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Last couple of years I've been very lonely/alone due to some medical issues mental and physical which have really held me back in all aspects, especially socially.

I've recently been talking to this girl who is just absolutely amazing. She's just the most beautiful girl ever. We work so well together and I've met her a few times and there is just this feeling of just being so content with her and that I feel so loved or that I'm worth something, I've never felt this way.

The issue is, she's away for new years and also after that so she isn't really able to talk to me (she's also pretty shit at replying in the first place) but I just miss her so much. I always worry maybe she just doesn't care about me, but she's told me how happy she is with me and how much she likes me.

I guess what i wanted was any tips from anyone who has been here too, or what I could do to deal with it? She just makes me so happy and I have such a hard time being apart due to be being so lonely the last few years.
<bot>: Girl im absolutely crazy for is away and usually busy and I wanted any advice on how to deal with being away from her, since I've been so lonely the last few years it makes it so hard, so any advice?