<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

So, last night my girlfriend of 1 month [18F] invited me [18M] to an empty house.

She asked me to get her alcohol, and I did, and for myself, though not as much as she wanted because she gets drunk really easily and it can turn bad.

We were drinking and fooling around a little bit and then she suggested we should sleep together and I told her I didn't want for it to happen like this. keep in mind she was REALLY drunk at the time and I knew it so I said no. 

Eventually she started stripping and taking off my clothes even though I tried to stop her, and I really tried I swear to god but I was drunk aswell and finally we did get to the bedroom and only when I was already almost having my way with her I focused and told her to dress up.

Just to clarify nothing did happen but we were both naked. We then went to sleep and in the morning I left and we didn't talk about it.

I felt so terrible about myself that I couldn't say no enough times and then she texted me about how she hates loving me and made me feel even worse, I tried telling her that I understand if she want to breakup or take a break but she just wanted to blame me.

We met up afterwards and she told me she wants a break and I said I understand and then she just kissed me and I didn't know what to do so I just kissed her too.

I have no idea where we are standing and if I should tell her to breakup with me and if I should blame myself. 
I do love her and want to be with her but I feel terrible about myself.
<bot>: Got drunk with GF, she wanted to have sex and after I rejected her a lot of times we tried but I stopped myself in the last moment.