<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

When my boyfriend and I first started dating, we only lived 40 minutes from each other and went to the same college. He was so sweet and thoughtful, always letting me know how much I meant to him, in the same way that I let him know. Although, over the summer, the thoughtfulness began to subside, and he basically told me that it was because he didn't feel like he had to win me over any longer. He had gotten me to fall in love with him, so he didn't think he needed to try anymore. 

Then, I had to move out of state for school. He assured me multiple time that he could handle the distance, that it wouldn't phase him. And if you ask him now, he'll say that it hasn't phased him in the slightest. But I think differently. 

He will literally get **mad** at me when I tell him I miss him and that I want him to come visit. He says he feels that I'm angry with him for not being here. How else am I supposed to let him know that I miss him? I've had to beg him to let me know that he misses me and thinks of me and all that gooey shit that I kind of feel that I **need** since I can't have any physical contact. 

It just really makes me feel like he doesn't care. Like I'm not that important. 

And there's another thing, too. I met a different guy on a cruise back in 8th grade, and I had a pretty big crush on him then. We've recently started talking again, and that crush has kind of surfaced again. This other guy, who lives 9 hours away, is making me feel more loved and missed and wanted than my boyfriend is. And I still feel absolutely terrible for talking to him, because I can't bring myself to break up with my boyfriend. He's not making me happy, but I don't want to hurt him or his family.
<bot>: I'm in a long distance relationship that might be falling apart. There may be someone else, but he is also far away. I don't know what to do.