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Hi Reddit :) I'm 18 years old trying to figure out my place in the world.  I'm a photographer/artist, and after high school my plan was to go to a major art school.  I got accepted, got a scholarship, but in May I decided to switch it up and go to my local community college instead so I could work in my field in the corporate world while still keeping my college education on track.  I now have a job with a photography studio and classes start next week, but today I woke up feeling so much anxiety over going to this community college. I. Don't. Want. To. Go. There. It's not the school I wanted to go to, and now here I am going there. I really wish I could backtrack and go to the art school, but it's too late and I'm stuck with this plan for the next 9 months.  I know it could be worse, but right now I wish I could skip ahead 4 years from now to where I'm just DONE with college and can finally function in society like a "real" adult.  I'm so done with the whole "what school are you going to?" question and I can't wait to be done with the next four years. Please, if you've ever been in my shoes, tell me it gets better! :(
<bot>: college student going to a school they don't want to go to.  Severe anxiety about the upcoming year, encouragement needed and welcomed. The only thing I'm happy about regarding this school year is that I got Star Wars notebooks.