<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

My entire life I've never had a actual girlfriend, no first kiss, nothing. The thing is that from what people say I'm a decently attractive guy, I'm in decent shape and take good care of myself but I literally just have no confidence to try anything because I'm too scared to get turned down and I can never learn how to handle talking to girls.

I always say things at the wrong time or I take conversations too far and I always just mess things up. It just never works out for me. It's the worst to just sit there and watch some of my best friends have beautiful girlfriends, while your single friends go out and hook up with some of the best looking girls I've ever seen with no problem doing at all. It's like second nature to them. I would literally do anything to have confidence like that. 

I just don't know how to get to that point to where I just don't get nervous talking to girls. I just can't seem to get past the point of how to deal with my insecurities and how to deal with rejection without getting hurt. I'm just so insecure with everything about myself to the point where I don't even try to talk to them because I'm scared of giving a bad first impression which really worries me and makes me anxious. 

Even when I'm getting signals that I should do something I'm just too scared to act on it because of my fear of messing something up. It sucks. I feels like I'll never meet a girl that will be good for me simply because I'm just to scared and nervous to act on my feelings towards anyone I'm attracted to. 

Guess I just had to get all this off my chest because a lot of recent events have messed me up a good bit. Thanks to whoever reads this and has any advice to offer.
<bot>: I'm 18 with no relationship experience at all and can't seem to get past my insecurities and personal problems to meet girls.