<human>: I have come to a point where I need a reality check. Whenever I grow interested in someone, I have days when even thinking about that person just feels bad. One day I'm happy and excited about it, and the next I wake up with a bad feeling of discomfort in my entire body and no wish to see the person I thought myself interested in. If she texts me I don't even want to reply because whatever I write it feels like I'm being dishonest, like I'm faking an interest in her.

Is this normal? Because I honestly don't know. Sure I get that it's fine being anxious about a possible relationship, but this feeling I get really messes me up. I don't trust that I'll ever be able to be in a relationship because I fear that my interest in someone will just go away, replaced by discomfort at the thought of them.

My last and only real relationship, about five years ago, lasted only a month. Then I told her I wasn't sure and needed time. But I just kept on being unsure for six months, never feeling I really wanted to be with her, but I never stopped thinking about her either. Then she moved to another city and told me she'd had enough indecision from me.

So that's my story. Is this normal? Thanks for any insight you can give!

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<bot>: When I like someone, I get days where even the thought of them makes me very uncomfortable, and I feel I'll never like them again. I worry that I can't have a relationship because of it.