<human>: I'm 25, and have lived in a major metro area for the past 3 years, which I've really loved. When I moved here straight out of college, I worked for a huge global corporation, which was miserable. I've since moved to a much smaller company, which I love working for, in theory. I believe in their mission, I like the actual work I'm doing, and our team is really close - but at the same time, I feel as though it's crushing my soul. 

I just came back from a trip which helped me realize that, no matter where I work, the corporate lifestyle is one that's never going to be fulfilling to me. I've always been very active and crave being outdoors and know that a career that aligns with those passions is what I need to be happy. 

That being said - I'm at odds with the fact that this goes against everything I've worked towards, up to this point. I've always been very competitive and pushed myself to check off these boxes on some arbitrary "success to-do list" (student-athlete? check. Ivy league education? check. Prestigious internships? check. Job that contributes to society? check) while balancing a busy social life, training for races, etc., and I feel as though all of a sudden, none of that makes me happy. All I can think about it moving to Colorado to become a ski instructor. I don't even know how to ski.

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<bot>: I can't stand the corporate lifestyle and want to doing something active and outside 24/7. How do I turn this into a career without feeling like I completely fucked up and wasted the last 25 years of my life?