<human>: I've written about this before but it got no attention, I fell in love with a girl and we ended up dating for a solid total of two weeks after I went up to her house. I asked her out and we were going great for two weeks, however today out of the blue she told me she really loves me and she feels really terrible but she doesn't have the time for a relationship of any kind right now, even if I lived in her town. However, I still have hope that we can get together again, and she said that if we still want to date next summer we totally can, but I want to be with her all year round. She is the first girlfriend I've ever had, but she's really an amazing one and I love her so much, she brightens my life by a million times and I really don't know what I would do without her, even if we aren't dating. She's still one of my best friends, and we really connect well. So far, it still has been pretty much the same as when we were dating conversationwise; so I'm hoping that we will still be pretty much dating, just she doesn't have the time to talk to me all the time. I am ok with that though, I am willing to wait for her to have the time because she is just that special of a person. She has really changed my life. Still, today sucked a ton, I'm 6 feet tall and am a pretty serious soccer player but I cried like a little girl. I guess I'm just waiting and excited to see what's going to happen, because I really really love her and I really want this to work. I just have to keep waiting for my opportunity and when it arises I need to take it.

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<bot>: I broke up with my long distance relationship, but there's still hope, and I'm excited/anxious to see if it will work out or not and I really hope it does.