<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

Boyfriend and I dated for 7 months, lived together in Thailand for 2 of those months.  Relationship was hot and heavy, I strongly believed he was the one, but after having an awful and stressful time abroad, we decided we weren't for each other (at least not now) so we broke up and I moved home to the States.

Saying goodbye at the airport was easily the saddest moment of my life.  We both cried, he told me "I love you", and we unknowingly exchanged secret letters in each other's bags.

What makes this difficult, while we've agreed not to hold out for the hope for a future relationship, is that he's the first decent person I've really loved.  We ended our situation without blame or anger or regret, which is unlike any other breakup I've experienced.  How can I move on with my life without hating him?
<bot>: always used my anger at shithead exes to get over and move forward.  How do I do it while still loving and respecting the latest?