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Tonight it my night to air out ALL of my dirty laundry it seems! 

I work with a man whom I find very attractive. I hate it, because I've never  crushed on anyone before. It is a 100% lustful feeling ( I don't'really love him, I just want to jump his bones), and he doesn't know I feel that way. That's great because he is newly married to a woman who he loves deeply. 

I too am in a relationship of 3 years with my boyfriend (21/m) and this causes Extra guilt on my side of things as well.

Out of respect for all parties involved, I just keep my feelings hidden. This is stressful beyond stressful to me. Words of wisdom would be much appreciated.
<bot>: I want to bang a married coworker, but refuse to act on such feelings out of respect for him, his wife, and my boyfriend. Please help me see clearly.