<human>: So let me get this out there, I love my girlfriend. We've been dating for almost a year and she is sweet, kind, caring, and always there for me. The problem is, I'm nineteen. I'm nineteen, and I'm not ready to have my life locked down. I'm horrible at commitment, historically I've been a serial cheater (though I am getting better 1 year clean), I had a terrible relationship with my dad and don't know if I actually know how to be one, and to top things off, I'm just not positive she's the one.

However, she is convinced. She has fallen more than completely in love with me. Constantly reminds me that her life would be meaningless without me, tells me that she would not want to live if we were together. On top of all that I met her when I was abroad and we dated for 5 months there, afterwards I moved home and we've been apart ever since. I find my mind wandering, I realize how deep the temptation is to cheat, I miss Skype dates...I feel horrible.

I truly love her, but the emotional toll of this relationship is becoming too much to bear. On top of that I fear that were I to end things there would be problems I'm not ready to face. Please help me. Give me some advice. I feel like I'm both an emotional hostage and a total villain and I don't know how to fix it.

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<bot>: I love my girlfriend, but I'm scared I can't hold to my commitments and I'm even more scared of what the end result might be.