<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Hey guys how's it going?

I'll just jump right into the situation. Basically there's a girl I've been liking don't I was 15 and I'm 19 now. Nothing ever happened between us when I was 15 obviously because of the age difference. 

When I found out I was starting to get feelings for her I kind of dropped off talking to her as to protect myself from being sad.

Years later I saw her at a party and we really hit it off. I mean we were both drunk but we've hung out since. It's weird though cause she's always saying flirty stuff to me etc etc and I know for a fact she doesn't feel that way. Cause she talks to my friend [22M] also and they've come close to sleeping together but haven't. The girl and I have gone on a few outings and its always great. She's always talking about how if I were older we'd be something but I don't really put any faith in that. Anyway both of the friends in this story seem to like eachother and one of them is my best friend and the other is my long time crush. How do I get over this?
<bot>: my crush and best friend seem to be about to get together. I'm too young for my crush and I feel like she's playing with my feelings.