<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Since as long as I can remember, I've been obsessed with getting with someone attractive. I realized everything I have ever done my entire life stems from getting people to like me. All my hobbies and everything come from me trying to attract people.

It's so sad that it's taking over my life. I have tons of things to worry about like college and money but it's always in the back of my mind even if I'm focused on something else. I flirt with everyone I find even mildly attractive. I live off the high of being infatuated with other people. That's honestly why I go to raves and parties. I also can't stay in a relationship for very long because I get bored or think there's something better out there.

So my question is... How do I stop obsessing over relationships and other people and focus on myself? I tried many times but every approach got rekt and I ended up flirting with people/obsessing over getting them to like me. I'm really jealous of people who don't give a fuck about relationships.
<bot>: I realized that my life purpose is cop bitches but I don't want that to be the only thing on my mind for the rest of my life