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Hello all,

Long story short, my girlfriend and I are in recovery. She relapsed and I urged her to go back to treatment. She did and has almost been clean 90 days. She is in a sober living facility about an hour away.

That being said, she has decided to end it because she feels 'guilty" not being able to return my phone calls and take the time to meet me. I have went out of my way to make it easier for her, she still claims she was not able to devote the time. 

We were clean together for the majority of our relationship, until she started relapsing about 3 months ago. Lots of this was stress due to having an abortion (something which she decided to have on her own and did not tell me she was pregnant until a week before having the procedure).
Last week, I went to her city and stayed in order to see her. A friend from her house relapsed and she decided to take care of them instead. She felt so embarrassed she did not call me the next day.

So it hurts, it feels as if for a long time I was the only one standing behind her. Now that she is finally getting clean for good, I don't get to be a part of that life? Makes me really angry and upset.

Worst part about is that we both still love each other very much and she says that she wants to be with me. The breakup does not seem final and I know she believes we will be getting back together. I will be moving to the area she is in in 6 months because I will be finishing graduate school and its where I want to move. Its a big city though.

I told her she is taking me for granted and she has no idea what is going to happen.

This is my first real relationship and breakup. I used for over a decade and didn't care about relationships.
<bot>: Both in recovery, girlfriend relapsed. I supported and stood behind her entire time. She got to sober living and stated she did not want to try to put effort into the relationship anymore. Still both deeply in love.