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So I am 25 I am a supervisor and she is 29 and a employee. We have been casually flirting for the last 3 months and she told me she has feelings for me and I do for her. She mentioned that nothing can happen between us because I am her boss and doesn't want to make it awkward at work.

Well casually flirting and we finally agreed to go hang out this week coming up but nothing serious and it would not be a date at all. But here is where I mess up. The holiday party was Friday and I had a bad feeling about going but had to go no matter what.

I was drinking all day and when I got there continued drinking and eventually got really drunk. I don't remember much but here are the highlights of what my friend told me I did:

1. I got upset with co-worker because of something she said but I don't remember what and he was not there to hear it.
2. Flirted with an older women.
3. Called the president my wife while trying to get with her (she's married)
4. Told another employee that I would hit that right now.
5. Venting to another co-worker about how upset I was.
6. Wanted to leave early but we came in a bus so I couldn't leave but I tried.
7. Lost my keys.

So I texted one co-worker and I apologized even though my memory is a little fuzzy and she was cool about it. Now with the one that I like I sent her a message and I know she has read it but she has not replied at all. We work tomorrow all day and she hasn't said anything or mentioned anything and I am not too sure what was said, I am freaking out because I don't know how to proceed. I am pretty sure the "date" we had is pretty much cancelled, what do I do?
<bot>: I got very drunk at company holiday party, got upset and did some very stupid things and said some very stupid things. I still like co-worker but pretty sure that it is done, how do I proceed?