<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

There is this girl I like, odd that I'd be interested in her the way I am in that she is close to nothing like my usual type. I've known her for awhile but since I started taking my bipolar meds and being a genuinely happy person for the first time in years, I started to build this interest. 

Monday night we go out for drinks and start making out, but she wants to stay at the bar for her friend's birthday. Totally fine, I'd see her soon.

Thursday night, finally hanging out but it is with all of her friends and I apparently can't read her at all. Close to no actual interaction like she is avoiding it. 

Friday night, she comes over and a group of us do Molly. Me and her flirt and touch like crazy, a bunch of kissing but no actual sex. Not till the next afternoon when we wake up and even then no full on sex but we were both almost completely naked. 

Almost every time I try and hang out with her she blows me off, but when I do get to see her when we say goodbye she tells me she wants to hang out soon. 

During the molly she mentioned that she doesn't date well. That doesn't surprise me as she has only dated huge assholes (I'm not saying this as a white knight syndrome but more as they wrecked her self confidence and she hated herself while dating them). 

Maybe I just like her more than she likes me and I'm scaring her off. I'm not good at going 50% at anything. I tend to jump in head first. Maybe she is just weary of actually having feelings for someone again. Maybe I'm just reading into her being tired or otherwise more than I should. Really, I don't know without asking her. 

I really like her and I plan on just asking her in a few days how she feels to see if I should move on or not. I expect it to be a rejection, and really, that wouldn't be so bad. I can handle rejection, but I can't handle limbo very well.

Fuck guys, realizing how much we've actually hung out the last week makes me feel much better. Glad I wrote this out, going to continue my plan though cause I still wanna know.
<bot>: Like a girl, not sure how see feels, and gonna ask her that soon. Guessing probably gonna get a rejection but at least I'll know.