<human>: Condense the text into a few key points

First of all I have never been in a relationship before and it doesn't bother me that much however I feel that my current stance on personal relationship is somewhat weird and possibly bad for relationships (romantically but also just platonic ones) I have further down the line.

I have a decent amount of friends both male and female but I haven't felt romantically attracted to anyone ever since I was around 17 and even then I would just horribly crush on anybody that had anything that even remotely looked like breasts. After that teenage hormones kinda relaxed a bit and I was able to be just friends with women without me thinking all the time about how bad I want to bone them (thank god). 

It never really bothered me that I don't have or never had a SO, I always contributed it to me just not having found a person I could have romatinc feelings for. So in the last couple of months I have been pushing myself outself my comfort zone to be more social in general and meet more people.

However I still haven't found anybody that I can honestly say I feel attracted to in a way that goes beyond friendship. I can look at a girl and think "Man she's hot", but that's about it. And it's just a thought I can't really say I feel anything with it either. This plus the fact that my peers seem to be doing it in a heartbeat, makes me wonder if I am doing something wrong. I generally am very analyzing of myself and usually that allows me to solve my problems, not always as easy but I always at least have a clue.

However I am completely stumped on this one. Only thing I can think of is that I am afraid to find someone that I do feel attracted to but me fucking it up so I just unconsciously don't develop feelings for anyone. And it's not like I'm in a rush, I know I still have plenty of time to figure things out, I just feel like I am stuck and not moving forward and I hate that feeling. Thus I figured I might want to try and ask some strangers on the internet for help!
<bot>: Don't have romantic feelings for anybody, peers seem to have romantic feelings for everybody, starting to slightly worry if I might not be unconsciously preventing myself from progress.