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Hey Reddit, 

Although this is only my third or fourth post, I have been a lurker, reading TONS of Iamas and askReddits, for a long time now.

Today I come to you guys to get some advice and hopefully hear some testimonies from fellow "laid back" people like me. 

Ever since about 2nd grade I've hated school... Not because of any bad experiences, I was the class clown, but because I have always done what I've wanted to do and the very minimum of what anyone else wanted me to do. Hence, my grades have always been C's. Flash forward to now, a junior in High school, the C's have not ended. I currently have a 3.0 out of 5.0 GPA and am starting to get more and more nervous as I see a lot of my fellow students getting accepted into and going off to college. I am very interested in web development and think I want to pursue a career in that, but am scared my lack of good grades will either stop or put me in terrible debt getting there.

Although I have never done good in school, I am a dreamer and want to live life to the fullest (who doesn't). I come from a family with a father who works a dead end job and has to worry about if he will lose his house everyday, and a mom who is in her second divorce and jobless. I want so bad to be able to help them out, but have done nothing but sat around picking my ass all of my life. I currently am working two part-time jobs and am what you could consider a good kid (by good I mean I sit around trying to make websites while watching cops in my free time. Thus not going to parties or getting into "trouble"/have no friends). 

Hopefully you guys can understand somewhat of my life and how I want to be successful, but am stuck in a world where a system of letters determine how smart you are and whether you have a chance at success or end up a lonely loser.
<bot>: Have made shitty grades whole life, want to be rich and live and have fun, but am afraid my lack of desire to do school work will stop me.