<human>: My mom hates pierixngs aside from two lobe piercings she was closed to everything else. When I asked for a nose piercing she yelled screamed and cried. I ordered needles online to pierce my ears which I have done twice now but I'm realizing I have a problem I love the feeling of the needle going through my ear. I just tried to give myself a fifth piercing but I realized they were too close tkgwgher. My mom is going to freak if she sees them but I want to tell her, I feel horrible keeping secrets. We are pretty religious btw.

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<bot>: I've become obsessed with piercing myself, I want to tell my mom that I pierced myself without her permission but I don't want to anger Howe how do I do this?