<human>: My girlfriend of 2 years dumped me semi randomly via text message one Sunday night in May 2014. We had difficulty leading up to it but wasn't expecting to break up so it caught me off guard especially to be broken up with over text. It was terribly sad and we still talked for a month until I got a dui and got even more depressed and wound up flipping out on her and we wound up ending on horrible terms. 

I then stupidly tried talking to her and "fixing" things but it obviously only caused more issues. I work with her mom so she brings her up once in awhile about her promotions and I obviously still know her birthdays so I Facebook message her to congratulate and to wish her a happy bday. 

I still continually think about her and then found out she's supposedly seeing someone new and of course it has made me even more depressed. I'm already depressed with how I look, where I am in life and not being able to find a good paying job and being stuck at a retail job I hate. Not sure what or how to get over her. Been on a few dates but nothing ever sticks.

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<bot>: Basically gf of 2 years have been broke up for 1.5 years but still find myself thinking about her and not seemingly able to get over her, not sure what to do.