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Ok, I asked my boyfriend if we can talk later today (I told him it was about good things!) so I need help because I don't know how to talk about:

1. Basically it was love at first sight in a way? Immediately after meeting each other we both knew it was something special. We kissed a week after meeting each other (although we had never even said we liked each other yet haha) and made our relationship exclusive 5 days later. So it's been fast and in a lot of ways he's still a stranger but I've already been home with him and met his extended family. 

2. I think he is thinking long term with this, like marriage and all, already. But we haven't said I love you or actually talked about it, just kind of hinted at it when other people ask especially. 

3. He and I both want to be long term missionaries in Scotland. That was actually one of the first things we found out about each other and it's such a specific dream we were both stunned. This summer he is going to Europe to learn to be a long term missionary. I can either go with him (which he brought up casually) to do that or actually go to Scotland on a mission trip without him. I need to decide which by next Friday. 

I'm not meaning to confront him and it's okay if he's not actually sure about how serious he is! I just want to know what he thinks because I can see this being long term and I'm okay with making a commitment to him now. But we haven't had a serious talk in a few weeks and have had some tension over misunderstandings so I want to make sure a decision this big is something honest and open between us. I just don't want to scare him into a break up, but also even though I'm falling in love I'm not ready to get married in the next few months or something (which is actually something that has come up in weird ways once or twice). We committed so fast that I'm not sure what it means to him.
<bot>: I don't know if my relationship with my boyfriend is serious enough to be making decisions about next summer involving him in a major way, and I'm talking to him about it today but I don't know how to discuss it.