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So this is your generic break up post. We were been going out 3 years on and off (he broke up with me twice, once for 1 month and then for 3 months). We reconnected after a night out. We moved in together January 2015. Before this we were actually doing well.

On to the break up. Things had been tense for a long time. The fights were lasting longer, up to 3 days with him leaving the house and me having no way to contact him (he would straight out ignore me). We never seemed to be able to resolve anything and went to a couples counselor. Despite our best efforts things completely disintegrated at Christmas. After a particularly bad fight on the 26th I had to move out. During this fight I was told he no longer cared for me and that I was a bad person (and my friends thought I was too). I moved straight out that day as I knew the cycle we were in (he would leave, come back after about 2 days but the fighting would still continue despite my best efforts). Things were really really bad but we tried. I tried my best but it never seemed good enough and he seemed to hate me by the end.

Here I am now about 6 weeks single and I still feel like absolute shit. I was fine at the start but now I am a mess. I miss him so so so much. I am convinced I am depressed at the moment. I know everyone goes through this and some people go through alot worse but I just cant get out of my own head. I am doing everything I can that is supposed to make me feel better and move on but it doesnt seem to be working. I miss him so so so much with every part of me and I know that is meant to happen.

This is someone I put so much love, time and care into. It kills me we can never be again. All I want is for him to reach out to me but deep in my heart I know he is happier without me. I just wish I could feel the same. I feel like I am in physical pain over.
<bot>: How do you move past someone that you loved with everything but had to end because the fight was too much. What made you feel better and how long do I have to wait to feel human again.