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I'm 18m, he's 18m. We've been together for 7 months and I love him to pieces but sometimes I feel like he doesn't love me back as much. I planned on going to college here to be with him (we met online). We've spent the last two months physically together, and I visited him once in February before that. I'm planning on attending a community college either here or at home.

I planned on attending college here (his home) but now I'm having doubts. Sometimes I feel like he wants someone else. He texts people that he used to be interested in (and they are still interested in him) all the time and I feel really alone whenever he just sits there across the room texting these other people. It's also hard to trust him because the first time I visited him, I found out that he was talking/flirting with other people 2 months into our relationship. Maybe he didn't take our relationship seriously then but does now. But ever since I discovered that, it's been hard to trust him.

My original plan was to always come here, go back home, and then come back before college started. When I decided to go back home, I told him and he started crying and begged me to not leave. He also told me that he would break up with me and wouldn't do the long distance thing again if I went home and stayed there. He would shut me out of his life and block me wherever possible.

So now I have a decision to make. Should I come back and attend college here (and find a job here- I still haven't been able to) and stay with him, or go home, get my old job back and attend college there and, as a result, have him break up with me?
<bot>: Should I go home or stay here with my boyfriend who doesn't have 100% of my trust? Going to college wherever I end up.