<human>: *(I don't know where else to post this, I really need advice regardless. I also changed some things around like my age since my friends lurk on Reddit.)*

To make it a long story short and to spare people from some awful abuse I've endured, for as long as I've known my dad hes been a raging alcoholic. Hes very abusive and I have BPD and PTSD thanks to him.

Lately he's been threatening to hit me, and few months ago he threatened to hit me in the head with a frying pan. He used to hit me when I was 5-8 years old so I've been scared out of my mind about this. My mom's done absolutely nothing about his behavior either, shes a total enabler. 

I really just don't know what to do. I want to leave but I only have $100 to my name and no job. I've been a mess for months because of this. I dont think a woman's shelter would take me in.... I mean my dad hasn't hit me yet but he's been verbally abusive. Does that count as abuse to them, I really don't know.

Sorry for the messy grammar, I'm on mobile.

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: I have a very abusive father that I'm scared of, I want to go away but can I when it's just verbal abuse?