<human>: I'm in love, or at least in infatuation, with one of my good friends. 

When we first met 2 years ago, we slept together the day after we met. Then we carried on a friends with benefits relationship for the next few months wherein I totally and completely fell for her. She did not reciprocate those feelings and it turned into a whole emotional saga that ended with me cutting off contact. After a couple months of no contact we started talking again and I realized I still had feelings for her. She ended up falling head over heels for someone else and broke my heart in the process. Again, we stopped speaking when I realized that I needed to cut her out of my life once and for all. The problem is I'm totally drawn to this girl, so we rekindled our friendship after a few months of no contact. I was dating someone when we started talking again, so I was doing good. Then me and the other girl broke up and without the distraction of an active dating life, I'm finding myself developing feelings again for my friend. We talk nearly every day online and we see each other about once a week where we spend the whole day together. 

As much as it pains me, this girl only sees me as a friend and I don't expect that to ever change. I'll admit that part of the reason why I want to be friends with her is the hope that later on down the line she realizes what an awesome person I am and decides she wants to date me. At the same time, I find it damn near impossible to cut her out of my life completely. I can't seem to be friends with her without developing feelings for her though. What should I do?

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: I'm in love with my friend, with whom I can't seem to cut off contact. What do I do?