<human>: Hi all

Am I as screwed as I think I am? I started my job late last year. I love it and I'm told I'm good at it. My director says I'll be manager next year, and in order to do this they've paid for me to take a course. 

I have been doing coursework and one of the almost essential aspects of the course required access to paid material via a third party website. Without properly thinking it through, I thought ah it's a work thing, and put it through on my company card. 

Now I realise that probably wasn't a smart move without prior authorisation. And whilst it's not entirely unrelated to work, I think I'll be in shit when it comes through, especially as it was 400 pounds.  I've contacted the provider and asked for a refund, no go: offered my own credit card details as a replacement, but it's unlikely they'll help me (also I'm fucking skint so not great for me but better than getting the sack or getting a formal warning). 

How do I rectify this? If i come clean they're going to think im greedy and stupid. The course they paid for was about 3000 quid in itself.  

Help. 
Unrelated, also going through a serious personal life crisis at the moment so am fucking depressed. Doesn't help the anxiety.

Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell
<bot>: used company card for online  material for course I'm doing without approval. New job, scared I'll get bollocksed.