<human>: Over the past year, I've developed a problem. When I'm talking to a girl and her boobs are bulging out of her shirt, I have a really hard time not staring. In fact, it's an impulse, really. I think it stems from the fact that it's somewhere I CAN'T look, and it will be shitty if I do.

Sometimes, I'll struggle not to let my eyes wander, and will avoid eye contact in order to ensure that they don't. It's very hard to control.

Girls have been visibly creeped out. I met a friend in Europe who offered to let me stay in her beach house in France. Then I stared at her boobs. Now she won't talk to me. I feel embarrassed and creepy and sometimes this affects my social/work life.

Also, I used to have terrible OCD, but it's under control nowadays and I don't usually display many symptoms. I'm not sure if this is an impulse caused by it, but it's possible.

Also--no, I'm not into chicks. Yes, I'm sure. I'm fine with being into chicks, but I'm just not.

How do you guys deal with this? Do you experience this? Any tips?

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: I LOST A VACATION HOME IN FRANCE BECAUSE I AM IN A BATTLE AGAINST THE IMPULSE TO STARE AT BOOBS. PRO TIPS?