<human>: All this happened and started because I got my ears and my nose pierced.

We were in the car when she finally saw it and started crying and slamming the car wheel. She told me she failed at setting the right example and that what I was doing wasn't right and wrong. I have some tattoos and she pointed those out too. She said I'm soon to dress up like the demonic people that wear black all the time. It hurt me that she thinks expressing yourself is wrong unless you do it in a mild manner. That being me isn't the correct way to live unless whatever I do I approved by her.

It sucks that she also said that I was the reason she didn't do a lot. She was setting a good example but I find that bullshit and just reason to blame me for things. She also when on to say that if I had a father (ran away when I was 5, haven't heard from him since) that was right, I wouldn't be doing this shit and disrespecting her. That she should've been more strict and a hardass on me so I would stay in school and be doing something with my life. Granted, I do have a job that helps me pay bills and half of the rent for our apartment.

She topped it off and said to be in public with her again, I would need to take out these piercings out because it's an embarrassment to be seen with her like this. I'm already depressed and have severe anxiety so hearing this just tanked me downwards into darkness. I can't be happy around her anymore. I got out of the car and got into mine and she walked by and slammed her arm into the car window. This isn't your typical mom and son fight. I'm hurt by this. I spent an hour in the car at a diner parking lot crying because I don't see my point to live if I seem to be a huge fuck up and screw up.

Peeps of reddit, please give me advice because I can't do this anymore :'(

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<bot>: mother doesn't approve of what I've done with my life. Embarrassed to be seen in public with me. Depression already has me down but this makes me wish I were dead ten times over.