<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

I'm a female university student. I'll be 21 by the end of this month..

A little info about me: 

-mom got disabled when I was really young, so I was raised by my dad who is a Muslim. (I'm an exmuslim).

- I was molested as a kid

- I have an older brother who is an absolute asshole. Physically and verbally abusive. Has stolen money from me on several occasions.

- when I was 19 I was told I may never be able to have kids. 

- earlier this year I got diagnosed with a depression. 

- my boyfriend who was amazing, my best friend and my ticket to happiness at last .... Decided to dump me on valentines day after having been with me for 3 years. 

- after my Muslim dad found out about my relationship, he got very disappointed. Is threatening to abandon me if I dont marry someone of his choice, ie my cousin from back home. 

Honestly, ever since the break up I've been a total mess. I feel like everything has been taken away from me, including my ticket out of this shithole. Before I had my boyfriend so running away from home would have been a whole lot easier. Now I wouldnt know where to go even if I got the courage, money, etc to run away. 
Despite everything I love my dad and wouldn't want to just run away as it would kill him. On the other hand, as an exmuslim I can't be with a Muslim guy, and my dad would never accept my apostasy anyway. Am also worried about leaving my disabled mom behind. 

Please help me come up with a plan reddit? Not having one is driving me insane. As mentioned I'm a student do dont have a lot of money, but I have started saving the little that I do have. Any advice? How do I move forward, what do I do? Thanks in advance.
<bot>: I want out of this shithole but I have no one to support me, no money and a disabled mother I don't want to leave behind. Feeling stuck, and see no solution whatsoever. Any ideas? Thanks in advance :)