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Hey! I'm 18 y/o and I have a pretty normal life in the sense that I: Go to school, have a part-time job, have a loving family, etc. The one thing that is a huge part of my life right now is that my dad's side of the family has a rare disease (1 in 36,000 people have it) - it's called Von Hippel Lindau syndrome. To sum it up, the person afflicted with the disease has tumorous growths in their body. Not fun. My dad's mom lived to the ripe age of 32, my dad's uncle 45, and there are some more, I just haven't wanted to find out. How does that affect me? It's genetic; although, doctors did a test on me when I was 3 (15 years ago, for those who are mathematically impaired), and they said that I have a 99% chance of NOT getting the disease. I'm currently looking to get more tests done to see if I currently have it or not and I'm super worried that I do. My question is: I want kids, but I don't want them to go through any more of this pain that my family has been cursed by. Is it wrong that I have second thoughts on having children? What would you do? Take a shot, maybe the doctors in the future will find a cure for the disease? Not pass this on so that nobody else will feel the same pain that you had to endure? Please, any suggestions or ANYTHING will help me out. I just need to speak to someone about this.
<bot>: A part of my family has a disease, I'm sad and I am not sure if i want to have kids or not due to disease being genetic.