<human>: I met my ex a year ago and we immediately hit it off. We both immediately clicked and had amazing chemistry, but had to each move to opposite sides of the country. After a few months of continued conversation, we decided to date through last fall. We both were each other's first serious SO, and both fell in love quick (her telling me I was the first person she has ever loved within one week of officially dating).

She broke up with me in the early winter because she grew very unhappy in her new city and felt as though she needed to find herself and was confused. Hater her job, hated the new city, was struggling to make friends, and the distance made it very hard. I wanted to make things work, but understood, and we tried to stay friends.

That was a nightmare as we still talked everyday and were affectionate. Finally in the spring I told her I had to go NC to move on. She freaked out and said she wanted back with me and I said yes. A month later we break again, on good terms, since she said that the idea of losing me altogether freaked her out and that's why she went back into the relationship. She said her initial reasons for breaking up still held true. We decided to go NC for a bit as the first time we tried to remain friends was a mess.

It's been two months since we spoke and not a day goes by that I don't think of her. I've hooked up with other girls, slept with a handful of other girls, and have even gone on a few dates, but I still feel like something's missing. These other girls just aren't the same and I wonder if I'll ever find that passion and intensity again. I want to reach out and see how's she's doing because not talking to her is killing me. I've been working on myself and going to the gym and definitely feel better and happier, but I still think about her a few times a day and am honestly just not as happy without her as with her. She always mentioned that she would find me when she was ready but this sucks. How do I completely move on?

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<bot>: 23m seemingly doing everything right and taking everyone's breakup advice to get over 22f ex. We ended on great terms and breakup was circumstantial/due to distance, and I just can't seem to get over her