<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

For the sake of reddit I'll be brief:

Went to a BBQ for friends birthday. His room mate and I went to college together and we were all in the same friend group. Dated a girl who I thought was the one but ruined it with poor choices, alcohol, sorority drama etc... She hits him up to come hang out at the BBQ (knew I would be there). Could only say hi to her and nothing else due to cold feet. She still smiled and said hi back.

This is all pretty farfetched but she just got out of a relationship, she shows up out of nowhere, and I still feel the same way. The last time we spoke was pretty bad, and I left under the impression she hated me more than anyone.

Should I reach out and try to contact her to meet?
<bot>: I'm still in love with my ex and saw her again for the first time in five years. Still feel the same way.