<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

I spent half the next day in the hospital, fighting off what felt like looming anxiety attacks.

I realized she couldn't be more insensitive.

I'm still in love with her.

(And I also lost my hoodie and umbrella over the last 2 days. little things).

She's never been able to share her feelings with me after we broke up. I was filed away (as she put it) in the "EX" folder, and that's that. She tries not to question that logic. Even though when we broke up we still loved each other.

I hate her seeming lack of care, even though I know otherwise. I feel like she's insensitive. I would do anything for her. Change to make what didnt work before work now.

We had a 2 year relationship. It ended cause we just functioned differently. I have no logical reason to still be in love with her. But no matter what happens, I still am.

Now, same as the last 5 months since we broke up. We have 80% of the same friends & acquaintances. Our main hobby is shared, and niche, so there's no other group to do it with in the area. Fuck.
<bot>: I'm going to fall apart cause I cant get over my ex, i told her I still loved her, it didnt work (in my favor).