<human>: M/23 F/23
The last meaningful relationship I had began almost a year ago and lasted roughly 4-5 months. It was a uniquely intense & passionate relationship for both of us and physical from the beginning. We welcomed each other into our personal lives and introductions to family followed soon after. 

The plot thickens. The girl has been afflicted from childhood with mental health issues such as borderline personality disorder (BPD) and eating disorders. The time we were together I witnessed a variety of break downs, unpredictable emotional outbursts and self destructive behavior. I always encouraged her to maintain a relationship with her therapist and continue DBT. I will admit, it was an ego boost to appear as a pillar of stability and strength in her erratic life - a knight in shining armor and foolishness at its best. 

Before we met I knew i'd have to move for grad school. In the months following the move, I have found it too stressful to maintain contact with her and have since cut *all* forms of communication, she is rightfully not pleased. Without being crude, i hated to think about 'what she was up to' (read between the lines here). 

I WANT that connection again. It enters my mind on a daily basis and finds its way into my dreams. It was pure joy in my life, and i've never experienced anything like it from any other girl. **My problem** is that i'm scared what we had was only a result of her personality disorders. Is this silly to think? I feel like i've dodged a bullet in that i'm not tied to her long term in any way (read: child), but if I could go a year back in time and warn my past self, I'd still do it all again.

I find myself looking to recreate the connection I had last summer with every new girl I meet. Of course these are mighty high expectations and i've only been disappointed. Is there hope for me?

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<bot>: I had a bittersweet relationship with a girl with mental health issues. I look to recreate what we had with every new prospect and I'm scared I'll never have it again.