<human>: I can grab a girl's attention, I'm confident in who I am, I can get the first date, but I only end up losing every girl I get a chance with.

While growing up, certain life events got in the way of me having a normal adolescence, so I have zero experience with intimacy. But for years I've been told I can get any girl I want. I'm happy with the women I meet, but things always fade quickly. I seem very normal and well adjusted, but I can't get close to people, and I always notice women loosing interest or becoming disappointed when I don't measure up. I get to a certain point where I go from being a normal 22 year old, to being a clueless 13 year old, because my years between 13 and 18 are essentially blank.

It'd be fine if I was invisible to everyone, but I'm not and it's torture disappointing women and/or avoiding them. My motivation is drained because everyone is out of my league and trying to play catch-up is humiliating. I don't want to pull a Holden Caulfield and get an escort, but I have no idea how to learn the smooth transition from friendly stranger, to intimate partner.

Every time I try, I learn that I missed the most crucial part of growing up and the door has closed on my chances of learning. Now I'm stuck. It's like job hunting; where you need experience to get the job, but you need the job to get experience.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: I can't get close to people, I can't get past the first date, but I still have to meet women, and it's torture disappointing them and myself with my lack of experience.