<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

(using a throwaway) 
This is my first relationship (and his too), been together about 6 months.

I am in a constant state of not knowing what to do when it comes to my boyfriend. I'm naturally an anxious person but this relationship is making it significantly worse. I'm constantly worried that there is something wrong and when there is I go into meltdown mode.

I try to not be a crazy person in front of him so I'm hoping he still doesnt know, its not fair to put that on him. But basically anytime there is an issue bigger than a forgotten goodnight text I convince myself that we should just breakup. In fact I often will convince myself we should break up when there has been literally no issue and then change my mind that night. This creates a rollercoaster of emotions that are starting to take a toll on me and my view of the relationship.

I dont really know what im asking but I guess its something along the lines of is this normal in anyway..? I feel extremely guilty about it because he doesn't deserve to be persecuted in my mind every time we have a small fight or even a discussion about something that needs to be fixed in the relationship. He is a good boyfriend so there is no reason for me to be convincing myself every other day that we need to breakup over nothing.

I also fear that this is what will happen to me in any relationship so im kind of freaking out and cant talk to my best friend about it because im dating him and he is part of the issue.
<bot>: Relationship makes too anxious to continue on happily. No reason for this other than my brain is an ass hole and makes me think there must be problems even when there aren't any. Advice needed