<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I dont even know if I want to tell the whole story on here because it's so personal. I dont meet with my therapist until wed so I have a couple options. Cry and wonder, or reach out for help.

I messed up and said some things that may have damaged the relationship between her and her tween daughter. The daughter has already had a hard life with 2 fathers ditching her, her mom is the only person she has that cares about her (besides grandparents). I was showing interest and helping the daughter learn how to program and design games. I feel like I was an awesome roll model and wanted to become her step dad if not adopt her completely to transition out of the last name of the guy who wants nothing to do with her. When things went down hill with me and her mom, I said things to the daughter about the mom that I shouldn't have.

I've sent her money to take her daughter on a flight and stay out in Monterey and visit the aquarium. She's so mad I'm not even sure if she plans on going.

I'm doing everything I can, sending flowers, saying I'm sorry, but it's almost like she thinks I don't mean it, or that I dont understand the gravity of the situation. I dont sleep at night I feel so much guilt, and if I do, I'm up at 4am in a cold sweet, turning over to see she's not there.

How do I make this right? I'll take however long, and spend every penny I have and write 1000's of apology notes if I have too.

Is there anything that would stand out to any parents our there to help make fix this or to move forward from it? I wont quit, it's just not who I am.
<bot>: I did something wrong to my family. I love her, I love the kids and I'm not afraid to take the time and do the things needed to get them back.