<human>: I've been struggling a bit with my relationship with my wife for sometime. On and off I feel like I am missing something in the relationship. We get along well and even have a kid[2/m] together but there are times during the year where I miss my ex [27/f]. I can't really say why at this point but I know that when I got with my wife I worked at trying to bury this feeling. Nevertheless, it reoccurs like clockwork. 

A year we had gotten married  I had gotten in contact with my Ex on FB, however, my wife was furious and basically had me remove her. I personally thought it was unnecessary at the time but now I could see why. I've never actually attempted to friend here again until recently. I guess I could say that I've come to the point where I feel that not taking the risk to clarify what I am going through.

What should I do? Should I see this through or am I being a fuxking idiot?

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<bot>: Married but want to reconnect to high school sweetheart, fear I might still love her and don't want to ruining good marriage.