<human>: So, me and my fiancee have been in a happy, committed, monogamous relationship for over four years, and just got engaged three months ago/moved in together. We couldn't be more happy and excited.  I have been 100% faithful for the entire duration of this relationship. I am equally as sure he has been. 

I am his only sexual partner. I have two previous sexual partners. I had been STD tested after the first which came back negative, and am also 95% sure I have been STD tested in the past year (due to UTI issues, the doctor was just making sure) --- I will call my doctors office tomorrow to confirm this, but right now everything is closed and I am having a panic attack. 

Fiancee texted me today that it burns when he pees and he has "pus". I thought for sure it was a UTI or something of the like, so I urged him to go to a walk in clinic so he could get the proper treatment (mind you, STD's as an option here never even crossed my mind). Well, the test came back negative for a UTI and the doctor told him she is leaning towards thinking it is gonorrhea or chlamydia --- the results will come in tomorrow. 

Reddit. What. The. Fuck. 

I don't know how to think or feel, or how I am going to sleep. Either he cheated on me, I have had it for years and didn't know (is this even possible????), or some freak accident happened (I am having manic thoughts like what if I bought a used sex toy someone returned, what if one of us touched something on public transportation, etc.) 

I am running on four hours of sleep, won't have any answers until tomorrow, and don't know how to feel. I am so scared it will come back positive and he will think I cheated. Which I DID NOT. Help.

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<bot>: Fiancee of four years suddenly has STD symptoms. I have been faithful and feel confident he has been, too. What the fuck.