<human>: Throaway account

Last year I got many family problems, basically a very close family member broke my heart with his behavior. That took me to gambling, at first for fun but then became a huge problem

I'm getting married soon and I do have money for the reception but I had to make a loan for it; yesterday I gambled more than my own salary, so I have little money left for the next month

My fiance does not know anything about this; we signed a prenup but I'm not sure if I want to tell him what I did; I want to be sincere but I don't want him to be dissapointed. He knows I used to gamble before but this got out of my hands.

If I stop gambling (I closed all my internet accounts) I can help with the house expenses, I'll struggle a little for a few months but it is nothing too hard; the thing that gets to me is the fact I have no savings right now, and I don't want my fiance feel bad about this situation

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<bot>: I gambled a lot of money and I'm about to get married; I don't know if I should tell my fiance about this