<human>: This actually happened like a couple of months ago but I still remember it every now and then and it makes me cringe. 

So I was talking to my crush, who's one of those good Christian boys, and we were both sitting down in desks and having a normal conversation. I do the usual eye contact and all, but there's a point where you can't keep eye contact for too long in a conversation cause that'd seem kinda creepy so I usually slightly look somewhere else. And I did that; I shifted my gaze downwards. Well, I didn't realize this at the moment, but it turns out that I was staring at his crotch for like 2 minutes straight. To make things worse, whatever he was saying was pretty funny so I was smiling really wide and that just adds to the cringe-meter. I'm pretty sure he noticed because he continued on with what he was saying but he shifted his binders he had been holding at his knees, to cover his crotch area. I didn't piece together the actions until after I left class. I'm so dumb. He's a redditor but I don't know if I want him to see this or not, he probably forgot about it.

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<bot>: Tried to make things less awkward and ended up making it way more awkward.  Tyler, if you're reading this, I DON'T WANT THE D