<human>: For the last 3 years I've wanted to be an officer in the United States Air Force. I graduated college last year, and filled out an application for the Officer Training School board only to be rejected. Since graduation, I've been rejected from jobs left and right, including one as a technical writer among countless of missed sales positions. I'm at my wits end. 

I feel like these OTS boards were my last to salvage any form of self confidence. I fully dedicated myself to studying at my university, but I'm not very bright and could only manage a 3.66 in two arts majors despite my complete devotion to school. I made Deans List every semester and have great letters of recommendations from several very good professors, but it still isn't enough for enough. My future used to seem so bright, and I felt like I could really make something out of myself but I don't see it anymore. I wanted to be a lawyer, but I've recently fallen out of love with that industry due to all of the "political" circumstances that surround it. I saw myself serving as an officer for 4-8 years and then going on to law school, but I don't think anything like that is going to happen.

This rejection has crushed me, and I feel completely deflated. It sucks having to hear everyone talk about how organizations want "the whole person" to be in their ranks, because I feel like a shell of a human being. 

Matters like this are pretty black and white despite what anyone says: They either want you or they don't. You are either have what it takes, or you are just not up to par. I've had people tell me: "you can try again later, you were so close." Well if they didn't want me now, why would they want me then? If it was a small class, then why they chose hundreds of people over me? If I have so much to offer, then why do i keep getting rejected?

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<bot>: Have been rejected from everything, rejected again, why should I believe that it's going to be any different for me going down the road?