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I moved away for school. 15 hours away from my home town. The university is a lot better here, I have my own apartment which I pay for out of a bank loan.

My mom and dad agreed to pay for school. I'm a full time student whose in school all year. I'm having a hard time with two of my classes, best grade I can hope to get out of them is barely passing. 

My other classes are in the 80s. I chose to keep the two classes I'm failing to try and get the credit rather than dropping them.

Every time I talk to my mom she holds the fact that they are paying for school over my head.. I can't mention anything else in my life that isn't related to school or it turns into a, "I don't know where your priorities are." 

I'm not a bad student, I'm just having a rough time in two classes and this is my first year.

I offered to pay for my own schooling just to get these fights to stop but she won't let me. My and my friends were in the middle of planing a trip to europe during the christmas break because of cheap plane ticket costs, I made the mistake of telling my mom and shit hit the fan.

It somehow turned into that because I wanted to go to europe during my longest break that I didn't care about school, all I cared about was europe and boys. While shes saying they cant retire until I graduate. 

I just don't understand, reddit. I didn't ask her for money, I didn't ask them to pay. It has nothing to do with school, its during a holiday and yet this huge fight happens. Its as if I'm not allowed to have anything else in my life except school.

Its to the point where I am getting extremely depressed and just beat down. I feel wrong for wanting other things. I want a relationship, I want to travel but I want my degree as well. I just.. I don't even know. I just can't care anymore. I don't know what to do.
Please help.
<bot>: Parents paying for school. Constantly holding it over my head and putting pressure on me. Feel like I'm not allowed to have anything going on in my life except school. Don't know how to handle it. Help.