<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

I've always been a very skinny guy growing up, I've also always felt I had a disadvantage as far as the ability to gain weight and felt less masculine than others. This lead me to a local small town Dr who said I had vericocele on one side; however, it shouldn't be a problem with anything, especially testosterone. 

Years later (now) I saw a urologist and he knew of my prior condition but had me do a semen analasys as well as get an ultrasound. Well I got a letter today saying they found abnormalities that could lead to me not being able to have kids. I can't find out results for 2 weeks when my apt. is. He already knew about my vericocele, now I'm worried it could be something else, or my existing condition is more severe than thought?

What does Reddit think, advice, similiar stories? I don't know what I'll do if I can't have kids.. that's my biggest goal in life. Class and work started back today so right after reading that letter I'm now super stressed.. I just needed to vent a little and I dont want to tell anyone I personally know yet.
<bot>: I might not be able to have kids, wont know for 2 weeks (or longer) and I don't know who to tell, if anyone. I'm freakin' out.