<human>: Met someone who I've really fallen for over the past 5 months. He is inexperienced with women in general, but was married over 4 years ago for 4 years (after 2 months of dating) and told me he is scared to rush another relationship. He said he never felt in love with his ex-wife, it all felt like going through the motions. He was deployed during most of their marriage.

He told me he likes me a lot and we spend almost every weekend together, I'm just kind of heartbroken. I guess I keep thinking there's something wrong with me, all though he gave me a laundry list of reasons why he thinks I am amazing. I know there isn't another woman in the picture, he is an introvert and a recluse. Very open with his computers and phone, I'm not worried about him cheating.

I don't know.. I only have one (bad, bad, abusive) relationship in my past, 5 years length, so I don't have any insight into this. I just feel humiliated and heartbroken and I don't know what to do, if this is normal...

Thanks, everyone.

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<bot>: Told boyfriend I loved him, he's not ready to say it back. I'm willing to wait, but I feel hurt. We talked it over and said nothing would change between us, but I'm scared I blew it.