<human>: There is a really long version of this story but I'm going to give the condensed version.

I [27f] start becoming suspicious of boyfriend [26m] about a year into our relationship when he becomes insanely protective of his phone and a handful of other oddities. Through a series of snooping (not proud but felt I had to) I discovered he had a secret e-mail account on which he was stockpiling porn images of exes and other girls he knew IRL. These were being sent to him all throughout our relationship. He was sending pictures of himself back. There was even a screenshot of him on webcam with his ex getting themselves off together (while we were dating). Sweet. I was crushed and still struggle with feelings over this.

As we were living together, I manage to get all my stuff out before confronting him about it. He basically said nothing, knew he was caught and I knew all. A day later it descended into a massive begging/puking/sobbing session for me to not leave him, he messed up, he only wanted me, he let his ego get in the way of his brain, etc.

Luckily (I think) for me, I had told everyone I knew that he had been cheating on me (family, friends) so they were quick to support me through it and make sure I didn't go back.

That was months ago, and we are not back together but still talk and hang out sometimes. I still care about him but really strongly resent him for messing everything up. I don't think I could deal with being back with him (I have good days and bad days). But on the other hand, I can't seem to get over him - I loved him and thought he was perfect. He swears he still loves me (I call BS, I don't think you could love anyone and do that behind their back) but meanwhile I see him calling other girls 'babe' on FB and it drives me mental.

How do I get over this guy?

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<bot>: boyfriend of a year cheats on me throughout entire relationship (though nothing physical to my knowledge), we break up, yet I can't seem to move past it.