<human>: So, earlier on this evening I was phoned to be told my Grandmother had passed away earlier today. Having spent a few weeks in hospital I thought I was prepared. I wasn't. Not by a  long shot. 

I was in a public place so I had to internalise any external projections of these feelings until I got home at which point I have been either a bundle of tears or drinking Gin and Tonics in her honour. My Grandmother was a fantastic woman who would have issue with me drinking this close to finals but there is no other way I can cope! Her and my Grandpa are, in my eyes the epitome of how to live your life. Raise good kid(s) and then look after extended family. There are no two other people I could wish to take their place, I lost my Grandpa 4 years earlier, I just miss them both soo much. I wish I had more time with them and the time I had I wise I spent more wisely.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: I miss you both but Grandma I miss you more, I thought I had one more time to tell you how much. I hope you realise how much I will miss you. I love you.