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This will probably be my final update because at this point I don't feel that there's anything left to do or say. I can't imagine anyone giving any sort of advice to help on my situation so if anything, this is just more like a closure for me.

So to pick up where I left off earlier this week. I sent a message to the girl on tinder. I tried to make a short and clever joke but it backfired since she never replied back. So that was that.

I know that 95% of all the posts have told me to go to therapy. I finally made the call. Unfortunately they told me there is a waiting list and that the earliest appointment I could get was in February. Please note that I don't live in America, so we don't really have fast therapists here. :/ Or maybe I just haven't called the right people yet? Perhaps there are some other therapists I'm supposed to call but the organisation that I was told to call told me that all their therapists were completely booked so that was that.

I have come to the conclusion that there isn't much to do about this. I have joined a bunch of facebook groups dedicated to Zelda and I'm trying to make friends there (both genders). If I end up liking a girl there, then that's great and I'd even be willing to do an online relationship and eventually move to her place if it gets so far (my career is very flexible so I can find jobs many places in the world).

I don't know what else there is to say. I'm sorry for letting everyone down.

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<bot>: I've stopped trying to fight it and I've come to accept that this is just how it's going to be.