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I live in an on-campus apartment and I can't just up and leave, which is what is causing me grief. I have very strong feelings for my roommates girlfriend. She comes over practically every day and it is literally physically painful for me to be around the two of them together. I try to stay out a lot (library, etc) but it doesn't really help when they're still awake when I get back and it just bothers me. I'm really good friends with the girlfriend (more so than my roommate) so telling either of them my feelings would lead to me possibly losing two of the few friends I actually have. I'm kind of stuck between a rock and a hard place here.
<bot>: Hate being around roommate and his girlfriend because of my feelings towards girlfriend. However I can't leave because of us living in an on-campus apartment.