<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

A little background:
I've been dealing with depression for several years and recently moved from my parents basement in Colorado to Chicago. Lately I've been really interested in physiology and I often find myself jumping from page to page on Wikipedia learning about different chemicals and anatomical functions and whatnot. One day I somehow stumbled onto MS and found (as I often do) that many of the symptoms coincided with things I experience. I am fully aware of my hypochondriac tendencies, but one symptom that really stood out to me was the MS Hug. It perfectly described the pain I was plagued by when I was about 12 or 13 and still experience infrequently to this day (I'm 22 now). The further I dug into MS the more plausible it seemed to me. Now it's gotten to the point where I am essentially convinced I have it and can't stop thinking about it. I feel my depression and anxiety returning and I really just want to put it to rest.

Unfortunately, right before I moved I got crappy Colorado medicaid which they don't accept here in Chicago. I have a job that provides healthcare but I won't be eligible for it until September. I know I should wait and I'm just being crazy but the possibility of having MS is killing me. I'm definitely going to start therapy (for my depression) come September, but I want to see a neurologist ASAP. I'm just worried that I might not even make it until September at the rate it's affecting me. Yesterday I broke down crying out of no where and hid in the bathroom on a different floor so that I could bawl my eyes out. I've lost a job before due to my depression and I don't want to lose this one.

What should I do? I'm really terrible at taking care of myself. Also if you have any experience with MS what do you think? I'll post a comment detailing why I think I have it and the symptoms I have.
<bot>: I'm driving myself crazy because I think I have MS. I can't confirm or deny it because I have no insurance. What do?