<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

I was always somewhat camera shy, I preferred to be behind the lens. I got Bell's Palsy when I was 13 and never fully recovered all mobility in my face. So my whole life I was very guarded and hated being photographed and filmed. So now I have grown up having lived in a South American country for the last 5 years and out of the general pop culture loop now face coming back to smart phones, cringe pics, vines and being camera stalked everywhere you go by anyone. I have ADD and all other kinds of issues too so I already feel like a dumb-ass just waking up and breathing. So i am now faced with this horrible fear of doing one of my typical dumb-ass moves and have a gang of smartphone wielding paparazzi capturing every horrifying moment, not only that but sharing your fuck up with the entire world to laugh at. I truly feel for those people and it makes me not want to go outside. I move back to the states in 2 months and it's weighing on my mind so much.  Do I just watch too many of those videos and thus just feel that it could happen to me. does it happen less often than I fear. I will also accept that it is an irrational fear but it scares me none the less. Didn't know where else to put it I guess I wanted to see what you all had to say.
<bot>: I have a feeling that I'm going to give someone a lot of Karma some day and it makes me want to stay home.