<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

My boyfriend watches porn. He used to watch it a lot more, but not as much anymore. It caused problems for us because he had originally told me he didn't watch it, then it came out 8 months later that he watched it frequently. So I have a really hard time accepting it, but I really want to. I hate feeling controlling and making him feel bad about it. 

How do I change it? We've tried watching porn together and getting off to it together because I can get off to it too, but it was just kinda awkward and didn't work all that well.

 I want so badly to be accepting of it and I am trying, but how can I really do that? Before I was in a committed relationship, I watched it too, but it just doesn't do the same for me that it used to. Before we started dating (10 months ago) I had no problems with porn, but now it makes me jealous and upset when he watches it. What steps do I have to take to become more accepting of him watching porn? Right now, all I feel like I can do it just pretend I accept it, and kind of fake it till it becomes true.
<bot>: Boyfriend watches porn, I hate feeling controlling and not accepting it, so what can I do to be okay with it? What do I have to do to change my own heart on the matter?