<human>: My boyfriend and I dated for 10 months, then we broke up to attend different colleges. I moved on quickly and saw a bunch of other guys, while he stayed pretty introverted and got hurt and jealous. We got back together for a few weeks, then broke up again because I really couldn't handle the concept of a long distance relationship (it didn't feel like a real relationship to me). Throughout this I still have felt like he is my best friend in the world, but I've always encouraged him to talk to and hang out with other girls, because I was the only girl in his life.

Tonight, he's finally hanging out with a girl, and I'm finding myself sad and depressed. I'm confused about why I'm not OK with this situation, and I'm starting to think that it's not going to possible to stay friends. 

Do I have cut him out of my life and stop being friends with him, or will I ever be OK with him seeing other girls?

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: I'm being a little hypocritical with my ex boyfriend about seeing other people, and I'm wondering if I have to stop being friends with him to stop feeling hurt, or if it'll get better with time.