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Basically we've had our ups and downs for the past 4 years. We get into arguements only when we've been drinking. I get really easily upset and has panic attacks which I feel shit about but at the same time my negative thinking spirals into thinking I'm using this to get at my bf. Anyways, we've had a chat about the drinking issues and how we should resolve that. After this chat, he's decided to get some help with his stress and stuff. We had an argument today over something really minor and it just got blown out of proportion. 

I love him very much but I'm so insecure and scared that he's going to leave me that I'm constantly on my feet about not pissing him off or aggrevating his stress. But some times I argue back and I immediately regret it thinking he will end it with me. When we are not fighting, it's great and we have a brilliant time. He's  been with me for some very serious mess in my life and I'm so grateful and dont think I can do it without him. Am I being a bitch for not being able to put up with his stress when he's had to deal with mine
<bot>: Bf and I fight all the time. Don't know if we're compatible with each other anymore. Too scared to find out the answer. Help!