<human>: I've been dating my current girlfriend for almost a year now. I'm totally in love with her, the thought of her drives me mad. She appeals to all of my interests, is in welcome company with my friends (I live abroad and have no family here, so friends are important to me) and quite honestly exceeds any expectation I had of what a girlfriend could even be. But the problem is, given even that I'm in love with her, I don't want to be with her. I'm not sure I want to be in any kind of relationship right now, but instead feel I need to be on my own for a period of time. 

Previously I've been happy to say that I want to be with her. But now somehow I feel different, even though I care deeply about her. I'll also be honest, I'm not a strong person. I don't know how to speak about this to her. I've been broken up with before by those that I loved, but am seemingly unable to do it myself. I know she loves me so intensely at this point and I don't want to hurt her, but I know this will. I just want to be as kind and honest about this as I can.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: I love my girlfriend but feel incapable of being in a relationship, I know I will hurt her but how can I let her go.