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Hello losers!

I created a throwaway for this one. Not really sure what to expect in the way of replies because it's a pretty strange problem that has occurred, so hopefully there are a few out there who have been in a similar situation.

Around late June I stumbled onto this subreddit at a perfect time. I had a crappy day and was hating myself (mostly my weight) as usual. I was encouraged to get started on my weight loss and did just that straight away - tracking calories etc I went from around 95 kilos (209lbs) to 70 (154lbs). HORAY FOR ME!

Although 70kg is considered healthy for my age/height/etc (23 y/o male, 170cm or 5foot7inch), my body is still pretty flabby and I am only slightly more happy looking at my naked body in the mirror. 

Anyway... I hit the 70 kilos around a month ago and since I've been back to 75 and down to 69, assuming usual variances not much has changed. I've wanted to eat healthy but lost all motivation and will power and hate myself more and more on the days where I don't try at all. To the point where I've gone a days in a row without eating. This started a cycle that kept repeating and now I'm a bit more stable but have lost all motivation to really try again (eating healthily). I'd really like to lose another 7 or 8 kilograms.

It's like all the happiness I thought I would have isn't there anymore and the future looks grim, fat, chubby, normal, or whatever I might end up being. I've never really been a goal driven person, but imagining a skinnier me was goal enough for a while there, but now I just think, eh, so what... But at the same time, that's what I really want.

Does loseit have any advice for getting back on the wagon? A new something to aim for that perhaps I'm overlooking? Does someone want to simply give me a much needed kick up the ass? Maybe an accountability-buddy? I would really love to hear from people who have done something similar.
<bot>: lost a decent chunk of weight, have a little more to go to be "normal" sized, no motivation left, inspire me please