<human>: Hi, I'm 25, physically male, but identify as trans (more genderfluid than anything right now). I have never had a relationship, never even really bothered to ask a girl if she wanted to go out. Am I doomed to be forever alone?

History about me: In school, I was always the awkward shy kid. I was always able to picked on for being smaller, quieter, goofier, kid who wasn't into what the other kids liked. I also found myself being incredibly stupid at times around girls I liked.

That much has not changed. I can still be awfully quiet around new people, awfully goofy, and awfully stupid shy when I'm around someone I like. I also don't tend to be into what is the most popular of things.

It doesn't help that right now I'm unemployed and feel like I have no real hope on changing that in the immediate future. I also had a terrible living situation in my teens that I feel stunted my growth as a person somewhat.

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<bot>: 25 year old gendefluid male bodied person who has never been in a relationship. Wonder if I'm somehow forever screwed up.