<human>: I grew up with my mom, who was at one time really successful but let her alcoholism destroy her life. Being an only child with only my mom to depend on was hard, especially when she was black out drunk and emotionally abusive. 

I went to college, got married, got some space from her, and things have been okay. I don't answer calls from her after a certain time, delete late night emails, and only visit her for holidays. 

I had a baby and she became obsessed. Needed to tell me everyday how amazing and wonderful and perfect the baby is. Her emails seemed very manic and sometimes made me really uneasy. She now claims I'm keeping my child from her as a form of punishment. 

She started to get really demanding, and I couldn't ignore it. Everything started to get to me, the baby, the stress from my mom, the world around me. We had a big fight over something I can't remember, and we haven't spoken since. She sent a string of emails that put me down, so I blocked them. 
I don't want to unblock her emails. I don't want to read her mean words. Last thing I said to her was that she needed to get sober and we would talk then. 

I know she'll never get sober. She claims to not have a problem, and if there's any talk of drinking she says "I'm your mother I can do what I want." Really productive. She doesn't understand (or can't, I'm not sure) how much it hurts to see her drunk, and can't see (admit?) that she's done anything wrong.

I don't know where to go from here. Even thinking about opening myself up to her again gives me overwhelming anxiety, but other people in my life say that I need to forgive and forget and move on. I don't know if they understand the level of hurt her and her drinking brings into my life (alanon helps sometimes). I also feel like I need to protect my child from her. She would never be alone with the baby, for obvious reasons.
What can I do? Advice?

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<bot>: haven't talked to alcoholic abusive mother in a while. Not sure where our relationship is going or if I want to have one at all.