<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Throwaway account, obviously. Never thought I'd make a submission like this... So heres the deal: the fucking FIRST TIME I had sex with my girlfriend, I got her pregnant. We have been dating for almost a month now, so she is about one month along. When she told me she was pregnant, she had been drinking heavily that night (we both had been) and smoking cigarettes. I found out she knew six days ago but didn't tell me, which is totally understandable, EXCEPT she had been drinking and smoking for those six days. Okay, now heres where things get fucked up... I live 600 miles away, and I met her when I was in my hometown on winter break. I go back in a week so we need to decide what to do with this fetus like, now. She says she won't have an answer for at least a week, minimum. I ask her not to drink during that time since she kind of wants to keep the baby and I don't want my child to be fucking retarded. She says no. She intends to drink and smoke for this week because "it'll probably be fine" and "she's stressed". I really don't want a baby right now, Reddit... I'm in my early twenties and I finally just got back into a four year college... this would change everything. One of us would have to move to the others city, I would probably have to get a job and maybe even leave school and everything would just be really hard and I'd be miserable. However, if I have to do it I will. I'm not the type of guy who pulls a runner. I would hate her and life forever if she made my child mentally handicapped because she refuses to stop living this way. I feel like if I have this baby I might be the one stuck with it. She doesn't seem that into the whole baby process... I love kids but I refuse to raise a mentally handicapped kid on my own. What should I say to her? It looks like an abortion is a long shot. I don't think its going to happen... :( How can I protect my kid? And if I can't how do I get her to abort the fetus? Fuck me, Reddit. I want to die.
<bot>: Party girl girlfriend endangering my genetic stock and quality of life because (though I love her to death) I don't think she is considering the problem realistically