<human>: Background: Met a girl senior year college, started dating, things were great, yada yada yada. After graduation, we lived apart for two years while I finished grad school. It was only an hour away so we saw each other as much as we could on weekends.

Fast forward. I finish grad school, get a job where she lives and was already working, and we finally move in together. Things start off well, but it was never really the same spark as when we first met. Granted I didn't think it would be immediate sexy times 3x a day, but it never seemed like we were really dating again. It was more like we were friends/roommates than bf/gf. We both chalked it up to getting to know each other again and getting used to living out of our parents house.

Thing is, it never got better. We had fun, and we were never (and still aren't) on bad terms, but she is the type that wanted to travel and live in other places and get a new job somewhere and start fresh. I wasn't willing to do that, and it's eventually what lead to our split on Monday night.

Long story short, my current situation leaves me alone in an apartment with a one-year lease beginning June 1st, in a city I'm not 100% familiar with, no family, and really no friends, since my two best friends had to move for work. I've never lived alone, I'm terrified of it. Sure, I know how to grocery shop and pay bills and that stuff. What I don't know is how to cope with the crushing feeling that I am terribly and completely alone. For two days I've done nothing but lie in bed, I haven't eaten because it makes me sick, and I've cried harder than I have since I was a kid. At this point I don't know which way to turn.

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: girlfriend of 5 years is leaving. Stuck in unfamiliar city with no friends and family, and no idea how to cope with complete lonliness.