<human>: So my ex girlfriend called me last night and in the course of our conversation invited me to her family thanksgiving.

A bit of background here.  She broke up with me a month and a half ago and it's been a really hard breakup for me.  She went from asking me when we're going to move in together, and crying over not seeing me due to her new job.  To breaking up.  I had it in my mind that this was the woman I was going to marry.  It's been the worst breakup that I've personally ever had.  

I told her that I wouldn't be comfortable doing that.  She seems to think that we can be friends.  I told her that given how I feel about her I don't think it would be healthy for me.  Also it would be pretty damn awkward.  

I'm honestly torn.  I'll admit that I can't think straight when it comes to her.  I want to see her, I want to spend time with her.  But I don't feel like it'll change anything or make her want me back.  

On a logical standpoint I feel like I should stay away and drop contact with her for a bit.  But emotionally I just want to be around her.  Even though I know I'm going to be a mess afterwards.  I hate that I'm torn but I am.

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<bot>: My ex invited me to her family thanksgiving.  I'm torn about what to do.   My head says to stay away but a big, big part of me wants to see her.