<human>: Condense the text into a few key points

I feel bad, because this man has been into me for 3 years, and though I've moved away for college, every time I'm back in the summer, he is still dedicated to me.

I am just starting to like him, but as I assumed would happen, he gets too close too quickly.  I'm not ready for a committed relationship, especially because he is moving away for good in a few weeks.  

However the other night he forced a kiss on me, and I was none too happy, and made him leave.  Now his best friend is telling me I was stupid to do so, and that before either one of us leaves I should try to kiss him back.

For one I'm not sure if I'm that attracted to him, and two, I'm sure that if I do so he will try to start some sort of lasting relationship.  But on the other hand I feel bad for giving such a blunt rejection the other night, and I do feel like, since we won't see each other again for a long time, what have I got to lose?
<bot>: Can't decide whether or not to kiss a man whose kiss I rejected earlier before he leaves though I fear he will take the relationship to a level I don't want if I do.