<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I feel stupid now. He told me around 6 months ago he intended to propose in the next year. He had been pressing a bit for sex- knowing my religious views made me want to wait.

Eventually I gave in. I love sex. Never thought I wouldn't. I already knew I had a pretty large sex drive. But now I don't really know what to do.

I feel kinda tricked. He knew I would never have sex unless I was married/was 100% sure I was getting married. Which I thought I was.

I don't feel to bad. A little sick and dirty. I mean sex is a part of life. The only thing I worry about is not being able to find a man who will marry me now. 

  How do I get over it?
<bot>: SO of long time dumped me. How do I get over it and find a religious man who will marry a non virgin.