<human>: I'm gonna cut to the chase. Dating for a year and a half, she doesn't feel the spark anymore. But before I had been arguing with her because there wasn't enough time in the day anymore to video chat and even have a conversation through text. Even though it's not her fault or mine for the business of each other, it's annoying not being able to see the one you love and the anxiety I get makes it worse. 

La la, here we are I'm sad, depressed, angry, annoyed with the world because I still love her and care deeply for her but I'm like dead to her, yet she still wants to be friends. I tried NC rule, broke it twice. Started again, been 2 days since I've contacted her. Convince me why stressing out over a  LDR is not worth it all. Please. I want to tell myself that it's not worth it, crying over someone that far away and when she doesn't even have one feeling towards me. I feel too dependent on her.

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<bot>: Was in a LDR for a year and a half, anxiety, stressing me myself out over her, she lost all feelings to me and I need motivation to tell myself I don't need her.