<human>: Throwaway account. I am a 20 year old female in a LTR with a guy I'm head over heels in love with. He's 21, and we've been together for about a year and a half, and have known each other for a little over 3 years.

Our sex life is great, we're super compatible and very satisfied. We're both pretty adventurous and have a lot of toys and have made some tapes. We've also tried pegging.

However, a little under a year ago I developed a pissing fetish. I have yet to truly live it out, and it only exists to me in the porn I watch.
For now, I am happy not living it out, our sex life is good, etc. But I feel like I should tell him but don't know how. I'm fairly sure he has an idea that I have some sort of fetish, as he regularly asks me if I want to try anything, if I'm into something that I haven't told him yet, etc. I usually play it off like I'm happy, and there isn't really anything that comes to mind. He then will remind me that he's very open minded. Something about this exchange tells me he knows something's up, but I don't know how to tell him.

Any suggestions?

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<bot>: I have a fetish that I'm not sure how or if I want to tell my boyfriend about. Sometimes I think he can tell something's up.