<human>: I've had depression and anxiety as long as I can remember. I hated home because of how dirty and messy things were. Always ashamed of it and never had friends over. Growing up, I never talked about myself or my family. They're all hoarders, liars and manipulators. 

My mom doesn't speak much English. My 2 older brothers always stayed with her so I moved out to be on my own. Ran into financial trouble and moved back home for a year and a half now. 

Now I'm ready to move back out again because their habits and personalities I can't agree with. So much hoarding and a mess that I can barely walk or breathe. Except my oldest brother (33) is finally moving out as well. The other brother (30) is a fuck up and always in and out of jail and taking money from her. Right now he's in jail or a work detention camp or something not sure when he'll be back. 

So I'm moving out at the end of the week and the oldest is moving out in 2 days. Leaving my mom all alone. 

She isn't the best mother (alcoholic drinks everyday, gossips and puts down other siblings/family, a generally toxic person) but I still feel bad about leaving her by herself. What if something happens? I'd feel like it was my fault since I wasn't there. When she cooks she's only cooking for herself and not all of my siblings and I. 

My mom said it's fine but she can't abandon my brother (the 30 year old fuck up currently not home).

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: mom barely speaks English, I'm moving out because family is more toxic than Xbox live players. Brother is moving out as well leaving her alone, I feel bad.