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I don't know exactly how to explain it. Lately I've been feeling quite a range of emotions. Memories from the past have come back and gotten me upset. New realities of my life are starting to hit me. Currently I work a full time job out of college in the field I love. Sometimes I wake up just feeling all out of place. I'll be happy and be so content with my life, then I come back to the haunting memories of my past... of family that messed me over and how I need to move on(but I can't). 

Then after all these ups and downs I get these moments of clarity that I need to be a man and an adult and step up to the plate. My father passed away two years ago and it's a bit overwhelming now that i'm working taking over his role. Could this be a quarter-..ish life crisis. 

I'm so grateful and blessed for the job and life I have now. But I feel a bit underwhelmed like I can do 100X better than I'm doing right now, not that where I am is bad. I get the motivation to change the world and through my past I feel an obligation to the world to change it. Whether it start from telling someone they look magnificent today or getting everything this little girl asks for on her wish list from this charity I decided to get from.

So now you hear a bit of my story now you kind of can (hopefully) understand. I've just been all over the place... really sad... to extremely happy.. to greatful.. to underwhelmed. Is this a quarter life crisis?! Any advice for someone like me just getting into their career to hold their emotions together or lessons you learned on the way?
<bot>: Fresh out of college, full time job, been feeling a bit perplexed with a HUGE range of emotions lately. Any advice to help me as I start my life.