<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

Hey, everyone. Confused teen post incoming. 

So, I live a traditionally normal, happy, small town, middle-class American lifestyle (except for living in two households due to divorced parents, which isn't really a bother on me). I have a few siblings, one off in college, the rest a little younger than me, and it seems to be all fine and dandy.

The problem comes in when we all say that we love each other, like when I leave for school or to go to bed. My parents will say, "I love you," and I return, "I love you too," sometimes. Well, this all seems normal, doesn't it? It is except I can never mean it. Seriously. No matter what it is, or whatever the situation like me writing my mother a little letter for Mother's Day, I can never sincerely mean it that I love my mom even though I try, and I'm not quite sure entirely why.

It might have to do with the fact that I have had Asperger's Syndrome since I was a child, which, thinking about it, hosts a whole other order of problems that I can recognize. I have trouble expressing all but two emotions: happiness and mild to extreme anger. Otherwise, it is quite stoic or unfeeling, sort of. I can't quite describe it right.  I have feelings of jealousy or sadness and what, but I can never show it. If this isn't the right subreddit for this, then please point me in the right direction so I can find out what the fuck is going on. Please.
<bot>: I can't mean it when I tell my parents that I love them, like something is not making me feel that I can, or something. Is something wrong with me?