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I lost a chance at a great of gold by playing the bad guy. I'm a really kind guy, I just do philanthropy in secret because I'm tired of being taken advantage of and also being hurt. Playing the bad guy with girls always works, but I also never get the love I want (just learned this).  
  
I just lost a chance at great love. She didn't tell me why she's walking away, but a lyrics post on Facebook leads me to believe she thinks I'm just another asshole. Out really feels like there's no going back, but I want to show her the real me. I don't want to play it cool and just throw my feelings away. I already briefly told her that it's not the real me and I want to show him to her, but I was denied.  
  
Do I try to show her again?
<bot>: Lost the girl by being someone I'm not. Don't know how to show her who I really am bite that she's gone. Please advise!