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I love my girlfriend and she has made it abundantly she loves me to the end of the world and back. She has been cheated on before as have i and we have talked about how shit it is and we would never do it. I believe her entirely and i trust her but i have issues with anxiety but ive never had issues in a relationship before. This is different, as i've never felt like this about someone before (and she sees me the same way). My anxiety will always immediately go to the worst possible situation that could ever arise regardless of how unlikely it is. 

My last relationship ended because i was depressed and couldn't see the point in anything so i needed to re-build myself and i am happy with who i am now. 

I use meditation to help (which it does a lot of the time but its still hard). I don't want to push her away.
<bot>: I freak out in my head all the time, don't want to be a jealous arse / the woman i love away