<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I'm not sure if I'm posting in the right place, but this seems somewhat appropriate to me. 

I have always found it impossible to find anyone I don't know well to be attractive, and have had very few 'crushes' in my life. At the moment I'm completely in love with someone who clearly does not feel the same way. I've never been in a relationship before, and I'd thought that the best way to recover was to find someone else. 

I went out and met a guy who seemed to be interested in me who asked for my number and texted me asking me out. At the time (partially due to the drinks) I felt excited to move on. But now the idea of dating anyone else makes me feel so uncomfortable and a little bit sick. 

Should I wait until I find someone I like just as much, or just bite the bullet and go out on a few dates? 

Hope I don't sound petty, I'm just feeling rather low.
<bot>: I hardly ever feel attraction towards others and am freaked out by the idea of dating a person I'm not really into.