<human>: Me and my boyfriend have been together for 3 and a half years, since quite a young age. Just recently we were having trouble, and I can't help but feel this whole thing is my fault. I had some conflicting thoughts and wanted some time away from the relationship. Not for anyone else, I literally wanted space. That went on for a month or so, and I decided I loved him dearly and couldn't go without him. Now, however, after a month of him wanting the same space, he has got back to me and told me he doesn't want to be with me anymore..

We had an amazing relationship. We're both a little weird, both so attracted to each other, shared some amazing times and held each other through many, many hard times. I thought we would end up together forever. 

He says he 'wants to be independent and grow into the person he wants to be for the rest of his life'. I really want to respect that and let him do this because I want him to be happy. But at the same time I am so hurt and troubled by him leaving my life. I can't help but think he's throwing such a perfect relationship away.

I don't know how to handle this and thats why I'm here. I feel like im grieving. Half of me knows I should leave him be and give him the space he needs. Half of me is terrified he'll forget about me forever and wants to fight to get him back; I'm having reckless thoughts like, maybe I'll turn up at his door, make him a scrapbook of all our best memories, write him letters. I dont know how to get him back.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: boyfriend of 3.5 years broke up with me, says 'he wants independence', but we were such a perfect couple and I want him back.