<human>: I regret going to the school I chose to go to. I sent in my SIR and filled out the housing contract, and all of my test scores are there. It's official, and there's no turning back now. I don't need to worry about student loans because my state is paying for most of my education for being dirt poor, and my other family members are paying for it out of pocket. However, if I don't choose a major by my sophomore year, they'll cut me off because it'll "prove I'm not serious enough about college".

I don't know what I want to study anymore. I thought I wanted to do psychology. The human mind fascinates me so much.. I love learning about people and working with people, helping people. But everyone has a psychology degree. The field is so over flooded that even the brightest stars need to get lucky to get a job. I wanted to be a high school counselor and help get teenagers to college. Now, I don't see it as being a possibility anymore.

Everything else I'm interested in, film, photography, writing, graphic design, education, is just as impossible to get into. I guess I could major in computer science and be sure in for a job, but I'd have to move to Silicon Valley to increase my chances (I live in California, which is no problem, but the school I'm going to is my DREAM school, and it would hurt so much to give it up just to major in something I don't even think I'd like). It just seems like no matter what direction I choose, I'm going to be miserable, unless of course I get lucky.

College hasn't even started for me, and I regret everything. I regret having dreams for myself. I regret getting my hopes up and then having them smashed to pieces because I might not be able to survive after four years. I'm not special or talented or lucky enough to make it in any field I like. I don't know what to do, and I have to make a choice pretty soon. But I think I'll be miserable no matter what I major in..

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<bot>: I'm finally coming to terms with the idea that I'm not special, and no, even if I try hard enough, my dreams still won't come true, just in time for college. I'm scared for the future