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Semi-update to [this](

Basically, this man has been my best friend since I was 14, and we were inseparable throughout high school, even losing our virginities to each other. We took a relatively short break when he moved to a different state for college, maintaining the friendship, and ended up back together shortly after his return.

Three weeks ago, I found texts from him to his co-worker about how happy she makes him and how much the curves of her body turn him on. I immediately confronted him, assured that they didn't have sex, then promptly went no contact except to let him know that I didn't hate him but didn't want to stay friends. Since then I've gotten some great support from family and the very few friends I've told, and the group therapy sessions I was in previously for coping with transferring to big school etc.

Two nights ago, he sent me a message on facebook saying how much he really missed me. I asked last night why he would, and told him it's really best we not talk. After I told him there was a huge chance that this is our last conversation ever, he asked if he came to me right now on his knees crying, saying that he loved me, and made a mistake, and would do anything to make it right, would I take him back. I told him to give me a day to think about it.

I love this man, and my strong resolve is definitely wavering. Is he just desperate not to lose me completely? I happen to have a group therapy appointment today, and additionally wanted to ask you all since my experience is so limited. But is reconciliation even a good idea? We had our whole lives planned, and we know each other better than we know ourselves. He hurt me so badly, but can working past this be for the best? I'm just so confused.
<bot>: Three weeks ago, I saw very suggestive texts on my ex's phone and decided that I didn't want to be in a relationship with someone so willing to disrespect me. Broke NC yesterday and he begged for forgiveness.