<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

So Rick and I have been dating since last May, official couple since February of this year. He's my first relationship. It's been good; we like each other a lot.

A con in our relationship is that we both live at home. There's really no where for us to be alone. Along with work and school, we maybe see each other once or twice a month (we do text each other daily though). At the beginning it didn't bother me much because we were taking things slow and I was preoccupied with school anyway. But it's summer now (or near the end of) and lately I've been kind of sad when I think of him. By sad I mean tearing up or full on crying. 

I know it's cause I miss him but I just feel like it's such a stupid thing to be crying over because we are not a long distance relationship. I'm kinda embarrassed cause I saw him today and we had a nice day together. But when he told me he was gonna head out soon to see his friends, I started tearing up! I tried to play it off as allergies but he eventually got me to admit the real reason. He made me feel better, made plans with me on Tuesday, and reminded me to just tell him whenever I feel bad or uncomfortable. But I feel guilty like I manipulated him into spending time with me and especially after he was so understanding last semester when I couldn't see him cause of school. 

But even writing this I'm still getting teary eyed over him. I don't want to scare him off and now I'm worried something will set off the waterworks again when I see him. How do I stop? And what the hell is wrong with me? Is it cause he's my first boyfriend that my emotions are going overboard? Has becoming an official couple changed something so fundamental that I'm becoming a clingy girlfriend? Are my hormones just messing around with me (I am not on any medication btw)? Or am I over thinking and should just feel what I'm feeling? 

Sorry if this is too general a question. I'm a first time poster.
<bot>: me and my first boyfriend of 1 year, don't get to see him very often, been crying about it lately, and I'm worried that I'm getting way too emotional about it