<human>: So me and my boyfriend have been together for around 7 months now and he wants to talk kids. I love the guy like crazy, I've never been this comfortable with anyone, and the thought of breaking up with him because of this issue is making me lose it.

He's not saying that we should have them now; he's smart enough to understand that it's impossible now, with him being unemployed and living with his parents, and me being a college dropout with depressive tendencies. Rather, he wants me to tell him as soon as possible if I *might* want to have kids in the future. 
Truth be told, I despise children and lack any and all maternal instinct so I doubt I would change my mind by the time he's 25 (which is the latest he wants to have them). MAYBE I would settle for adopting a kid just so he could have it, but I'd never want to squeeze one out of myself. I have heart issues (weak heart valves) and a body that adapts very badly to change; I already have disfiguring stretchmarks on most parts of my body. So having a baby would destroy me on the inside and the outside even more.

When I asked him about adoption, he said he would love an adopted kid as if it were his own, but then when I asked what he'd do if I decided to have kids but it turned out I were *physically* unable to have one without there being a risk to me or it, he said he would call it quits cause that means "it's not meant to be". *Hypocrite, much?* Seeing how sure he was about that really hurt me, since normally he shows how much he needs and loves me. 

So that conversation was a massive punch to the gut and now every day I'm scared shitless that he'll bring it up again soon. I told him I don't want to discuss it at all until we've got stable lives but he insists that I tell him my decision as soon as possible so he can dump me before our relationship goes even further...I don't know what to think, this is insufferable since I never expected him to start thinking of me as just a baby-making machine.

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<bot>: Boyfriend expects me to tell him if I'll want kids in the future and even if I will, he won't go for adoption and dump me because it's "not meant to be".