<human>: Update from 

He's Jewish and intends to marry a Jew. After reading your answers, I could muster the courage to tell him that it would be our last night together. He told me that he wasn't completely indifferent to me, that he would miss me if I stopped seeing him because he cared for me. 
I don't want someone to care for me, I want to love and be loved. He is also trying to stay true to his values and I respect that immensely. He cannot give me what I need. He could not understand why I would leave him - he told me he did not ask for much time, that he understood my needs but that I could keep seeing him while I find my significant other. So I told him I met somebody (I did kinda). I kissed him on the forehead and said farewell (who doesn't love a bit of drama). 

It has been a month exactly and I did not reach out, no contact whatsoever, which I'm very proud of. But I keep thinking about him everyday, stalking him on Facebook at least twice a day. It's not going away. Everyday I wake up telling myself that it will be the day I'll send him a text. To see him just one last time.

I don't want to hurt or play with anybody. I said farewell, I meant it. 

Help me stay on the right path.

Can you condense the text into a few key points?
<bot>: broke up a month ago with a man who could never allow himself to love me ; afraid I will go back to him.