<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Was it a good idea? Overall, yes, it was. The vacation went smoothly and we've both moved on, but now I'm left alone in a foreign country and feeling hurt. Why? Isn't it enough to have a solid friendship? A traveling companion? I have no one to talk to. I barely speak the language here. It's just 24 hours a day with my thoughts for the next two months. Until I go back to school, in a new state, a few miles from where she resides. 

Is it even possible to have a new life with the old life so close by, especially when I know I'm incapable of cutting out that part of my life?
<bot>: Overestimated my ability to leave the past in the past. Looking for how to unfuck a situation without abandoning my dream (which is the school I'm going to).