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Seeing as both of us want to have a successful career as musicians, it's not very likely. We're both drummers and both want to be involved in lots of projects, write music, and perform in competitions. We both go to the same college and are in performance and music theory classes there. 

From the first time I saw him perform with his band, I thought he played amazingly and just in the style that I wanted to play. Of course, his skill was one of the reasons I liked him in the first place, but as our relationship goes on it's just an endless cycle of inspiration and jealousy. I can't make these things happen for myself.

I've been drumming for about half as long as he has, and drumming isn't my single aspiration(i play other instruments as well, and am passionate about learning languages). So it makes sense that I wouldn't be at his level, but I'm the kind of person who would much rather be amazing at my biggest passion than be mediocre at a few different things. I want to be in a band and compete in the drum-off and do all of these things that he does, but I'm not really sure that's healthy. Every time somebody at school offers him a new opportunity, I'm happy for him, but frustrated with my self. He's the best drummer in the school so he constantly is asked to be involved in new bands and record songs and I'm just working my way up.

Eh, I may have worded some of that weirdly, but you get the idea. My boyfriend is always in the spotlight and I'm jealous. I don't really want to be better than him because I want him to be happy and drumming is his passion. But I don't know if I should just stop doing music or if there's a way to stop feeling like it's a competition. I don't know whether I just need to stop being competitive or if this is actually an unhealthy situation. Any other perspective is appreciated.
<bot>: My boyfriend and I are both drummers and he's really skilled and involved; I want to be in a band and play as well as he does but I don't like to have competition in our relationship. Need advice.