this might stem from the fact that my friends and I used to be very comfortable looking at each other's stuff, but I know that's no excuse.

I never find anything questionable, I'm just like hey, a phone, I'm gonna play with it. He feels like I'm snooping out of suspicion and it makes him feel bad, but I swear I'm not. I just....like looking through other people's stuff. I feel like a freaking kid and my boyfriend is hurt by my actions. How can I kick this urge to snoop?
<bot>: I snoop through my boyfriend's stuff, not out of suspicion, but because it's something to do. I play his games, look at his texts, pics, vids, whatever. I hate having this urge!