<human>: So I was dating a girl, lets call her Amanda.

Amanda and I dated for a total of almost to years after I graduated high school. I was young and immature and forced both breakups being stupid and stubborn.

I was close to her, her father, and her mother. In the broken up period she joined the National Guard and went to basic (I already serve in the Guard.) She came back with a medical discharge and we spent almost a week straight by each other's side and everything was perfect.

Then, stupid 21 y/o me, didn't like how much time I was losing to friends, all me, she never asked for more than three days a week for ourselves and we were practically living together. I broke up with her in quite a nasty breakup.

Her mother died just over two months later.

Her father hates me and refuses to talk to me about the possibility of dating again. I honestly feel like I have matured significantly and am ready for a serious relationship.

Her father, since losing his wife, won't let Amanda go. He is terrified to lose the last nuclear family member he has and Amanda is terrified of lying to him or going on date against his wishes or in secret.

Please help...I will be able to answer questions most of the day for elaboration or otherwise.

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<bot>: I ended a perfectly good relationship due to immaturity and I want it back but I think it's to late. I'm desperate because I am in love with this girl.