<human>: I've asked this a lot but the myriad of answers are still fuzzy. (And 4chan knew I was an 'autistic faggot' within 5 minutes. They're good.)

Jokes aside, I do have autism. I am practically blind/deaf to any bodylanguage, subtle hints, hidden meanings, metaphors and anything people take for granted in life, really. Even though I have that and more I got a gf three years ago and shortly after got dumped for someone she 'really loved'. (This is still important for the question.)

Now picture this: We're in college, she (18) was helping me (23) with a homework assignment after I helped her finish hers. While she was typing on my computer I tried to flirt. Kissing her earlobes and neck but she didn't want any of that. Later on she teased me by grabbing the cloth I use for my laptop and shoved in her cleavage. My brain went: 'Don't do it, it's a test. But I must have it.' I chose the first option.

She later on pushed my head into her bosom when I wasn't paying attention. My mind went blank for a moment. I thanked her and acted like nothing happend because we were still in public.

Days later she kept testing me by grabbing my hand and squeezing it against her breast. This startled me because it was in public again and I thought it was a test or trap or something women just don't normally do. (I'm not sure if it's something you do, I just don't know.)

She and her friends teased me later on that I'm 'afraid of boobies'. I'm more afraid of losing control, really. I have the feeling that this was the tipping point of being turned off by me. After a month dating, she broke up with me and two weeks later got stupid drunk and dated her friends. She later told me she never loved me.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: My ex forced me to grope her in public even though she claims she never loved me. No, I don't want her back, I just don't want to make the same mistake again.