<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

So this girl I met in college was amazing and we dated for 9 months and to be honest I thought she was the one and I dreamed of marrying her. I got caught cheating when I was away on spring break when I was piss drunk but we were able to work things out because at this point we were even saying that we loved each other. I had to leave the university we attended due to money/academic issues so we broke up. I am completely in love with this girl but I can't talk to her because she thinks of me as a cheater, even though deep deep down I know she still has that original love for me. What is going on inside her head?!
<bot>: GF broke up with me, she knows how much I love her. How does a girl live knowing that a guy would die for her?