<human>: Back in 2007 I was in my first year of university (uk) living in dorm accommodation that housed exchange students.

I got close with a group of Americans but as always they had to leave once the semester was up.

I did an exchange program in Canada (wasn't allowed to go to america didn't get the grades) but visited the the Americans and stayed at one girls house and university before heading off to Canada for my semester.

This one girl and I kept in touch but we were living completely different lives in different countries so it kind of petered off.

She occasionally sent me packages and post cards and I sent some back but I was kind of a tool about it because I never did that stuff first.

2010 roles around and I go on holiday to Canada and stopped by in Chicago for a couple of days for a conference and the girl decides to come out and meet me.

We ended up kissing but we were both really drunk and nothing else happened because we were staying in a room with other conference guests, it was kind of a world wind tour and the next morning I had to fly out to Canada.

She's since come to London to visit, though I only got to see her for a couple of hours because she was on a group tour.

That year in London was rough, I was constantly broke, barely surviving and I was depressed. I've moved back with my parents and I'm doing a lot better (still broke as hell).

But this is a pretty major bombshell, I mean I've seen her twice in seven years, we don't really talk much so even if I did have feelings for her I have no idea what they are because shes so far removed from my life.

As a side note, I don't like living in the UK and I want to immigrate to North America badly but I always had Canada in mind.

I just don't know what to think or what to say, I'm certainly in no position to visit and I feel like everything's been pretty one sided.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated and again sorry if this is the wrong place.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: met an American girl on an exchange program, we have seen each other on and off for the last seven years, I live in the UK she lives in the states. She wants me to look for jobs over there and immigrate.