<human>: So, I just got out of a bad relationship a few months ago. I tried things with other people but was starting to feel depressed at lack of connection. So I did what any sane person does.  

I downloaded Tinder. 

It took me a lot of swipes, but eventually I saw someone I actually knew. I'd known him from work (I used to make pizza, he played shows with his band there a lot). I'd always thought he was hot shit so I swiped right and, Reddit, we matched.

The last couple of weeks have been like something out of a dream. I feel funny, smart, and beautiful when I'm around him. After all the BS I've been through with men, I thought I was a total cynic, but instead I feel butterflies when I look at him. 

SOS, I've never felt this way about a guy. Even the people I thought I had really been in love with don't compare to the feelings I'm having. So, why am I so afraid of being asked to make it official? Why am I scared and always holding back from telling him how great I think he is?

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<bot>: I'm falling head over heels but I think my own BS is holding me back from telling him how much I like him