<human>: I walked away from the group with said friend on the way back to the house party. i told him i had a crush on him and other gibberish i dont remember. I was very drunk, as was he.  its all really foggy, but now i feel terrible about my relationship 1.5 years, as i have never cheated, and this would break his heart. It is the silliest schoolgirl type crush ever. it was so stupid and entirely unlike me. i dont want to ruin my relationship and their friendship over a ridiculous drunk indiscretion. should i tell him, or should this be my "cross to bear"?

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<bot>: confessed a bunch of not really that true crap i dont even remember to bf's friends and made out on nye. I love my bf very much and am at a loss of what to do.