<human>: I posted this originally in the long distance relationships reddit, which I think might not be as frequented?
My bf and I have been long distance from the beginning, and we've been dating for a few months now. We live 6hrs away so we alternate on who's driving to visit and see each other every 2 weeks or so for 2-3 days.

It's been stressful since I work 2 jobs and have to plan well in advance, but we both know we like each other so it's worked so far. Except when he comes to visit me I feel like I'm not his top priority and get pushed back so he can see his friend who lives in my city too. I got frustrated on Friday night and instead of hanging out with them at a bar (which is what always happens) I made my own plans and proceeded to drink far too much and got vicious with him via text. It was very inappropriate and I take full blame for what I said, and I'm in no way using alcohol or hormones as an excuse. It was like pent up frustration that I decided to release in the worst way possible and I've been regretting it since.

He's understandably very upset with me and refused to stay with me for the rest of the weekend. He dropped by yesterday to say it wasn't working out and that we needed either a break or a break-up, so I tried to apologize and asked him to give me a chance because I know I will never again do something so out of character. We had plans to go to a wedding and he decided not to go as he needed his space and told me to see him in 2 weeks, but now I'm terrified that I'll go and be told that we need to go our separate ways.

Is there anything I can do to fix things, or should I try and respect what he's said and give him time and space, and just hope for the best? I've barely slept or eaten since it happened, and I feel so awful for having hurt him. There are times when I feel like we're not a good match, but I don't want it to end. Thanks for any advice you guys can provide.

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<bot>: Had a blowout with my long-distance boyfriend over not spending time together when he visits me, he doesn't want to see me now so I need advice or anything!