<human>: We were together for 2 years but then last October, I broke up with him because I couldn't stand the restrictions he placed on me and his hot tempered attitude. He was devastated and as really affected by it.

Following that, i started ignoring him but then realised that i still loved him and cared for him, so i decided to continue talking to him with getting back together in my mind, but not so soon.

In december, i made out with a guy friend at a party ( I dont have feelings for this guy and vice versa) and this was kept a secret from my ex till 2 days ago.

Meanwhile, from dec to Feb, my ex and i went out only 4 times and we didnt really text much.

When he found out, he was ok with it but gradually as he thought about it he became furious and said i cheated on him. **Technically, we have broken up but he said it wasnt fair to him as he still loved me.**

Now, he wants to cut off everything with me and according to him, he hates me to the core.

Now i dont know what to do. i feel really hurt and i want him back.

And i really hope he wont cut me off from his life because now i really wish we could be tgt again. It seems so bleak.

I just texted him and he agreed to meet me at his block downstairs tonight. What can i do or say that will help make everything good again? Please help me. I dont want to lose him.

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<bot>: I kissed another guy and my ex who still has feelings for me gets mad and hates me and now doesn't want anything to do with me.