<human>: As the title suggests, I'm feeling extremely guilty for the amount of attraction I have to other girls. I've known since I was very young I was attracted to the same sex, but I've fallen in love with a guy and what we have is perfect, except for the raging want I have inside to be with a girl. I don't want to leave him, I love him too much to do that. What I want is to stop feeling so guilty for being with him and thinking of other girls so often. How can I stop this feeling? 

I just want to feel normal.  I've been with girls before and felt so.. right being with them, but this guy is someone I want to marry and grow old with. I'm sorry if this is the wrong subreddit and if this is a bit confusing. I'm confused myself. I need help. I feel horrible.

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<bot>: I'm lesbian and feel guilty for being with a boy and thinking about girls. How do I get rid of this guilty feeling?