<human>: Alright, so here is the story. It isn't really 'today' as this sceanario stretches over the whole timespan of 1-2 years ~ but today is the day I got the message: I'm not allowed to finish my graduation at this school.

It all begins October, 2013. I get very sick and have to stay at home for around 2 months (I was in my last year of school and about to get the highest graduation possible in my country; besides studying at university atleast) so I missed a lot of stuff and my grades were slowly sinking into the abyss.
No problem I thought - let's make it another year, this time I will do it! First problem here: I wasn't even allowed to revise the year as my grades were still too good. I got ultra mad at this bullshit and tried to get even worse grades on purpose. I barely did it, but I was finally allowed to revise the year.

Fast forward to today: I missed a lot of school as it got extremely boring and this time I got sick again (but not physically; I simply got sick of school, so it was more a psychological problem?!), which led to a lot of confusion for my teachers. Today they decided that it was a good decision to kick me from school and sent me a letter.

Well - tomorrow I have to go to them and they will tell me what other possibilies I got, but one thing I know: It will greatly affect me in my future life and my search for a proper job. I fucked up .. really ... hard - omg. Only 4 more weeks and I would have finished school anyways!!

I don't even know what to tell them tomorrow or what to expect there exactly - I guess it will be a long night for me and a really shitty day tomorrow ._. (11:30 pm here now and I already know - I won't get any sleep tonight because of this shock).

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: I stayed at home and after a long time of my teachers watching I got kicked out of school - I don't know what to do or to expect now ...