<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

I am 23M she's 25F. Known each other about nine months. 

We met online though common interests groups then started hanging out in real life not long after. I do just generally enjoy her company and hanging out. So about 2 months after meeting I told her I liked her. She basically said no and that she has a lot of plans and a lot of things to do. She also said something like not wanting a relationship and being bad at them. Which was weird to me since all I'd said was I like her and for maybe a date. Which really confused me and has been nagging at me for months. Should I ask her about that one day?

I really did think I had a shot but I guess I was wrong. Since then we still hang out a lot and I even went on vacation with her to her home state. Though since then I feel really insecure asking her to events or other non chill at a house hangouts as I think it might come as a a come on to her. And I honestly do not know why I feel that way.

I know I still have feelings for her but its not what it used to be where I liked her so much it hurts. She is on my mind a lot and I care for her deeply which I do not know if its bad or good. I think I will always find her physically attractive, which to me isn't bad, but how can I get over wanting to date her. As crazy as it sounds I also honestly feel that being friends as long as we have it would be awkward to go to dating/relationship. So a lot of the time I am fine with being friends and slowly getting over her. But the thought of her being with someone else makes me feel depressed and jealous...which I absolutely hate and wish I didn't feel that way.

She means the world to me and I still want her as a friend and person in my life.

So how can I go on being friends and getting over her? I feel that meeting someone new would definitely help. So anyone with similar experience or situations could weigh in would be great.
<bot>: Told friend I like her, she said no. Still friends, but how can I get over her without losing a friend.