<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

I think there's something wrong with me. I haven't cried properly in a long time. I've had a lot to deal with a lot this year and looking back, I just feel like I haven't been anywhere near as emotional about these things that I should have.

I've been getting angry a lot as well. My relationship with girlfriend has been put under considerable strain because of this. When we fight I can't control my anger and I shout and say things that I neither mean, nor would ever want to say.

I can't help but feel like my lack of tears has something to do with this.I feel like inside of getting upset, my default emotion to turn to is anger and I need it to stop. Can anyone help me?
<bot>: My eyeballs have lost all moisture and its pissing me off. (If you don't want to read what I've said then your comment can't really help me.)