<human>: I've always been a shy guy. For the longest time, I'd just never speak up about small things that bothered me let alone crushes and that romantic nonsense. Over time, I grew out of it. I've actually "grown up" to be what many people consider a "fearlessly blunt" person.

Well, I'd been getting sentimental and had a lot of time on my hands this past Wednesday. Earlier that day, I had a lecture that touched on regrets and things we never said. For some reason I thought it'd be a good idea to write a ton of letters to people with things I'd always wanted to say to them. 

Most of these letters were petty apologies for silly things I did when I was younger and were jokey. I think the most serious letter was the one I drafted (and sent) for a childhood crush even then I made a joke about Yu-Gi-Oh! cards. I thought I'd regret even revisiting it but I don't. 

I made it a funny letter explaining a couple things and it made me realize that I'd come so far as a person from then. It also made me realize that my crush was a bit foolish because I didn't know her that well. I wasn't planning to send it at all but I liked it that much and I thought it'd make for a funny read for her. 

I sent it, thinking said person would ignore it because they aren't on Facebook that often. Anyway, said person is very far from me and we never see each other. They actually came on Facebook after a hiatus and I saw it was read. It's been two days and there's been no response. I feel kind of like a random creep even though I lampshaded that in the letter but not really.

You think I'd be worrying about how she took it or what ramifications it'd have but I'm actually happy I sent it. I feel like I got closure on the silliest tiny things even that silly old crush. I felt so satisfied when I clicked the "archive" button in messenger.

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<bot>: I told an old childhood crush about my crush on them from the past in jest. I was expecting it to be a TIFU but it's honestly just been swell.