<human>: Just took a pregnancy test and I don't think it has sunk in properly yet. I met the father a few months ago, a friend of a friend. He's French and was only going to be living in my country for a few months more before going back to France. I was really smitten with him after talking to him the first night and nothing physical happened. The next time we bumped into each other we slept together. Afterwards he told me he was moving back to France soon, which I was a bit disappointed to hear. I bumped into him a few weeks later and we slept together again. After that night **he told me he had a French girlfriend**, which was a bit of a surprise. I haven't spoken to him since. Up until now I was a bit sad about the whole thing as I did genuinely like him a lot and kind of felt like I had thrown myself under the bus, seeing as I knew he was leaving by then. And the fact that he has a girlfriend indicated that he was a bit of a shit. 

So now I know that I'm pregnant. I'm probably 80% wanting an abortion and 20% wanting a baby at the moment. Abortion is not legal in my country though, which complicates things a lot. A safe one will be expensive as I will have to travel somewhere else. A part of me really wants to keep it even though I've *never* wanted kids and I'm nowhere near a good position to be a single parent. I have nothing saved, live paycheck to paycheck and don't live on my own.

I'm reluctant to tell him because we're practically strangers and I'm really afraid that he would just not respond or be mean about it. And if I do get an abortion, is there any point to him knowing at all?  

Plus the only way I could tell him is over Facebook as that's the only way I have of contacting him... which is pretty weird. 

I don't know, maybe I'm stressing over all the wrong things right now. I'm probably in shock.

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<bot>: pregnant by a "fling" (if you could call it that.) Don't know if I should tell him or what to do.