<human>: Hi Reddit, I am just going to let this out here as it's the beginning of the year and I want to let go of things that are holding me back. 

I met this wonderful guy April of last year and we hit it off right away. We were seeing each other for two months but to cut the story short, we had to be apart 10,000 miles away due to the nature of his work. I don't normally believe that a long distance would work but with him I really had faith. When we first went out,  I did not want to be attached to him because I knew he was going to leave but he MADE me feel that it was going to work out. He made false hopes and it's hard because I had let my guard down for him and trusted him. He said things that he was never going to fulfill. I think the worst thing that someone could do to someone is to lead them on. I hate myself for saying this but I still hate him until now. He chose to let me go and be with someone who is there in the same area as him. Of course it all make sense for him to do that but I felt so betrayed. 

I want to let go and forget but I don't know how to begin. Im sorry , i know there are other worse problems out there but any advice would be really wonderful and those of you who have been led on who have something to share would be nice.

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<bot>: it has been a year and I still could not forgive my ex boyfriend; need advice on how to move forward and forget