<human>: Approximatly one month ago I finished a 4 year relationship with my ex GF. I met this woman 4 days after the breakup and totally blew my mind. Since then we've been seeing each other a lot. I've also been seeing other women, and she knows about it. Although past 2 weeks I had no motivation in seeing other women than her.

The fisrt day we met, she told me she is going to the other side of the world for a year, to live the experience. She has a very cool and well paid job here, but still she has decided that. Her parents are old and sick, and her 3 older brothers are unemployed. My guess is that she is fleeing from all her family issues in some way.

So we have been seeing each other a lot, she stayed in my house a coulple days, I stayed in hers also. We combine perfectly, I love her and she loves me. In a week she is travelling on vacation. 

Yesterday she told me she will purchase the plane tickets to the 1 year travel during her abroad vacation, so she won't have nothing to pull back her decision. It really hurt me, I guess I had this naive idea that maybe she would change her mind, but she's totally determined on her journey. 

The fact it hurt me and the fact she is going to buy the tickets so soon (she travels in January) made me decide not to see her again, and I told her. So she said she couldn't believe we won't see each other again, so do I, but I think is the best desicion for both of us.

On one side I would like to fight for this "relationship" on the other side y respect her life choices and don't want to push it further. 

What do you think about it, Reddit?

Pd. Sorry for my bad English.

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<bot>: I have a big crush on her, we've been dating, she is going 1 year to the farest place possible, I finished the relationship.