<human>: It's not because I am asexual and just don't really like contact... I'm very far from asexual but I just find troubles with making friends and allowing myself to have a relationship. The reason is probably my introvert status but also my strange fear for getting close to people. At first I just thought it was an irrational fear I made myself think I had and really was fine but I recently tried out a dating site (a few actually) and met a pretty great dude and I just froze up and stopped talking to him. I came up with all these bullshit reasons for cutting off contact. 

During high school I blamed my lack of relationships on the fact it was such a small school and not many options but since I have moved on I have realized that it is literally me. Which is incredibly difficult to deal with. It makes me feel like shit considering I have always been a hopeless romantic but can't seem to be able to act on it without being terrified. I have pretty much given up on romance.

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<bot>: More of just a way to rant but basically I suck at relationships and am scared of getting too close to people. Any advice is appreciated.