<human>: So some background: I love children, but I have never wanted my own. It's just not something that I've ever really envisioned in my future life. When I was younger, I had a lot of gender issues, and though I feel more or less comfortable with myself now, I still don't really feel female. This makes me wonder if I possibly have a hormone imbalance. On top of that, the idea of pregnancy really freaks me out. I am super creeped out by the idea of feeling something moving inside me, and I am a huge wuss about nausea, so morning sickness will be a nightmare.

Anyways, I've been dating my boyfriend for over two years now. He is wonderful and sweet, and I love him more than anything. (I'll also add that I find him incredibly attractive. That's not the problem here.) We've talked about our future, and we plan to get married when the time is right. The topic of children has come up, and he has never pressured me into having kids. However, I know that being a dad is something that he has really looked forward to for a long time. Raising a family means so much to him, I don't want to take that away.

There's absolutely no rush to have children now, but I'm worried that I'll never feel ready. If there's anyone whose had babyfever, what was your experience? Is there anything I can do to help trigger my reproductive instinct?

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<bot>: My boyfriend looks forward to being a dad, but I don't know if I'll ever be ready. Can I trigger my reproductive instincts?