<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

Since this has officially kept me up all night as I can see the sun rising from my bed, I will get right into the problem. Due to my school's counseling program having a twelve session per year cap, I am being forced to find a therapist in the community. I hit the twelve session limit two weeks ago and have since only been back to consult with a case a manager about what practices around town will take my insurance. 

I head back to my home town in a few days and won't be able to try out a new therapist for almost two months. It is really freaking me out. I am expecting some major news over winter break regarding whether or not my sibling has a fatal illness, so that's my main concern. My underlying anxiety disorder makes it difficult for me to stop obsessing about it. I have tried using techniques I learned in counseling but I'm so exhausted from finals and having constant nightmares, which makes it hard for me to constantly check my irrational thoughts. I've tried confiding in my best friend but her step mother is currently dying of cancer and we just end up making each other unreasonably sad. It's a bad time for both of us, to say the least. I don't have many other friends I would feel comfortable talking to about this. 

For some reason, knowing I could go see a professional every week at the same time and talk to them about whatever made it so much more manageable. I don't know how to substitute that feeling, only for this short while, so I can get through till mid January without losing my mind. 

Do any of you know of some resources I could use? Websites? Phone numbers? Other suggestions?
<bot>: I am in the middle of a hard time and I need to be in therapy but for various reasons, I'm not. What do I do in the mean time?