<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

I've been dating this guy for 6 years now and he recently proposed to me. I said "yes" cause he's the nicest guy in the world and I love him.  Bbbbbut I am not attracted to him physically, at all. I mean I look at him and sometimes I 'm disgusted. He won't do anything about it. I don't think I could ever find anyone as nice and loving as this guy, I mean chivalry is definitely not dead in his household. So I feel like a worthless piece of shit cause turns out looks are important to me. So I wonder, will I grow to find him attractive? Other men hit on me all the time (I am really attractive), men that are absolutely my type... I even masturbate thinking of other dudes and fantasize during the day about other men. I thought about cheating or having an affair but I just can't do that to him. All my girlfriends like him and think he is the greatest so I don't know how to ask for their advice and not knowing who else to ask I thought the Reddit community would have something to say. Have you ever been in this situation or do you know someone who was or still is? Advice... anyone??
<bot>: I am engaged to someone I am not AT ALL attracted to, but that I LOVE very much. Normal or not?