<human>: Hi r/relationships. I have a relationship story that I feel is kind of rare to read about here, but today I broke up with my wonderful girlfriend, who i live with along with our dog, of almost five years and I hate myself for it. We'd been living together for almost a year, and while most of it was great, recently I'd been feeling not awesome. I thought about it a lot, and eventually I decided that there was nothing to do but break up. 

When I did it, it was almost an out of body experience for me. I could tell she felt like shed just been shot, then we talked and she took the dog for a walk. At that moment I spent a short period of timing wondering whether or not I should jump out the window. 

I just dont know how to feel. There was no cheating, no pivotal moment of cruelty, no other woman or man, just the sense that I was unhappy despite the fact that my partner was a beautiful, wonderful person. Now I feel insanely guilty for hurting this person I care about.

I feel like most of what I read and hear about is horrific breakups with abuse and cheating, and while I would not have wanted her or me to be in that situation and dont envy anyone who is, I cannot imagine feeling any shittier than I do now. Did I do the right thing? I feel so fucked up now and the idea that she is feeling worse makes me feel worse and so on.

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<bot>: Broke up with my girlfriend. Shes great. Not her fault. Dont think its mine either. None of that consoles me, and I bet it consoles her even less, and I feel so shitty I want to die.