<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

This is my first post so please try to go gentle on me, (If any reply at all)

Basically, I am a 22 year old male who has always had social anxieties since I can remember, growing up I was always told that being shy was just part of being a kid and getting into the world, despite the fact that it didn't help repeating a task, something which most people tended to find helped with being shy.

In the past couple of years though its been developing into a very difficult thing to manage, but my brain hits a limit when I am trying to push myself to do something I know I need to do like job hunting and my brain shuts down when it comes to ringing people up, getting out the house and doing social things that the majority of people tell me I should enjoy.

I have been doctors and prescribed medication which I was on for over 6 months and they only served to increase the physical effects on me through the different beta blockers and anti-depressant combinations and they don't seem to have much of an effect at all.

So now I need to dig for knowledge from other people who might know what its like and what things you do that push you past your normal way of thinking, I am hoping that there will be something there that helps me.
<bot>: I can't force myself to be social and its wrecking my life, meds don't work. What do you do?