<human>: I (F21) know I should be happy for my best friend here (F21), and I think when I really think about it, of course I am. In the moment, though, when I hear her laughing with her new boyfriend (M25) (they've been dating nine months, but he's still just some charismatic, permanent fixture in our house I have to get used to), I just get annoyed. 

He is always here, and he always gets to hang out with her. 

And then I think, damn, this must have been how she felt when she heard my boyfriend (M23) and I laughing from across the room for all these years (I've been dating him for three years) and my annoyed feelings switch to guilt. Because we haven't hung out as much since I got my boyfriend because, well, I do prioritize weekends with my boyfriend. 

Okay, so now you're all privy to the circular thoughts I have on a weekly basis. I know I'm not right to feel this way at all, but I just needed to vent this out. 

Anyone else have conflicting feelings over their best friend's relationship?

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<bot>: i am annoyed at my best friend for being happier with her boyfriend than with me (weird-sounding, I am straight), but then i realize these feelings are ridiculously hypocritical.