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So I had a huge crush on this girl from 4th grade to 8th grade. I was fat and gross, and I never told her out of fear of rejection. Now, on my way into college, close to 4 years without talking to this girl, I tell her. I don't know why, but I felt compelled to tell her how I felt so I hit up this kid I knew from grammar school and asked for her number. He wouldn't give it to me because he's not comfortable with giving out other people's numbers without permission. So he gave her my number. She hit me up at around 9:00 with a "hey". So I texted her "I need to say one thing so I'm going to call you real quick if you can't answer I'll leave a voicemail.it'd be too long to type." She didn't answer so I left a voicemail. I explained I'm reinventing myself. I've lost 50 lbs, and am very fit now, I only wear glasses for reading, I have braces, I am confident to a fault, and I'm working on my regrets. Never telling her how I felt was a regret so I changed that. After telling her all this I hung up, texted her "Ik this is random as, but I just needed to do this. If you're not too weirded out hmu tom." So of course I realize that this is random, and maybe a little creepy, but it was something I get to cross off the bucket list I guess. She never responded to any of those texts, and I'm pretty sure she's not going to hmu tom. I kind of want to take her out to see what happens, but I feel like this creepy shit may have made that an impossibility. Suggestions are welcome. I fucked up because I could've handeled this more tactfully.
<bot>: told a girl I haven't talked to for 4 years out of nowhere I had a crush on her, and that's really fucking creepy, now she is probably going to ignore me.