<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

She was my first serious girlfriend and first LTR. We met at the end of college and basically spent our early adult lives together. She never did anything to make me want to leave her but I could never shake the thought that there might be someone more compatible for me out there. I loved her and cared about her, but I know that she felt more strongly about me than the other way around.

This, combined with my shitty job made me terrified of what my life would be like if I made any big commitments to her such as marriage and kids. So, I broke up with her a few days ago. I feel like I did the right thing because I felt that she should find someone who loves her equally. But since then, I've been thinking about her constantly, missing her, and I feel like I've made a huge mistake. Is this normal? I don't have any friends to talk to about this unfortunately.
<bot>: I broke up with my first serious girlfriend. I miss her and still love her even though I made the decision. Is this normal?