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So before I start, I'd like to say my behaviour is very full of pride, and I am well aware of that. Yet, I've come to realize multiple times that relationships should be made of reciprocity...

So I've come to "date" (not gone further than kissing, and no tongue because I dislike it) 3 girls in my life, every one of them during college because I felt too insecure in the past to date anyone.

And I've broken up with all 3 for the same reasons : they weren't serious enough. They just wanted "fun". But I wanted my future wife. So I kept looking.

Now, when I talk to my best friend about this, he just laughs at me for being "stuck up" or "too religious". But really this has nothing to do with religion, isn't it normal that I ask for a girl that wants the same things that I do?

To be a virgin just like I am ? To be exclusive from the start and not say "let's have sex because it's fun", filling my head with thoughts of her saying that to other guys in my back? Yes you're going to say I am insecure. Fuck yes I am, in this society's state of mind I have almost every right to be. Cheating on someone has just become too much of an habit for me to ignore the "risk", I won't be looking for a girl that thinks sex is fun.

I want a woman who thinks sex is intimate, and something that you share with someone you love. And it will be fun. But I don't have sex just to have fun, I think this being the main reason is completely dumb.
<bot>: Having a hard time finding a girlfriend, whom I want to be my future wife. Any advice ? Any criticism about my way of thinking?