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Hi Reddit,

A little background... My boyfriend and I dated when we were younger in school. We broke up for usual teenage relationship reasons and didn't speak for 6 years. Roughly this time last year we got back in touch and picked up where we left off.

We're 4 months in to our relationship and I wholeheartedly love him. He is incredibly good to me and treats me like a queen. Our communication is good, our sex life is good and our future together looks promising. We have had the marriage/kids talk and we both agree. In all honesty, I am in the happiest relationship I have ever had and there's nothing I wish to change.

The problem is my past relationships are haunting me. I have been a victim of gaslighting and my past has left my confidence shattered and my trust in others dented. I swing between wanting every second with my boyfriend, to needing a break and it's leaving my boyfriend frustrated. I am beginning to feel depressed, trapped and helpless because of small issues I fear I am blowing out of proportion. I am finding myself frequently in tears because I am fearful of being hurt again, despite my boyfriend giving me no doubts about him specifically.

How can I move forward and heal from my past whilst maintaining my relationship? How can I better communicate to my partner to help his frustrations?
<bot>: I have a history of bad relationships and I am beginning to push my boyfriend away and fall into depression because I am frightened of being hurt