<human>: Hey everyone.. This a throw away account for obvious reasons.

About 5 years ago, I ended a relationship with my first girlfriend who was I believe 21 at the time, so that would make her about 25 now. The relationship ended extremely abruptly after she called me and said it was off. I didn't know/think there was anything wrong because she didn't communicate with me. I was still very much in love with her when she did this to me, so my world was pretty much turned upside down.

Anyway, lately I've been having dreams about her for the last few months almost every other night and the situation of the dream varies. Sometimes I'll have two dreams about her in the same session of sleep! 

Do I miss her? Yeah. She was the best girlfriend I've ever had. Would I get back with her if she wanted? Absolutely, but I'm no fool either and know that probably will never happen.

I'm on speaking terms with her, but what I would really love to do is see her one last time, talk to her, and try to understand what happened. The only problem is, she lives in a different state now. 

My question to all you experts out there is how should I approach this? I don't want to scare her away and I'm not looking to get back with her. All I want is a few hours of her time one last time to get some sort of closure on everything that happened all those years ago..

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Having dreams about first ex girlfriend of 5 years ago and don't know how to approach her in asking to meet up one last time to talk about what had happened with us since everything ended abruptly. I feel like I'm being haunted.