<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Hi reddit, let me start off with how great this relationship has been. She has been an amazing girlfriend and my heart explodes at the thought of her. I'm super glad to have her in my life and I consider her my best friend. We understand each other, I can really be myself when I'm with her and we connect and blah blah blah i love her so much.

But here's the thing. I've had sexually active relationships and a couple casual hookups before, while she **never** even considered the thought. I'm not talking about random hookups, I mean she literally has NO libido. She was very sheltered during her adolescence and never had the urge to explore her body. She has never masturbated before, thinks any form of fellatio is disgusting because pee comes from penises and vaginas and believed that saving your virginity until marriage made the act more "special".

Now I already knew all of this before we got into a relationship. Barring sexual differences I believe we're very compatible. I was willing to forgo any sexuality in this relationship in order to be there for this girl. She has been great emotional support for me and vice versa, we're both way happier in this relationship than we were before.

Today in a normal text conversation she casually dropped that "we're never having sex LOL"(sic) and I don't know how to take that. I was prepared for a dry spell but that caught me off guard. I voiced my concerns about the topic and was given replies of "It's okay, I understand." I asked her if she could give a response and she said she needed some time to think about it, and she promised to give a response before she goes to sleep tonight.

I really care about this girl, I'll always be there to support her and love her, I just don't know how long I can stay celibate. I don't think I'm shallow, but I feel like a piece of shit for making a seemingly big deal out of sex and I don't want that to be the end of our relationship.
<bot>: I'm a sexually active male human being, my girlfriend is a monk, and I don't know if I'm being immature for not willing to stay in a sexless relationship