<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

We broke up at the end of this past October after going out for three years. This girl meant the absolute world to me and I loved (afraid to admit I still do love) her very much. We both agreed on a mutual break back in October after a few months of rockiness, but had the intention of keeping our friendship alive and we both agreed that we would be interested in dating again if we felt drawn to.

So anyway since the breakup, she has totally dodged me, and has avoided my texts; when she actually does answer my texts, she answers with one word answers and just isn't communicative at all. This really hurt me because I was looking forward to still being friends with her because she's such an amazing girl, and our tastes/personalities/etc. are incredibly similar. 
The thing is, I don't know if I miss her, or if I miss having somebody to hold and just be there for me. 

And as I already said, she's going to be at my friend's NYE party tonight, and I don't know what to do, Reddit! I want your opinions/ideas/thoughts!

Did I just ask Reddit for to freely give their opinions? Gosh what is wrong with me...
<bot>: My ex that I was going out with for three years and just mutually broke up with in October is going to the NYE party that I'm going to tonight; still have feelings+miss dat ass.