<human>: I feel sick even admitting it, but that's essentially what I said. It came up when she asked why I don't initiate romance as often as I did before. It's a purely physical thing I think; I'm proud to be with her and to be seen with her, to let my friends know how happy I am to be with her. I do find her attractive, but I know that if she lost some of it I'd find her even more attractive. I don't want her to be skinny, but it's just too much.

But obviously, that's no reason to make someone feel like they aren't good enough or make them unhappy with their own body... I feel like a total cunt for trying to impose on her like that, for adding stupid, unnecessary pressure and not being supportive. She asked me yesterday if I love her any less than I did before. I told her that my love for her has only increased since we got together, which it has, I love her immensely...

She's decided that she wants to lose some weight now. I've told her that I'll support her and I'll be there and whatnot and that I don't want her doing anything extreme (I'm friends with a recovering anorexic, I had known her for years before she started having real, obvious issues). But she doesn't want to talk about it any further...

I think she's wanted to lose weight herself for a while too. She's said before that she'd like to lose some of it and she's had some back issues for a while now as well as well as high blood pressure. I think she could really benefit from this, but then again that could just be me trying to rationalize my stupid wish...

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<bot>: Accidentally told gf I think she's too fat, I'm worried that I'm being a selfish bastard and that I've hurt her and this relationship and I don't know how to talk about it