<human>: So, as my post title said, I'm 20 and my boyfriend is 28. Sorry for the wall of text!

The age gap doesn't bother me, isn't an issue, and we have probably the best relationship I've ever been in - he's kind, caring, thoughtful, and makes me feel safe. Nothing is in question with our relationship, or that he's being faithful - I trust him and don't have any doubts.

Well, in a conversation a few weeks ago, our 'numbers' (as inane as it is) kind of came up - I knew he had been with a lot of girls, and it isn't like he was my first, not by a long shot, but he kind of awkwardly admitted that I was girl number **87**.  Am I crazy for thinking that's a kind of high number of girls to have fucked? 

He's clean, I'm clean. That's not something I have to question, either.  I don't even think he is the problem here. 

I know his past shouldn't matter to me, but I feel like he's got a lot to compare me to in the bedroom, like I know I'm not the best at anything, because fuck, what are the chances at being #1 out of 87? 

He's never said anything, even a little. It just nags at me a little bit, it's in the back of my head. I just don't know how to get over it - I know it's not even really my place to even be bothered by this, but I am - how do I let it go and just enjoy what I've got?

It's not a deal breaker, I'm not going to run screaming from him, I adore him completely and love what we have going on, but I can't figure out how to rationalize this in my head.

Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell
<bot>: my boyfriend has been with 86 other girls before me... how do I get over this/accept 'where he's been'?