<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I'm a 28 year old guy, and this past January, my girlfriend (25) broke up with me a week after our 1 year anniversary. We had just had an amazing holiday season together, and over the course of the year, she had grown very close to my family. 

I had only had one previous relationship that lasted 3 and a half years, but it was very unhealthy and needed to have ended much sooner than it did. This one that ended in January was the first time I've actually been in love with someone.

Anyway, we got coffee in March because I asked if she would, but  other than that, we haven't talked, even though we have many mutual friends. 

I miss her badly every day, even though it's been 7 months and she's show no signs of wanting to try again. I am trying desperately to move forward, assuming we will never be together again, but as hard as I try, I can't seem to get in a good place with it. I want to be able to date again, but I feel like I can't because I'm still in love with her.

Anyway, I did give myself some slack at first, but after 7 months, this is starting to get VERY emotionally exhausting. I feel hopeless about my feelings for her changing, if they haven't yet. I just want to get to a place where I can think about her and be ok with it. :[
<bot>: My girlfriend of a year broke up with me in January and I'm still having a very hard time with it every day. :[