<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

I'm 21, a new graduate from a nursing program in a small city and a gay male.
I'll start with the good things that have happened to me in the past few days. I was chosen to be interviewed for a very competitive position as a nurse in a children's hospital in what is probably one of my favorite cities that is all the way across the US. I left the interview feeling so confident and happy. I had so much fun while I was down there. I took the bus everywhere and saw downtown, went to a few concerts and even saw my favorite band perform live. I also met up with my cousin I haven't seen in over ten years and I was so happy to see him. Then on the way back home, I offered to be put on another flight and received a flight voucher. I saw the Rocky Mountains for the first time in my entire life on the flight I took and Salt Lake City is absolutely beautiful.  

 
Now, here comes the bad.

I don't like that I come home to my parents arguing every day. I hated that I came home to my dad passed out drunk in the van. I hate that they screamed at each other so much. I was in my bed anxious for over an hour. I started having obsessive thoughts- I'm worthless, I'm worthless, I'm worthless over and over again. Then I started thinking about the interview and I'm overanalyzing everything and now I don't think I did well at all. I eventually got up and fled to a friend's house for the night. 

He and my other friends had tried consoling me, telling me that I'm harsher on myself than anyone and that I probably did fine. I just can't stop obsessing over this. I just need out, I want a fresh start somewhere new. I hate that I seek validation of my self-worth based on if other men find me attractive enough. I hate being afraid to come home because I hate seeing everyone 
fighting and yelling all the time. I'm sorry if this isn't as well-written as I'd like. I'm just trying to type everything out.
<bot>: – overwhelmed with near-hostile home life and alcoholic father and anxious about how I did in an interview and tired of low self worth.