<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

Point blank I don't feel he deserves my loyalty but I do feel he deserves my respect! I should also mention that I don't feel like he appreciates or values our relationship/friendship anymore so I'm even questioning if he deserves my respect and thats the only reason im even considering this.

So I've [35/f] been in a fwb situation for like I don't know five years with a guy [39/m] and things have slowed waaaaay down like turtle slow. That doesn't work for me right? so been kinda peeking around checking out the scene and I meet his friend [35/m] yes my fwb friend and we seem to be hitting it off. We've talked about naked time with one another and trust me I'm beyond curious. Not only is this a bad time to come at me sexually because I'm at a weak point no sex for three months now but at this point I'm ready to break. I want to call dude right now and say bring on the funk.

But damnit the good loyal nice girl ugh (i dont like her sometimes) is like dude that's his buddy and that will turn everything upside down and inside out.

I ask myself why? It's been 4 or 5 years we've remained just casual fuck buddies all this time and things have come almost to a screeching halt It's like we're just eachother backup string now. So why stop myself from enjoying someone else's company even his friend? I mean other dude don't seem to mind. 

Our agreement is and always has been we are open about sleeping with other people and we use protection just to keep both ends of our street cleaned but now there is a whole other equation in the mix and I don't know what to do at this point.

Point blank I don't feel he deserves my loyalty but I do feel he deserves my respect. 

So do I let the good or bad girl win? And why?
<bot>: just seeking advice on friends with benefits complications and does he have the right to be upset by the choice I do end up making?