<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I met my friend online in December and we hit it off great. We talked every night for hours on end. Talking to him became the highlight of my day and we started to flirt. Pretty soon, about a month later, we told each other how we felt; he liked me and I like him. Seems simple right? Wrong!

A little before he met me, he had started to date around and found someone [19 F]. So while me and him were talking, he had been talking to her. I had known all along, but she didn't know about me. I tried to give relationship advice, however once I developed feelings for him I stopped. I couldn't help but to fall for him.

When we had confessed our feelings to each other, he had told me that he liked me more than the other girl. Things got heated the month after, but there was no cam sex involved in our relationship. It was a bit after Valentine's day when he decided to pursue things with the younger girl.

He said that he wanted to be a person that would follow through on his obligations. He said it was only fair since they started to talk first. I understood. He knew that both of us deserved more. He let me go, and I've been struggling to recover since then.

It's been over a month now since things "ended", but everything is still so messy between us. I can't help be feel like I fucked things up, even though it was both of our fault. I'm trying to be friends, but I still care and have those feelings for him. I don't know if he still has feelings for me though. 

I want us to stay close, but I feel like I keep messing things up. Last night I asked him what he wanted to do about us?, but when he called to give me a response, I told him to wait until after tuesday. I know I'm love sick, but I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose him, but I feel like I've messed things up so much there's no way things could "be okay" between us.
<bot>: I still have feelings for someone who wants to stay friends cause he's dating someone else. How do I "save" our relationship to stay friends?