<human>: So I guess I knew I fucked up when I realized I only met the girl 5 days ago. I had surgery and was fucked up on painkillers and I was alone on valentines day. I ended up messaging her and we hung out. I shouldve stopped after we kissed, only knowing her for a day.

We hung out everyday from last Friday to today. It got more and more intimate as time went along. Knowing I'm not supposed to ejaculate (NSFW) for 3 weeks due to the surgery, I still continued on. 

Finally running out of painkillers, I started coming to my senses a little. She came over again today and I started regretting inviting her over. We ended up getting high so I forgot the regret. We starting kissing right after and then we had sex. After, I started regretting again, knowing I just lost my v card. We watched futurama for about 10 minutes and she eased me into having sex again. After that, I finally built up enough courage to send her home. 

She was telling me how after having sex with each guy from the past, they would lose contact. I told her we would continue to talk because I'm not an asshole like the other guys, but I feel like I really am. Now I know where my emotions lie, and they're not with her. I don't know what to do.

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<bot>: I lost my virginity to someone that I've only known for 5 days and whom I don't have feelings for. Help?