<human>: Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?

I am so bummed - I've gained all but 5 lbs back that I worked so hard to take off. I wasn't losing as fast as I may have wanted, but I was losing. It started at Halloween with the bite sized candy, continued into "well its only for today" Thanksgiving Feast, and then Christmas candy, and New Years drinks. All while in between I had completely stopped using MFP, barely exercised, and was eating anything in sight. I noticed the weight coming back on, and got bummed, so I ate. I got stressed that I was eating too much, so I ate. Soda came back into my diet. Having some skittles? Need some salty chips to balance out the taste buds after!

I KNOW what needs to be done, I did it once before. I KNOW what I need to eat (and not eat), and how much to exercise in balance with counting calories, with lots of water to drink.  I just cannot find the motivation to start it all up again and do it all over. I am stressed and sad and feel terrible about my appearance. 

My BF is lovely and tries to motivate me, and he is supportive - I just cannot get out of my own way. We recently bought bikes and went on our first bike ride last night, I quickly realized how out of shape I am. I would like to ride bikes a few nights a week, and I think I can get him on board with that too (these first few days will hurt). 

I need some cheerleading, or some supportive nudging/reminders to keep on track. I HAVE to get this weight back off before I get heavier than when I first started. I WANT to feel fantastic, and buy new clothes not because they are too tight, but because they are too big! 

Apologies for the all over the place spilling of my guts, I just had to get it out of my head before I ate something.
<bot>: Lost 25lbs, gained it back, depressed/stress eating because of weight gain. Need help/support/motivators.