<human>: I feel like I'm just existing through my life rather than living my life. I used to have dreams of things I want to do and now everything seems so bland and stale and I don't know why.

For the last few months I've dreamed about finding a new job and moving to a city that I actually like. Or meet someone new that I'd like to start a relationship with. But I've made zero progress toward any of the things I actually want to do. I am constantly seeking comfort in old people/places/experiences and it's driving me crazy. Or maybe I'm just using it as an excuse.

As I'm falling asleep I dream about simply disappearing from everyone's life and somehow starting new somewhere else. There are a couple of people that I'm sick of but mostly I just hope it would somehow force me to live my life again not to be able to fall back on the same old people and places.

Everything about me resists change like a disease and I'm not sure how to start fresh. Some advice on that would be great if anyone has any.

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<bot>: Dream of completely cutting contact with every person in my life right now. Sort of just hoping it will force out of whatever rut I'm in. Any advice at all I'd like to hear.