<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

I dated the same girl at age 13 (for 2 months) and 15 (for 9 months), but over four years have passed and I still have hang ups from this.I had been in a relationship with another person since then. She was very sweet and I was happy for some time, but my lingering desire to have a relationship like my first eventually left me unsatisfied so I broke it off.

While away at college, these feelings lessened considerably, but they still interfered with my dating life. Despite meeting and befriending a lot of new women in an entirely new city, I still have issues finding them attractive in comparison to my first ex. I should mention that even though my hang ups lessened initially, they recently worsened again when I started seeing my ex in my dreams for the past few months.

I believe the reason I'm having issues getting over her is because I'm trying to compare my current interactions with women against the more emotionally vibrant memories I have from dating someone while I was a more hormonal teen.

This doesn't always interfere with my happiness. I'm pretty good about making time for activities I'm interested in or personal projects like art; however, when I try dating new women I'm left unsatisfied.

I know that this is an internal problem. I want to rid myself of or better understand these hang ups so that the next time a great women comes along I won't be off in my own little world fantasizing how my ex was/is more interesting etc. It's been a long time though, and sometimes I worry whether these feelings are imprinted in my mind or that perhaps it is some sort of mental issue.
<bot>: Recent  relationships (with great women) aren't satisfying. I don't feel as close to them, as I did when my emotional/hormonal younger self first dated a girl.