<human>: I [F22] have been in a relationship now for a 6 months with an amazing guy [M22]. This is my first relationship post-depression and I've noticed that I become extremely submissive in bed, when before my depression I wasn't. I get anxiety at the thought of giving my current partner oral, etc., when this was never a problem for me with my past partners before I had my depression. 

I've been thinking that maybe that fact that he is uncircumsized is something that throws me off? The first few times we had sex I (stupidly) didn't notice and pulled too hard on his foreskin, causing him some discomfort. It may be a factor that scarred me/gave me anxiety to further any oral with him. I have given him oral a few times despite my anxiety however it is brief. 

I have had zero bad thoughts/signs of depression for about 1 year. However, this anxiety that gets to me is something new that I'm experiencing and I don't understand why I have it. Is there any way to get over this? I literally freeze up while in bed and although I'm open with my partner about this situation he doesn't seem to mind too much. But deep down I feel awful and I want to change this situation because I really like him, I want to pleasure him because he deserves it. But this anxiety is a little bitch and is stopping me.

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<bot>: Never had anxiety before my depression while giving head to previous partners. Now no longer depressed and with amazing guy who deserves head 24/7 but have extreme anxiety at thoughts of doing so