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Ok so heres some background info for you guys, im a 16 year old male and for the past 3 years ive been in a very mentally distraught state but a couple months ago I started to go back to school and create a normal routine. So Ive got this friend who I really like in a friend way but at the same time Ive got some comfusing feelings over her....

Anyways the way Our "friendship" is basically like we talk here and there via social media but Im usually the one who initiates the conversation and Whenever we speak I always feel like I say things to make her avoid me and I cant help it.... Im very emotional and it seeps out of me :/ 

I like her, and I want to be closer to her but ive been so socially isolated these past 3 years that I absolutely suck at having normal conversations.... How can I make myself more socially appealing... What can I do?

Any help or advice is appreciated
<bot>: im a socially stupid teen and I crave the social connections I witness everyday but since I suck I always mess up opportunities to make friends.