<human>: I have been wanting to become a teacher aide or child care assistant for the last 10 years. I've never been very good at studying in a class room so I never went to university. I have regretted it ever since and have been bouncing between jobs and I hate them all. I decided that I would look into online learning that way I can still earn money but learn and be passionate. I don't know if I am taking on more than I can chew. I've picked 2 part time online courses and still intend to work 40hrs a week. Is this too ambitious or is it doable? How can I do this the most efficiently?

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<bot>: cant study in classroom environment, want to work 40 hrs and study 2 papers online. whats the best way, if its possible?