<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

EDIT: crossposted to /r/twoxchromosomes out of suggestion

I'm not really mad, sad, depressed, angry or anything really. Disappointed and feeling low but that's kind of it.

He's 21, I'm 20 and we're in a long distance relationship. We've been together for about 7 months, he had drunken sex with a girl he'd never met before a month or so ago. He regrets it, doesn't want to break up and to be honest seems really upset and down about it.

The point here is that I feel really odd. I was really upset because of it about two weeks ago and didn't bear thinking or talking about it with anyone at all but recently I figured I need some kind of guidance or at least someone to talk to so I opened up to my friends. Since then I've felt very blasé about it. I still want to chat to him about everyday stuff, we talk about what happened quite a lot and how both of us feel about it but I just don't feel the same way anymore. 

It's not that I don't love him, just for now at least I don't really miss him and I don't get that fuzzy lovey feeling that happens randomly and I don't really know what to think of that.
<bot>: I should be breaking things or crying or breaking up with him but instead it's just like I don't know what to do.