<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

As the new guy in my workplace, I didn't really know what I was doing. I instantly realised I was going to have problems when the guy assigned to show me the ropes turned out to be particularly attractive. I've now been working there for six months, and he's become one of my close friends, but the issue is he is completely straight. When we go out, he invariably hooks up with girls, he asks me which girls I think are attractive, et cetera.

Some jokes I've said have prompted him to ask if I'm gay, which I always instantly deny. I think it would make things too awkward if I came out at work plus it would put strains on our friendship. But I just cannot stop thinking about him! If I were to envisage my perfect, ideal guy, it would be him. I like him so much and just don't know what to do.
<bot>: how do I get over someone who I see every day, and whom I cannot tell my feelings because it will lead to horrible complications?