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I am a new RN under orientation And am just getting my feet wet. I had to call off one day to finish a massive amount of homework and apparently missed another day I had not been informed of. Out of the blue my boss calls me into his office and pretty much let me know he didnt want to hire me in the first place and was saying other nurses thought that I seem to always be off in my own little world(im painfully shy) and that Im not meeting their expectations. I have always given my medications ,assessments,charting on time and have done everything I've needed to do for all of my patients.I have done everything my preceptor has asked of me even though I have been thrown to the wolves more than enough times. However, its other nurses and not my own preceptor who knows me best who are saying these things about me.

 I give my patients and patients who arent even mine all the love,comfort, and protection in the world. I get down on my hands and knees just to make them a little more comfortable and I feel like I am being punished for it. Everyone gets bathed,fed,treated,consoled as if they were my own family.

He gave me 2 weeks to "get it together", but I dont know how to do anymore than I am doing. He can see on our big brother tracker badges that I am always in a patient room helping and not sitting idly at the nurses station.I am scared of losing my job and just losing the passion I feel for helping others. I just dont know what to do and I feel defeated,guys. I am too embarrassed to tell anybody about it even though I feel that my work has been nothing to be ashmed of, i dont think.
<bot>: my boss might fire me for being a nice nurse and not kissing his ass. I need hugs.Even Voldemort hugs will do.