<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

To give you some background I have always had a hard time making friends. I was always that girl that that sat with the teacher at recesse and read copious amounts of books for my summer vacation. I would only have maybe one good friend at a time, if I was lucky.

About four years ago when I was 21 I moved to a different state (NY to PA) to live with a friend. My "friends" (basically coworkers that I hang out with on a regular basis) that I had before I moved were obviously never really my friends because they didn't bother to try to stay in touch. 

I made new friends at the job I started there and went to college and got my degree. I met my bf (28m) and we've been together 4 years and lived together most of that time.

I'm now 25 and i recently got a job back in NY that would give me experience even though it's not what I want to do. I moved in with my brother and his wife and now I'm back in the same boat as 4 years ago as far as friendships go. I have no one and now my bf isn't here either. I feel so alone. 

I do spend time with my brother but we work together now and live together and I need other people to spend time with. 

I'm horrible at making friends, especially real ones. The advice of finding hobbies are not applicable because I have social anxiety around people I don't know. I would just be that weird quiet girl (basically what I've been my whole life) and I would hate every second of it.
<bot>: moved from NY to PA 4 years ago and lost my NY friends and made a life in PA. Now I moved back to NY for a job and have no one.