<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

So my bf of 6 years is a kind, lovely and considerate partner. He goes out drinking rarely. I won't deny I have some insecurity issues. I don't mind him going out I just hate it when he comes back at stupid o'clock in the morning.

 So he turns up at 6 ish and I wake up enough to know he is in and he goes in the living room. I wake up again about 45 mins later and find him on the living room sofa with his boxers down in front of his laptop, completely drunk. I shout something and go back to bed. He comes in to try to talk to me but I tell him to go to sleep and we'll chat when he's sober. I wait 10 mins, he doesn't go to bed so I go back in and he has carried on.

 I am so mad and hurt. Why does he have to get back so late when he knows I hate it and why was he suddenly so horny that he couldn't even wait. I know it's natural for people to masturbate but I can't pull myself together and I have been crying none stop ever since.

 Am I completely crazy, do I have a right to be upset?
<bot>: I caught my bf masturbating to porn drunk after he came in at 6am, I was in the next room.