<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

We've been going to the same school for the past two years. She's constantly going clubbing, getting absolutely shitfaced, missing classes, just being really irresponsible in general. She really isn't anything special, not especially pretty or interesting, .

Well, somewhere in november last year she started messaging me (we know each other from school). It was pretty obvious she was into me a lot, which she hadn't been before. I, however, didn't really have any interest, although I did like her in the past. But soon I noticed i started liking her again (and I was naive to think it wouldn't go that way). I knew that realistically she's just gonna bring a whole lot of trouble and hurt me if I'd act on it, and gradually stopped messaging her, but she keeps messaging me.

Last week I went to a big music festival with my buddies, and I knew she was going to be there too. We cuddled for like half an hour, and one of her friends even told me she talks about me every day, which surprised me to say the least. That didn't really help getting rid of my feelings for her.

I've never thought I would ever like a girl like her. I can name a thousand reasons why it's a bad idea to want her, but my feelings are actually getting stronger, so I try my best to follow my conscience, but I don't think this is just gonna go away easily. I think it's also partly because I have never had a girl be genuinely interested in me, or even had sex, and I'm a little ashamed that I don't have the selfrespect to cut it off. I just want to cuddle and hold her you know!

Alright, I've tried to keep this short. I have no idea how to deal with this, and it's getting more and more confusing and tiring every day. Has anyone been in this situation before?
<bot>: Girl is really irresponsible and just bad news in general, my mind says no but my feelings are getting stronger, really torn and clueless in what to do now