<human>: my husband and I have been married for almost 4 years. Yes, you read that right, 4 years. We got married when I was 17. We met when I was barely 16. So you can imagine, things went fast. We mainly got married because he was in the military, and it was easier if we were married. We have a one and a half year old son together. As you can imagine, I had to grow up a lot quicker than my friends.

Usually, were very happy together, but we do have our rough spots. My husband went through an emotionally abusive phase, but is attending therapy so he doesn't start again. Right now, we're ok. I love my husband to death, but I feel like a terrible wife at the moment & it's making me feel SO guilty.

The other weekend, while our son was at my moms house for the night, my husband asked if I wanted to come along to his friends Brandon's house. Him & Brandon went to high school together & played sports together in school, but stopped talking when my husband moved away for the military. They reconnected when we moved back to our home town. My husband goes over to Brandon's a couple nights a week just to hangout. 

So I decided I should go with him to meet Brandon since he's becoming a close friend to my husbands. i thought it was gonna be awkward but it wasn't at all, Brandon was very nice & funny. I can see why my husband hangs out with him. He's a great guy. We had fun together. 

Here's my problem. I can't stop thinking about Brandon for some reason. I just keep wanting to hangout with him again. I don't have many friends, so all I keep thinking about is hanging out with Brandon. I haven't told my husband, because I don't want him to get upset. But how can I make myself stop thinking about him?! He was just super nice, like no one I've met before. I don't know why I keep thinking about him either. Maybe because of the rough spots I had with my husband? I don't know. Someone tell me I'm not terrible?

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: husband and I have been married 4 years. Recently met my husbands friend from high school, who is a very nice and funny guy. But now I can't stop thinking about him and it's making me feel terrible.