<human>: Provide a brief overview of the text.

As what the tittle has stated. 

Me - 25/m and She - 33/f

Long story short, we are deeply in love and she is having thoughts of settling down. By no chance I am keen to convert so as to marry her. However, during the course of the r/s, we give each other space and religion have never been mentioned (not too sure if we are avoiding or accepting)

I seriously do not see the spiritual longing of Islam and I want to have the freedom of faith. And, due to my Asian background, even if i were to convert, I will be effectively pissing my family off.

I am terribly afraid of communicating this issue to her as I am very sure that I will lose her.

What should I do? are there any ways around it?

Please, I have no been able to function recently.
<bot>: Buddhist me does not know what is the future with a Muslim SO  and does not dare to man the fuck up to talk to her about it.