<human>: I apologize in advance for the scattered thoughts and incoherent writing. I'm pretty depressed as I'm writing this, and I.. yeah. I'm sorry.

Most of the complications stem from the fact that she has been seeing another guy for a year or so, and their relationship seems to be going beautifully. However, in a sort of tired/ drunk confession, i admitted to her my feelings for her, and she seemed totally cool with it. She even confessed to being into me.

So, Why am i here you ask?

Well, despite her confession, she still seems to find happiness in her current relationship and only engages in the occasional flirty conversation with me through text.

I see this girl as much as I can, because she makes any day the best day when I'm with her. When I'm with her I am happier than I ever am. I get that anxious feeling in my stomach when i see her, and i care about her so much. I feel like she is the gal of my dreams.

However, sometimes when I'm talking to her through text, when I'm not with her in person, I get incredibly depressed and very self-loathing, because I can't imagine us ever having a chance to be together. Her boyfriend is smarter, more attractive, and just an all around better guy compared to me. These thoughts have made me the most depressed i've ever been the past couple weeks, and I don't know what I should do.

And, to add to the depression, I can tell that there are other guys that are interested in her that I can see as being much cooler/ nicer/ better than I am. I hate myself and I hate this situation, but I can't help my feelings for this girl.

I don't know what to do. I don't know whether I should continue talking to her and torturing myself, or what. But i feel like this girl is the person for me. Please help me reddit.

Summarize the given text in a few sentences.
<bot>: in love with girl who has a boyfriend; feel insignificant and pessimistic about the future; don't know what to do about the feels