<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Hello people, first I'll just explain some of my situation then ask your opinion/advice.
   I'm 21 years old, my roommate kicked me out and i'm back living with my mother. I lost my job because of the company (target) being pulled from Canada. I've always had difficulty finding work for whatever reason. 
   I was going to college for acting then wanted to change majors to media design and web dev. I currently have a student loan I'm paying off and can't afford to take out another one.
   My girlfriend and I are approaching our 3 year anniversary. She has separation anxiety. I'm recovering from social anxiety/depression.
   A friend of mine of 7 years called me a few nights ago and started to convince me to move to L.A and stay with her and have her teach me *Rope Dart fire Poi* and try to get me a job in photography with her friends who are looking for assistants.
   This caught my attention because I love performing and photography, I constantly feel guilty for having moved back in with my mother and I have some weird self esteem issue with not having anything unique about myself in my close group of friends. 
   As we've gotten older a few friends have taken a strong interest in things I've been doing for years before they were. I know I should enjoy that and want to take part in it with them but part of me makes me feel like I'm not going anywhere in my life and haven't accomplished anything and seeing them take on all these new challenges and graduating and succeeding makes me hate my life. 
   I would just up and move to L.A right now; however, my girlfriends separation anxiety keeps me from wanting to go anywhere. It's severe enough that she can hardly leave my house without getting upset and she's currently in her second term in college right now and can't just up and move to L.A with me, even though my friend said she is more than welcome to come too.
   Also I can't find very good information online about getting a work permit in the US without having a degree(or better) in a specific field of work.
<bot>: I hate my life and have an opportunity to take on a challenge and do something with myself, but I constantly feel guilty for leaving my girlfriend behind.