<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I'm 17 years old and I have a drug "problem". I'm not physically addicted (psychologically, maybe?) but I have become uncomfortable with being sober.

I first started using drugs when I was 15 years old, and my drug of choice was marijuana. It was brought onto me by my older brother, and at the time I was suffering from depression. My depression was a result of sexual abuse as a child as well as witnessing physical abuse between family. At the time, I was in a rough spot. I was very depressed and I couldn't seem to get relief, but when I tried marijuana, it did help mask it. 

First, I started to smoke once in awhile but it soon grew out of control, I started to smoke weed a lot. Three times a day, for months. I was smoking up to 3 grams a day, and it was all free so my self control was thrown out the window. I got caught by school under the influence, had to attend a program. I went through depression again, and as soon as I got out of the program. I picked up smoking again, just as much.

I ended up moving to a different state and my smoking has gradually decreased, but I started to use LSD. LSD worked really well at helping me out but it also got out of hand. I wasn't tripping daily but I tripped very frequently.

As of now, I'm sober, but I have tripped LSD recently and still smoke. I always get this uncomfortable feeling with sobriety, as if life is not enjoyable without drugs. I hope somebody could help me get on track.

I try to meditate and work out, but as of late I am still depressed. My depression is far better than it was 2 years ago, but it is still there.
<bot>: 17 year old, victim of depression, bad habit of smoking pot and frequent usage of LSD, looking to find comfortability in sobriety.