<human>: I met someone that I love being around. However, he has had intense, long-term ex's before whereas I'm completely new to relationships. I haven't told him about it, but I'm not sure how to without sounding completely weird. I'm not socially awkward or anything - but maybe I'm a prude? We've only been dating for a while, but it seems like it's moving forward. I'm getting nervous thinking about how to introduce him to friends, family, etc. I've never done that before.

I've dated a lot (dozens of guys- 1 guy that lasted for 5 months) but the most I've done is hold hands, make-out, and feel each other up. He broke up with me because I didn't want to have sex with him. It's not because of religious reasons, I just wasn't interested in being with someone (until now?). I also may have daddy/trust issues lol. I've never really wanted to depend on someone and have always felt like I can do shit on my own. Now I'm out of college and feel like maybe I should have experimented more.

I've never had a boyfriend, never had sex, never touched a dick, etc. I'm really inexperienced and nervous about it. I don't know how to "be in a relationship". Any advice?

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<bot>: I've never truly been in a relationship before. I met someone who I really like, but I'm scared I might scare him off with my inexperience. How can I learn to "be in a relationship"?