<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

So, I have been in a LDR for about 6 months, and it is the first relationship for both of us. Last week, he broke up with me. He cited a lot of reasons (all of which make sense) such as my issues with mental illness and that we couldnt see each other as much as we would like to. 

I pretty much begged him to stay with me, something I am not proud of. He seemed very upset as well when we broke up but refused to even consider giving it another shot. Since then, I have been an emotional wreck. I can't resist texting him and then we just end up getting in another argument. I know that we shouldn't be in contact for now but I am having a hard time staying away from him. Any advice for how to keep myself from pursuing this guy who doesn't want anything to do with me anymore? I try to remind myself of the problems we have, but when I do that they all seem to pale in comparison to the good times.
<bot>: Boyfriend broke up with me, and I cant keep myself from getting in touch with him/being a crazy bitch!