<human>: I have been friends with "John" my entire life, he's practically like a brother. I have a boyfriend and we have been together for 3.5 years. We hang out with "John" a lot. "John" is just as close to my brother as well. We all four hang out and everything is cool and fun. 

Sometimes I catch "John" staring at me and when I catch him, he looks away and when my boyfriend and brother have been out getting stuff from the store and "John" shows up and its just the two of us, there's always an awkward silence. I noticed the other day when I was hugging my boyfriend, "John" wouldn't look at us and it was like that twice. I don't know, maybe it's my imagination because it's not much to go off of but it's just been a feeling I have had lately. 

I myself have been comparing my boyfriend to him lately because my boyfriend is a little immature and "John" is too but not nearly as much as my boyfriend.

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<bot>: I think my friend of 22 years may be starting to have a thing for me and I am not sure if I am just over thinking it or if it is true. Any ideas?