<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

Well Reddit I am back again. 

So its been 2 months since me and my wife split, and 5 weeks since she has been living with another man. Now, she is still saying there is absolutely nothing going on, and for some strange reason I still believe her. 

However tonight I texted her and came to the realization that we are not getting back together. You all told me, and I didn't listen. I realized she dont want to try anymore, no matter what I say or do to change myself. So its time for me to give up and move on with my life. As much as I don't want to, but I know she already has.

The thing that scares me now is that I know she will be moving home eventually. She even told me that again today that she was going to be moving back, but just didn't know when. I'm scared that when I see her those feelings are going to come back, and It will be like the day when she first left again. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to deal with that, what am I going to do when I see her again, how do I handle that first met up again after she moves back. 

Any advice at all would be appreciated. Unfortunately just not meeting or seeing her is not a option. I live in a extremely small town, and I can pretty much guarantee the day she comes home I'm going to find out from someone.
<bot>: Wife flew across country, living with another man, told me she is moving back eventually. I want to move on with my life but scared of the feelings I may have again when she shows up.