<human>: Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?

I can't get over my hurt, my anger, over my relationship with him. I loved him, adored him, even though it was an LDR. Yesterday was the 1 year anniversary of me losing my v card to him... and I hurt so deeply over how it ended, the fact he ignored me and refused to see me for months...

But I stayed his gf until we fought and he said he needed to think but never talked to me again. So I texted him and said it was done, though he was the one who ended it I guess. 

I will admit I have been looking at his social media, and now I am just so utterly hurt to realize he has time to do all the fun things he wants, but he never took a day out of 4 months to come see me, and stopped calling me. Said he was always either ill or working. 

He never loved me. And I still love him, remembering all the good things, even though the bad overwhelms them. He could have made time for me, but he didn't. Stopped being romantic halfway through the relationship, and didn't compliment me or say sweet things to me after last November. 

I know that being treated as he treated me was wrong, but all I can ask myself is why? All I ever wanted from him was sex, love, and affection, and gave everything I could to him. I never even asked for gifts or anything, or for him to spend money on me, because all I wanted was him. Yet it still stung when I got nothing for Christmas, or Valentines, or my birthday. Then he couldn't even give me the basics of a relationship.
<bot>: Can't stop focusing on my ex, still love him despite horrible treatment, and starting to believe that it will always be like this, with my love meaning nothing and only ever given, but never being loved back.