<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

My bf (23 M) is in the military and got back from deployment about a month ago. 3 months prior to his end of leave I broke up with him due to lack of communication between us while he was overseas. The entire time he was overseas he was experiencing River City (no communication in or out) and he did not receive any of my emails stating that I regret breaking up after an 8 month relationship with him and want to try to fix things. We saw each other for the first time in 11 months about 5 days ago. At first he told me that he was still figuring things out about how he feels about being romantically involved with him because he felt betrayed by me breaking up with him. I understand where he is coming from and I want to make things work out with him. I moved cross country to help my mother on chemo for stage 4 cancer and to make things work out with him more easily and he has sent me one text saying "good morning beautiful" within the past 5 days. The day after he sent the text I blew up his phone about what was going on with a cancer surgery while my Mom was in the ER and he never said anything in regards to the surgery or texts saying that I love him. Will he tell me if I see him this weekend (he had expressed 5 days ago that he wanted to get together this weekend but his silence might change us getting together) that he regrets getting back together with me and is incapable of trying a relationship now? What should I do in the event that he tells me that? Is there anything I can do to help keep him positive about being with me? Am I just over thinking things and just hope that I'll see him this weekend and we can try to work things out by having positive conversations and a good time together?
<bot>: I am on egg shells trying to date my ex and he's been silent the past 5 days after getting back into a relationship with me. What do I do?