<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I warn you, this is long as it's been bothering me a lot.

I have for the past few months realized the difference between myself and my older brother.  Part of this realization has come because I am now a parent myself.  Thinking back on my childhood it finally dawned on me about the difference between the two of us.  When I came to this realization, each of my memories as a child no longer holds much pleasure or happiness for me, even the good ones.

The little things I started thinking about started adding up.  My dad never taught me much in the way of anything about being a man, the things he did teach were things I had to realize later were wrong.  My father is a certified mechanic, as in, the man can build a car from scratch given the right tools.  No joke, the man is a mechanical marvel when it comes to cars.  I have inherited this insofar as I can put take apart and put together nearly anything as long as I have some kind of guide (mechanics don't know their craft instinctively, manuals are used constantly!).

He never taught me anything about cars, I taught myself how to change my own oil and other things from reading the manuals/guess and check/asking my friends.  It's good to learn by yourself right?  He's a mechanic!  This should have been the thing he wanted to teach me.  He spent copious amounts of time teaching my brother these same skills.  The list goes on about the things he didn't teach me, but taught my brother or spent time with him and not me.  

The breaking point for me was a few months ago when I invited him to meet me for lunch and he didn't show up, he had forgotten.  I realized on that day that he may love me but not like my brother.  When my brother needs something him and my mother are always there.

Kind of a meandering story about how upset I am with my parents.
<bot>: Figured out my Father doesn't love me as much as my brother when he didn't show up for lunch a few months ago.  I haven't spoken to him but twice since then (Approximately 6 months ago)