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It's one update about Me [23F] with my boyfriend [28 M] 1 years, he is jealous and insecure about my celebrity crush and spy on my twitter account and also one about Me [23F] with my Boyfriend [28 M] 1 years, doesn't approve that i'm sex toy blogger and that i review also porn.

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So after some talking with the guy, and i have learn also something that he continue to look at my twitter account (my personal twitter), he do that because he doesn't trust me.

I had again a big fight with him yesterday where it's ended with a anxiety who came back. 
I have tell him everything that i had in my mind (about all our fights that we had), and i say to him that i can't deal with this anymore because i can't handle all our fight and the fact that my anxiety is back when he start a fight and begun to be really mean, that he doesn't trust me, also jealous and insecure and other things.

The most important thing right now is my health and i need to fight my anxiety and be okay, not have my anxiety, be relaxed and stable.
So i have tell him that i don't love him anymore, since he hurts me since a long time, i just like him but like i friend.
So i have asked for a break. He approve of it a little because this the little break, he try to come back, and to talk to me about him who have to be better, that he will not make me cry again, or have anxiety again and other stuff.

But nothing change for me, i don't love him like i loved him before, he is still a friend but that stop here.
<bot>: Update of two posts : he is jealous and insecure about my celebrity crush and spy on my twitter account and also one about he doesn't approve that i'm sex toy blogger and that i review also porn.