<human>: We had been together for the past 6 years, had a couple times where I broke it off with him for various reasons but a few weeks ago I had decided that it didn't feel like we were in a relationship anymore, we just felt like good roommates. Back around July we got into a fight where we discussed things that we both needed to change. Nothing did really, though it was probably getting to that point, I just felt done with waiting. A lot happened to myself, I dropped out of college, I quit my job, and I felt like my life was ending. 

We've been talking and he said we should start over as friends. But does that mean there's no chance for anything more? we were planning on getting married at one point. I don't know how to just be a friend. I want to. But I also don't want to if there is no chance for there to ever be more again. I still love him to death, and I think that as we grow up a bit more we really could work things out and be great for each other. I know I can't ask him to take me back anytime soon since I was the one to end things, but I thought if we could work on ourselves and be friends that maybe we can just see where it goes from there? but how do I know what hes thinking? Is it pointless to try and be friends? I can't stop thinking of all the good times we had, and cant stop missing him, but neither of us were happy at the end, and he said he refuses to try it again, but does that mean ever? I feel lost.

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<bot>: Together for 6 years, he says he wants to be friends, but i don't know how to, and I'm not sure I can if there's no chance of ever being more.