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Me [27 M] with my [23 F]. This is a throw away account. So for the past 6 months I have been struggling with I think the residue of my break up with me ex. For a while I have been a bit more attracted to Asians than regular girls. My past relationship I had a wonderful 2 and a half year relationship with this one girl, who is from China. We met when she first came to my campus and I helped her way around. It was wonderful and she is the most kindest, beautiful, and compassionate girl I have ever been with. It was so great having someone I cared and loved for also reciprocate that affection, and also go out of her way to show her love and care for me. I did everything I could to make her happy and give her as much emotional support that I was able to. I love her so much and still do. My problem is after our break up. I think psychologically I have been severely  affected in how I see other Asian women. This is not in the negative affect either. It would be easier if it was. Everytime I see an Asian girl my attraction to her is multiplied to several levels than it usually is, to the point it is almost painful if she is involved with another lover. This has never happened before. Normally, I do prefer Asian girls more than any other types but this was different. It has come to the point where if I see an Asian woman on TV it would mess me up. I know this is dumb and stupid, but it is how I feel and I want it to stop. I want to be normal and feel attracted to a girl based on her personality. I feel like I am so enthralled by Asian women that it has caused a negative influential impact in my dating life. Please, any advice and consideration is very appreciated . I just want to feel normal around any girl I interact with, no matter if they are Asian or not.
<bot>: GF broke up with me and now I have this psychological fetish for Asians that is really starting to compromise how I see women.