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I moved to a new state for a job in October, and it was hard starting completely anew with no friends or anything within 1000 miles. Within a week I met Josh. 

My life was great. I loved the job and mt new place.. Josh was hesitant to get in a relationship but as time passed he seemed to warm up to the idea and we became exclusive in November. Since then my life has been incredible, we took it slow emotionally but went on a ton of adventures together, camping, cooking classes, road trips, trying new sports, etc. I really really liked him and could see myself falling in love with him.

He  broke up wth me last night, he basically said he just doesn't want to be in a relationship and feels guilty thinking about other girls and he just doesn't want to be committed right now...that he'd been feeling that way for our entire relationship. It was super mature and respectful but I'm devastated... I feel like we were just beginning and I was falling for him we had lots of plans for the near future (plans the next three weekends, little trips and show tickets, etc) 

Now I'm alone. all my memories here are tied to josh. My job is in a field that's all men in their 50s except for me and one woman who is married. 

I know the normal advice is delete social media and hit the gym... But my main communication with virtually all my family and friends back home is through social media and I already work out 5x a week. .

Wtf do I do? 

I only have a couple casual friends here. I feel guilty crying  to them.
<bot>: moved to new place, met bf, life was great til unexpected breakup, don't know how to get over it because I didn't have a life here before him