<human>: Here's the link to my original post.......  

It's been almost 7 month's now and I thought things would start getting better. I find myself being just as confused and depressed as before ....sometimes even more now a days. I still keep having dreams about her mostly none sexual. I keep telling myself it will pass but i don't really believe it anymore. As soon as the weekend comes i start drinking until i pass out luckily i haven't drunk txted or dialed her. I've thought about contacting her (sober) but since its been a while i don't know where she stands with all of this, for all i know she could be in a relationship. I deleted my facebook so that i wouldnt be tormented with her pics of parties or going out with friend's (my ex friend's to be exact). I don't really know if contacting her would be a good idea that's where this post comes in. As for the feelings part i dont really know where i stand with that, i think there will always be feelings there but only if i allow myself to go there which im terrified of doing. With all of this said and done i just miss having her around and i dont want her thinking i have a hidden agenda by trying to talk to her again.

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<bot>: It's been 7 months since brake up, 3 or 4 months since last text. should i try and contact my ex? .