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Me and my SO dated for about two years before and we seemed to have a great relationship. She was amazing and put in 100% effort because she was ditsy and in love with me. I, however, was sort of an asshole sometimes and put in maybe 60% of the effort. Things ended in early April this year because I was a stupid guy and just acted on impulses.

Fast forward to these past couple weeks, we began talking again after multiple months of no contact what-so-ever (keep in mind, i was miserable during this time because i realized i fucked up) and we kind of ended up getting back together. Her intent was that we take things  extremely slow and see how things turn out in the fall. Things were going well until some drama broke out here in my homelife and its been fucking with my head, and i kind of take it out on her.

She doesn't want her friends to know that we're sort of together yet because she doesn't really know how things are going to work out and i respected that until the drama at home happened and suddenly it just doesn't make sense. I feel as if she is embarrassed or ashamed of me and i keep constantly asking what i can do to make her happy and ditsy like the old her. I feel like now im putting in 150% and she is putting in 70% and i've been going crazy. She just left my house after a long talk and it came down to im being crazy and i need to relax and she is no longer in love with me, she just loves me but is willing to work until i can sweep her off her feet.
<bot>: I dated a girl, i ended things because i could, sort of back together, i'm bat shit crazy about her in a bad way. Very cringeworthy