<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Hey Reddit,

I'm a 24(f).  I would consider myself pretty normal socially, I've always had a wide group of friends, at my last birthday dinner in December I had about 12 people show up.  I have a good amount of friends, and good friends, but I don't have that one person who I would consider to be my "best friend."  All of my close friends have a best friend, someone who is their go-to person...and that person isn't me.

The last time I remember having a go-to best friend is around the age of 18, and I'd say I consistently had a best friend through childhood.  

This typically doesn't bother me, because I have my SO and he is a great best friend, but as our relationship progresses sometimes I think about who I'd want in my bridal party, and I really worry that I don't have anyone who would fit in that best friend, maid of honor slot.  Or, when things happen in our relationship, a lot of times I really don't have that one designated friend to call.

I know my friends care about me and if I needed them I could call them and find someone who could be there for me, but I just wish I had that one person and wanted to know if this is a normal thing or if I should be concerned.  

I'm actively trying to make new friends and meet new people through organizations to try and fill that slot, but so far I've had no luck so in the mean time I just wanted to get some perspective on my current situation.
<bot>: 24f with plenty of good friends but no "best friend", wondering if that's normal or if I should be concerned.