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Hi Reddit.

So I've had a string of pretty horrible boyfriends and girlfriends, finally like a toddler learning to walk I stumble upon someone is literally the perfect partner for me - a real cool and sexy dude that is so attractive I sweat just looking at him.

Fortunately he finds me really cool and awesome too (yay), so I can pretend to play it cool and be with him, even though secretly I'm panicking with every second with him.

Trouble is, I live in a pretty snooze filled life, office life 9-5, weekends mostly on reddit/steam. So my new relationship with this hottie has literally left me gasping from its intensity. Seriously, it's been 48 hours since our first date, and I've texted him all day yesterday, and have been trying to distract myself all day just to stop myself touching that phone and obsessively communicating to him some more. 

Trouble is also I don't have much to distract myself with. I live in the countryside, so there's not much outdoor distraction. I have no friends (unless you count my GTX 980s) and I've felt panicky and intense all day from not texting him/being with him.

Help/Advice?
<bot>: Have an intensely exhiliherating relationship with new bf, but feel panicked by it/feel like it's consuming me.