<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I've ALWAYS had a hard time making friends...always sat alone awkwardly in middle school and through some of high school. Once I got over my shyness (11th grade), I would say that I became likable, slightly out there, and funny. But even then, there was still something preventing me from making close friends. 12th grade, I met my boyfriend, and we connected extremely well. I became friends with his friends (not close) and lost my previous friendships. Still BFF's with my boyfriend. Now I'm a sophomore in college, I made a lot of male friends, some are quite close (and also mutual friends w boyfriend). Since college, my life has been a giant sausage fest which isn't necessarily a bad thing but also not optimal. 

I've tried making friendships with girls but they failed or didn't become CLOSE. I feel like it's really hard to click (difference in interests, sense of humor), and I feel like I have to hide or can't express a lot about myself (like music interests, fashion, marrywanna use). Especially at the school I attend (rigorous Engineering school), I find it hard to find girls who are similar (not trying to generalize) because most of the girls I meet are very studious and "nerdy" (can't put it any other way) or consumed by sorority life. I can't seem to have conversations with them outside of grades/school. I want female friends who like the same stuff as me or at least I can be 100% comfortable around!11! 
 
Also about me: I have pretty low self-esteem even though I think I have a unique, funny personality. I put myself down a lot. My friends say I'm funny, quirky, and unique. Recently, I've been over analyzing my interactions with females (Like thinking "omg what do I say to continue the conversation, I don't think she likes me, we mite be friends" etc). Then I end up thinking about myself thinking rather than engaging in the interactions naturally. 

lol My goal is to find some lady friends I can call up randomly and be like "wanna chill, go shopping, eat" and have meaningful or entertaining conversations with.
<bot>: Can't find any close lady friends. Reasons: dissimilar interests, personalities clashing, low self-esteem, and over analyzing interactions with them.