<human>: How do I get past that worry? He told me he still loved me before he left (he broke up with me). But after keeping in touch from time to time he eventually just started ignoring me. He would get on FB and still ignore me. It hurt me a lot. Why would you not want to keep in touch with the woman you love? It scares me that he will never speak to me again even when he comes home and that hurts because that would ultimately mean he never really cared. How do I stop giving a fuck, reddit?

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<bot>: I want to not give any fucks anymore; it makes me feel pathetic that I am thinking about him when he most likely is not