<human>: My partner and I have been in a monogamous relationship for four and a half years. Last saturday we came to the realization we want different things out of life and that our relationship had run it's course. We ended our relationship mutually with hugs, bittersweet tears, and a few glasses of wine. 

I was fine with the decision at the time and know it was the right one to be made but now that the dust has settled I'm starting to grieve for what could have been. I tried to keep busy this weekend by going out with a friend last night and spending time with my family all day. He is out of town with friends enjoying his new found freedom.

We have to live with one another until June when the lease is up and I will have a place to stay with family. We have to share a room and living space because our apartment is so small. We have no problem with abstaining from physical intimacy because that ended long before our relationship did. As I'm going through the stages of process does anyone have any advice?

How can I keep this from getting messy?

How can I learn to be alright alone?

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<bot>: My boyfriend of 4+ years and I had a mutual breakup but we have to keep living with each other for a month. What now?