<human>: 20 year old male here.
Back story:
3 years ago asked I out the girl of my dreams(first relationship). Lets call her M. She was great in every way. M helped me through many problems and I can safely say that she is the reason I am alive today. This lasts a year when she suddenly breaks up with me. Says she wants to be friends. I agree to be friends. This goes on for a year and a half before she just stops talking to me (she got a new boyfriend I find out later). Rips out my heart and leaves me scarred. I can still say M means the world to me.

Flash forward to today
Trying to get my life together. I have been seeing a new girl, B, for about 3 months. However I feel like there isn't anything there. There isn't a huge amount of pop or anything and nothing physical. We don't get to see each other often despite living close and talk about every other day at most. She is a nice girl and great to talk with. Just don't know if we should be friends or something more...

Last but not least there is E. She has shared classes with me and shares one now, we get along great, and I asked her out about 5 months ago(she had a boyfriend at the time so she said no). Last I knew she was going out with another guy (not the same as when I asked her out) but given what she talks about I think that ended. I could see myself in a great relationship with her.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: Still Likes the girl who ripped my heart out(M), while in a possibly dead end relationship with another(B), and thinking about a third(E).