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I don't even know why i am here.....but i don't know who to speak to.

Basically i had just turned 18 fresh out of high school with the world as my oyster. Then i meet this girl-my good this girl!!!we hit off perfectly and had a wonderful time with laughs and giggles around.She sorted me out.I stopped taking drugs and stopped hanging out with a bad crowd for her because all i wanted to do from the moment i seen her was be with, spend time with her.

we quickly got our own place and life was brilliant . we both agreed marriage and kids wasn't a good idea we were young -you need to plan that stuff out. After all my career was skyrocketing due to the fact i had something to work for, to build it just shite hours but it was for our future.

Fast forward a while we move to a nicer part of town rented a beautiful flat and then she got a promotion at her work it required longer hours but the pay increase and the future opportunities  were too much to turn down.

But we barely spoke too each other and even though i love her with every part of me, i started to take her for granted being tried and moody when she woke me up for breakfast and taking it out on her(this is one example of lots of petty stupid petty arguments). 

but i suppose lots of small things make a big thing.

Then Blam! she is moving back to her  mums she doesn't want any contact with me she cant do it anymore- we had "grown up and grown apart".I never realised how much we had grown apart it was really out the blue for me until it was shoved in my face.

Now i am sitting here half a bottle of whisky down tears running down my face, (basically) friendless, family a couple hundred miles away and completely lost. I have just lost my entire adult life and my only true friend.

Sorry for the rant guys even if i don't get any replies it feels abit better to write it down.
<bot>: i took the most important person in my life for granted and expected her to always be there-now I've lost my rock in life, as i was never there for her.