<human>: Okay, so me and my boyfriend met by chance, and me thinking he was 19-ish, and him thinking I was 18-ish, we started chatting regardless of age, and even after we found out, we started to get on like a house on fire, and now, we have been together for almost 6 months. He's an amazing guy, honestly lovely and mature, and we get on so well, not caring for age difference.

And obviously, when we were getting to know eachother we found out about eachother's exs, and with him being older, he has had a lot more girlfriends. He is my first proper boyfriend, as I am not that outgoing when it comes to guys, however, he has had quite a few long term gfs.

My issue is that one of the exs, 'Laura', I had heard a bit about- he split with her because she wanted an open relationship. She's blonde, really pretty, and is an amazing artist and animator.
He has many bookmarks saved for her, and seems to be his most memorable girlfriend. I am stressed because if he finished with her cause she wanted an open relationship, he must still find her attractive and talented, if you know what I mean? I have had terrible self esteem issues since I was a kid, and still do, and 'Laura' still gnaws on my mind. 

I just feel inadequate- he tells me he loves me everyday and treats me like a darn princess, has said that 'Laura' is long in the past, but I just can't help but feel like an inferior child to her. I mean I'm not ugly, I'm not boring, I just feel like a downgrade to her.

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<bot>: I feel inferior to my BF's exs and I can't shake the feeling, even though he loves me so much.