<human>: I posted something on here a few days ago (I'll put a link in the comments because I don't know how to link another post clearly via the mobile app), because after 3 months of very rare contact we got back in contact and had two amazing weekends. 

4 months ago we separated because she had "too much stuff going on in her head" and "couldn't commit to a relationship" which left me completely broken and I went into self destruct mode. After those two weekends I thought things were going great, she was having a good time, I was having a great time, she said it reminded her of "the good times" so I thought we were on the road to reconciliation. 

Well... After her pushing back any sort of intimacy (we shared a bed, so I just wanted a cuddle) I spoke to her on the phone last night because I am very confused. She says she really missed me when we were apart, is happy we are seeing/talking each other again but she just can't commit to a relationship because of her state of mind. 

This sent me a bit loopy (internally, I didn't get mad or anything) but we ended the call on good terms. 

But I don't know what the fuck I'm doing here - I'm completely in love with her, but surely if she had those feelings in return she would want to work this out, regardless of her state of mind? She had 4 months apart from me - if it doesn't happen now, will it ever? 

I'm now back to square one, where I was 4 months ago, and feel completely torn apart.

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<bot>: can't move on from my wife, don't even know if I should or if I should stick around in the hope of reconciliation.