<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

I have been in love with a girl for over three years, but our relationship has deteriorated recently due to coming to terms with the fact that we might never be able to be together. Her family will never accept me because I am not muslim, nor do I ever plan to be. I don't care for any organized religion at all, much less one that has institutionalized the degradation of women. She is not a practicing muslim, but her parents actually grew up in Pakistan and are still pretty traditional. She would have to leave her family to be with me, and that is not what I want at all. I would have liked a reasonable outcome, but it doesn't look like it will happen. I am getting too old to be spending my life hiding from her parents like a teenager. Any advice, or even just an e-shoulder to cry upon?
<bot>: I can't marry the girl I've been dating for over three years because her muslim family will not accept my agnostic ways.