<human>: We met in University and have been together ever since. I have recently just finished my bachelor's while she has finished her Master's (She's not originally from my country but has family here).

Over the years I have ranted on plenty of occasions that we really should head off and explore the world. More recently she has taken to the idea and planned different ventures on numerous occasions so we could. For example, wanting us to live together in her home country for a period (she's not too fond of my country, also she's almost set on a PhD in her own country next year).

This is where I come in, every opportunity that has risen for us to go and explore I have immediately started to become hesitant and find myself contemplating what could go wrong or what costs would be involved. 

Adding to this I have also found myself considering what my family would think on each occasion. I have a part-time job but honestly it isn't worth the time I put in for the wages I receive. My families thoughts are that I need to earn and save but still they want me to head off and travel but not in my SO's home country at this moment in time but surprisingly anywhere else is pretty much ok. I have a large family with a sibling preparing to go to university soon and whether I like it or not, I believe it is in my best interest to relieve my family of any financial burden I may be causing, by earning enough or heading off with my SO.

As I said before, my SO hasn't much time for my country but really just wants us to live together no matter where it is, I want this too, I want her to be happy but I also want everyone to be happy.

Honestly I am terrible with words and half of what I have been trying to explain probably hasn't even been touched on, but I hope some of what I'm trying to say has gotten across. At the back of it all, I think I'm trying my best to keep everyone happy but become anxious over any plan whatsoever.

Every thought at all is welcome, I know I sound ridiculous. I'm probably coming across like an idiot so I'll stop writing now.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: I'm an overly anxious person trying to keep everyone happy. Wanting to travel but find myself overthinking everything and annoying everyone in the process.