<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Im an 18 year old male currently dating a 18 year old female. We have been together about a month now. 

Now in this relationship, past relationships, regardless of duration...I have talked to others. Sometimes its just talking, other times we would go out on a date, sex, whatever. But regardless of relationship and duration I have always felt the need to talk to others. Don't get me wrong, I would love to be 100% committed but I just don't.

I enjoy talking with others, I enjoy the "excitement" of the chase, of flirting, etc. (And its not that I get with a girl then start talking to another, Im usually talking to multiple girls at the same time) If I were to stay single and talk to the girls, I desire for a relationship for whatever reason. Plus if I were to be more of a friends with benefits I just don't like the knowing she could talk to others I guess. (Kinda like I want to talk to others and have multiple people but get offended if she would too. Yes, I know its wrong and I am seeking help here) If I get in a relationship, I still want to talk to others. But I know its not fair for those I am with and want to change or find a solution. 

I apologize for not being more thought out or well written. Im not even completely sure how I should word this or even how to explain this. But hopefully I can find some help.
<bot>: Its not that I don't care about my girlfriend, but I cant stop talking to multiple girls at a time. Even if I am in a relationship it doesn't stop, likewise I cant just be friends with benefits or the like.