<human>: Yeah, so this happened while in the staircase of the building where I live and she got out of her apartment to walk her dog. We're both around 20 I suppose. So I and the person with me let her go down the stairs first.

So OK, and I get told I destabilized her, that she ran away, etc. That actually made me laugh, it's always pleasurable to hear this as a guy.

But the thing with this is I'm of these guys who never had a girlfriend and I'm 20. Wait! I'm not here to brag about my ugliness (ForeverAlone sub is a bit cultish, no?). Actually I believe the only reason I never was with someone was that I never really opened up to a 'stranger'. Because yeah, how can you give your soul to any random passer-by, just hoping they like you back?

In fact, I never really asked someone out, and during years in the past I constantly had 'a crush' that I was attracted to especially, but now no more, just a little sense of physical need remain, but I can't bring myself to picture what 'me with my girlfriend' would be like, so there is very little time when I have romantic desire anymore.

So I'll try and quit porn and masturbation (not with the NoFap sub, I tried and don't want it anymore) to ease physical desire, I've seen it work on me already.

This sounds more moral, if you will. More respectful to women. If I've no or little desire for their hearts, I shan't (fun word) crave for their bodies.

And I don't know, I hope I'll feel more at peace, if I can get the idea, no, the desire for a girlfriend out of my mind, but it's been there for so long. I'll try anyway.

I've the chance of not being bitter like people in ForeverAlone or stupid like TheRedPill. So I'll give this a shot. Thank you for reading.

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<bot>: 20yo male virgin, never had a gf. No crush, so quitting porn to suppress physical desire. Looking to be fine by myself.