<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I've been going through a tough time lately.. Family is falling apart, dad tried to kill himself, been adjusting to my birth control so my period has been goin for 3 weeks (sorry for tmi but it implies we haven't been having sex) and my boyfriend has been incredible through all of it.. He's always there and helps with my daughter and whatever I need really.

Just now though I saw a text in his inbox that was essentially asking someone how much they charge for a blow job/handjob.. Nothing much happened further than that. I confronted him he said it was a number that just randomly text him and that he loves our family and would never cheat on me. That he was on a website when we had a break up a month or so ago and got this girls number then. But I feel betrayed knowing he even thought about it. And what's worse is the day before he was going on about how he brings me down and doesn't do much good for me. In some ways intact true but I cannot put any value on how he's there for me and is the most incredible father to my daughter. We have even planning on getting a place together and now I just feel broken.. Help reddit what do I do? Also I almost feel like its not functional for me to r without him now because he is the caregiver for my daughter when I'm at school and work.. So I don't know how realistic it is for us to break up.
<bot>: my life is falling apart except for our relationship or so I thought until I found messages asking "how much" for sexual interactions. Now I feel betrayed.. Help?