<human>: I'm really sorry if I shouldn't be posting this, I read the FAQ's and read a few inspiring stories I found through the search bar but I was just wondering If I could get some help on starting out. I really suck at this and its starting to really get me down. 
  
I'm Female, 20, 5'5" and weigh 185lbs. I'm wanting to lose any weight, just something to prove to myself I can do this. Of course I'd love to weigh 126lbs but I don't think that's a real goal. I think I just need to lose some weight and begin feeling/seeing a difference to make me realise this is possible and I'm not gonna feel like this forever. I don't wanna put a date on anything, there's no rush and I'd rather do this properly no matter how long it takes.  

So a little about me and my diet / exercise.
    
- I find it hard to run because I'm short of breath and it really hurts my bust even with a sports bra (36 E bust). I kinda feel like a tool when running too because I'm just so crap at it.   
- I've got an exercise bike and bicycle but I find I get bored and end up resenting both of them. I also kinda kick the hell out of both and end up cycling for x amount of calories burnt.   
- I'm terrified of the gym because I'm covered in stretch marks all over and I'm just shy. Stupid I know.  
- My diet consists of drinking only water and consuming 1,400 calories at max a day. I think I'm doing something wrong.  
  
**So what's the best way to start?**  
Would walking everyday really make a difference?  
Should I be drinking something else other than water?  
Any tips for not getting bored with exercise or to help running?  
Any exercises that are actually better to be doing when starting out?  
  
I don't know, just anything at all would be such a huge help.

Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell
<bot>: Overweight female wants to lose weight. Whats the best exercises I should be doing to not lose motivation and see results?