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Throwaway because he knows my reddit account. 

I've been dating this guy for 6 months now. He's great. We have very similar personalities, he makes me laugh, sex is fine etc. 

He's my first relationship ever while he was in one for 3 years prior to me. 

Here's the issue... I'm so on and off with my boyfriend. We are always together, I voluntarily always go to his house and spend the night. Even though its mutual or my idea to hang out, he could do one little thing to bother me and I get annoyed and don't want to be around him anymore. I suddenly get in this horrible mood. I realize I'm being irrational and try not to show it so it doesn't cause any issues. Yet, it sometimes does cause issues. I wont want to have sex with him when I get into these bad moods. I don't even want him to kiss me sometimes
Other times I'm completely fine and I'm all over him. It makes no sense to me and I feel so guilty about it. I don't want to make him feel bad. 

I also question the relationship a lot. Some days I think about breaking up, but then a lot of the time I couldn't bare to be without him. 

When he's gone I miss him so much and want to be with him and sometimes when I'm with him I want the exact opposite. 
We do have our differences which are usually the origin of the little fights we have. 

I just don't know why I'm feeling like this. I care about him so much, but I develop these irrational thoughts against him. When I leave I want to desperately be with him again.
<bot>: Hot and cold with my boyfriend. Want to be with him constantly, but get annoyed at him for irrational things. Thought of not being with him terrifies me.