<human>: Condense the text into a few key points

I'll try to be brief. We become close friends at 16 while he had a girlfriend of over a year. They break up. He has feelings for me at the time but never acts them. He gets another girlfriend of over a year.

We go to university far from each other. They break up shortly into uni. Me, I've never dated anyone. That summer we spend time together. We admit feelings for each other. We kiss. The physical chemistry isn't strong, maybe coming from lack of experience on my end. It's mostly awkward the rest of the summer. 

We go back to school as friends. We hangout over holidays with much romantic tension hanging over us. This past spring we talk about our feelings. We can't do long distance. We can only be friends. It was painful and awkward. 

He's racked with guilt over screwing up his last relationship plus plagued by other personal issues too. He even says he's not looking for sex/romance at all until after he graduates. We both agree I could benefit from seeing other people. After that I saw someone at school short-term which was pleasant enough.  

Summer is here. We see each other. Last I hear he's still not interested in women (or men) and working past his feelings for me. I nodded along with all that.

After trying to understand my feelings it seems I'm in love with him. It's not impossible he feels the same way, but he probably wouldn't act on it. Putting the truth in the open would probably only make things more complicated. I value the truth though and deep down I feel like I should tell him.
<bot>: Close friends for four years with admitted romantic tension between us, long distance most of the year while we're at school, he's sworn off dating for the time being