<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

I honestly don't even know if I believe it myself sometimes. I know about all kinds of teenager relationships and most of you are probably just gonna tell me how normal it is for me to feel like this, but it just isn't. I cannot imagine life without her anymore, and it's impossible for me to not be happy knowing I have her. 
          
And she feels the exact same way. I honestly dont understand my own emotions right now. I honestly believe I have loved someone before this, but never on this level of being basically best friends/totally in love and pretty much everything someone could ever want in a relationship. We maybe argue once every month and it lasts for maybe 30 minutes, and we've dated for 8 months. We talk about our future together even though we're only sophomores in high school yet it seems so real and plausible. I think we're crazy, but whenever I try to be rational about it the only rational thing I can think of is that this is all real. And the feelings only ever get stronger. 

So reddit, tell me, am I absolutely out of my goddamn mind?
<bot>: I can't tell if it's for real. But I'm crazy enough to post it on reddit. As a guy. I need some help.