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i was in a relationship with my boyfriend since two years its quite a long time we're madly in love with each other but the problem we had was that we both are same as aggressive in nature he goes abusive while in anger mode bursting like volcano and doesn't have control over his words which drives me crazy though he knows well that i really love him and have never been cheated him but still he called me playgirl which makes me sad as i have been loyal to him always and never even lied to him this thing saddens me a lot and feels like something which is taking my identity my self respect away from me but i do love him so much though he felt sorry afterwards but still i can't never forgot that..
<bot>: the problem is i just cant figure it out being with him feels to me like losing my self-respect and without him i can't imagine my life i feel like helpless ... i really want advice ..thanking you in advance.