<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

Okay, so here's the deal.

In college, I moved in with some friends of mine, and became attracted to one of them. She became one of my best friends, and I love her to death as a friend. The only problem is that for a while, I developed very strong feelings for her and to be honest, it was really hard to shake them. I never wanted to say anything because we were roommates, and I really cherish her friendship and wasn't sure what my confession would do to that. So I kept everything inside. I've been attracted to girls before, but have only ever been with guys. This was a whole new level of attraction. 

Fast forward a year or so while she's gone and I'm able to start getting over those feelings. I start seeing this guy and become totally enamored by him. He's amazing in every way, good to me, great heart, kind, hilarious, and very attractive. We hit it off and start dating, everything is literally feeling like perfection. But then after hanging out with my friend more, those old feelings start to come back. It's always hard to tell if she feels the same way, sometimes an action or something she says will signal to me that she had the same feelings. But I couldn't tell if it was just wishful thinking on my part. She's a bit of a touchy-feely person, but I can't tell if that's heightened with me. It seems that way though.

But at the same time, I love spending time with my boyfriend and honestly have trouble sleeping on nights when he's not around. He's become a huge part of my life and honestly when I think of my future, he's a part of it. My plans for what I'm doing soon have changed now that he's in the picture. 

Basically, I'm super conflicted. I'm so happy with my boyfriend, but as soon as my friend comes into my mind, I'm distracted. But I love spending time with her as well because she's one of my best friends. I just don't know what to do. I feel torn and I hate it.
<bot>: I've (F) been dating an amazing guy for ~6 months, but have feelings for a friend (F). HELP