<human>: We've been together for a year and a half, lived together for almost as much time and even moved across the country together.

I've always known he has trust issues and he's gotten a lot better since I'm very willing to let him into my phone and all my social media-- no problem.

However, i did break his trust a few months ago and it was a huge struggle to earn it again and I'm super grateful that we were able to work it out. And yet i still managed to do it again.

A week or two ago i lost my last pack of birth control and didn't tell him. I made the decision that I've been on the pill for so long that i probably won't get pregnant and decided to wait it out. Now I'm a week late and last night he found out. 

He definitely has every right to be mad at me. But if i am pregnant I'm going to terminate it and am going to need him to be supportive and loving and not make me feel any worse about it which kind of means he needs to forgive me for fucking up so bad.

I'm not sure how to ask him to do this without invalidating his feelings. All he sees is that I've broken his trust once again and i don't know how long it'll take for us to work through it this time and obviously we don't really have the time.

I love him and didn't mean to lie to him. Its all such a huge crappy mistake and i don't want to deal with it alone.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: lost birth control, didn't tell boyfriend, might be pregnant, he feels betrayed, i need him to give me a pass and forgive and support me through this.