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I have been in love with by best friend for more than a year now officially. When it first started, I thought it was just dumb fantasies, it wasn't. I fell in love with her. I really couldn't stop being in love with her. She was everything I could ask for in a girl. She was smart, funny, witty, beautiful, I couldn't resist her. But I went full retard. I told her about my feelings. Things got awkward, fast. I got depressed.  I felt a magnetic attraction that wouldn't let go. She ended up going out with my best friend. I felt completely betrayed by both of them, and I decided to go full retard yet again and try to take my life over it. It was not the right move at all, I know I shouldn't of done it. Their relationship ended up failing and I became the shoulder to cry on for a brief period of time. After that, our friendship strengthened immensely. Today we are best friends, and she has a guy thats really good for her. But my feelings are still ever present. I don't want to hurt her, but I want her more than anything. PMs and Comments are thoroughly appreciated, thanks.
<bot>: I am best friends with a girl, and I have strong feelings for her. I want to remain friends but I want a romantic relationship with her more so.