<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

hello, i am seriously having the worst...i don't even know what you call it, we are like breaking up but she hasn't done it yet

i am in the military and while i was going through basic training and the tech school, she has been hanging out with this german foreign exchange student every single day and posts about him nonstop on twitter, i have been dating this girl for over a year

and the day her german :friend left to go back to german she told me basically, she doesn't have feelings for me anymore and she feels empty, later that night she skyped me while she took i don't even know how many vicodin pills and it was the scared time of my life, i ended up saving her life that night bc i care for this girl so much, she means the world to me and i could never think of me and her not being together and her, and then she tells me today i can talk to other girls if i want, i just don't get it and i need somebody to talk too.

I can't sleep at all, i have had 2 hours of sleep in the past 3 days, all i think about is her and it is tearing me up.

here is some background information: i am 20, and she is 17 years old..I am currently stationed in the United Kingdom and she is in America 

pls help me 

if you need more information on this matter pls just ask and i will edit the post
<bot>: after a year of dating my girlfriend acts like she just doesn't want me anymore and it is tearing me apart day by day, night by night