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Hi I'm Alyssa.
I used to weigh 234 pounds (5'7"), and got down to 167 using diet and exercise the healthy way, but then ended up developing a serious case of bullimia. I recovered from that, but in the process gained back 33 plus pounds, and I want to lose it! I am finally at a healthy place where I love myself no matter what weight I am, but I want the best for myself and I know I felt better at a lower weight. Though I have a degree in nutrition and I know that I have all the knowledge and skills necessary to lose weight, I find myself denying that there is a problem, and also find myself too exhausted and scared to start the weight loss progress. I study eating disorders and obesity at school, and am seeing a therapist and was formerly seeing a nutritionist. Encouragement please?
<bot>: Recovering from bullimia but still overweight and wanting to shed the 30 pounds I gained in recovery. I want to do it without hating myself though, and want some encouragement.