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Hey Reddit, I've been dating this girl for a year, and she was my first time (sex). Now, we're pretty comfortable sexuallywith each other, it's very casual when it comes to sex. Since we first started being sexually active, I've found myself attracted to other girls more and more.

I fantasize about them and all of that jazz, but she doesn't know I do. Lately, I've found myself wanting to act on these thoughts increasingly. I don't want to "live the single life", I enjoy being with my girlfriend more than anything, I love her. My attraction to these other girls is purely sexual.

Now, a normal solution would be to propose some kind of open-type thing where we would both go off and experiment as much as we wanted. However, my SO is extremely jealous, and even proposing it would mean a disaster between us.

Am I just an awful person for wanting what I do? If not, how could I go about asking for a "hall pass" (Owen Wilson movie references... sigh)?
<bot>: I want to experiment with other girls and let her experiment, she's too jealous for me to even ask. Am I an awful person?