<human>: I am a petite girl, 5'3, 100 pounds. When I went through puberty, I didn't really get boobs like other girls in my grade did, and I've been self conscious about my 32A bra size since I was 12. I like my boobs now, they are pierced, cute, and perky, but I've always wanted them to be bigger. I've been saving for a breast augmentation for years, and the surgery is scheduled for October 21, 2015. 

I've been together with my boyfriend since March 2014. He's never once complained about my chest, he's always said he likes my boobs and doesn't care that they are small. Ever since I've started the process of pre-op appointments and consultations for this surgery about a month ago, sex has been weird. I don't feel the connection I used to and he's been denying me sex, which isn't like him at all because we both have strong sex drives.

I confronted him about this. I asked him why sex has felt weird and why has he been denying me? He told me he doesn't want to have sex again until I'm recovered from my breast augmentation because now that he can picture me with big boobs my current boobs turn him off. He told me this last night. He said he wanted to be honest so I wouldn't think he was cheating on me. I feel humiliated and betrayed and embarrassed. My own boyfriend doesn't get turned on by my body...So what, if I don't have the surgery for some reason he doesn't want to have sex ever again? :( I haven't texted him back much since he told me other than to tell him his words hurt me. I don't know what to do.

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<bot>: been with boyfriend 18 months, having a breast augmentation, boyfriend doesn't want to have sex with me until i'm recovered from surgery because he said my current boobs turn him off