<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

One month and a half I started a relationship with a girl that I met on the internet.
Well is my first relationship on my life and I'm confused on how to act and what expect.

My first question is about about feeling sexual affection, I'm not feeling that she's attracted to me as I'm with she. We got only a few times a tongue kiss, almost every kiss we got is just mouth to mouth and really quick... But the thing that most bother me is when I give a little bites on her lips or kiss her neck she feels tickles, this never happened with me and make me think that I'm not turning she on.

We are seeing each other ate least 6 times a week because we leave a little far from each other also we didn't get a alone time for us, we meet on public places we got some times meetings on park and that kind of stuff but has people around so I dont call it our time.

Almost our meeting is to stay together talk, give some kisses and that is it... for me that is ok but I want to give pleasure to she, I have fear of losing her because of that, that she find some other guy or she makes me the lover guy and search sex on other person

How can I say it for her?
I'm kind of lover, the one that makes poems that want to hear what she want to say and that observe every detail of she... Well I'm that way, I like to do that but on my previous experience I call that "Looser", I always wasn't the only one and the other guy was getting more fun then I. 

Well society made me be with trust problems for some reasons I guess
<bot>: First relationship with 1 month and a half of time... when I give a little bites on her lips or kiss her neck she feels tickles, this never happened with me and make me think that I'm not turning she on.