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I feel crazy for even posting this, but does anyone feel like they have a lesser opinion of themselves WHILE they're losing weight? I've been overweight for 3 years now. I went through severe depression and used food as a coping mechanism for two years. I then let it slide for a year as I was worried about causing myself anxiety. I was (and still am) in a loving relationship (though we've had our ups and downs) and finally started to feel in a safe place, where I had adequate support, about a month ago.

So, I started eating healthier. Then, as the weather warmed a bit, I started exercising two weeks ago. I've lost 10 lbs so far, and feel crappier than ever. Not food wise -- my body is certainly happier I'm eating better, but I've started taking notice of all my flaws. I feel absolutely disgusted with myself even though I've been like this for years, it's like I'm only taking note of it now that I'm trying to change it.

Did anyone else have this happen? Does it get better? (I've got a lot to lose ... like another 90 lbs.)
<bot>: Was 100 lbs overweight. Finally started dieting/exercising, which also meant taking note of how disgusted with myself I am. Feel crappier than ever. Same for anyone else?