<human>: Provide a brief overview of the text.

Before I begin I just need to tell you a bit about me, I am certainly a loner (mostly), by choice. I enjoy my own company, and I like to do pursue solitary hobbies, reading writing etc. 

I talk to people occasionally, depending on my view of them but usually I do not. I am most certainly an introvert. And recently(4-5 months now) I've been talking to a girl (we'll call her Emily).

We met on a night out via friends(yes I have them lol) we got talking, dancing etc etc and I had a decent night, she added me on facebook, got my number etc and skip to now. We were talking about having sex with each other( it was normal for us as we're both sex freaks) and I assumed it was going to be just a friends with benefits type of thing. The conversation got a bit spicy, then she tells me "oh if im honest, I'd probably catch feelings for you" 

Which made me think, I sort of have them for her too. We talked more about it, we then both said we sort of liked one another but kind of locked away the feelings for each other and that was it. 

The advice I am looking for however, is I've made many mistakes when it comes to being open and feelings and emotions on my behalf in past relationships. My ex was very open and I was not (just who I am). I'm not sure what I'm really asking to be fully honest, however it would be helpful for some advice as shes rather sweet and very fucking hot might I add. How do I "potentially" be a better theoretical boyfriend for her (and anyone) feelings and emotion wise, I just tend to push others away, not really speak about how I feel, and I submerge my feelings too when I know I shouldn't.

Sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes, my English really isn't all that ironically. Also sorry for a vague post, just I needed advice so of course I'd come to the internet first.
<bot>: I'm a closed introvert whose most likely ending up in a relationship, how do I open up and not repeat the same mistakes from past relationships?