<human>: Well, my ex and I dated for 2 years on and off before we decided to call it quits (for way too many reasons). We were good friends for over a year before dating so we thought we knew each other well enough. Our relationship had a LOT of ups and downs, we had trust issues and he was quite controlling and it was an emotional rollercoaster the entire time... so I don't know why I'm still so in love with him.

We broke it off in Jan this year and hadn't had any contact up until a few days ago when we decided to meet up. We spent the night together and it was like we had turned back time to the start of our relationship, it was absolutely amazing and it felt like nothing bad had ever happened between us in the past. I know I shouldn't feel like this because of all of the previous failed attempts but my brain just won't let me move on. He's the only person I've ever felt a real connection with, and not just as a partner.. I've never met someone that has understood everything about me so well and I don't think I ever will. It's complicated and I just don't know what to do. 

Whenever we get back together the first few months are perfect, but it starts to fall apart bit by bit until we're both emotionally drained and ready to give up the relationship again. I just don't know what to do. If you guys have any similar stories or advice to share it would be very much appreciated. I know that getting back together would be a bad decision, I'm just not sure how to move on when there's so much chemistry and such a strong connection between us. If things just stayed how they were in the first few months everything would be perfect, but something snaps after a while and we're both at each other's throats again.

I should also add that nobody else has made me feel the way he does which is both good and bad. All of my emotions are boosted about 1000x around him compared to anyone else. I love him even after all the crap we've been through together and I really don't want to feel like that any more.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: Still in love with my ex when I shouldn't be. How do I snap out of it and get over him?