<human>: Throwaway, because boyfriends. Also, sorry if this is way too much information, I just don't want to leave anything out.

So I've been dating my boyfriend for about 2 years, and we've been best friends for ever longer. Our relationship progressed pretty quickly right away because we already knew each other so well. Things have been fantastic, but we're both in school in 2 different states, so we've been doing the long distance thing for about a month now.

I was really nervous about it, but he told me not to worry and blah blah blah. So anyway, it's been pretty great, and recently we've been talking about marriage. A lot. Like I said, we moved pretty quickly, and in a year when I'm done with school I'm planning on basically dropping everything to move across the country with him. I'll be leaving my family, friends, and job behind. Believe me, I'm really excited about it, so no hidden resentment there! 

The only part that is really bothering me is that he keeps saying he wants to propose and be engaged *except* he wants to make sure the long distance thing goes okay. My issues are: we've already been long distance for awhile, he keeps saying he doesn't have any doubts about us but to me this kind of screams doubts, **and** I'm already in the process of preparing to move, so I'm making a lot of sacrifices, and the fact that he's too worried about the distance to propose makes me nervous about moving 30 hours away from home to be with him.

I know a ring doesn't change anything about how we feel about each other, and I guess I'm not really doubting his feelings, I just feel like getting engaged would show each other and the rest of the world that we're really serious and I'm not insane for leaving everything behind. Is that crazy? I don't know.

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<bot>: I'm leaving my life behind to be with my boyfriend who won't propose any time soon, not sure if it's crazy that it bothers me.