<human>: I have never felt comfortable with sexual male attention. I am not an unattractive woman, and I know that men look at me. As soon as a conversation switches from being platonic and pleasantly flirty (which I thoroughly enjoy because I feel like it won't lead to any vulnerability or sex) to being sexual and hungry, I panic. My stomach drops, I feel ill, and I bail. This happens both in person and over text with men that I have "recreationally dated". Over the years, I have developed sarcasm and teasing as a means of talking my way around these interactions, but ultimately I shy away from men who see me in a sexual light. As a result, I have never been able to form meaningfully deep romantic relationships with men, and that's a big problem for me as I want to see myself in a relationship eventually. I don't even like the idea that one's sexuality is an integral part of being a person. It makes me nervous and, if I'm being honest, a little disgusted and disappointed in myself. 

How do I work on this? I have been going to a psychotherapist who has helped me make great progress with issues relating to intimacy, honesty, and self-value, but I have left her for three months to pursue work in a new area of the country. Anyone else experienced the shame and disgust at feeling objectified, and what did you do to shift your thinking?

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<bot>: Feel disgusted, vulnerable by male sexual attention. I feel uncomfortable being wanted. How do I feel differently about being the center of someone's sexual attention?