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My best friend just spent 7 1/2 months in the county jail. She was released Friday only to check herself into a 6 month rehab Monday morning.

Sunday night, after barely any food and a butt load of alcohol all weekend, our pants somehow came off. We have fooled around many of times over the passed year or two, but this is the first time we went all the way. 

The sex was bad, REALLY BAD. Neither one of us were in any physical condition to be attempting to bounce around like that but for some reason we tried to anyways. It was extremely difficult from the very beginning. We tried for about 10 minutes before just saying **fuck it** and passing out. I could tell by the look on her face that she was extremely let down and it made me feel like shit. After spending all that time in jail, she deserved to get dicked down real good and I was an absolute failure. She had already hooked up with her ex-boyfriend Friday and told me that it fuckin sucked She had to go check into rehab with no good peen. :( 

We both woke up around midnight Sunday night from the drunked weekend and just made out and kinda layed around on my bed listening to music until she had to go check into rehab at 6am. I know our relationship still stands in the same place as it ever did, but I am feeling so self-conscious about and not talking about it will just eat me up inside. So, how the hell do i go about bringing this up to her? I don't want to get into a relationship with her but I feel like I have to to prove myself next time i see her, if i just forget about it and act like nothing happened it'll eat me up inside.
<bot>: By best friend had 1 weekend between jail and rehab and I gave her some of the worst dick I've ever given.