<human>: He ended it on the 14th, i.e little over two weeks ago.. I feel I tried everything I could to get him back but he refused.. I then ignored him for a couple of days trying to move on.

One week after he broke up with me, I contacted him again. We started fighting and I felt anger but deep inside I knew I still loved him and just wanted to get back to him. Then, for 5 days I didn't talk to him at all. I know 5 days is nothing, but considering I was used to talking to him almost daily for three years, 5 days felt like weeks for me. I thought I was doing okay. I still thought about him every single day but tried to hate him or just not think about him.

I went to the gym, Uni, out with friends.. But nothing seems to be able to distract me. Last night after the gym I was at my friends place. She put some music on which made my heart race and just made me feel really sad as it was a song I used to listen to with my ex a lot. 

I came home late, went to sleep around midnight. I wake up at 3 am with a racing heart from a dream about him. Then go to sleep again, and wake up couple of hours later once again from a dream about him.

I wanted to call him right then and there but couldn't bring myself to do it because at this point the tears were just flowing. Basically I spent rest of the day crying and just wanting to contact him. I switched the computer on to distract myself (haven't done so since the break up) and I get signed into MSN.. and guess who is online? I then couldn't resist messaging him but he hasn't responded.. 

I'm just completely shattered. I try to get over him but each day I get reminded that I lost something irreplaceable. I don't care much for life anymore and just feel unable to move on. 
I realize I sound fucking pathetic but he really meant the world to me, and still does. Losing him is the hardest thing I have had to experience..

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: Been a little less than two weeks since my ex ended things after three years together. Unable to distract myself because I get reminded of him constantly, he definitely was the one. What do I do?