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Not sure if AskReddit is the right place, but I'll try anyways. If this isn't, then please send me to the right place to post. 

18 year old male, here.

To preface this, I am in no way homosexual and I do not have anything against homosexuals.

It started around four years ago when I was a sophomore in high school, when a rumor started spreading that I had sex with one of my (former) friends, who turned out to be gay. At first, I thought the rumor was a joke but soon came to see that everyone thought it was true.

Granted, I have had two.. semi.. sexual experiences with males. The first, being with the guy that I was accused of having "sex" with. During truth or dare one night at my house he dared me to kiss him and I did. Grossed me out going into it and afterward, but I didn't think that it was a big deal. I didn't like it, it affirmed my attraction to women.

A few months/year later (around age 13) I performed (and had performed on me) a blow job, on another one of my friends. I was not attracted to him sexually, or at all, but late one night he started to unzip my pants and I thought I would let things run their course. Neither of us finished (thankfully) and it only lasted about 30 seconds each, then we went to bed and never spoke of it again.

My point is, after these experiences, I still do not consider myself gay. I have never been attracted to a male, yet I still get accused/called gay quite frequently.

For the past few years I've been extremely depressed; I have no friends, no girlfriend, no happiness in my job, etc.. And I think this leads me to be more in touch with my sensitive side and emotions. I don't know why people think I'm gay.
<bot>: People in my home town think I had sex with one of my friends in high school, and I'm often called "gay."