<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I've been dating this girl I met at work for two months now and i honestly can't tell if she likes me or not. To start right off: I have anxiety and a certain degree of damage from being in two toxic relationships with abusive women.  

Basically, my girlfriend is completely new to relationships and dating and pretty much everything. I'm her first relationship, her first girlfriend, her first time having sex, all of it. So maybe it's just her inexperience that's making me feel this way? I don't know and I can't tell. About three days she got sick and got a little distant from everything as a result, and I was fine with this. I am a rational person when I am not dealing with my anxiety. But out of nowhere, my anxiety kicked in and now i'm having doubts about her and i don't know how to shake them. Just five days ago when she was on a trip I could feel that she really liked me and liked spending time with and that she missed me, but now I can't believe that she actually likes me or wants to be with me and that she's just too shy to break up. We're spending a weekend upstate together and I'm having dinner with her and her friend tonight but something feels off to me. I asked her if everything is okay and if she's happy and she said yes. She's not the kind of person to lie (she's seriously the most honest, wonderfully kind person I've ever met) and I want to believe her but my panicked mind can't cope. Am I on to something here or am I just going through a bad bout with anxiety?
<bot>: I can't tell if I'm having issues with my anxiety or if my girlfriend doesn't want to be with me.