<human>: I've never really had relationships before. My last one was when I was 15 and I was the one who got dumped. My boyfriend and I are long distance, we met online and have been together 2 years (approx 7 months in person). 

Every day I think about breaking up with him, i'm just not happy and he's not helping. I suffer from depression amongst other anxiety disorders. I started seeing a therapist before we met and I am medicated but I suffer badly from bouts of self hatred and deep depression where I hate everything to do with myself and my life. I honestly can't remember the last time I have felt happy.

I haven't seen my SO since December and can't see him until God knows as he's trying to move out of home and doesn't want me to come visit (AUS to NZ) until he has moved out, which is weird since I thought I got along fine with his parents. I've never met his friends and I don't have any of my own that he could've met. I basically just hang out with my family. Anyways, the distance has put a strain on our relationship and I just don't know if it's worth it anymore. 

If I'm thinking about breaking up all the time, does that mean the relationship is over? I don't know. I don't want to upset him but I don't feel loved anymore. The only way he express any affection is in a sexual way and I just find that a huge turn off. 

Anyways,

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: how do I know if my relationship is over? Am I wasting his time, is he wasting mine? Am i really unhappy in the relationship or is it just my depression?