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I've been with my boyfriend for 4 years, he's my only long term boyfriend and sexual partner. I find myself thinking about how much I might enjoy being single, as I haven't been since high school. I'm longing to enjoy my younger years and honestly find out who I am without the security of my partner. 

My hesitation is from how compatible we are and how much we love each other. He does everything he can to make me happy, all the time. We have similar interests, a healthy understanding of each others wants and needs, and want to help each other reach our goals. There aren't any other issues that would make me want to leave the relationship, so I feel like it's stupid to leave just to have some meaningless fun.

Is it stupid to give up something that works so well for some fleeting fun? From what I've heard the single life gets old and people end up searching for what I've already found. I have the end goal, but I feel like I missed the important and enjoyable steps of getting there.
<bot>: Constantly wishing I could put my relationship on pause to be single, and then come back to my partner -- is it worth the risk?