<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

*My s.o. and I have been dating on and off for 8 yrs.
Recently formed a relationship again about 3mo ago. 
I considered her the "one" since the first day I encountered her.
We have a healthy relationship right now. 
But this happened.

Yesterday
>Calls 8x in row.
>Playing league, so ignore.
>Team feeds and we ff. 
>Call back.
>Found out shes prego.
>I trip out.
>She calls back claimimg she mightve misread test.
>Calls again saying Ill let you know tomorrow.

Today
>Tells me truth.
>I confront her act about claiming it might be false positive.
>Confirms it.
>I understand, its her body etc etc.
>Financial issue though, its expensive.
>Money is not so good right now, college student.
>Find enough money.
>The deal is that we can never mention it ever again. I just give her cash then its agreed that this never happened. 
>Obey her commands.
>Makes a reddit post.

**Although I understand the obvious reason why she wants to keep it a secret, but is this healthy? To just tuck it away into a corner of my subconscious? What should I do? How will this affect our relationship? Feeling confused and sad. Help please. Thank you.
<bot>: My gf been on off for 8 yrs. Got prego. Getting abortion. Acting it never happened. Healthy? Yes no?