<human>: I broke up with you because I found out I was pregnant. I knew that I couldn't support a child, and my lifestyle spelled nothing but trouble for that baby. I pushed you away because I didn't think it was fair that you had to deal with such a heavy burden. I loved you so much, I didn't want you to face the pain that I was and I didn't think you'd stick with me in the end anyway.

At the clinic, the technician did the ultrasound to date the pregnancy and confirm that I could undergo the procedure. I foolishly asked to see the baby, out of respect for the life I would end shortly... I never expected to see two fluttering heartbeats on that screen. I have never cried so hard. Felt so numb. Hurt so deeply.

While I was in the darkest part of my life, you were hooking up with some chick. Smiling, laughing, kissing, you had nothing but happiness. I wanted to end my life and you were living yours up. A few weeks passed and I was able to start the healing process, we started talking again.

I discovered that you had wanted to be there for me, to support me and hold my head above water while I felt like I was drowning. You brought me flowers on Valentines day. You made me feel better and you talked to me about my problems. I realized that I wanted you in my life and I worked very hard to fix our relationship.

Yesterday I found out that you had hooked up with that girl a week before we started dating again, despite the fact that you had made me believe that you only had feelings for me. And so I say, you suck. I can think of a million other things to say to you, but you really fucked my brain up on that one. Especially since I caught you dirty talking her AFTER we were officially together.

I don't know if I want to hold on now. I want to let go. I've lost faith.

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<bot>: Broke up because of a life changing event, got back together against the odds, found out it wasn't as commited as I had thought.