<human>: I've been chasing after this girl for close to 2 years now, she's against weed and every time we stop talking for a while I smoke up again because really I enjoy it, I only stop for her because of her personal stance on it, and of course the hinted idea of a relationship which I think and my friends who know her think would be awesome. Last night I had a long talk with a good friend of mine about recent shenanigans of hers like saying she likes me more then a friend, but still "seeing" this other guy while complaining to me about the guy and reassuring me that she still likes me but she has to see if there is something with this other guy. I've been straight up about my feelings with her too so it isn't a secret thing. I do plan to address her tonight because I seem to be putting way more effort into trying to start something off her own words to me (again about how she likes me and feels at ease when I'm there that she hasn't felt in a long time) and I feel like I'm limiting myself by just going after her. But I digress, I wanna toke up so bad right now because this woman is causing me all sorts of mental stress and confusion that I really just want to chill the fuck out for a few hours, but she's against weed and if this talk later with her turns out to be good and something starts I'll feel guilty about smoking up, so should I say fuck this noise and smoke up anyway? Is this even healthy? (not the weed but the situation :P)

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<bot>: Girl problems, want to smoke weed as result, girl has problem with weed, do anyways? possibly even move on?