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the [last] [two] posts on this account detail the shit that happened earlier this year between us.

i didn't listen to anyone on reddit or in my life who told me this 
"relationship" was a mess and i feel very dumb. i let him talk me into staying. i really talked myself into it more than anything. i actually had moments where i had to tell myself to forget that he was lying about his age and just trust him despite the damning evidence against him.

i went to the general area where he lives to look at schools first and foremost, but also to see him, with my parents (yay! i'm not completely stupid enough to go alone) and he bailed on me. three times within ~48 hours. we were less than ten miles from each other at one point and he couldn't find a way to see me for even a few minutes. i was and am crushed, but i'm starting to realize that apart from the shit i know he lied about he was also just not who i thought he was. he was acting so excited to see me leading up to the trip, then the week before he was suddenly extremely distant, and then when i got home he started acting "normal" again. once i was safely out of reach. i already told him i'm heavily considering breaking up, but i couldn't pull the trigger because i am a ridiculous person and for some reason i still want him to do a complete 180 and when he's "normal" that almost seems possible. 

i know what i have to do, i just need a few people to tell me how dumb i'm being so i can actually fucking finally end it. give me your worst, reddit.
<bot>: i'm an idiot. please tell me how stupid i'm being so i can break up with this dude that i have no business being in a relationship with tonight.