<human>: Title is largely self-explanatory.
I am a 28F student who has realized the need to stop wanting romantic relationships/sex due to being fundamentally unable to pursue them now, and likely ever. I ended a 2.5 year relationship in March; have since become an emotional train wreck due to many bad things happening, keeping up with school, preexisting pervasive mental illness, et cetera. I am not a fit partner for anyone right now, and need to get myself back together before even considering any type of relationship stuff. However, an extremely annoying and persistent desire for love and intimacy (read: sex) refuses to go away, despite the fact that I am currently in no shape to pursue it, and would have no time for it during school anyways. 
I have also recently come to the conclusion that my relationship preferences themselves are inherently unattainable and to pursue them, even once I'm better, would be akin to chasing a unicorn who would be much better off with someone not batfish insane. I seek monogamy within a long term relationship, and am currently a heterosexual female. Science has repeatedly confirmed male mammals tire of available partners and will strongly seek new ones (Coolidge effect.) The people I'm attracted to are inherently, biologically strongly biased to not be monogamous. I don't know if it's the stress, the mental illness, or lingering misandric thoughts from the breakup that's causing this line of thinking, and yes I'm in therapy for those, but I believe I and everyone else would be much better off if I could just permanently turn off these desires for romantic love and sexytimes. Still, they persist. How do I make them stop? They hurt.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: I'm unfit for any relationship now and possibly ever, but still desire it to a distracting degree. How do I kill the desire for love/sex?