<human>: 24/f, 29/m together for a year. I performed poorly in high school and B.A, while my boyfriend has done pretty well for himself.

Two months before my M.A finals, I decided to skip them because, in my case, it is of no use to score just pass marks with poor preparation. In view of my career goals, I need to be among the top-scorers otherwise I might as well drop out. I need at least four months of consistent hard-work to face exams with confidence.

But I did not tell any of this to my boyfriend who thinks I'm going to sit my finals this month. If i told him the truth, he would tag me a loser. I don't want to think I am a loser (read: any longer) because now I have completed a major chunk of my syllabus and my mock tests say I will do well.

But I have no spine to confess my admittedly loser-like act to my boyfriend. Given my history of skipping exams and poor scores, he already thinks that I'm delusional to set up a challenging career goal for myself, that I am not intellectually capable to perform well academically.

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<bot>: Lied to my boyfriend about appearing in my finals because otherwise he will judge me. Can't face him any more.