<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

So Reddit,

I am still in love with her, even if i don't want to crawl back to her and i'd rather move on, i can't deny that she was perfect. We broke up for a good reason and so we stayed in good terms.

But i got lost for the next 2 weeks and when we talked i said things i didn't think, mean things. I told her how sorry i was etc, and after she calmed down she understood (i thought) but since then (1 month now) she blocks me, then unblocks me, comes to say that she misses me and how it's hard without me (i feel the same way) and then she suddenly gets mad (every time, over differents subjects) and blocks me. This has been going on for a month.

I am at loss, when she comes back i try to be nice, to tell her that i'm not angry or whatever, to show her that if she's ready to give it a go i'm too. But in the same time i don't want to become a creepy crawler. I feel alright, re-connected with my old friends and all. But i do miss her, and it hurts everytime my hopes are crashed...

I know this is not really her fault and that she might be as lost as me, but i don't know what to do to end the circle.

Any tips? please
<bot>: ex gf contacts me, says she misses me then gets mad at me and blocks me, don't know what to tell her.