<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

I am at the end of a 2-year+ very volatile non-monogamous and not-very-nice relationship with a 32M. We have both been seeing other people for the last year and a half, but we kept seeing each other and basically living together. Back in January of this year while I was at a wedding, I hooked up with a friend of a friend [36M] who lives in a different city. We started talking and texting long-distance, and I went to visit him again a few weeks ago. He does not know about my non-monogamous relationship but he does know that I see other people. Now I think I fell in love with this guy, and am definitely done with the other one because things have gotten progressively terrible. I'm ready to change and get away from the old dude, but I don't think I'm ready for a relationship yet. The new guy is amazing but I was blindsided, I wasn't ready for someone so incredible to step into my life, haven't even started processing this terrible relationship that is just now ending. I think about new guy all the time, and really think I could be totally happy and in love with him and be an amazing girlfriend, but I have this bitterness to get through first. I know I need to sort my head out but I don't want to lie to this guy, hurt him, or make him think he's not special. I think we were both not expecting to have feelings for each other. He also has tried to distance himself from me a little bit lately, I think because he has noticed me being weird about certain things (being really vague about what my life is like and who I hang out with). He was coming from a dry spell/being single, but I'm not. I want to be on the same page and I'm willing to change. I'm seeing him again soon, I could have a talk with him... or not?

Oh also, I am moving to his general neck of the woods (about 3 hours away) for work later this summer, so it's LDR now but not totally crazy to think about future possibilities - or is it?
<bot>: How do I let new LDR guy know I need some time without jerking him around, or should I break it off even though I'm in love with him just because I'm not ready?