<human>: Not today, but last night, I had been waiting in line at Disneyland with my cousin while talking about our relationship statuses. After telling him how I had started to have feelings for my best (and pretty much only) friend, he advised me to talk to her about it. So we went back to the hotel and he got us some drinks, and then left to his room. I sat in my room for a bit contemplating everything he has said, and thought it would be a good idea to that I tell her how I feel about her. I called her up, told her how I felt, and she immediately got awkward and I realized I had fucked up immediatly. I tried to clarify and only made it even more confusing for her and awkward for the both of us. After talking about it more today, it was quite a bit more awkward, and I'm not sure whats going to happen between us.

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<bot>: I got drunk, told best friend my feelings for her, made it more awkward trying to explain it, probably lost best friend lol.