<human>: Hey all! My boyfriend and I have been together for over 3 years. Up until last week, there was no doubt in my mind that I want to keep the relationship going. Now that I leave for college in two weeks, I'm starting to think having a boyfriend will hinder my experience in college. But I feel terrible because I'm all he has left

Our entire friend group will be going far for college. He's the only one who is going to community college and living at home (didn't have the grades) I chose to go to the college that's around 20 minutes away from the community college to stay close with him (it's also one of the best colleges in California so win/win. I will be dorming though). I feel terrible for wanting to break up with him for the college experience. 

I feel like I won't find anyone that treats me as well as he does. This is my first long term relationship and I love him dearly... But I can't help feeling like he'll hold me back.

Gah. Am I being irrational? Do you think this is just a feeling that'll pass?

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<bot>: Want to break up with boyfriend to have the full college experience, but feeling terrible and don't think I'll find anyone else