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Hey, first time asking on here. I'll keep it quick, I'm going into my junior year in physics at a small lib arts school, and the very first homework set of Electricity & Magnetism broke me. This by far isn't the first night I spent five hours making no progress with this material and having a panic attack. I know it shouldn't get easier, but I at least thought I was able to handle the difficulty curve. I take in as many resources as are available and spend a lot of time and effort on this stuff, but I just don't think I'm cut out for it. My brain doesn't go with this stuff. I've felt like this for a long while, and toughed it out for two years, but I really don't think this is the right path for me. Hell I chose this path when I was sixteen, as if I was the best decision maker then. Nothing about this is enjoyable, I don't intend to go to grad school, and I kind of doubt I'd ever use this undergrad degree, so I'm really thinking it isn't worth the stress. 

I'm thinking of moving to psychology, which I've really enjoyed some classes of, maybe do a bunch of art. I've been trying to develop drawing skills and maybe animation, but I have very little time not spent poring over physics material. If all else fails, I have a fair amount of experience and education in beekeeping, I wouldn't have a hard time finding a career out west or something. I just don't like being the kind of person who bails out of a STEM degree like this. I was always the "smart kid" of my family, but I don't feel like that anymore. I'm almost ashamed to not take such prestigious studies, but I always idealized following dreams and talents rather than skill marketability.
<bot>: I want to quit physics to do creative projects or switch to easier, more enjoyable, but less respectable major. Backup career in beekeeping. I just don't want to spend two more years so miserable.