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Long story short... I've been seeing a girl I couldn't imagine leaving,  but then some events transpired, and I ended up saying i wanted to break up with her.  She is an amazing girl and person, and I honestly never thought I would say I would break up with her.  I talked to her again, and told her that what happened (that I will keep between us) really hurt me, but it wasn't as bad as I thought when i wanted to break up with her, and I would be willing to not break up.  She said its too late, and I can't take things back, and has so on guard around me now.  I fell for her and I can honestly say I love her, but now everything feels ruined.  She has a lot going on in life, and I know things are hard to cope with, but she won't even talk to me, unless I go to her, and she said what I did seriously hurt her.  Every day I feel bad about it, and I can't just get over her.  It's only been a week or so, but I've never felt so bad about any girl I've broken up with.  I don't know whether I should apologize, stay mad, wait, try to move on, try to work things out, anything.  I know that I WANT things to work out, and I really do love this girl, and she says she feels the same, but is so hurt.  She was my best friend and my girlfriend and talked all day, now we only talk if I try to initiate something, but like I said, she is on guard, and gets angry very quickly now.  I want to help her, because it really hurts to see her so sad, about a lot of stuff, but I can't.  I haven't been able to talk to her much at all since we broke up though, only  a couple of times, and they didn't end too well.   What should I do?
 
Ninja
<bot>: Broke up with my gf, but still love her, don't know whether to keep trying or to let it be.