<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I broke up with my girlfriend of a year and 3 months because I wasn't happy. She wasn't really doing anything wrong it was just that I didn't feel right being in the relationship. I needed to be single and the situation we are in calls for me to be away from her for an extended period of time next year. One of the main reasons I broke up with her was because I wanted to be single and live my own life, but at the same time I have been single for about 2 months now and I am still not happy at all. I am afraid I can never be happy in a relationship because this cycle of being with a girl and then breaking up for almost no reason (Because I want to be single) keeps repeating itself. When I'm single I enjoy myself doing what ever I want and hooking up with women, but then I feel empty and want someone to be there for me. It's a vicious cycle and I just want it to end. Is there something wrong with me or is this normal?
<bot>: I am not happy in a relationship (Even when it is going well) and I am not happy single. I just don't know if I'm missing something