<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

Us two have been friends for a long time now and we decided to step things up about a month and a half ago. We've been seeing each other and hooking up since then quite often, five times a week on some occasions. 

Recently I was told by her that she had hooked up with another guy. Logically I was not supposed to have any feelings about that but needless to say I was stuck in a funk for a few days after hearing that news. I am also starting to think about her more and more on random daily occasions and how lovely she is and all that shit. 

I tell her often that I love her and she does too. I'm relatively sure that she loves me just as much but I can't say I don't doubt it sometimes either. 

You may be thinking why not just get in a relationship.

I don't want to. We are both students and student relationships always have to end (by this I mean our situations mean we are bound to part ways down the line anyways). This being said I absolutely hate the feeling of being not loved anymore by a person and do not handle emotions well at all for some reason. I justify this by not being in an explicit relationship so that when feelings die out the blow is softer.
<bot>: In a friends-with-benefits situation with a female, starting to get too attached. What do you think about this whole situation? What should I do to be less in love and emotional?