<human>: Prior to this elongated shower I didn't know this subreddit existed!

Hi, I'm a 17 y/o dude in my last year of secondary/high school. I have struggled greatly with keeping myself positive and lack any form of determination or motivation; and this year has been terrible for me. The last time I can recall feeling truly content was the 3/9/14. My birthday. I had a beautiful girlfriend I had been with for over a year. A very close set of friends and I had just bought Fire Emblem: New Awakening for the 3DS. My girlfriend and I broke up Halloween last year and it hit me hard.. I started to drink a lot and smoke(purchasing these has never been a problem for me seeing as I'm 5'5 and look like I'm about 20! And all my friends actually being 20+ does help). Now for this Halloween I'm alone, a very frequent weed smoker and struggling even more with motivation (in the last two weeks of I've gone to about 2 maybe 3 days of school). I've gone to counselling for the duration of the last two years; I've found my counsellor is the only person I look forward to seeing. A lot of this year for me has been trying to get off the ground and out the state my ex left me in. But all I've gotten is a lot of women who have lied, lead me on, tarnished my name and played me like a fool. The other day brought me over the line and I deactivated my Facebook and snapchat and the only contact I've had with the outside world in a while is meeting a dealer about an hour ago. I have no social issues, my ability to articulate is only seconded to my adoration towards games and English.
But what I am asking people of reddit is for a little help. Help for a lonely guy who just keeps making a fool of himself. Help for a scared guy who just wants somebody to make him feel special again.

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<bot>: I've never given a fuck about anything got a lot a pussy now I got none and life has hit me like a brick wall. Plz halp.