<human>: Hello reddit. As I said in the title I'm about to break up with my girlfriend. We've been in a relationship for a 1 year and 3 months and we had a really bad fight last week.I was hospitalized for 11 days and after I came out of the hospital I was feeling a bit depressed 'cause of my illness and my college(they wouldn't accept me  in the important subjects because I lost many classes while being sick).

So, we had a fight,she was like, you never keep your promises, you insulted many times.(Insulted like, oh my god you are so fucking dumb, are you a fuckign retard? and such). I admit it, my vocabulary sometimes becomes so bad, you wouldn't even want to talk to me, but that's because I have many things in my head that make depressed and angry. So we talked today and she says we should be away from each other for a while or if you want we break up. I chose the 1st one, because I don't want to end it like that. I told her she was totally right, I was a complete asshole but there were a lot of things going on my head these days, I had been so confused!I asked her for a chance because I was sure it would be one of these day and had thought of everything I did!

I'm an honest guy with high goals but worries about everything and gets nervous for stupid things.Never looked at another girl and always try to make everyone around me happy! I'm positive in any thing she says and always help her with her studies! I just don't want to lose it like that, it's not worth. I turned down many girls who liked me , just because I'm so in love with her!

Note: I was 11 days at the hospital, she only came 3 times, for a couple of hours while my friends were there for 5-6 hours making my day.

So please, any advice will be appreciated , it's not that I can't find another girl, I don't think I will find the same girl and she has so many awesome things that make me love her!

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: I'm breaking up with my girlfriend for being an asshole for a little time. I'm responsible 60% for the fight and she is 40%. She expects many things that I cannot provide yet and I get worried about silly stuff!