<human>: I am coming to the end of 1st year at Uni (Nottingham woot!) during which I had the amazing opportunity to spend most of with a group of friends I love and see as family. Ive grown increasingly closer the more time I've spent, loving them all the more.

However, the more time I spend, the more I miss them. Most live in the same flat/block whereas I'm round the corner in a flat with no social life. Being rather extroverted I need to be around others people so I often find myself at the other flat. 

If I've not been around for a couple days I get aggitated and crave a visit. I become focused on this and find it hard to be alone or study, even if other friends are around; a sit'n'chat is more pleasurable with the group than a fun experience with someelse.

It saddens me I wont be living with 'em next year as the greater distance means I wont be around as often and may fade the relationship. I feel I'm being clingy and desperate but also that I'm missing out on many small every day things that matter in building solid friendships get sad when I'm not always included since I'm not in the same flat. 

I try to be the fun, kind, caring person everybody loves. Despite this, Im scared I'll be forgotten if I dont spend time with 'em. Im scared I'll be disregarded / drive them away if I do alot. I feel I already may have, or is it all in my head...

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<bot>: I always want to be around my specific group of friends in fear of being forgotten/disregarded but am afraid by doing so I will drive them away by seeming clingy.