<human>: Sooooooooo this is pretty uncomfortable for me as I consider myself a pretty rational and realistic person. However, there is love involved here and it's really screwing with my decision making around this.  
Situation: I have been dating my Boyfriend for around 2 months. Friends for about 6 months previously. We have become increasingly Co dependant over this time and he stays at mine almost every night. I have to admit I love this person. I have not felt like this before and I really see a future with him and he with me (he has explicitly stated this). Neither of us really do the love/relationship thing so this feels very real and obviously different from our other experiences. 

Problem: He had already booked an extended overseas trip before we met. It could last anywhere from 2 - 10 months (no return ticket). He was definitely going for the full ten months before he met me now it's a bit up in the air. 

Considerations: I am early 20s and he is late 20s. He has this trip planned with one other friend so he is a factor. I can't go with him because I have work commitments. 

I want to be rational. I want to say it's too short of a time to commit to him and wait. But I've really caught feels here. It's making me a crazy. Please help!

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<bot>: Boyfriend is leaving the country but I caught feels. Not sure how to deal with this rationally/realistically.