<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

I met this girl about five years ago. I was rejected five years ago, when my feelings were very premature. I didn't understand my feelings and I didn't know why I liked her. However, I was very sad that she did reject me.

Anyways, I ended up going away for university. She ended up staying in my city. The problem is that every time I come home, I always end up falling for her all over again. When I leave for school, I can slowly forget about her and move on. I was able to forget about my feelings, and I have dated a few people while in college. However, whenever I come home... I end up having feelings for her. How do I stop this? It just feels like I'm never going to let her go. I see her whenever I come home because she is in my friend group. 

Anyways, I came home this time and ended up making out with her for the past two days. This is the first time that I have done this with her. I'm leaving in a couple days. Today she said that she wanted to stop making out with me, because she is unsure about her feelings. She is not 100% sure she likes me. I would say shes about 50%, while I'm at 90%. She doesn't want to go any further unless she is about a 75%+. I don't know if this makes sense to you guys.. 

I don't know what to do about this. My feelings are all over the place, and I feel like shit. I know that I should forget about her, but it's so hard and I can't................ What do I do? 

We haven't been in the same city, and I guess I am just hoping that we will somehow magically end up in the same city. This is so I can get rejected numero 3 time.
<bot>: Ended up liking friend got rejected. Like friend whenever come home. This time made out with friend then got rejected again.