<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

Total warning there's no way to discuss this issue without giving tmi

having sex last night with my boyfriend, I'm his first sexual partner, wasn't our first time though. He's never made a move to go down on me but I go down on him all the time. I kinda just asked him what he thought about it, and his response was literal 'eh'. I don't know if I've ever been so turned off before to the point it like pissed me off? I just figure I do it because it turns him on, in turn turning me on. And I've never been with a guy who hasn't just gone and done it to me. Ridiculous problem but it seems to be really bothering me that I'm still thinking about it this morning.
<bot>: bf isn't into giving so much as he is receiving, totally turned me off to point I stopped midsex...I really feel ridiculous but anyone have any advice lol