<human>: (25M) to (52F) Hey, everyone. First post here, so try to be gentle on me. I'm just looking for what I should do.
I said something that may have hurt my mother quite badly. I'm a high functioning autistic, and my main issues is short term memory; I can't organize or micromanage things in my life. Things like cooking, laundry, cleaning up, setting calendar dates and managing relationships are things I can't easily understand.

I've been working a minimum wage job for the last two years after finishing college. Due to my social problems I've had a tough time with interviews and as such I haven't been able to get a job above minimum wage. I currently live with my mom for financial reasons, work 40+ hours a week, volunteer, and drive my brother around to his work.

After getting home after a series of unfortunate events ending with my therapist trying and failing to help me deal with almost missing her appointment (haha) I came home and saw my mother had broken some computer parts I forgot I had left in the living room. 

I freaked out about how expensive the parts were, considering how little I make at my job, and stated if I lived alone this would never happen. She replied that my house would still be a mess, and something broke in my mind and I said "I /would/ leave but I can't afford it!"

That was the end of our discussion. She left.
I went outside and kicked a bush for ten minutes.
And I knew I f*cked up.

I get this isn't as big of an issues as you guys normally deal with, but it's important to me. My disorganization is slowly crippling my life, as well as my own stupidity. I need advice how to fix this.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: I told my mom (who I live with bc I can't get real job) that I would leave if I could in a moment of rage. How do I fix this?