<human>: Me (23f) and my bf (22m) have been together for 2 years. Yet lately I've been thinking about other guys, or maybe even trying it out with girls. I love him to pieces and I'd never want to bring this up with him because I know it would devastate him. I want to marry him some day, yet I can't help but think i'm missing out on some experiences out there and that I probably shouldn't be in a commited relationship right now. 

I've always held the firm belief that if you love someone, you don't desire anyone else. Please don't judge me. I feel like a terrible person...

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: in a long term relationship, with a man I love very dearly, but feeling like I'm not ready to settle down yet and be monogamous forever.