<human>: Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?

So my grandmother is getting to that age where she's loosing mobility by the day, and her health concerns are starting to pile up. She's very paranoid about her money falling into the wrong hands when she dies. It's not like she has alot of it either. She did have a nice nest egg but my father drained it over the past two years. She's started her will which is very hard for me because she's forcing me to go through the house and pick the things I want. It's a very awkward thing for me because I don't want a fucking end table shaped like an elephant, i want my grandma. 

But here's my real issue. Her house doesn't have a designated recipient. I love the house because it was built by my grandpa and you can really feel the love in every brick. and it's a very nice house. I love the feeling I get when I walk in there. And I really want the house for sentimental and practical reasons. 

I'd like to ask for the house but I think it's a little too audacious for me to ask. I'm the black sheep of the family. I.e. tattoos and a history of drug addiction. (15 months clean) So I don't feel like I deserve it. 

She plans on running out of money in less than three years, and she's Italian so I'm pretty damn sure she'll live longer than that.
I'm contemplating offering to move in with her so she doesn't have to pay for hospice. But I'm afraid my family will think it's a scheme to get the house, and deep down I wonder of my intentions are impure. 

My questions are. 
Is it wrong for me to ask for the house?
How plausible is it to spend my early/mid and possibly late 20's caring for her without giving up the foundations i've made in life?
<bot>: I'd like my grandmothers house when she dies but I don't deserve it. If she runs out of money then responsibility will fall on me to take care of her. Does that earn me the right to ask for the house?