<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

I am 28M 180cm/5'11" tall weighing 230lbs I have put on around 50lbs since last February. I recently resigned from my job due to an ongoing misconduct issue involving myself, and have separated from my partner and now moved back in with parents unemployed. I have severe debt issues. I am not sure if I am an alcoholic but I drink every other day and around 15 units each time. I have no motivation to get back in shape and I find it hard to eat sensibly and drink in moderation. I am severely stressed with issues and feel very down about how my life has turned upside down in the past year. I have lost everything, my partner, my job. I am now unemployed with no prospects.

I recently used my grandmother's blood pressure monitor to check my own out of curiosity and for 3 days in a row it has read 145/105, 146/103 and today 145/106. My body doesn't feel comfortable and over the past few weeks I have had discomfort in my chest and left leg.

I was quite fit and healthy a year or so ago and felt motivated but now I just feel like I am too far gone. Apparently my blood pressure is high, but I just feel hopeless and don't care about it...I just cant stop eating or drinking. I want to get a job and have a good life but it just fees such an uphill task.

What's wrong with me?
<bot>: 28m, 240lbs, 5'11" tall with blood pressure of 145/105. Feel very down and have no motivation. Cannot feel motivated to exercise or eat healthy/stop drinking.