<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

I had a gut feeling it was time to end things with my boyfriend. We had been exclusive for four months, seeing each other for seven. I put so much into the relationship. He had a weird work/sleep schedule so I would often wake up at 2AM to see him and sometimes stay up until five in the morning, even though I had class at 9AM. 90% of the time I texted him first or made our plans. I cooked him dinner, bought small gifts a few times (but he hated gifts), and I tried so hard to get him to open up. 

I finally realized I was giving so much more than I was getting in return. He never sacrificed his time or his sleep or compromised with me. I was always the one bending. He never bought me any little things, I'm talking like a cheap flower or a $1 card just to let me know he cared. He was very secretive about his phone. When I did hang out with him I did most of the talking. Then we would have sex and cuddle. I guess it was more of a friends with benefits situation. I told him I loved him. But he wasn't there yet. He's moving in January. I told him I would visit every weekend to do long distance. But he didn't offer up the same thing. 

My point is, I can list all of the negatives, but it still hurts. How do I move on and stop thinking I'm going to be alone forever?
<bot>: Broke up with my not-so-good boyfriend but I really cared for him. Even though I can list the negatives about him, it still hurts. How to move on and realize I won't be alone forever?