<human>: My SO and I have been together for almost 4 years and have been engaged to be married for two of those years. He is a marine stationed in SoCal and many things have gotten in the way of us actually getting married such as school and my dual citizenship. My SO has a security clearance and he could lose it if he and I get married before I renounce my other citizenship. The two years we've been engaged, we've only seen each other maybe 5-6 times when he has leave. I got pregnant with his child in December and have been dealing with the pregnancy all on my own.

Lately I've been feeling like I don't really want to be in this relationship anymore. I feel as if he doesn't really meet any of my emotional needs. I feel as if I'm always the one having to understand why he can't make time for me. For example, the last two weeks we haven't really had the chance to talk at all because he's been busy with work and whenever he's not busy he wants to hang out with his buddies instead. I've been trying to be understanding, but when I do ask him for time to just talk together, he gets mad and makes me feel as if I'm clingy and never want him to just "relax." He doesn't understand that I just miss him, instead, to him, I'm just being the "bad, clingy, fiancee."

I've been really lonely and a lot of things have happened in the relationship before which have hurt me and I feel that's all that keeps happening. I don't even go to him whenever I'm upset anymore because I just feel like my feelings are not validated. I don't know  if i want to still be with him. I still love him, but I no longer have any confidence in our relationship. He wants us to get married soon because of the baby, but I'm honestly not sure. How can I marry someone who won't even give me the time of day?

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<bot>: i'm preggo with my SO's child, he doesn't bother trying to fill my emotional needs, don't know if i want to marry him for the baby.