<human>: Let's start by saying I've had a tumultuous past 2 years. I was married to a bi-polar, abusive alcoholic and drug addict (with whom I have an adorable child that I have full custody of); I lost my job and am still unemployed; and was raped by a former coworker. 

In February of this year, I moved several thousand miles away with a really great, loving, family man (36/M). Non-addict, with a sense of humor and similar likes. Since then, I've worked on myself. Letting go of the past, saying positive affirmations every day, thinking positively. Took a Hatha Yoga class, also tried boxing. Trying to figure out who I am again after 7 difficult years of marriage and issues with my former career. 

I'm ready for a change, again, now that I've rediscovered myself. I'm ready to start anew with just me, myself, and I. And of course my child. I feel like an idiot wanting to leave this great guy behind. He really is amazing. I just don't want to be in a relationship anymore. I don't want to clean up after him, wash his clothes or dishes, hang out with his friends. It's gotten to the point where I don't even want to share a bed with him. I feel like such an idiot about it. I just want to be alone. With my kid.

One of my best friends from high school came to visit recently. I moved away from my hometown in 2001 and no one in my immediate family lives there anymore. I haven't made any friends since moving here 9 months ago and I really miss my hometown for the sense of community it has to offer; my high school friends have kids the same age as mine. I feel like I don't fit here and want to move back home. 

So here's the advice I need: How do I tell my super awesome boyfriend that I want to move away without him? How do I tell him that I didn't use him? Is there an easy way to break things off with him and avoid breaking his heart?

Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?
<bot>: Ready to move forward in life without BF; unhappy, don't know how to tell awesome boyfriend I'm ready to live alone a thousand miles away.