<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

We've been together for three years now, nearing into four, and have been living together for about two. About a year ago, we were in a rough spot. A really rough spot. I ended up cheating and he left. I told him, so he didn't just find out randomly. But he forgave me. He really did. After a couple of weeks, he moved to California to be with his family (we lived in Georgia). It took us a couple of months of talking, but we agreed to try again. Six months after the entire ordeal happened, and I moved to California to be with him. I've been here for three months now and I love it. Things are great between us. They really are.

I love him so much. I do. I just have this awful guilt that I can't get rid of. It's all out in the open. But there's this horrible dark shadow standing in the corner of the room for me and I can't seem to make it go away. Thinking about the pain that I caused him. Every now and then, it rears its head up. I talk to him about everything but this is something that I feel like I can't talk to him about because I don't want to bring up bad memories.

I feel like a part of me is worried that he too sees this horrible guilty shadow. I feel like this all stems from me not being able to trust because I don't feel like I deserve it. I don't trust him to trust me. 

How do I deal with this? Do I talk to him about it?
<bot>: Cheated on my boyfriend a year ago. We're patching things up and it's going great, but I still harbor this horrible guilt.