<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I'm 19 years old and I am going off to college pretty soon. For about the last 3 or so years, I found myself unable to like anyone romantically, even though I did have a girlfriend Freshman year.

 For a while I've been basically trying to force myself to like people just so I would have something to talk about with my friends who all have girlfriends or are trying to date someone, because I feel really left out in these conversations. Guys bond over girls, and I've been missing that for a while. A lot of my friends have been inviting me to hangout less and less, and its probably because  they don't see me as someone who would understand girl issues they would want to talk about or is someone who is as fun to talk to anymore. The best times were when we were all single and didn't care about dating, but now it seems to be a priority for everyone. I wish I could like someone but I'm afraid I'm gonna be stuck like this. 

My family also seems really disappointed in me and have been telling me that I should try to find someone, but more recently they have been just silent about it but from the way they look at me when the subject is brought up I can tell they haven't changed their views. Its even worse when family I haven't seen in a while talk to me because the first thing they always ask is "do you have a girlfriend" and when I say "no" they look like I just told them I'm an alien or something. They ask me why and I just tell them "I haven't found someone yet" when in reality I don't think I'll ever like someone. 

 I'm afraid that this is only gonna get worse as I get older (which is why I decided to go away for college) but I know I can't stay away from this forever.
<bot>: Friends and Family seem really disappointed that I don't want a relationship with anyone, And I'm afraid this issue is gonna make hard to deal with my family and find friends in college.