<human>: I recently moved to a new city a new country where I don't speak the language. This, on it's own can be a pretty isolating experience, but it's been pretty wonderful because I also started a new relationship. We've been dating for a little over 2 months at this point and things truly are wonderful with him, but the problem is that I think I like him *too* much. And this is where the problem starts.....

He, due to circumstances beyond both of our control, was forced to leave the country for a few weeks and I'm going absolutely nuts without him here. Every textbook sign of depression has hit me, I can't eat, I can't sleep, I don't feel like doing anything, I want to be alone. I know he will come back in a few weeks, but every hour of every day just seems to drag on, making a few weeks feel like an eternity. It sounds so pathetic when I write it out, but it's overwhelming me. It feels way too early in the relationship for me to be feeling this way. I know that he's missing me too, but I'm almost afraid to tell him just *how much* I miss him for fear of freaking him out. 

I have so many worries in my head. What if he comes back and it's not the same between us? What if he spends all this time away from me and sees that he's better off without me? What if he's not feeling the same way I am about him?

I'm absolutely head over heels for him, I've never felt this way about anyone before. I know that this isn't healthy. I know that I should not be living my life like this, but you can't exactly change how you feel about someone very easily. What can I do to get my life back in balance? I thought that the forced separation might be good for us, but now I just feel like it's going to ruin me as a person. Has anyone found themselves in a similar situation? Where you're *afraid* of how attached you're getting? What have you done?

Can you condense the text into a few key points?
<bot>: New city, new relationship, guy had to leave for a bit, now realizing that I'm losing track of myself. How can I be happy again without him?