<human>: Yesterday while at work I (I suggested it) broke up with my boyfriend. Over skype chat. I know it was stupid and I should have told him in person but it happened. He wasn't really shocked or sad about it. After a short while he even agreed with me.
  
 
  
Some information about us:
We met each other at university since we both studied Computer Sciene. He was my first boyfriend and I was his first girlfriend. I was really quiet and shy at that time which still confuses me how we ended up being together. However, I have to admit I wasn't really sure if I really wanted to become his girlfriend. (He only wanted a relationship if I meant it serious - for clarification: He didn't want a relationship that only last for some months because it just didn't work out.)

 

Fast forward, after 3 years of a lot of fun and also sad times we broke up. At first I wasn't really sad (I was kind of prepared for this moment.. since we did often talk about ending the relationship) but when I was lying in my bed I realised it was over. I cried.. much too long. But I'm not sure why.

 

Because now at work I don't feel sad at all. Maybe because I'm distracted or maybe because I'm in "work-mode".. but maybe, I fear, I just didn't love him all along.

 

As I wrote in the title, we are still in contact. We chat and we even talked over phone. Just like before. It kind of feels like nothing changed. (well not 100% true, it is a little bit awkward but still)

 

So, I wanted to ask you.. has anyone experienced the same thing? Is our situation right now strange? Were we really a couple or just friends the whole time?

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<bot>: After 3years we broke up but are still in contact and I'm not sad. I did cry but I'm not sure why. Asking myself if I really loved him or if he was/is just a really close friend.