<human>: **Why I'm considering going bridesmaid-less**

* I'm anxious about the prospect of choosing friends (and leaving others out). It makes me REALLY uncomfortable.

* I don't feel comfortable asking anything of my friends (shower/bachelorette planning, help with crafty things, spending money on specific shoes/dress/makeup). I just want everyone to show up and have a nice time!

* Our guest list is small (50 people) and the event is much less formal than typical weddings (Sunday brunch wedding). 

* We each have a sibling that could stand with us for the ceremony (I suppose it would be sort of like having a MOH/best man).

* We are trying to keep costs as low as possible.

**Why I'm second guessing myself**

* I always envisioned getting ready together with my bridesmaids! It's a silly detail, but one I would really cherish. I love "girl time". Would it be odd to invite a few friends to join me in getting ready if they don't have a "role"? 

* Pinterest (ugh) is tempting me with all of the fun bridal party photos. I feel like I'm going to be missing out on one of the key wedding elements somehow.

After typing all of this out, I get the feeling that I may be way, WAY overthinking this.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: anxious about forming a bridal party and considering just having our siblings stand with us. But my heart feels like I may miss out on some memories. How are you dealing with this?