<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Me and my boyfriend have been together for three years and there have been ups and downs. We are currently on a down. He was recently diagnosed with depression, stopped talking to me for two weeks and asked me to not contact him, started talking again two months ago and we have suprisingly been OK since and he has seemed happy, recently got a new job and been chirpy.

He is on anti-depressants, however, which have completely taken away his sex drive. I thought no sex would be difficult but manageable, I can sort myself out and see him afterwards for a cuddle (apologies for TMI) but I've been finding it really really difficult. I find myself lying in his bed after he has gone to sleep feeling so lonely and distant from him. He doesn't really like to kiss but will if I ask him to kiss me, he does like to cuddle though and has been extra cuddly recently because he knows it's been upsetting me.

He has said he doesn't want to change medication because it's the lowest dose he can be on, and has said he doesn't want me to try and get him in the mood because it could be embarassing and said he would rather wait. But he could be on this medication for another 6 months - a year and I don't know what to do, I just feel so lonely and unsatisfied to be honest.

And I feel awful also because I've started fancying other people and thinking about other people and seeking attention through other people. Although I'd never be unfaithful to him, I'm finding myself flirting and being suggestive just to get that attention...
<bot>: boyfriend is on medication which have taken away his sex drive, and I don't know how much longer I can deal without the intimacy and attention?