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Hi everyone

To jump right in, I used to be heavy. I lost weight very quickly (~6m) and through not exactly healthy means and without exercise, so my body is basically a disgusting mess now despite looking semi okay when clothed. 

I started a LDR with a guy several months ago and things have been going great except for the fact that I'm terrified to show my body. Every single part of me is terrible and loose and unsexy and every time I try to take a picture to send him it ends with me wanting to cry over the mess that I am, lol.

 
I'm terrified that he'll see me and think I'm horribly unattractive and dump me. I want to lose more weight and I want to fix everything that's wrong but that will take so much time and I can't expect him to wait for me to become more attractive.
 I also have an issue with my face and sending photos of it takes ages because I can't ever be one of those girls that just takes a photo and looks decent. 

So when I tell him I can't send him a photo because I look terrible he gets understandably frustrated and he tries to tell me that he's sure that he'd like it, but how can he know? I think he'd be too nice to just tell me upfront that he thinks I'm gross and I know I'm being kind of dishonest about myself by not revealing it, but the thought of him dumping me over it is terrifying. I don't know that there's a point to this post, but I don't know what to do except magically have a hotter body or make him wait for me to take ages to fix all my problems.
<bot>: I can't send my LDR boyfriend basic photos because of my gross body and it's making him frustrated and I don't know what to do