<human>: We've been together 10 years with the exception of 2 breaks. The first one was about 4 years ago when I broke up with him due to feeling like he wasn't putting in his share of money or chores for everyday living. I also had this nagging feeling that I needed to be single for a bit in my 20's or I would regret it later. I just didn't want to have anyone to answer to and wanted to be on my own. After a few months we got back together and were happy.

The most recent break happened a few months ago and this time he broke up with me due to my alcohol abuse. After multiple attempts to quit (though half-heartedly) he finally left because he didn't want to be with me if I'm going to keep drinking. He has always been very supportive, he's gone to AA meetings with me and wants to help in any way he can. I finally started seeing a counselor and went to the doc to get a checkup.  I'm really trying to quit this time and have been doing good the past couple weeks. Because of this he came back to live with me.

I know I love him. I enjoy being with him. But sometimes I just feel resentful toward him and I'm not sure why. I find myself making semi-negative remarks or finding something wrong that he did that I complain to him about. Sometimes I think I would like to just be on my own again but the fact that I love him, am most comfortable around him, and connect with him make me think why would I give that up? After being apart for a long time I figured I would be excited to see him again but it was just regular. A little happy maybe but not excited. I'm not sure if I'm in love anymore or if this is just how it is after being in a long-term relationship.

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<bot>: Feeling like I may not be in love with my bf anymore but unsure if it's just typical feelings of being in a long-term relationship.