<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

So I'm in love with my best friend of 2 years. It gets complicated so I'll do my best to explain the situation.

I'm going to call her Grace. I met Grace through my oldest friend who you could also call a best friend. When I first met her I asked my old friend, who I will call Wade, if he was interested in her. He said he was so I just played the role of third wheel.

Me and Grace became closer as time passed and eventually we were closer than I was to Wade. My feelings for her only grew and I told myself I will get over it. I wanted to be there for.

Me having feelings for my best friend's girlfriend made me feel like trash. I felt like literal garage. There were a lot of nights I just cried myself to sleep. Eventually things just boiled up to the point that I had to tell her.

She was pretty much devastated. She was gone for a week and came back a week or two ago ( we live together) In my text to her I described that I just feel like trash and it makes me feel disgusting to be so close to her and have those feelings hidden.

Another thing is that her and Wade's relationship has never been a good one. They fight like all the time and struggle with sex issues that I don't feel like describing. Despite my feelings for her and my observations of their relationship, I've always tried to be optimist towards their relationship. I would give advice to both of them and I gave a lot of advice to Wade when they were first becoming a couple.

But now I have told her how I really feel about her relationship with Wade. They are on a pretty serious break and she just doesn't feel like she's happy with him. She didn't seem upset by my opinion. She just seemed like we'll yeah. I want to try and just show her how I feel. Nothing too intense and definitely nothing involving touching her or being sexual. I want to be with her. I just don't know how or if I should at all.
<bot>: I am in love with my best friend who is also my best friend's girlfriend but, I'm a little morally conflicted as to whether or not I should pursue a relationship.