<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

Hey guys,

Just recently my girlfriend of 8 months broken up with me. This weekend I had went to the lake with my guy friends without her. She felt left out. I can't blame her for that. When I got back, she was really upset to the point she broken up with me. That she isn't ready. It's hard to deal with since prior to this we were working so well together. She would smile when I pick her up and give me a kiss. I saw that happiness and now I feel it was my fault for leaving her out. I still see her every day and I still sleep in the same bed, but I cannot kiss, hold or anything for that matter and it upsets me. I want it back so badly. It deeply saddens me.
<bot>: I went to the lake with the guys, she broke up with me because of being left out. Trying to get her back