<human>: Hello guys,

first of all, sorry for my english, I am from Germany.

I need advice from you. I am 18 years old and male. I met this girl when I was 11-12 years old back then in Habbo. She is 1 year younger than me. We wrote on a daily basis and also send pictures to each other. Some pictures were really private. I got a big crush on her when all this kind of stuff started, she was also really into me I guess, but we know that it wouldn't help to get together since its a long distance relationship and we wrote the whole time like a couple anyway. 

Everything was okay till she turned 16 and I 17. She started going out more often and had different boyfriends since then. That was the time where everything got shit for me. She wasn't interested at all anymore and friendzoned me. We also didn't write that much with each other anymore.

We still managed to hold contact and meet in real life for the first time this year. The first time was in April and we also met last week for the second time. I am really depressed for 4 years already, and chatting with her helped me the whole time. After meeting her for the second time and hugging her again I just realized how much I need her. I love her so much. But what should I do? She just sees me as her "Best Friend" and also talks about other boys. It just breaks my heart. If I tell her what I feel it could fuck up everything and I could probably lose her. Telling everything over WhatsApp is also shit.

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<bot>: Felt in love with a girl which I know for a long time (long distance, but we met twice). Not sure if I should tell her.