<human>: I was going through a lot of school stress, work stress and family stress last weekend which blew up at a family vacation i shouldnt have gone on. I got back as an emotional mess and realized that my depression has gotten severe without me even realizing it. I noticed that i was emotionally not stable and thought that i needed to break up with my bf because i havent been there for him emotionally and havent replied to his texts due to being so busy/stressed/depressed. 

So i called him crying and everything and told him i wanted to break up and he told me that he would like taking a break instead since i told him i needed time to figure out what was wrong with me.

Well i calmed down a bit since then (also with the help of some medication) and knew that he would be waiting for my call (it had been 3 days) so i called him and let him know what happened and told him that i was sorry. He said that it was fine and he didnt know that i was going through such a hard time...

Okay so thats the backstory. Now that were back together i feel incredibly insecure and like he doesnt love me anymore. I feel like i messed up big time by just discarding our relationship like that just because i was stressed. I keep going back and forth between wanting to break up with him and loving him. I dont know if i need to end this relationship or not. I feel dumb.

Can you condense the text into a few key points?
<bot>: took a break, got back together, i feel like he doesnt love me anymore, i also dont know what i feel