<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Just broke up with my long-distance boyfriend of four months. Pretty damn devastating when you're childfree and he feels the same way and there are only so many men that would go for a woman like me (and there are guys with teeth missing or in their 70s that want me, go figure...).  I just couldn't take the distance anymore, and I was so miserable.

I feel like I'm the unrealistic one for wanting someone childfree that is around my area of South Florida because I have a very rough time with long-distance relationships. Do I need to toughen myself up in that aspect? I may be a pretty woman, but it takes me MONTHS to find someone to remotely date at all just for that. Yeah, I know I'm complaining about a decision that I made that has made my dating pool the size of a raindrop, and I have been told to either stop complaining about something I can change (I will NOT change my mind!) or change my mind and cave so some of my buddies who have normal dating lives that are able to find partners quite fast don't have to hear my self-imposed bellyaching.

I know there is hope, but it seems to only be a long-distance option, and it is torture for me to keep pursuing that, because I am a physical person. I can do it again, but he better be CHILDFREE and very awesome!
<bot>: Am I going to end up as a cat lady because I'm too unrealistic about wanting childfree men LOCALLY (in South Florida), or do I have to endure the long-distance torture? Is there hope for me?