<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

I [F21] know this  friend of mine [M22] for almost 8 years and we have always had a kind of connection. In the first years we used talk about everything. In the last year of highschool things changed. 

Long story short,  he broke up with his gf and I was there for him. Then I got feeling for him,  we kissed and I told him. He didnt have the same feelings for me. 

I was left heartbroken. Then a couple of weeks later he had a new gf and completely forgot about me or our friendship for two years. 

Then he broke up with his gf and a day later he contacted me. He missed how we use to talk and stuff and he needed me. I forgave him and we started to talk again. 

Lately we have been talking quite flirty and I ended up sleeping with him. Since that day I havent heard from him. I know he is afraid that I have feelings for him again and that I want more but thats not the case for me... I just got a load of questions. 

When we started talking after his breakup,  the conversations were different . There is this kind of tension for me that I dont dare to as anything I woud like to ask. 

What should I do?  Give up on him as a friend? I want things to be the same as it used to be but im afraid it will never be like that again... I really like him and mate have some feelings but I know that it woud never work for us so I dont want that... im so confused with myself..
<bot>: ended up sleeping with a friend, now he ignoreres me. Used to have feeling not anymore,  dont know what to do?