<human>: Guys I'm really feeling down right now. My goal weight has always been 115 and three summers ago, I achieved it at 112lbs. I have much more muscle mass now so I suppose my current 127 isn't as bad as the last time I was this weight.
3 months ago, I was at a steady 123lbs, never fluctuating over 124. I was doing well on keto. Then I got a new job and then was fired quickly simply for not fitting in. My self esteem was shot and was unemployed for about 6 weeks before I got my new job (which is amazing btw and much better than the other one) and I've gained 3 lbs. I know it's not just water weight because I never fluctuate below 125 and sit at around 126-7. Last week, I weighed in at 131 because I had been eating more carbs than usual. I felt terrible. After hot yoga three days in a row and eating some what low carb, I'm back to 127 today. But these solid 3-4 lbs just looks like so much on me. I have chubby arms and my god, my arms just look so huge now. My face is fuller and I just cannot stand to take any pictures. I just want to be small again.

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<bot>: As someone who is starting from a relatively healthy weight and still fit a majority of my clothes, I am finding it challenging to discipline myself to get to my GW of 115-118. Can anyone offer advice/words of encouragement?