<human>: Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?

I don't know how to feel anymore. I'm not sure what subreddit to post this in as its a bit crazy. Me and this girl dated and we both liked eachother, but I wasn't all that comfortable in the relationship. We broke up (but stayed friends) shortly after. A year later I came out to her and our friends as gay. It broke her heart as she wanted to get back together. We both sort of moved on and the relationships I've had so far have just not made me happy. After really reconnecting, I've just fallen in love with everything this girl is over again, only more so, I think. 
I'm not really *attracted* to her as much as I am with men but I love her and who she is so much. She's honestly the only girl I love like that. I know that if I never came out, we'd be together. She is in live with Who I am,I and it makes us a perfect match. I feel like my lust has strayed me from a beautiful path and relationship. I'm questioning my sexual identity more so, but I don't think any other girl could make me feel this way. I don't know how I'd even go about doing it if the idea is to go through with how I feel about her. Maybe I'm bisexual, but the idea of going back on confirming myself as gay is a bit intimidating.
It may seem a bit stupid and cocky, but I know her too well to feel like she doesn't have some of those feelings for me. I'm lost. I don't know what to label my feelings, Help.
<bot>: Attracted to men but in love with only one special girl for everything else she is. Confident that she has some sort of those feelings for me.