<human>: I think I'm ready to leave my wife, and believe she deserves better. I don't think I love her anymore, if anything I probably feel more apathetic than anything else. I can't remember the last time I was excited to see her, or really wanted to spend time with her. When she suggested coming to an event I was planning on going to by myself with some friends, I realized I actually don't want her there. 

Whenever she starts talking about something she's interested in, I can't seem to care or get excited for her. At this point I don't think we have any common interests/activities to do together or talk about. The only thing we really do together is watch TV, which I don't have much of an interest in doing, but she gets upset otherwise as we don't really spend any other time together.
 
I know she still loves me, but I think staying together is just going to make her feel like crap about herself and kill any self-esteem she has. I've also realized over the course of the relationship that certain things (settle down, buy a house, etc.) that she wants are not things I want anymore, and I don't know if there's a way to reconcile differences like that or not.

I feel somewhat selfish in going off and doing things I want while leaving her at home, but it's largely stuff she can't, or doesn't want to do. Most of the other things that generally annoy me right now could probably be worked through, I just don't see the point. There aren't any major issues between us otherwise, which makes it difficult to figure out what to do and if I'm being selfish in thinking of divorce (i.e. I can go do what I want without feeling guilty about it kind of thing).

At this point I kind of think we would be better off without each other. If we weren't married and she wasn't largely financially dependent on me, there's a good chance I would have already ended it. I'm just not quite sure how to go about things from here or if my reasoning and thinking is really messed up. Hopefully that all makes sense.

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<bot>: I think I'm more apathetic towards my wife than anything, we don't have any shared interests anymore and have different life goals. Still can't help but think my reasoning might be selfish, and am not sure what to do.