<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

We were at a party and I, without telling her, did some drugs. I eventually told her later that night but at that point she already knew. At the time she said it was fine but the next morning she told me she doesn't find me attractive anymore because I was dishonest and the state I was in was very unattractive to her. 

I've spent so long trying to explain myself, apologising profusely and doing whatever I can to make things right. She has said that she doesn't know if things will ever be the same again because of this. She said that it would have been fine if I'd told her beforehand but she feels I have crossed a line (related or not, she was cheated on in a past relationship so that probably has something to do with how she feels about trust). 

This is the first thing I've done wrong in the relationship. I've otherwise been completely honest about everything, never hurt her, never disrespected her, did everything I could to make her happy. 

I feel so awful for betraying her trust and I just want to fix things. 

Is there any way things can be fixed now? Do you think the trust can be regained?
<bot>: wasn't completely honest to my gf about doing drugs at a party, now she doesn't feel the same way about me. Can this be fixed?