<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

There is a bit of a story to this so hold on to your hats, fellas. It all started back in 2011, when I was 13/14.Let's call her Dee. She came from Chicago to visit her family(whom we are very close with)and stayed for about a year. 

Dee is a very sweet, cute, and nice girl. She listened to me and talked with me a lot, and a year is more than enough to fall hard for such a sweetie! I never told her how I felt, but I held hands with her and put my arm around her shoulder. Now that I think about it, I don't even think she knew I had feelings for her.

Skip ahead 5 years to 2016. I'm not much of a lesbian anymore. I'm grey-asexual/aromantic so I don't have crushes on anybody. I've totally forgotten about my feelings for Dee, and that's great! 
Except for the fact that she's come to visit again for a couple of months. Not to mention that my family is living with Dee's family under the same roof so I have to see her everyday....

Ordinarily, I'd be like, "Sweet! 2 months with my crush!" But it's different. I've become more spiritually responsible and sworn off any kind of girl/girl relationships. I'm feeling so strange. I feel like she knows I like her and is just passing it off, but it'd be worse if she doesn't even know how she makes me feel. I don't know how much longer I can stave off my romantic feelings for her. Someone please help me!
<bot>: Big time crush returns to my home state 5 years later and my heart beats with romance, can't submit to feelings due to religion, need help urgently before I lose control and become ostracized.