<human>: So i (18M) Just ended a toxic relationship with my SO (18F). It was my first real relationship. she was my second girlfriend ever. my first gf broke up with me after a week cause i was too "awkward". 

Although it was a toxic relationship. she was my best friend and my girlfriend all in one. we had our good moments. but our bad moments were awful. I would do so many great things for her. but her food on dates. suprise her with random things. although i wasnt rich, we went on nice little dates that were fun. 

in our last major fight. she flat out tells me that i never do anything nice for her and all of our dates are shitty. and how we never go out to eat at nice restaurants. thats what pushed me over the edge because im not rich but i always take her out on fun dates. and she is always talking about how she can do much better than me. (which i honestly think she wont be able to easily). 

It just makes me sad that she has to be this dillusional about how good i treat her and my money situation. 

I learned so much about relationships and girls when i was her bf for this long. so i have that going for me. but Im not like the guys that girls want to be with. Im nice, and attractive and somewhat social. but i dont have too many friends and im going to a junior college most of my time.

I just think that i was only able to get her as a girlfriend is because we were both young and naive when we started out. I want to start dating again and everything but it just doesnt sound easy. I have always facinated about using Tinder cause it looks really fun. I just cant picture myself with another girl. and i cant picture another girl basically falling in love with me.

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<bot>: Ended a 1.5 year toxic relationship. Cant picture another girl being as comfortable with me as a bf as my ex was to me.