<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

I'll try and keep this fairly short. Male, 19, in England, Started university this past September at a uni where two of my closest friends from school/college were going, living with one of them and lots of other people that I have become good friends with also. Thinking about dropping out for multiple reasons, the course is not what I thought it would be, I'm constantly stressed and overloaded with work and I just can't handle it, I miss my life back home. But the dilemma is if I go home I will be leaving my best mates and all my other friends are at uni too except for 1. So basically I will be working full time and will have pretty much a nonexistent social life and no close friends, and I still want to go out partying and stuff and pull girls(I'm still a virgin btw) I realise that some people may see the fact that the only reason I want to stay at uni is for the nightlife and to get laid but that's how I feel so there. My biggest fear is that if I drop out I will never go out partying anymore or anything like that, will never lose my virginity and will just end up getting depressed or something. I have no fucking clue what to think
<bot>: Basically if i drop out i will go home with no friends, never go out partying, never lose my virginity and just become depressed because of it. Also its embarrassing as fuck dropping out