<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

We wanted to be young parents.  But with me wanting to be a doctor we knew a lot of our plans would have to be put on hold.  We've been married 5 years, together for 9 total.  

I finished med school last year and am now in the middle of a family medicine residency.  I don't make a lot though my husband has a good job.  

We're starting to feel the pressure from family members about having kids.  I really want them, but I'm also scared at the same time.  I fear I won't be a good mom because I'll be working a lot.  My mom worked and she was great, but she also only had one child whereas we want a few.  I don't know what to tell my family at this point, because I don't knew when I want to start trying.

Also, my family doesn't know about this, but my husband and I believe in sex only for procreation.  Yes, I know what birth control is and I recommend it to my patients, this is merely a matter of personal preference.  I bring this up because Im honestly a bit anxious about taking that step too, though I have no reason to be.  My husband says it's fine and we'll just figure it out, but I'm afraid it won't be that simple.

Thanks for listening to my insecurities, I appreciate it.
<bot>: Worried about when to start having kids and whether I'll be a bad mom or not, in addition to some other things.