<human>: We've been together for 2 years, and I love him. I was celibate (by choice) for the year before we met. However, when I was a teen/early-20s, I was... so hard to figure out a PC way to put this, but basically, I was an addict an a slut. He knows about my past addiction, and he's OK with it. He doesn't know about my past sexual partners.

I've pretty much gave up on marriage. I've been proposed to, twice, but the first was abusive and the second was, like... one of those "if we're both XX and not married, we'll marry each other," type of things from the first person I ever fell in love with (he's married now).

I had over 100 sexual partners between 16 & 24. I never told him this side of the story, and I'm scared to do it. Should I do it before he proposes? Would hearing this from your partner put you off?

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<bot>: I fucked up when I was younger, will it affect my (possible) engagement/marriage if I do or don't bring it up beforehand?