<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Okay not much back story here. We met fell I'm love and now 2 years into our relationships are getting married. We both have a kid from previous relationships. She is a great person, has never given me any reason to not trust her 100% but I still feel weird about it.

We have gone to normal strip clubs together in the past. We would still go except we had a bad experience with a lap dance once and now feel forever unclean. 

She asked me if I would be okay if she went to a male strip club for her bachelorette party. That she was absolutely getting lap dances and drinking heavily. I said okay have fun.

At the time she asked, I was okay with it but now I feel a little indifferent. She gave me to much time to mull it over. Now all I can think about is other dude grinding there nasty vd infested man meat all over my very attractive future wifes crotch. Its like finding a low budget porno featuring an innocent nurse (my wife) and a guy named Sailor Shannon. Except its all in my head. I haven't been able to have sex for a week. 

What gets me though is during her last hurrah, I have to stay home with the kids. Yay 

My bachelor party on the other hand is going to be more like a charity event. my groomsmen are A: my best friend who is gay, B: a developmentally disabled client who invites himself to anything he can and C: the person I have known my entire life and is a girl. 

They are taking me out to eat at the very luxurious red lobster and letting me sit shot gun for the whole car ride there. I just recently realized that I have lame friends. 

Back on topic though! Should I swallow my thoughts and never bring them up. Or should I tell her that I'm uncomfortable with her going. Either way I'll resent myself. Its just picking the better of to evils.

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<bot>: ) wife is going to a make strip club for bachelorette party and I don't know if Im okay with that. Please help