<human>: Reddit, I am at the end of my rope. I don't know if its the fact that I'm too poor to pay my bills, and strung out over life or if its just the fact that I have to the day, spent the loneliest 6-7 months of my life.

To be honest though, I can't remember at least three months of my life and I can't remember most of what happened when my ex and I were together.

What can I do to get this shit out of my mind?

Alcohol, going bat shit postal, long walks, meditation....nothing has helped. My soul is just troubled

I realized that I should probably share this with Reddit because I nearly went to jail not too long ago and it scared the shit out of me. I just want to hear how others were able to let go.

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<bot>: I can't be the only one and I don't want sympathy. I just want others advice on how to get this shit out of my mind. I want to forget she ever existed.