<human>: So, I fell in love in high school. As funny as it sounds I thought she was the love of my life and I still constantly thinking about her and how I should of never moved away after I graduated. After I graduated I moved across the country, she moved on to other things and other guys. 

But that is not the purpose of this post. I am no longer in love with her, but more of the idea of her. I miss having someone to talk to and to love, I just miss the companionship. I have not been with a girl in 9 months and I am starting to get extremely worried. 

I feel like this is happening because I am no longer outgoing and that I have absolutely no hobbies. I would rather sit at home and watch a movie/play xbox by myself instead of going out and meeting new girls. The reason behind that is that I have no interest in hobbies where I would be in an environment to meet people of the other sex. 

I am actually very attractive (not to be narcissistic), and I have a great personality once I am comfortable and able to open up, which takes 10 minutes of interaction. I am just too scared to go and talk to a new girl. I am starting to get really worried.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: I am worried I am never going to have another girlfriend/hookup because I have no hobbies and I am no longer outgoing. Plus I am too scared to go up and talk to a random girl.