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so me and one of my best friends are waking through the halls before school laughing telling jokes and stuff, you know highschool stuff. When all of a sudden she take me some where private, under the stairs, and tells me she has a huge crush on me. Me never having a girlfriend (I'm extremely shy), let alone have the courage to ask a girl out. Totally freaks out on the inside, brain running like a million miles an hour. And says no... 
Then I think to my self "wtf are you saying you stupid arse. Don't f*** this up for me. " then I have her a pity hug... Just too make things worse. 
The had part is I've had a huge crush on her for a while, bit my mouth like to say things before I can think. And I probably ruined a great friendship :(
<bot>: girl ask me out, me being stupid idiot says no. Probably f***ed up my only chance to have a girlfriend.