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So I was talking to this guy online. We've known each other for a few months and we got along great. We even made plans on meeting. I really wanted to make it come true and real, but the distance and money were an issue. I still did believe in "that it'll work out some day" 

At some point drama got involved and he stopped giving me compliments. We deleted each other and blocked each other around 2-3 times on facebook. It has been me twice and him as well, we were frustrating each other. 

I still feel like, what if I was prettier, would he have put up with the drama? I do understand that he didn't want drama - he said his buddies have the same troubles with girls OFFLINE and he feels sorry for them, and he has the same issues with someone he hasn't even met yet.

I do get a lot of compliments and such but he says he's a picky guy and .... I mean, of course he has told me I look really pretty but he hasn't said that ever since after 1-2 weeks talking. He complimented my body, just thinking about how it could be my appearance hurts ... 

How real is this idea? 
I think it's be easier for me to get over the fact that he told me he doesn't wanna communicate with me anymore (in fact he said I was mean-hearted and so on) ... I know I did say a few things and acted bad out of my insecurities - I wanna get over it but these thoughts are desperately killing me 

I know some ppl will think "oh it's just an online person", but he was more than that to me. He has seen pics and videos
<bot>: guy stopped talking to me after some drama was involved, he asked to respect that, I wonder if it also could be the way I look