<human>: I've been going out with my girlfriend for a little over three years now and i've been screwing up more than once over the past year. I've been playing video games since i was a small kid and they've developed into a huge problem to the point that i want to stop playing them. 

I've constantly said over and over that i want to uninstall almost all of them so i can pay more attention to her. I want to talk to her about significant things and not small talk, but she won't let me uninstall them because she feels that they make me happy. 

I play League of Legends a lot and in-match i'll talk to her and send a few sentences every few minutes and it's not enough. She and I are both clingy to each other and we don't feel like that is a bad thing, since we're both level headed about it. We were in a serious car crash a few years ago so we've stuck together because of our love.

I really need advice on how to fix it so I don't keep blaming myself and making the conversation awkward, as that is one of my habits.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: I play league, i don't talk to girlfriend enough, i blame myself in arguments and make it awkward, how would i go about fixing it and making her feel incredible