<human>: Race stuff is too exhausting. Problems are in every country of course but didn't grow up in the US, it's always an after thought. Now that I live here I suppose have to consider it (?). 

 It's made me paranoid. Usually I just go for it, or devise a plan for hints (like girls do lol) and getting to know someone but... I moved to the South 9 months ago. We've been working together for 6 months. 

I told a friend during a Skype chat about my crush and she reacted as if I was batshit fucking insane. 

So OF COURSE I just spent 3 hours scrolling through coontown- why?! I have no idea. Actually I do. I have to consider the strong possibility he wants nothing to do with me, right? 

Talk some sense into me.

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<bot>: I'm being a pussy and not flirting it up with my crush because coontown has made me unnecessarily paranoid.