<human>: I come from a traditional religious family and our marriage was set up by our parents. We spent almost 4 to 5 months before our marriage talking to and understanding each other. When talking about previous relationships, I disclosed that I was in a relationship but nothing physical and she absolutely denied about having any relationships previously. Now after marriage, she recently talked about a guy she was dating for about a year but she was still a virgin and only made out. I was completely taken aback. She says she left him because her parents did not agree and he was emotionally abusive to her over a point of time. She says she even forgot how he looks and doesn't remember anything. 

I feel let down and all the moments we spent before marriage seems fake to me. I asked her why she couldn't tell because we talked multiple times about it and she said her friends had asked her not to disclose to me until after marriage.

My problem is I am not able to feel the same love and feelings I had for her, she had such an intense feeling for him and I am not able to come to terms when she says she loves me. I am struggling to accept it and I need advice on how to take this scenario positively and move on in life since we are only in the start of our new relationship and I want it to last forever.

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<bot>: Me and my wife, newly married. She just disclosed about previous relationship. I dont feel the same love and affection all of a sudden. I am struggling how to accept it and I need advice to move on.