<human>: I was raised in a strict catholic household and have always been quite prudish. For some reason I think is attributed to growing up very conservative in action and social disposition, I get anxiety attacks immediately or slightly after I make out with my boyfriend.

 To make it worse, my ex (who I never got very far with but is friends with my boyfriend) is making fun of them an out of jealousy, I'm told, he has said things to provoke how 'bad and whorish' I'm being. 

I enjoy the rebellion and passion in a controlled sense (I've never been coerced or had to have any type of sex), but I'm worried that I've built up a layer of insecurity and fear about being more intimate with him. Once again were high schoolers so nothing is TOO over the top, but I don't even know what's NORMAL for people my age to be doing with eachother. Is making out and groping bad for our age?

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<bot>: I get anxiety attacks after making out with my boyfriend, how do I feel less panicky about myself? Am I doing something wrong?