<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

I've been in a relationship for one year. The one before this was long and emotionally toxic. When I met my current bf I hadn't fully gotten over my ex. He was fully aware of this and insisted he still wanted to go ahead with the relationship. I laid out what I was still struggling with and he didn't care.

Since then I've been healing though due to the length of the last relationship and damage I took (sort of speak), I still struggle here and there. I talk about it here and there with my current bf (maybe once a month or something), and although it's been getting better it hurts my bf whenever I talk about it (understandably). 

Now I don't really 'rant'. Sometimes he will see I'm sad and if he asks I'll mention if it has something to do with my previous relationship but nothing more. It never leads to a fight or anything. But I know he's hurt. I have no intention of getting back with ex, I don't even talk to him or have any social media with him. I've been told by professionals I may be struggling with Stockholm syndrome-like feelings that a lot of abusive women develop (nothing that requires extensive therapy but I don't know how else to describe it). I'm getting better but I know talking about my ex makes my bf insecure, even if I just harbour resentment for my ex.

Most people will say I'm not ready for a relationship. I agree to a certain degree. But my BF doesn't want to break up. I'm riddled with guilt. Not sure if what I'm doing is right or am I going to destroy the one good thing that's happened to me in so long. I'm very grateful for my bf for putting himself out there and being there for me while I'm recovering. I'm very conflicted.
<bot>: Not entirely over ex because of past abuse but bf insists on maintaining relationship. Is it right? How do I make it easier for him?