<human>: I recently self-diagnosed with mild aspergers, which explains why my whole life I've been quiet, unsure about reading signals in relationships, isolating, and until recently have been very unaware of my own feelings let alone others' feelings. 

I've been seeing someone my age for 4 months now and while I like him a lot, I know that now I can't ever be in anything serious with him. First off because it's sad and depressing to think of us as not having any friends, and also because I know I will most likely have kids now who are on the spectrum, and I would never subject him or myself to a life like that. I remember my childhood going through horrible tantrums and just the agony that was my life in isolation. Especially since my mother has high anxiety and is anti-social, it definitely runs in the family.

I just don't have ANY friends in the city I live in, other than one close male friend. My relatives and a couple other close friends live in other cities. But I just feel like my future is bleak and sad, and all I want is a social life. I've gone to meetups and I don't connect with anyone there, and I just don't really even know. I'm just waiting for the impending doomsday when he realizes I don't have friends.

Can you condense the text into a few key points?
<bot>: Due to mild aspergers, I don't have any friends. I'm worried this will be a huge red flag. What to do?