<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

So I was on here previously asking for help about my now ex girlfriend because she has had a dark past. Anyway she broke up with me about a week ago and literally it has been super hard to get past her. Ill leave you the short story but basically one month I was having a hard time with life and needed her. She said I got clingy, depressed, and just couldnt take being with him anymore to one of her friends. Truth is there were multiple months she has had these problems and I stuck it out for her but I had one month and she left. Anyway a week went by before I sent her a message saying im sorry for how I was I know it wasnt like me but I need to let you go. She replied finally after a week and we started talking about how she wants to date other people because one I am her first love and before we get married she wants to see what else is out there. She has said that maybe a few years down the road we can get together again but for now she needs to figure things out. The other reason is because she developed feelings for one of her friends. I told her when I am ready I will talk to her again. 
Basically my question is should I just completely try to lose all feelings for her? I am not mad she wants to see other people because I do agree that if she wants to marry me she needs to be sure. But I feel like it isnt fair to me because basically she ended it with me instead of sticking it out and talking to me about everything. I guess I just need words of encouragement cause im not going to lie feeling like your heart is broken sucks.
<bot>: girlfriend wants to see other people, stopped all contact, trying to figure out if I should rid her of my life forever.