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My relationship of a year & a half with my ex ended in June. She became the biggest part of my life after school & work. 

During the relationship, I stopped talking to my 2 best friends for reasons that had nothing to do with my relationship - they were just bad friends.

I lost them but I didn't care, because at least I still had my girlfriend. During the relationship she wasn't only my girlfriend, she became my best friend too. 

After the breakup, I took it really hard because I had lost both my best friend &. I tried to reach out to my old best friends a month after the breakup to patch things up, but that was to no avail. 

I have since made new friends & thought I was over the relationship, but I still miss the fun I had with my ex as well as my old best friends. It's just not the same & while that's not necessarily a bad thing, it is in this case. 

My ex & I tried to stay friends (with benefits) after the breakup, but I realized I would never get over her that way. I told her to never text me again & then blocked her on every social network. Now that I'm mostly over the relationship, I miss her in my life. Not necessarily as a partner, but as a friend. We have so many interests in common that you can't find everywhere else.
<bot>: Is it okay if I call her to go out as friends, or is this just me justifying seeing her again to myself?