<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

Hello reddit, i've never seeked help for girl problems before, but this time I  will. I'm 15, and in grade 9. There's this girl, and i've known her for over a year, and I've had a crush on her since the day we met. We used to have a thing back when we met but I was such an awkward pussy nothing happened there. Now with a little more experience i've decided i'll finally start talking to her again, (she's a year younger and at a different school, so we didn't get to see eachother as much as we used to). I thought maybe something could happen.  Now she has a boyfriend, who seems to be her perfect match. After being so heart broken, almost to the point of tears, I saw on facebook they've starting having, some problems. I felt so happy, like things could work out between us! Am I a horrible person? She's such a great friend of mine, and I just want her to be happy, but I want her to be happy, with me. Am I selfish? What should I do, i could really use some opinions.
<bot>: There's this girl I have a huge thing for, and now she has a boyfriend. I almost wish they broke up, does this make me a terrible person? What should I do in this situation?