<human>: I've posted this to /r/offmychest as well. Thought I'd post here, too.

My major is Premed Chemical Engineering (biomed. engineering). I just finished sophomore year at the University of Oklahoma and I think I fucked up my college career big time. I was doing okay my freshman year and the fall semester of my sophomore year. Then I started getting to a couple bad habits that started this spring semester. I started to skip class more often. Sometimes I would go several days without going to class. When I got difficult homework, I didn't go to tutoring. I ended up getting a C, 2 D's and an F in my classes.

I tried to fix this by retaking the classes with the D's and F's this summer. Just finished one (my F in Momentum, Mass and Energy Transfer I to a C) and I'm currently doing the other (Orgainic Chemistry II). I fucked up today by not checking when I had a test and I decided to sleep in and ended up missing the first test of the class. There are only 3 tests for this class, including my final. I calculated that I can make a C at most in the class if I were to score perfectly on each test and quiz hereafter, which really, really optimistic.

My overall GPA right now is a 2.61. I don't want to lose my scholarships since I'm from a low income family and I can't afford school out of pocket. I can't turn to my parents for advice. They're the type to lose their shit if I even get a C. If they found out I flunked out of one of my classes, I don't know how they'll react. So I've been keeping my grades a secret for a long time. Hell, I don't even know if this major is right for me. If I get a job in this field, I don't know if I'll even like it.

I'm really lost right now. I want to kick this habit of skipping class and not going to tutoring, but don't know how. I want to find a good major that I'll enjoy as a career. I want to keep my grades up, but I don't know where to start.

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<bot>: Title. Bad class skipping habit, want to stop. Can't tell parents. Don't even know if I like my major, Chem. E/Biomedical Engineering.