<human>: I've been dating a woman, let's call her Lexi, for a bit over 3 months, we were friends before we started dating, and she's great. She's smart, funny, really sweet, has a good job, successful, great cook, generous, and absolutely beautiful (Blue eyes, red curls, soft skin, curves, she's gorgeous). I miss her when we are apart, she has a wonderful daughter about a year and a half old, who I have bonded with, it's really nice.

Lexi has asked about if we are going anywhere in our relationship. We are monogamous, we go on dates, I have met some of her family and friends, there are tagged pictures of us together on facebook... but I've told her I don't know where this is going, because I don't take commitment lightly. It feels like it's going somewhere more. But I can't be sure just yet. 

But this weekend I caught myself more than occasionally having to stop myself from telling her I love her. We have told each other that we "Love" things about one another (ie: I love when you do such and such) But never the actual "I Love You" Now I'm wondering if I am in love with her, just subconsciously. Why else would it be so easy to say it?

Clearly we care for one another a lot and have some real feelings. So why am I waffling on even calling her my girlfriend? Why is this so hard for me when she's fantastic? Am I subconsciously already in love with her? Is that why I keep almost saying it?

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: Dating an amazing woman, had to stop myself from saying I love you many times in the last few days. Why am I so hesitant to even call her my girlfriend? Am I already in love with her?