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Well, yesterday It was my first month with my GF, so I decided to cook, after we semi-finished our meal she told me we should head upstairs (we've never had sex, but we've talked and we want it to be something nice, rather than just a spur of the moment thing), and so, we started taking our clothes off, we were both topless and she was about to finish undressing when she told me she felt insecure and whatnot, and that we should wait etc. So... we ended up dry-humping (she likes that, she actually orgasms), and we got dressed and went downstairs, I played a song for her on my guitar ~~cheesy~~ (more than words - Extreme , She LOVES that song) so shortly after she proposed a BJ, she was kinda ashamed and didn't want to look at first and she kept saying "you guide me" (which I didn't), and so... after a couple of minutes I was having fun and she was tired (never came, thanks! /r/NoFap ) and she asked me if I had liked it, said yes, so I asked her If I could go down on her now, (you know reciprocity and stuff) so she wouldn't let me, I proposed fingering and that was a no no , and so... we ended up dry humping again, now... I ended up feeling like shit because I feel a BJ is nowhere comparable with dry humping :C
<bot>: GF gave me BJ, she wouldn't let me reciprocate, now I feel like shit, dunno what to do :c