<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Hey Reddit,

I am an 18 year old male with some unusual ideas about sexuality, for someone my age atleast.

I'm not unattractive, nor inexperienced in relationships. I've had a couple of sexual partners in my life, both of which I have loved.

The way I approach sex, is that it should be between two people who love each other fully, and are ready to be committed if anything were to happen. If the woman who I am dating can love me to the fullest of their extent without sexuality, then the sex would be much more sentimental and fulfilling. Plus the affections formed would be from the purest extent, not from the bond that is created through sex.

So heres the issue overall. I have been finding it very difficult to find women my age to date. Many very attractive women are attracted to me because they know that I wont use them for sex, and if it did happen I would appreciate them. However because they know I wont use them for sex, they feel more comfortable to initiate sexuality with me. Because of my sexual inhibitions, this turns me off from them.

Am I being too stingy when it comes to sex? Or should I maintain my virtue and wait for someone who shares the same.

Side note: Recently one of my best friends and I slept together. I love her beyond words, in a different way than I would love my girlfriend though. I don't regret sleeping with her because I care for her so much. I am just disappointed in myself that I broke my own idea about sex, and let pleasure dictate my decisions.
<bot>: I believe sex should be between two people who love each other completely, because of this I am having trouble finding a suitable person to maintain a relationship with. I am not unattractive nor unlikeable.