<human>: ***This might become a wall of text, sorry if it does, I need to write this down***

After yet another long night of my mind racing and making me feel like shit, I've come to a realization that I confirmed with a bit of backtracking.

I've only been fortunate enough to have two girlfriends, yet had the misfortune of one cheating on me and me neglecting the other, but those are two other stories that are not for now. I've also had my fair share of crushes and lusts, but never multiple at once. I've never been one for polyamory. But what was weird about all of it, is none of them were even remotely alike. Some barely reached a 7/10, some could have passed for supermodels (imo). Some were artsy, some were nerds, some were theatre people. They were of all different backgrounds and nationalities. They all had different personalities, some even polar opposites. My first girlfriend was this adorable french girl who was gorgeous all around, and just fun to be with. My second girlfriend was a beautiful german who could kill you with her eyes. In fact, she did kill me. I've been a lonesome bastard for a year and a half now after her with no self confidence left to try and move on and find someone new.

But despite all their differences, I've come to a realization. They all have green eyes. Some lighter, some more pronounced, but they're most definitely green. I don't know what it is about them. I look people in the eyes all the time. I can figure people out through their eyes, and to me, people with green eyes are the most beautiful people out there. They're beautiful on the outside, and they're usually an amazing mix of innocence, knowledge, experience, power, etc... I just love them.

Sorry for the wall. Needed to write this down somewhere so when I wake up tomorrow I know it isn't just a dream that my mind has actually stopped making me go insane for once in a long while. I think I might get a good nights sleep for once this year..

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<bot>: Another wave of depressive thinking got me to realize my kryptonite is (ironically) green eyes. They're fucking gorgeous.