<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

It's really weird. Like all my cousins are getting girlfriends, coming out of their shell, and having fun. At family events I see them getting up, dancing, having fun. And I just never do any of that shit. I'm 17, and even though if I'm out with my friends I've been told I'm the life of the party, for some reason when it comes to my family I still feel like an awkward teenager. Like for some reason I don't want to dance and have fun in front of them. It just feels really weird.

It means that a lot of my family probably see me as socially awkward. It's like a vicious cycle. I don't want to do anything cause I'm afraid of seeming weird, so I don't dance or have fun or come out my shell, which makes me seem even more awkward. Like my cousin's new girlfriend was trying to get me to dance with her, and I done it for like 2 minutes and then stopped cause I felt weird. Like my full family would have made a big deal out of me doing it. But by not doing it she probably thinks I'm weird, when we got along well up until then. I kinda feel like cause my family see me as a bit awkward, that's how I have to act. It's so weird, and I don't know how to get myself out of it. I don't want my family to think I'm a little weirdo forever.
<bot>: I act awkward around my family and because of this they think I'm awkward, making it even worse. Don't know how to loosen up and have fun around them, cause it just feels weird for some reason.