<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I really should use a throwaway for this, but here it goes:

Last night my boyfriend (of 5 years) confronted me about how depressing I've been for the past few weeks, and how it's really bringing him down, too. We nearly broke up before due to the same reason, but I hit the gym, lost some weight and gained confidence.

Well, I've fallen off of the bandwagon again. I now weigh the same amount from when we met (150ish). I was doing so good... Honestly, the more weight I gain the more confidence I lose. So yeah, I can see where he's coming from.

He told me I've been falling off of the bandwagon for the past year and a half, which is how long I've been on reddit. Went to his house last night, with good intentions to finish a book aaaaand just got on reddit on my phone, then fell asleep..

All of this is 100% my fault, and he says I should at least learn something from this place, not look at animal gifs all day. He's right. Meeting with a personal trainer tonight, reading xxfitness at work. Hopefully I'll change and not ruin a great relationship.
<bot>: Discovered reddit. Constantly look at animal gifs. Do nothing with my life but gain weight and lose confidence. Meeting a trainer tonight and am going to take xxfitness seriously.