<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

So here is the back story - 
Up until 2 months ago, I had a really cushy job, made great money and really liked what I did. However, I was living with an opiate/heroin addiction that was getting worse and worse by the day. It finally got really bad and I ended up getting arrested with an assortment of drugs on me and since the amount was above a certain threshold, the police charged me with intent to distribute. 

My car was seized, and since it was financed, repossessed and my credit score is destroyed. I lost my job because the police sent my work laptop to my job directly instead of letting me get it. Once my work got my laptop from the prosecutor's office, they knew that my story of "losing" it at a restaurant was bogus and fired me on the spot. Anyways, all of the legal stuff has played out and I was convicted of 2 "failure to turnover controlled dangerous substance" charges (In NJ this is a misdemeanor and is less than an actual possession charge, but it is still bad).

Anyways, this was 4 months ago, I have since been to rehab, and am still in outpatient therapy twice a week and have been clean since my arrest (150 days today). Now I can't get a job, I can't get a loan, I can't go back to school and put myself into more debt since this will be on my record for 5 years at least. I don't know what to do - can you please help me?
<bot>: drugs are bad mmmkay - I lost my job, my credit score, my car, my clean record and I don;t know what to do now.