<human>: To start off, I have known this kid for about a year, when I met him, it was then that my depression had truly begun and led me down a dark path where I didn't want to do anything and lost all sorts of motivations.

We've hung out on and off, I'd go to his house a lot, and one thing I cannot stand is people that look down upon me, and that is what I feel him and his family do towards myself.  They're very wealthy in comparison to us, and seem to feel bad for us.

Anyways, I knew they felt this way when they showed up to our door one day with a ton of groceries.  At this point, I began to resent them for doing that, I felt powerless and not worth a damn.  Also, i once made the mistake of opening up to him about some of the stuff I go through, and he tries to act like he has it tough, this kid has extremely loving parents, no mental disorders, they're financially stable, and can afford to do whatever... I cannot, I am on the opposite end of the spectrum.

Anyways, I'm at the point where I've nearly pushed everybody out of my life due to jealousy of never being invited to things, being looked down upon, and ridiculous reasons.  I don't know what to make of this whole thing.  Am I the one being irrational?  Any help and advice would be greatly appreciated.

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<bot>: Ignoring and being rude to "friends" because I believe they have alterior motives and don't care, am I being unrealistic?