<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

I'm a fill in roadie for a band, only for the current leg of their tour.
I'm an openly gay man and im not ashamed to admit it, so when I told the band and other touring crew, I didn't think much of it. well one of the band members for the supporting band found out somehow and punched me. He was a dick but I'm over that.

 So I obviously walked away, just wanting to be left alone, when the lead singer for the band, Ryan, (not supporting act band) comes to talk to me. he apologizes for the behavior of the homophobic shit, and we talk for a while after that. 

I really enjoyed his company, and apparently he enjoyed mine too because we started hanging out more. now Ryan's a very quiet guy like he keeps to himself and only has one real friend. so you can see I was so confused sort of like 'what is so special about me that he would pay attention to me at all' sort of thing. We did some dumb shit together like throw a bottle at the nasty Homophobes head (don't worry he's fine) and went to parties together, and sort of bonded over that.

well then we're chilling behind the tour bus alone and I joke about how hard it is to get layed on tour. Ryan chuckles and then just stares at me. we look at each other for a second, and then he kisses me. and I kiss him back. I asked him what he was doing and he said "pitying you" 

this happened three days ago and I still dont know what to do. I think I really like him, but I'm too cute to settle down. plus he's straight and that would be confusing for both of us. I also would rather not lose my job over this.
<bot>: basically im a roadie for a band and the lead singer of that band kissed me but I'm a guy and he's straight and I dont know if I should pursure this as a relationship or not