<human>: Ah, yes. The classic situation. I'm not sure on what to do though. Whenever we talk now, I really do have to think about what I want to say. But, it leads no where and we're stuck in silence with my thoughts spinning inside my mind. And when there's somebody around I tend to chain myself to them, and let them become the glue between us. It's difficult for us to hold a 1 on 1 conversation, basically.

Okay, and it's not just the crush that's making it weird, you know? I'm introverted. It's my personality that's also making things bad. I'm shy, she likes that but it tends to work against us. I'm just bad with casual talk in general, and she's trying to push me to make more conversation with her, as weird as that sounds. I used being exhausted/tired as an excuse (which does contribute to the difficulty of making convos) and now she's buying me coffee and other drinks when we see each other. I'm not that bad socially but all my friends have had some sort of common interest with me, and they were always video games, music, drums, biking, drawing, etc. so talking was easy, with a myriad of people. But her one and only big interest/hobby is writing, seriously, so we have to talk about our day, music, books, and other stuff I'm not well versed in. And we have nothing in common regarding those sorts of things besides liking Edgar Allan Poe.

I don't know how to get past my feelings being the mess of hormones that I am. I also have super personal obligations that I must hold up for her, and having things be awkward is the complete opposite of how we should feel between each other given the situation.

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: hard to make 1 on 1 conversation, I'm introverted, and personally involved deeply with each other. becoming tough to hold up my end of the friendship.