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We have been through multiple locations, vacations, countless hours together, but I can't help but feel trapped. I'm her only friend, but she is also my best friend, and it kills me to think about leaving her by herself. She is very shy, but she is smart, and has a very cynical thinking style, but is very passionate about her ideas, it's confusing and I love it.

But on the nights I do go out with friends, play a gig at a local bar or show she just makes me feel so bad for not being with her. And then at times she will make me feel inadequate about every choice I have made, and its tugging on heart heart strings. It almost feels like if I do not stay in my room the entire night she will end up getting angry at me, and try and break me down so I do not leave again. 

I do not know what to do, I want to tell her this but I'm afraid this will tip the boat, and she will be completely alone. I love talking with her, but she has just been staring at me lately, not saying anything, and if I try an break the silence she will answer in a one word phrase. I can't take it anymore. I just want her to find a friend so she can stop taking all this frustration out on me.

I'm just confused and I do not know what to do. I've talked with friends and they know I love the shit out of this woman, but she is breaking me down every time I leave her.

Disclaimer: I'm not in the greatest state right now, I do not usually drink but this seemed like an appropriate time. I will not do anything rash.
<bot>: Girlfriend in an LDR has been making me feel terrible after not spending every night talking to her. now she won't even say anything when I call her.