<human>: I just recently found out that my girlfriend (f 27) recently deceived me (m 21) , telling me that she was out with a friend and eventually admitting that she went to watch two men have sex. This happened last weekend and this weekend. She guilt tripped me when I didn't trust her last weekend, and this weekend as well. How do I reconcile this? Women in the past have cheated on me. Is this because I attract a certain type of woman? IS this just because of my relative lack of inexperience? Do women ever become trust worthy? Please help. I am not feeling mentally stable. My grandma has currently died and I am feeling a lot of pressure to be the man of the house. Seeing as my father was a severe alcoholic and died when I was 12, my two sisters and mothers are not emotionally stable and look to me for guidance. On top of this, all 3 of my immediate relatives are extremely obese and I fear for their health. I do not know what to do any more

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<bot>: My girlfriend "cheated", decieved me, put the guilt on me. Other areas of my life are going to shit. Help please