<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Is it ever a good idea to tell a girl (or SO) this? I've tried breaking up with her because I don't get attached to anyone easily and I know she loves me a lot and I know I'm never gonna fall in love with her the way she wants me to. She tells me to not give up and keep trying and I am.

But another reason is I just want to sleep around more. There is some envy from where this is coming from. I lost my virginity at 19 and have only been with 4 women in total This is after i turned my life around and moved to a new city for college where I practically re-invented myself.. She's only 18 and has been with 7 and I'm sometimes jealous of that.
<bot>: I want to sleep around more but I don't know if I should tell her that. It's not her number that's bothering me, it just reminds me that I want to experience more.