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I work in the field of my dreams which I'm not going to mention for privacy reasons. Most people go to college for 4 years to do HALF of what I'm doing, yet I have one of the best jobs in the business at 20. YAY! For a while I was just doing it part-time, mostly freelance. I felt in control of my life. Until last week.

My boss [30somethingF] promoted me last week and at first I was jumping up and down with excitement, until reality kicked in. I'm only 20 years old and I'm going to be essentially owned by a company. I'll be working harder and longer. I'll have less time for my boyfriend, having fun, working on some of my hobbies and dreams. Am I wasting my youth by doing this? How can I make myself feel better about this? Ugh, I don't know.

I'm afraid to have this responsibility...I've always had a job but never so long-term and serious. The concept of me working hard day, night and weekends just for extra money seems scary.

Has anyone dealt with a similar situation? How did you deal with it?
<bot>: I work in the field of my dreams and got promoted. I'm afraid of the responsibility and commitment because I'm so young. How do I deal with this?