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Last year, I went through a really rocky phase with my boyfriend. At one point, I got really drunk and he had to take the keys away from me to prevent me from driving home. I was never actually going to drive home, I just wanted the keys because I was going to sleep in the car. His friends were all there and heard me cry and fight over the keys (so they all think that I wanted to drive home and kill myself). Another time, I didn't believe he was at practice so he sent me a picture. I didn't ask for the picture, but he sent it to prove himself. So they think I'm crazy again.   

I was really embarrassed about it, but he told me that his friends who saw the incident wouldn't say anything, and I felt better. 

However, today, during a fight/discussion, he brought it up. He told me all of his friends know I'm crazy and make fun of him for it, which really hurt me because I just wanted his friends to like me. I told him he could defend me, but he says he doesn't know how. I told him he could just say I'm not like that anymore, but he doesn't reply. I'm broken. I don't really know what to do. I really love him, but I don't know what to do anymore. Where do I go from here?
<bot>: I embarrassed my boyfriend on a couple of occassions and came off crazy. Boyfriend says he's embarrassed of me but never defended me either. What to do now?