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Its a long ugly story. Short end is it ended for the reasons it did and they made sense. She wanted to be friends after months of not talking. I wanted to as well. I tried. I missed listening to everything she had to say about the days and what went on in them. At first I was okay, but very quickly I wanted to hold her close and be with he as we were a long time ago. She didn't. I got stupid and said things I shouldn't. Now we are not talking. Its probably for the better but it hurts. I can tune it out if I have something to do but at night by myself I miss her more than anything I've ever known. The only thing that stops my mind from racing at this point is the exhaustion the crushing feeling of nothingness thinking about her feelings towards me brings me. I don't know what to do. I feel like I never got better before we started talking again, just numb.

Is that all there is to this? You just get numb and forget how you used to feel one day?
<bot>: I really miss the woman I loved. Its not gonna happen, and I know it, but it doesn't feel good.