<human>: [TITLE] ...and I was like "okay, if that's what you want, we'll do it". She was kinda shocked, the good kind of surprised, that I accepted the deal without problems.

I sincerely hadn't even thought about it, but she is bisexual... and also younger than me so I understand her being curious. I love her and I'm open-minded enough to accept the fact that there are experiences that I can't give her.

We talked and I told her that if that's what she wants, I'm okay with it, that I love her and as long as she loves me back I'll be by her side. So possibly-future-jealousy-problems aside, she told what was "allowed" (basically all in) and how we were gonna coordinate our dates. (we live together)

So, she regretted the whole idea after some thinking and talked before any of the two did anything. Then she acted a little shocked, the bad kind of surprised, that I accepted something like this on the first place. (I know, right?)

A little fight here, a little talk there we were back to the normal lovey-dovey situation. Just the two of us.

Now, she also based this idea on the fact that I'm a very sexual, very active man. So she was like " it's a win-win". And that's the problem now; 'cause it's been a month after the discussion and I haven't stopped thinking about the idea, this Pandora's Box... Suddenly on my face and now taken away. I don't know what to do.

First, I would appreciate no judgements on our relationship 'cause it's been a very difficult time for me and I'm looking for some advice. Second, thanks to anyone who can advice me on how to get past this problem.

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<bot>: She wanted open relationship, I said ok, she regretted, deal backfired, had a fight, things went back to normal, now I kinda want the Open relationship. What to do? Advices please.