<human>: Condense the text into a few key points

I love my gf. She's a phenomenal person, and she's pushing me to be a better person. We're not a perfect fit, different religions, but we've been a solid team so far. We fight, but we know why we do and try to fix our issues. Also, as an added context, I'm not as sexually attracted to her anymore. I find her beautiful, but part of me wants to be free and try new things in a relationship. 

I graduate from uni, but immediately after km traveling abroad for two months alone before moving 2 hrs away for a job. Shell be there for two years. We've talked about what were gonna do, and I know she realllly doesn't want to end things. Honestly, I want to make it work but I know  deep down I think it's best if I move on. 

Further complications: she's been abused by past bfs and her family, and she doesn't need me as support, she's a strong person but I feel like if I leave her I'm abandoning her. I know I've been a positive force in her life. Also, we ork together for the remaining month .
<bot>: I just need someone to talk to about this, I'm scared just to talk aloud of this cause I'd feel like a monster.