<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

I have been dating the most wonderful, sweet man for the last 3 years.  The problem?  I told him at the beginning of our relationship that I never, ever wanted to get married or have more kids.  I had just gotten divorced, it was horrible, and I was bitter.

We agreed to have an open relationship, said that it was ok for each to date others.  Neither of us have.  We spend every waking moment together.  

I know he wants to get married, he said so drunkenly to me about 3 weeks ago, and I tried to reassure him that things are different now, but he didn't believe me because we had been drinking and said as much.  I want to show him that I love him, want to spend forever with him, and I do want our kids and our life together.  Would it be crazy for me to ask him to marry me?  I know he will never ask out of respect for my adamant insistence for the first 2 years that I absolutely did not want this.  I want to do something super romantic and special for him!
<bot>: Told the best guy ever that I never wanted marriage; I know he does, so should I ask him?  And what is a good way to do that?