<human>: I'm trying to put this feeling into words as best as I can, and am clearly failing.  It's like something is there, but something isn't.  I don't feel lonely, but I do. I don't feel happy or sad; rather, I feel like I'm *drifting.* 

I don't have anything wrong with my life, nothing at all.  I live in a good house, with a fantastic and supportive family. I've finished school a semester early and am slowly starting to get my act in gear for work. 

I'm not rich, but I'm not poor.  I'm not sick or ill, but I could be in better shape.  I don't know, really, I don't. I function.  I talk to people, I laugh genuinely, I smile genuinely, I'm normal. I've just spent too much time with myself and need to put the thoughts in my head somewhere else.

Everything is just... Well, everything is average.  I guess it's this constant state of average that is making me lose connection with the things around me.  Maybe it's this gloomy winter weather? Being trapped in a house all day?

I've been thinking about relationships a lot recently. Not that I want or don't want one, I just really cant get my head wrapped around anything nowadays. I haven't hit on anyone in a long time, and the only two times I've been hit on for the past year were by a girl that I'm not interested in and a bisexual dude at a bar.  Very flattering, but uninteresting or appealing to me.  If anything, I want to find a girl who can make me laugh - but I've been having a tough time meeting people (especially with all of the bad weather we've been getting). 

Now here I am typing away onto reddit about my jumbled thoughts and confusion.  I don't really know what I'm feeling, really. I just needed to get this constant feeling of purgatory (not sure if that's the right word) off my chest.

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<bot>: I don't really know what I'm feeling.  It's nothing bad but nothing good.  It's just a constant feeling of average with a lot of mixed thoughts and feelings, I think.