<human>: This post is not so that people can cheer me up. I just want to say whats on my mind, thats all.

Few months back I knew this girl and I knew it from get go that I really wanted to be with this girl. I was supposed to fly to US in december and before I left I told her how I felt about her and she said that she loved me too. Being from Indian subcontinent out here we approach the parents to go ahead. Her father gave me a bunch of reasons (everytime a different one) about how he could not get me married to her. I left for US and still kept in touch with her until her parents found out that we were still in touch. They took her phone away and cut off all of her contacts with anyone.

I came back home due to my sickness and my very desire to meet her and ask her to marry me. I met her once(actually just saw her once) and her father confronted me and said that everything that was needed for her wedding has been already done and there is nothing that can be done anymore. I talk to her one more time and tell her its up to her now to be with me or go with their decision of marrying some guy she doesnt even want to be with.

Yesterday her cousin comes over to my place and tells me that she has decided that she will be marrying that guy. I know I will not believe this for even one second as I have known her and she knows that she wanted to be with me but she is doing whatever she is under the family pressure.

All my hope of being with the girl I love so much is gone. The wedding is in 10 days. I have become hopeless of anything anymore. I have already been through a renal transplant last year and the agony of the treatment for 3 years before that. I was strong enough to go through the treatment and did not blink my eyes even in the worst case pain. Today I cant bear this loss.

I know there are people who will says time heals everything. But I dont want anyone other than her.

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<bot>: I fell in love with a girl, she loved me back but now she is marrying some other guy due to the pressure from her family.