<human>: My wife has a successful marketing career that takes her about once a month to conventions where everyone has meetings all day and parties all night. Big events in the night where vegas clubs are rented out or big name acts like Pitbull are brought in. 

She has been doing this job for about 2 years and has a made a lot of friends, many of which are guys. This never used to bother me, but about two months ago she came to me with frustrations about our marriage. 

Since then we have been trying to work on things and we have had good communication and things have gotten better in a lot of ways, but the next trip she went on about a week after that first conversation is when I went insane with jealousy and I would like to be able to get past it... suddenly, every late night event she goes to causes the worst, most horrible possibilities to play through my mind.

I talked with her about it, but every trip after has been a personal nightmare and I don't want to keep bringing it up to her either. I just want to trust my wife again, but I cannot get over these thoughts when she is gone.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: Experiencing what I believe to be irrational jealousy of my wife's male work friends and looking for help coping with these emotions.