<human>: So I was being a jerk to my girlfriend and hurt her bad emotionally and she broke me off. It was also both our first times having a partner, both emotionally and sexually, and I was never able to satisfy her (orgasm) even once no matter how hard I try. 

I still have feelings for her, but now she's with this other guy who's more attractive than I am, physically and personality wise. But I still thought that I would still have a chance, cuz she was never officially dating this guy.

But yesterday she told me that she started dating him and she also told me about their sexual adventures in detail. He was able to last twice as long as I did and was able to satisfy her and make her climax. 

So now I'm devastated and don't know how to accept the fact that I just suck.

How did you deal with this reddit?

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<bot>: New dude dated my ex and was able to satisfy her sexually and emotionally whereas I was never able to. Now devastated and don't know how to accept defeat.