<human>: I've never really been attracted to women, I know I am relatively young (20), but I never really had an attraction to a women. They are usually just friends and then I get my feelings messed up. Is this odd? I sometimes resent women actually, for a reason I don't know why. 

Some info about me, I recently ended a 4 year on-and-off fling, which resulted in a lot of missed opportunities. I also grew up without a true "father" figure (I went to his house once a month, but he never really taught me, was more a free time),  instead just with my mom. I saw the intricacies of woman, and perhaps didn't find them too attractive!

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<bot>: Is it normal to not be attracted to women, am I allowed to be an atypical person, or is it better to have this affection for personal growth?