<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Dated my ex for 2 years. I truly poured all I had into it. The first year was good. The second was a disaster. Bottom line - he never deserved me. I was emotionally cheated on. He created dating profiles. I forgave him. He emotionally abused me quite frequently. Ignored me for days, weeks. I looked past it. I made excuses for him. He lied to me. I forgave that, too. I was a laying doormat that he walked all over for an entire year. I can't answer why or how. I just endured it.

He ended the relationship. He said that he wanted me to move on. His exact words were "I felt very strongly for you. But I don't miss you anymore. I don't have feelings for you anymore. Maybe we can try again after you date someone else if it doesn't work out. I don't know what else to do. Sorry, I'm just being honest". I recoiled. I didn't reply. It was over and I felt as though there was nothing I could do or say.

Since this relationship pretty much can't be fixed, I'm not looking for "relationship" advice. I want to know when the sadness turns to anger. It's been a month. I followed the "rules". I went NC. I went on dates. I exercised. I got my hair done. I got my nails done. I'm still sad. I've met great guys yet this idiot is still all I think about. When do I stop? How? I feel like bathing in acid trying to get rid of him from my mind. I know for damn sure he isn't thinking about me. When can I see him in the light he should be seen in? I know he's not coming back. I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. Show me?
<bot>: I should be over him. He's pathetic. Yet, I'm not seeming to get angry or get past it. What does it take?