<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

We met in high school.  I was a severe loner and honestly never had that much socail contact with people ever.  She' started talking to me first and she was the one who asked me out on the date.  

We were together for two years.  It was my first romantice relationship ever, and to be honest the entire time I thought she was too good for me; she was expressing similar opinions, "he's too good for me."  We lost our virginity to each other, went to each other's proms and I shared a lot of my "firsts" with her: "first music concert, first dance, first date." 

She went to college on the other side of the country and we tried to keep the long term relationship going.  She ended the relationship (I don't want to say dumped, that's a little too harsh) a little more than a year ago, but she never told me exactly why.  Despite this we have still stayed in contact and it's extremely difficult not to tell her I love her because I know that's not something she wants to hear, but the feelings are still there in the back of my mind.

She told me she's started seeing someone new recently, and at this point.  Despite having invested so much time and money in school and playing music, I have had no interest in really doing anything.  I have no interest in even being around people but at the same time I feel terribly alone.  I have what feels like an impossible endeavor trying to make friends or dating.  All the while I'm still talking to this amazing women over IM; I don't want to stop talking to her, because I know she'll still be there in my inbox.

I guess What I'm looking for is help coping and at least trying to move on.

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my social anxiety and awkwardness stem from my Asperger's.  I don't like putting it out there but I feel like maybe there's someone here who'll read this and know what's going on in my head.  God knows I don't.
<bot>: my girlfriend of two years,of my first ever relationship, left me a little more than a year ago, and I still have trouble coping with it.