<human>: Hi everyone,

Forgive me for venting my crazy.

So I have been dating my boyfriend for 3 months and things have been going amazingly. He is very sweet and caring, smart and communicative, the sex is the best we've both had, and we see a future together. I feel very secure, or at least I thought I did...

Recently due to current events in the US, we were discussing college drinking culture, then consent, then statutory / age differences in sexual relationships and the ability to consent. We talked about the power imbalance that may occur between a younger and older person. This was a really stupid direction to take the conversation, but we then discussed how large of an age gap we had ever experienced. I know, I shouldn't have let my curiosity get the best of me.

Soooo I know that he went on a tinder binge last year (and possibly earlier this year before we met) after his last breakup which was kinda traumatic and he didn't want a relationship for a while afterward. I'm fine with that, I've had my share of casual sex. But, basically, there were multiple girls he hooked up with who were 18 or 19 years old.

I know he is with me now, and we are falling in love, and I have no reason to be paranoid, but for some reason I cannot get this out of my head. Maybe it has to do with me aging, maybe it has to do with the motivations and creep factor of a 29/30 year old man pursuing a college aged girl.

Am I crazy to feel this way? I know I need to be more secure, that this shouldn't bother me, but I am an imperfect person. How do I make this less intrusive in my thoughts and less nauseating? Like, I literally get nauseous and I think it is starting to make me emotionally withdraw from the relationship. I don't want this to happen because I haven't felt this strongly about someone before and I know it is irrational...is it?

Can you provide a brief overview of the text?
<bot>: Boyfriend went on tinder binge shortly before we started dating. This included teenaged girls. This bothers me, how to proceed?