<human>: I am at a complete loss or words and I would love some support. My boyfriend (29) and I (19) (I know it's a big age gap-no need to point it out!) have been going out for a year. I have never been so in love. 

About 5 months into the relationship I left for a month to visit my family. We had sent eachother dirty pictures but nothing SUPER risque at the time. During that month we of course skyped and today, 7 months later, I found recordings of our sexy Skype convos! I don't know whether to be pissed or what- I'm just at a loss for words. We are in the European time zone, so it's currently 3am and I am stuck at his house until morning. He's sleeping and I'm sitting here wondering what to do. He knows I saw and is obviously embarrassed. 

Basically, I don't know whether I should be mad or not because I obviously did that stuff with his consent seeing it... But recording?! I'm just hurt and shocked. Help :/

On my phone so I apologize for mistakes :)

**also, I should add that if he had asked it would have been fine. Or I'd he said, "hey! I recorded this convo can I keep it?" I probably still would have said yes. But months without me knowing it and he hiding it I feel is totally different. :/ also, if I ask to delete them he will, but it's not about that. It's the fact he did something like that without my permission or knowledge

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<bot>: bf recorded me masterbating on Skype 7 months ago without my knowledge and I just found the videos. I feel betrayed.