<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

I was a very late bloomer into the dating gme and have felt repulsive my entire life. This past year has turned that perception on its head.

I've started getting a lot of attention from women. Aggressive attention. Phone numbers without ever talking. Getting passed notes during lecture asking me about sex. But the bulk of this didn't start until I met my girlfriend. Fell in love with her. Lost my virginity to her. I connect with her on every level. She's my lover and my best friend.

But I've never gotten to play the field and I'm in the position I had always dreamed of as a teenager. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed every time I've had to pass up opportunity.

So I'm in the awkward position where I love my girlfriend and want to build a life with her but also want to sleep with all these women who keep throwing themselves at me. I know that I treasure my girlfriend far more than casual flings, but there's still this pervasive feeling of regret.

What am I supposed to do, and how do I keep those feelings from poisoning my relationship with the woman I love?
<bot>: Want to both play the field like I never got to do but also build a life with my girlfriend and I can't do both