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so heres the deal. i have a physco mother who has gotten more crazy due to her findind out she has lupis and has really been annoying my whole family. anyways last friday i came home to my bed dissembled and my matress on the floor. i asked wtf happened and she said my room was to "dirty" becuase i left a top on the floor. i really cannot stand it there and i am moving out soon as soon as i can find a job (dont care what anyone says its still hard to find  a part time/full time job anywhere  and i mean ANYWHERE). anyways i tell this to my girlfriend who then comforted me on the friday afternoon and said im awalys here for you, that realli made my day. so anyways i end up going to my friends cottage for the weekend, which i was looking foward to! i end up getting a text from my gf saying we need to talk on the sunday as she is leaving for school next week, i found it a bit early for a talk but whatever, i ask her is eveything allright. and she tells me i wanna talk about this in person not over the phone. so there goes my whole weekend worrying. anyways i see her sunday only to find out she wants to go on a "break" until i find a job because she doesnt wanna support both of us (when i have never asked her for anything because relationships arent about material items in my books) and that she will talk to me when i get a job. and she just left without goodbye or anything. i was so upset and lost i felt like i was such a looser.
<bot>: i dont know how to deal with this depression ive never felt before and ive never let my self get this low before. i would love some advice from you guys. thanks!