<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

I don't know whether it's based on my own insecurity or some other traits, but lately I've noticed some bad habits that I want to try and fix them. 

     Essentially I've noticed  that I'll begin the early phase of a relationship but once my S.O expresses more intrest in me I'll start painicing and pulling away. 
 

     I know I've hurt atleast one or two people this way and I want to change it.

      Recently I noticed I was in the midst of doing it. I quickly explained everything  to my S.O and apologized. Although I don't know what the future will look like, I know that I can improve it. 

       Thanks for reading and any advice is welcome!
<bot>: I noticed some bad personality traits and although  I haven't fixed them. I'm taking steps to try and be a better person.