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I was dating George last year for almost the whole year, and we broke up in the winter. Then we continued to hang out as friends, but the atmosphere was really romantic so far.

The details of our break-up is that he cheated on me (ONS), and may or may not have been dating other women while we were still together, I didn't really force this discussion after I caught him having active profiles on different dating sites.

Our sex-life was a catastrophe, we didn't have sex after the first month or so, I was not yet comfortable with it in the beginning (it takes me some time to develop sexual feelings in a relationship), so I usually pushed him away a bit, and then he seemed to have totally lost interest, I sat down and tried to talk about these things, but he's unable to talk about sex freely. I asked him to show interest in me like in the beginning, but I wasn't getting any sexual attention later (I'm really inexperienced, so I didn't really initiate, just ask).

I was the one who broke up with him, and I thought that it'd be a bit of consolation, but it really isn't. I regret very much not working on our relationship harder. I'm incredebly attracted to him, but he seems to be totally over me, he's been dating a girl for 2-3 weeks now, but I'm unable to move on.

I wanted to take a break from him, but like some addict, I asked to meet him after a week. I actually got drunk one night, and he was the one called to take me home, and I cried the whole way to his home.

This guy is the sweetest thing ever, and I'm so not OK with losing him. I feel like I'm obsessed. I'm sure he doesn't want anything more from me, but it feels like unless I have the exact confirmation from him, I can't take a rest, but I feel like such an idiot.

Should I just put my mind off this? But how? I'm afraid I'll do something stupid again.
<bot>: In love with ex, can't get over him. I want him back, but I'm afraid I blew my chance, and feel so much remorse