<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

Me and my boyfriend have been together for a while now and we love each other very much. We have live in different towns so we are in a place where we are still getting to know on another before we do anything like move in together, marriage or babies. We have talked about some of that stuff and we both agreed that getting to know each other before we seriously consider that stuff is a good idea.

Now down to the big issue. I missed a period and I almost immediately went to the doctors. I am about 3 weeks pregnant. I am lost. I know I want to talk to him about this but I don't know how to start. I a afraid of so many things. I don't want to blurt it out and I don't know if our relationship can handle this right now. We don't live together and I don't want him to feel pressured into doing anything just because I am pregnant.

When I was 15 I had an abortion. I was raped by someone I thought I could trust. Back then I knew that it was likely the better choice. I was too young and it took a long time to get over it. It was at least 4 years before I told anyone. I'm not sure I can deal with an abortion again. it was a lot to go through the first time around.

I love my boyfriend very much. I just don't know what to say or do. I don't know what the next step is. Would it be better to talk about this with him soon?
<bot>: Pregnant and I don't think I can handle an abortion but I don't know if our relationship can handle a full pregnancy. I don't know what to do.