<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

I'm a tall, high i.q., russian, female. I'm always told that I'm beautiful/stunning/gorgeous and according to my friends and family i'm hilarious. My style is classy and sleek. 

I am a virgin. I've rejected every guy that has tired to kiss me. I'm very busty and i'm very conscious of my breasts. I feel like they are much too large and that if a man sees me naked, he'll think they're repulsive. 

I feel like i have to dumb myself down, lose the jokes, and be a completely different person when i'm around men, because they wont like me for who i am. My last bf was 2 years ago, for 4 months. He was happy in the beginning, but complained to his friends that i'm hard to keep up with. 

Guys, would you date someone who is far advanced in her career (for her age) that usually caries the conversation in group settings and has caused people to pee from her humor? 
Or is is someone you'd rather not deal with?

It seems like (in the russian community), guys would rather date someone who is duller, quieter, and  is in general a "simple" gal.
<bot>: who would guys rather date? dull>quirky. bland>intelligent.  seems like im not what guys desire.