<human>: Hello,

I decided to post on here after receiving some very helpful and much needed support from r/RBN. (My childhood was bad.) BF and I are both from abusive childhoods and have had some relationship upheavals. 

I'm suffering from some serious anger issues because of our living situation (having to live with my parents), from his behavior, and from my own. We do not have any options right now to move out until I am done with school, I will be finishing before he does. 

I'm scared of taking out my anger on him- who sometimes is the issue, and when he is we can solve. When he's not the issue, such as applying to a job and being rejected again (nearing close to 60 job applications) that I can't sustain my self any more. 

I'm having a bit of an existential crisis at this point and last night I broke down after my entrance to a medical program through our HMO got pushed back by 3 weeks because my doctor decided to no-show after her office forced me to reschedule. The only next available appointment would be Feb 11. This program is going to be life changing, and because of personal reasons I would prefer not to go into it here, but it does not involve anger management. I've been trying to join for close to 4-months now with my BF, but of course his appointment is not changed, and he will be able to join on time.

However, I did not do a typical behavior I've done before, which is to simply drop the whole thing and wash my hands of it. I felt a bit proud of my self for not giving in to this old coping mechanism, but also incredibly frustrated because now I actually have to deal with these feelings of anger, frustration, and depression. 

I've looked into counselling- my university options are sparse and my doctor doesn't have anything she can recommend me to unless I'm willing to be a bit more open with certain issues in my life. 

Is this too vague? I've never posted here before- I'll edit this post as needed. Thank you for reading.

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<bot>: Continuous problems dealing with job rejection, program postponement, and living at home with abusive parents have caused me to have serious anger issues that are coming out with my BF. I need some coping mechanisms and just general guidance.