<human>: I had been talking to this girl for a few weeks and we really connect with each other. One night we were having a really deep conversation and she asked me to tell her something I hadn't told her before, so I told her that I was still a virgin at 20 years old. I then explained to her how I wasn't embarrassed by it and how I didn't just wanna put it in anybody, yet it wasn't something I wasn't exactly saving for an extra special occasion. She seemed okay with it at the time and she said it was "cute". Fast forward to about a week or two later (last night); I'm at her apartment and I was gonna stay the night with her. I had came prepared with condoms because she seemed like she was willing if the mood was right. So we're lying in bed making out and she's getting REALLY into it, yet she wouldn't take off her clothes or anything and kept pushing me away after a couple of minutes, saying she needed to calm herself cause she didn't wanna have aex for whatever reason. I was on board but I was still wondering why not because we had both made it very clear that we both wanted it, yet she was resisting. Afterwards, we went to sleep and I left for work in the morning. So tonight I called her up and after talking about the usual " how was your day", I asked her why she didn't wanna have sex last night. She beat ar found the bush for forever before finally telling me that it was because I was a virgin and she was afraid of hurting me if we don't become anything more. I tried to explain to her that this is something I wanted and I felt she was special enough for me to share with, and that I don't think my first time will be any different from the third or the hundredth time I have sex, as long as I feel special about my partner. So now I'm pretty much trying to convince her to have sex with me because I'm ready and willing and not because she doesn't think I am.

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<bot>: Girl with mutual feeling won't have sex with me because I'm a virgin and she's afraid for me, but I know for a fact that I'm ready and mature enough to handle it.