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So we have been together for a while this is my firs long term relationship and we were each others first but Idk I just feel like we aren't going anywhere and I've been thinking about what it would be like with other guys especially because I feel like we're going nowhere. 

We are both in college and I know that once I graduate and get a job i'm moving out and finding my own place because I can' stand to stay in my house that much longer. He on the other hand acts as if he is going to live at home forever because he said something about not wanting to leave him mom who is getting older. 

Then there are just some pet peeves I have about certain things he does and about the future that we don't even talk about. He says things like "My kids will do this and that and I'd teach them this and that" he just says things that doesn't involve both of us so it just gives me the feeling of a temporary relationship.

A part of me feels like I can't see my future with him as in I want someone else not him. But when I thought of breaking up with him I just couldn't it was just breaking my heart instead. 

sorry this post is all over the place just like my emotions with him.
<bot>: I have doubts about my relationship I love him and can't bring myself to leave him but I still do want to leave him because it feels like its not going anywhere and I want to see what other guys would be like.