<human>: I have had a rough relationship with my mom ever since I discovered I don't have to do everthying she says. 

I was a shy, quiet child that if you told me to do something, I would do it. As I got older, i learned  I could question the things my parents do and not get hit and my mom didn't like it. I grew up in a Mexican household so the belt was frequently used.

Our current main problem is that every time she asked me to do something  that I was not comfortable with she would yell at me saying how I never help her with anything. Tonight it was the same issue. She want me and my sister to dump some matresses and some furniture by the dumpster at our apartment building. People would dump their garbage, mattress, old furniture and TVs in the dumpster. Management put up signs and it kind of stopped. The reason I have a problem with this is that in the mornings I would see the workers struggle to fit all the garbage and the others stuff. I would feel bad and I didn't want to contribute to that. (Plus I think it might be illegal.) I never said to my mom that I wouldn't help, I just expressed that I didn't like and she went off saying that I never help with anything, that I'm going to be the child that abandons the family, and to not go to her if I need help ever.

I have tried talking to her but the fear that was pushed into me as a child is still there and I start to cry halfway through. All our conversation turn to her. I think she wants me to go back to how I was, obedient, never questioning her, doing what she says without conplaint. 

I knew I contribute to it and make things harder, i could have done what she said, they were easy task but they didn't sit right with me. now she's ignoring me. Am I a bad child?

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<bot>: my mom is ignoring me, saying I never help but I feel uncomfortable with the things she's asking me to help her with. She says to never ask her for help again.am I a bad child?