<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I've recently been open to a relationship again, and I've gone a few dates with people (a combination of people from online, real life, and friends of friends).  I've noticed that I have a problem of having a certain physical "type" of person that I'm really head over heels attracted to, and if a person has that with a good personality, I can easily fall pretty hard for them.

But unfortunately, I've realized that a big part of this "type" is a physical thing.  I'm a relatively attractive guy, and I don't feel I'm looking for anyone out of my league.  But my last girlfriends have all been people that are pretty unique cute / nerdy girls that are usually pretty thin and have cute faces.

Occasionally I hear some of my female friends complain about how shallow guys are, but for me, if I'm not attracted to someone (and I'm only attracted to a pretty small number of people) then it's just not going to happen no matter what: it would be forcing something that just wasn't there.

It's not like my standards are astronomically high or anything.  I've never dated supermodels, I've always dated people that my friends said were "really cute" but not unimaginably hot, and I've had cute girls chase me before.

Still, it sucks to think that I might be interested in people who are on average "too cute" for me, and that I might be acting too shallow physically.  I often do develop crushes on girls that I know on a deeper level, so it's not that I can never become more attracted to someone, but how do you reconcile wanting physical beauty with the fact that there are probably tons of people that are super nice and fun that aren't up to your physical standards?
<bot>: Feeling like sort of a shallow jerk because I'm mostly just attracted to thinner girls with cute faces, don't want to feel like I'm collecting bad karma but really only feel sparks with people I'm physically into.