<human>: Condense the text into a few key points

So, a little background about myself - I really haven't considered myself a person who gets *feeling*-feelings for people, romantic or sexual. I figured this out a long time ago and was content with this part of myself. A lot of this has left me really confused. 

A couple months ago I was introduced to Grey through some mutual friends, and while I didn't understand it at the time, felt an immediate attraction. We've done some date-esque things since then; they've been really nice. I would like to think we've become pretty close friends. I've never met anyone who I've felt more open and comfortable with. 

I've been trying to compartmentalize these feelings since. They're a pretty amazing person and I would like to keep them in my life. I'm ~90-98% sure they're not into me, but some of our interactions have been waaay too flirty, which doesn't help and I do my best not to, but different part of me takes over... because, feelings, I guess *(I've also been known to be the most oblivious person in the past when it comes to hints, and some self-esteem issues might be effecting that calculation...)* 

I feel like I've possibly shown my cards on the whole 'Hey, I'm into you' thing. I feel like things are going to come a showdown of sorts. 

The last thing I ever want to do is lie to them, if it comes to that. If I tell the truth about it and it's not reciprocated, probably not a good outcome. If I lie, and they know I'm lying, probably not a good outcome, and they'll probably question every action I take from there on out.
<bot>: Unexpectedly fell for a good friend, tried to compartmentalize those feelings but probably didn't do a good enough job. Friendship is at risk in a Catch 22 situation.*