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I was involved in a fast and turbulent relationship with a girl who I am still in love with now about a month and a half after we broke up. I'm not sure if why I acted the way I did, but I was clingly and manipulative to her.

 I wasn't justifying it in my head I just kept denying myself that I was. after she broke up with me there was lots of fighting and social media blocking and drama. Today I was looking through my previous texts with her and I came to the horrible realization that I was like one of those boyfriends on the commercials where they warn teen girls about abusive relationships. I felt so horrible I cried harder than I ever have in my entire life.

In a perfect world I would apologize to her and we would get back together and live happily ever after. I'm not saying it's not possible either but I don't expect it to happen. However I need to apologize to make sure that she understands that she was completely in the right and that breaking up with me was the right descision. If another guy acts like I did towards her I need to know that she will do something about it and not apologize and feel guilty when she shouldn't.

I came up with a draft of how to tell her this. Please give your input on how I might revise it to make my point better.

"I was looking through texts.....and i'm so sorry for what I put you through. I didn't even realize how clingy and horrible I was being, I was always asking where you were and what you were doing every second of everyday. and whenever you would say something about it I would act all sad and make you feel guilty and shitty.....I can't even begin to explain how sorry I am. Looking at the texts I feel like a criminal.....I won't try to sugarcoat it I exploited you, I used the fact that you would feel bad if I was sad and I abused it......I'm gonna be blunt and say that forgiveness would be nice, but it's an afterthought. What's important to me now is that you don't feel any guilt for breaking up with me because it was the right descision."
<bot>: I'm putting a lot of thought into an apology text or maybe I might even tell her personally. please give your input on how I should revise it above.