<human>: I met her about 2 years ago, I was in a depression because of family issues, when we started to be friends my life just got immensely better. She is the only reason I wake up every morning with a smile on my face, I think she is perfect and I would trade everything to spend my life with her.

There is a problem I don't know if she feels the same, I'm not pretty, hot or anything like that...I'm just this normal dude. My depression is coming back bit by bit because I keep over-thinking of what would happen if I tell her how I feel. I care about our friendship so much that I can't do it. I would like to do it otherwise I think that I will self-destroy emotionally but I don't know when/where/how. I need some kind of advice or motivation to do it

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<bot>: I keep over-thinking about how/when/where  to tell her I love her and what would happen after, and simply can't do it.