<human>: So about a month ago I broke up with my bf of roughly 2.5 years. We live in on campus housing together (separate rooms thank god) so I'm still forced to see him every day. I broke up with him because he was ignoring me and never really made me feel special but when I brought it up to him he would just get defensive and say he was doing nothing wrong. Since  we broke up he's been trying very hard to get me back and has been pouring his heart out to me on a regular basis. I can tell he's depressed and can hear him crying most nights. Seeing him hurt makes me want to give him a second chance but at the same time I just don't feel a deep, "I would do anything for you" love for him. I don't think I've ever really loved anyone though, not even friends or family. I don't know if I'm capable of love. I was generally happy with him and enjoyed his company but I know if I take him back I will be giving up my chance at deep passionate love I see other people have. Is that type of love even real or is that just the media and other people exaggerating their own experiences? To complicate things even further I have gone out with one of my brother's friends [21/M] a couple of times since the breakup and things are going well there and I don't want to hurt this guy either.

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<bot>: I don't know if I should take my ex back because I don't know if true love exists or if I am capable of it and I've also been seeing my brother's friend.