<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

I've been dating my SO for three years. We have a child and are both young. I have many reasons I do not want to be with him. 

- We have sex on average once a month (we've talked believe me.)
- He seems to have a video game addiction.
- I'm often left feeling very lonely everyday and seek attention from boys on the internet.
- We can't even hold a conversation
- He acts like hanging out with me is a chore.
- Don't remember the last time I felt love for him.

I know that sending him on his way will leave me with more financial responsibility but it will also save me from paying his bills. What I'm really worried about is the disapproving looks & opinions from my mother. She is old fashioned in thinking that if you have a child with someone you should be married and together forever. I'm sick of lying to my SO about my feelings & have somewhat rekindled one of my old flames..

I feel like one of those boring people in movies that got someone, became unhappy, but never did anything about it because they never had the courage too...
<bot>: Scared to break-up with my boyfriend because of what my mother is going to think & the feeling in the pit in my stomach is stopping me despite the fact I haven't been happy for a very long time.