<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

17/M

Recently started talking to a girl, we've gotten pretty close friend wise quickly. She's told me things that she's only told one other person, and most recently her therapist. Got into her friend group, went from not really having anyone to having like 15 friends and stuff to do every weekend.

Well, apparently she likes me. But I feel like in a way I'm friendzoning her. I don't want to lose the friendship her and I have, but I feel like we're gonna get distant as she eventually begins to lose interest if I don't pursue her.

A mutual friend of ours liked me, I was dumb and didn't get to her in time, she got over me. I kinda liked her but was not upset by it and am over her now. Everyone's telling me to pursue this girl, but there's just something in my mind telling me no.

Reasons I don't want to: She has major issues with depression and anxiety, a past of self harming, she was sexually abused by a group of boys, has done hard drugs (cocaine, molly, etc), smokes cigars on occasion (something I find gross), and I don't really know if I find her all that attractive. Also, I find her younger sister by a year extremely attractive.

I wanted a serious relationship for quite a long time. I've lost quite a bit of weight recently which I'm sure that has contributed to the interest from girls I've been hearing about or noticing, but now that I've been going out and meeting a lot of new people, I feel like spending my last year of high school hooking up or being in a casual relationship(s) would be the way to go, considering it's a time of experimentation (done safely) and freedom.
<bot>: Girl likes me, I basically don't like her back, but I really like how our friendship is and am torn on going out with her.