<human>: Last night I told my boyfriend of 10 months that I am in love with him. Needless to say it was not reciprocated. He told me he wasn't there yet. He has always had a problem expressing emotions throughout our relationship. 

I've asked him before where he saw this going and if he saw a future with us and his answer was yes. I thought by now he would know if he loved me by now, but I guess not. 

How do I get past this? I feel rejected, embarrassed and like a huge idiot. Do we just carry on our relationship as if I never said anything? How long does one wait to know if they are loved back? We are also supposed to go out of town this weekend with some friends (his)..should I not go? I'm not sure if I can fake a smile at this point.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: Told my boyfriend that I love him and the feelings were not returned. Heartbroken and looking for some advice moving forward.