<human>: Ages: Me, male, 19. Her, female, 19.

Duration of: Friendship- a year or so. Relationship- asked her out day before school ended (I know.), ~3 month summer break, unofficial-official start of dating at beginning of this school year, so since the 20-somethingth of August. 

I've had general anxiety issues my whole life (nothing diagnosed as I've never been to a psych-iatrist/ologist, so take that with a grain of salt if you'd like); things like social awkwardness, difficulty maintaining eye contact, introversion, discomfort in crowds, varying self-esteem issues, etc. You guys are redditors so you should be well familiar with this. I've also had only two relationships lasting a whopping total of 6 months before this, and both in high school, so that might be worth considering.

*Anyways*, lately I've been feeling a bit more anxiety than usual regarding our relationship. Instances of this anxiety include:

* I sometimes feel like I'm bothering her, and I've asked her if I was, but she insisted I hadn't been bothering her.

*  I'll get nervous just going over to her room and hanging out with her, I'll hesitate before knocking on the door, also I sometimes feel anxious when sending a text to see if she wants to do something.

And I know I should probably talk to her about all this because it would at least help me clarify my thoughts, but I'm nervous about doing that because well, *gestures upward towards all that*, and that if I did let her know I'm a big jumble of nervous energy that it might not go so well. I mean, I want to share this with her because I really do care for her, but at the same time I have issues being that emotionally open and intimate with someone, even  with, *especially* with someone I like a fair bit.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: I've got so many insecurities and anxieties that it's causing problems and unnecessary worry which I would like to stop or at the least manage before it causes larger problems in our relationship.