<human>: Throwaway here.      Hey guys I need advice on here. Recently my girlfriend and I just had sex with each other for the first time a few days ago. And at the early stages of our relationship I kinda told her I wasn't a virgin, even though I was. I was acting stupid and I didn't want to feel insecure, also I thought my telling her I would have been easier to fuck her.

 However as the months pass my I realize how much I really like her, and when thinking about what I did earlier about telling her about me not being a virgin. I'm starting to regret and I have always debated myself if I should tell her or not. But I ended up not telling her about this.

So recently both of us had sex, last weekend. It was great! However a couple days pass and she tells me that she hates the fact that I'm not a virgin and that she wished I was a virgin so that she could have held something of mine, like how I hold her virginity. 

Now I do really feel bad, should I tell her or not. This lie has been up for about 6 months. I don't know what to do? What is going to happen if I tell her? Please r/relationships and the people of Reddit. Please help me and give advice on this issue. 

Thank you

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<bot>: Lost virginity to each other with girlfriend. Told her I was not a virgin. Now she says she hates the fact that I wasn't a virgin when we did it for the first time. I'm a virgin.