<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

Well I am a long time lurker, but can't keep my thoughts to myself any longer. About four years ago I became heavily religious, and began to attend church very regularly. The denomination sets very strict religious guidelines and up until recently I never really had a problem with it. About three years ago, I met a girl and we began to date even though we lived three hours away.

I drove whenever I had the chance and was ecstatic to be able to have someone I could talk to and love. Two years into the relationship is when real trouble began to brew. Long story short, she went on vacation and acted out of character going to the bar with her girlfriend. While she was on vacation, my insecurities got to me and I went on Omegle (I know right). I got inappropriate with various females on the site. After getting back from vacation, she had stories that reinforced my feelings of jealousy and insecurity. The worst part was that she told me she wanted a break and felt like we needed time to figure stuff out. The next day she apologized and we made up.

Fast forward to the winter of that year and we spend a full week and a half together. After bringing her back home and being alone again, I became filled with immense guilt from the inappropriate way I acted on Omegle. I was a mess for a good week until I thought calmly about it and vowed that I would never let myself do that again. I never seemed to shake the feeling of guilt in the back of my mind though.

Moving forward to present time, I have doubts on my loyalty to my religion. My girlfriend is very religious and she will not stay with me if I were to tell her I had doubts contrary to what the denomination teaches. I know that I will break her heart if I were to tell her my doubts. The fact is I can't get over what I did on Omegle, and have become unhappy in life. I attend church three times a week even though my heart is not in it.

I need HELP! Anybody that has advice, please lay it on me.
<bot>: I don't know how to tell my girlfriend I have doubts with our religious beliefs, and don't know how to deal with the guilt of cheating(?) on Omegle.