<human>: Hi everyone,

I'll try to make this quick: Last year, I dated a guy we'll call Peter for four months. Two weeks after our first fight (after which he asked me to be his girlfriend), he broke up with me. It's the only time I've ever been dumped, and I can't seem to get over it.

I've had a new boyfriend for the past 7-8 months who is much better than Peter, but I think about what happened regularly--several times a week, at least, if not every day. Peter was kind of a jerk--he made me feel bad about myself all of the time, and was just a super-selfish person in general. Even though I fell for him hard, I wasn't actually happy when I was with him, and I even thought about ending the relationship before he ended it himself.  

The funny thing is, when I say I think about him all the time, I don't really miss him or think on the time we spent together. Instead, I think about how upset and angry I am that I never spoke up for myself, or called him out on his hurtful behavior. I constantly fantasize about yelling at him, or telling him off, or making him see just how poorly he treated me when we were together, because I never got the chance when we were together. It's been nearly a year since he broke up with me, but I can't shake these fantasies. I feel pathetic that I still think about him at all, even in this context, and I worry that it's preventing me from going deeper with my current boyfriend, who is a really great guy. Redditors, what do I do?

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<bot>: I still have fantasies of yelling at a guy who dumped me a year ago, because I couldn't stand up for myself when we were together.