<human>: Provide a brief overview of the text.

Throughout our entire relationship, I've been considering it, considering my sexuality, and understanding that I'm going off to college in a few months and not really being comfortable with a one hour distance between the two of us. Add in a hefty engineer's schedule and wanting to make new friends and I'm not too keen on it working out.

But the worst part of it all? I've always been really curious about my sexuality and really want to explore what it's like being with other women. He can turn me on if we've been making out for a while or I'm on my period, and when we cuddle I can't get enough of him. But once we're apart, I know in my heart that I really want to be with a woman at some point and wouldn't want to die with him being my one and only.

Yes, this is both our first relationships, but he's pretty needy and just sent me a text a few minutes ago saying "I could search for the rest of my life and never find anyone equal to you." The truth from my end? I feel like he's already ready to settle down or something and I feel trapped in the relationship.

I don't know what to do, I'm afraid of breaking up with him for fear him hurting himself (he has a big temper and would probably spiral into depression if I did) and I know I'll just be all alone for the rest of the summer. Plus, I'm afraid I'll go off dating women and realize he was what I wanted all along.

I'm so confused, I don't know what to do, and I'm starting to get mini panic attacks every time I think about how trapped I am and how I feel like there's no way out. What do I do? How do I talk to him about this? I know in my heart I need to go date other women at some point but I just don't know how to break the news. I feel so selfish...
<bot>: My boyfriend is head over heels for me and I'm not ready to "settle down." Also, I'm way more into girls than guys. What do I do?