<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

My boyfriend cheated on me a few times. As of recent he has given up all his chick friends due to me being paranoid because he cheated. Its been almost a year since the last incident but I am still riving in pain. I love him. I know if we talk we can work this out but every time we talk about it he feels guilty or I think he feels like I should be over it by now. Its not something you get over though. But yet again that's just what I think he is thinking. I don't know. We have such a hard time communicating and I go to counseling but I can only go once a month and that is for my anxiety, and depression I cant spend more time going with him. I honestly need another counselor for just us. I don't have money either. I can only distract myself from the pain so long. I love him so much. I just hope all this makes sense. I am sorry its jumbled I am writing it quickly. Reddit please help me I know this stuff can be worked through, I know he is changing. How can I change. How can I heal so we can stay together? Reddit help me
<bot>: My boyfriend cheated on me but he has changed immensely in this last year but I am still hurt, but too in love to leave. Reddit how do you heal from this?