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I am naturally a jealous person and become insecure when my boyfriend mentions other women, even those who are just friends. Overall, I just feel like I'm too easy to upset and get moody way too often.

 He often kids around and calls me his moody/crazy gf. He says it in a way that feels affectionate and he has explained several times that he is just kidding when he says stuff like this. And he is a person who is constantly joking around and his jokes can sometimes border on rude/insulting. My problem here is that I am afraid he is partly serious, and he is getting tired of my insecurities and moodiness and when i act like a crazy gf, and I'm afraid he's going to leave me.

He hasn't really given any indication other than what I mentioned above about him joking around like that, that he is going to leave me. He is constantly talking lately about plans for our 1/year anniversary and what he wants to get me, etc. But i'm a very anxious person and it kills me not knowing what he is actually thinking. I love him a lot so I'm assuming that's why I'm filled with worry. He has told me multiple times he likes my crazy though and he loves me.

I really need advice on how to handle my anxiety and be more laid back and less crazy in the relationship.
<bot>: Afraid I'm being to anxious and crazy towards my bf. I need advice on how to be more laid back and handle my anxiety about the relationship.