<human>: For me, I have always wanted to have a passionate, but sincere, love affair with someone from another country, only to have to leave and regret it for the rest of my life.

In my head it has always been in Scotland, I'm not sure why. 

To clarify, I'm not saying I want to hook up with a girl in another country and be happy to know that I don't have to deal with her anymore, but I really want to fall for this woman. I want us to convince each other that somehow it can work out or that we'll be together again someday, only to have leave as scheduled all along. I want to think about her, and miss her, and write her letters.

Maybe one day when I'm married and have children we will vacation to Scotland and I'll see her again. She'll be married, with a family of her own. Neither of us has spoken of the other to our respective spouses. 

But when we see each other again, decades older, we still feel something.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: I want to fall in love with someone in another country that I can't be with and spend my whole life never truly getting over it