<human>: It's been a few days since my gf and I broke up and at the time I thought I was doing to right thing for me and that my life could only get better but now I just feel as if I have no one to turn to. Our relationship lasted three years and we were each others first. Any free time I have to myself I end up feeling lost and forever alone. She has her friends and support group but my group of friends were never that way. I need someone to take me out and get my mind off things like her friends do but I haven't told anyone yet... and I don't know if I want to...

a part of me wants to be left alone but the other part wants to be with people...

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<bot>: gf and i broke up, i think i'm taking it harder than her and i feel as if i don't have anyone to help me during this time. i don't know what to do.