<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

First, let me talk about myself for a bit. Till 15 i had been kinda of a social outcast. Stayed in home and played videogames online with my friends.Got bullied in school and etc. So, my mom formed this image of me and has always pressured me (imagine, my sis has a bf and all of my cousins are with a girl right now). Since this, i have been trying to change myself (being more social, meeting people, going out, being more secure of myslef). My mom still has this image of me though and i think it won't change till i arrive home with a female.

So, i have been coursing English with this new girl for ab out 3 months now. We go to the same High School but she is 1 year lower. Becuase of this we often talk in class. We both are going to study Enginering so we kinda have the same interests.

By now you are thinking: Man, why haven't you asked her out yet? Well, because everytime i think of it the social pressure comes to me. Is kind of awkard having a gf in a lower high school course. Im afraid if we enter in a relationship everyone will mock us. Yes, i know guys i have insecurity problems.

And also im not sure if i like her or im just to desperate to get a gf. I have never been in a relationship and don't knwo what it feels like
<bot>: Very insecure of asking her out. Maybe im too desperate to get a gf. Maybe its my parents pressure that is pushing me. Im afraid of how to realtionship is going to be taken in our school. Im confused