<human>: I just need some perspective on this. Basically, my mom raised me as a Jehovah's Witness, but I finally admitted that I wasn't happy with that last year. We have 3-day "conventions" every year, and I've always gone with her. But this time, I am not going with her. She's never left me home alone for more than a day, and she is absolutely against leaving me here for 3. She's mainly concerned because I have a boyfriend (19M, been together for about a year and a half), and she doesn't want us to be alone together. It's against her conscience, and she has said that if we are ever alone together it's grounds for my eviction.

She gave me 3 options. First, my dad (her ex-husband) could come over and babysit me. I don't feel at all comfortable with my father for personal reasons. Second, my grandparents would babysit me. They live two hours away. The option that she's most pushing is for me to come with her. She feels most comfortable with this because then she'll know where I am and stuff.

All of these options make me feel like a child. I've been planning to move out for a while, and I'm almost ready to now, so being babysat seems humiliating and frustrating to me. What should I do?

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: My mom would rather have me be babysat by my family than risk me being around my boyfriend without her. I want to be a good daughter, but I feel like a child. This is frustrating.