<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

First of all, sorry for my english!  
My boyfriend and I are together since two years. He is a really clever and mature boy. He's in a very bright phase of his life. He's doing his PhD abroad, working on a subject he loves, often traveling for work (which is my dream). He feels fulfilled with his life.  
At the contrary, I am in a very dark moment. I'm still studying Law in our hometown, where it's a challenging yet useless degree to pursue because we're far too much and it's very hard now to access law careers. I will probably finish my studies with two years of delay (no family problems or something like that, I'm just bad and I have come to hate the subject) and I feel very depressed and inferior because of this. Also, I have no idea what to do with this degree once earned. My plans are now to graduate hopefully next year and join him. I have some vague non-law-related ideas but the truth is, I actually don't know how could I make a living.  
I feel so bad comparing to him. He's successful while I am not. I feel bad if I think I'll probably end up as a waitress, in the best scenario, while he'll be a great scientist researching on complicate things. I mean, I'm actually really happy for him; also, I have no special desire in doing something *important*, and I'd probably feel good with some humble job. Really. I just don't want to feel inferior. It's all related to him. If he was doing a normal job I wouldn't feel like this. Am I a horrible person?  
He's patient with me and my moody attitude but I always feel I'm a disaster comparing to him and because of this we argue a lot. For example, sometimes I feel offended because of an unfortunate choice of words, while he most probably didn't mean anything bad. Truth is, I feel offended because I automatically hear what *I* think about myself.  
What to do?
<bot>: my boyfriend is pursuing a wonderful career while I'm still struggling with my studies and I see no hope for my working future. I feel inferior.