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My mom passed away in May. It was a shock, she was only 59. I have a copy of the report already, but my aunt recently informed me that there are pictures of her body as well. 

I have a vivid imagination and have already morbidly considered what her body looked like. I'm wondering if it would at all be perhaps healthy for me to look at this photos, just to have some peace of mind. I feel like I'm imagining them worse than they actually are. 

This is the first time I've ever dealt with death. Especially with someone this close. I feel like I've reached some closure, but there's just that extra bit of me that can't let go. I have dreams that she's still alive and it KILLS to wake up and realize different. I can't deal with it. I'm thinking see these pictures might help.
<bot>: If you never got to see the body of someone you loved and lost and you knew there were pictures of it, would you want to see? Would this benefit me at all or just make it worse? I'm terrified.