<human>: I've been following subreddits like /r/GetMotivated and /r/getdisciplined for a while now, and have been dealing with my fair share of mental health issues along the way. I finally feel like I have some good footing now to really start going, and I've been doing pretty well, as far as starting a routine and doing things that I don't really want to do but have to. I've made a lot of progress since I've started.

The only issue that I encounter now is the issue of having a dream, or drive, of some sort. I can get myself out of bed to do mundane things like clean my room or start exercising or other short term goals like that, but I don't know how to form any long term goals. 

I have my irons in quite a few fires at the moment. Stage management, drawing, writing, and a job at a movie theater now,  but none of these things have I fallen in love with. I feel like it's sort of silly of me to expect to find a dream job or anything like that, but it's still something that I strive for, and it's something that I feel that I need to be motivated to stay motivated. Everything I've tried has fallen flat. I fear if I keep motivating myself to do all these short term goals, without having any real drive behind it, I'm just going to keep falling into a depression over and over again.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: I can do short term goals. I just don't know how to find long term goals to strive towards when nothing really sticks.