<human>: I'm 27 he is 31. I cheated on him. He has cheated on me in the past but it was 4 years ago. I feel really shallow saying this but he kisses weird. It's just so much open mouth and weirdness. It's always been strange but once in a blue moon things do click and I feel that little spark. In the past it's really not been a big deal. So many other things are great that I can over look it. However when this cheating happened the kissing part was amazing. I had no idea kissing was even like that. I know this all sounds so nuts. It was so passionate. I can't stop thinking about this other person. He knows about the cheating we have worked all this out. I thought I would never think about it again but I keep thinking about this amazing make out session. When you are kissing your partner are there still sparks even if it's bad? I feel so silly dwelling on this. Does anyone know of a way to "fix" the kissing?

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<bot>: I can't tell if my mind is wandering because I have true feelings for another person or if I'm just stuck of the kissing part.