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My friends and I hang out a couple of times a week after school. Generally we go to Tom's house, because it's close to our school, huge, and he has the best entertainment center. Tom has two older brothers, but the one I'm crushing on is Grayson.

Grayson's always been super friendly, and I've always thought he was cool. He's recently graduated and moved back home, so I've been seeing him a lot more and it's been terrible. I've started noticing how handsome and smart and funny he is, how he's nice and hangs out with his little brother's nerdy friends when he doesn't have to (sometimes even driving us places and getting us food!) I'm always tongue-tied or very quiet around him, but no one's said anything.

My best friend (not Tom) says that it's an understandable crush and I'll probably get over it once Grayson moves out. I want to get over it now! This is the first intense crush I've had since I realized I was gay, and it's on an unobtainable straight guy. It's really embarrassing and I just feel like an idiot.
<bot>: I have a huge crush on my friend's older brother and it's making me feel like crap. How do I get over it?