<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I'm probably socially stunted. I've never had many friends, and I've never been in a relationship. I just had my first kiss earlier this year. Unfortunately that didn't work out and I have trouble meeting single young women. 

I am friendly with people at school, work, and elsewhere, but I feel no need to extend those friendships beyond the classroom, etc. I also have a few friends I still talk to across the country, but no one nearby.

Recently I also checked out meetup.com. There aren't many groups in my area, but there are a few I could attend. But I'm not sure I really want to. Every time I look at a meeting, I realize I'd rather be on my own. I'm pretty busy and would rather work on personal projects. I also don't like being in groups. I find it unpleasant, while I really enjoy the intimacy of one on one interactions. 

That's part of why I enjoy dating so much as it tends to be one on one, in addition to natural romantic inclinations. But it's hard to meet people naturally, and online dating has dried up on me. Am I being closed minded here? Should I force myself to attend events?
<bot>: I don't like groups of people and I don't want a "normal" social life, but I do want a relationship. I don't know if this is unhealthy or counter-productive.