<human>: First of all sorry about my english because thats not my language.

I broke up with her because she havent the courage to do it and i cant stay with a person that doesnt do the minimal effort for me.

There wasnt no lack of love, i still love her and she at the time too but she said that its the routine and she lost the interest bla bla bla.

Then i proceded the NC thing, deleted all pictures facebook and number and dont reply to her messages.

Now its 5 months and im sure she has been with another guys because of her experience and personality, before me she has been with 8 guys and ive been with only 3.

The first two months were fine but since then im devastated , i cant live like this anymore, i cry everyday and i cant get over her.

You know that the girls just clap their hands and have a ton of guys to hang out, but i dont have any of interest, i dont know any girls and the two i asked out said no.

3 Days ago i sent her a message saying "stay with me" and she havent replied. maybe it was really the end, i just cant continue living like this, ive done all the things normally like hang out go to the gym doing my hobbies etc. but in constant pain.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: i cant deal with the end of our relatioship and i texted her 5 months later saying "stay with me" but now its too late...