<human>: So, I have a good friend who I met this semester at college. She trusted me very early, and told me some of her past problems, her parent's divorce, and other details that she said she hadn't told anyone else.

As we talked more throughout the coming weeks and hung out and such I made my feelings known that I wanted to be more than friends and she said that she found me very attractive and that I was keen on her emotions like nobody else had been in her life, but she didn't want to be tied down to one person.

It has been a while since it has been brought up, and I see her almost daily through the semester and now that we are home on the winter break and far away she had invited me to come up to her. I miss her a lot, but I was thinking would it be best to not talk to her anymore? I can't see her as only a friend and I know she doesn't want a relationship for her own reasons.

Every time I see her I am happy but at the same time I get more and more sad about it and it wears on me. I have other friends, and there are other girls too and of course I can't put every detail of my attraction to her here but, I want her more than anything else.

What should I do? Should I tell her that I'm not good with relationships but I only mean good to her, and she shouldn't fear being with me and she could leave whenever. Should I be honest and tell her that I want her badly and find her so good? I think about her a lot and I wish I could view her as just a friend but I can't, but at the same time even with rejection I can't just leave her. She said that she was afraid I would leave her because she couldn't return the feeling.

She even said when I first expressed my feelings that she thought that it could be me, but she couldn't do it. I was hoping I could take down those walls or reservations she has.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: A good friend of mine and I want something different from each other, but I want more. What should I do?