<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

When I was younger, around the age of 9,10,11,12 I would occasionally be subject to... I want to say a panic attack.. but not really, similar symptoms in the sense that I felt hopeless and imminent doom. 

It was more along the lines of when it happened, all the sounds around me would be louder and accelerated, everywhere i'd look i'd feel like whatever i was looking at, and its' surroundings were screaming at me, super loud and super serious, if you talked to me it would feel like you were taking out all the fury and rage that heaven and hell hath hold until time's end. 

Whenever it happened though, I would run around frantic at first, then stop myself realize what was happening and curl up, close my eyes, and think of the sound of the calming ocean waves, my need and craving for the safety and comfort of rage-less silence would literally put me beside the ocean, I would feel the water running over my toes, coursing up to my knees and back down again, the tranquility would always make it go away. 

It hasn't happened in several years as I'm much more psychologically inept to fight metaphorically raging monsters, but I'm still curious if anybody has experienced similar or even the same.. problem if you will.
<bot>: Weird loud rage, walls screaming at me at the age of 9-12, Never figured out the problem, hasn't happened since