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I am not going to say who she is for obvious reasons but I have been friends with her for 18 months, she turned from another friend into a best friend, she was the reason I didnt end it all...
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She has been there for me for the last 18 months and I care about her and she cares about me, I live in Wales and she lives in NJ, we've sent eachother parcels of candy and such before, we skype almost every day, a week a go she met a guy on a vidya game and I dont know why but she decided to take a liking to him, she is an A-Sexual and this is her first relationship, I tried to be happy for her... but as soon as it dawned on me she loves him it hit me like a ton of bricks, I felt lonely, sad, empty and didnt sleep or eat for 3 days, I cry almost every night thinking about her...
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I already suffered depression in the past and she helped through it, for the record we were never in a relationship I guess I just loved her... I semi spoke her about it and got advice from her close friend and a friend of mine, she said you're gonna have to deal with it... I cant though... I love her, she has cared more for me then any other human has ever done, I've never loved like this and im pretty sure she does not have as strong feelings back towards me, I cry when I think of our friendship, I don't ever want it to end... I love her and care for her more then I ever thought I would and her boyfriend (obviously im gonna be bias) is not loving her for the same reasons as me, I dont love her for her looks or anything, I love her for caring for me... I dont know what to do anymore... please help?
<bot>: My best friend helped me through depression, I guess I loved her and no im worried about our friendship and dont know what to do.