<human>: Here's the story; I'll try to be brief:

Me, f18, boyfriend 21. We are in an LDR (been dating for 8 months, LDR for about 2.5) while I'm away for school this year.  We are very, very much in love, and very similar people. He is my first real boyfriend, and is the first (only) person I've had sex with.

We recently decided to try opening up the relationship to casual sex on either end. We are both really, really horny people, and we get really stressed if we don't get a sexual release.  We think that doing an open relationship in an informed and communicative way will help us alleviate that strain without dishonesty.  Furthermore, my boyfriend has a fetish of wanting me to fuck another guy and tell him about it/have him watch.

So here's my problem: the guy I had originally picked out to seduce/have sex with is becoming a very good friend, and I think I might be falling for him.  We haven't actually had sex (yet), but every day I feel myself being pulled toward him more and more. I didn't think it was possible that there is someone out there who is a better match for me than my boyfriend, but now I'm second-guessing myself.  I think about my friend all the time; I'm constantly having to restrain myself from texting him constantly. It is very difficult for me not to think about him.

I don't know what to do.  My brain is so discombobulated right now and I have nobody to talk to about this.  Any advice will help.

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<bot>: LDR boyfriend and I recently decided to try a sexually open relationship, but I think I might be falling for a friend/fuckbuddy.  FML.