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Me (20/m)

In order to get a full perspective of my situation, I need to give some background. Im 20 years old, never had a real relationship, and until two years ago, I never really had any experience with women. Over the past two years, I've made a 180 with my life and have had, for lack of a better work, "great success" with women, but only over very short durations and one night stands. Recently, due to a bunch of small things, I figured I kind of want to get a girlfriend. I didn't know if it was because I was lonely, wanted a companion, or just needed to prove to myself that I could have a girlfriend if I wanted one. 

Over the past week or so, I've successfully gotten someone who would be more than happy to be my girlfriend, and don't get me wrong, she is fantastic. However, having this validation led me to realize that it is in fact the latter reason, now that I have someone who is willing to be in a relationship with me- hell WANTS to be in a relationship with me, I want nothing more than to just be single. 

As much as I like this girl, I can't stop feeling like I don't want a relationship, but I would would hate to do anything to hurt/upset her. 

I wish I could express my frame of mind clearer, and better. I've tried my best, sorry. Thanks.
<bot>: Needed to prove to myself that I could have a girlfriend if I wanted one, succeeded, now don't want one but would hate to hurt said girl. Don't know why I don't want one either.