<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

I'm watching the porn we made from my laptop and I'm just smiling at how faded we were and reminiscing about how great we were together. 

It's been 3 months since we've broken up and I still can't seem to move on. I think about him often and can't bring myself to want to be involved with another person despite trying. Other people don't measure up to how great he was for me.

I've tried meeting up with him again, calling, texting. He responds to me sometimes but usually seems pretty cold or annoyed. I don't know what to do and I'm certain that I seem pretty desperate but I can't help it because I know that I loved him truly. I still do.

I know that if we got back together, I wouldn't make the same mistakes I made the first time that pushed him away in the first place.
<bot>: My ex and I have been broken  up for 3 months now but I want to get back with him or at least be friends. What do I do? What can I do?