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So it start that I surprised my girlfriend by taking her to the zoo as she had never been and then after took her to a nice b&b over looking the sea. There she told me, I think I love JP. 

I was really up set by this and she soon noticed how sad I was and said I don't mean I love you. I was still upset and she went crazy think she had fucked things up. The tryed to kill her self by bang her head on the wall. I tried to call an ambulance but she didn't want me to.

She knows I hate her ex, he has threatened to kill me and burn me alive. She still talks to him often. And was going to meet up with him until she asked and I said I wouldn't feel comfortable as he still loves her.

She did take two hrs on a bus to drop of some special socks that I was taking about and knitted them her self. She said she was sorry.
We have been together for a year.

I don't know what to think, is someone could say something and not mean it. I just don't know what to think I love her but I am upset and hurt and it's been almost a week now and she expects me to be over it by now.
<bot>: Girlfriend of one year said she thinks she loves her ex and then took it back and said she didn't mean it.