<human>: Hi. I'll try to keep this short. My boyfriend's late wife died very suddenly and tragically seven years ago. They'd been together since they were young teenagers (ages 14-24) and their families were/are extremely close, like one big family. 

I've only met his parents once and though they were kind and polite, they seemed sort of off and sad during our dinner. When I mentioned it to my boyfriend, he told me I was the first women he's brought home since his wife passed, and it probably brought up feelings for them. 

The anniversary of his wife's passing was a couple weeks ago and he, his parents and his siblings, her parents and her siblings all met up for an annual memorial-type thing. I asked if he wanted me to come and he said it was too soon, but maybe I could accompany him in the future.

I love my BF, he's really wonderful, but I'm feel like his late wife was his "one true love" and I'm some kind of compromise and I'll forever be second to her. There are a few pictures of them around his house and a few of her things, nothing crazy, but they make me super uncomfortable. I know this sounds superficial and crazy, but my BF and his wife are/were both very tall, thin blondes, and they look sort of "perfect" together. I'm short and curvy with dark features.

I think maybe I'm just not emotionally mature enough to handle dating a widower? It feels complicated and uncomfortable in a way I don't know how to describe. Like I'll never be who he REALLY wants, who he would be with if not for her accident. Maybe we should break up, and he can find someone who can handle it? Or maybe there's a way for me to feel better about it? Help!

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<bot>: Feel overshadowed by my boyfriend's late wife, even though he's done nothing wrong, wondering if we should break up.