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I met an awesome girl this summer at an outdoor concert event in a small town. We hit it off in early June and steadily dated all summer until she had to leave for college in early September. We were still not boyfriend and girlfriend at this point as we wanted to see how we felt.

Those first couple weeks we were missing eachother while she was at college and I visited her in late September. The last day of the weekend I saw her, she was the one who brought up wanting to be exclusive, and I happily agreed. The relationship was growing stronger I felt. The very next day she texts me and says after thinking realistically, it's her senior year and she doesn't want to miss out or regret anything her senior year as she was abroad 2nd semester junior year. Additionally, if we were closer to one another both of our needs would be met. She told me she does have feelings for me but the timing might not be right. It may be best just to live life in the moment and what's meant to be will be. And agreed it would probably be best to wait until Thanksgiving break to see eachother.

The thing is, I cannot get her off my mind. We text or snapchat everyday, like we are dating/together but then at night I see her going to parties on snapchat and on facebook and I get insanely jealous. She told me early on that she did makeout with a guy and I told her I haven't been with a girl, although I had. Probably a mistake on my part to lie. 

Anyways, at this point I feel like it's known we have both hooked up with other people and I just feel sad and feel like the trust between us is not what it use to be.
I like this girl a lot and I think her and I have potential. Does anyone have any advice about how to not be so obsessive and live my life and not get jealous? I do date and go out with friends but at this point it's just tough for me and I want to really be the strong man who can get through this to see if we are really what is meant to be.

Thank you for any advice you can offer.
<bot>: Girl and I date all summer. She goes to school and says let's wait till Thanksgiving or Winter to see eachother. Not sure how to handle the situation.