<human>: This was both our first relationship and we met our 2nd year of college. Things were going well and he was super sweet. I couldn't have asked for a kinder, sweeter, more loving boyfriend.

However, going into the relationship we didn't know much about each other. We had only been talking for 2 weeks and he asked me to be his girlfriend after I came over his house a couple times. I started to get to know him more and felt that I really did love him. But the past 2 months (our relationship was 5 months) I started to notice things that bothered me more and things I didn't like about his personality. I just felt that overall he still had some maturing to do. Even though he was very sweet, I felt that I was missing something.

Even though I was the one to end it, I'm sort of regretting it. I care about him but I'm not in love with him. But, it feels like I won't find someone who loves me as much as he did. And I feel like a terrible person for breaking up with such a kindhearted person. However it felt wrong to be with someone who clearly was more serious than I was about them.

He said he would still like to be friends and talk to each other. I'm not sure if this ever really works. I'm not sure whether I should try to be friends with him and/or try to move on even though I don't think I'm ready yet.

Can you condense the text into a few key points?
<bot>: Overall I just feel really awful for hurting him and don't feel very good about myself. How do I get over feeling this way and move on from this?