<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

So, i've been living with this guy for 4 years, life's great, we have a dog, some financial problems but a lot of love and respect for each other. About 8 moths ago he started to have panic attacks, they were becoming more frequent, we would walk for hours after midnight because that was the only thing that would male him ok, we went to a doctor, he prescried some meds and we went home hoping everything were be ok, but it didn't. The meds only made him feel worse to the point he was not wanting to live anymore. For his safe, he went to his mother's home to get some company, and i would be here at our home taking care of the dog and working for pay the bills. I'm "living alone" for 2 moths, sometimes i have fun with my friends but i'm always missing him. He's coming back this sunday and i'm freaking with anxiety. He's not 100%. H'es taking new meds, Have zero libido, not able to work yet, and he's afraid of this city (the city that made him crazy), but he's coming because he misses me a lot. I'm worried about the bills and worried about him here again, worried about my future, because there's a possibility that he'll be this way forever. Everyone tells me that i have to take care of me too, but i feel guilty only thinking about leaving him. Sometimes i talk with other guys and catch me wondering how good would be if i had a jovial and happy boyfriend.
<bot>: My husband became depressed as hell, i help him with all my love, but started to get tired and depressed too, love him, but worried about my future.