<human>: 2 years ago, I confessed that I liked a girl, I was rejected and although I expected to be, I was pretty much depressed for the next 1 and 3/4 year or so. 

Around three months ago, I finally moved on or at least started (yeah wow, took awhile didn't it). I just realized that, I was happy with how things were, I had my old friends, new friends, and I made a new and precious friend throughout the two years. 

In the time I spent with this precious friend of mine, she's always had this crush on another guy and I wasn't over my first love, so I don't think we ever looked at each other romantically despite others saying we act like we do. Recently she's gotten close closer to her crush, and while I didn't mind it previously, recently I've been feeling depressed each time I hear about that guy. I feel like I'm going to lose something precious and I feel lonely despite no change in our relationship as good friends. 

I've been somewhat depressed over this, I'm somewhat afraid to try chasing after someone and doing so in vain again... Am I starting to like her? Or am I just afraid to lose a friend? I just want your opinions and maybe advice? :)

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<bot>: I was heart broken, during that time I made a good friend, now that I've somewhat moved on, I'm not sure if I'm starting to like her because I feel depressed knowing she likes someone.