<human>: This is a question that's been going through my head for quite a while now. 

His life is very busy. He goes to school, is in a band, has lots of friends and goes to his grandparents every day. Quite the opposite of me. My days consist of going to school, making homework, work and watch Netflix. I've been dealing with depression for quite a while now, he knows about this and is supportive. 

The thing that bothers me is this. He's always telling me how much he loves me, misses me and that the only thing he wants is to be with me. Yet when he's not busy playing shows, going to school or whatever he decides to meet up with friends. He has done this a few times and whenever he can he decides to come over after at 10 or 11pm because he misses me. I don't want to be a second choice.  

For example: yesterday. I decided not to ask him about meeting up. The days before that I'd asked him so much about meeting up I expected him to bring it up. 

Him: Baaaaabe? May I ask you something?

Me: Of course.

Him: Would you mind if I met up with friends tonight?

Me: That'd be your decision, not mine.

Him: Would you be mad babe?

Me: No.

Him: Love you millions. What are you doing?

Me: :* Watching tv. You?

Him: Sitting on the couch. Thinking about you. 

He always does this. He even send me this text later that night: ''Babe, please don't be sad or mad. You mean the world to me. I love you more than anything. Good night.''.  

Am I being a paranoid girlfriend? I would like to add that we don't see each other everyday, he lives 10 minutes away by car but usually see eachother 3 times a week.

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<bot>: Boyfriend rather spends his free night chilling with friends than with me. Don't know how I should feel about this.