<human>: Where to begin.. 

For starters,  we started dating on bad terms,  she was my best friends ex,  I won't go into too much detail because there was a lot of confusion. 

But here we are,  about 2 years after the fact and I'm in a bad area of my life.  I don't really have any friends,  and by that I mean I have 0 friends.  I'm over it,  I'm used to it. She is all I have and we live together.  We have good times and I enjoy her company..However,  I don't feel attracted to her,  sure she has a nice body but other than that..  idk.   I don't feel it.  I'm still not completely over my traumatizing break up with my ex that happened in 2012, and I'm trying to get my life together. 

When we go out in public I see other girls and feel I'm with the wrong by person; I want to end it,  but I feel if I do I couldn't handle being alone every day and night.

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Been with her a while,  don't have anyone else,  can't take being alone but I'm not attracted to her anymore.