<human>: Quick question, My GF tried to swallow once with her ex and didn't like it. My Ex (6 years) would swallow me everytime so I kinda got used to it. When I asked her if she would like to try again with me she said she didn't like it and I can understand but she also tells me that if she did it with me it might have been okay... So i Kinda obsess over the fact that she swallowed her ex but won't try again even though she might enjoy it. Same thing goes for anal (I never did it) but she did once with her ex for 10 sec and now I feel like I have to do it too so I get "even". I KNOW it's childish but I have a hard time shaking that feeling... I'm obsessed over trying anal now. 

She is having a libido dimution these past few weeks... when i ask her if it had happened before with the boys she was with (1 ex and 1 FF) she said no...

She never considered marrying someone or even having kids before meeting me, so love and passion is not the issue it's the sex and experience that I feel she do as much effort as she did for her non-deserving ex and FF. 

Also, when she declines sex (often) I always get the image of her in the past driving in the middle of the night to go fuck her FF who didn't even want her. Libodo wasn't a problem back then apparently

I guess i just wanted to find a place to take this off my chest so here it goes ! thanks for any comments or tips to get over all this non-sense !

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<bot>: Girlfriend swallow and did anal with un-deserving ex, won't try again with me. obsessing over this even though I shouldn't