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Evening all!  I am a librarian.  I love my job and it's exactly what I have wanted to do since about age 17.  My position requires me to do a lot of things like visit schools (I'm a teen librarian) purchase books and video games, plan programs do community outreach etc.  A huge thing in our community is school outreach.  The big boss is really pushing all librarians to be present in the community in organizations and especially schools.  My immediate boss doesn't find that important.  She told me that visiting schools is a time suck.

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Particularly with one school program we have.  I won't name what it is but essentially we try to make it as easy as possible for teachers to get material from the library.  Once a week we will take all of the requests and a librarian will deliver books to the school/pick up library books.  Every youth librarian has set schools that they regularly go to.  I am the contact for three middle schools and one HS.  Unfortunately, the teachers are *very* frustrated with me because my boss doesn't want me delivering these books.  So, I got a volunteer to help me out.  Unfortunately again, my volunteer isn't working out.  She can't put in the commitment to visit these schools once a week resulting in overdue books and fines for teachers.  

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I feel like I'm stuck a little between a rock and a hard place because my immediate boss doesn't want me to do these school visits but the big boss is really pushing and encouraging community outreach.  I want to make myself present in the schools so they are comfortable contacting me for homework help and things like that.  I've tried talking to my supervisor many times and she still thinks that my time is more useful elsewhere.
<bot>: Boss doesn't want me to do some things in regards to my job but the big boss (her bosses boss) is really encouraging it.