<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Throwaway account.

I don't know if I admire my friend a lot, or love love. We are both females, and we can talk pretty openly about things happening in our day or our thoughts. 

I really admire the way she does karate, jogging and her ambition for her dream job. I like how she's passionate in gaming, animals and baking. I think when she acts dorky and fun it's really cute, and I like hearing her voice when on skype.

I've always been straight, and I've never even considered having sex with her ever. That's totally out of the picture. But somehow, I might have feelings of wanting to be hugged or kissed by her??

I don't know what I'm feeling and if this is normal or just me being weird.

I worry if I'm turning gay for my friend. And although my mum isn't a homophobe, she's been raised in a traditional family environment and may not take too well.

I've been known to overthink things though. Is this one of those times? I've never actually gotten kissed by anyone before, so is it just curiosity?? Please, let me know what you think.
<bot>: been having feelings of wanting to hug and kiss my best friend, is that love or curiosity? And is that normal?