<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I've always known myself to identify as queer—usually the label's fallen under bisexual or pansexual, once I discovered the world beyond gay/straight/bi. However, due to slim pickings/just developing interest in particular people (because, I always considered myself attracted to people, not a particular gender) I've always dated individuals of the male persuasion. As I've gotten older (I'm 19, rising sophomore in school), I'm finding myself questioning my sexuality even more and feeling more interested/attracted to indivduals who identify as female. The only issue with exploring those feelings is that I go to a small liberal arts college where the gay community (specifically, the lesbian community, out of that) is extremely small and no one has really caught my eye, so to speak....and I'm in a long-distance relationship that I'm happy with, despite these feelings. In that vein, I want to bring up these feelings I'm having with the person I'm seeing, but am afraid about any attitude/bs I'll get from them once it's out in the open, especially if I may not end up exploring these feelings in the first place due to my lack of interest in my college's community. Ultimately, I just feel confused, not so sure who to talk to/how to talk about this, and it's just hard because usually I know myself well enough to figure out what to do. This time around, I just don't know. No need to say anything, I just needed to vent about that.
<bot>: Consistently have dated boys/am dating one right now but have been feeling a mighty interest for da ladies, but don't really have any way of exploring those feelers.