<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

A little backstory of my baby girl. I used to work at a motel as a manager with my love in the middle of nowhere, Utah. It was a little town called Panguitch. Fast forward to the end of my tenure of that place, the last week we were preparing to leave I found this little bundle of joy in the bushes. My god...it is so hard to finish this story as I look at her and cry and hurt so much...Anyway this cat was a stray and I found her in the bushes meowing at me and her randomly, and no one seemed to knew where it came from. We moved from Utah to washington with my friend....I don't know if this is where she contracted it from, but this is where I let her be an outside cat (had no choice). We stayed there 9 months and just recently moved into an apartment. Just recently she had been displaying a dry mouth noise randomly, stopped cleaning herself, and stayed away from everyone and everything as much as possible. She used to climb on my lap so much....Eva is her name. I took her into the vet today and they told me she has cat leukemia, and the fact that she is showing symptons means thats she needs to just be put down and she is also putting any other cats at risk. I would have put her down right then and there, but my love wanted to see her one last time so we brought her home tonight. I have never felt pain like this, it hurts randomly and then it goes away. I go from screaming to crying and I just am not feeling ok at all. I have decided I will take her to the mountains and shoot her and bury her myself.
<bot>: Instead of putting my cat (diagnosed with leukemia) down the traditional way, I am going to shoot her and bury her myself.