<human>: Me and the friend (we'll call him Eric) hooked up about 7-10 times over the course of 1 year and two break ups between my boyfriend and I. 
My boyfriend still to this day does not know about any of this and we have no intention of ever telling him. 
Eric and I talked about being together and when I moved to another state he even drove 10 hours through the night to come see me for just 2 days.
 At the time I was not in a good place due to the breakup with my boyfriend.
 I ultimately ended up choosing my boyfriend and Eric and I never really talked about it except here and there on the rare occasion we were alone together. 
One day when he broke up with his girlfriend I told him I was happy and to be honest I had been jealous. We hungout for a little bit without my boyfriend and talked about how I kind of just ignored everything that happened between us. He said if we could have sex one more time he could have closure and he would stop thinking about me. I said no obviously because of my boyfriend. 
Well since then he has moved away and I've just been seeing him recently when he visits or we visit and all these feelings I'm having for him are overwhelming me. 
He has a girlfriend now but It still feels the same when were around each other. Like flirting that we try to mask but it doesn't really work. I love my boyfriend and really do not want to be having these feelings at all but I keep having dreams about Eric and it's really starting to affect me. Help!!!

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<bot>: had a thing with a good friend and boyfriends best friend and now I'm getting all these feelings for him again.