<human>: I don't know what it is, but I just can't seem to bring difficult things up or say how I really feel in person. I just freeze up and basically shut down. I need to have these conversations with him, especially because his past is a little...wilder...than mine, but I can't get myself to talk to him about it in person. Sometimes I'll step into sensitive territory while I'm texting him but it feels weird and we say we'll continue in person, but then in person I can never get myself to talk and I just kind of pretend it never happened.

For example, I've been having some jealousy issues and I'll mention them but then we'll decide we should talk about it in person, except in person I won't wanna talk about them at all. I'll just shut down and change the subject. Even over the phone I don't think I can open up. But I don't want a relationship with my phone, I want a relationship with him.

I think it's partially because of my family, we have a lot of issues I don't really care to get into right now. So how do I open up to him? We have a very good relationship and we're pretty open about things but for some reason I just can't bring myself to talk about certain things, but there's some important subjects we need to talk about that I just can't.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: I can't get myself to talk about sensitive issues with my boyfriend face-to-face/on the phone, probably because of some family issues I have, and it feels weird talking over text. Help me not shut down.