<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I've known her for about 4 years now. I had dated her best friend for years 2 and 3 (they stopped being friends around beginning year 3). We became "best" friends about mid year 2. I realized I started having some kind of feelings for her mid year 3. I hid them in the deepest parts of me until the day I told her. I became known as kuya probably in the beginning of year 3. My gf and I broke up around end year 3. We've always shared anything and everything and been very truthful about our opinions. We've told each other things I'm sure would destroy other friendships. She had just broken up with her bf beginning of year 4 and a few days later, while talking, randomly asked if I had feelings for her. I told her the truth and we talked about it for awhile. She got back with the guy (This guy doesn't treat her very well, and nobody really likes him). I hid my feelings again and we went on like nothing happened. A few months ago I realized I really do love her. Just recently they broke up again, because he's an idiot and doesn't realize how amazing she is, and she asked again. Of course I told her I still had feelings for her. She said she'd never want anyone but him. We talked about it a little and that was that. Lately I feel like she's been trying to push me away, so I've been giving her some room. Now I'm on reddit, unsure of what I should do. :/ Leave her alone all together? Forget my feelings, they'll go away? Hide them again and just be there for her? Something else? It's getting harder to ignore my feelings. Also, I've tried to stop my feelings for her, especially when I first realized they were there, but I obviously haven't been successful and it's only gotten worse.
<bot>: I'm in love with my best friend. She doesn't seem like she has or ever will ever have feelings for me. What to do?