<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

A little over three months ago I met an amazing woman. She was wonderful, loving, caring, and never once made me feel awkward about who I was. 

I then spent the next three months systematically dissecting her, forcing her into positions that no person would endure, and making her feel bad for her limitations. 

I found whatever reason I could to push her away, and even as I pushed her away I found ways to be overbearing to the point of smothering her love for me. I've been in numerous relationships and this was the first time I ever believed someone when they said they loved me. 

In the space of three months I took her from a place of writing me poetry and explaining how I was helping her redefine what love is to her being utterly disgusted with my behavior. 

I feel utterly awful for the things I've done. Whats more is that I know that this was my doing. There were mitigating circumstances but at the end of the day I chose to act in the way I did. I bounce between feeling horrible about the way I acted. To wanting to make pleas for her to give me one more chance even though she has made it clear that its over.
<bot>: Took a wonderful relationship, and absolute love of an amazing woman and mangled it into something horrific. What can I do to move forward?