<human>: Born female (unfortunately), trying to transition to genderless. I have had an insanely rough life, to the point that I don't get into most of my problems with people because they sound like total lies. 

Had a couple of female friends who ditched me, saying that my lifestyle was not what they wanted to be associated with, along with one who judged me based on what I ate/drank. 

At the point I'm at now, I kinda hate women, but I want to have some as friends. I also want better quality friends who don't ditch me, who have aspirations and goals, and who are interesting to talk to. Where can I find people like this?

Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?
<bot>: My female friends sucked, they ditched me, and I want to find cooler, better friends who can understand that I am basically crawling out of hell.