<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

I've been with my boyfriend for over 2 years now, and the spark has slowly faded. I still love him more than anything,  but I'm depressed. I don't think it's related to the relationship, but it's causing me to push him away. I just seriously don't know what I want anymore. I feel nothing. I keep thinking is only a matter of time until this passes, and that this relationship is worth working on,  but I just don't know what to do. I'm seeing him in a couple of days, and we agreed that if we can't resolve it in person, then it might be best to go our separate ways. I really don't want to lose him, but I don't know how to be happy anymore...it just feels like I clicked off.
<bot>: I'm depressed and pushing my boyfriend away, I don't know what I want, I want to make this work, but I don't know how to be happy anymore..