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My parents have disowned me because I have been in a relationship for four years with someone of a different race and they don't believe in interracial marriage. This is the second Christmas we are not spending together (my parents and I). 

Over Thanksgiving, my cousin got very righteous about the whole thing (I finally admitted my parents and I were estranged because she kept asking about why I wasn't coming to Thanksgiving, and she said she was disappointed and supported me) and she invited me to Christmas with her parents (my aunt and uncle) as well as our other cousins, to show her support. A few days ago, I emailed her to confirm, and she awkwardly uninvited me and said "maybe you can visit another weekend." 

I don't know what advice to even get, except that I am feeling so sad and low this holiday season I don't know how to deal. My boyfriend is great but I don't know how to feel better. I am feeling incredibly overwhelmed with feelings of sadness and depression. I feel so disappointed that I feel as though I cannot depend on anyone but myself and my boyfriend.
<bot>: Not spending the holiday with my parents due to estrangement and my cousin uninvited me after inviting me to her celebration a few months ago.