<human>: Background: well me and my bestfriend have known eachother since the 1st grade. we have always been really close and have always done the things friends do together. we got closer in 7th grade. we never dated or any of that but we became inseparable. skip forward to i think 10th or 11th grade she had to move out of state like 10 hours away. but we have still remained extremely close through all of that. i actually think we are closer than ever now!! talk probably once a week or so. no matter what happens we always get along and have been friends through everything

well... as of a few months ago i got drunk and texted. she was drunk too. but we were going back and forth and she said how she wanted to hook up with someone. i jokinlgy said well what about me? (ive always wanted her) she responded saying she had always thought about it and how it always crosses her mind about me and her. but we were drunk and i brushed it off as just drunk stupid talk.

well the next day when we were sober i texted about it. in her sober state she told me its true. but she would never just hook up with someone she couldnt see herself having something with. she told me how she thought about me sometimes and how she wants to live with me. (as room mates or more but i played it off as room mates so it didnt seem too weird). i kind of have taken this as she may want to be with me but im not sure still.

i also got wasted one night and pretty much told her i could see me and her spending our lives together. she responded nicely and didnt object to it.

she visited recently and i could feel the tension between us. nothing happened because we are both in relationships now.

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<bot>: weird situation between me and my bestfriend. i have feelings for her and she may have feelings for me but i cant tell. and she lives 10 hours away