<human>: Back in 8th grade, I had science with the girl I still consider to be the girl of my dreams. Smart, tall(at least taller then me), beautiful black hair, beautiful brown eyes, beautiful olive skin, and very out going and successful( she had her own TED youth talk!). Through out the year, she made it plainly obvious to me she was interested in me, and I had been interested in her since the year before when I first saw her in the hallway. Being the dumb, socially-awkward, low self-esteem idiot I am, I don't act on it. Fast forward to now, my senior year, and I'm still fucking up. Haven't been able to say "hi" to her in the halls cause I'm dumb, sent her a friend request on Facebook, which was like a year ago and she hasn't denied or accepted it. And she is either forgetting me or purposely forgetting me. I had to reintroduce myself last year when I joined a club she ran, and the had to do it again when I went to the next meeting. It's my final year, and I'm still fucking up. The old club she ran the year before got disbanded (didn't have enough members) and she is now the head of the Red Cross club. I go to the first meeting, not knowing she would be the head of the club( I thought it was just for the blood drive which I always donate to). I don't even talk to her during the meeting, other then to ask questions, and don't say bye when the meeting is over, just slip out the room to go to the next club I was attending.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: I basically fuck up every chance I have to talk to the girl of my dreams, and this will probably be the last year I have to try and correct that.