<human>: My BF has made it a point to let me know he's against long distance relationships, so being away for more than 2 months basically = breakup for either of us.

At first I just tried to ignore it, but in one instance he was just bringing it up too often, and I got a bit upset. He then thought he could placate me by saying we could still go on the little trips we had planned, that I should stay by his side until he had to go, maybe even send him off on the day of, and that we could still be friends after that. 

It actually made me more upset (it sounded like he'd be using me)! I broke into tears and told him that if he was sure about this move, I would rather have broken up with him right then and there. He then said he'd try his best to include me, as he didn't want to break up right then. He ended up staying in town.

Since that incident he hasn't made any concrete plans to go anywhere, but still brings it up every once in a while. He doesn't usually object if I invite myself along (or subtly hint it), but he's only included me in his plans once or twice. 

I don't want to be unsupportive, it seems like it's really his dream to leave town someday (though he's pretty impulsive about it, and rarely has the same plans/location in mind twice). Whenever he brings it up these days I try to be 'mature' about it and keep it to myself, and end up being almost depressed for the next few days.

I'm dreadfully afraid of sitting down to talk about this seriously, I've always felt like the one more invested in the relationship, and that it'd just scare him away.

Any advice please?

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<bot>: boyfriend likes talking about leaving town without including me, absolutely doesn't do long distance, and it really sucks. What do I do?