<human>: I am a 19 year old male currently in college. During high school I dated twice (freshman and junior years) and the total duration of both relationships is around 5 months. Neither girlfriend was particularly interested any anything other than sex, sexting, etc. which I wasn't really ready for. Both also had their own issues (the first had a problem with chronic lying) and the whole endeavor scared me away from dating for a while.

 My current conundrum is that I have never been in a relationship that went beyond the first few kisses. I am not particularly interested in anybody now and do not have anybody in mind as a potential girlfriend. I understand that dating someone for the sake of having someone to date is a terrible idea (see girlfriend number one), but I am afraid that if I do not amass some sort of relationship experience now then I will be unable to proceed when I *do* find someone that I am attracted to. I have no idea how to do anything romantic or anything that one would do when dating. 

This leads me to believe that my first genuine attempt at dating (whenever that will be) will be so clumsy as to drive the girl away. To make matters worse I am incredibly timid and have problems with social anxiety.

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Never really dated before and I am afraid that my lack of experience will prevent me from dating more the longer I wait.