<human>: Hopefully this isn't too long.  Me and my Fiancee have been together since April 2012.  We did have a split up in June but got back together in July of the same year and have been together since.  She's not somebody I've necessarily pictured myself with.  I've found out some things about her past and later learned after our breakup things that she did in spite of me.  The she absolutely hates that it those things bother me.  Even what she did in spite of me she doesn't seem to feel at all sorry for since we got back together.  I always considered her not very sensitive or considerate about my opinions or thoughts.  To this day, the reason we broke up I felt was completely uncalled for. She broke up with me because we were at my friend's funeral and I begged her to go with and be there for me, but even though she was expecting it to take longer she wanted to leave right away and wouldn't let me spend time with my other friends to console each other (she was my ride).  So she got mad saying that I let my friends walk all over me and we broke up.  But we got back together some how, and she always talks about spending the rest of our lives together, moving in together and getting married, having a puppy together and a baby together.  I feel like she pushed me into asking  her to marry me somewhat and she's in denial about it.  She's pushing me to do all of these things with her, and this whole time I've felt like I love her, but I think that might be because I like being in a relationship so much.  I like having someone there with me all the time and being able to depend on someone.  But I don't think I can bring myself to end a relationship.

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<bot>: Feel like I'm in a dying relationship and that my fiancee and I just don't match, but I can't seem to end the relationship.