<human>: To make it as short as possible.  Met in highschool,  set up by a mutual friend.  Dated for a year so far,  no major fighting,  great sex.  Each other's first loves. 

We got along great for the year,  did everything together.  I always knew he wanted to join the Air Force and I by no means wanted to crush his dreams or hold him back,  but I always wished he didn't chose this career path.  (He comes from a military family who is very supportive).  I supported him thru the enlistment process(he is signed 4yrs active duty job is HVAC). however we always argued because I told him I cannot handle the distance and he always was noncholant and said we have to try and he believes in me.  Thought I'd give it a try. 

Decided to stick around and forced myself thru his basic training,  sending him letters and receiving his,  had a few phone calls as well.  Was very depressed while he was away.  Felt lost and and kind of abandoned.  

Went to Texas for his graduation from basic.  Was on this temporary high of love the whole time.  I'm stuck in this constant cycle of extreme happiness and extreme sadness in this relationship.  He won't be home until Xmas(tech school for 100 days, he will have 8d of leave for xmas),  and he only gets 2 and a half days of leave per month of service after that.  I'm the kind of person that needs a lot of physical contact and this distance is doing nothing but causing me immense pain.  Don't know how a rrelationship can work seeing each other 30 ish days out of every year.  

I love him deeply and I am so,  so proud of him for joining.  My only reason to end things is distance.  I just believe our lives are taking different paths.  It's a huge commitment for me being so young.  Contemplating breakup for my own good.
Thoughts?

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: 17F wants to break up with 18m because he joined the Air Force and she can't handle distance/ doesn't want such a big commitment.