<human>: I was a bit of a late bloomer in high school, I was pretty damn awkward and nerdy until puberty let loose its pimply grip on me. Junior year I got a job and a car and started to gain some confidence. I worked up the courage to ask out this girl I really liked and she said yes. We hit it off and she was my first everything; date, kiss, sex etc.
long story short she cheated on me at the very beginning of our relationship, it fucked with my head, but we got passed it and have been in an exclusive relationship for 2 years now.

We were planning on going to different colleges but at the last minute we ended up going to the same place. When i first heard I panicked a little because i planned on being single in college. I decided to see how things went and now we are still together a couple months into my freshmen year.

Things have been going fairly well, but having a relationship in college feels very restrictive at times. There are so many beautiful girls walking around that i can't help but notice them. Some times they get very flirtatious and it takes a lot of self control to pass up on some golden opportunities.

My girlfriend definitely still has very strong feelings for me, and I think have strong feelings for her too. We have done everything together for so long its hard to imagine being without her. Even now we have the same group of friends and a breakup would certainly cause some awkward situations. She is sweet knows me better than anyone, though I'm starting to feel like a married man. I find myself yearning for freedom and finding my girlfriend less attractive than i once did. I have almost broken things off, but plans keep coming up that would obligate us to be together or our families meeting up, so i decide it would be easier to just not. Sometimes i feel bad for having these thoughts about other girls and sometimes i just wish we went to different schools all together. I feel like i am stuck with no options sounding quite right.

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<bot>: Is it worth giving up on a long term relationship with a nice girl to have anonymous sex with hot college chicks?*