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Found out earlier today that the father of two out of three children I practically raised for 4-5 years passed away today.  I am unable to reach said childred, or their mother due to a falling out caused by her ex 2 1/2 years ago.  No contact information, only thing I can do is send messages to her sister on Facebook.  

The one person I wanted to talk too that I can reach, is an ex (different one), and is currently not online.  

I am sad for the children, they were a part of my life for a long time and they are always on my mind, and I am unable to be there for them... But I am also pissed that their father passed away.  Not to go into details of his life, but he wasn't the best person.  I just don't see how he could first, throw away his life with his kids, and THEN go out in a no win situation and indefinitely leave HIS kids behind.
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