<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

So, I dated my ex for 1.5 years and we broke up about a year ago. I've tried dating and seeing other people, but the aftermath of the breakup left me shattered (horrible self-confidence and anxiety). I might also add that there were some trust issues since he sent messages to another girl saying he wanted to sleep with her early into the relationship.

Recently I started dating a nice guy and I felt like I had gotten to a place where I could be somewhat friends with my ex. We've exchanged a couple of texts, but nothing more than just a civil "how are you? How are classes?" yadda yadda.

The past day or so I've noticed that I'm still really bitter about my ex and the way things ended.

My current bf is a sweet guy and I'm really attracted to him, but I don't feel satisfied in our relationship. For me, there seems to be a big disconnect in our communication. He takes a lot of my jokes too literally, and he sometimes "kicks me when I'm down" or tries to invalidate my opinions in front of his friends.

Since the semester just started I've tried getting more involved with different things, but it seems to drive more of a wedge between my current boyfriend and I as opposed to bringing us closer together by giving us the space we need.

I really don't care if this makes me sound like a dirtbag for still being bitter about my ex even though I'm dating someone else.

I don't know if I'm giving enough info, so if I need to clarify, I'll add more.
<bot>: I want to know if this being bitter thing will ever end? And I want advice on what to do about my current relationship?