<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

So I met this girl online around 10 months ago, she's an asian girl living in the UK. I'm from Scandinavia myself. She's the most down to earth person I've met, plus I've never met someone I talk so well (she have seemed genuinely interested in me, asking about, everything I do and how I am, often) and we've had chats almost every day for the past 10 months or so. Plus Skype-calls once in a while that lasted hours before we went to sleep. I've wanted to meet her for a good time now, and we've talked about going traveling together. Now she's in Bali and working at a child care center, and of course having the time of her life. 

Suddenly I started acting stupid by saying it pissed me off a little when she didn't reply when I could see she saw my messages. She also posted pictures of herself with another guy, which I didn't want to do anything against. Because let's face it, it would be stupid since I haven't met her and it would feel weird that I am jealous considered the situation. But in my drunken state, I called her and asked if she was having romance over there, which of course came out jealous. And she wasn't. Two fuck-ups that I should never have reacted on to start with. 

I really don't want her to feel less connected to me by now, and after I have acted like that I start to feel I would bother her.

Any advice?
<bot>: I met a girl online 10 months ago, we've talked everyday and had calls for hours. Then I started acting stupid and jealous for no reason. Now I'm afraid she'll lose the connection we've had. Advice?