<human>: When you had your heart broken for the first time? I (23M) am going through my second break-up, but it is the worst by far. The first I was easily able to harbor animosity towards and eventually killed my feelings or her. This time around, I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with this girl (20F). She is studying abroad and fell that she had to break things off because she had doubts about our relationship. she feels too young to be so involved. she seems to bring up the fact that i have been the only boyfriend she has ever had (though in her words i have been the best boyfriend she could dream of...). this break up has been hell for me. Trying to come to terms with the fact that what was will never be again has been so painful. I can't fathom 'being with another girl' at this point. I am not sleeping well. My day can be consumed with negative thoughts about her with other guys. The worst part is, she said that she can't say that she doesn't think we'll get back together. I can't even tell if I love her the way I did before the break up.
Honestly I don't know what I want from the /r/breakup community. I expect to hear that she's banging some dude in her study abroad program or to forget her and find someone who cares as much as I do/find someone who wants what I want. I guess I want to hear how it was for you when you had your heart broken for the first time.

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<bot>: Had heart broken, shits up in the air. How was your first heartbreak? Did you get back together?/Was that a fucking stupid idea?