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Today I found out that the girl I still love and care for is pregnant with another mans child. I know the things that happened between us probably will never let us get back together. Even more so now that I've changed due to recent events with the family. But my love for her is still there, It hurts knowning that the person I love is happy and making a family with someone else. But I do realize that she isn't "my possession" and she has the complete free will to what she wants and I'm happy for her because she's happy and is doing what she wants. But it hurts... There's times where I find myself fooling myself thinking that *we* could be. Honestly just need someone to talk to.. All my friends are her friends aswell, me and her are friends as well so I don't want her finding out that I still have feelings for her because I've let her know about it to many damn times and she doesn't need to hear it.
<bot>: Ex is having a child with new BF, I still have feelings, it hurts, can't talk to my friends because they are her friends too don't want her to find out / we are still friends nothing more