<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I've had trouble making friends my entire life. I don't really know why; maybe it's my quirkiness, maybe it's because I'm kinda quiet... Either way, I attract/seek seemingly good people who end up being very unreliable. 

  I don't understand why I keep finding these kinds of people, and this sounds dramatic (and I'm sorry for that), but it's slowly breaking my heart.  I've never had a solid female friendship.  People always, and by always I mean 3/4 of the time, bail on me at the last minute.  I don't even get the chance to be their friend. They do this for various reasons, anything from "my back hurts" to blatant "I'd rather do...."

I'm trying so hard to be open to new people, but after years of being rejected and "ditched," for lack of better expression, I'm emotionally exhausted and hurt.  I mean, I'm 23 and I have zero close female friends in the area I live in. 

I don't know what to do.  I'm hurt. I'm tired. I just.... Goddamn.  I just want one solid female friend.  :(
<bot>: After years of experiencing rejection and last-minute ditching, I'm starting to give up on making friends. I don't want to, but I don't know what to do. I'm kinda heart broken.