<human>: *** English is not my main language... so SORRY for english mistakes.

Dated a guy briefly, he wasn't ready for relationship then came back to me and say we should be friend first by building connection and memories. But that does not work as he doesn't seem that interested in me and is looking for other girls on dating website. It sucks. He rarely ask me out now. Rarely text me like he used to. I feel rejected.

We are still "friends" but we are getting more distant. I can't stand being his friend. It hurts me as hell. I never told him how I felt about him. Im sure he knows by how I act. Im always nice around him. 

I declined to see him last time because I want to slowly cut this friends relationship off. Yet I am very afraid of loosing him by doing that. I know this sounds paradoxal. 

Im very emotional, can't stop thinking about him. Im feeling very sad... I can't move on. I tried to date other guys but my feeling are stuck with him.  I feel like im wasting my time. In 3 months it's gonna be 1 year we know each other and I haven't had any other relationship than him. (we dated 4 months).

Im still hoping things will work out one day, that maybe it wasn't mean to be now but will be later... I know it's stupid.

Im feeling very down.

Any thoughts?

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<bot>: Dated a guy briefly, he wasn't ready for relationship then came back to me and say we should be friend first by building connection and memories. But that does not work out... feeling hopeless and sad.