<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I have no idea what to do with myself anymore.

I graduated highschool in fall 2011, (so if i had gone straight to college, i would currently be in my second year.) and began working full time and saving my money. I chose to use that money to move to a non-english-speaking European country where I have some family.

I love it here, but I am struggling so much to be happy with my life. When i came I took a language course, which i absolutely hated. I finished it, and began looking for a job. No luck. Everyday is spent in front of the computer or out doing errands. I'm living off of money from the state. I don't have a life here. I don't have friends. i DO have a wonderful boyfriend who I love very very much but he is all I have. I'm starting to feel like I need to end things with him in order to move on with my life, go to school, work, etc. He is the only thing holding me here, next to my desire for me living in this country permanently. 

I just don't know what to do. i have options, but I am stuck.

-Leave boyfriend, move back to the states, get job back & go to college

-take more expensive language courses (which again, i hated the courses (love the language)), while continuing to live off of welfare, once my language is up to par, (in a year or two...) go to school/get job.

I want my life in this country to work SO badly! I always said i would live here as a kid, and I don't want to give up on it. But I'm starting too, and i don't know how to get motivated again!

i KNOW this seems like it would be an easy decision but it really isnt.  I'm just falling back in to depression and I just want to give up on everything. 

I would just love an outsider's view on my situation.
<bot>: Should i leave my boyfriend to start studying back in America or should i stay and pursue the language here and then start studying here?