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Okay, so I've been dating a pretty swell girl since February. We've been friends almost a close year now, and I'm definitely her best guy friend. She friend-zoned me at first, but we worked through it and currently in a decent relationship...I think.

This is my first relationship, so I'm a bit paranoid I'm going to screw up. I'm not exactly the cool guy, more of awkward if anything, and slightly overweight (though, I lost almost 50 pounds in the time we were friends, and am still working out). So, I'm not perfect. Yet, she still says I'm good enough. What has me paranoid is a few other factors though.. I'm not her first boyfriend, and from what she tells me every other guy she has dated she's been head over heels for. She's mentioned it on plenty of occasions, but rarely tells me if I've made her felt that way. She's told me maybe on one or two occasions, but not often, and she's also stated that she likes dating me because she can be more open with me and not feel like she has to impress me. 

She's also said she wants to take the relationship as slow as possible not to ruin it, and she's keeping it from her parents (because she still lives with them and they don't want her dating at the moment), not to mention she's in college and has a job, so I rarely get to see her, and when on the occasion I do it's pretty rad but I wish it would happen more often. She feels very closed off lately too, which she claims is from finales stress, but I sometimes feel like it's because she doesn't want to open up to me like that. I mean, I'm a helpless romantic and from what she's told me she is too, but she doesn't seem to want to go in that direction whenever I try.. And I've tried everything from making her art, singing to her, visiting her at work with flowers, and she'll get a little flustered and appreciate the gesture but..Sometimes I feel like I wish there was something more here..I dunno...maybe I'm just paranoid and want to hang out more...
<bot>: I'm in my first relationship and paranoid about the way my girlfriend acts around me and I'm scared of screwing up.