<human>: So I'm a male in his late 20's who has since he was about 8 always thought about girls (and later women). I love them, every single one of them. I want to be around them, I love to see them laugh, and I love it when they smile at me.

I've always pursued females, mostly in clumsy ways. I've never gotten the hang of 'game' and never been comfortable with deceiving someone else when emotions are at stake.

It wasn't until I was 18 that I could maintain a relationship with anyone for very long. But since I've been 18, I don't think that I've been single for three months consecutively. My relationships often last about 6-12 months and I often return to ex's. I feel that I love them although I do admit that some of it may be self deception.

When I'm single though, I just start to feel intensely anxious and full of doubt. When I'm in a relationship, I tend to have a clear head and confidence. 

I think I'm good at relationships. I'm empathetic and passionate. I'm clever and fun.

But I just don't want to feel like I'm going insane when I'm single. I don't want to keep returning to ex girlfriends and making the same mistakes. I don't want to enter into relationships out of desperation, despite how wonderful the women I meet are.

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<bot>: I tend to seek out relationship after relationship and become really uncomfortable when I'm not dating anyone. I'd like to be comfortable being single.