<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I'm 18, female. <p>I think I just broke up with my boyfriend (19, male) of like 10 months, like 20 minutes ago.<p> We were friends for like a reeeally long time and then we started drinking together and I was super heartbroken and damaged and we just started bangin'. At first it was just whatever sex and it was fun and chill and it was for all the wrong reasons, but it was all right. Long story short, feelings developed, we went to college together. It was gonna be like  Bonnie and Clyde, just me and him getting super smashed random adventures drunken together forever. <p> Not gonna lie, it got old and too much of a good thing became frustrating and we couldn't stand each other anymore. It's currently Christmas vacation and I thought like "absence makes the heart grow fonder" but it actually just made me miss being alone and carefree. He wanted to transfer colleges but he wants to stay for me and I feel guilty and resented because of that and I just wish we could be friends again. <p> We worked so well as friends, and if he's gonna treat me like his girlfriend I at least want to feel a little appreciated. We just had a talk and I told him what I told you, only that he should fight for what he wants. I feel so torn. <p>
On one hand we had such great times and they show glimpses every once in a while when were just kicking it like if were old friends, but so much lately its just been constant coupley fights, and arguing over a "look you gave me right now" or "what did you mean by that?", it gets so god damn old. <p>
Also, I know he cares, he just doesn't show it. He never chases me, he always just gives up the fight. Super unappreciated. <p>
Advice would be appreciated, and more than just telling me to dump him and find someone better etc. would be nice. <p>
<bot>: Friends for a while, boyfriend of 10ish months is getting on my nerves. We were better as friends, and I feel unappreciated as his girlfriend.