<human>: I've posted before on here about my break-up, but I find myself resisting moving on right now. 

The relevant back story is that I was dumped by my boyfriend while I was in a transitional period at work. Because of some medical issues I've been dealing with, I'm unable to make it into the office and was just recently set up to work from home. 

I didn't want to end the relationship, but my boyfriend did, and I've been working on accepting that. This happened about 3 weeks ago. 

I found myself looking forward to being able to work again so that I could get back into a normal routine and finally move forward with my life. However, now that I am set up to move forward, I'm getting super anxious because part of me doesn't want to accept that this is happening. My life changed on a dime when my relationship ended - working from home had to be pushed back because I had to move, I moved back into my parents house in a different city (close by though). This was also my first serious relationship, 3 years long. 

 I'm resisting moving on, or I have this internal struggle that's like, "I have to move on, it's what's best for me. But this isn't what I wanted, this isn't what I planned, I don't want this."

Is this a normal phase to go through? Any advice?

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: just ended first serious relationship, part of me wants to move on, part if me really doesn't. Normal? Advice?