<human>: last friday my boyfriend told me that he does not love me anymore, and that he was unsure about what he feels?! (how can he be unsure and still tell me that he doesnt love me?)
He wanted a break for a week to sort out his feelings(it was a break or a breakup I had to choose between), and we have not spoken since then.
I did not see it coming at all! we live together and I thought that he loved me to death..

we have been living together for about 9 months and have not been apart at all.. 
What I hope is that he will figure out that he misses me this week...
He is the most loving (not anymore obviously) caring and funny guy i've ever met! 
It literally feels like im dying, and I dont understand how this happened..
I'm his first love (i've had relationships before him), I thought that the first love is supposed to be super strong?
How should I take this?
Am I ever going to survive this?? the last year I have sacrificed so much for him, and I can not see myself living without him..
I feel so pathetic!

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: the love of my life tells me that he does not love me and that he wants a week apart to see if he changes his mind, what am I supposed to do??