<human>: so i was under a lot of pressure in our relationship and bailed  that not  what im here to talk about. i mean desperately like the answer no would crush my soul. so i kinda lost it a little and begged her back while we were both at work. got her to meet me in person..we kissed and things seemed to be on the right track. then i got blacked out drunk and said some shit

i dont know what i said but she said that me "tail spinning" was freaking her out and that she needs some space before she wants me back in her life at all. so its been about a week now and its just killing me. 

any advice or anything? comments? any idea how long this might be? chances of her actually giving me another shot? shes really sacred im gonna bail again when things get hard and wants me to work on myself.

im having a hard time finding a good starting spot because she is the one that knows what i need to work on. 

if you have a serious interest  in this i will gladly provide more in private messages so you can see the whole picture

Can you condense the text into a few key points?
<bot>: broke up with gf. want her back. told me to figure my shit out and we will see about it in a while.