<human>: Last night I noticed a white mark on the head of my dick, I know it's been there for a little bit but it seemed extra white.. so I did what I like to do - panic. I scheduled an appointment this morning at my dermatologist and he says it may be a wart but hes not sure, he says he can biopsy it. So he cuts it out of the head of my dick. Now I have a hole there and have to wait til next week for results. I haven't had sex in over a year and have only had 5 partners my whole life. I'm going on vacation out of the country next week and begged him to have the results before I leave. I went back to work and couldn't hold back tears, I started crying and had to leave. (32 year old male)Now, I get to wait and see what the results are and if it's bad news, I get to digest it on vacation as I can no longer back out of that. Bonus - I came home to type this and the captcha wouldn't believe i'm a human so i threw my laptop and it broke. I drove and bought a new one for 400 dollars.

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<bot>: I am very upset I may have HPV and now have to sit in anxiety until i know, then go on vacation. I am so upset.