<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I'm 18 years old and have never had a girlfriend. So I wouldn't say I'm asocial or anything but I have a hard time talking to new people. I want to meet new people and eg. date but when it comes to my attitude towards the situation it gets me down a bit. I talked to someone on tinder and we'll be studying together (we haven't met) on monday or tuesday so that's why I started thinking about this. 

I consider myself quite nerdy, I don't look too nerdy and I can speak about any other topic but when it comes down to my personality it's undeniably a big part of my life. I play videogames everyday and I LOVE Star Wars. This shouldn't be a problem yet it bothers me. 

Does this come off as low self-esteem? Possibly so I'd say and I know that's not attractive. But it's hard avoiding these feelings, I want to be myself but at the same time the person I am doesn't feel like something that most people my age would be interested in. I want to be able to be open about who I am to someone I go on a first date with without having the feeling that I should avoid the topic because it'll give off a better image of myself. If she asks "What do you do in your free time?" I don't want to answer "Just chilling" or "Play guitar" when the biggest part of it is gaming. Obviously the answer is I should be open and honest about who I am. Maybe this is just getting my attitude towards the situation in text but if me being honest doesn't work well when I meet new people I'm having a hard time seeing the benefits of being honest.
<bot>: I don't know what attitude I should have in relation to meeting new people and going on dates for fear that my real self isn't attractive to anyone I'd be interested in.