<human>: I've known this girl for a somewhat long time, she was in need of help due to depression and I decided to help her by being there for her, nothing more, I didn't think much of it. Sometimes I would joke around the fact that she told me stuff she should tell her bf instead, because that's what a relationship is for, but I didn't care.

Eventually she confessed her love to me, I was in shock, but it made me realise that deep inside I was also in love with her, we started having a secret relationship, but neither of us could withstand it. We both know it was a toxic relationship and she has to choose between her current boyfriend and I.

As of now, she decided to stay with her boyfriend, because she feels like it's too soon for things to end between them, and she doesn't know if things between us will last long enough. Now, I totally respect the decision, and even tho it hurts a lot inside, I can bear with it, but the problem is that she still didn't entirely decide. She still loves me, she tells me she loves me, and that she wants to be with me, and she wants to make me happy. But she also doesn't want to leave her boyfriend, because she's happy with him too. She's clueless, it's hurting her deep, and I have no clue what to do either.

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Got in a secret relationship with a friend already in a relationship, she's equally in love with the boyfriend and I, and neither her and I have a clue what to do about it. What to do?