<human>: Ive been dating my boyfriend for 8 months, and he's wonderful and I love our relationship. Our sex life has always been difficult. I was molested at a young age, and honestly I just wanted to feel something special and different with our relationship. Sometimes I'd cry during sex, itd make me feel worthless.
Due to this...i dont think he's honest about his past sex life. 
We'll do things and he'll say he's glad he tried something new, what we have is special...but when i looked at the facebook messages from his Ex..it breaks my heart to say..that we have done nothing that is special. 
I know, it shouldnt bother me because its his past...and i have no doubt what we have is beautiful and true, but ill be honest and say...im really unconfident when it comes to his ex.
Just to be with him and think that there was another girl, and im not special, and i shared a part of myself with him that he can never give back to me breaks my heart.

I know that this is all really heavy to take in. I tried to include everything that is needed..i dont know why but im incredibly heart broken.

Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?
<bot>: Been dating for 8 months, he leaves is Facebook page on my laptop by mistake, i go through messages and see messages from his ex that he told me before... Nothing is special.