<human>: Hey guys I'll try to keep it brief

Me F(23) has had a strange relationship with my friend M(23) I'll call him John. 

I've known him since high school we were close friends and at the time he had a big crush on me. I was in a relationship with another guy at the time so I did not reciprocate these feelings. However despite me not feeling the same way I still was friends with John and even encouraged him to date other girls. 

That relationship lasted the duration of high school before I broke up with him. I found a new guy when I was 21 and had a tumultuous relationship with him. I made a stupid mistake and he had gotten me pregnant. After that happened the new guy did not stick around and he abandoned me pretty quickly after he found out. 

I didn't have it in me to abort the child, and after I gave birth to my daughter I decided I wanted to keep her. This is where John comes in, he helped me during the pregnancy and has helped me take care of my daughter. He has helped me out an enormous amount and we have obviously spent an enormous amount of time with each other. 

As you can tell from the title, I began to develop feelings for John and I am not sure how to deal with it. I feel like such a bitch, I didn't have feelings for him before and now that I have a child suddenly I find him so appealing? I feel disgusted with myself. 

At the same time I don't know how he feels either, he obviously stuck around to help me out with my daughter (He's planning to make her as nerdy as him it's really cute). But on the occasions when I've been single he hasn't made a move. Which makes me believe that I have to be the one that asks him out... If I can gather the nerve to do it. What do you guys think?

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<bot>: I am a single mother who has genuine feelings for a old friend, wondering if it is fair of me to give it a shot considering I have a daughter and it would be burden to him.