<human>: SERIOUS COMMENTS ONLY PLEASE

I contracted it in Nov. of 2009. The disease itself isn't so bad. I've received treatment and haven't had a break out for about 2 years. The worst part is the title; the stigma everyone gives it. I've lost friends. I've lost opportunities with girls who might have otherwise stuck with me. I nearly lose it or have a panic attack every time I tell a girl that I'm about to be intimate with.
I had my heart shattered last weekend. I was hanging out with a girl that I've had a crush on since high school. She didn't know that yet, but anyway.....we were talking and she told me that she's had a crush on me since high school! I was beside myself. This is the girl that I could see myself spending the rest of my life with. We spent all weekend together. We didn't have sex, so I didn't tell her about my condition. After the weekend, however, she told me she thought we should just remain friends. Crushed. So crushed. I guess I should have maybe seen this coming because here's the kicker: I dated her sister last summer, but the thing is, we only dated for maybe 3 weeks. It wasn't a good relationship and we never even considered being in love. It was purely physical. 
So I'm thinking that either this girl REALLY STRONGLY feels that she would be disrespecting her sister if we dated, or she talked to her sister about us dating, basically asking her permission, and her sis being the cruel-hearted person that she is, told her I was some kind of horrible monster with some horrible disease. This hurts so bad and ever since the girl said she just wants to be friends, I've been losing sleep, I haven't been eating like normal, I've been losing interest in many different aspects of my life, and I have a sickeningly real feeling that I will actually be forever alone. I'm running out of ideas here.

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<bot>: I have herpes and I feel like no one loves me, nor will anyone love me ever again and I'm extremely scared and lonely :(