<human>: My husband (30M) and I (25F) have a great relationship... I've known him 8 years, we've been married 1 year (anniversary was last week Woo Hoo!)... Anyway, I have a sordid past that I've told my husband all about and he and I have discussed ways that it has affected me and how it will affect me in the future. 

To get to the point, I was raped in 2007 by a close friend and he had porn on in the background while he did it... I've never felt so demeaned and inadequate in my life... So I can't deal with porn... at all... like I hate it, told my husband that if he ever LIED to me about watching it or I saw him watching it, that it would be a deal breaker because it instantly brings all these things back up.

I have been and still am currently going to therapy to get help dealing with these feelings... My only issue is that I saw a mobile porn site on my husbands personal tablet that only he has access to and he blatently lied about it... told me that he doesnt watch it and blah blah blah... so I checked the history and find out it was from last week.

To add to this, I really feel like this is taking a toll on our relationship... My husband is a one and done kind of guy so if he's masturbating while I'm gone, I'm not getting sex that night... 

So how do I approach this?

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: I got raped while porn was on in the background- really fucked me up, husband knew porn was a major no no with me and is now lying to me about watching it. How do I fix this?