<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

So I realized the other day that I've never really had any close friends (besides a few girlfriends) and that the only thing I've ever really done in my life was to work towards becoming successful: going to college, getting scholarships, getting a job. And on top of that I've realized just how socially inept I am. At one point I was religious but now in looking back on it, it seems more like it was just another occupation. I also have realized that in my past relationships I've sort of just latched on and held on for dear life. I can see that this is not a good way to go through the rest of life unless I am willing to sacrifice thinking about life (which I don't really think is a good way to live). What would you do?
<bot>: I'm someone who only has their work (and am moderately successful) and is socially inept and I realized recently there is much more to life. What would you do?