<human>: This probably seems pathetic because I'm so young and I know that eventually I'll be fine, but right now I'm not. 

Every relationship I've ever had has ended with the phrase "it's not you, it's me" and I'm so fucking tired of it. Obviously if I'm the common denominator I have to be the problem. 

My SO and I were together for almost a year, and things just slowly burned out. He stopped acting like he wanted to talk to me, stopped answering my phone calls, stopped visiting. I had to do all the work. And so yes, I admit that it's probably better this way, but I have no one around to help me through this and I haven't stopped crying for hours. I don't know what to do. There's this huge hole in my heart. 

I don't have anyone around to help me through this, and I really am not in the best position for meeting any new people. I'm out of college and on my own, and 99% of my friends and family are hours away. Even he was two hours away but I met him at a seasonal job last summer. 

How do I get through this? It's taking all of my will-power not to text him some sad soppy text. I have no idea.

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<bot>: SO of a year and I broke up this morning, have no one to help me through and no way of meeting new people. Help