<human>: When I got together, I thought it meant this was going to be hot.  But honestly, the sex is rather mediocre.  Both in content and in frequency.

Objectively, we're a good match. We laugh a lot, similar interests, and the relationship has done a lot to sooth both of our personal demons.  But not being very good luck with women is one of my major issues.

I have literally only been with two people after having gone on two dates, SO included.  Watching all of your friends around you having fun really gets under your skin after a while.  And hearing about her past (20+ people, threesomes, anal, light bondage) is like picking at the scab.

It's not about the double standard.  I'm envious for her having the life I fantasized about, not jealous or disgusted.  And don't quote chasing Amy. I get that she that she is done with that, thinks I'm a great catch, and wants to settle down.

Last night I asked her if she had any fantasies and she said, "Well....I've pretty much tried them all!"  And honestly, I got bitter.

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All that said, this is a shitty reason to break up with someone.  And I'd feel like a scumbag for hurting someone I genuinely care about.  I just really need the honest feedback of strangers.

I did express this to her and she got terrified and bawled her eyes out.  I don't want to bring it up again.  And I don't really have friends that I would talk about this kind of thing with.

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<bot>: Envious of how much fun my GF got to have.  That shouldn't be a deal breaker but it bothers me.  What do you think?