<human>: I met this girl 6 months ago and we have been besotted with each other ever since. She is beautiful and I love her. 

The issue is that her body clock is ticking and I know she wants kids. I'm only in a grad position and not going to earn enough money for the next few years. 

She refuses to go on the pill for various reasons. Sex without a condom is something I value and know dozens of girls who do too. 

All in all i just feel like it can't go any further because it will only hurt each other more.

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<bot>: The penny has finally dropped; I am 4 years younger than my GF and whilst currently in similar stages of life soon she will want things I am not ready for.