<human>: So, I guess I should give you a bit of background information about me before we get going. 

Well i'm at uni now and my life is pretty good. I have good friends over here, my friends back home still keep in touch, i'm pretty fit and doing well in general. But one important thing you should know is that i'm always that friend that keeps in touch but was never really that close. I was never really part of a group and always made whichever people/person I hung out with feel like I have better options, usually unintentionally. I always kept it *professional* as in I studied with my course friends, played football with my football team, practiced with my volleyball team, and went out with my housemates. 

Anyways, but the real issue is that i'm never motivated to hook up.

Whenever we go out my friends have one goal, find a girl and get in there and they usually succeed. Obviously, i'll join in but i'll always find an excuse to back out by the end of the night. In my first year I used the ''I have a girlfriend back home'' as an excuse. I didn't. I had a crush in highschool and well that never worked out (we can talk about that later).

This year I told them I broke up with her thinking I could convince *myself* to finally do something. I just don't know what to do. I'm not sure what the issue is but I know this isn't normal. I'm not some special flower either, I just want to have sex, really.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: Can't hook up. I'm not ugly, I just push them away when I get the chance. Don't know why. Help please