<human>: So I think I may have progressed to 'boyfriend' of this girl I've been dating for a few weeks. I should be happy, right? And I am: this is the most in love I've ever been. But I can't shake my feelings of inferiority toward her. She's pretty, intellectual, fun and has more friends than I. About the only thing she's not out of my league in is looks; I'm a good looking guy. 

Even though things seem to be going well I'm half expecting to receive the breakup talk at any moment. This is compounded by the self esteem issues I've had since I was little. I fear that I might soon crumble under the combined weight of my feelings of inferiority and low self esteem and that it will become apparent to her. I don't really feel I can talk to her about it as that would only make me feel even more pathetic.

**How can I be a good boyfriend to her if I don't truly believe I deserve it?** Yesterday at home I cried and had a mild anxiety attack at the mere *thought* of losing her, and I'm usually very emotionally stable. Love can to weird things to the mind, I guess.

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<bot>: If I can't convince myself that I deserve to be her boyfriend, how is she supposed to be convinced? Can I somehow convince myself that I do?