<human>: I'm so devastated right now I can barely type. I've been with a man for almost 4 years. We broke up a couple months ago when it came out he cheated. I was a total bitch immediately afterward I was so so angry. He spent the next 2 months wooing me back. I wanted to believe things would be repaired. I slowly let my guard down again. But there were slip ups. I would get so angry sometimes. I wasn't the best girlfriend, sometimes I was awful even before the cheating. A couple days ago I sent him a pretty nasty text about one of his female friends. I don't trust him with her. 

He didn't talk to me after that for 3 days, I was angry and also worried. I had the police do a wellness check because his phone has been broken and when it happened before, 2 weeks went by where he didn't see a soul. The police called me back saying he was one but he wanted no further contact from me. I guess I ignored it. I called and texted and begged and pleaded for him to tell me why. He a hasn't answered.

I'm so fucking devastated. 3 days ago he was telling me he loved me that he was happy things were improving. He won't even say goodbye to me. I've been in a state of panic, when I'm not calling I'm wailing in pain. How the fuck am I gonna deal with this? I have never been so heartbroken in my life.

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<bot>: my Boyfriend cut me off with no explanation and had the police do the dumping for him. I honestly feel like I'm dying.