<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Hi,

She was my first girlfriend, and the same with her. Even though is is really attractive she was a virgin before starting dating with me. We were together for 7 months, being in the same tiny College in Brazil (250 students, a law school). We were (and still are) in the same classroom of 25 students. It was really intense, I loved her and she loved me. 
But one day, it was all over for her. Out of nowhere, she said she didn't love me anymore and that wanted to break up. This was 6 months ago. Now I'm better (I bacame clinically depressed, but it's past now) and things are really weird: I want to talk to her like it's all right, because the class is really small and we need to be in touch in order not to create an awkward situation. But she kind of avoids me, even though she said it was ok and really wanted to be my friend.
Now I got this really weird feelling that I need to see her, even though I don't love her anymore and have my other affair.
What do I do? Is this normal?

(sorry for grammar and broken english)
<bot>: GF broke up with me six months ago and I'm having trouble talking and living everyday with her, even though I don't like her anymore