<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

We went no contact for about 4 full days but then finally we caved. We admitted to each other that we were both a little hurt, and what had seemed like us getting back together at that moment ... doesn't seem like such a reality now? 

You see, he hadn't even mentioned wanting to see me the night we spoke & came to terms with one another.. call me crazy, or tell me if i have too high of expectations but: if we broke up a week ago from 1 year and a half long relationship, went NO CONTACT, and came to the realization that we were both upset (never mentioned missing each other; red flag?) wouldn't the first thing on your list of things to do is to see me? to make sure i feel loved and important? 

I waited a couple more days and here I am, sitting here in bed wondering if I made a mistake by breaking the contact rule, and trying to make things right. I'm only 20, this is my first real relationship and I don't know what else there is to do - except ask for insight 

Are these his true colors? 
Could he even be seeing someone else, for him to be less interested in reconnecting with me?
Am I crazy? (yes)
<bot>: broke up with boyfriend, reconciled with each other a few days later, and we still have not seen each other - what is going on?