<human>: I met "Jason" working at a laser tag facility in my hometown. We worked together for a year before things became serious with us. Everything seemed to be going great for both of us. He started law school this past fall and I started undergrad at a university an hour away. I had a lot of free time despite taking a full course load and went home every thursday-sunday night to see him, often neglecting my own family's wishes to see me. He literally did school 7 days a week. Class from 8-5:30 followed by study groups, homework, more studying. Classes on Saturday and study groups on Sunday. Even when we were together he was studying or talking about law. I felt neglected. I wanted more time than he could give me. So I broke up with him after 8 months. 

Now: Not long after, I jumped into a relationship with "Nick," a good friend that I got close to due to feeling neglected. Since being in this relationship, I have realized that it isn't what I want and that "Jason" is what I want. Yes, I am happy with my current relationship, but I can't get "Jason" off my mind and have been crying nonstop lately. At this point, I want only my ex and wish that I could do it all over again. I've talked with my ex about it and he seems somewhat open to the idea of something happening between us again. Obviously I don't expect anything to happen tomorrow or in a week. I just want to fix what I messed up and be happy with him again.

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<bot>: Broke up with boyfriend, started grieving a month later, feel like I made a huge mistake, don't know where to go from here.