<human>: Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?

Hi all.

So, I've been in this long distance relationship with this guy for over a year now, but we've known each other for about five.

He is a real cutie pie- but also a cutie pie with massive insecurities, jealousy problems and he at times lets his mind go wild.

I need to talk to him every single day- that is fine but if I don't respond to him almost instantly, he can begin to write things like:

"Hello? Are you there?"

"Are you ignoring me?"

"Why wont you answer me."

"Have I done something wrong."

Those types of messages can happen within a mere two, three minutes.

Why I want to take a break from him is because I've been given plenty of opportunities to do fun or educational stuff- But because he doesn't want me to leave him alone (Despite me telling him 'I won't leave you, I just want to try this / that.), he often guilt trips me into pushing away my personal happiness, just to keep him satisfied. 

He also doesn't like it when I talk to some of my friends, or meet them. For example, I have one best friend who my boyfriend always tells me 'He is far better than me, you should be with him." But then the next second begins to leave mean remarks about my friend, or other friends?

He has told me so, so many times that 'You are my everything, I'd die without you." and that creeps me out- because each time we argue or discuss things, to not listen, he will begin to cry loudly and say he is going to hurt himself or that "I hate hate hate myself-".

I just- want to try new things, to breathe, but how do I tell him that without hurting the guy?
<bot>: Boyfriend has insecurities and forces me to always be there for him, I want to take a break- not sure how he will handle that without a freak out