<human>: So he broke up with me 2 in a half months ago. I have been feeling very lonely lately and have missed having someone a lot. My ex on the other hand started dating someone new after a few weeks of us being apart which felt like a huge slap in the face. Out of loneliness today and feeling nostalgic for when we where together I broke NC and called him. Well the conversation started out civil, how have you been what not. Soon it felt like we were just talking like normal again till he brings up his new girl play thing. Basically he said that they had got drunk together and how he had wished it was me and not her that was there. And how it feel weird doing all the stuff we used to do together with her. Well, this obviously upset me because I miss him too. And I want to see him but just the fact that even thought he says he misses me he still doesn't want to see me or hang out with me. 

Idk I just feel like he's almost happy that he has already found someone new but that I haven't. And I mean I won't lie and say I'm not jealous because obviously I wish it was me with him and not her. But I still want him to be happy and I thought he wanted me to be happy too. But after our conversation today it sounded like he really doesn't care about my happiness and is happy that I'm still upset about the breakup and that I haven't found someone new like him.

I just really wanted to vent a little.

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<bot>: pretty sure ex is happy that I'm still upset and haven't found someone new, while he has a new girl.