<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

(using a throwaway cause she knows my reddit username) Hello reddit, I'm still relatively new to the dating scene and this sub, so I would appreciate if you guys would cut me some slack :P. 
My ex girlfriend and I started dating about January of 2014. This was both of our first real relationship (she had a fling with a guy for about a month before). And I thought everything was going great. We lost our virginity's to each other. We even discussed what life would've been outside of highschool and university together. In May we had a little pregnancy scare but, thank god, wasn't a real pregnancy. I could tell that this really bugged her, but I told her we could've worked through this. Sure enough though, she broke up with me in June, stating that she has to "find herself" (to put this into context, she is clinically depressed and has tried to kill herself). She told me she wasn't in for the "long haul" and she thought I deserved someone who was. She wants to be friends but I don't know if I can do it. All I want to be is her boyfriend and I want to help her but she just shuts me down and never talks to me when she says she will. I don't want to cut all contact with her but I'm afraid that I might have to. I just miss her so much and I want to be with her so badly.
<bot>: girlfriend broke up with me cause she needs to "find herself". Wants to be friends but I'm not sure if I can do it anymore. No idea what to do from here. Help!