<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

I don't really know about a lot of things anymore.. I guess I'll give some back ground info. Over the past year or so my now ex fiance and I started fighting a lot over stupid things. I wasn't really taking care of house duties and it was wearing on him, and because of that he didn't want to have sex with me. So sex was my gripe, and his was that I wasn't being responsible enough. But on Tuesday last week we had a talk and it was discussed that our best for saving any chance of us having something in the future would be to split. Because we might just wear ourselves out and hate each other. I hated it but I agreed to the break up and here I am a week later. Still fucking hurting  just as much and I'm starting to get mad at like everything. We also live together, but this entire week I've just wanted him back, and he's told me that it's not going to happen. I've been hopeful that maybe he will, but I'm probably just driving him away. And I've been trying to talk to people about it but I don't know what to do at this point.. any advice would be appreciated. I don't want to let go, I wish I could just hold his hand again or kiss him or have him hold me.. I hurt so much and I don't know what to do.
<bot>: I'm very hurt after the break-up that was mutual, but initiated by my now ex. I want him back but I can't get him back and I don't know what to do anymore.