<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

Basically me and this guy were best friends for a long while, we met through a mutual friends party, we then started to chill and became very good friends, he often helped me through a lot of problems that I had family wise, never failed to cheer me up and we always had a laugh together. 

Fast forward a few months I got drunk at a friends party, ended up confiding in a friend how I felt about him, she then told everyone, he got invited in the end and he actually felt the same, RESULT. Fast forward a few days and many long ass walks, we ended up together.

Everything was all fine and dandy until around september last year, I started showing signs of depression, at the time I had no clue, I ended up leaving him. In this time I was diagnosed with the problem and back to December we were back together and just as strong as before. 

The only problem this time around was that I was afraid to leave my house. I wouldn't leave my comfort of my room unless it was for work commitments. This put a strain on the relationship and yeah, fast forward two days before valentines day he couldn't take anything anymore. He was completely done with the relationship emotionally, he just wanted freedom like he saw his friends have on nights out, he wanted a fun girl to be around.

A month later, although still suffering i'm almost 100% back to my old self, the only problem is now I don't have my old best friend by my side to get jolly with and just have general laughs until 4am like before. It hurts, a whole lot.
<bot>: Was bestfriends, got together was great, I messed up, he then saw freedom, left to try single life, now lost that bestfriend I had before, not just my old s/o. What do I do?! :(