<human>: So, to keep this short, my GF traveled with her family in December to spend the NYE in another state... After NYE, day 2 of 2015, after 5 days without even texting me, she says she wants to break up with me and I ask why and she doesn't want to answer. After a lot of questions, she finally admits that she got drunk in a party and kissed another guy there.

I just say to her that it's okay, I can forgive her since I really love this girl but we are going to get through a LOT of conversations and "therapy" to go back to what we were...She says she doesn't want to 
be with me anymore and won't respond my texts.

All I am asking to her is to talk to me, explain why, have a "nice" break up, not just a text like "it's over" after three years that we are together, I say to her that it's not fair and to not worry about cheating, we can talk about this, but she didn't answer anymore and blocked my number. Not before I text her that if she is going to ignore me, I will go to her house as soon she gets home.

What I want to know is: I am being a idiot for acting like this? I never thought I could forgive cheating, like she did, but I love her so much that I'm willing to get through this. And after all I said, she simply dumps me without a reason after 3 years together? I'm really so stupid to care about why she is doing this or why se won't talk to me? I still thinks she still feels something for me, otherwise, she wouldn't ignore me like this, I remember when she once said that she'd rather end things with me than make me miserable... But I want to be with her and I know she can make me happy, or atleast have a talk before things end forever.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: I'm a idiot for wanting my GF back to me, even though she cheated on me? Or to want a specific reason, other than that, to end things with her?