<human>: Condense the text into a few key points

I really am stuck. I need all the advice I can get...So here is my story. 

 I been with my boyfriend for over 3 years. Before I met him, I had a traumatizing  childhood.

 I lost my dad at age 15. My sister just turned 21. My mom suffers from schizophrenia and multiple personality disorder.

 So I never really had a Mother figure to begin with. So My dad practically raised me so I would have some type of adult figure in my life. 

So when he passed, I lost almost everything. Had to basically raise myself. Which was okay because he taught me enough to pull through.

The grieving was terrible. Then when I finally met my boyfriend my junior year of highschool he gave me some comfort in my life. I felt secure.

 Everything somewhat seemed alittle more normal for me. It really helped me function to get my mind off things. As years went on I eventually moved in with him n his mom, so my sister could care for my mom and I wouldn't be her burden anymore.

 At this point I was 17.  During my relationship something shaped my life into something I would have never expected. 

 I found out I had genital herpes. At first it was a big shocker, full of curiosity. Knowing we both haven't slept around.

 But we loved each other and excepted the fact that neither of us knew who gave it to who or where in our past we messed up. So we figured we can move on because we love each other..

 Well here's the problem, I'm 3 years in and now I feel im completely stuck. Relationship is alittle shaky and I have no where to turn. I can't go home. Because home wasn't healthy to begin with.

 I have a job that pays pretty well for a 20 year old but not really enough to help me at this point. 

He on the other hand isn't as efficient as me. He isn't as motivated and lives by day by day.  He has a job, but not very stable. Not that I'm better, but he's the person you have to hold his hand to do literally do Everything.

 It can get very stressful.  I feel I can't leave him because no one will want to be with me because of my disease.
<bot>: If I leave, I will be more alone than I already am. I  really do love and care about him more than I do myself.