<human>: M/21. I grew up with 2 older sisters, so I'm very in tune with girls and the way they think/operate. I've always had many friends that are girls, to whom I am very comfortable talking to about my many encounters with other girls (that I quite frankly talk about like pieces of meat). I very quickly get myself into the friend zone with girls I'm attracted to. I have had sex with 20+ girls. I've always enjoyed getting with girls and I still do. I haven't had many girlfriends or serious hookups (lasting longer than 1-2 sexual encounters) in the last year.

 I am not gay but I judge guys on their looks. I am getting the feeling these days, based on social cues and a few comments from friends, that people are starting to question/be suspicious of my sexuality. Maybe its paranoia or something but I can't help but question my sexuality, even though I know I'm not attracted to men at all. Is anyone else in the same boat? I had a best friend once whose dad came out after 25 years of marriage and I can't help but think about the possibility that something is off deep down and will emerge later on in life. I need someone to give me some peace of mind. I can't see myself being in a long term relationship any time soon, let alone getting married at some point. I don't even know where to start, as you can maybe tell by my jumbled text.

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Love being with girls, things in my head getting weird, friends acting weird, questioning sexuality, probably just paranoid/going through a weird phase