<human>: Over the past few months I have not been completely honest with my gf. We have been together on and off over the past 2 years. She always asks me if I'm okay with our relationship and I have told her I am, although this isn't 100% true. I have a lot of personal issues I am dealing with right now and I find it hard to separate those from her (i.e. don't know what I'm doing in college, don't have many people I would consider close friends, overall lack of motivation)

She is one of the only people I care about but I feel like our romantic relationship has dried up. I don't get excited around her often and find myself criticizing her every move, even if it's hypocritical of me to do so. I just feel stuck because I care about her so much but I just feel drained and stuck. 

I often try to convince myself to stay with her, thinking of the past we've had together. I also can't help but think that this depressive state has something to do with it. I'm afraid that if I break up with her and start to feel better about my personal issues, I will feel like I have made a huge mistake. 

Just need some alternative perspectives

Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell
<bot>: Romantically finding it difficult to maintain this relationship due to personal issues and lack of passion. Any suggestions on what to do/how to approach this?