<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

Dear Reddit,

I come to you today to hopefully be able to let go. My ex-fiancé (21M) and I(21M) broke it off permanently yesterday. He told me he had been unhappy since July and was hoping to find what we lost. We wanted to get back together but decided to stay apart for a couple more days to be sure.

Reddit I know this was the right choice but I wish I had taken him back on the spot, but it would have led to further and more significant heart break down the road.

He had talked to his mom and decided he wanted to get his life straight and on track, so that he could come home and love me like I loved him. But after our conversation yesterday he made it seem as if he had no intentions of coming back.

Reddit he is my best friend and I feel soul mate. I can't imagine life without him in it. But I know for his health and my heart I need to. Guilt and greed are all that fill the now empty void.

All I want is help, I know I'm not perfect and I know he's not either but that was something I was willing to over look. I feel weak and pathetic. My bed is cold and empty now.. sometime soon my room will be stripped of the rest of his belongings. I feel dead to the world and I need a pick me up...
<bot>: fiancé and I spilt up so he could come back to me whole but now seems he doesn't want to. Despite saying he still loves me, I want better for him but I am greedy and need help letting go.