<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

Since a very young age, I have been dealing with depression and horrible self-esteem problems, causing me to be fairly inactive romantically and sexually, having only dated and slept with one guy. 

My sophomore year of college, I became very active and started going to the gym every single day. At the risk of sounding vain, I think I am fairly attractive when I am consistently taking care of my health. 

However, a few months ago I went through a major depressive episode, causing me to stop exercising, develop poor hygiene, eat a garbage diet, and of course, gain lots of weight. The guy I slept with said (while angry with me) that I was an 8.5/10 on the attractiveness scale when I was exercising regularly, but am now a 6/10. 

I have nearly made a full recovery from my depressive episode, but I have not been able to lose the weight yet. I am interested in developing a romantic relationship and decided to ask some guys from my school out to increase my confidence and ability to handle rejection, and maybe even find someone worth dating. 

However, I know a lot of guys are strongly turned off by overweight girls. Should I even bother trying to date until I lose the weight?
<bot>: I want to ask guys out. I'm fat right now, but I look attractive when I work out regularly. Should I wait until I lose the weight before pursuing dates?