<human>: So, in my college class, there's this girl that I've been talking to for the sake of passing time. She's pretty cool, but I don't really have any experience with talking to people my age, and it makes me nervous because she wants to like study with me and shit.

A bit about me: I dropped out of high school very early on and kind of became reclusive. I don't really have any problem talking with people, and I seem normal, but I'm pretty sure the longer I talk with someone, the more they'll know just how inept I am. This is less of a problem with people that are older or younger than me.

But anyways, this girl and I went to lunch, and afterwards, suggested we should go to a smoking bar together some time. I'm fine with that, but I've never had anyone try to spend time with me in years. I don't know how to deal with this, and I just want to curl up into a ball, hiss at her to go away, and go back to being a recluse that pretends he knows how to talk to people and be sociable.

I feel like I might crack or get really nervous at some point if I do try to do this with her, even if it's just platonic. It almost feels like there's a liability I have, even though I want to try to talk to them.

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<bot>: I don't know how to interact with humans on a visceral level, and it makes me anxious sometimes. How do I fix this the right way without making me more anxious and stressed out.