<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Throwaway cause of the usual reasons.

I'll put this in point form cause that's how my brain likes to operate.

- If she's breaking up with me, I feel nothing. I've been broken up with 7 times, and I've simply said 'Ok' without asking for a reason. Obviously this causes issues, as they think I don't really care... Well you're breaking up with me, so I won't grovel to get you back.

- When women show interest in me *happens rarely*, and I simply have a dazed look as if nothing special is happening. I just assume it never happens to a guy like me. I'm not attractive, but I'm tall so maybe that's all they care about.

- I'm an ok communicator, but I tend to stop caring regardless of who it is if they don't understand me the first time. I just see it as *If you don't get it now, you won't get it later*.

Only benefit I have for this type of behavior is when I approach women. If I'm rejected *happens A LOT*, I just walk away without feeling anything.

I know it isn't normal to just not care, and I'm not some psychopath *I promise*.

Some of you may say "You just need to wait for the right person". I'm like this with my family/friends as well, so I'm very doubtful of that. Also you may think I have a lack of confidence, I'm actually quite extroverted and always like being out there in a crowd of strangers talking to any one.

What the fuck am I suppose to do?
<bot>: Never care/show any emotion when something goes wrong, and people take it the wrong way. I'm fucked at this point when it comes to women, and I don't know what it is that causes me to not care.