<human>: This happened about 30 minutes ago.

So I'm talking to my crush who lives about 1000 miles away from me. I start talking to her in a different language and she's telling me to fuck off in a joking way. So I tell her I love her in French and she understood that because I had said it before. She asked me if I meant it and I told her I was afraid to answer because I had a bad experience with someone I loved so I've been weary to say it and mean it 100% ever since. She then asked me why say it at all and I told her because I wanted to. My serious fuck up is when my anxiety kicked in and I panicked. I told her I was sorry for being stupid and whatnot and I haven't talked to her since. I really like her and I think she likes me too so I'm scared that I might have fucked whatever we had up.

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: told my crush I loved her in french, she asked if I meant it, and I said some stupid shit then panicked and stopped talking to her.