<human>: We were best friends for 1 1/2 years before hand and we talked to eachother about other people, made fun of each other etc. We could talk for hours just goofing around and flinging creative insults back in forth. For some reason he made me laugh just one too many times and I developed a crush (IDK how relevant this is....but i'm not attracted to him physically this was solely personality based.). He found out and there was a bit of a 3 month grace period until he asked me out.

FF to now, 2 months in...I miss my best friend. Now I have this guy who is so sweet, says nice stuff all the time, always doting on me. He obviously likes me quite a bit (tells me he loves me and other mushy stuff) and I was also his first gf/kiss so I know I will fuck everything up if I decided to break up. He also wants to be physical way more then I do (the feeling of kissing isn't gr8 and im not physically attracted to him) and i miss miss miss hanging out and goofing around now that he's touching me and trying to kiss me all the time. i'm sad and stuck between a rock and a hard place.

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<bot>: had a gr8 best friend, he found out i liked him, we started to date now theres no friendship and i feel like he just wants to ****