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20M with 18F for about 9 months, LDR.

I've loved this girl since I became her bf, and I have done everything in order to preserve this relationship when it's long distance. I don't feel she loves me the same way I do for her.

I always want to do activities with her, but I wish she would initiate once in a while too. Her excuses are that "I'm the man, I should be in charge." I do take charge most of the time, but when I have to call every single time in order to be with her I don't feel any love back.

She also wants to go to senior prom, and I'm okay with that. What makes me uncertain and wary is that she was crying when no guy was ask her out to prom when she already has me. This doesn't make sense; why would she CRY over something like this? Another major problem is that she said it wasn't MY problem, but hers and hers alone. Don't two people in a relationship share or overcome a problem together?

My friend and sister both say that she is simply in love with THE IDEA of being in love with me, NOT ME. I truthfully do not feel happy in this relationship and I feel it may come to a bitter end one day. Since I am coming back for the summer to be with her I decided I am going to talk  with her one on one and attempt to alleviate any problems. If things work out, I will give her the summer to see if she has changed for the better. Otherwise I feel I should breakup with her; the problem is I am so afraid of finding another person who truly will love me for who I am. I am lost and uncertain of the future.
<bot>: I think my gf is in love with the idea of me, not actually ME. My gut says do not stay with her, what should I do?