<human>: I'm not sure what it is but something has triggered a world of regret. I know when I graduated from college I was a wide eyed kid who thought there would be something good to look forward to next. I cared about a lack of seriously relationship (my last relationship might as well not have existed) but I still felt naively mellow about the prospect of love. 

Fast forward five years and whatever hope I felt for anything has completely gone. I work in an industry I love yet I'm still unhappy about how unsuccessful I am. I'm still as loveless as ever and time passes as I realise I'm running out of time. I have no friends anymore, and I mean people who I can really talk to (and not acquaintances). In college i was elected on student committees and now I can't think of anyone who remembers me.

 I wish I was smarter (like life smarter, not book smarter). 

I should be happy. I've lost 10kg in 6 months through lifting and being smart about food. However I can only think of how far away I am from being attractive.

I took the step of consciously cutting myself from the world. Social media accounts gone, going back to the dark ages on my phone (since I'm addicted to the net), will start reading and gaining knowledge. I hope I can eliminate the feelings of regret for no love but we shall see. I just felt like I has to write it out, I'm sick of being a loser.

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<bot>: decided I need to fix my life. I'm cutting myself from society while I build my foundations again. I hope to love myself one day and someone to love me back too.