<human>: Well 3 years ago my friends ditched me 
Because I tried to warn them from a bad friend 
I became depressed started working out because I was fat 
I lost weight..felt better than before ..then I started lifting
By then I knew what I wanna do in my life and forgot bout past 
Then I got injuries and after 2 years of visting doctors they finally 
Diagnosed me with fibromyalgia ..
I graduated high school 5 months ago and skipped first term because I couldn't decide what I wanna do in my life 
And my cousin who I thought he was a close friend came to visit me from another country, it turned out he was jealous of me since we were young and he bullied me while I though we were friends .. What happend is :I have rlly bad hypochondria about every illness ..and at that time I was anxious about one mental illness and I told him about cuz I trusted him and he started making fun of me  and three days later he left and sent me a message "ur a psycho u need to go to a doctor "I told my family and they told me he's parents told us he have some problem .. Well it hurted me 

So today I don't know where I'm going in college and hate my self every time I see someone fit I tell my self "it could've been me" 
And hate how i look and I can't lift weights anymore and my family prob wish they have a better kid than me and I play videos games all day and barley hangout with my friends

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<bot>: I got injuries I can't workout lost my dream of bodybuilding don't know what to major in college, have bad anxiety , spend all day fapping and playing video games