<human>: Throwaway as my partner knows my main account. 

 

I'm a curvy (not plus sized but not thin) 5'9 athletic woman. I am not fit by any stretch, but I play soccer and volleyball. The problem I'm having is that my partner constantly watches porn and YouTube videos of super fit girls. I get it... But it makes me incredibly uncomfortable and insecure. I'm doing what I can to make myself feel better, but I find myself not wanting to get undressed for him or have sex with him. I used to parade around naked and be proud of my body, but now I struggle to eat around him. When I saw the YouTube videos he watched, it totally crushed my confidence, and while I realize it's mostly on me I did speak to him about it. He didn't have much to say and didn't get it. 

 

Is this something I can get past or do I get out now? I have little self esteem and I'm losing attraction to my partner because I don't feel wanted or sexy.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: My SO looks at provocative images of my incredibly fit women. I am not. Insecurities are killing me and he just doesn't get it. Help!