<human>: While I masturbate every day, I wish there was another way around it. When I have not masturbated in a certain day, my "yo, you need to reproduce at some point in your life y'know?" natural reminder begins to ring like crazy. It doesn't realise I have not really spoken face to face with a girl in months, it does not realise that I have nothing like a near friend who happens to be a girl. It does not realise I have other priorities. And when I do not masturbate, my brain takes all of these things and rubs them against my face, against my eyes, I can't look away from it, and I begin to become resentful and depressive about everything. I figured that Masturbating silences that voice for like half a day, so I tend to do it twice a day, but it's miserable. I keep doing that whether I have drive or not, instead of pleasure, I stare at the screen with the eyes of dead fish hoping that I can finish faster. I feel like my soul is numb and empty after so many months of doing that.
No amount of sports, hobbies, internet friends, exercise, or creative outlets can silence this reminder like masturbation does.
I even started sleeping 6:30 hours a day so that my brain will not remind me of it. This is interfering with pretty much every aspect of my life.

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<bot>: Instead of for pleasure, I masturbate so that my brain does no longer have the energy necessary for reminding me of my miserable social life.