<human>: A couple weeks back I was out with my best friend, we've been friends for a year and have been getting closer, and we were at a club. She'd never been drunk before, and didn't think she could. I took it as a personal challenge and got her drunk. Unfortunately I misjudged her tolerance level and she was way worse than I had thought she would be.

Over the course of the night she told me many times that she was in love with me, cared about me, and that I mattered to her more than anyone else. She kept saying these things over and over again, and a few times went into episodes of depression were she wanted me to tell her I felt the same way. 

During one of these episodes she told me to prove that I felt the same way and when I asked her how she kissed me. She was way to drunk for anything like that, so I pushed her away and told her we'd talk about it sober, and then I took her home and left her with her roommate.

When I talked to her the next day, she didn't remember anything so I told her everything that had happened the night before and I admitted to her that I had the same feelings for her... She then apologized and told me she was just a horny drunk. She's a virgin and it turns out I was her first kiss. 

Normally I would take her word for it, however during several of her episodes she had mentioned that she didn't want to care about anyone, and that she didn't want anyone caring for her because both would make her weak. Am I just completely overthinking things or possibly holding out vain hope that she has feelings for me, or is it actually likely that she is lying to me because she has the mentality that caring for someone is a weakness?

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<bot>: My bestfriend got completely wasted, kissed me, told me she loved me, and then told me she didn't the next morning.