<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

After finishing university and my summer job after it, there is immense pressure from my parents, society, gf and everyone to 'become a man' and take on a job and responsibility.  I have had many different jobs over the years and even if they are not bad jobs that I actively don't like I still dread going into work everyday.  I used to numb that with weed for years everyday but that time has ended now. ** I Fully believe that there is no such thing as a good job**, except those lucky enough to be like back country mountain guides or something.

But all I want is the opposite.  To run and bike and have freedom all day.  I idolize professional athletes who get to train all day, eat and sleep.  No matter how grueling the training, it would be better then having a 'job'.  I know ill never be that but I do say defiantly that it is not a 'boyish' notion to stand up for what to believe in and say no to an overbearing materialistic society.  I would rather live in near poverty and have freedom then live in wealth and splendor and work too much to care or use it.

All I feel every day is anger and despair.  It may even cost me the love of my life as the wavelength she is on one away from mine.  She dreams about goals and money and moving and I just dream about running away and living in my car to hide.
<bot>: How to you rationalize your loss of freedom and natural hatred towards work so that you can 'move on with your life'?