<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

My SO and I have been involved for the better part of the last few years. I am pretty sure I have a mild depression. A lot of my friends have told me so, and while I want to deny it, I can't. In fact, I'm going to go talk to someone about it this week.

The reason I bring that up is because I think it's affecting my relationship. I've recently had a few major rage fits around the time of my last periods. I have reason to think that it's due to the birth control I use and the depression. At least, I've read a good number of accounts that it's a thing with my particular brand of birth control, and I did have it replaced just before that first rage episode. I'm also seeing someone about that this week. Now, it doesn't justify the things I did or said, even if I wasn't necessarily in control of my emotions or thoughts.

He mostly forgave me after the first one, but he's grown kind of distant since the second one. We still talk and go places, and he hasn't actually kicked me out of our apartment. I guess I should say that he's still friendly with me, but kind of withdrawn romantically. He's actually extremely busy and I'm realizing that the stress of my fits and insecurities may have been too much.

So I am posting here because I'm not sure what to do. I am seeking help from professionals for my issues. Those appointments have been made for later this week. What I want to do is do things for him to show him I still care. But should I, or should I leave him be? Also, should I keep him in the loop for what happens at my appointments?

Thanks
<bot>: I became the "women are crazy and angry" stereotype and I think it became too much for my SO. Not sure what to do now.