<human>: Hello. I began dating this guy back in September, I was very much into someone else but I gave him a chance and after the first conversation I already knew that I really was going to like him. He is an ex Marine who works as a commercial diver. He barely had time at home and I knew it from the beginning, but I went with it because I liked him so much.
Slowly though, I felt that the more I fell for him the more he pulled away, he would never text me first anymore and he would not ask me out on dates. The more he pulled away the clingier I got with him. Anyway, it got into my head that he was cheating on me (I blame myself for overthinking but I know that it would not have been that way if he had given my the slightest hint of caring about me. Anyway I broke up with him impulsively because I felt hurt and he did not fight for me so I kind of bitched at him for it and he said that he would never want to be with me again because I broke up with him. He says that he still has feelings for me but he cannot be with me anymore. He even said that me breaking up with him was as bad as his ex fiance cheating on him. Now this guy has really messed me up mentally. I think that I get attached to people too quickly because even though I know the relationship was not going anywhere because he had no time and did not really care about me (or so he says I like to believe) I still want him back.

Is there something wrong with my self-esteem or my head? all I do is check his instagram to see if he likes a new girl or something, it is really getting to me and I feel depressed. Any advice, I really need it.

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<bot>: I only dated this guy for 2 months wasn't getting much from the relationship and now I'm depressed. I want him back and I don't know why. Do I have Psychological issues? this happens with every relationship I'm in.