<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

My boyfriend and I have been together for one year now. Once we met, we literally didn't spend a night apart and it's been that way since. We both consider ourselves old souls, so it's nice to find someone who understands most things about you and who doesn't necessarily act their age.

We agreed to try to not have sex until we're married in THIS relationship even though we have both had other partners in the past. We have had sex maybe 4 times in the year we've been together. This bothers me... I understand where he's coming from, but in my mind I feel like we're acing TOO old. I think we shouldn't be afraid to do that or WANT to experience that with each other more often especially since we already have. It wouldn't be so bad if we messed around often but we don't do that either. I feel like I'm dying a little on the inside. I'm such a physical person. Touching and playing and being fun is what gets me going; helps me feel secure. Which is not happening. 

I just don't think he'll ever be playful with me. We barely even go on dates because we're just at the house constantly, never doing anything. He is the sweetest man and treats me better than anyone I've ever been with which makes all of this worth, but scares me because I feel like I need to stick with him because he's the first to be so nice to me. I just don't know what to do. I feel like my life and body are being wasted. We just have total opposite views on relationships I suppose.... 

I am so afraid I'll never find the whole package in someone, but maybe that's not what I should be thinking about. I just want be young and playful and not care about serious worldly things constantly. 

Please send your thoughts my way or help me shed a new light on this situation. Thank you all for reading and helping!! It means a lot to have a community have your back during hard times.
<bot>: boyfriend and I lack intimacy. He's okay with it, and I'm not. Not sure how to handle it.