<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

So, last night I told my mom I wanted to move to my dads. Since I've been born my parents have been fighting for custody over me. The struggle has always been me wanting to move to my dad's, but my mom convincing me. Let me explain the two situations real quick. At my dad's, I spend the summers. We bowl leagues (proffesional stuff) go shooting, we're going to fix up a car, we do a lot of things. My step mom's son Nicky moved out there so I'd also have someone there to keep me company after school until the parents get home. My mom, her boyfriend and I live in a small but nice apartment. My brother just went off to college so I get pretty lonely. However my mom just got a new job, allowing her to work less hours and is closer to home. She also said we would start doing things on the weekends to keep me from being less lonely. I didn't know that she would be working less hours or that we would do things on the weekends, and now I'm lost. I've already told my dad I was thinking about moving out, who has been waiting years for me to finally do it, every year I wuss out and I feel like I dissapoint him and just keep getting his hopes up. I'm really confused right now and have no idea what to do. I need advice. I can't really prove any of this, I guess all I can give ya is that I can't think of any sick bastard who would make up the shit I've gone through for attention. I'm really just asking for help here.
<bot>: I used to be lonely at my mom's, so i said I wanted to move to my dad's, but she got a new job so she'll be at home more and now I'm confused on what to do.