<human>: My boyfriend and I have been dating since freshman year of college (we're both sophomores now) and for the most part our relationship has been pretty great. However, last summer he developed a depersonalization disorder after getting too high and hasn't really been the same since. He says that he's lost a lot of his passions and that things don't feel as real.

As for myself, I've always struggled with insecurity. I suffer from depression and I depend on validation from others to feel good about myself- so whenever my boyfriend acts like he doesn't want to be affectionate with me or doesn't want to hang out with me, I tend to get depressed about it, thinking it has to do with a flaw of mine or being too needy.

Yesterday, I addressed these concerns and he admitted that he doesn't love me as much as I love him, and he doesn't want to continue hurting me because of that. He doesn't seem to want to break up, but he asked to be left alone for a couple of days to decide what to do, and I'm scared he's going to leave me. I've been horribly depressed and feel horrible about myself, and I want what's best for him but I also am so scared of him leaving me. Additionally, I'm going to be abroad the entire summer so I feel like the distance might help save our relationship. I'm just nervous because I don't know whether it's a matter of distance needed (we would normally see each other every day), a matter of his disorder making him feel less impassioned, or if he honestly just doesn't love me- but in the past he discussed wanting to be with me forever, and other stuff that made it seem otherwise.

Condense the text into a few key points
<bot>: Boyfriend is deciding whether to break up, I think relationship is salvageable if we are apart for a bit, but I'm also scared he might not truly love me