<human>: I am 19 about to start my second year of college and i know i am going to see my ex. The temptation is going to be there and I'm not sure if i am able to hold myself back.  We had a decent breakup but everything after that was complete garbage. We still had sex and hooked up until one day she texted me and we had a huge argument. She said a lot of hurtful things about me and a mutual friend(who i have known since kindergarten).  I then proceeded to not talk to her because she brought out the worst in me and i was instantly filled with rage when i think about it.  We spoke here and there until my best friend(above) said she would lose respect for me if i ever did hook up.  I deleted her from Facebook and from my phone yet she still texts me.  Yet i continue to respond, i don't know whats wrong with me.  My friend recently started talking to her ex who she dated for about 5-6 years.  She said "he changed" and now i find out they hang out often.  Im kinda upset about this because she was unhappy in her relationship and i don't want her to get hurt again.  I care about her too much

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<bot>: I still hate my ex yet i continue to talk to her because we both want to have sex with each other. Best friend might get mad at me yet she is now hanging out with her ex