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I'm a 23 year old male, and I'm particularly bad with the ladies. Or I don't know, I can talk with them, they laugh (sometimes on my jokes and not at me) but I can't do the first move, I only realize the next day that maybe I had a chance.

I'll give you an example: last week I was at a party, fairly drunk and my clothes were wet, because it rained, and I seen this girl with who I had met a few times before, but we were neutral because she always had a boyfriend (each time a new one). She recognized me, said hi, and asked how I am? I don't remember all the conversation but basically I said that I'm happy that I'm there and I'm really fucking drunk, and I don't give a shit about anything. Then we danced, I hugged her really strong sometimes, I almost fell twice, then she looked in my eyes really deeply, and I went back dancing, then we stopped and she went back to her girlfriends. Then I tried to dance with another girl, she refused, then I went to another party.

I'm pathetic.

Two days later I was talking with a mutual friend and she said that she heard about the encounter and apparently "I tried, but my game was too weak". No problem I got her phone number, tried to call her, no response, no problem, I wrote her a text message "hello pussy-cat, where are you?". Some time later she called me, asked my name, I told her, and that I want to met with her. I told her my location, and she told me she will be there in 2 minutes. I waited approximately 15 minutes, then I left. The next day I got a text message from her asking for my name, I replied and no contact since then.

I fucked this up really bad.

Now I don't know what to do. If I see her, should I try? If I try to pick up someone else how should I try, what should I do, why I'm afraid to look in women's eyes and move closer?

I hate myself for being so bad.
<bot>: I blew my chance with a girl, then I made it worst. Now I don't know if I can make things right, or what should I do differently, so I don't repeat my mistake.