<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

We had a really bumpy beginning in our relationship but we worked through the issues we were having. He didn't want a relationship because he didn't want his friends to make fun of him, etc.

We had our honeymoon period, and it was great. Although things started to die down when I didn't want to have sex as often (I was raped when I was 15 so this has an impact on my sexual experiences). He wanted sex, I didn't, but that didn't matter he still got sex even though I said I wasn't into it. This happened more times than I even want to admit. I feel like he violated my trust and violated me in the process.

I finally worked up the courage to tell him how I felt, and of course he cried because I guess he had no idea what he had been doing (that confuses me a bit). But when I told him I didn't think I could continue being in a relationship with him, that it was beyond repair in my mind and then he started crying, left the house and then came back telling me he was going to kill himself.

So of course I told him I wasn't going to leave him because I have no idea what else I could possibly say. I need help I really do. I don't know what to do, its not a matter of me not loving him anymore, I just need to do what's right for me.
Please give me some advice on how to approach this situation.
<bot>: My boyfriend wants to kill himself because I want to break up with him. I can't continue the relationship because he would essentially force sex on me and violated my trust.