<human>: Hi Reddit, 

I broke up with my girlfriend of (almost) 10 years. But her request. We ended it in good terms, she said she didn't felt the same anymore and it was time to move on. We actually planned the future months before, and I was going to propose very soon (she didn't know about this). 

Now she don't want to see me anymore, I'm trying to contact her every day, not because I want to get back, but because I just miss having the best person and friend I have ever had in my life. She want to completly cut me off and move one. We had up-and-downs in these years of course, broke up couple of times on short term, but I know this is final and it's killing me. 

This is affecting my life and career on daily basis, I have a lot of stress coming at me from every side, and I don't know how to handle it. Still can't completly break every contact with her (phone, social networks), simply because I know it will be worse. 

Don't know what else to do anymore and I decided to post here. This sitution is already becoming a burden to my closests friends and I don't want to bother them further. They've been a great help these days, but I feel even weaker when I talk to them. :/

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<bot>: Been with my girlfriend for almost 10 years. We brokeup on good terms, but I can't take it to be without her and she doesn't want me to even speak to her. I'm a total train wreck now.