<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I just recently broke up with what I will call my first actual girlfriend, her being 17. I had strong feelings for her throughout the entire relationship (and still do) and so did she as for me (at least in the beginning), but something clicked in her and I don't know what but it ended abruptly. So, after a sudden week of ignoring me (we go to different schools so phone was the only communication besides driving) she tells me she just wants to be friends, we break up. I try to get answers after the fact, turns out she hated the entire nearly 2 year relationship and only tried saving it because of our virginities and that she could never stand to be with me or my family also that I am boring (I don't really get this one but ok). This was the first time she has mentioned anything like this, ever. Now I understand this is only the beginning, and there are a lot of people out there so I have come to terms that it was probably for the best. But I have a serious problem that I cannot find anything else attractive. I have no drive. I can't even masturbate to anything other than her, yes it's that bad. Girls talk to me daily but I can't see them anything more than friends because I always find something I don't like about them or have an excuse not to. I have grieved over the breakup already and have no problems with it, but I do still wish it never happened. I want to move on but I have 0 clue on how to actually enjoy another person's company in a romantically driven way without comparing to what I had before. I have done the necessary steps of informing my parents/friends of the breakup and they have done a great job at keeping me from being alone in my thoughts, but this is something I don't think they can help with though. Any help would be appreciated.
<bot>: Girlfriend of nearly 2 years I *think* I loved broke up with me because I'm boring and she hated me, I proceed to dwell on the past and can't find any other girl attractive.