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My SO (22m) and I(19f) have been in a long distance relationship for almost a year now but we've only started seeing each other in person since the end of February. He and I go way back and we've gone out before but took a few years away from each other due to family issues and me moving everywhere. I love him but I feel like I only love him as a brother and a best friend. Him on the other hand is crazy over me. He wants me to come up and visit ever other week but I knew from the start that that's not going to work out. I don't have a job and I'm trying to go back to school so being in LDR isn't very practical right now. The problem is is that he would be devastated if I even bring up any hints of us ceasing to be anything what we are now. I don't want him out of my life but he might completely shut me out (delete me on fb, his cell, etc). He tells me that I was the one that saved his life and that he wouldn't know what to do without me. That I'm the only good person in his life right now. He even sometimes talks about when a good time would be to get married and what we would name our kids and how many we would have. That puts a lot of weight on my shoulders on how to break it off.. That all sounds lovely to me but I'm just not ready for it all. It scares me sometimes he talks about it. I honestly miss the single life and all it contains(drinking and hooking up).
<bot>: I want to go on break/break up with my SO but I don't want to lose him as a friend.