<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I'd like to try to keep this short. We had a rocky start, that's probably why it was not solid. Probably should have ended 2 years ago but I couldn't let go, from what she said it was mostly my problems but overall it's because we have different goals/ideals/interest, etc. Also I'm a late bloomer, this was my first serious relationship so while I'm afraid to admit I was the one who didn't really want to let go but I don't have a choice now.

I probably resented her a lot for many things as well, but I really cared about her. Maybe it wasn't love anymore for 2 years since she stopped showing it. I felt like I wasted the last 2 years.

It's been a long distance relationship for 8 months, she had to go start school 4-5 hours away. While she struggled (a lot) with her school, I had to finish my schooling till the end of December. Barely made it, and I have been stressed trying to get out of retail and find a related job. I tried not to burden her with my stress because I knew she was studying. She came back at least once a month, but we usually ended up fighting about something stupid. That was the start of her decision I guess. I don't think the LD was a problem, but we already fought too often and everything.

I spoke to a friend who had been through 2 4-year relationships during high school and until 2 years ago, tried to lay out my thoughts to him and I felt a lot better. This was until I tried to sleep and couldn't. Yesterday I felt ok, I worked out and played some games. Today I feel like complete shit. I don't know how I'm going to get through this, but I know I must not fuck up my new job. 

I deleted all emails and texts yesterday, deleted off phone contact and social media. Right now there's no way I want to talk to her again, I feel hurt and sad. I've stashed away most physical items that are related to her as well.
<bot>: She broke up with me due to mutual problems and it won't work out, I felt similar but still really care about and miss her. Trying to get through this, but I don't have many close friends.