<human>: Hey guys,
Last year I had a friends with benefits typ of reationship with a girl, lets name her Lisa. 
We stopped having sexual activities and dating, but still had a very close friendship and had cuddles in bed a couple of times even she had a boyfriend. People thought we were a couple because of our behavior in public.

Now she has a new boyfriend and he ist not trustworthy (drugs and stuff) and lives for 6 months in New Zealand and everyone is sure he is cheating. Because we see us almost every weekend  (same group of friends) and daily texting , I fell in love with her over the time. I didnt want to tell her because she has boyfriend. 

So my friends said to avoid her and not answering any messages anymore. So I did and she started asking what is going/ why i am not answering. Weeks later she said that she thought we would be very good friends and didnt expect shit like that.
 I dont know if I should tell her about my feelings or ignore her.

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<bot>: I am losing a good old friend aka my crush because I started avoiding her, so I can lose the feeling. I dont know what to do