<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

My life/relationships are usually reminiscent of a shitty soap opera, but this is getting annoying and awful.

I (17/f) am dating a guy (18/m), and have been for 7 months. We were really happy. But then I met another person (17/m) and we developed feelings for each other. I thought it would pass. I really did. But it's been going on since like, October, and it hasn't gone away. On top of that, my feelings for my boyfriend disappeared.

So I decided, hey, better break up with him before he gets hurt severely/before I make a mistake. For about a week I was happy with my decision. Then like a week ago, something happened, and I started...having feelings for my boyfriend again? I think. I'm not sure what it is, and that's my problem. I still care about my boyfriend. It's not the same as it used to be, but I still care.

I'm thinking I should still break up with him, just so he doesn't get hurt, but...I don't know if I want to. I definitely don't want to hurt him.

Essentially, my question becomes: how do I decide what to do/what do I do? I have horrible mixed feelings about the whole situation. No matter what, I wouldn't be breaking up with this kid in order to be with the other person (I'm not sure I want to date him anyway).
<bot>: I don't know how to decide whether to break up with my boyfriend or not, because I don't know if I have feelings for him.