<human>: My boyfriend goes through periods where he orders drugs in the mail and spends a few days high as a kite. He also takes my prescription medication and snorts it (Ativan and Ambien). Recently he told me traded some of my Ativan with a guy at work for Adderall. While he's on drugs there is no reasoning with him. Nothing I say can make him see that what he's doing is wrong. He's all remorse when he's come down though. "I won't do that again, it was so stupid" etc, etc.

We come from very different backgrounds and I've tried to be the understanding, caring and concerned girlfriend. All I feel now when this happens is anger, disgust and disappointment. 

I don't think he's an addict because he only does this every couple months, not every day. Would drug counseling/therapy even help? Has anyone else been in a similar situation?

He doesn't have health insurance so I would have to pay for any counseling and I'm strapped as is it; part of the reason I've never suggested it to him.

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<bot>: My boyfriend does drugs recreationally and I don't. I don't want to end the relationship but I also don't want to be with someone who uses/abuses drugs.