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So, i've been around a few times.  26M with my 24F wife wanting a divorce.

The thing is, I can't bring myself to hate her.  I'm angry, and hurt, but more hurt/sad/confused.  I know her reasoning is a bunch of BS, us slipping and growing apart.  or maybe its not BS, regardless, its not that she hates me, or I did anything wrong.  Its all on her, and I know that even if I'm not able to bring myself to believe it 100% because I always feel that there is something I could have done differently (aside from quitting my job that caused me to travel, and maybe been more a man to not make her go to some dive bar to watch hockey games and make friends.

But I still see her and while I'm trying to do NC, but its hard with the divorce not able to be finalized until ~Decemeber (Yes I'm holding out hope that she will want to at least go to counseling, to either work it out or give me definitive closure) But I guess the issue is will this sabotage my future relationships if I don't completely hate my future ex-Wife?

I know that its 7 years of us being together, and they were great and the best of my life (Yeah I'm 26, whatever) but...

How do I get over it to fix my future relationships?  I'm still not over her, or in any mindset to move on and start dating at all.
<bot>: Going through separation/possible divorce, I'm not angry, and want to look at the past few years with happiness, will that hurt me going forward?