<human>: Hope this is an okay post to place this. I frequent this subreddit and I wasn't sure where else to post. Throwaway for obvious reasons.

When I was 16, my father passed away. I wasn't making great choices at the time, definitely hanging out with the wrong crowd. Things were bad at home, so I stayed at my best friend's house a lot, and her parents were almost never home. She was dating a guy who was around 22, who she would invite over a lot. 

One night we ended up drinking a bit, and all passed out in her bed. I woke up to his fingers inside me. I was terrified, but I was also terrified that my friend would wake up and think that I initiated this, so I pretended to be asleep and eventually rolled over so he stopped. 

I couldn't sleep the rest of the night and felt physically ill the whole next day, but I guess it never struck me as something that would be deemed sexual assault. I sort of blocked the memory out for a long time and struggled with unhealthy relationships with men and anxiety disorders.

Recently, I have been thinking of it more and more. I don't know why I didn't tell anyone at that time, and now it seems silly to bring up but it's really bothering me. Is this considered sexual assault or am I making a big deal out of nothing? If it is, should I seek help for it? I feel like I am doing a lot better with my mental health issues, but all of a sudden I can't get this off my mind. I feel that same stomach ache I felt that night quite a bit.

Thanks.

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<bot>: Woke up many years ago to my friend's boyfriend's fingers inside me. Can't get it out of my head. Was this sexual assault? Thanks.