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Hello /r/relationships,

I am here to ask you if it's a thing to be attracted to someone you never really knew/know. Over the past few days I've had an immense flair up in my depression, to the point I had to call up my therapist after years of not speaking to him and ask to start up sessions again. As part of this I went out and got completely high and lost my virginity through Tinder hookups. I did that twice. 

This girl at my work I know, I do know she struggled with a bout of depression when her mom died but is all peaches and gravy now. So I called her one night, basically explaining that I'm a mess and have no one to talk to. (My friends are assholes, and my therapist was actually in the hospital at the time.) She didn't really say anything. She just said "okay" the entire time while I was crying myself to the point of shaking, hyperventilating and so forth. 

She said to me to text her or call her in the future if I needed to chat. I have a little, just asking for help here and there, and she's talked me through some stuff. However tonight I had a little emotional breakdown again, got tipsy, and whined for hours in text messages. I think she hates me.

I texted a friend that almost turned to a relationship in the past about her, and they said "See, this is why I didn't think we'd work out, you're in love with her." Others have said similar things....I've fervently denied it. I know NOTHING about her, and she's a part of a crowd I can't stand. All I know is that she went to my high school, and I thought she was somewhat cool, and that she works in the same place as me now. That's literally it! I can't have a serious attraction can I? This surely isn't possible!!!! Please someone tell me it's just immaturity so I can move on.
<bot>: I cried to a stranger about my life, and now I deeply regret it. Can I be attracted to someone I barely even know???