<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

I went on a date yesterday. He's really sweet. He's a couple of years older than me and goes to NYU. We talk for hours about everything. My friends call him "my intellectual equal." 

We met under the arch in Washington Square park and from there he took me out to dinner and then we walked around until we got to his place. We started watching a movie but then things started to change. I hadn't been touched in almost 3 months. It felt good at first but then my ex popped up in my head and I couldn't shake him off. I compared everything he did to my ex. He didn't kiss the same. He didn't touch me the same way. He didn't look at me the same way. 

All I want to do is to tell my ex what happened. I want to tell him that he really fucked me up. I want to tell him that I met a really awesome guy yet he was the one I was thinking of the entire time. That even after he's gone, he still makes me feel like shit. But I can't do that. He won't care. He'll just get mad at me. 

I'm so mad that my ex was able to forget about me (rather quickly after our breakup) and sleep with random girls all of the time. Yet I'm still stuck in this stupid funk. I hate that he did this to me. I don't know how to handle this. I still miss him so much.
<bot>: I went on a date with this really great guy but when I slept with him, all I could think about was my ex.