<human>: Me and my have been together for about 19 months. We have sex maybe once every week or two, so I guess our sex life isn't that bad though I do wish it was a little more frequent but I don't want to appear needy or over sexual. 

For a few months now I have got this weird feeling that whenever we sleep together and we have our backs toward each other's backs that she masturbates. For some reason it just makes me feel anxious, unwanted maybe? and I can't sleep for a little afterward. I should say I don't sleep well because of some non serious medical issues. 

Anyway up until last night I wasn't never 100% sure she did. I woke up but didn't really open my eyes or give any indication I was awake. I hear her breathing in an irregular pattern and the sounds of her fingers rubbing her pubes. For a bit I thought she was just scratching but then she definitely came to climax and I knew she had just masturbated by I didn't confront her. After that I got even less sleep than I normally do.

I love my girlfriend and I don't care that she masturbates it's just that I guess I feel unwanted because I know she likes to get off but, in my opinion, doesn't use me that often. I should also add that like 5-6 ish months back we started to have sex and she sorta stopped and got really sad and said something along the the lines of wanting to have sex but not totally sold on the idea with me either because of her depression or her lack of sexual desire for me.

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<bot>: caught my gf masturbating last night next to me, didn't say anything. Makes me feel kinda shitty she did that.