<human>: Sorry for any mistakes, English is not my first language.

I'm with my boyfriend for over a year now. After 10 months of being together he broke up with me because of his personal issues, that's how he explained it to me. I know that he had diffciult time and I'm very jealous, I have trust issues and I know that I wasn't behaving very well in this time. It got too much for him and he broke up with me.

We were in long distance relationship but we were spending a lot of time together, sometimes he could come to me for a month or so but the long distance part was very hard for me.

Anyway, the first thing he did after we broke up was having sex with another girl. He went to a party, they astarted talking and she took him to his room. When I was crying and waiting for him to call me, he was having fun. I can't forget this. Couple of days later we started talking again, he admited that he slept with another girl, I said it's ok, I just wanted him back.

He told that he loves me just as friend blabla but when I told him that I'm going to move on, he decided that he is going to figt for us. He bought a flight to me, he came and we decided to start again.

It's a short version of this story. I won't lie, I'm happy with him. I love spending time with him, he supports me, makes ma laugh, I'm adult child of acoholic father and I have a lot of problems. He understand it and he is always here for me.

Even thought that, I have problems to forget what happened. Sometimes it hits me hard and it's so painful, I really don't want to think about it but I can't understand why he did that. He could just say no to this girl but he didn't.

Anybody was in similar situation? Any advices?

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<bot>: My bf slept with another girl after we just broke up, we are back together now but I can't forget that