<human>: So my ex gf dumped me back in May because she wanted to "find herself." It wasn't a smooth break up as I didn't take it very well but after a month it got better and we randomly talked every now and then and even discussed how we both wanted ot be together but she just needed this time alone because she had been in a relationship since she was 19. Anyway, I made a dumb mistake and got a dwi and everything began to fall apart. I was really depressed and one day I took it out on her and we got into a huge fight, I called her some nasty names and she wound up blocking my # and blocking me on Facebook. I've tried but to no avail to talk to her but it never ends wells so now I went back to trying NC. 

My question is, before the break up we were talking about how I was trying to get a job with this company close to her and I still want to get it because it is great money and I really need it right now due to some credit card debt and also my student loans coming due. Should I still pursue this job even though it means I may eventually move out there which is pretty close to her?  Or do I just say f it and try to find something else? My problem is in the fact that after we got into the fight and everything I admittedly didn't handle it well and would email her constantly trying to talk and trying to be friends again which just made things worse I know. So what do I do now? Is it possible to do this without seeming like a stalker?

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<bot>: Should I pursue a job that would eventually cause me to move close to an ex gf when we had a bad falling out?