<human>: Well I've been kind of in a "half full glass" mode for the past 1.5 years with no hope for even believing in happyness anymore, when I met this special girl... 
after sometime, I realized, I had woken up from that 1.5 years of coma that had been my passive life of just plain existing without any enthusiasm for life or anyhting, and she was my first breath after that coma..
well tonight, we were texting and she told me to please not fall in love with her.. 
(we're really direct when talking, which i -for the record- prefer) 
and I asked why, and got a respond "cuz I won't".
Well we talked a bit after that and talked pretty open.. well she's not really an option anymore and I don't even know what to think right now...

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<bot>: Girl who made me "live" once again just told me she has no feelings for me, what would you do..