<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

Several work friends and I went to a festival this weekend (including my crush who is a colleague from another office but we are all close) and we had rented a room in a hostel for the night. 

We all got separated and I went back to the room early and my crush came back in the small hours of the morning. Our beds were head to head so she started talking to me and we just talked about all these different topics until the sun came up. Serious stuff like "what is something else that nobody else knows about you"; we discussed tough years in our lives that led to depression and our recoveries but we also talked about our shared intimacy issues. She went as far as to say she didn't let people touch her unless she was attracted to them; whilst I was caressing her arm yet she was not indicating for me to stop and seemed content.

She also described how I was someone who made her feel at ease and at home where she was. As well as being a light in her life and a great person to have around.

Then later on she said she wanted me to hear something from her and no-one else: my flatmate had asked her out. She had declined the offer but started apologising profusely to me. I've no idea why she started doing it but she could tell I was a tad irked but I didn't understand the need to keep saying she was sorry. She even went so far as to tell my flatmate not to tell me.

The next day she just seemed so distant from me (I've never made any romantic gestures towards her but I was considering it) as she told me how she was a commitment phobe. I asked her if she remembered anything from last night (we'd all been drinking) and she said it was all crystal clear and that I now knew things about her that only her best friend knows (even though I've only known her for 6 months now).

Suddenly she's being very hot and cold so I don't think it's worth risking all this newly placed trust over asking for a date.
<bot>: Crush and I had a long meaningful talk with flirting but the next day she seemed distant and standoffish. Is there any point risking our current relationship for anything romantic?