<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

So to explain the fight I had with my friends I have to say that I'm trans(born male) and that I told them a few months before our fight. When I told them about ti they seemed to take it rather well as they were apparently convinced I as gay.

So a few months after coming out to them, I had the feeling they were more harsh with me than usual. We always insulted each other and made fun of each other, but I had started to feel like they were getting way more rude towards me than before. I ended up telling them that I felt uncomfortable because of it but it didn't change so the following week I got pissed off and told them that I was done with them.

Now that I've calmed down a bit, I think my reaction was a bit much. Maybe I was just overreacting or feeling they were more rude to me because I was really sensitive during those few months. Then I also think that maybe I didn't explain to them properly what was getting on my nerves.

One of my friends, the one who I've been friends with the longest ended up contacting me later, but I still had that fight on my mind so I didn't want to talk to him.

Now I really miss them but I haven't been able to bring myself to talk to them again because I don't know what to say. It's been a few months since I've started to think of contacting them again, but every time I try to I can't help but think that they don't want anything to do with me anymore or that they were glad to be rid of me or that they'll make fun of me or things like that and so I end up never having the courage to do anything.
<bot>: Had a fight with some old friends, haven't talked in months, I feel bad about it, but don't know how to face them about it.