<human>: we didn't expect our relationship to turn into what it did, despite each of us having our walls up, we absolutely head over heels fell in love. (M28, F25) it's been an effortless amazing great year, we've talked about the future and we both want to commit (marriage/kids).  

biggest problem: i live in two different worlds. i live in my very tight-knit russian community, and then i have my american life. he's willing to learn the language/culture but according to my extremely closed minded parents, thats not enough.  im jewish, hes catholic- but hes willing to convert, apparently this is also not enough in my world. the idea to convert and learn - both his, with the support of his amazing family. 

ive pushed back in my world to fight for the man i love. Despite everything, i have anxiety and dont know if i can live with having to put him through all that change, even if it is of his own volition. i feel incredibly guilty that the man i love feels like he has to change to be with me, and even worse, that if he does go through with learning the language, adopting the culture and converting, he'll still feel unwelcome in my family and will resent me for it. i just feel stupid and lost.  it broke my heart to break it off...this whole ordeal doesn't even feel real, nothing really feels real right now. 

i cant let him make all those changes just for me...right?

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<bot>: amazing boyfriend offered to convert and learn russian so we can have a future together, i feel guilty and terrible about what he wants to put himself through, i ended things, feel like it was a mistake.