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I've been screaming about this inside my head because I can not tell anyone I know personally. Through an acquaintance I met a woman who I had a minor crush on. I've known her 8 months now and in that 8 months we've gotten to know each other better and that crush has grown. She was in a relationship at first and now she's single. Not long ago she proposed the idea of a platonic relationship with me because of some bizarre reason that she can't be in a relationship anymore. It benefits her more than me. 

The only benefit I get out of this is her company. The opportunity to hold someone at night as I go to sleep and take out to dinner with me so I don't have to eat alone. I have been single for over two years now and I miss being able to hold someone next to me in bed. The only time I ever get to do this is when she goes out with our acquaintance and drinks so it's not too often. What's making me scream in my head is the fact whenever we hang out she always cuts me down, mentions any physical insecurities I have, argues with me over trivial things. 

I'm not one to argue, but when I'm right I will argue and do get angry. She does this until I tell her she's right. She constantly berates and makes snark comments on what I wear. Mind you, I dress really nice. I take time to make sure my appearance is of a high standard and she constantly calls me a yuppie or pokes fun at it. She's even done this when I've wore bumming clothes.

I fucking hate it when she treats me like this. The days where I'm really quiet just because I don't feel like talking that day she still does it. Even though I hate how she treats me, I feel the need to be around her because of the chance to hold someone I'm attracted to at night. She get's pissed if I hang out with other women and has mentioned that if I date another girl she would get mad. The majority of my friends are female and I can't ever bring them around to meet her because she is very rude to people. She judges them instantly, even my male friends/acquaintances.
<bot>: Woman I'm with in a platonic relationship treats me like shit, but if I leave I risk losing the opportunity to hold someone at night when I sleep.