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We have been together 4 years in August. Been living together for about 3 years.

My girlfriend really wants to get married and until recently I did not feel ready at all. I just felt too young. Then something switched in me and out of no where I was all for it. I started a pintrest board and we even went to a jewelery store to look at rings. After being obsessed with the idea for a couple weeks though I kind of went back into realty and now my opinion switches day to day or even hour to hour. 

We have a trip abroad planned for June and it would be the perfect place to propose. With that pressure though I feel myself going back and forth on if I am ready or not. I don't know if I will ever feel 100% ready, but does anybody really?
<bot>: The pressure is on to propose and I have wavering feelings about it. Can anyone ever know if they are truly ready for marriage?