<human>: I have a close group of friends of 4 years, one of which is "Clara" [21F]. Through Clara, she would occasionally bring her other close group of friends whom she knew earlier on, one of which was "Beca". I use to not talk too much to Beca as compared to the other girl-friends that she brings out to hang out and i wasnt very close to her either.

I also used to have a personal emotional problem if opening myself up to others after dealing with a lost of an extremely close friend of the opposite gender due to an argument, that was about 3 years ago and Clara and my group of friends know about it as well.

Soon this 2 group of friends went out on holidays together as groups of 4, consisting of Clara, Beca, Dan, and I. During the first trip overseas last year, I had numerous emotional attacks from the incident i mentioned before and it didnt help me in talking to Beca. 

After the trip, I went to consult a specialist and also researched on how to open myself to others. While I have not completely fixed the problem, I feel that I have improved in emotional stability.

A year after the first trip, the 4 of us went on another holiday together. Beca and I became the main planners of the trip.

Unlike the past few times I met her, I became very close to her and I feel that I like her. However, when I mention close, I do not mean that we would share alot of things together or talk endlessly. I feel that I am drawn to her, we are able to work together well during the trip and I enjoy her company.

My other 2 friends(Clara and Dan) did notice about this "closeness" and asked if I liked her. I was shy and I just dodged the answer, but I think they soon notice it themselves and began to show signs of trying to match us together or start grinning to each other when we do something together (maybe it's me, but during the latter half of the trip, I notice that they would just "pull back" and let Beca and I walk in front).

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: I have been travelling with a group of friends and I think I like a friend's friend, but I'm not sure if I am the right guy for her.