<human>: Last night I was chilling with two friends. These two friends were gay males, while I was straight. We did a lot of drugs (which was fantastic, I was thankful) but then I ended up doing shit I shouldn't have.

I'm single, but I ended up messing with the guys and shit happened that I never thought could have happened.

Now I'm questioning whether or not I'm gay, whether I wanna be gay, and I'm very scared.

What changes now? What do I do? I feel so disgusting and I just feel the urge to cry. I feel like what I did was a terrible terrible mistake. Do I just leave it under the table and try to forget it all? I really don't know how to feel or what to feel, all I know is I don't think I would have done it had I been sober and I feel sorta tricked.

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<bot>: Had a gay experience while under the influence of many drugs and am feeling very sick after all of it and I don't think I would have done it had I been sober.