<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Reddit, I have a conflict;

I'm recovering from myocarditis and living with moderate depression. Although I mostly have my nerves under control, sometimes the anxiety I suffer can be quite frequent and can distract me from doing simple tasks or leave me mentally exhausted from burnouts. But this isn't even the main issue.

 I have job orientation in about 3 hours,to a fast paced restaurant (one of the busiest in my state) But I don't feel cut out or qualified for the job. I thought I was had recovered well enough to handle the job environment, but I get sickened with such anxiety and stress thinking about I've driven myself to vomit several times now. 
What makes matters a little complicated is the fact that Im living with some relatives who've been urging me to get a job for awhile. And while I can call my would-be manager and tell him I decline the offered position, I fear I wont be able to find another job so easily.

I would like a generally slow paced job, but beggars can't be choosers in this economy...
<bot>: I think got more than what I got bargained for with a job. Would like a slow paced one, but I can't helped but feel like Im passing a passing a good opportunity for a job now.