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It has been about 4 months since the break up. She (20|F) has been fine, travelled around America and having a great time with new people. Me(19|M) on the other hand, I've been sitting in this exact spot playing countless hours of video games, slowly draining my life away. I thought gaming would be a good way to forget about the pain... 

I've played about 500 hours of DotA 2 since the breakup and just got into Guild Wars 2. When I'm playing those games, I feel fine, great in fact. I lose myself in the fantasy worlds... However when I'm not on the computer, either at uni or work, all I can think about is her. I can't help but to feel crap about myself and regret the things that I did and sometimes even hatred for her since she did dump me right before my final exams last semester.

I've seen her around university every now and then, but we've been in no contact. I have broken the no contact with emails hoping for reconciliation but that didn't really work out and just led to emotional blackmail. Very silly of me. I don't want her back. But I can't get over her. What do I do reddit? Please don't tell me to exercise... :\
<bot>: Girl dumped me. I play endless hours of video games - depressed when I'm not. Can't seem to get over her.