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Sorry if this isn't written or formatted too well but I'm almost having a panic attack, the breakup has been happening over the last few days, and I think it was made definite about an hour ago.

It was my fault, I made her suffer for 2 years, neglected our relationship. I understand her breaking up

But right now I feel like my life has been destroyed

I have pretty much no friends, she was all I have. We've been long distance for those 2 years, cause of me taking too long to finish my college dissertation. Recently she was finally fed up, understandably I think

She won't talk to me on the phone (hasnt for months) because she feels it would just make it hurt more. She was always a quiet person and had trouble talking issues out. So my 8 year relationship got ended through facebook texts.

I am extremely desperate, feel like my world was destroyed. With no friends besides her, I would have to start my whole life completely over, and I'm already 26 years old.

Thinking of calling my mother who I was never even close with, cause she's the only person left in the world who cares about me.

Thanks to everyone who responds
<bot>: Girlfriend of 8 years and only friend in the world broke up with me. What should I do? What should I do today, the day of the breakup? How do I move forward?