<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

Heya! I was in a relationship which lasted about a year and ended in the last february. Sucks, huh?

Here's the thing: I reacted real bad to all this. As a way to soothe the hardship of getting dumped by someone I really fucking liked, I invented all kinds of scenarios in my head where the fault was with her.

To put it simple, though, 'twas me who fucked up. Now that I kinda realize that, I feel I should apologize, but we've not spoken since the shit went down and, despite a couple hard months, we're both O.K. I guess. So, should I go out there and say "hey woman I fucked up, I see that now, sorry for not treating you right 'n stuff"?

It may sound simple, just an apology, but I'm not quite sure of what my reasons are for doing this. In one hand, I feel I should do it because it's nice to receive an apology, I think she would appreciate that - on the other hand, I feel I'm doing it for selfish reasons, as a mean to say "hey, now it's on your hands - I went out there and recognized I'm sorry, you'll be the one who's at fault if you don't start being nice with me again" or something childish like that.

I'm afraid of that even though I'm pretty sure I just want to extend a sincere apology, but since being too egoistic and selfish was what ruined it all for me, I'm scared of sounding as if my reasons are selfish yet again.
<bot>: we broke up, i kept blaming her, finally realized i fucked up too and I feel like apologizing but i don't know if i should, since she seems pretty ok without me bothering her