<human>: Admittedly, we have been in a bit of a rough patch lately, fighting/argueing and all. I can tell that I still loves him, alot, I feel like this person is my soulmate. When I think about leaving, i'm devastated. We make each other very happy.

But when I think about staying, I can't picture my life the way I used to with him. I find myself day-dreaming of leaving and starting a new life on my own (Gone girl style, but less murderer/criminal-ish). I have even gone as far as researching some things about a new life I might like for myself.

Im just so confused and would appreciate some gentle advice, or thoughts about the situation.

Has anyone else ever felt like this? Did you stay? Did you leave? If so, what are your thoughts having been through something like this, once you are able to look back?

I hope this feeling passes. I feel like my heart is breaking.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: Heart says yes! Head says, maybe no? What should I do? Has anyone ever felt like this? Will it pass? :(