<human>: We have been dating for almost 3 years and have talked very seriously about marriage.  Not yet because he is finishing school.  He's a good boyfriend.  We rarely fight, have a great sex life and my friends/his friends like him/me; same with family.  I just have this feeling like I don't want to be with him.  It's not that I think someone better is out there.  I would say yes in a heartbeat if he proposed to me right now and I know I would be happy with him.  I want to have children with him.  I don't want to date anyone else and there are no other guys.  

I just feel very apathetic about our relationship right now and I don't know why.  I've been working crazy hours at multiple jobs since September and I've been pretty sick the last two weeks.  I had the flu, sinus infection and double pink eye.  I went to the doctor, I got mostly better but I felt sick again a few days ago, turns out the pick eye is back even after all my drops and pills and I have strep throat/sinus infection (still).  I feel so run down.  Part of me just wants to be with him and sit and do nothing.  The other part wants to be alone.  I don't know if my crazy work schedule has anything to do with it.  I have been taking sleeping pills to try and get a good nights rest and after hours of fitful sleep (still waking up every 45 minutes) I wake up for the day and I'm a zombie.  

Recently I have had the desire that I want to be alone.  I go home from work and watch some Netflix/Hulu by myself and go to sleep early.  I don't want to talk to anyone or interact with them even my boyfriend...yet he has not done anything wrong; I feel like it's me.  I don't respond to friends text messages.

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<bot>: I've been super rundown and exhausted for months and now I'm sick and I'm trying to get better.  I don't want to be with my boyfriend or anyone.