<human>: OP: 

I talked about my concerns with my boyfriend.  He knows I'm worried about this, and he wants to make me feel better, he just doesn't have all the answers right now.  He doesn't know where is future job will be, and I don't know where I'll go to med school.  He says it doesn't make sense to make plans until that comes around, which will be next semester or so.  

I told him I was just scared, because my high school relationship had a pre-set expiration date (the guy had told me before we started dating that any relationship we had would have to end before college), and it really sucked dating knowing we didn't have a future.  I don't want history to repeat itself.  My boyfriend maintained that he didn't want to break up, but that life is stressful right now and it's a lot to think about.

I ended up breaking down and crying because I'm so stressed out by leaving college and moving on to the next stage of my life, not knowing who's going to be around me and where I'll be.  I don't want to be alone, but I likely will be.  I hate that I'm already outgrowing college and that everywhere I look there are eager freshmen, and I'm jaded and "old" compared to them.  I'm scared of not getting into med school, I'm scared of living far away from the guy I love, it's just all so stressful.  I just cried.

My boyfriend comforted me, and now that it's the next day I feel a little better.  I still don't know what to from here on out though.  I feel like I'm living each day waiting for the next fun thing to happen, and that I'm missing all the work days in the progress.  College is already more than halfway over and I feel like I have little to show for it.  Just a mediocre GPA and a lot of counseling visits.

Sorry about the rambling, I'm just lost.

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Talked to boyfriend, we're both lost and scared of the future.  Reassurance would be great if you've got any.