<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Ok so I've known this guy since high school, we've been kinda friends on and off for years and only this year did we really hit it off since he moved to my neighborhood and we started hanging out a lot. We talk about literally everything that goes on in our lives and we've basically become the best of friends, closer than all my girl friends even. 

So we were hanging out a few days ago at the beach and we were just talking and I got cold so we were hugging. So we were just rubbing each others backs and one thing lead to another and we were groping each other over and under our clothes.. We didn't kiss or do anything further than that and we didn't say much after but when we started walking back he asked me what that makes us but we both talked about not looking for or wanting any serious relationships either. I asked him how he felt about me and he said that we probably just got caught in the moment since we both haven't had much sexual experience either. 

I always thought he was an attractive and good looking guy but I assumed and felt everything was pretty much platonic? He says he doesn't want me to think he's playing with my feelings etc or he lead me on since he made the first move but he also said he's thought about doing it for awhile? Was it all just fuelled by him wanting to have sex in general?

We tried to resolve it while we walked home but it all seems weird. He says it's not weird but after he walked me home he seems very hot and cold and distant when we text these past few days and you can tell that it's just kind of awkward... Idk what to do and I don't want to lose him as my best friend?
<bot>: best friend made a move, we fondled each other a little, we know we both aren't looking for a relationship and i always thought we were platonic but now things are suuuper awkward between us