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It's a short, stupid question.  3 year relationship, we love each other lots, yadda yadda.  We go to the same college but live in different states, so every break is apart (winter, spring, and especially summer).  We should be old pros at the LDR thing, right?  

We usually communicate via facebook message every day, keeping each other up to date on our mundane shit.  Every week or so we have a phone call or video chat.  It's been this way for the past 3 years.  But every single time, I tear up during the call and cry afterwards.  I just miss him so much and I feel so clingy and pathetic when we chat, especially if it's video chat.

I made an excuse for last week's video chat and for this week's as well.  I didn't even want to do a phone call.  My boyfriend's been asking me what's wrong, and I sort of joked about it and told him it makes me emotional, but it just doesn't feel like a good excuse.  Is there a better way to deal with this?  I just feel depressed whenever I call him, I start thinking about how lonely and sad I am without him, and I start worrying about if he'll forget me or not.  It's been this way for 3 fucking years!

What do I do?
<bot>: I cry whenever I call my boyfriend or video chat with him and I'm considering making the long distance portion text only but I feel it's the wrong thing to do.