<human>: Me (23F) and guy (23M) decided to take a month break whom i am friends with/casually seeing. I was the one that originally asked for the break cause I was feeling upset and hurt about things and I was feeling like I was getting too attached. He was upset but understood he said. And also said that he wanted me in his life and wanted to be friends and he cared about me. The next day I was regretting things due to some bad family news but when I tried to talk to him he refused saying we needed this break and he'd talk to me on the day we set. 

The break is almost up and I am feeling very antsy. I've though a lot about what I want and I know I want us to be friends more then anything. He said he would talk to me on the day we set but I am extremely worried that we won't talk again ever, and it is eating away at me. As much as not talking to him has been hard I realize that we did need the space, but I didn't want to loose him completely from my life.

I had expressed these concerns about us not being friends and stuff after the break the day after we set it, and he said that I would have to deal with the concerns but we needed the space. But he also said he meant everything he said previously.

I'm worried that I won't ever talk to him or see him again though and this is something I did not want and something he said he didn't want either. But I still can't stop worrying. 

sorry about grammar and spelling (late night post)

Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?
<bot>: worried i won't speak to friend again after a month break that i initiated and really don't want that to happen.