<human>: I was dating a girl for 4 months. She is 19F, I've never felt a connection like that before and this morning she just completely cut me out of her life. She was in tears, as was I, but she just had no interest in trying to salvage the relationship, which I personally didn't think was that bad. 

My life has easily been the best it's ever been up until this point I'm struggling so much to deal with this. For anyone who has gone on breaks or been dumped, how do you survive those first few days, what do I do with myself now? I feel like I have no one else right now, and i want to talk to her so badly but I know I CANT! 

I don't know how she could completely cut me out of her life like this..

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<bot>: GF broke up with me out of the blue. Seriously struggling with having her completely out of my life now. Any tips to pass the time?