<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Back in november, my ex gf[27] broke up with me [26] after being together for 7 years and living together for a good 4 of those years for another guy.  I went through the whole mourning phase, did the whole delete from facebook, end contact, etc... was depressed for a month, but got back on my feet and started dating other people (nothing serious).

Rewind to earlier this month, when I learned that her brother died in a car accident, and I decided to man the fuck up, and do one of the most difficult things I've done and went to the funeral to support her (even though her bf was there).  I did it as somebody who was with her for 7 years, and she told me herself when I got there that no one has the emotional connection with her like I did.  She was super grateful I was there and ditched her bf for a good hour to talk to me.

Now, logically I don't want to get back together with her by any means, and I know she has moved on and wants to remain friends (which i don't think I can do at this point), but lately, I've been missing her like hell.  It seems like every little thing reminds me of her, and I keep having to stop myself from texting her... and I keep getting crazy depressed.

I feel like I completely relapsed to the mourning phase of the relationship again, what the hell is going on?
<bot>: Girl broke up with me to be with somebody else.  Went through mourning phase, started seeing other people and was good for a while, but recently, I feel like I relapsed and I miss her like crazy.