<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

I posted some things about my relationship two months ago on someone else's relationship question and it blew up. I deleted most of my comments because i was scared my boyfriend would see them at the time. Most people say that I'm being emotionally abused. I did research and I have to agree now. I started taking an anti anxiety/depressant medicine because I was convinced that our relationship problems were because of how I was feeling or overreacting about. 
I'm currently staying at my only friends house. I moved across the country to be with him, so I am trying to figure out a way to get home. I am also feeling really desperate and confused. I still feel like I'm creating all this drama and all I want to do it run back to him and ask for forgiveness. Last time I tried to talk to him about "forgiving each other" he said "see, that's your problem. You won't take full responsibility for anything. I've haven't done anything that needs forgiveness." 
   I got so much help from Reddit two months ago, and am hoping for more support or advice or insight. 
If you want details about things that have happened, then please ask. I need to know that I'm doing the right thing.
<bot>: a lot of people think I'm being emotionally abused. I need to know that I am doing the right thing by leaving.