<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Hello reddit,

I decided to share my problem here since I don't know whom else I can talk to, i've noticed that my life was going downhill, socially speaking these past few months, I don't seem to have any friends, I mean I do talk to a lot of people, I have no problem with that, but I actually have 0 friends, friends that I hangout with, my phone is actually very useless, it never rings and when it does, it's usually a call from my mother!

I've asked a crush of mine for a date, she refused it saying she was too busy, so another +1 for my exciting life.

I mostly spend my days programming or playing video games..

I want to change all of this, but I honestly don't know where to even start, people often think that I'm too cold and cruel, but I'm just a depressed brutally honest human being, I get often misunderstood...

what I'm I supposed to do?
<bot>: I might seem needy, but trust me, I don't care, I just want someone in my life who understands me and accepts me for whom I am, but people always seem to runaway from me whenever I try to get close.