<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

(My ex is a redditor, and I don't want her reading this so throwaway..)

I got out of a long term relationship five months ago.  For a long time the breakup just paralyzed me, it was totally unexpected (she had been asking to get engaged and then decided to move out), totally hurtful, and made me feel really ugly.

She had slowly been pulling away and became less attracted to me over time, and told me she fell out of love with me because her sexual attraction and preferences had changed (she switched birth control, and cited that it made her feel totally unattracted to me).  That made me feel horrible, and I've had a lot of body image issues because of it, but that's a different story.

Long story short, to me this girl was it all.  She wrote poetry and love songs, woke me up with breakfast in bed and crazy sex, had a job at a top research institute, defended her beliefs with passion.  She was also drop dead gorgeous, and my friends said all the time "dude, where can I find a girl like that?"  I was really happy, because she was everything I wanted, and I was so happy to feel like I was through with dating, that I had finally won "the game" of trying to be something you weren't, and felt like I'd found someone who loved me truly for what I was. I was with such a passionate loving beautiful person, that now I know I won't accept any feeling less than that.

I feel so scared now that we've broken up I won't be able to find someone who's that evocative emotionally.  I don't know what to think or feel.  Since then I really haven't met anyone I liked and cared for like that.
<bot>: My dream girl broke up with me, and now I'm scared to hell that I'll never find someone like her ever again.  How do I get over these feelings and feel like I deserve another person like that?