<human>: We were in a relationship for 18 months aprox, and I kissed someone else and she got really upset and dumped me. We have been in a situation where we still sleep together and see each other for 6 months now. Throughout this time I have asked her about getting back in a relationship but she has always turned me down, despite saying she loves me, which makes me feel pushed aside and causes me to get angry. Yesterday she told me she doesn't think we should get back together because I'm off to university in 2 weeks and we should "explore the world" but I can't see me getting over her. I do feel like she is the only girl I can be intimate with. Should I keep trying to talk to her and get her back/see that we aren't beating a dead horse or should I just leave it? Getting tired of fighting for her and getting nowhere.

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<bot>: Messed up with the best relationship I ever had, been told by her to leave it after 6 months of fighting, don't want to let go because feelings, should I keep trying?