<human>: I go to school out of state, and have been with my boyfriend at school for 4 months, but I have a friend back home who I used to hook up and also developed a pretty strong friendship with. I guess I also caught feelings but kept them suppressed because he made it clear he didn't want anything.  

Recently, he admitted to feeling something back, and now I'm really confused on what to do.  I care about my boyfriend, but my feelings for this guy haven't gone away in a long time and are only getting stronger now that I know he feels something back.  But at the same time neither of us want long distance and he said he still isn't ready for any commitment, but just that he would be open to "exploring" things with me over this summer if I became single.  

I do have feelings for my boyfriend as well and don't want to lose him, but things have gotten slightly rocky lately, and I feel like my friend treats me better and more like a gf than my bf does.

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<bot>: have a boyfriend but also have feelings for a friend who has feelings for me too but neither of us want a LDR, what to do?