<human>: I am a terrible person. I have never been able to be faithful in a relationship.  When I cheat it has never been spiteful.  I cheat simply because I love sex.  Sex has been a way for me to show my friendship.  I have had sex with almost all my friends, male and female.  I try not to make friends because of this fact.  I have been dating my boyfriend for 2 years now. I have been faithful to him the entire time, until recently.  We moved to a different city and I was feeling lonely and wanted to make new friends.  That is when I befriended an older man at my job.  At first I saw him as a fatherly figure.  He is older than my own mother.  But as our friendship grew, I started to want to be closer to him. I tried pushing him away, because I knew if I befriended him more I would want to have sex with him.  Until a month ago...

I work at a hotel and he is my client.  He was having trouble in his room and he said he needed my help.  I came in and he grabbed me and kissed me - very passionately.  One thing after another we had unprotected sex.  I took the day after pill the next day.  I was ashamed and told him that I could not continue our friendship any longer.  He has told me he loves me but I have only spoken to him once or twice since the incident.

A couple days ago I missed my period.  I took a pregnancy test and it is positive.  I am so ashamed of myself.  I hate myself for what I have done.  I feel so lonely because I want to be able to develop friendships where I don't end up having sex. I love my boyfriend so much and I have no idea what to tell him.  I am wanting to get an abortion before this escalates even further. What should I do from here on?

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<bot>: I had sex with an older man who impregnated me.  I am not sure what to do from here.