<human>: I've only had one relationship in the past four years (that lasted just three months) and I've been trying to stay positive and just focus on me but I feel like either I'm doing something really wrong or I'm just broken or something. I mean for god's sake I was in college and all that and nothing happened. I tried definitely but nothing ever worked out, I'm 25 now and I feel like these and the next few years I should have been dating around and partying and instead the most action I get is from my right hand.

I also just moved to a brand new town that's two states away from where I lived, so now I'm even more alone. There are a lot of cute girls at my work but every single one I talk to is taken. They'll give me their number but then tell me they have a boyfriend or casually "bring it up" later in the conversation. And don't get me wrong, I had one friend here that led me to having more friends, so I have a handful of new friends that I like, but they are all guys. They go to bars and stuff sometimes but I'm a teetotaler and I don't drink, plus I have terrible anxiety to begin with (working on finding a medication that will work with my shrink, so far nothing). I have the worst social anxiety of all time, I constantly feel watched and nervous, yet despite that I still make moves and go after girls but like I said above it just doesn't help.

I'm trying to focus on me still but I'm breaking down, I want sex, I want a relationship, I want to go out on dates... this girl at my work (that I'm not interested in) gave me a hand massage the other day and I almost wanted to start crying... that was the most human interaction I've felt in a long, long time, how pitiful am I?

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: Had one tiny relationship in the past four years, I feel like these should be the best years of my life and now I'm getting old and don't know what I'm doing wrong.