<human>: So I have been in a "relationship" for slightly over a year now and am currently living with him [31 M]. The whole time we've been together I've operated under the guise of a true boyfriend/girlfriend situation; he has always been non-committal and at times firm on his decision to not be with me which caused constant strife between us as despite that we continued to spend 90% of our time together.

This recently came to a head and I have finally made the decision to stop thinking of him as my boyfriend. We've basically broken up, though as I said we still live together and are very close friends (not to mention sleep in the same bed).

Almost immediately after making this internal decision a couple former beaus contacted me out of the blue. Hello Universe, yes, I hear you loud and clear.

I have the rare opportunity to see someone I was briefly but intensely involved with and I know that things will get very friendly if we meet up.

I am having conflicting emotions as this internal decision was made only a week ago. It feels like I am rushing into seeing someone new but I keep remembering how he's been free to do that all along, although I can think of only one instance I know of that he ever did see someone else.

It feels almost wrong, like cheating.

Advice?

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<bot>: Was in an unrequited relationship with a close friend for a year and have an opportunity to move on but am hesitant.