<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

I am 27/f and my boyfriend is 32/m. We have been together about 6 months and I just found out that I am apparently knocked up. This was very unplanned as I am on the pill and really expected the damn thing to work. The problem, though, is not necessarily the pregnancy itself but my boyfriend's reacton to the pregnancy news -- he was visibly happy and seemed to assume I will be having this child. I on the other hand think that due to the length of our relationship, career goals, finances, etc. an abortion needs to be discussed. But, I don't know how to tell him that. I love this man, and I love the idea of having a child with him, just not right now. 

But i don't know how to broach the subject with him, and certainly don't want to upset him. I also fear that he will end our relationship if I do in fact have an abortion (which would be much worse than having a child at a bad time). Or, if he doesn't end our relationship, I am afraid he will resent me or something. 

I don't know whether or not I should have this child, but I do know that I need to be able to have an open conversation about this decision (and the fact that there is a decision to make) with my boyfriend. Can anyone advise? Any suggestions? Similar experiences?
<bot>: Told boyfriend I'm pregnant and the abortion option never came up. Now I don't know how to tell him that I feel it needs to be a consideration.