<human>: Here's the story: I am currently a freshmen at a pretty small-time school in the northeast. I am here because they offered me a very flattering amount of scholarship, and because, most importantly, it has my program of study - Scientific Illustration. 

The Issue: For the 2 years I spent agonizing over colleges, I sold my soul to Yale University. In high school I had a 3.8 and hours upon years of hours of extracurriculars and leadership positions. I applied, and was rejected. At my school now, I don't know my current GPA but I'm a very typical freshmen, not exactly any more competitive than I was last year. 

But I'm going insane. I still keep thinking about Yale, about how much happier I could be if I was going there. 

I have to weigh both sides: the school I'm at has my program, and I'd probably just have my hopes crushed if I tried applying to Yale.

I just need some solid advice. Thanks in advance.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: I'm at a school now, still wish I could go to Yale, don't know if that's a stupid move since I probably can't get in. And it doesn't have my program.