<human>: I don't have any relationships outside of my family.

When I was 16 my girlfriend cheated on me with my friend, who happened to be really popular. She broke up with me and my "friend" told all of my other friends not to talk to me and started spreading nasty rumours about me. Slowly, I was left all by myself.

I grew to hate the ones I had called my friends. I grew resentful and hated relationships in general. I felt weak, like there was nothing I could do. What was I, some meek, shy  kid supposed to do against the star athlete who everyone adored?

The next two years of high school were pretty painful. I would take long walks outside during lunch time just so I wouldn't have to sit by myself in the cafeteria while everyone else sat with others. As a result I'm really antisocial. I grew really depressed and didn't even attend college after I graduated. I just worked part time at McDonald's while wasting away my life.

I applied to college this year though, and am taking some academic upgrading to have better marks to apply with. I go to school four days a week currently.

I don't really talk to anyone. I don't think I can handle being left all alone again so I've been isolating myself. I don't know if I can trust my classmates to not end up hurting me like what happened in my previous school. I just think back to how everyone abandoned me and how hurt I was.

So now, I'm just studying for college, playing video games and watching anime. I quit my job so I can focus more on getting good marks.

I feel like a fucking loser. I hate being like this. I wish I could just be a regular person and talk to people. I've forgotten how to talk with people, how to strike up a conversation. 

I just want to feel normal.

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<bot>: due to certain events, I've grown to be really antisocial. I'm feeling lonely and want friends but am too scared of being hurt again.