<human>: The only thing I even care about is that I now have zero chance of being with the girl that I love. We used to date, have been on and off, and haven't been truly "together" for about 2.5 years. I have had some mini-relationships since her, but she has by far been the most consistent and stable, and recently I have realized that we need to make it work again as an actual couple, and the possibility of that happening wasn't even a long shot. This idea made me very happy and I have been submitting to my obvious feelings for her, when for the past 2.5 years I have supressed them. I had a drunken one night stand with a girl and didn't wear a condom, and a few days ago I was experiencing a terrible burning when I urinated. I thought not too much of it, thinking it was from over exercising my member. Then, I began thinking it was a UTI. Now, I have a small rash with small bumps on my genitals and my doctor says he thinks its herpetic. This is going to RUIN what has been going on with me and this girl for 3 years now. No one has compared to her out of anyone I've met so far, and no one makes me feel like her. This just HAS to be happening right when I've decided to make a relationship move.

To make matters worse, she is now with another guy and doesn't want me 'interfering' with their relationship, but shes honestly the only girl I feel I can rely on.

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<bot>: I might have herpes, and the girl I love, who is also one of my best friends and the only person I can rely on, can't be there for me.