<human>: Spent years in a haze of mental illness and drugs and I don't know how to get out now. I can't seem to figure out the story line and therefore can't tell anyone about it. No one in my life asks anymore because I have spent so much time ignoring questions or answering them incompletely.    

I feel like a fractured person and I will not be able to have healthy relationships if I can't figure out what's going on and how to "tell my story"     

I am in search of someone willing to help me sort through - ask me personal questions and do a little digging. I'd go to my therapist but verbalization is not an option yet... writing it out will be better. When I try to do this alone, I get overwhelmed and quit. Please help me.

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Need someone to help me figure out where I've been and how to proceed on a one-on-one (PM/chat) level