<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

Basically just like the title reads I have been thinking about marriage way too damn much and need a little advice to kind of get it off my mind and deal with it easier.

Now my boyfriend DOES what to get married with me and has told me and talked to me about it since the 3rd month of us dating with no problems and with him initiating the talks about it most of the time but lately I have been a little more pushy about talking with him about when we are going to get engaged than he would like. He does not get mad about it at all but simply tells me that it will happen when he feels ready.

Of course I should be okay with that and I do understand his reasoning for it but since I got on a birth control implant a few months ago I have been irrationally thinking about how long it's going to be until he proposes, the timeline he gives me is like a year or two until he pops the question so obviously that's not long I am just obviously being stupid about it.

I see constant Facebook posts of friends getting engaged and or married as well as ads and commercials so that doesn't help me in not thinking about it. Really I just need advice on how to irrationally stop thinking about all the damn time.
<bot>: Boyfriend and I talk about marriage often and he is receptive to it but I am thinking about engagement and such more than I should and need help in not having in the forefront of my mind all the time.