<human>: We've known each other forever.  Since about 1998. I was married at the time, we "fooled around" but never had intercourse.  I broke it off because I felt awful and wanted to try and salvage my marriage, which was always rocky to begin with.

Two years ago, we ran into each other again, and the sparks flew like no time had passed.  Now I'm divorced, and HE'S married, to the girl he was dating when we first met.  We've had a torrid online (emails, FaceTime) and sometimes in person affair since then.  We've both tried to break it off out of guilt; but we can't stay away.

He SAYS he and his wife are not sexual, but that things are good and he couldn't ever leave her for fear of what his family/her family would think.  

I'm so torn.  I love him. He says he loves me.  When we talk, it's amazing.  We talk about everything, and nothing.  Good stuff, bad stuff, EVERYTHING.  He has been a major source of support and friendship as well as a lover.  

We both know this is wrong, and that someone, if not all involved (directly or indirectly) is going to end up hurt.  I already have been hurt, and so has he, the times we've tried to end this.  I'm not strong enough to leave him.  Everything (except the guilt) feels SO GOOD.

I guess I don't really have a specific question.  I'm just ... confused.  I'm in love.  I can't have him to myself.  And it sucks.  For both of us.
For now, except when I get sad about it, I love everything about our relationship.  But this won't be enough forever...

Can you condense the text into a few key points?
<bot>: I am his mistress and I love him; he can't leave his wife. Do I settle for what I can get for now?