<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I feel really awful and have never had an ugly attitude like that when I was drunk to push away anyone. 

We've been going out for a year and a half already.

I've been feeling pretty depressed and mixing it with alcohol was a recipe for disaster going into the campground.

After about 10 mix vodka drinks is about when it began. I started getting really jealous of who she talked to and she got mad at me for overreacting. I knew I was wrong and just want to sleep outside or in the car -- not in the tent with her because I knew I was wrong. She got even more mad and tried to drag me to the tent and that's when I pushed her away from me...

The next day after the incident, I could tell all her family already knew what happen. I just shut my self out because of embarrassment and childlike behavior that I displayed. 

Once we left the camp, she wanted to stay away from me for a week. I'm unsure if I should send flowers or just give her the time she requested. 

I rather lose the alcohol out of my life than her. I sincerely do have a problem and just rather live my life without alcohol.

Also I don't even know how to bring up any conversation after the week is up, except offering a big apology to her and her family.
<bot>: I pushed my girlfriend after getting really drunk and I don't know how to repair our relationship after she asked to be away from me for a week.