<human>: We've both been going to community college for quite some time and she recently was accepted into her dream uni. It's also my dream as well, but I haven't gotten there yet and still in community college....

She always likes to tell me about her day and a good person overall. No bad intentions. Today, she told me how great the school was and that she cried out of joy while just driving around the campus for fun because of how much she loved it. She tells me that she's so happy to finally be at the college she's always wanted to go to.

I'm happy for her, but not as much as I should be or can be. I feel like I am a failure. I've been stagnant at community college for 4 years switching my major recently. I have a low GPA and will be trying to get in to the same UC this year because their computer science programs are good. I'm insecure. I'm jealous and it makes me want to cry every time she brings up how much of a great time she's having at her UC. I stay silent and keep it to myself and she keeps wondering why I can't be happy for her..

We've talked about this problem before today, and she tells me that everyone has their own path and I shouldn't compare myself to others. That conversation really helped me a lot and she supports me all the way. Still, her explaining to me how awesome the gym, the campus, the adventure to her first class, makes me want to shoot myself in the foot, break down, and give up. I want to be happy for her, but I don't know how. I feel like I'm being left behind.

I'm sorry if this is confusing. I've been holding a lot of emotions in without any outlet and it's really hard for me to fully explain...

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: Girlfriend finally able to transfer to our dream university, loves and talks about it, I get discouraged and feel like I'll never make it. Don't know how to overcome to be happy for her.