<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

We've been together for 2 years. For the first year we lived in the same town, for the second we had moved away for university. Still visited each other as often as we could though. I love this boy with all my heart and he says he feels the same.

Recently though i have been having issues with paranoia, especially after a few drinks. We've had the trust conversation a few times and he doesn't believe i trust him, which i do, i just have stupid relapses. It happened again the other day, following this talk he told me that he couldn't handle it anymore and trust is a big part of a relationship. So he needed to take some time to really think whether or not we should continue the relationship.

I obviously want to continue with the relationship and i feel like shit knowing that i've put him through this, i want to know how i can prove my trust to him and how i can stop these thoughts that i know have no weight to them, as he would never cheat and i know that for a fact.

This all may not even be useful because this ultimately depends on what his final decision is. I'd hate for this to be the end of a fucking amazing two years.

Any help would be useful, i'm just really stuck and feel terrible that it could be my fault that the relationship is breaking
<bot>: I have issues with paranoia, even though i know my boyfriend is always faithful. It's fucking with my relationship and my boyfriend has taken time away from me to decide whether or not to continue the relationship