<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I'm taking a creative writing class where it's 12 people and we critique each other's stories. The professor, who's a well-established writer, has these one-on-one sessions to discuss your writing and get to know you. 

I'm in my fourth year in college and have been really overwhelmed even though the semester has barely started. I feel lonely and lost and classes are picking up and I'm already behind.

I met my writing professor today and she asked a question about my family and how I grew up (my story was about the character's childhood). I didn't have a great childhood growing up and I really did not want to talk about it. She kept insisting and I just lost my cool. I started getting defensive and she kept pushing and it was all too much. I started crying (i NEVER cry in front of people) and she was trying to comfort me and I got up and left. 

I hate myself right now. So so so so much. I don't know if I can drop this class, but the class is 12 people and we have one-on-one sessions once with her every two weeks for the rest of the semester. I don't know what to do and I am freaking out. Should I email her apologizing? Should I drop the class? 

I'm terrified of what she must think of me. I feel so lost.
<bot>: Had a one-on-one session with my professor, she kept wanting to talk bout my childhood, I had a breakdown. What do I do now?