<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

He was my first everything and I did everything to make it work besides the fact he was verbally and physically abusive and had emotionally cheated on me. 

I told him I was finally done just yesterday and I find out that he started talking to new girls that day. I'm also pretty sure he went out on a date today.

He told me he loved me and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me but he has moved on so quickly. The pain is crippling and never ending. I am not sure how to get over a break up since he was my first real boyfriend.

I'm not religious but I believe that sex and long term relationships are very serious things and I am not looking to get into a relationship or date around. I would like different ways of coping.
<bot>: First boyfriend of 2 years broke my heart and my trust and I don't know how to get over it. I also don't want a new relationship.