<human>: So couple of weeks ago I just started to work in another company. All is regular, a company like any other, plenty of offices, plenty of new faces, plenty of new office dynamics to learn (oh boy).

Anyway, there are some cute girls there, but none of them even mildly interest me, even though they carry themselves in widely accepted "attractive" manner...don't know how to explain otherwise. But the office next to me is this cute girl, really good looking, nice hair, she does similar line of work like I do. And for whatever reason, I find her very attractive. She's married and soon to be a mother, I think she'll go on the pregnancy vacation soon lol.

I never felt like this. I'm happy in my relationship and I do notice all the attractive girls all the time, my GF is completely fine with it, I take photos of them, but as soon as I exchange 2 sentences with them I get this weird feeling of being repulsed of whatever. Most of them are the girls that are "designed" to be noticed, legs, heels, pretty faces, fake long hair...who doesn't notice that at the mall or wherever. 

But this girl (lady, woman, whathaveyou) is different. Every day I try to make 2 (moderation is the key lol I sound like a nutcase) random appearances in her office, usually making some bullshit excuse, and we talk but I think she couldn't be less interested in me at all. That's OK I don't mind that. 

Couple of days ago I wanted to ask her if I may take couple of photos of her but I stopped at the last moment because I don't want to leave any creepy impressions on her.

I want to know why is this happening. It's not rational. She probably sees me as just another dude from the company. Yet I even googled her when I got home (does this qualify me as a nutjob?)

What is going on?

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Got a new job, mid-size company, very cute and for some reason appealing girl office next door, and I think I spend too much time thinking about her.