<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I have that pulling feeling where I'm being drawn to somewhere else.  It feels like my time here is done.  I've been in this city for a year and a half and haven't really gotten anywhere in my life.  I've gone through a lot of bad and good things with my time spent here, and I have opportunities here that I'm not sure I could get elsewhere, but elsewhere I'm sure I could make it work regardless.

Things between me and my friend have gone very sour.  He wants me out, and, well, quite frankly, I really want to get out, but I am just so afraid.  The only way I could leave when I'm more ready is by a long process of acquiring work, saving up money, and moving into my own place, but the way things have been between me and my friend, elongating my stay here would make this a more toxic environment for the both of us.  I just want to cut ties with them and move on, but I'm so wracked with this intense fear.

The other option is to just... jump ship and leave, almost immediately, and this option is rather terrifying as well.

I don't want to and do want to leave this place.  I'm attached to this city because this city has become my home.  I know where I'd move to, and it's somewhat of a familiar place - somewhere I've visited before - but it's still frightening because this is the longest I've stayed in one city in the 5 years that I've moved around.

I don't want to say goodbye to the two people I've come to know here.  I don't want to say goodbye to the city that I've settled myself into and have called my home.  This is a hard chapter in my life.  I don't know what to do.
<bot>: Environment with my friend has become toxic.  Staying for longer will increase toxicity and make things exceptionally miserable.  Hard to leave because I'm attached to the city because I feel like the city is my home.