<human>: So my boyfriend and I have been together for just over 2 years now. We've had a lot of problems over the past 7 months, and ended up separating for two months while he cleared some stuff up in his life. While we were apart I started hooking up with a friend of mine, and developed a crush on him. I took my boyfriend back because I love him a lot and still wanted to be with him. But I didn't stop hanging out with the other guy (my mistake, I concede) and it has only gotten worse since. I still love my boyfriend a lot, but I like this guy quite a bit too. And I'm still kind of not happy with the relationship, its like nothing changed from before we took that break (I feel he doesn't have enough time for me, takes me for granted etc) and I feel massively guilty because I like this other guy. Not only this, my boyfriend works like 11 hours a day, 6 days a week just to make car payments and we never get to see each other or even talk because of this. I tried to end it with my boyfriend last weekend, but I ended up not being able to go through with it because he depends so much on me emotionally. I'm like, the only person in the world he trusts/loves/cares about. He tells me that I'm the first girl he's actually could see himself spending his life with, he also hates drinking (something that I do on occasion) but told me that if it meant losing me he would be able to accept it. The thought of taking away the one good emotional support he has kills me. But I can't keep doing this to him, or the other guy (who likes me a lot). To make things worse, I'm supposed to go away in 2 weeks for spring break on a trip with some friends that was planned months ago that the guy is supposed to be on too. And I can't go if I'm still with my boyfriend because it wouldn't be fair. But I don't know how to break it to him that I just need some time right now. Help me?

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<bot>: I love my boyfriend of almost 2 years, but like another guy I hooked up with on break from dating. I can't find it in me to tell my boyfriend we need some more time apart. Advice?