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Long story short My GF of 5 months and I broke up in January due to my lack of trust with her in general. We broke up and had remained on somewhat good/talking turns for 2 months. Until I did something stupid, I looked at her social media and thought I saw some guy hitting on her. Even though I was already in a new relationship I called her out on it for sleeping with someone. She got pissed, argument ensued and told me to never talk to her again. 

I then proceeded to do the stupidest thing imaginable and message a guy on Facebook out of curiosity asking if they were dating. This apparently is a huge No No. She proceeded to block me on every single social media account we have and refuses to talk to me. Now I'm still wanting to look at her profiles from another account to see if I was right and it's driving me crazy. I shouldn't be like this, I have a new gf I can trust but I can't get my ex out of my mind!
<bot>: Looked at ex's social media, messaged a guy, ex hates me probably think I'm a stalker, blocks me, I'm still not over her...