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As the title says, he hit me, kicked me in the stomach 3 times and spat on me. 

He had been deleting messages with an ex of his and of course I was suspicious, I tried to grab his iPod to look at Messenger and see what he was saying so he punched me in the arm. He went to walk out the bedroom door so I stupidly followed and that's when he kicked me in the stomach. I tried to calm him down and talk and he spat on me and told me I was a disgusting piece of shit and that I deserved all this. 

He apologised last night and said he would change, but those are words abusers always say but yet I still find myself sitting here with him not wanting to leave. What is wrong with me?
<bot>: Boyfriend abused me, told me I deserved it and I still find myself wanting to stay with him. What's wrong with me?