<human>: Hey Loseit,

So I've been lurking here for years, loosing for a good few months, and only posting recently.

One thing I've noticed is a lot of people, like myself, used to live off pizza and other terrible foods, feel incredibly lazy, and do no exercise. Unlike myself, however, you see people making these fantastic journeys where they transform to some one who enjoys exercising, and grows to love healthy food.

After about 8 months of trying to lose, 4 being deadly serious about it, this just isn't happening for me. 

I hate exercising with a passion, and do not feel good afterwards. I just feel tired and annoyed.
I hate healthy foods, my taste hasn't expanded at all. In no way do unhealthy foods seem unappealing to me. I'll start to drool if I so much as think about a pizza.

They only reason I'm being successful with my weight loss is through sheer will power. I fight through the desire not to exercise, and force down these foods I don't like, because I am determined to lose this weight. But it's made me so worried for what comes next. I can't live like this forever because I don't enjoy living this way, not one bit. I am terrified that I will become one of the 80%-90% who puts the weight back on after weight loss.

So, Loseit, when... if at all... did the transformation happen for you. When did you grow to love being healthy? Did it take weeks, months, years?

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: I hate exercising, I hate eating healthy, but do it any way because I want to lose this weight. I am wondering when, if at all, the transformation in to being some one who enjoys being healthy happens.