<human>: (I posted this here because TRA doesn't have as much response as this)

It started out in freshman year when I started talking to her, then I found out from her friend that she had a crush on me. We went on a group date with others to the movies, and after that day we started dating. Rush forward about 4.5 months, she starts saying things how "Maybe I'm not ready" because I pointed out how I'M the one initiating a lot of the stuff in our relationship. That built up to on Halloween (Yesterday from this post) where she wanted to end us as a couple because she didn't think she was ready for a relationship. The thing is, I really love her, she makes me happy when I'm sad, she listens to me, and is just amazing. But whats happening through her mind is BECAUSE I'm her "ex" means we shouldn't see eachother at all anymore which isn't the case because we were friends, tried a relationship for awhile to realize that she isn't quite ready, then it would be logical to go back down as just friends. But it's kinda obvious I want to stay with her. She told me she kinda wanted to stay with me aswell but felt like staying in it would hurt her as she isn't ready. I think what I could do is like propose a huuge-ass break from being bf-gf or just be friends and if something happens from that, like me asking her out again, it happens because I don't want to script me and her friendship. I just REALLY want to stay with her but I don't know if it can happen :(

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<bot>: Girlfriend of 5 months said she isn't ready for relationship, breaks up with me, but I still want to be with her and she kinda does too, and I'm thinking of doing a break-sort of thing.