<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

So this is my first real relationship and I just don't see it working out for the long term. There's nothing really wrong, I just don't want to be in a relationship at this point in my life. My parents also don't approve of me having a boyfriend. The only thing is, we're really close and there's absolutely nothing between us. I've tried to break up with him 3 times before, but he eventually convinces me to stay. I want to do it for the last time and keep it permanent -- how do I go about doing this? I don't want to hurt him. I still want him in my life and I'm not sure if I'd be able to cut him out of my life after the break up.
<bot>: He's not the one, I want to break up. He's a sweet guy and I don't want to hurt him.