<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I am pretty much set on asking her out. A bit of history:

In fall of 2012 I got involved with a *bad* relationship. Pretty abusive and crappy on both sides. It began in Sept 2012 and ended February 2013. It really fucked me up.

Midway through it I met the girl I'm talking about and realized I liked her better in every way, and she wasn't unstable. I put that in the back of my mind and ignored it for a while.

Fast forward to late march of this year. I lose my virginity on a fluke fling with some random girl from out of town. Altogether one of the worst experiences of my life. Now I think it revolting to do anything with anyone, which includes kissing touching etc. in any non platonic way

And yet I really like this girl and want to date her. Now that I got laid I'm having problems with being physical at all, never been an issue before.
<bot>: want to date a girl I have a history of being friends with but since losing my virginity by virtue of a one night stand, I can't imagine going anywhere near it since it was such a bad experience.