<human>: I will try and make this short.  

So about a week and a half ago my Ex whom I have not spoken too in over a year sent me an e-mail seeing how I have been doing, saying how she misses our friendship etc.  

A quick background on her is we had a good relationship, however she had a few things about her that made it very difficult to be with her at times, eating disorder, personality disorder, I don't know the rest. I am currently in counseling still trying to deal with some of the problems that I developed while with her.  

So we e-mailed back and forth for a few days, got slightly caught up, she said she is doing better, properly medicated etc. So that's good and all. The main problem is after about two days of e-mailing I didn't hear back from her, I had sent the last email with my phone so I waited about 3 days then sent a quick follow up just asking if she got it. She said she did but she is really busy with work school and Easter so didn't have a chance to respond yet. I have been struggling with if I should just end this before anything gets started, I mean that's great if your busy, but if you don't have 10 minutes in a weeks time to write a short e-mail then what could I possibly benefit from a friendship or more.  

Normally this seems cut and dry, why risk getting back into something like that, shes too busy, move on, etc. Well it's been a year and a half and I mean I'm over her, but still guess you could say I love her. I had a rough time growing up and because of that she is really the only girl I have trusted. So if I decide to say never again to this then I am setting myself up to be single forever. Yeah yeah you may say that is crazy and over dramatic, it's really not. I'm basically borderline asexual with the only thing keeping it not that way is an interest in my Ex. So yeah it's really complicated, tried to explain it the best I could.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: Long term GF seem's to want to start some sort of relationship, she seems way to busy for one, bad past experiences, what do I do.