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I want to take on a very beneficial internship program in the UK in 2016. It's a 4 month program and I would be graduating with my boyfriend (of 1.5 years currently) upon my return. I have wanted to study abroad for most of my life, so it is possible that I would resent my decision to not go.

Since it will be both of our final semesters, he will be attending a rigorous clinical program the same semester I am to be overseas. It is likely that we would not see each other much because of his clinicals, even if I stayed in the US. We do live together and plan to remain so, and do have plans to stay together long term (i.e. possibly marry, kids, etc.)

I have not been away from him for more than a week, and when I was I missed him terribly; but I also was sitting at home bored and unemployed between semesters. As a result I am afraid of the possible damage and stress being apart would cause on our relationship. Has anyone every experienced being away from their SO long term? Did you resent your SO when they left long-term while you were under academic stress? What other things should I consider?
<bot>: I want to study abroad, but I am afraid of the strain it would cause in my relationship with my boyfriend of 1.5 years. Looking for personal experience or advice.