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My "complicated friend" and I have a long, complicated history where we have been in numerous fights and overall the relationship is fairly unhealthy. A few years ago we broke up after he cheated on me and I started dating his younger brother for a few months. I took both of their virginities and their parents don't know.

It was a hurtful thing to do but he also hurt me so it ends up being incredibly dysfunctional for all of us. I told him the truth and eventually he forgave me as I forgave him for cheating. My "complicated friend" and I got back together but the same rocky story continued and we would break up and get back together many times.

Recently our break up has led me to sleep with his younger brother again. All I really want is my "complicated friend" to move on so I almost feel as if I'm doing this to get him to understand that and to give up on me. I feel lost and without direction. Also I am starting to get attached to the younger brother.

Is the right thing to do just to leave this poor family alone? Or should I pursue a relationship with one or the other. Please no harsh judgments, the situation is complicated beyond belief.
<bot>: Slept with brother of my longterm "complicated friend" on two different occasions and he still hasn't moved on.