<human>: We've never been huge party goers but I've always liked doing something on NYE. It might be going out for dinner or watch some fireworks or go away for a couple of days. The last few years have been pretty dull but this year hit an all time slow. At midnight I was sitting alone in an empty room while he played xbox 360 and drank beer. That's it. That was the whole night. I was so depressed and lonely. The thing is I didn't want to make a big argument about it. Is it wrong of me to expect him to want to do something with me? Do I always have to be the one to organize things? Is this normal? Our relationship has been pretty flat for a while, I've dated him for 6 years, but I thought of all the days in the year we might have done something. I don't know what to think or if I'm being selfish though.

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<bot>: I sat by myself at midnight while by boyfriend of several years played games and drank alcohol and I feel hurt by it.