<human>: So back story, I (F23) am very recently divorced. Actually so recently it's not even final yet. I was married at 19 to a marine, have a now two year old son and have moved back to my hometown. My marriage fell apart because of me. The short of the story there is I pushed him away and was not affectionate towards him. Anywho, I met this guy (26) on tinder and we really hit it off. He came over a few times and we've slept together a few times as well. He's a great guy, dead sexy and a good lay. But I was afraid that he was going to leave me because I am afraid he would get bored of me or find something better, so I decided I needed to beat him to it and called us off over text. Well, I fucked up. I really like this guy and I want to try again with him, but I'm pretty sure he's over/done with me. He doesn't want to be a game to me. I'm truly not trying to play a game. But am I? How can I fix this?? I don't want to scare him away but I'm afraid I already have.

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<bot>: Recently divorced with a kid, found a new guy. Broke up with him prematurely and want to try again with him but not sure how to.