<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

Using a throwaway cause she uses reddit I think.

I knew this girl for 4-5 years, and we always got on. Early in our friendship we developed feelings and this eventually lead to 'love' (was it love or not you ask... I'm too young to tell). 
However, we never entered a relationship because she was tied up with another guy and didn't want to end it. Naively, I just accepted this. 

Her and this guy ended, and we got on fine once more, still meeting up but the furthest we ever went together sexually, was a mere kiss. Nothing more, nothing less. I had sex on the outside with other girls, just because if she can be with that guy, then I can be with girls surely. Right? You might be wondering why we never progressed further into a relationship - she 1) didn't want a boyfriend (which was true, her and this other guy were also never in a relationship strangely 2) didn't want to hurt either me or this other guy.

Then late last year, October perhaps, she dropped a bombshell that she now has a boyfriend...some random dude.. That hurt me more than it ever did with that other guy, and so I said fuck this, I'm done, and that was that.

Side note, since then I tried it on with her friend (not deliberately, I didn't target her because she was her friend, it just happened) but that ended over summer. 

I've bumped into her a few times since then, and she's single once more. I've always wondered, 'what if?' and how things would've been if we did get into a relationship. Is it worth pursuing again? At least to be her friend and take it from there? Anyone got any thoughts on this, it's all I'm wondering tbh.
<bot>: Mutual love with a girl, never entered a relationship due to lack of commitment. Willing to try it with her again...thoughts?