<human>: i look at my ex's profiles and stuff from time to time. maybe once every month or two. i was with her for 2 years. she was my first girlfriend. but over time things started to decay. we were doing a long distance relationship and we were pretty good at it. but i was an arrogant asshole who would always say that i needed someone smarter then her. i needed an intelectual. i should have kept that thought in my head. she went off to college and things got bad. we would fight and i just couldn't handle her problems anymore so i distanced myself. we would only fight then we broke up. many bad things were said. i check her twitter a day or two and see "IM ENGADGED, LIKE LEGIT". apparently her "friend" proposed to her. she obviously had him on the side but i dont know for how long. my heart sunk deep into the pits of my stomach as i read that. i called and texted her terribly nasty things. my heart was torn out and thrown into a fire. that was 7 months ago. it still hurts. i can't just forget 2 years of my life. this was real love. not fake teen love. i seriously considered marring her a few times. i just cant seem to get back up on that horse. i can't think about a relationship without her lingering in the back of my mind.

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<bot>: my long distance girlfriend of 2 years dumped me in october and i found out she got engaged 2 days later on twitter to some guy she said was her friend. i still cant get over it.