<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I'm new to reddit so I'm guessing this is the best place to put this... I could never get girls to go out with me in highschool and it really put a damper on my confidence for a while. I went through college without dating and without even trying to find a date because I didn't want to risk more rejection. Since then, I found a steady job but I don't get out much because the job required me to move and I prefer to keep in touch with my friends through online video games. 

I'm now trying to face my fears through online dating and I've met a couple people but it was awkward, I felt like I run out of things to talk about so fast. The last one I met we mutually agreed we weren't right for each other after three dates; I realized I wasn't really physically attracted to her, I don't know her own reasons. Is that shallow of me when I'm coming on here talking about how I can't land a woman?

I have a meeting coming up with someone who is most definitely more proactive than me and smarter than me. I absolutely do not mind that fact, but I feel like there's even more pressure on me than before to impress. On my previous dates I felt like I was just asking questions with no real conversation. I don't want to repeat the same mistakes, but frankly, the last few years of my life haven't been terribly fun-filled and I don't know how else to approach it. It really wracks my nerves but I'm more scared of continuing to live alone. Have any other introverts succeeding in late-stage dating? How did you do it?
<bot>: I'm a social idiot with a boring job and boring hobbies who's just now trying to start dating. What do?