<human>: I'll try to make this as short as possible. 

I went to my best friend's town for New Years Eve and had a blast. We've been friends for 7 years, met in college. I don't remember most of it, but I still had a good time. I was staying at my best friend's house at the time. 

The next night we got drunk (me more so than him) and I asked him to help me out of my dry spell and he declined saying "it would be a bad idea." I felt so embarrassed about it and tossed and turned all night. We have NEVER had any type of sexual past, so this was completely random and probably caught him off guard. 

The next morning wasn't awkward, it was very normal, but we didn't talk about it at all. I went home and things have been normal ever since. 

I'm just wondering if I should say something apologizing and letting him know that it was definitely not a romantic, I-have-a-crush-on-you thing, but more of a drunk & lonely thing. I don't want to ruin our friendship, but I am still embarrassed and bothered by it. I don't want him to think I have a crush on him.

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<bot>: I asked my best friend to have sex with me, he said no. It was normal after that, but I'm still feeling embarrassed by asking. Should I apologize or let it go