<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

There's a lot of things involved in this, a lot of them are really a whole other post by itself, but I'm coming to you guys here today, because my dad's depressed and he relies on me to be the only one there for him, which is really hard for me.

Basically I have no interests, or anything, I like to be alone and I'm not a big fan of conversation, most of the time I spend alone on my computer or something, I split my weeks between my mom's house and my dad's.

This morning, dad comes to me and asks me to go bowling with him, it's not that I have 0 interest in doing something with him, I just have 0 interest in doing anything, doing stuff like that just feels so forced, and it really drains and stresses me out.

I told him that I wasn't really interested in going bowling, he then broke down and said that he feels we've lost our connection, that he got so caught up with my brother that he forgot about me, that I'm the only thing he has left, since my mom left he can't sleep, there's just nothing there, I'm the only thing that he cares about and that we don't even have a bond anymore. Then goes on to say that if he knew that life would be this hard he would've killed himself at 18, just pretty much a lot of things are going wrong for him, he's working a lot because of his job, and is always drained when he gets home.

I'm just at a loss for what to do anymore, like he offered to go on vacation and stuff, this is just another thing that adds to the list of things that I would find forced and draining, what's the point of a vacation if you're constantly uncomfortable and on edge for a week, this seriously doesn't appeal to me, but he takes this really personally and I feel really bad about it since it's not personal at all, he's just expecting me to be someone that I'm not.
<bot>: Dad wants me to be someone that I'm not, and the disappointment just really adds on top of his per-existing sadness/troubles.