<human>: Last night, I heard everything I've ever wanted to hear from a guy. This guy has been seriously persuing me for a little while now, but right now I've made a decision to focus on myself and my education. I've never been in a relationship, but I've always suffered from anxiety, self-esteem and depression issues and these things have always inhibited me from getting close to anyone. I've pretty much accepted that. I've made up my mind that until I 100% completely love myself, that I won't let anybody in. I wouldn't want to put anyone through the misery of being in a relationship with someone who's not content and happy with themselves. He's told me that he wants to make it official, that he wants to see where things go and I sat there like a turd. This guy is completely my type, very good looking, charming etc but I feel like all these years that I've convinced myself that I was a worthless piece of shit kind of left me numb to relationships, feelings and that sort of stuff. I kind of always felt like I would be alone, so I've put on this "I don't need anyone" and "Education and my life is most important to me right now" facade. Apart of me is 100% interested in this guy and wanting to take that risk and explore the "unknown", the other part of me feels like I'm making the right decision of not leading him on and focusing on myself and getting my shit together (mentally/ emotionally,education etc). I don't know how to feel about the situation. I'm hoping that I could get some outside perspectives on this and wanting to know if my reasons behind not commiting to the relationship sound like legitimate reasons and not excuses. I don't want to sound like an idiot if I decide to break off whatever it is that we have..Thanks.

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<bot>: Guy interested in me, I don't know how to feel about it or what to do..which is extremely stupid.