<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

I wrote about how I've been feeling lately. Would appreciate any advice, thanks!

I've been cheated on in my past two relationships and have been blaming myself. I'm broken. I'm shattered.  I've been depressed. 

I have kept thinking there isn't a way that anyone actually cares about me. I'm not stuck on my ex, I hate her.  I'm stuck on the fact of how stupid I was.  There were various indicators along the way that she was hiding things from me and lying to me.  I was blinded by my feelings for her. I was a moron.

 I am not letting this happen to me again.  Going through this a second time has torn me down, but only down to a point where I can recover and soon. It's been a little over a month since we were on a break, and about two weeks since I officially ended things.

I am okay with being alone.  I am slowly getting better, seeing new people and making new friends. I've seen this awesome girl a few times, but we've kind of backed off of each other after I told her I wanted to make sure I wasn't just rebounding. I have the upmost optimism about my life and I am completely over my ex. I have cut all contact, deleted all interactions and pictures. However, I would be upset if I ran into her. 

I still do have trust issues and I understand I have to give whoever I am with my trust. This is just very hard for me right now. I realize that being cheated on isn't my fault. I'm being optimistic,  I'm tired of feeling down.  I'm going to have a good life.

How did you move on? What helped you the most?
<bot>: Cheated on in past two relationships. Staying optimistic about my future. Want to know what other cheating victims think.