<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

Alright so it's late, but why not. Warning, this post may sounds whiny as hell. Also first time posting here so bear with me, please!

So I don't really have any dating or relationship experience, even if I'm fine in other areas like school, friends and family, and I don't feel good about it. I only have been kissed once in my lifetime, and it was horrible. Guys usually ignore me, which is kinda discouraging since I've been told by quite a lot of people I'm cute, so it's probably not my looks. I should mention that I have deafness and I live in an area where there aren't a lot of people my age with deafness like me, so obviously there's a huge communication barrier. I am also a little shy, which I am currently working on that. I should mention that most of my friends are girls and I tend to be more awkward around guys for some reason. Most of my friends are really busy with work or other stuff so I don't really go out as much as I would like.

Most of the people I know are in relationships/has had relationship experiences and I hate to be jealous but sometimes I feel like I'm missing out or something. I also have a fear of never finding someone to connect with since I find it hard to connect to a lot of people. I don't want to end up being a cat lady, I'm not even a cat person. That has led to me picking myself apart, wondering what is wrong with me.

I know that I am an awesome person, and I'm not that desperate to have a relationship right now. Most of the time I'm fine being single for now, I'm so busy with friends and school, but sometimes I feel like I suck at even being single, I don't know how to flirt or how to get dates or be relaxed around guys. I would love to go on dates but I don't even know where to start.

Sorry if this post sounds whiny, I tend to not talk a lot so I just wanted to speak my mind. So yeah, any helpful advice on how to stop feeling like a loser or something?
<bot>: 20 F has no relationship/dating experience, feels like a loser sometimes, and doesn't want to be a cat lady. Don't know where to start. Help?