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First, I'm sorry that my writing here sucks. I'm on mobile. 
Second, this will probably get buried but I'll take what I can get.

Problem: My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost a year and a half. We didn't go official until this past April. Well, recently, I mentioned to him about why I don't exist to his friends, why I've never met them, and why he doesn't want to meet my friends. This came about because my friends wanted to meet him, and I could tell he didn't want to meet them. I asked him if he wanted to see my friends. He said he'd do it but I can tell he's not entirely looking forward to it. I told my friends that he wasn't too excited to meet them and that I've never met any of his friends. They all told me (including their SO's) that I should've met his friends about a month or so after we went official. 

Well, I brought this topic up two days ago, and my bf and I got into a text-argument (nothing serious). I asked him if he was embarrassed or ashamed of me. He avoided this question and is avoiding answering anything that has to do with me not being included in his life.

 I need some advice as to what I should say. I'm nervous and I honestly am thinking of breaking up with him because it hurts a lot. I feel like nothing...disposable and unimportant. I think it's a bit weird.
<bot>: I don't exist to my boyfriend's friends. Never met them and he's never met mine. We've been together for over a year. Help.