<human>: I've always felt like part of my identity was being young, I'm the youngest in my family, I think I look young for my age and I feel the same as I did 10 years ago, but with some visible signs of aging and being uncomfortable with where I am right now in life compared to some others my age I know I'm getting older quickly and it really gets to me sometimes.

I know some of you who bother reading this will think this is typical thinking of someone in the mid/late-20's and I'm well aware of that fact, I just want to vent, there's a part of me that wants to get older though at the same time cause it might mean having my own life, more confidence, self worth, satisfaction and stability, wish I could have all that without having to grow into someone middle age, I've never had great looks to begin with but I'll take youth over looking like a conventional out of shape, poorly dressed dad type any day.

I really miss that 18-22 year old feeling of being considered completely and undeniably young yet still being considered an adult, being 26 now, expectations of you from people both younger and older seem different and the little wrinkles I now have in my face weren't there 4 years ago.

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<bot>: I don't wanna be/look any older than I was about 5 years ago (that 5 years went by way too quickly).