<human>: I just need to type this up, because I don't think I'm ready to talk to any of my friends in real life without crying right now.

My SO and I have been together for nearly 5 years.  Since I was 17! (And had just broken up with my first boyfriend.)  

We are TOTALLY different people but that's part of what made our connection so rich.  I have trouble even typing out why we made the decision to break up because, well, he's really an amazing person and I have never cared or loved someone as much as him!! He genuinely cares for everyone around him and takes on the weight of the world.  

I think that is what is so bitter sweet about this.  Neither of us did anything wrong, and we love each other and admire each other very much-- but sometimes life doesn't work out perfectly.  

We are very different people, we have different goals in life, and different lifestyles.  We've made a really beautiful happy little home, we've made mutual friends, taken care of each other.  We have great sex.  On paper it sounds like we should be with each other. 

And maybe we will again someday, but for now we're going to be friends.  

We have lived together for 3 years, and just signed a new lease.  We've been partners our entire adult lives, and well, I'm a little scared and a little excited, and a little sad.

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<bot>: Ending things amicably with my SO of nearly 5 years.  We live together, hope to remain friends.  I'm feeling scared/relieved/sad/hopeful/confused. *