<human>: Im 24 Female, he is 21 male.

I have been sick for about 3 months. Suffering from debilitating pain for a month. No relief in site. This last month, I have been a complete bitch, to everyone around me. I'm suffering from depression, and keep trying to push people away. Sometimes I wonder why I even go to the doctor everyday. Whats the point when the things I know are wrong with me are not curable, and the things they think are wrong with me arnt curable either. I have isolated myself, yet my boyfriend comes over everyday. Tries to make me happy, tries to inspire me. The most we've been able to do in this past month was see one movie. 

I just want to do something for him to say thanks. Even if I'll forever be in pain, and he ends up leaving me, right now he has saved my life. He has made me keep trying, I couldn't imagine being in his shoes.

I don't have much money as you can assume. Doctor, and hospital bills are eating me alive. Going to work is almost impossible also. Movement and driving are very limited. So any ideas large or small would help.

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<bot>: Been a crazy depressed bitch for the last month, because of awful pain everyday. Want to thank my BF for standing by me, and helping me threw this.