<human>: When I was 17, I came home from a walk I took with my first 
boyfriend, which I kept a secret from my parents. I thought I'd be home 
before they came back from church, but unluckily they were already 
back. They physically beat me in a way much worse than the kind I was 
used to. Both my parents dragged me out onto the street by my hair, 
screaming that I tell them where this boy lived. By the end of it I was 
crying, bloody nosed, and broken. I think it was after this time that I 
started having outbursts of rage towards my parents. Sometimes I'd feel 
like I was suffocating just being near them and it felt like the only thing I 
could do was scream.
  
   Years later, in intimate relationships and sometimes still with my parents, I find myself screaming, hitting, yelling nasty words- really 
attempting to hurt the other person for how they are making me feel. In 
these moments I carry this string feeling and belief that love is 
suffocating punishment and there's no way out of having these really 
intense bitter angry moments with people I care about. 
  
   If anyone has advice about healthier ways of dealing with anger, I'd 
really appreciate it!

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<bot>: Angry outbursts that started after parents beat me is taking a toll on my health and the well being of people I am close to.