<human>: I'm not sure where to start. Im a guy whos a sophmore in college. About 11 months ago I met this girl and we quickly became friends. A few months ago I started to get feelings for her and got the guts to ask her out. She said no (which sucked a lot and hurt) but we remained friends (She still had feelings for her ex which is why I believe she said no). Well I thought I would get over her but apparently I never did. She is back with her ex now and i think im jealous. Whenever we would hang out or grab lunch I was always ok. I even forgot I did ask her out, but as soon as she told me about her ex everything came back. I didn't really react or show any emotion and changed the subject.

Now the thing that sucks is that she's a good friend, its really hard to find true friends and when it comes to that i hit the jackpot. But because i have feelings that i never got over this friendship wont last. I hate that its my fault that i have these feelings and because of me I'm gonna loose a friend. To add more to how much its gonna suck she is literally the only friend i have.

I decided that i would just cut ties and never talk to her again. She sent me some text messages and i'm not going to respond. I haven't told her and will keep ignoring her texts. She has no clue now, she thinks everything is normal for the time being. The last time I saw her (yesterday) we were laughing and said see you later. No point in explaining that i still like her or just suppressing these feelings. Its not worth it. Even if i did i wouldn't know where to start. I wish i never met her it would have been so much better.

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Got Jealous of friend's (who i have feelings for) relationship. Ignoring her and feel like a horrible person.