<human>: OP:

My OP didn't get a lot of attention, but I thought I would give an update anyway. Also get some more advice. It has been 2 months since I asked for help.  I am so much better than I was.  I'm happy and no longer depressed.  

   We got into a huge fight, actually.  He was upset with how I stopped doing anything.  To him, I wasn't upholding my side of things and I wasn't.  I basically told him that I didn't want to.  I was so upset with him for not being the husband he should have that I stopped being the wife he wanted.  That was until he told me that I'm not being the mother my kids deserved.  He was right, I wasn't.  So, I got my act together.  

     We were not able to go to counseling.  He actually had to deploy again.  He left 2 weeks ago.  I told him that if he messes up this time that I just want him to pack up his stuff and leave.  I don't even want to talk to him about it.  He promised me he would.  I'm sure many of you are asking how could I even believe that.  Well, he's pretty upfront and honest about things.  I probably know way more than I should.  

    I'm also sure many of you think I'm weak or that I don't have enough self respect to leave.  That isn't the case at all. I just feel that yes he has made mistakes but there is so much good in him compared to those mistakes.  He is an amazing husband and a wonderful father.  I just can't leave him and not wonder, what if.  

    My question is how do we stay better connected this deployment? We are amazing when he is home but as soon as he leaves we struggle connecting.  I know he feels loved by touch and by me doing things to show him I care.  How can I Show him while he is thousand of miles away?

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: We are doing so much better.  I want to find a way to stay better connected and how to show him I love him while he's deployed.