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I'm going to be 37 in a matter of days. I'm feeling very low (my mum died a year and a half ago, my dad was just diagnosed with cancer) and I'm feeling like life has passed me by.

I was in 2 long term relationships in my 20's. The latter relationship I was in, we were engaged, but there were serious issues with the relationship (he was a Nazi- not kidding here, and he didn't want to have kids unless I would agree to allow them to be raised according to his thinking) so I ended it finally, as I let it go on for far to long. That was the summer of 2004.

Since then I have been on a handful of dates, sporadically. They never went anywhere. I'm not sure if they were wrong for me, or if I was just not ready to be in a relationship. Now that I am older, I am feeling like I missed out on so much. I've spent the better part of the past 8+ years socially isolated. I'm not good at making friends. I have depression and anxiety issues. I've started to branch out a bit more now that I've moved to the UK to pursue a Ph.D.

What I need help with is how do I start dating again after all these years with depression and anxiety? Some days I can hardly leave my flat, let alone interact with people. Can I do this or should I just get used to the fact that I will be alone forever. I've already pretty much accepted that I will most likely never have kids, which saddens me.
<bot>: 37 year old female, single for almost a decade with depression and anxiety- can I find love/relationships again, or am I doomed?