<human>: Backstory: My boyfriend [18/m] and I have been together for 10 months, and prior to us being together, we were good friends all throughout highschool. I always thought that we had a good relationship, strong communication, and I had indeed think we would last, since we had a solid understanding of one another. He's been at camp for the past two weeks, and we have sent emails and texts almost everyday to stay connected. He came home yesterday, came over, and eventually told me he had kissed a girl the night before. The girl was drunk, outside her tent, half naked, and he was putting her back to bed. When he was tucking her in, she tried to lean up, and apparently he denied. However after some pestering, he caved in and kissed her. I was an emotional wreck when he told me, simply because I had trusted him even when I personally have always struggled with that part of the relationship. He then went on to have a breakdown about how I shouldn't be with him, and I deserve better, and he doesn't know what he wants in life. That camp opened up his eyes to a lot of new opportunities and now he is unsure of who he is of a person and what he wishes to do, I had refused to break up with him. I love him, I have only ever loved him. But, after hearing what he thinks, should I let him break up with me? Is that what he's sounding like what he really wants but can't express? I know we are so young, and is that age where change is inevitable, but should I keep fighting to keep our relationship?

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<bot>: Boyfriend kissed another girl, rethinks about what he wants in life, I don't know what to do.