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We had a good run together but the only reason we made it past 3 years is because of all the effort i put into the relationship. She didn't put enough to keep it going, she pretty much stopped trying. We started arguing more often and it was only a ticking time bomb. The best way i know to get over someone is to completely block them from your life. So i blocked her from all my social media.

My problem is, we had a gym membership together where she was the main account holder. Its been 8 days since the last payment has been charged. I tried cancelling the membership but only the main account holder can. Now her sister is dating my best friend, i can give him the money to him to give to her to pay for the gym but i kinda of want to do it myself. I want to text her and speak to her because I'm starting to miss her.. It would be the perfect excuse. I would want nothing more but to make this work again but i don't want to fool myself or hurt myself even more. Who knows maybe shes feeling the same way missing me, maybe we just needed time away.
<bot>: GF and I broke up last month. Best way i know to get over someone is to loose all communications, but although I'm angry i miss her and want to text her.