<human>: We have been dating since before university. She has always had issues with self esteem, anxiety issues, and getting along with other people, although she is (atleast in my book) a super smart, interesting, and beautiful person. She rode horses (jumps) until she had to get knee surgery 3 years ago and never could ride again and that weighs on her to this date.
Fast foward to college, I applied to an engineering course at the last minute and after some difficulties, I absolutely love it/live for research. She ended up changing her degree to the same as mine, but she never had the same curiosity/interest about what she studied, facing it as a chore.

Fast foward to masters. This is our first masters year and she is doing research at a lab and I'm doing a theoretical research. I think we are both super into our fields and enjoy talking about it. She always tries not to talk about her work, but I dismiss it as her being tired.

Today she breaks apart and tells me she thinks our friends dont like her and only hang out with her bcoz of me, that she has no interest in anything and wishes she could just not think all day long and does not know what she can do instead, and is anxious all day, every day. I feel like I need someone that can stimulate me mentally and she just wants off thinking and wishes she could just ride horses for the rest of her life. I don't know what to do, how to help her, I've helped her all these years with her anxiety and it just seems it gets worse every day.

I've thought about a life together and now it seems it's going down the drain and that she could just trade our relationship and her scientific path for the ability to ride again.

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<bot>: 5 year relationship. We work in scientific area and I love it and she doesnt. She wants out and wishes she could ride horses again.