<human>: First, a little background on me. I'm socially anxious, I've never had a girlfriend or kissed a girl.

I (was?) looking to have a romantic relationship with a coworker. We have spent some time together, eating lunch, going to the movies, etc. We even had a date, which she liked and said we should do it every week.

Last night some friends and me went to a bar to celebrate her b-day. We got really drunk and went to her home to sleep. In the cab I said: "I hope this doesn't harm the possibilities of going out with you". She only said that I never had a chance. 

Of course it hit me hard. I don't remember, but a friend said I did quite a mess in her home because I couldn't sleep, that I was walking in circles, tripping in the furniture, making a lot of noise. 
What I remember is she, telling me in a scolding tone: "Please, just try to sleep".  When everyone was asleep I quietly left her house because I started to cry and I couldn't bear being in her home in such a shameful state.

What should I do? I really like her, please advise.

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<bot>: Went to a party with a girl I like, I got very drunk, I asked her if me looking so drunk could harm the chances of going out with her, she said I never had a chance with her.