<human>: Well, about six months back, a girl (thanks to a long list of acquaintances) dropped by my house for some college advice (we're both in 12 grade), post that, we only met twice again before I went abroad for college. She had a boyfriend when we met, though I was extremely attracted to her and told her so, saying that maybe our meeting wasn't the best idea for her relationship (why not? I want a long, trusted relationship with her, not a fling), but she still met me anyway, and I restrained any advances.

I thought she wouldn't talk after I left, but our conversations have only increased in length since then, though a time difference is a major hurdle. She broke up with her boyfriend a month ago. When we talked about it, and I mentioned my feelings, she said "the ground waits for the rainfall, not call for rain" (both of us like allegories like that), which I tried not to take too hopefully. However, things are just as weird now - it's always mixed signals. She'll be reciprocative, but always very....limited about and feelings involved.

I don't know what to do, or even think, and I definitely don't wanna mess this up. I saw the other posts here and found genuine advice, which essentially inspired this. Hope someone sheds some light on this.

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<bot>: I love a girl, and can't tell whether she loves me or not - it's always mixed signals. I want her around forever, and would like some help on how to not ruin this.