<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

I've always been active (volleyball for years when I was younger and rock climbing/biking for the past two years) and have never been an unhealthy weight but have never been super skinny. My legs are thick but relatively muscular and I've got some extra flab on my stomach and arms but you can definitely tell that I'm pretty muscular and my stomach is pretty flat. My measurements are ~36-29-40. If I could change my body I would want thinner arms, much thinner legs, and a more narrow waist but I'm wondering if I'm just beating myself up over how I am simply built. 

I've been dealing with weight loss goals off and on for a few years and even though I've been within the same 20 pounds for the past 6 years since I was in highschool I feel like this isn't the body I want. Would losing another 20lbs really solve the issues I'm facing? Will I ever honestly have the "ideal" body I'm hoping for? 

Maybe I'm still comparing my body to my teenage shape but lately I've just been so conscious of my body. My legs in particular are quite muscular but I can't get over how -big- they seem. I get obsessed with this ideal weight/body that I seem to never reach and it just discourages me from even trying. Is this because that ideal just simply in the genetic cards for me?
<bot>: I'm a thicker but pretty muscular and a healthy weight. How do I know whether to accept that my body is just built this way or if I should take the measures to lose weight and get the body I want?