<human>: Me and my now ex-girlfriend had broken up not too long ago, and it was the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

The reason I did it is that she never spoke to me, she didn't feel the same about me anymore.. I felt it was best for her because of the fact she didn't really want a relationship, and best for me because she wasn't putting in what I was giving.

We would go weeks without talking.. she'd always get upset with me when I call her if I'm sad, or I just miss her. She'd get angry.. irritated.. give the general vibe she wanted nothing to do with me, but she never outright said it.

What she had outright said, is that she didn't know what she wanted anymore. She had said that she wasn't feeling the same way anymore.

The worst part is, I'm not angry with her. I'm angry with myself. I don't see it as she fucked up, I see it as I did. I feel like I ruined the relationship. Even though I am aware I did nothing wrong enough for this to happen, even though I know I gave her my everything, even though I know she hurt me so badly, I'm not angry with her.. after I broke up with her, I called her.

When I did this, I had told her that I was there for her. I had told her I still loved her, and cared about her. I made her promise me she'd tell me if she needed someone. Even after ending the relationship, I give her my everything. 

I've made so many mistakes, and I've managed to make this one of them. I'm still in love with her, but I know being with her is bad for my mental health. I've self-disciplined myself into not calling her. If I call her, I'll only beg for her to take me back. I'm pathetic, I know, but she's the only one I care about.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: There was no communication in the relationship, it was one sided, I broke up with her- it was the hardest thing I've ever had to do, and I'm still in love with her, against my better judgement.