<human>: My girlfriend cheated on me after a little over two years and is now in a relationship with the guy. I'm really jealous of the feelings that she's sharing with him.

We are both virgins and never had the chance to do anything. I always fantasized about the look in her eyes when we would first share intimate moments like that and thought we had something special ahead of us. We were long distance and by the time I was with her in person the honeymoon phase was over and it was like any other serious relationship after a while. I always fantasized about the look in her eyes when we would first experience those things and thought we had something special ahead of us.

Well now that that's not going to happen I keep thinking of her in that first intimate moment with him. And it's making me jealous to the point where I want to throw up. Even the idea of them kissing is searing my gut and making me depressed.

What can I do?

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<bot>: Girlfriend cheated on me, we broke up, I can't stop thinking about them having sex and it breaks my heart. It's sitting so bitter jealous inside my stomach.