<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I am a senior in high school and as of right now I only have one month left to decide what college I want to go to. 

I applied to mainly CA schools, as I don't want to leave the state, but my parents were worried that I was putting all of my eggs in one basket and therefore I ended up applying to two out of state schools as well, just to appease them. 

Now that I have gotten my admissions results back, I have realized that the two out of state schools have given me the most amounts in scholarships. In fact, one of them has given me enough for a free ride for 3 out of the 4 years. However, I don't want to attend either of those schools; like I said, I only applied to them to ease my parents' minds. But now I am feeling guilty about not wanting to go to either of them, as college is expensive and my parents are also currently paying for my older sister's college education. (She only as one more year to go, so my parents will be paying for two college educations next year) 

My top choice college (a state college) is not that expensive, as compared to some of the other colleges I applied to (the private ones are sky high), but I still feel bad. 

Am I being selfish? Or am I justified to want to not go to those either of colleges at all? I am also worried about how they will react when I tell them this. 

Thank you in advance Reddit.
<bot>: I applied to two colleges only to appease my parents but they ended up giving me the most in scholarships. I don't want to go to either of them but am feeling guilty because of how expensive college is.