<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

I met my boyfriend online through OKCupid. It was the best date ever, and we became nearly inseparable almost immediately. We met on Veteran's Day (Monday) and that Friday he told me he loved me. 

Things escalated very quickly and the reality of the fact that we are military and that he could very likely be leaving in January made things a little complicated. Discussions of marriage and the future of our relationship took center stage. He assured me that he wanted to marry me before he left, and I pressured him to just run off and elope. He had a very clear vision in his mind about romantically proposing over Christmas, but I was impatient and begged him to ask me sooner. (I guess I felt like he was unsure and just trying to buy time. I realize this was a huge mistake now.) 

He relented and asked me sooner, and went on to tell his parents who instantly took pause and made an effort to talk him out of it. I gave him an easy out and we decided to call off the engagement. I've exhausted him with relationship analysis and conversations and I've leached the fun out of what we had. However, I'm in a weird purgatory because I own a house and have to plan my career location selection carefully over the next month, and if he wants me to come with him, I'll have to make some huge changes and sacrifices. In my mind, this is why I was so eager for the commitment. 

He is the sweetest, most gentle and logical person ever, but I can tell he is getting burnt out on relationship drama. I feel like our relationship is in it's death rattles, but we have a 10 day road trip from the panhandle of Florida to Ohio to NYC for New Years Eve. How do I save this? How do I recapture the incredible sparks that I snuffed out? I love this man more than anything in the world, and he has persevered through me being a little crazy, but I can tell he feels a bit different.
<bot>: I went full retard over marriage after a month of dating because of financial/career pressure and suffocated the man of my dreams.