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Basically I've been in a LDR with someone 20 years older than me for the past 9 months. He does not have a high sex drive but he is the best boyfriend I have ever had in my life. I love this man but the lack of sex from our distance has been getting to me BADLY. Last night my sexual urges were out of control and after I did Molly I hooked up with a friend of mine. I. Feel. Terrible. Today I called my boyfriend telling him I don't know if I am right for him (I know I didn't tell the whole truth) but he says He is serious about me. He says  he is moving here "for the winter" to be with me and I don't know what to do. I feel terrible all around and even though I know I have been sex starved I never should have done that last night even if I was drunk and on Molly. It won't EVER happen again but I'm scared if I tell him it will break his heart. I don't want to break up with him but I also hate this distance because I do not feel like a sexual being anymore. I feel like I am in a relationship with my cell phone until he gets here. I am a mess and I cannot get out of bed. I feel like a sex starved, horny piece of shit after all these months of abstinence for this person who I see maybe once every two months. We talk every day. This guy is so sweet and I feel like such an asshole.  What do I do? Confess? Let him move here for a few months this winter and never mention it? I seriously don't want to be with anyone else but this is tearing me up.
<bot>: I haven't seen my LDR boyfriend in months. Got drunk with a friend and hooked up. Never going to happen again. Do I confess?