<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

My ex (18) and I (17f) broke up in January after a two year relationship.  It was one of the most painful things to ever happen to me.  He was the first boy I felt comfortable around after being raped my freshman year. It was good in the beginning, it was the first time I felt like I was worth anything (the boy who raped me also emotionally and mentally abused me). As time went by, things started to change. He got busier, he wasn't texting as much, he would sleep in and be late picking me up regularly by about 2-3 hours.
We would talk it out and I would say how it made me feel shitty and he would say that If I wasn't happy, I could leave because he's not going to force me to stay...
If I was ever upset, he would say he can't help being busy and he would make it my fault and then I would apologize because I thought it was my fault too.
I stayed until it got so bad I couldn't take it any longer.  I would almost never hear from him, I had to fish just to get a compliment, he didn't even ask me how I was doing when I got a horrible stomach flu and wasn't able to eat for a week.
But I loved him and I still do...
He will still kiss me goodnight if he drives me home from hanging out with our friends (we have the same friend group) and he says that he still really cares about me and is always going to be there for me, he still calls me "baby"
But he told me that he has been texting this girl a lot and that he wants to date her. 
I know that she isn't interested.
It's barely been a month.
My question, reddit, is how do I move on? There is a boy who is interested in me, but he tried to kiss me and I had a panic attack. My ex is the only boy I feel safe around. I must sound like an idiot, but I don't know what to do. How do I make my ex see that he hurt me?
<bot>: my ex still kisses me and calls me his baby, i love him and feel safe with him but he is says he has moved on and is flirting with another girl who isnt interested.