<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

He definitely wouldn't earn any 'parent of the year' awards, but it's not like he's an awful person. I just really dislike the guy and he never really made the effort to be a good parent, let alone a decent parent.

 He can be a jackass a lot, but he can also do nice things, it's just that the nice things seem forced and almost an attempt to get me to like him, seeing as he didn't try to get me to like him the first ten years of my life.

He never threw a baseball with me when I was little, or kicked a soccer ball. Instead I did those things with other kids' parents.

He forced me into a lot of afterschool activities I never wanted to do because he was convinced that the only way to succeed in life was to do exactly what he did with his life. He's constantly trying to force the Naval Academy on me because he went, but I don't want to go, as I've specifically relayed to him numerous times.

As I said earlier, he rarely ever spends time with me, and it seems like he just recently started trying to be more active in my life, but I mostly cringe and blow him off when he tries talking to me. I'm not used to interacting with him in a father-son kind of way, and I don't really want to.

I just feel bad about the whole thing. Sure he's not a great parent, but he's not an awful one. Yet for some reason I wouldn't feel any different if he were out of my life, and I don't feel like forming any sort of real relationship with him, and for that I feel bad.
<bot>: I feel bad about hating my dad for being distant while still managing to be pushy and I don't really want to try having a relationship with him now even though he might.