<human>: Long story short, i saw files of girls under my bfs laptop a few months ago. I asked him about it because I thought he was cheating on me, and he said he downloaded porn and he didn't know it downloaded all that and totally forgot all of it was on there. Last week, i was working on an assignment while using his laptop and i threw it in his 'trash'. I opened it to see about 4 pics of pornographic girls of different ethnicities. All these girls had one thing in common, huge boobs! This is something we recently argued about (having girls on his laptop). I told him my concerns. That i wasn't mad that he had them but that I was mainly insecure because I don't have huge boobs, mine are pretty small. A few days ago, I looked in his phone and clicked on the open apps. I saw he'd gone on a website with a bunch of girls on this 'gallery' now instead of downloading. Of course, I didn't click it but i knew what it was. I felt so bad for going through his phone but I just had to. 

I can't stop thinking about this. It bothers me a lot. He's going to take me to some pool party later this week and it's making me question 'will he be looking at other girls way more attractive than i am?' 'do i not turn him on?' and 'exactly how often does he wack it to these pornographic pics?' Now, i understand this is something we all do. Shoot, even I do this, but how can I get over this insecurity and move past it all?? Discussing this with him is totally out of the question, I don't want to argue. Any advice?

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<bot>: Saw pornographic pics of girls on my bf laptop/phone. They have huge boobs, and I'm feeling insecure about myself. How do i move past this?