<human>: So I'm going to make this short and sweet. I've been with my Fiancé since freshman year of high school and were on and off all throughout. More serious after we graduated. Had a son together and got engaged at the beginning of this year on our sons 1st birthday. I've known her since I was 3 years old, love her to death but kind of feel like I'm not IN love with her anymore. Just broke up with her about 2 hours ago because I haven't been happy and want more out of life but I feel like an awful person at the moment. I've gone back before but this time I don't think I want to. We live together with her mom and step dad. My family lives 2 hours away, just got 2 brand new jobs out here about 2 weeks ago. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing at the moment. Also should I move out as soon as I can? Need some thoughts. I'm sure this has been posted thousands of times but some wisdom or similar stories would be amazing at the moment.

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<bot>: child hood crush becomes ex fiancé after 8 year relationship with a child. Feel awful and wondering if I should move out or stay until I'm stable enough.