<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

People enjoy my company for the first month or so, but once they really get to know me, they drift away. 

In my old school I had good friends, but they thought of me as a kind of punching bag, the butt end if joke, but I thought that was ok since I made fun of them just as hard. Then I moved, made friends with some of my cousins friends (we go to the same school) I kind if branches out after that, making friends with their friends an so fourth. They thought I was hilarious (they laughed with me, not at me like before)

Recently I have felt this distance coming on between them and I, silence as I join the group, never making eye contact, ignoring me, sarcastic comments after I make any suggestion, dodging questions about hanging out after school. 

This week  I failed a class, broke my brand new 300 dollar headphones, got a call from an insurance company that says I owe five grand for a car accident that happened two years ago (long story) and then all my "friends" ignore my texts to hang out since I have the week off for exams and so do they. Then I see that they are all hanging without me. 

I think I just might be naturally hatable. I generally don't see the point in living anymore, people hate me, I have grades that are equal to that of a friar at McDonalds. I cannot seem to lose weight (I'm six two, and weigh 220 pounds.....barely a muscle on me) whenever I make advances towards a female I come off as creepy or get friend zoned to the maximum level. 
I can't hold a job because I have a terrible back issue do to the car accident. And to top it all off I suffer from bipolar depression.

Is anyone else out there in a similar situation? Have you over come it? Can you help me? I don't want to die, but I don't want to live either. I feel as though I'm on the edge, one more negative in my life and I'm gone, I'm tired of trying.
<bot>: hated for reasons I can't control, life isn't great, might kill myself soon, need some insight from people in my position.