<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

I grew up in an extremely loving and supporting family who never wanted anything less than the best for me. There was no abuse, no trauma, nothing that could have caused the way I feel. Despite all this, I have never felt a connection with my family. I remember looking at my family when I was younger and wondering how I ended up with them, how if I wasn't told otherwise I would never believe that they were my parents, and I even remember questioning whether or not I was adopted.

I never felt the urge or desire to spend time with them, to hug them or cuddle with them, I only do it because I know I should as their daughter because they have done nothing to deserve otherwise. I don't feel anything at the moments where I believe I should feel love, and I don't know why and I feel so guilty. 

I am a good daughter to them, and I do not hate them by any means. They have done a lot for me and I appreciate that, but I feel so disconnected from them. I feel like we are so different, but the problem is I can't put my finger on how. I can only think of insignificant things, like the fact that they crack jokes that I think are stupid and that they find 'external image' to be so important. I have spent a lot of time reflecting upon this and believe that these things about them that annoy me are reflections of a greater 'difference' that lies between us that I have yet to discover. 

I'm reaching a point in my life where I am trying to become my own person, and I am discovering that some of my core values (IE religion and morals) are different from theirs, as well as the way in which we like to go about handling these differences in eachother. As a result we have been arguing a lot about these things and I feel the rift between my parents and I (especially my Father) growing. As this happens, I only want to be independent of them more and as a result I feel more guilty because they love me so much
<bot>: I have always felt disconnected from my family, I used to think I was adopted because I never felt 'love' for them the way I thought I should