<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

My boyfriend and I have been in a long distance relationship for 6 months now, and have known each other for a year (him (19) me female (20)) We just finished our first year of college. I know that I love him and that he loves me and I see us having a great future together but there is a problem and it's on me. Six weeks ago I met another guy, he is graduating this semester.  I told him I was unavailable and that we were just friends, and I've been honest with my SO about the friendship from day 1 (he trusts me and has no problem with it). However I can't deny that there was chemistry between me and this other guy, he hit on me every time we hung out, and if I wasn't in a relationship I would have gone for it.  (Let me make it clear that I would never ever ever cheat on my SO) When it became clear to me that the sexual tension between us was too much I ended the friendship so that I wouldn't cheat.  But even after that I still think about him, wishing i could still be his friend, wishing that I could have hooked up with him.  This makes me feel horribly guilty because as I said I love my SO and I don't think I could stand to loose him. I also know that if this relationship wasn't long distance, this wouldn't even be a question, because when I'm physically with my SO it's like no other guys exist for me.  Maybe I'm just lonely, but I'm horribly confused here.
<bot>: chose to end a risky friendship for the sake of my relationship. It's not worth it to me to leave someone I love for someone I like, but I still think about the other guy. I can't get past the guilt.