<human>: Hello, I am an artist/high school student, and I am generally having large continuous problems. My main problem, to say it simply, is that I have lived my life up until now with the inspiration of a good friend/ex-crush, and as it is now impossible to speak face to face with her after changing schools, and despite online contact, our friendship is falling apart along with my life. She was and still is the reason I live life eternally happy, as a motivated artist and an academic extraordinaire. As she leaves I am beginning to feel depressed, my art is slowing to a stop, my life is once again becoming a passionless nightmare. The first time I left the school I went through this same ordeal and her coming back was the only way I was pulled out. I dont want to go back. I hardly consider my situation as depression, more like a constant state of melancholy and boredom. I want to get a new inspiration, I want to continue my art, I want to feel like I did with her, but she is leading her own life. Help me lead my own.

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<bot>: This girl was the reason I lived life happily, as she leaves me for the second time I yet again am falling into boredom. Help me pick my life back up.