<human>: Okay, so, throwaway because he's a redditor

Basically, I've had a lot of mental health issues since I was a kid.  I'm a really anxious person, depressive, bipolar, all that good stuff.  My boyfriend has been my best friend for about two years now, and my boyfriend for a year.  He's my rock, but lately, I've been feeling like more of a burden then anything.  I've been pretty stable this past year up until this point- now, I cry all the time, I'm making decisions I know he doesn't love (he doesn't disapprove or they don't upset him, he just doesn't wanna do them with me), and I'm over thinking everything.

He constantly reassures me that he's here to help, that he loves talking through things with me, he's patient and kind.  I don't know, though.  It seems like too much for one person to handle. I almost wish he'd blow up and tell me he's tired of it, just so I'd know.  And I've asked him a thousand times, but he says he's fine.  It shouldn't be driving me crazy, but it is and it doesn't make sense to me. I'm not fun right now, and I know that.  I feel like he's discontent with where we're at, but it could be all in my head.  I don't know anymore.

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<bot>: I've been feeling crazy lately and I don't know what to do.  someone, please, tell me what to do.