<human>: Really conflicted. I'll call her Jane.

Jane and I always got along great, and were friends almost instantly. She's had a lot of bad luck and fall outs with people and I'm really the only one who's stuck with her and cared. I've bent over backwards for this girl and let a lot of things slide that I shouldn't have. She does the 'we're perfect for each other but I just don't see you that way' thing for a long time.

Eventually, I talk her in to giving dating a try, we do, everything is great, until she tells me a few months in that she has had sex twice, one with some random guy and the other a good friend of mine (who was in a committed relationship himself). I get mad, I break things off, we gradually become friends again.

We start to have feelings again, she goes off to Montanna for the Air Force and there she discovers that no one understands her like I do or care for her like I do. She has already had sex with two different guys since she's been there though. She tells me she wants to be with me for the rest of her life, but until she gets out of the military in six years, she just wants to fool around with other people.

I have been in several relationships but never had sex (I'm 18). She's telling me I should just explore but the thing is, I don't want to. I want her.

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<bot>: girl of my dream admits love for me but wants to fuck around for six years until we can be together, I don't want to be with anyone else presently.