<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

I totaled my cobra, had to have my ulnar nerve moved and had to have bone fragments removed because I was unable to tapout to an arm bar in time. I haven't been able to train for competition because of it and I'm slowly losing my mind due to inactivity. On top of it, my father was laid off his president's position because of a business merge. Did I mention I work there? I also had to take all of his desk stuff to him and help with his unemployment. These people essentially wasted 10 years of his life, 401 k and then had the balls to cut give him a shitty severance packaging that would be more suited to someone like me who is poor and doesn't have children. 
My lover also used to work with me. She miscarried our child and we lost a family. She's since gone back to her chosen field and I'm scared I've lost her too. I haven't seen her in a month and we've been growing apart. I'm not posting this for sympathy, I honestly need advice. Hearing people ask about my father every day at work and about my (?) woman is slowly tearing me apart. I feel like I've lost everything and seriously question whether I should even keep trying. The only reason I do is because my father is such a good man and is able to keep me going. I figure if he can, I sure as hell can but this is no way to live. Please help, has anyone gone through something similar. What can I do?
<bot>: Lost everything I used to wake up in the morning for. Not sure how to get out of bed anymore or what to do about it.