<human>: We've been dating for a year, and I've never really had a problem with a him watching porn occasionally. However, he recently told me he doesn't use porn anymore, thinks it's unrealistic, and highly prefers real sex with me. 

Anyway, earlier tonight we had some of the best sex ever- I was on top the whole time and tested all these new positions and by the end was exhausted and sweaty. Afterwords I used his phone to go on the web and look up some info, only to have it already open to a video on pornhub. Like I said before, I've never had a problem with him watching porn or whatever, but something about seeing all those other girls vaginas out on his phone was extremely disturbing and made me feel very jealous. I also have pretty bad ptsd from being violently raped 3 months ago, and seeing the image on his phone that also involved a huge dildo in a girls butt really triggered it. After I saw it I just left his apartment because I didn't know what to do.  I really need some advice on how to handle this situation in a realistic way, please help me!!

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<bot>: rape triggering porn on boyfriend's phone that he lied to me about watching made me feel very uncomfortable, need advice on how to handle the situation realistically.