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He still hasn't acknowledged it. So I deleted him off of social media, his phone number, and the pictures of us. And sobbed for a good hour. I love him still but I know it was the best choice. He didn't love me and hasn't acted like my boyfriend in a while.

I just feel so... worthless. Like I am nothing. He was my first boyfriend, first guy to ever touch me below the belt, took my virginity. (I did stuff with guys before they just weren't the reciprocating type)

And every other guy I've ever kissed/fooled around with, refused to date me. They just used me for what they wanted, treated me poorly, then pulled the fade away on me when they had what they wanted or were tired of me. 

Finally I meet a man who really wanted to date me, promised me love and care. Told me I was beautiful, and that I deserved to be loved and adored. Asked me to be his without me pressing for it. And after the first time we slept together he told me that I was his and he wanted me to get attached to him. 

I don't feel like I deserve anything better. I am fat, like obese, and all men want is the physical. He's the only one who ever wanted to date me and around January stopped acting like a real bf. Who would date me?

The worst part is, I should of known. What kind of bf doesn't buy his gf a X-mas gift knowing she bought one for him? Doesn't do anything for Valentine's Day? No birthday gift either. 

I vacillate between feeling numb, not anger or hurt or anything (pretty much blase about it), to cracking like I did today and just feeling so hurt, like I am nothing.
<bot>: Ex still hasn't acknowledged that we've broken up, and after removing him from all social media and deleting pictures, his phone number, and old texts, I broke down and now I feel like I am worthless and undateable.