<human>: We met on the first day of college and we hit it off. A couple weeks later we are good friends and talk but she sends me so many mixed signals. She has cuddled with me watching netflix and then the next day she has a boyfriend which didn't last long. So I thought i had a good chance to ask her out I learn that she has a guy she likes to make out with and I got pretty awkward when she had a big hickey on her neck and started re-thinking if i like her. I did end up going on a date with her but me being the stupid kid i am acted awkward when we held hands and i latter learned that she thought i was mad cause i found out about the kid she makes out with which i'm not. I keep trying to find excuses to see her and make very minor plans but they end up falling through and now it seems she's starting to like the make out guy. There is a magician coming into town this weekend and I really want to ask her out but I don't know if i can make it till then without her getting more serious with make out guy. sorry for the rant i'm just a emotional wreck as this is the first girl I think i'm actually in love with.

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<bot>: This girl i'm in love with is the booty call for this guy but I think she is developing feelings for him and I just end up being one step behind him in everything and don't know what to do.