<human>: Long story short, I had a lot of personal issues thrown my way over the last six to eight months, and a friend who I'd gotten to know at work stepped up (We both worked at college over this last summer, and we go to the same school of course), and we sort of had a brief thing for a while (we never dated, but we acknowledged our feelings for one another, and spoke at length about being into a relationship. She essentially broke it off later on because I couldn't keep my shit together on account of those personal bombs that I mentioned above. That was December. We've known each other for about 11 months now, and have been close for about 8 of those. 

That really hit me hard, given that it was one of the good things going on in my life at the point. We stopped speaking for a couple of weeks, and then tried being friends, but I found myself getting upset with her for seemingly no reason. If I didn`t hear from her for more than two days, I'd just get mad at her. 

I'm dealing a lot better with my baggage, and I care about her, and do want her to be in my life, and she really is an amazing person, but I keep finding myself resenting her as a result of me being still slightly more than attracted to her.

I'm not sure how to deal, and I sure as hell don't want to keep going back and forth between hot and cold trying to mend this, and hurting her feelings in the process.

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<bot>: I want to be friends with a girl that I`m attracted to, but I find myself being needy about this friendship. Don`t know how to keep this steady.