<human>: It's been months since me and my first real girlfriend broke up. We were together for about a year and she decided that she doesn't feel the same way anymore and broke up with me. It devastated me real bad because she is the first girl that I've truly ever loved. The break up also means it's basically the end of us, and I have lost my girlfriend and my best friend. 

Fast forward a few months, I feel way better but I just can't seem to move on. I really want to but I just can't. Every time I hear or see anything that relates to her, my heart just sinks. I try to avoid anything that's related to her but I just can't since we have a lot of mutual friends. I don't have a lot of friends either that I can talk to about it which sucks.

In a few weeks time I'll be going overseas to study. I'm hoping I could just get away from anything that's got to do with her, meet new people and hopefully meet a new girl. Hopefully it could all make me forget her or hopefully make it that she doesn't mean anything anymore.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: Broke up with my first ever real girlfriend, can't move on, I want to, but I just can't. Hopefully moving away can make me forget her.