<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

I'm expecting a lot of downvotes out of this, but I don't care. Just recently, I've been feeling like my life was nearing its end, and I don't know why, either.
I've been to many funerals recently, and I've read books that have foreshadowed deaths in them (Of Mice and Men, Romeo & Juliet, etc), and lately, I've been having dreams that I was going to die somehow. In one dream, I'll have cancer, and in another, I'll be drowning. 
I've had more nervous breakdowns within the past two months than I have in my entire life. I have been undergoing more stress than I have ever underwent ever. I have been in the same rut I've been in for a while. Every morning, I wake up miserable, thinking that the rest of the day is going to be terrible. Lately, that's been happening. 
I'm having issues with work, relationships, and the like. I'm venting to nobody about all of this, because as of now, nobody will give me useful advice, or let alone listen. 
The reason people refuse to listen is because they find it bizarre that I feel like I'm going to die soon. I fear death, but that doesn't mean much. I'm afraid of guns, but I don't feel like I'm going to be within reach of one. 
I feel like I'm going to die, and this feeling hasn't even crossed me until recently. Help would greatly be appreciated.
<bot>: I'm going through an endless spiral of stress and anxiety, and it's gotten to the point to where I feel like I'm going to die soon