<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I have been in quite a few relationships in my life. All with men, never tried a woman but I'm open to it. I am 24 and I had my first boyfriend in 2005. 4 relationships over a year, and around 7 flings or short term relationships. In every single one, I have veered towards another person, or have lost interest completely. 

I've been doing a bit of self reflection after breaking up with my last boyfriend, who again I veered from, and I dont know how to change this. I am not sure whats wrong with me that I unintentionally do this, and that I can't forge a meaningfull relationship? 

I was in an abusive relationship for 2 years, verbally and physically. All of this was present before that happened, but I believe that relationship made it worse. It has presented me with extreme trust issues, to the point I am not sure whether I will ever trust a person again.. 

Help me please reddit. I am at a loss.
<bot>: Cannot trust, or lost interest in people, even peopel I believe to love. Am unsure what could be causing this? What steps can I take to fix these issues?