<human>: So, as the title suggests, I am at a crossroads in my life and I would really appreciate some insight.

For two years I went to a local FL college in order to complete my prerequisites and apply to a program that I unfortunately was not accepted into. After the blow from that, I failed a semester due to complete lack of motivation. I was also dealing with some personal heartbreak at this time; I had no idea what to do next and was dealing with my depression worsening. My GPA took a blow, but it is still within the 3.0 range. The only positive is that my scholarships covered my tuition, and I accrued no debt during this time.

I did not apply for another semester, I moved out of the dorms, and started living in an apartment while working full-time to support myself. I really enjoy my job, and I make above minimum wage, but my monthly income is not enough to support myself and sustain adequate savings.

Unfortunately, my roommate situation did not work out (read: my SO and I did not work out, more ouch) and living in the apartment became out of my means, so I had to move back home. I am now working my full-time job as well as a part-time job to build up some kind of a savings and distract myself from what feels like a downward spiral. With the direction I'm going I feel unfulfilled, and quite honestly like a failure.

I want to go back to college, I am interested in an engineering program that this college offers and it's a field I believe I would enjoy, but I am so afraid of crashing and burning again. I want more than anything to be able to support myself, but I am so confused as to whether I am doing the right thing. 

Another option, since I basically hate my life here, is to do what I've been dreaming of--I want to move out to Colorado where my sister lives, because I feel like being in a new place would really improve my quality of life and make me feel like not such an asshole for forever circling the drain in my hometown, but I don't know if I'll ever be able to do this, and I know tuition there would be staggering as an out-of-state student.

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<bot>: 21 yr old college dropout seeking some advice on whether or not it'd be worth it to go back to college when I have little direction? Please help me :(