<human>: I should start off by saying i'm not an average guy. I'm eccentric but not in an off-putting way, and i usually keep everything bottled up until i get over it. I never get nervous having the spotlight on me, before i speak yes, but while i'm giving a presentation or speech i sound confident and ignore feelings of anxiety.

Though since last year i've went through hard times with close friends, ever since i've been really sensitive to the most random things. Like the smallest sad thing in a movie or TV show makes my eyes watery. 

so now i'm overly sensitive which shouldn't be that big a deal. However earlier i saw this girl i liked but i felt embarrassed and sick. My legs felt like they would collapse at any moment, i felt sick to  my stomach. I wanted to reach out but i couldn't. And i have no one to talk to. I lost 2 of my close friends, and the other tends to initially listen to my problems but later leaves me on my own. I feel alone and sad but i can't talk to my closest friend.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: Since last year i've become sensitive. today i saw my crush but didn't have the guts to talk to her out of nervousness.