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This is difficult for me to do, but I seriously need help, and don't know who to turn to, and I'd like to remain anonymous as possible, so here I am. I met this girl about 6 weeks ago, for the first 2 weeks we got to know each other, and we both liked each other rather quickly. So we hooked up.

the first 2 weeks of our relationship was amazing, we went on dates, double dates, held hands, kissed, hugged, so on and so on, for the first time ever, I was in love. I was her first, and she was my first, it was going so well.

She started become...distant though, I picked up on this pretty quickly, but decided to give her some time, after all everyone has shitty days. But she got worse, eventually she was full on avoiding almost everyone, but most of all, me.

We talked about it, she wasn't very forthcoming, from what I gathered she was dealing with a lot of problems, and essentially she felt she couldn't be a good girlfriend, so she broke it off for and I quote "For the time being" and "Maybe we should try seeing other people"

I was okay with it for the first bit, but it began wearing on me. It's been about 2 weeks since our break up, and I'm a wreck. Stress levels are through the roof, developed an ulcer in my stomach, I've been abusing substances to an extent, don't really care about school anymore, been listening to a lot of depressing music, and I've been straight up miserable.

And from what I've seen, she's just fine and dandy.

I don't know what to do reddit. I'm losing my damn mind here, I'm hopeful on what she said, but I'm having doubts. My question is, how can I dig myself out of this hole? I'm nowhere near ready to be seeing other people.
<bot>: My first GF broke up with me but made it unclear if it's permanent or not, how do I prevent myself from getting any worse than I already am?