<human>: So I went through my first year of uni and I've just got the results back. I've failed pretty badly. Normally, you'd expect the student to tell their parents about it and they'd talk it out, but my parents have really high expectations of me and the degree (I'm the first in my family to go to uni). The thing is, I've never been an exceptional student, never gotten amazing grades, only average. On top of that, I technically shouldn't have been allowed to enter the university since my A-Level grades were lower than that of the university entry requirements, but they changed my application from Conditional to Unconditional 3 days before A-Level results day.

I want to tell my parents that I've failed but I know the extreme amount of dissapointment that it will cause them will tear us apart. They've invested a lot of money into me living on campus, since I couldn't pay for it entirely myself and I've invested a huge amount due to tuition fees and maintenance loans. On top of that, I haven't been given the chance to re-do the year, so there's no possibility of me going back there. At this point, I struggle to sleep at night knowing the lack of possibilities that I have for the future.

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<bot>: Failed first year at uni, haven't been accepted to re-do the year, want to tell parents but can't out of fear that