<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

My whole life every significant man in my life has let me down. My father was an abusive, alcoholic addict who was in jail until I was 2 and then split. He was in my life in and out as a kid. I'd see him once a year. Then when I was around 8 he stopped showing up and I never saw him again. 

My mom around that same time started dating another abusive addict alcoholic who would hit her and got her strung out. He would try and pretend to be my father and order me around. He would tell me how to talk, how to sit, how to dress. He would steal my money constantly for drugs as well as pawn my things (ipods, cameras, jewelry). He got us evicted from several homes, had us living in shitty motels. Eventually he left after about 10 years of this situation when my mom caught him cheating. 

When I was a preteen I got involved with some men who were much older online predators who obviously just manipulated me to get photos and videos. And for their own sexual gratification. I was stupid for initiating it and this is partially my fault.

Every relationship I have tried to have with a guy fails. When I was 18, the guy I was dating cheated on me constantly. Would steal from me and lie to me and manipulate me. He recorded us having sex. And tried to light my hair on fire. 

I don't know maybe I'm the problem. Maybe I am just worthless and not capable of having a man love me and actually treat me well. I am trying now after taking a break to try dating again. But I feel as though I can't trust any man. I assume automatically that they just want sex or will just end up hurting me and I sabotage it. Or I pick men who I know have ill intentions and will hurt me. So I'm not let down. 

How can I fix this and be more trusting and pick good people. I just want to stop getting hurt.
<bot>: Let down by the men in my life. I dont know how to trust or pick a good partner. How do I?