<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Hello Sedditors,

My ex fiancé (26 F) broke up with me about a month and half ago. We've been together for 8 years and we we're going to get married in 5 months. The reason why she broke up with me is because she felt like she hasn't done much of her life and that she doesn't want kids anymore, she said that she hated kids. When she told me that my heart dropped to the floor, the love if my life just broked my heart into million is pieces. 

It's been a month and half and I still can't get her out of my head, I've tried to keep myself busy as much as I can and it helps but sometimes my head goes into crazy 'thinking of her' mode and I just start panicking. I try to spend as much time as I can with family and friends but most of my friend have kids or are in a relationship so it's hard to plan something when they have to take care of their kids... So I started going to the gym and started doing sports again and it feels good. The hardest part is when I get home at night before going to bed, I can't stop thinking of her...

I have applied the NC rule but she keeps texting me from time to time and I just don't know what to do, Should I reply to those text even though she sends them to me at 3 am? She also told me about a week ago that she started talking to guys and I started crying cause I haven't spoked to one girl yet cause all I do is think of her. 

I need advice on how to move on, what to do to take her out of me head? How to flush her out of my system?

I would appreciate any help giving!

Thanks!

Sorry for my English, it's not my native language.
<bot>: Ex fiancé broke up with me and I need help on how to move on and to stop thinking of her! Also what to do when she texts me, when I have applied the NC rule.