<human>: my boyfriend of over a year and i just broke up. i'm kinda sad cause i truly do love and care about him but i dont think either of us were in love anymore. I really can say for him but i was not longer attracted to him or feeling like romantic feelings for him. We have been unhappy in our relationship for a long time.  I cried the first day or so but since then i've really only felt anxiety, with very little sadness. A part of me is relived because I knew he wasnt the one. But another part of me is sad for the lost of a good friend and someone i was so comfortable with. Problem is he was my best friend, and i dont have a whole lot of other friends. I feel so lonely right now and i kinda want to hang out with him. i've been ignoring him for a few days so im not even sure he wants to see me. Should i keep ignoring him or should i call him?

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<bot>: boyfriend of over a year and i broke up, not sure which will help me move on better, being friends or no contact.