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Hey r/relationships, long time lurker, first time poster.  
  
    First of all I want to apologize for my writting, I'm not a native speaker of english.     
She's my first love and been really depressed when she said that she wants to break up, this hurt my brain and my heart, I've tried to be as romantic as possible, while texting, we have even sexted ! But when I talk to her, I'm just frozen, I can't say the same things I do while texting her, I'm going crazy.  
  
   Everytime when I talk to her is more like a   friend zone talking to me, she doesnt likes it ! She is using romantic names for me, I'm trying sooooooooooo muuuuuuch, but I fail everytime, everytime when I say "I love you sweetie" on the phone, I feel it, but she doesnt, she doesnt feels like I'm saying it from my heart. How can I treat my shyness ? What subjects girls want to talk about ? I've been goooglin' all of this, but I feel that my case is is not something popular . So here I'm /r/relationships , begging for your HELP, I love this girl SOOO MUUUCH.
<bot>: My girlfriend wants to break up with me because of my shyness. Reddit, I need your help. I never felt the same for any girl in my life ! Please HELP !