<human>: I have been with my girlfriend for four years now. However, since I was in my teens, I wanted to be an artist. But for most of my adult life, I had to place it on the back burner since I earned very little money from my works. And the money that I did earn was very little and inconsistent. 

However, a year ago things have rapidly changed for me, on my blog some of my work got featured, and I actually got contacted by some people with significant amount of capital. And since then, my life has really started to change. I have sold pieces in the five figure range. I have had an offer for some of my previous work for almost 50 grand.  I actually have quit my old 9-5 job. 

With the way my life is now, I just don't think I have the time to be a father. I have to travel constantly, meet with new people. And to me, I am just really excited for how my life is going, now I don't want to have a life in the suburbs. For me, the reason why before that was my life path, was because I never expected my dreams to actually come true. 

I honestly thought by now I would have proposed to my girlfriend, and we would have been looking at buying a small town house together. But now I don't see myself having kids for the next 5-10 years at the least. I know my girlfriend has wanted to start a family for a while now, so this really does put us at odds. 

I don't know what exactly to do. We haven't had a formal discussion about this, she knows I have been very happy with how things have been going, and I think a part of her does know, that now I don't want to settle down anymore, but it never has been said. So that is the position where I am at now. Where do I go from here?

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: my life has started turning around really well and so has my career. I don't know want to settle down anymore.