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Hello, all.

23 y/o woman, 5 feet tall.
SW: 208 lbs
CW: 199 lbs
GW: 140 lbs

I started going for regular walks, and then jogs, in July as a way to try to sleep better and have more energy overall. Every day, it was a challenge to get out there, but I always came home happy, energized and refreshed. Around the same time, my fiance also started looking into personal fitness, with a focus on gaining mass. Soon, his focus was contagious and I began counting calories and trying to eat less refined sugar as a way to cut cravings.

Preparing healthy meals is not difficult to me. I sometimes have trouble getting enough protein, as I don't really like to cook meat. I love to drink water, green tea, yerba mate. I don't like pop. Cravings can be a challenge, but I generally overcome.

For me, the biggest challenge lies in forming a routine and having the motivation to be constantly mindful of what I'm eating or drinking so I can track it, and having to prioritize 90 minutes a day for exercise, warm-up, cool-down, shower (I have dreads, it's a chore) feels so damn limiting. At one point, my fiance felt I was relying too much on him pushing me, so he backed off, and I totally fell off the wagon and into a bit of a depression.

I'm not here to complain. I'm excited to improve and progress. I am just struggling daily with forming a positive relationship with a new lifestyle. I don't know how to make it not feel like a punishment. My fiance is back to pushing me and being a constant source of motivation, and that helps a lot. I'm moving forward, even though I feel like I'm blindfolded. haha
<bot>: Starting anew, really want to succeed, but I'm wondering how other people learned to see their new lifestyle/routine positively, rather than as a restriction.