<human>: So this is going to be very long, and I apologize. I go to college in a different country than two of my best friends whom I've known since we were 10-11. We've been through a lot together and they've stuck with me through some very difficult times. We used to talk for hours everyday. But for the last two years, ever since I started college, I feel like there's been a gap. I feel like we have completely different ideas and priorities now. For example: I'm single, and botgh of them are committed in very loving relationships, we live in different countries, we have completely different social circles.

They also live with their families and I live alone. It's a very tense situation because they've previously told me like they felt that I wasn't putting enough effort into the relationship, but I've tried to correct that and now I feel like the opposite. I feel like they've completely given up and that scares the shit out of me. I'm almost afraid to meet up with them now (I'm on summer break and back home) because I'm afraid of worsening an already delicate situation. I'm very sad that i'm growing apart from two of my best, oldest friends, and I feel so powerless. We have absolutely nothing in common anymore. How do I try to improve my relationship with these friends?

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<bot>: I feel like I'm growing apart from two of my closest friends, and I feel powerless to stop it. What do I do?