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Just because I spend a lot of time with my sister and cousins(18-26f), my partner(don't know, she doesn't seems to tell me her true age from what I feel) tends to feel "insecure". I mean, why?? 

These are my family members, and they have been like my buddies since we were young who saw me through the life with excitement, and now that I feel that I have found someone with the element of love in her, I start to want to know her and give myself to her.

 But that doesn't mean i will stop spending time with my best buddies in life, which obviously doesn't make sense for me to do that too anyway. But yet I don't seem to get the approval to do that for what reason???
<bot>: my sister cousins and my partner can't seems to get along even when they have yet to meet, I cannot imagine what will happen when they do meet one day.