<human>: Alcohol is not allowed in any form.  When we were married about 15 years ago, I told my wife that I would not drink and it sort of became a condition of our marriage.  Over the last 14 years I did pretty well but over the last year or so, the cooking wine didn't make it all the way to the saute pan.  When asked about the wine I told her that 100% of it was making it into the pan.  I lied to her.  What makes it even worse is that up until now I have been the only 'safe person' in her life.  One by one, each and every person in her life has let her down in one way or another and she had me raised on this pedestal wherein I was her saving grace.  Now, she feels like she has no one and I feel like a complete ass.

How do I begin to fix things?

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<bot>: It's not the alcohol that is the issue.  I was my wife's only 'safe person' and I broke her trust.  How do I fix this?