<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

I have never been in a relationship before, and have never had success with getting close to anybody. After years of loneliness, growing up in a house where my parents had a bad relationship, and also growing up seeing my mom cheat on my dad and then go on to have other bad relationships, I feel pretty jaded.

I have no faith in relationships, fidelity, trust, or true love. I also struggle to love myself fully sometimes. Lastly, I can LITERALLY not imagine anybody loving me or being able to be in a relationship with me. The thought of being in a relationship sounds as unrealistic as world peace or flying to Jupiter. It hurts me to feel like this, but I feel like I won't be able to love or be loved and it's a bitter feeling but I have come to accept it.
<bot>: I cannot fathom ever being loved because I'm jaded. I'm lonely, but it scares me that I literally can't imagine myself finding anybody. Am I doomed or is there some way to heal this sentiment?