<human>: My boyfriend and I(female) been dating for two years,mostly long distance and we are both 22-23. Other than the somewhat standard communication issues, I can't imagine being happier or caring about someone more.

About a year and a half ago, I had two nights(relatively close together) when I had too much to drink and became angry,unreasonable, and said things I regret. My bf was understandably upset and told me that things have to change. Since then I have avoided getting myself into that state of mind.

Except this week both of us went out with friends and I wasn't thinking. I had too much at the end of the night and by the time we got home and finished any sort of sexy time, I was crying and then angry. I called him names, accused him of wanting to be with other people, just general being an ass.

I apologized profusely several times, but my bf assured me that it was no big deal and I wasn't really like that so he wasn't upset. We spent the next day together and things seem normal.

My question is: how badly did I mess up? Is this sort of incident unforgivable? Is there anything I can do or say to help him trust me? Or do I take his word for it that everything is fine? Part of me just wants to free him from me- something this forgiving and wonderful shouldn't have to tolerate this.

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<bot>: I got too drunk and said things I regret to my bf. He says everything is fine. Is it really ok and if not, is there anything I can do?