<human>: Throw away because I don't want this attached to my regular account.
Sorry if the formatting is gross as well, I'm posting from mobile.

So we've been together for a year and a half. He moved in around the one month mark due to an unsafe family environment.

I have always struggled with depression and anxiety and have been seeking counselling and treatment for a few years. A family tragedy happened around halfway through last year, and it completely derailed my mental health and recovery.
I had to change my meds because I was not coping, and it ended up having huge side effects. For the last 8 months I've been suffering insomnia, stomach distress and a whole range of other stuff.
I thought it was just rough adjusting to the meds and it would get better but it didn't. After 8 months or so I've put my foot down and stopped. With doctor supervision I've weaned off them, however I'm 10 days out from my last dose and suffering side effects and am non functioning when sick.

This whole time, my partner has been amazing. He comforts me and holds me when I'm distress, doesn't blame me when I can't sleep and doesn't get angry if I wake him by being up and down all night. He's so kind hearted and patient and supports me so much.

How on earth can I even begin to thank him? I've never been this unwell for this long, and it's terrifying. I haven't been able to do anything, nor be the partner I want to be to him.
What sort of things could I do to let him know how much this means? How can I step up and be an amazing partner even when suffering from the debilitating side effects?
I don't want him to think I'm taking him for granted. I'm just so unwell most of the time that I can't express how much I care with any thing more than words and cuddles.

Thanks in advance everyone.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: Been sick upwards of 8 months and am not sure when I'll be well again. How can I be a better partner through this to my patient boyfriend, and let him know I appreciate him?