<human>: Condense the text into a few key points

I apologize in advance for the errors, I am on mobile.

I met a girl while being overseas (we will call her A). A is an amazing girl and the best part about being over here. That girl brings nothing but joy into my life. I've never had a feeling of wanting to be a better person for anyone besides her. 

My issues are eating away at me though. I am going back to the states next week so it will become LDR. I have been in one before and it destroyed me. She cheated and lied and basically stole money from me the entire time we were together (7months). I have the worst trust issues, anxiety and overthink everything. 

A knows about the previous LDR and understands and has been bearing with me and so far she's done an amazing job. I can't thank her enough for everything. This girl is so special to me and I don't want to do anything to hurt her. How do I move past my last relationship and start over with the girl of my dreams?
<bot>: about to start and LDR but afraid to ruin it because of a past relationship. How can I start fresh without the emotional baggage?