<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

I need some major help ASAP. Before I get off of work, go home and deal with this. I have no idea what to do, I'm stumped.

In the beginning of my relationship with my AMAZING boyfriend, I was a loud mouth. I talked about EVERYTHING from my past. My sex, nipple piercings, anal, stalker, ex, the drugs I used to do. Everything. I even lied about things because I thought he would find me more interesting and what not. The complete opposite of what I am used to in a "man". I had just gotten out of a relationship and for some reason I thought he would be attracted to me if he knew all this.

Obviously I was wrong, and I'm not actually like that. I found out last night that he is at his wits end with these thoughts eating him alive. Now this was quite a while ago. I try to make things better and "explain" and give "reasons" but that's not what he is looking for. He just wants me to comfort him and make him feel better about everything. He is 100% determined to make this work, as am I. Im not good with this, lately Ive been getting snappy and giving attitude which obviously isn't helping my case either. I get so defensive because in MY mind, its like "get over it" but if roles were reversed, Id be the same way as him. I know Im wrong but I cant seem to actually COMFORT. Ive never been that person and I need to be. Want to be. HAVE to be.

Can you guys PLEASE help me, show me, tell me your secrets, give advice on how to correct the damage Ive done, comfort him. Put his mind to ease. He is honestly THE best man I have ever met in my life. A dream come true. And I dont want what I used to be like to fuck up what we have now.
<bot>: I was way too open with my boyfriend at the beginning of the relationship, and I need to comfort him which is a new and foreign language to me.