<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

This is my first post in this subreddit. I really need advice because I feel very cloudy about everything. 

My boyfriend and I have been dating for just over a year. We moved in together about 6 months into our relationship. Right after that, things got rocky. We were constantly fighting and stuck in a very static environment. He moved out about a month and a half ago.

Since he moved, we haven't had a single happy moment together. Every interaction is negative and I've started to hate him and resent him and I don't want to be around him at all because I don't feel he's treating me right. Now here's where it gets messy.

I've been hanging out with my coworker a lot recently, and he's a great guy. Very friendly and kind and just an overall wonderful person. I've kind of known he's had feelings for me for a while now but it never really mattered, I guess. I'd think about it sometimes but nothing more.

**Note: I'm his boss.**

Anyway because we've been hanging out I'm getting real feelings for him and I feel messed up because I know everything is wrong and I have no idea what I should do. IF it were ever to turn into something, we could never date openly because we would both be fired and I've worked very hard to get where I am, but I know my friends (also coworkers) would be okay with it. 

I've been thinking of breaking up with my boyfriend for a while, even tried a few times but he always talks me out of it. I just need direction.
<bot>: relationship is really rocky, been thinking of breaking up with him, at the same time i've developed a crush on my underling at work and need some direction.