<human>: Ill give you some background first. I am a 19 year old guy who has always lived with his family, but now in this recent years sometimes I cant stand the members of my family. I just wanted to move out! anywhere some where, not here. I went to college closed home because I was not thinking of college in high school until it got almost there and then it was my only choice. All last year then I spent looking forward to the day when I can finally move out of this college to a far away one! Cuz to transfer out you need at least a year of college. Now the moments was hear I got accepted to a faraway university, I will have to get some load but not to much and I was ready to pick my classes. An error occur, the university took again the scholarship and that got me thinking. oh and I did not have a purpose in life! everything I do seems meaningless. So it got me thinking that if I move it was just to move and get out of my house. The university was not a better one. I will have to get loans and I will delay me finishing school. but I will have a better college experience!!! Then today I saw my brother get a panic attack he was freaking out for no reason. I calm him down and it made me feel good. then boom, it hit me. WTF am I doing? I moving to a crappy university wasting moving delaying my career for what? to move out and leave my family that I love so much, that I should be helping out! I felt so energetic then like when you find God cuz now you have a perpurse in live and know what to do next!  So there is my story I would love to share yours reddit!

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<bot>: I was moving to a crappy university and getting loans just to get away from my family that I love. Then I realize that I was getting a better education here and will help my family more that they really need it.