<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

I don't even know where to begin but im writing this post in the hopes that I can get some clarity of mind, or just to vent in general.  I can't stop thinking about what has transpired between us.

We dated for two years.  She was amazing, is amazing.  For two years we dated and never once did we argue or have any serious drama between us.  Shes my best friend, i spend all of my time with her.  I'm a pretty independent guy, but I think its fair to say that she was the focus of my life.

Emotions were always tough with her.  I drunkenly blurted out "I love you" on month 3 of our relationship, she never said it back.  We basically broke up because she doesn't love me and doesn't think she ever can love me.

Life sucks, its hard, get over it, yes.. I understand all of these things, but I dont feel like what is happening with us is right.  Ive searched for a girl like her my entire life and I do not want to lose her.

She has always had a hard time with emotions.  I think she never loved me because she wouldnt allow herself to.  Shes so closed off and compartmentalized getting any real emotion out of her was just not doable.  

We're broken up and she is taking time to figure things out.  I want to, have to, give her her space but its very hard.  My only hope is that this will give her some perspective and she will see what shes losing, but its taking every bit of me to get through this.  I love this girl more than anything else in the world, I will always love her, but I feel absolutely awful right now.  Im terrified that Im going to force myself to get over her, and if she ever gets her shit together and realizes what shes losing in us, I may not feel the same way anymore.
<bot>: My GF of 2 years now ex doesnt love me because she can't love, Im fucking miserable but have to deal with it.  Enjoy the read, teenagers.