<human>: She brought up the idea of hanging out for coffee or something, a few months over a year after she broke up with me. Honestly, I thought I was well over her. I had been going to the gym, hanging out with new people, taking classes, everything like that. I didnt think much about her, I still have her blocked on social media, didnt talk often aside from a couple words here and there. So I didn't think too much of it. 

Let me be honest in saying, I feel like she broke up with me all over again. I can't believe how much I still love her. We only hung out for a few hours, but I'm practically wishing to be with her again. Of course, I didn't say that, she has her own life and is fairly clearly over me. Her life has turned out much better than mine has so far, so I'm sure jealousy has a lot to do with this feeling too.

How the hell do I fix this? I just want to go back to feeling normal. I haven't cried in months, but I've cried my eyes out a couple times these past few days, and I feel like doing nothing but lying in bed. I just feel dead inside. I don't even know how I'm going to make it though the week. I am still in utter disbelief at how intense my feelings came back... Does anyone have similar experiences?

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<bot>: Thought I was over my ex, but I'm not. Hung out with her, realized I'm still madly in love with her, now I have no idea what the hell I am supposed to do.