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I've [F22] been dating my boyfriend [M23] for 2 1/2 years. We haven't been able to sleep in the same bed much because of our long distance relationship due to me going to school in a different state. During school breaks, I live at home with my parents and they do not let him stay the night. He has graduated school, but lives at home to save money, and his parents won't let me stay the night. 

We recently went on vacation alone together during spring break. We had the opportunity to sleep in the same bed together. It has been a dream of mine to fall asleep holding someone I love. He could not fall asleep with me holding him and slept as far away from me on the bed as possible, saying he "needs his space for sleep or his insomnia will kick in." I would think that after not being able to do this for so long that he would be excited to fall asleep with me. The next night I asked him to hold me as we fell asleep, he tried and it lasted for about ten minutes before he let go and rolled over to the far side of the bed. I wasn't asleep yet, and rolled over to try to hold him and he pushed me away again. 

It makes me very sad that he cannot do this and I'm wondering if this is a common ordeal, or if it is just him.
<bot>: I want to have my SO hold me, or me hold him when we fall asleep and he won't let it happen.