<human>: I'm going out of my mind here! Me and my boyfriend were dating for 2 years (him 22, me 22F) and have just recently decided to take things slowly because we keep having silly fights and I've grown too dependent on him.

Last Friday I got way too drunk and he caught me trying to read his texts.. I guess I let the fear of losing him overwhelm me and I wanted to see if there was more of reason behind our breakup (which there wasn't... I know it was disrespective of me and I'd never do such a thing again). He called me a psycho bitch, we resolved things but I had a huge drunken cry to him about how I wanted to be his girlfriend etc etc.

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<bot>: I want him, but our relationship has gotten so messy. We both love each other dearly, but I feel so choked up. Is it worth carrying on when things get like this? And if so, how do I do this!