<human>: So a little background on me I currently live in Puerto Rico and I'm 28 and after some time in the US army and a brutal divorce I finally got my life together and last year finally finished my undergrad and applied for a masters program in the US more specifically Miami for January. I was shocked I got in honestly and my long term girlfriend encouraged me to go, so I took it. We agreed to work through it long distance because she's a journalist and has a good job. She might move with me later on as she explores her options. Anyway I'm getting sidetracked, so i got some money saved up and stuff but not nearly enough so I'm working with a very limited budget and I'm looking for a apartments (I've been tried to be scammed three times by now)  looking up vehicles and stuff. Worst of all the flight I got with JetBlue doesn't allow guinea pigs, and I've had her for almost two years now and I can't take her with me and she needs me badly cuz she is blind... So for the time being I'm arranged to have her stay with some family till I can go get her in the summer. All this planning and the uncertainty of everything and the thought of doing it all alone is seriously freaking me out. I've been having panic attacks almost weekly now. Here's the funny thing enlisting was easy, getting on the plane for boot camp was easy as hell, getting deployed wasn't easy but it still didn't bother me as much as this. This is nerve wrecking and I'm constantly freaking out.

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<bot>: relocating for grad school in January and leaving everything behind my SO, my guinea pig,  everything and it's just overwhelming and downright frightening.