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This girl is the closest person in my life. I tell her everything and she's a very kind and caring person. However, about a year ago, I found some very mean emails from her to one of our mutual friends saying some very mean things about me. They were discussing how I was essentially a horrible, selfish person. She was saying things that were completely untrue and making me seem as though I was mean, needy and just downright awful. This took a huge toll on me. I called her up when I saw the emails and she broke down in tears and apologized. I'm a big wuss and the minute she started crying I immediately forgave her. We've talked about it in passing one or two times since then, but never really discussed it. I sometimes feel like I forgave her too quickly and am still hung up on it. I feel like now it's been so long and she hasn't done anything major since then to upset me but I'm still hurt. The minor things she does now affect me more then they should. I just don't know if I've lost my window to approach this subject or not?
<bot>: My best friend said some awful things about me and I forgave her before I was ready and am still upset by it but think it may be too late to confront her.