<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Hey guys. 

Me and my crush have been dating for a little while in the past but after things got a little more serious she realised she wasn't quite ready yet because she isn't quite over her ex yet, and we stopped dating for now until she figured things out. 

Me personally am having a hard time about this and am torn between not wanting to give up on the chase, and going NC. 

I tried to enforce a NC twice now but both times she broke it within 24 hours,  being flirty all over again, while claiming not to be ready for things. 

Me being confused as I am I'm not sure what's Goin on anymore. 
I'm genuinely heartbroken and I can't for the life of me figure out what she wants from me. 

She told me several times she really likes me and would definitely be dating me if not for her issues with her ex going on. 

People of reddit, please share your wisdom.
<bot>: me and crush dated for a while but she figured she wasn't quite over her ex yet, and we stopped dating.  I try to go NC but she keeps looking for contact.  What does this mean.