<human>: Last night I had made two choices and now it has me all confused. I had spoke to a guy earlier in the week because for a little while I've been curious just never went through with it. I discussed what I was interested in with him, what I was worried about, and eventually we kind of set up a day to meet (last night). I have also been talking again with my ex after a short break that I wanted but she extended and we were getting pretty much back to normal. Since I wasn't really in the mood yesterday I figured nothing would happen and I was also thinking about her so I sent an email asking if we are back, which she didn't reply to yet.

Anyway, guy talks to me and I was thinking better to give it a shot while I got a chance. He comes over and we talk for a few hours since I still didn't feel it, but at the last minute I say to just try things and we do. I ended up liking it way more than I planned, although I still feel nothing for me. After it all happened it made me feel like I wish I waited to send that email because I wanted to try a little bit more since things were pretty rushed due to me waiting until the last minute.

Now I don't know what to do. I love this girl very much and obviously want to be with her, but I also feel like I want to get this stuff out of the way now that I got over the fears since there might not be another shot. It might be stupid to even consider two options, but what the hell do I do?

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<bot>: Finally got the nerve to experiment, liked it, want to try more, but might get back with girl I love today.