<human>: Please dont give me crap on how im a horrible person, Ive been living in hell this semester, I feel guilty enough as is.

I was placed on academic probation in my freshman year, back in the fall of '09. I took a lot of advanced classes and I just wasnt prepared for the challenge in my first semester. So i got mostly D's but got over it and its been mostly Bs with a few As and Cs since. Well this semester ive been sick, C-diff if youd want to know. Its not fun and its a highly contagious bacterial illness that most of the time is treated in the hospital, I chose to treat at home (I did need to go to hospital for dehydration though). I have over a months worth of doctors notes and I even lost my job because of it. I wasnt even diagnosed until the official drop date for classes had passed and my professors pretty much didnt really care that I had notes. So ive failed one already since i missed more than three days, and the other three classes i have the best i can hope for is a D. So im going to be on probation, i know that, but since its my second time and its not a consecutive semester, what happens? and what happens to Financial aid? I dont really care about being in good standing with the school, im enrolled in two and have good standing at the other and prefer that one anyways. Im just worried I wont get financial aid ever again and will have to pay it all back. I lost my job because of being sick, literally they laid me off because my note covered too long of a time, and I have no way to pay. I could maybe pay for one class out of pocket if i have to to get back financial aid. I did talk to the deans office and they were willing to give me a medical leave, but the academic office rejected it because the sickness started before the drop date.

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<bot>: Been on academic probation years ago, going to be on again because of this semester, what happens when placed on it a second time?