<human>: I've had a crush on this guy for about a year. We'll call him T. I met him two years ago through mutual friends and while I'm no longer friends with the people who introduced me to him, he and I still talk pretty often because we're in the same youth group with our church.

This weekend, we went with about fifteen other teenagers on a retreat. Yesterday, tensions were high between some of the guys on the trip, so T and another guy (N) strayed off from the group to just hang out and chat in a quiet environment. A lot of people were texting them asking where they were, but they didn't want to tell anyone because they wanted to be away from the drama. However, when I asked them, they sent me a picture of where they were right away and I went to go meet up with them.

We sat and talked for a few minutes before N excused himself to go find a bathroom. So it was just me and T. I'm kinda shy so I just listened while he explained why he didn't want to be around the other guys in the group. In particular, he said that he was mad at one guy, K, for making him sneak out of their cabin the night before. Then I told him about how the girls had gotten together in one cabin to order a pizza and hang out together. And then he said something kind of odd: "I hope K doesn't find us here, because then he'll be like 'dude, do you like [throwaway-03]?'  like, yeah, *totally,* I hooked up with her."  I know he thinks K is annoying and a bit nosy, but the comment just seemed pretty awkward. It was sarcasm, obviously, but T is friends with a lot of girls, so who would really care if he was hanging out with a girl?

Do you think this was his way of trying to make it clear that he doesn't like me?

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<bot>: guy that I've liked for a long time made an awkward joke about him liking me/us hooking up, and I'm really confused.