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I had been dating a girl for 3 years now. Honestly, I don't know how I feel about these 3 years. We've had our honeymoon stage and then fell off for a bit and then came back a little? Either way, I think we were both sort of deciding that since we were probably going to colleges far away and neither one of us were willing to have a long-distance colleges, we were half-assing the relationship. 

Well. As things would turn out, during our senior year we both got into the same college of our choice and it just so happens that it's the same one. We were both really excited for this and talked about the things we'd do there but after a week or so were got into a huge argument and she wanted to "take a break". 

I was ready to be completely done. We'd had many arguments in the past. I can understand why we get into arguments. I can understand why I'm wrong. But the arguments had gotten so frequent that I didn't think I'd ever look back. 

Well that was 4 months ago. Turns out it's a lot harder to break from a 3 year relationship than I thought it was going to be, even if was shitty for the last year. I think it's safe to say without sounding entitled that she's still interested. And the problem is that when she does get all cuddly and such, I'm missing it too. 

To be honest, she's probably out of my league in terms of looks. We're  going to an ivy and she sure as hell deserves to go there having worked her ass off in high school so she's hard working and intelligent. We both share similar interests and such. I'm just afraid of getting back together because of our frequent arguments which were emotionally draining. People often say that it takes time to get over someone but this is a high school relationship and it has been months. We don't have classes together and I don't see her out of school. I've essentially blocked her on fb so I don't have to see her and we really haven't talked unless we randomly meet up at events which is when she's showing obvious signs of interest. 

What should I do?
<bot>: Broke up with 3 year gf. Still have feelings for her but don't want to get back into constant fighting