<human>: It's been back and forth. He proposed to me, things were great, but our lives got hectic. And I mean hectic. He had issues with his family, drinking and school. I got more work and we both got depressed as time went on.

We got into a huge fight one night over a misunderstanding and it went downhill from there though both sides have tried to amend but to no avail for one reason or another, the other one was stubborn and still mad. 

He's called everything off. Refuses to talk to me about it and where he wants to go from here. Suddenly, there's things he never told me that just really bother him now and I feel it's unfair because he never voiced these.

 I've been patient, giving him space. It's been around a week or more and I can't take much more waiting to find out if I have to move on or not. But it's kind of messed up because he will still spend time with me, watching movies, just talking for hours. 

I'm getting mixed signals and feeling confused myself I don't think it's healthy for us to linger like this and it's causing me high anxiety, which I've always had issues with throughout life.

I know there's a lot more I could say about the relationship, but I want to keep this to a minimum because he browses reddit.
I want to try to fix things, but this limbo makes me feel like moving on sometimes.

 I want to be happy and at the same time, for him to be happy. Why not both? But does that mean together or apart?

I've worked on a few personal issues already and had a lot of time to come to terms with a few things. Maybe I just move quicker that way.

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<bot>: What do, reddit? And please not just 'ditch him' type responses. Don't think of it as you are now, but in my shoes, I love him to death.