<human>: So I am basically in love with a girl whom sexual history is pretty LONG. 

She had sex with more than 7 guys (One night stands) and she sucked some guys's dicks. 

I KNOW, SHE'S PRETTY WHORY. But she is perfect except for her sexual past, wich I know with a lot of details (too many details).

 I can't leave her but I get kind of sad, angry and jealous at the same time when I think of her past sexual partners, whose names I know, for the most part.

 I Imagine her doing all those things with other guys and I can't get over it. 

I know I'm different than them and I'm her first boyfriend, and she says I'm special to her, but I'm extremely confused. HELP :'(

IMPORTANT: IM A VIRGIN, and she's the only girl I've kissed.

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<bot>: I am a virgin who suffers from retroactive jealousy, and I can't get over it, but I don't want to lose my partner either