<human>: I always see her at the bus where I wait. I've seen her so often, I've considered talking to her. Keep her company, maybe. We're both quiet and waiting, anyway.

But I'm flustered. Everytime I think of approaching, a million thoughts rush into my head. Most about me. Some about her. 

Some days I'm confident about how I look, most days I question it. "Lose some weight first, jeez." "She can tell you're jobless. And hopeless." "You're a creep, she can tell by first glance." All of that confidence-eating stuff.

And about her: "What if she has kids?" "She's not single." "She'll take advantage."

At this point, I think I'm just identifying my nervousness with lack of confidence. I do have reasons, though. Apart from the quotes above, I've also never been in a relationship in all of my 22 years of life. I'm simply nervous/still stuck in that mindset of having a "perfect" first one. That or I'm just jumping in too quickly.

Either way, I'm in it for the company. Her ending up as someone I love would be amazing, but I'm also aware of the realities. At this point I'm in it for beating the challenge I've set myself for "talking to a IRL girl".

Today just happens to be another sign. She and I are both at the front of the line, and the bus is delayed. My window is slowly slipping away, but I wager I'll see her again this Friday. Either way, I know time's a factor...

Why am I so flustered? Why am I taking so slow? By goodness, I hope this turns out alright.

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<bot>: I wanna talk to this girl, but my lack of experience is getting in the way and I'm afraid I'll just make a creepy first impression.