<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

So my boyfriend [42/M] and I [40/F] are just reaching 11 years together. We have been engaged for 7 years. We have a 5 year old son together. We get along great for the most part, but he will not marry me. First it was, "not enough money for a wedding", then, "can't take time off from work for a honeymoon", "maybe next year", etc., etc. I have asked him numerous times why he won't commit to marriage, but he says he will someday. I'm tired of waiting.

This has recently become more of an issue as his sister is getting married. Hearing talk of the wedding and how happy they are just makes me an emotional wreck. I find myself so angry at my boyfriend. He says he already considers us married, lays on the I love yous, and makes promises that he never keeps until I let it all slide for another couple years. I am really depressed and feel like there must be something wrong with me. Even if we were to get married now I would feel like I had to beg him to do it. I am barely able to see through my tears right now.

The biggest reason I have not left is our little boy. I hate the thought of him growing up in a broken home. We have a pretty good family life as long as I keep my want of marriage on the back burner. Do I move out and look for commitment elsewhere? Do I hurt my child by breaking up his family for my wants? I struggle with this and find myself always extending the time limit I have set for myself to move out. 

So I guess I am asking if anyone else has been through this? What did you do? How did it end up for you?
<bot>: Together 11 years, he won't marry me. 5 year old son. Break up a family because he won't commit?