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Before anyone thinks about commenting "you're so young don't worry about it you have a long life ahead" just know that I have tried. I have tried everyday for years. Like almost every story, there is a girl (shocker, right?). I started to like her in the 6th grade when we awkwardly danced to "don't stop believin" and I liked her on and off until today (post HS graduation). She is smart, cute, spontaneous (in a fun way. She doesn't dye her hair blue randomly) and I can't get her out of my head. Througout highschool I have been super awkward and dense and told her I liked her, panicked when she liked me, etc. Currently we are friends. Nothing special or anything. I don't know if I am in love with her or not because on and off crushes are all I have had with her. But it has only been her. Any road I choose it leads me to her. Do I tell her? Is it too late? All my friends tell me that she is poison to me but if I could give up then that wouldn't be love it would make 6 years of only wanting her to be pointless. What do I do?
<bot>: It is a long story, please read it I am really sorry I just don't know how to sum it up.