<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

I know we're young but... I got nothing to counter any argument about me relationships, sorry.

Anyways, my girlfriend and I haven't been going out for very long, but she told me of how she'd already lost her virginity, which was actually a huge shock because she had told me she was still a virgin in the past, so I'm assuming she was just afraid of how I'd react. 

Now as a virgin with different views on sex, I was shocked, I was out with some friends on my vacation and we were drinking, and obviously, thoughts were spinning through my head. Turns out she only had sex once and didnt really enjoy it so she didn't try it with her boyfriend at the time again. I was initially, and truth be told, am still jealous and sad that some other guy took her virginity rather than me, especially since she's so young. Thereafter, I began to anxiously think in my head about what else she had done, thinking about what had happened (i'm a gotta know about it all-kinda guy), if she sucked his dick, if he ate her out etc and it made me sick. I was close to just breaking up with her but I realised how much of a fucking retard and selfish douchebag I'd be if I'd done so, especially since I liked her so much.

I just really need help finding a way to get over everything, last night I had a panic attack thinking about whether she pushed for it, or if her ex pressured her into sex, and I just couldn't take it. She hasn't wronged me at all while we've known each other, and I really just want to be able to put her past away so I can love her like any other boyfriend, but I don't know how to get over it without just forgetting it, which I don't think will help for very long.

Please help me put it all aside
<bot>: girlfriend lost virginity before me, I tend to overthink, need help to get over the news so I can love her