<human>: My ex who is still my best friend broke up with me after a 2 year long distance (online) relationship soon after my first semester in college started. Now he has a new girlfriend who lives closer to him, and I feel happy for him. At the same time, I'm still torn from the break up, especially because we tried again and it didn't work out. Now, around the time we broke up, my friend from high school who goes to the came college as me (18m) broke up with another friend of mine. I've been considering asking me out, but the only things that are holding me back are
1. I haven't really talked to him in a while. 
2. Last time I saw him, I looked like shit. 
3. I don't want to hurt his ex. 
4. I still have some feelings for my ex. 
5. My fear of rejection and fucking up again due to my possible clinical depression. 
Should I go for it? Cause I have ALOT going on in my life.. and this can either fix things or ruin them...

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: I am still heartbroken and I'm unsure if I should ask this kid I haven't seen in a while out. Should I do it?