<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Basically this is a short post, I had sex with a girl that I really really like, not forcefully or anything, she was the one to initiate it. But I really don't know what we are, I love her and when I ask what she wants us to be she just says that she don't know. I abuse drugs a lot, I'm currently addicted to painkillers, and I'm possible bipolar I have to go to a psychiatrist and I'm on a course of anti-depressants which I stopped taking because they make me feel like shit. I don't know if I'm just crazy or what. What can I do about this? She likes me but doesn't know what she wants out of this, I just want stability in the relationship, I want to know whether she just wants sex or if she loves me back.
<bot>: I love a girl, we had sex, I don't know if she loves me back or just wants sex. She says that she doen't know what she wants, what can I do about this?