<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Hey reddit. I'm currently 17, high school graduate, and a NEET. For those who doesn't know, NEET means 'not under education, employment, or training". This was basically my nightmare before I graduated. I studied one semester last year but because of family reasons, I stopped. I could go into details if I am asked but the story is that my mother's cousin drove my mother to bankruptcy. My mom manages to keep us afloat though, she's a smart woman. She's good enough to keep us a decent house, internet, and the needed utilities. She just can't afford to let me continue my college education yet while she's trying to regain what she lost. The part that's killing me is that I feel like a fucking leech, a tumor clinging to her for sustenance. I want to do something, to help, I want a job but not any jobs that require social interaction. I'm agoraphobic and I can't deal with too much attention. I'm generally anti-social and I'm terrible at interactions with strangers, which is why the internet is basically my life. It took me over half a year to finally get myself to post this because it's just eating me from the inside. So I guess what I'm really asking for is advice on how to deal with this so I don't just mooch off of her forever.
<bot>: Mom's cousin screwed our family financially, stopped my college education, and I'm asking for advice to prevent myself from growing up and still becoming a liability for my mother.