<human>: Hi Reddit,

Some info: Me, 20f, him, 22m, been dating for six months. Been friends for about 2-3 years prior.

I've been having some pretty heinous anxiety over the past couple of weeks and it's really been taking its toll on how I feel about my boyfriend. We have a pretty good relationship... Same sense of humour, same interests, even same friend group. When we started dating we were both ecstatic as we had mutually had crushes on each other for some time before working up the nerve to do anything about it.

Last night we were having a get-together with us and our friends and my boyfriend got real drunk. Like, slurring-words-stumbling drunk. Our friend brought up a funny story about a girl hitting on him and it turned out to be my boyfriend's "ex" (they had only dated for a week or so). This made him say, "She's a really, really good friend of mine. I think she's really sad, she moved home... She's a really sad girl." I could hear that he missed her in his voice. He's also mentioned taking a trip down the coast to visit her. Later on that evening, however, he was cuddled up to me on the couch, holding my hand and being schmaltzy, said schmaltz being heightened by the drunk I assume.

I guess what it comes down to is that they broke up because she wasn't feeling it and that unrequited love probably has him reeling, even now. I think he was and may still be in love with her and it scares me. Our relationship is his first, my... second (or third, depending on what you consider a 'relationship'). He says he loves me, but not often, although he is generally pretty uncommunicative. We spend a lot of time together too. But I can't seem to shake the feeling that he's not satisfied.

My question is, do I ride this out, maybe start seeing my therapist again, try to resolve my general anxious/depressive nature before breaking up with him? Or do I trust my gut instinct and end it rather than clinging on?

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<bot>: Boyfriend is still very good friends with ex-gf and I feel he may have love/still loves her more than me.***