<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

I'd rather not specify anything about her.
She was amazing, and I loved her to death. And she loved me. We dated for over a year.

Back in May, without going into specifics, she had done something that forced us apart for good, and it related to religion (though it wasn't the only reason)

Now we're in a complicated situation. We're not allowed to be with each other, but we still love each other. 

Honestly, knowing that she still wants me hurts more than if she didn't. I'm struggling to move on, and I don't know how.

I'm making this post because I want to hear if there any other stories like this. Out of respect for her I don't want to get into specifics, but just as a general situation- how do I move on when I know she's still out there, wishing I was there?

This is, or was, I guess, my first real relationship. It was more than just being there for each other. We helped battle each other's depressions, our problems. Nothing else mattered more to me than her.
<bot>: I'm not allowed to be in a relationship with the women I love. How do I move on knowing she still loves me.