<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

It's amazing how things fall apart so quickly. After a lot of thought, heartache and pain I told my husband I didn't want to have children. When we got married, I was very young and I figured as I got older I would change my mind. I ended up with medical problems that would make it risky and traumatic and he didn't understand why I wasn't going to just "suck it up and do it" so he could have a biological child. Adoption is out of the question for him and surrogacy is too expensive.

We've been in a bad place since before he gave me an ultimatum. Bringing a child into our lives would be unfair to a kid and I refused to give in because he thought that was " what comes next". It doesn't fix anything.

I've been uncontrollably crying on and off and all he could say was he needs to think about it. So we put on our best smiles and pretend everything is ok. If that is what he truly wants I'm letting him go. I've spent 10 years with him and hate to think that I'm not enough for him, but I don't want him to resent me for the rest of his life for preventing him from being a dad. I think he may want to wait to make a decision to see if some of our other problems can be resolved, but how can I put in the extra emotional effort if he may just leave anyway?

So, I guess I just sit and wait. I don't know for how long, but I feel so incredibly sad and lonely already. Thanks for listening kind internet strangers.
<bot>: After some time fence sitting, I told my husband honestly that kids aren't in my future. He has to think about it and I'm left in limbo to see if he wants to leave or stay.