<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I have been seeing this guy for 4 months now and I really like this guy. I met him in my class, he is just a overall great guy. 

I told him I wanted to take things slow because, I don't want this to be just about sex. All my other relationships were just let's fuck as much as possible. I want to really form a connection with this guy. 

I feel awful because I have been lying to him about my job. I work as a stripper, not a bar tender. I use to enjoy myself at my work, but ever since I started dating this guy I feel miserable there. 

I feel guilty even though we have not had sex, he is really the only guy I want seeing me in that way. 

Belive me I would quit but I am still in college and I can't find anywhere else to work. I have been looking for the past three months 

It's 4 am here in California and I want to tell him tonight. But I don't even know what to say to him
<bot>: I work as a stripper, I want to tell my boyfriend but I don't even know what to say to him