<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

Background Info: <18, M .I'm building the first demo prototype fusion reactor in my country, trying to get a $5,000 grant from my government. Most of my teachers/mentors say it's feasible but I need to include more incentives to secure the grant.

I feel overwhelmed by what I'm doing, mainly because of my age and the scale of what I'm doing. I'm not sure what to feel about my project but I'm afraid. I'm afraid I won't be able to finish it in time for me to change schools. I'm afraid of releasing it to the public, where I'm open for judgement. I'm afraid of the backlash. I'm afraid of many things, but I will finish it to the end.

 I'm afraid I'm going to break down because of the amount of strain it is to juggle a tight schedule and 5 projects at one time. A book, A water purification system, A solar car, A Fusion Reactor, A self-improvement project. I have just finished my exams, a key to the next 2 years. I am still going to a polytechnic [Read: Pre University, I have no idea what it is in other places.] 8am - 5pm every other day during my holidays. I'm off for a cold shower.
<bot>: I feel the strain. Not expecting anyone to read this, it's alright I guess, forever lost in the pages of New, transitioning to nothing.