<human>: I'm 24 (female); dropped out of uni and have been mostly unemployed for the past 3 years. I'm on benefits, and recently I've been living in a dilapidated house for £80 a month in my home town. 

I have quite severe social problems which were largely disregarded growing up.  I don't even know how to explain it, perhaps extremely inhibited and untrusting. I'm very uncomfortable with group and employment situations and simply cannot relate to people in the expected way for an adult. 

I've figured out that I can't do any job that requires enthusiasm, extraversion or (non e-mail) communication. I'm thinking that if it requires a workplace environment, it's not for me. I need to be left alone. I quit my last job in the hopes that I could drastically change my direction in life and become an artist of sorts. That was a few weeks ago. I'm now visiting my boyfriend in London - a vibrant and amazing place which should fill me with hope and inspiration. The reality is I feel extremely low and weepy. I just stay in the small studio flat all day, hoping for a way forward.

If I were to stay in London, I would need in the region of £600 per month for rent alone, just to share somewhere decent. I can't see that being a possibility so we will have to continue our relationship apart.

I have some money saved (from benefits). My totally shitty plan right now is to leave the dilapidated house, leave london, and rent somewhere good value for £400. I basically want to work on my drawing full time, while I can. To become creative, and maybe eventually sell crafts or whatever I can online for money. I feel like it's my only hope.

To confuse things further, I have general, social and panic anxiety which creates a phobia of being and feeling alone. I really don't want to be anywhere where I don't know anyone. I don't know where to go and I don't know how I would feel if I set out all by myself and I have serious concerns about my mental response to difficult new situations.

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<bot>: I'm trying to start again in life, with currently no skills, nowhere to live, no job, no social network, an atypical anxious personality; some cash.