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A little background on my relationship with my boyfriend of a little over a year- We started dating when I was 15, he was 16. I was a sophomore in high school and he was a junior. Now he is a senior and I am a junior (but I'm graduating a year early so technically I am a senior as well I think). 

Our relationship started pretty quickly. He asked me out on a movie/dinner date and we decided to see each other exclusively a few weeks later. 

We have taken our relationship to the bedroom before. We always practice safe sex. I am on birth control to aid with an irregular period, and we purchased new condoms before doing anything that might result in a pregnancy or STD. 

I never really enjoyed sex all too much. It never felt good, I faked orgasms, and never really felt physical pleasure. He, however, lived for it! He loved oral and vaginal intercourse and never suspected that I didn't like it was much as he did. I wasn't open to as many things as he was, but he always respected that until a few months ago..

Things started getting heated and we ended up beginning to have sex, but I felt so ashamed of my body and how I never felt any physical pleasure from him. I don't know what came over me, but I started to cry and apologize (which he HATES). He was confused and a little irritated he would have blue balls. 

Recently, I have had no desire to even blow him anymore. I feel like he is getting bored of me and doesn't want to do anything unless it involves being naked. I love him and he is my best friend, but how can I pleasure him if he is only physically attracted to me? What do I do to make him love me as me? Why don't I want sex anymore?
<bot>: I have an abnormally low libido, how do I make my boyfriend still think of me as a fun, loving, understanding girlfriend if I have no desire to have sex with him.