<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Hi im 25, i have recently fallen in love with my colleague who just joined in my part time work place few weeks ago. 

She is 32 and ive never met anyone like her although my friends think i should quit on this and move on but im so madly in love with her. 

But the problem is she just started a new relationship 2 months ago after being single for one and half years. The guy is a scientist and very busy with his work he only meets with her once a week and my colleague tells me that all the time. 

So i took chance and asked her out, she refused me first time saying she has a boyfriend but i convinced her that she would be able to spend time with me when her boyfriend no around also i was so desperate to take her out that i have promised to her to be only friends she did mention that she tried it before but didn't work. 

Eventually i got her agreed to go out for dinner with me. We went out twice so far. She even asked me to take her to movie last week cause she hasn't been for a while but i let her choose the film. I wanted to know if she picks something romantic film or something else, guess what she picked Serena movie which is romantic also has quite strong sex scene in the movie. I didn't do anything stupid in the movie theatre. 

That kept me thinking may be she is interested in me. However she never texts me but replies instantly if i text her and only answer the question i asked and speaks to me at the work just like she does with the others which kept me thinking may be she is not interested in me. 

I have never fall in love in my life she is the first love of my life and I'm dying for a women 7 years elder than me. I asked my friends to help me out with they don't seem to care and think i should quit this. 

I cant even concentrate in anything always keep thinking about her. I really should pay attention to my education as i am on my final year of bachelor degree and only 5 months away.
<bot>: The reason i am sharing here hoping that someone with the same experience would be able to help me. Should i just go ahead and propose her and bring this to an end.