<human>: no where else i can think of to post this but.

Because of my depression i have been drinking 2-4 cans a day in the last few days of cola (my way of coping instead of smoking or cutting or doing drugs).

Anyhow thats all the liquid i can drink i haven't drunken water in four days.

In the past i have stopped drinking water because the taste became so bad i couldn't even force myself to drink it.

However i had solutions such as putting a bit of juice into my water or lemon etc or using cordial.

However the last few days none of those methods have worked i can't swallow any water it makes me feel sick i can't even force myself to swallow it.

This + the cola im drinking which dehydrates me has me worried alot because i have always had problems with water in the past but never this bad to the point its making me feel ill.

(Also the cola i'm going to be cutting it back its just a temporary way of me coping until i see my psychologist without a way of coping i get suicidally depressed and have been known to try take my own life so yeah..it's not exactly something im happy with drinking alot of but for my sake i don't want to just stop doing the only thing helping me cope)

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<bot>: Can't drink any water it makes me sick it tastes so horrible and im dehydrated and my only way to cope with depression is cola.