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My ex-boyfriend, Paulie, and I broke up one week ago. In early July, I moved about two hours (flying) away, and Paulie did not feel that he could commit to maintaining the relationship long-distance. I was the one who pushed him to make a decision in this regard. I totally understand his apprehension, as we started dating in mid-January but it only got serious a couple months before I moved.

The past week was difficult. I took the break-up harder than I'd expected I would, considering the short time we'd been dating. I was shaky, sick, even throwing up sometimes. After a long talk with my good friend, I decided that I wanted to tell Paulie that I wanted to keep seeing him (if he wanted)—more casually and without a long-term commitment, of course, but we still love each other and love hanging out, so I want to keep doing that (if he wants)! I wrote a reasonable email and was going to wait until this weekend to send it to make sure I said what I wanted to say, in a way that didn't come across as needy or emotionally manipulative.

Last night, I made the connection between my nausea of the past week and weird menstrual cycle (I've been spotting for a couple weeks). I have an IUD, but better safe than sorry. I took a pregnancy test. I'm pregnant. So now I obviously can't ask Paulie to reconsider the break-up, though I still want to. I absolutely do not want a child, but a small part of me was happy that this would keep me connected to him for a little while longer, because he's going to fly out for the abortion. This makes me feel like a disgusting person.

I don't know what to do. I felt so calm and settled earlier this week: I was ready to be very brave and pour my heart out to Paulie, but I was also willing to accept if he just wanted to be friends (or not). Now… what? What do I do? Should I give up? Was it a stupid idea anyway to ask to keep seeing each other? Will he think it's just because I'm pregnant?
<bot>: Boyfriend broke up with me (amicably). I wanted to ask him to keep seeing each other on a less serious basis. I found out I'm pregnant. Now what should I do?