<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

So i'm a 17year old male and I don't know anymore what I feel. I was in love with a girl almost 1year ago and we almost had a realationship (it was kinda complicated).

I still see her alot we go to parties toghter (with a group of friends) and when she kisses with somebody else it still hurts a little. I also kissed and and text with other girls so i don't really think i still love her. At parties and stuff like that we are very very close(not always).

 When i text her (snapchat) i always think i'm stalking her and she dont like it that i send her. I don't really want a realation with.

So i don't know what i feel? Anybody else had this and know what to do?Please help me
<bot>: On one side i think i still have feelings for her because I still think and dream about her sometimes but on the otherside i think i don't have feelings.I have mixed feelings about this