<human>: To start off with, I am not in a relationship at the moment. I am writing this based on what I know will be a sure future for me. 

School is comming to an end for me and I have a vague idea of what I want to do with my life. Without being too specific, the career I am interested requires one to be out at sea for a month, and off for a month. The pay is excellent and the job seems very interesting. 

Now I've always imagined myself as a family man, married with a couple kickers on the side. 

The problem which is worrying me is that I don't think I could a) Spend excessive time away from my family and b) Trust someone enough not to have an affair. 

Now I don't know if I would adapt to these conditions or if I'd just continuously hate my job and regret the choice which I am attempting to make now. 

I'm sorry that this post doesn't deal with a crazy wife of a sax ex husband but I don't really know where else to ask and I know the community here are amazing. 

Cheers for any advice you could possibly give me :)

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: I don't know if I will be able to fulfil my dream of being a family man while working at the career I'm interested in.