<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

Long story short, I am bipolar with PTSD as a result of a history of physical and sexual abuse from my family (who I am slowly phasing out of my life).  I have been getting help for a litte over a year and the doctors have finally found a cocktail that has eliminated most of my symptoms.

Things have been going well, and I'd like to start dating.  Obviously I won't overload her with everything all at once.

One big issue for me is I can't stand being touched.  I dont mind light stuff, but even so much as a prolong hug ramps up my anxiety.  Obviously I am still a virgin, but That's not my focus at this point.

My main concern is that at my age, women have a certain expectation about what men should do in a relationship and that I won't be able to meet that expectation (or at least be slow or tepid in approaching it.)  it takes a lot out of me just to hold hands but I'm willing to beat this phobia if it means finally developing a much needed romantic relationship.

No social ohbia though.  I'm outgoing, friendly, generally happy even with these conditions (which are hard to explain).
<bot>: I have some psychological baggage and a need to find someone who is patient and understanding while I'll get myself up to speed.