<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

A little background, for the past 6 months (of our year long relationship) we have had sex twice, and I let temptation and being desired by other women get the worst of me. This vacation was almost like a last ditch effort for us to work on us.  She went through my phone and found all my private messages while I was sleep.   I want to work things out, but I'm not sure if it is because I know I've hurt her or if it's because I realized that she is special, at the worst possible time.   

We have had issues in the past, we don't seem to have fun anymore.  We argue over little things, she has told me in not so many words that sometimes I don't act like a man like the older guys she's dated.  Little things like not cleaning will cause her to shut down.  We live about 30 mins from each other, and sometimes our daily conversations don't last but 10 mins at a time (we text more than talk).  

We are here for a wedding, during the ceremony I cried because of how beautiful it was...I tried crying over the situation I have now, I couldn't get one tear out.  

I'm confused, angry at myself, angry that I hurt her,  I don't know what to do.  Please help.
<bot>: Got caught sexting on vacation, don't know if I'm trying to fix the situation to stop her from hurting or if i truly want to be with her