<human>: Throwaway because he knows my ID.

It's a long, complicated and extremely love-sex confused story.
I met my boyfriend 5 years back in my college, after which we became best friends, then fooled around for a while (still, no sex), following which I left the country for 6 months. While staying there and coming back, I realized, I really liked him, and we started going out. We went around for 2 years in college, and have been an LDR for a year. So, now our issues

* we are sexually attracted to each other, and we have done everything except sex (yeah whatever remains). Both of us want to have sex, but somehow it hasn't been physically possible - he cums early, or we haven't been able to get the position right, or I don't know. We went to few doctors to figure it out, but I really don't know what's make it "not possible". In short- we are virgins who have been in a relationship for 4 years only giving oral, while meeting doctors to figure out "how" to help him do it.

* this sexless existence is growing on me, especially since the LDR, I don't get any other "means" to get off. My vibrator has been my sole saviour but I am really getting worn out because of this. Even in a long distance, it's not like he is really available for me- constant long hours of work, no sexy talk, no phone sex, facetime once in two, sometimes three weeks. We do talk to each other on phone everyday- that's during commutes to work.

I like him, I do. I really really do. But I don't know, I feel like I should break this off while I can in a LDR and get on with my life. I just feel its too easy for him- jerk off to porn, have beers with friends and not. I am really staking my young life here.

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<bot>: Boyfriend and I of 5 years haven't had sex, despite medical help; now in a long distance relationship which has left me sexually and emotionally frustrated. The only problem is - I love him. What to do?