<human>: We've been together 10 months. Very in love, feel comfortable noting that we're pretty much the loves of each others lives. I've come to the realization that I became very attached to my boyfriend during the time he was out of work for an injury. I forgot how to love myself, how to take care of myself; I relied on him for all of this. We've fought a few times for similar issues over the past month and a half, the last time being this past Monday where he finally said he'd had enough, sorry doesn't cut it anymore, and that he was extremely furious with me and didn't want to talk until he'd calmed down or it won't end on a positive note. 

I'm scared he's dragging this out and is just gonna break up with me anyway, however his best friend (since birth practically) had asked me what the deal is between my boyfriend and I, as my boyfriend had mentioned to him that we were arguing. Had my boyfriend mentioned to him that he was done with our relationship, I'm pretty sure his best friend wouldn't have asked me what was going on. That might just be me grabbing at straws though.

Anyway, I've realized I need some outside help, and have a therapy appointment on Monday night to try and solve my issues once and for all so I can actually live a healthier, happier life.

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<bot>: I've been incredibly toxic to my boyfriend's overall well being, realized my mistakes and that I need help. Where do I go from here? Is there hope left for this relationship?