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I recently (about a month and a half ago) ended an unhealthy 6 year relationship with a guy [23] who thought I was the world. The relationship drained me mentally and emotionally and I found its end to be a relief, which made moving on a fairly easy process.

I started using Tinder to have some fun and see what was out there. I ended up hitting it off really well with one guy and we texted/sexted for 2-3 weeks before meeting in person. During our first interaction I was too drunk to function (which I almost NEVER allow to happen) so we decided to give it a second shot sober. When we were finally able to reschedule, he got nervous and backed out, only to decide to follow through later that day. We met up, had sober sex, and tried to get to know each other, but it seriously sucked.

I had recently started a new BC pill and it has turned me from a bubbly, energetic, passionate girl, into a hollow, empty zombie. He could tell and said he couldn't be with someone who couldn't even show emotion/have an opinion during sex, and was kinda a dick about it. It really upset me because who I was that night is not who I am as a person. I honestly feel like he and my usual self would get along fantastically, but I'm afraid I've messed all that up. Does anyone have any idea as to what my next best move would be? Do I try to explain it away? Do I pursue him later when I am feeling more like my old self? Do I let it go and write it off as a one time thing? 

It should also be noted that he is my first crush/sexual partner since my breakup and I am not sure if this affects how/why I am so hung up on it all. I mean... it's just a Tinder dick, right?
<bot>: Wasn't feeling like myself during a meetup with my Tinder crush, think I may have ruined any future chances, what should I do?