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So I met my current bf on POF and our relationship has been fantastic. He told me he loved me 4 months into our relationship and me not wanting to rush things, waited until I was ready to say those three big words. When he told me he loved me I said "I know you do and that makes me really happy, but I'm not going to tell you I love you because you just did; I want to wait until I really mean it."  A bad break up a year ago is what really made me want to be absolutely sure I was ready and meant "I Love you" when I said it

So after a romantic day 3 days ago ( yoga, Italian dinner, movie) we proceeded to have really intimate sex; and it was in that moment, I knew I was ready to say I love you. So after we finished and were cuddling, I took his hand, put it on my chest and said "I trust you with my heart. I love you."  

He then took his hand away from me, looked and me and said, " You shouldn't trust me. You shouldn't trust anyone" I asked him how one could love someone without trust, to which he replied " It's a leap of faith, but for the most part, it's in the person's actions that show me if they love me not the fact that I trust them"

It really hurt me and now I feel like I am back at square one. I feel like he doesn't trust me, even though I haven't done anything to make him think I am not trustworthy. The first thing that popped into my brain after he said not to trust him or anyone was " What the hell are you doing when I'm not around?" I am pretty shattered right now. Do i pursue this relationship?
<bot>: finally ready to tell bf I love him, and he follows up with "Don't trust me, Don't trust anyone" do I pursue this?