<human>: Well, i fucked up this shit two weeks ago, when in my little brain i decided to not pay attention to the instructions of this very important study guide, this guide was like life-changing important...

For context...i have a job interview tomorrow, i'm an archaeologist especialized in zooarchaeology and the laboral opportunities are minimal right now, i had been looking for like a year and have had different interviews without any success...

To the fuck up thing: I find this really great opportunity a month ago, my dreamed job with the perfect payment, i'm in list for this interview since the last week of january, they sent me a study guide with 200 pages since then, the topics were pretty specialized and hard, they included zooarchaeology, C14, archaeobotanic, geophysics aplied to the archaeology field, RAMAN microespectrometry, laboral law and archaeological law for my country...

It was a lot... but hey! The dreamed job had to have a cost and i was ready to bring it on. 

So well, i study day and night i read the guide 3 times, highlighted the relevant points and then make study cards, i read complementary texts for better understanding of some theories and concepts. That take all of my time in the last two weeks... 

Tonight i was studying again (for reinforcement) and then it hit me... There was a fucking relation of the pages that i have to read, i didn't have to read 200 pages, i had to read like 50 or 70... I need to do all over again but now i don't have 2 weeks i just have like 12 hours... It's not so much if you've been sleeping well but in this right moment i'm like drunk with coffee and red bull and the fatigue is really powerful in me right now. I'm so exhausted... 

I'm a very very stupid person and i really hate myself right now... I'm going to be there tomorrow and give my best but maybe is hopeless... LOL...

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<bot>: I didn't read carefully the instructions of some study guide for a job interview and now i'm exhausted for overstudying and my brain isn't working anymore...