<human>: I know we're both pretty young, but that doesn't mean this hasn't made my life miserable the past few months. Me and, who we'll call Abby, have been dating for the past 2 and a half years. We broke up in October, and it seemed mutual. We went off to college and the long distance thing wasn't working out, so we met to talk about it. Right after the breakup, though, we had what we agreed was the best sex of the entire relationship. Not a good note to leave off on.

She has moved on, completely. She talks to dozens of guys at her university, and every picture I see her post with another guy literally hurts. I still feel burning jealousy over her like I did during the relationship. What caused the most arguments when we dated was a guy, who we'll call John. I hated when she talked to John cause I felt like he was so much better than me. He talked to almost every girl at our school and fucked half of them. Him and Abby were close friends during our relationship and she would sometimes literally stop sitting next to me to go talk to him. I hated it. Recently, I found from a friend that they've fucked twice in the recent weeks.

So now, I feel like I wasn't even close to good enough compared to the guys at her uni and John. I have no idea why she even dated me. I'm just some sack of shit she dated for a little while, but could've been seeing way more attractive guys. It has already ruined my self esteem, and now I have problems even trying to be attracted to other women. 

I'm sincerely sorry if this is a whiney post, but there's no other medium to get my frustration out. Just some advice would be appreciated.

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<bot>: still very attracted to ex. Feel wild jealousy anytime she's with other guys. Now in some sort of depression now that I know she fucked a guy who was a problem when we were dating.