<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I posted here a while back that I was having some problems with my new friend. It's been sorted and everything was going well until today until today when we were hanging out and I realized something that I'm attracted to her.

This isn't good because that's not supposed to happen. I haven't been actually attracted to anyone in a couple years and I've never actually *talked* to anyone I'm attracted to.. I can tell when someone is pretty but...never really attracted to anyone. 

I'm not sure what to do. I don't want to lose the only friend I've had in my life because I'm attracted to them. I want to fucking cry all I wanted to do was make a new friend and then this happens. 

Oh and dating is not something I'm going to do for whatever reason it doesn't matter so anyone telling me to ask her out take a pogo stick, shove it up your ass, and hop on outta here. :\^) (okay that's kind of mean but I heard it today and thought it was kind of funny. But srsly don't mention asking her out)
<bot>: I just found out I'm attracted to the only friend I've ever had and now I feel fucking awful. What do I do from here?