<human>: Hello there redditors. I don't really know if any of you might be able to help me, I'm just being bugged out by some thoughts and I want say them out loud, be it to my friends, my family, or the website where I spend a lot of time on.

I'm a senior in highschool, and until last week, I was pretty down about studying, I didn't really thought much about a future, I just thought that I'd stay home, and study whatever grade until I got some kind of inspiration about what to do with my life. Some days ago, talking to a friend of mine that lives and studies in Catalonia (I'm from the Canary Islands), I said jokingly that maybe I'd go and study there, and with his help and a little of research, I've seen that it might be quite possible. 

Because of my family situation, the enrollment price in that university (UAB, Universitat Autonoma de Barcelona, pretty cool site from what I've seen) could get pretty low, and I can get some scholarships, so the money problem wouldn't be so bad, but I still have to get into details about that and see if my family wouldn't get hurt economically.

My parents have been crying and pretty down after I told them that I wanted to study outside the island, but now they're trying to be a bit more supportive. I'm a bit insecure. Here I have my family, my home, all my friends, and the easy option is to stay, but going to Catalonia might be more fulfilling: they offer grades far more interesting for me, I've had those long distance friendships there and I feel like there's another "life" waiting for me there.

There are also problems regarding taking my desktop PC there (I don't have a notebook and we don't have money for a laptop, but oh well) and shit, and it isn't even that far, it's 3 hours by plane... but I'm insecure, because this decision will change the route of my life, whatever I decide.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: Don't know if I should drastically change my life studying in another city or if to stay at home, easy and safe.