<human>: My bf and I have been together for a lil over 3 years now, and we live together now. We looked forward to moving in bc it meant that we didn't have to be apart for long periods of time during our college breaks (summer, christmas, etc). This year we both ended up working all summer without taking classes and stayed in our college town, so I'm feeling pretty burned out and am ready for a chance to go to my parents place and crash for a few weeks with no school work. 

My bf doesn't know what his plans are yet, and there's a good chance he might not end up going home except for just right close to the actual days of Christmas eve/day, etc. We don't have a bunch of friends in town, so if he stays here by himself he will probably just play video games every day (nothing wrong with that). 

The things bugging me is that I don't want to leave him to sit alone in out house on his computer for two weeks while I go home. It's not an I-don't-trust-him thing, I just don't like the idea of leaving him by himself because for me, that would just be so lonely. I had been assuming he would go home because all his friends live in his home town, and he really misses hanging out with them while we're at school. 

I've been really looking forward to a mental break and getting to do all the Christmas stuff with my family, but I don't want to ditch him.

I guess I'm just looking for some advice on how to not feel guilty? He doesn't seem to care if I stay or go for break, he'll just be gaming regardless of whether I'm present, only difference for him will be cooking his own meals and sleeping alone, haha. I know as soon as I get home I'm going to miss him (can't be helped) but yeah.

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<bot>: I want go back to my parent's place for Christmas break, and my bf wants to stay at our college house alone - how do I stop feeling guilty about ditching him?