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Without going into too much detail, my boyfriend and I have been together about 2 years. We go to the same university. Due to depression/ eating disorder and also generally not being able to learn well in a college environment, I didn't do great here during the first 2 years. I'm doing fine now but I'm still bitter about it.

Meanwhile boyfriend has always gotten straight As and done perfectly great, especially for his major. He landed an extremely high-paying internship for the summer. I will be in my off-campus house working as many hours at whatever job I can get.

For whatever reason I absolutely resent his success and it makes me angry to think about how much money he will be making. I know it isn't rational at all and he earned it, and I should be happy for him. But I'm not. Probably because I grew up really poor and because this is a huge hit to my self-esteem. I know he doesn't actually need the money at all either. I'm frustrated enough by it that I almost want to dump him even though we have a nearly perfect relationship otherwise. I understand I'm a huge bitch and terrible person for this, but I can't stop feeling anger and resentment and bitterness.

I also know this will basically be the same deal after college. He will probably start out making about 100k a year and I will basically be homeless. You'd think I would want to stick around, but all I can think is "Fuck you and your fucking stupid money."

How do I stop feeling this way?
<bot>: Boyfriend got high-paying internship for summer. I am poor and irrationally angry about it. How do I stop feeling like this?