<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

Before I start, I will say that the physical abuse occurred in the past for about seven years but stopped for a possible reason I will detail later. To my memory, my older brother wasn't subject to the same thing.

So, I'm almost at the end of my rope when it comes to dealing with my parents. The earliest memory I had of my mom beating me with a plastic shoehorn (yes, a shoehorn) started when I was in kindergarten. She would do this every time I got a "bad" grade, meaning a C or lower. This happened regularly, usually for test grades or report card grades. Every time she beat me, she would tell me to die. Whenever she got bored of this, I always considered calling the police or child protective services. However, getting beat with the shoehorn leaves no bruises so I had no evidence, and I was afraid of what would happen.

There was one moment in particular that stood out to me. Both my parents threatened to kill me because my handwriting was bad.

The abuse stopped possibly after my mom tried to beat me with a sandal because I said I didn't want to eat dinner, and I managed to defend myself. This was probably in sixth grade for me because I was getting pretty big.

When high school started for me, things became tense for me in the house because I just didn't want to be around them and couldn't forget what they did. Currently, I'm in college. Even now seeing my mom instantly makes me angry, and the first thing I remember when I see my dad is him threatening to kill me.

I want to be separated from them because any contact with them instantly turns my mood sour. I just can't handle living with them and want to distance myself from them because of the past abuse, but I'm also financially dependent on them as well.
<bot>: Parents abused me for a while in the past, and now I can't deal with them anymore because of the mental trauma.