<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

My girlfriend broke up with me about a month or two ago. It still hurts really bad. I've recently unfolllowed/unfriended her on all social networking platforms eg twitter, snapchat, instagram, facebook, because seeing her doing things without me is just strange and seeing her doing things that she wouldn't usually do with me is even worse. 

I spend half my time at the moment looking to the future and feeling okay without my girlfriend. But I spend the other half (now) really missing her, I find myself wanting to look on her social sites to see what shes been doing, even though most of the time I don't like what I see. Is it healthy for me to look on her pages? Should I refrain? 

Was it a good idea to unfollow her in the first place? I need to move on with my life, soon I will be at university and the situation probably wont even matter anymore, but I have 3 months to kill until then, any tips to keep me on the right path? I've been through the stages of getting drunk and texting her stupid things and trying to beg her back, I'm young, she was my first love, so although I regret doing it I feel it was justifiable. But progress has been made, just could do with some support/pointers as to how to keep moving forward.
<bot>: Is it okay to look at my ex's social network profiles because I miss her? Although I usually dislike what I see. Break up recovery is hard, send help.