<human>: I was born without a left hand and have consistently been self conscious about it. With everything in my life. School. Work. Relationships. Anything. I have lied too many times to count about the actuality of what happened to my long-lost hand but I don't know how else to seem interesting and strong when I'm crumbling on the inside daily. I try really hard at any and everything I do. I'm known as a positive person and upbeat etc. 

My SO and I met at a very strange time in our lives. He just got clean off hard drugs and I just cut off an abusive relationship. Perfect, right? Oh but wait. He failed to mention he was moving states away and we ended up being long distance for almost a year. We live together (with my parents, unfortunately but such is life) now but it's not getting any better. I lied to him. His family. About what happened to my hand I don't know why? I'm a shitty person I don't know. I need therapy but don't have the time. Well it's shark week...I told him and his family my arm was taken off by a shark when I was 3. I have a  disgusting story about something that never fucking happened. And I hate it. Well he knows I lied because my mother brought it up in conversation and I had to admit it. It really sucked. We were distant but we got past it...so I thought. Well now his mother, drunkenly, is texting him about shark week and how she is now "fascinated" due to my "situation." What the fuck do I do now? 

I'm downstairs crying on the couch and he's upstairs passed out in our room. I know I need help.

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<bot>: Lied to BF about an amputation that never happened, was born this way and having to keep up lie with his family. Help..