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Two nights ago, my boyfriend, who we'll call Jason, (who is 17, and I have been dating for two months) and myself (who is 15) ended up having our first real sexual encounters (ever). We were watching a movie, when we ended up making out and doing a few other dirty deeds - but we were both still virgins at the end of the night (Ugh, it sounds so horrible just saying it like that!) I woke up the next morning feeling okay, but incredibly sore.
 
Last night, Jason and I got high with some of his friends. The friends were okay. Later that evening, after a McDonald's run, we ended up in a dark alley, making out in the backseat of his car. Among other regrettable things, we lost our virginities to each other. I completely lost my sex drive about halfway through the deed (I had realized what the heck I was doing) and ended up having to finish Jason off.. "manually".  (Side note: I'm on the pill, he wore a condom, so we are both safe from STIs and pregnancy.)

Later that night (after a VERY long shower), Jason and I talked about the night, and we both agreed that having sex was a very wrong decision that we made together, and we're going to take our relationship a lot slower. It may have helped him with how he was feeling, but it doesn't help me. To sum my feelings up, I feel like an absolute whore. 

So, I know I will get criticized for my age, and I welcome the criticism. I should have saved myself for a later age. But I can't go back now. Jason and I made our decision. And we have to face it. 

But how the hell do I get over the disgust towards myself that I feel right now?
<bot>: My boyfriend and I lost our virginities to each other, I'm way too young for it. We decided to slow our relationship down, but now I am disgusted by myself. Help.