<human>: Hi reddit, 

I'll try to keep this short and sweet. I have ADHD, PTSD, depression, anemia, and anxiety. I have been with my husband for over 8 years, and we are very happy together. We have both helped each other through rough times, and have been through a lot. 

But my depression and adhd are starting to wear on our relationship.  I feel like my brain doesn't work. I feel overwhelmed by just being alive really. Having to get up, get dressed, eat, and do the dishes or run errands seems way to exhausting to me. And if I didn't have factors forcing me up, I'd probably stay in bed all day and just lay there on reddit or something. 

I want to be this bubbly, high energy, happy person who enjoys life. But I'm this neurotic, depressed, anxious, negative person instead and I don't know how to change. It causes strain in our relationship. He IS a happy, high energy person. 

I've been on medication before, and been to therapist before in group and solo. I'm not too crazy about the therapy honestly, and the medications I always end up stopping due to the side effects. 

I've tried vyvanse, lexapro, serequel, klonipin, straterra, busporine, and a couple others who's names I can't remember, and they all made me numb, or overly moody. 

It's getting to the point where my husband no longer thinks he makes me happy and it keeps coming up. I'd like to do something about this for both him and myself, but I'm very scared of being numbed out by the medications again or experiencing their awful side effects. 

What can I do?

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<bot>: My depression is causing too much stress on our relationship. Therapy and meds don't work. What can I do?