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My ex and I had a very passionate, very screwed up relationship for the past 3 years. It should have ended a long time ago, but hindsight is 20/20, eh? So we finally broke up 4 months ago, and I ended up moving back home 3 months ago (which happens to be his hometown as well). 

We slept together a few times before I moved away, and then again over Thanksgiving when he came home to visit his family. It was always very emotional and we knew we were doing the wrong thing. We finally decided to cut off all contact about a week after the last time we slept together (so almost 6 weeks ago). 

I was doing okay, not thinking about him too much at first. But for the past week or so, I have been absolutely TORTURED with fantasies about him. Our sex was amazing. Mind-blowing. I'm worried I'll never have anything that good again. I have a very high sex drive and I'm super kinky, and nobody has ever satisfied me as much as he did. 

I tried sleeping with somebody that I met online, but it just didn't measure up. I mean, this guy was incredibly good-looking (better looking than my ex), and pretty good in bed... he got me off a couple times, but afterwards, I couldn't get out of there fast enough. All I could think about was my ex.

Now whenever I get turned on, it is upsetting. Something I see online or on TV will get me thinking about sex, but I absolutely can't even masturbate without focusing on him and the sex we used to have. I fantasize about the intimacy. Then after I get off, I cry. It's pathetic and it's absolutely seeping into other areas of my life. 

What can I do to get over this? Anything? Or is sex destined to be a horrible sad thing from now on?
<bot>: I am fixated on the great sex I used to have with my ex and I desperately want to get over it.