<human>: So basically I developed an intense affection for a girl back in high school. Long story short I made my move(s) but it didn't take. I wanted my feelings to go away after graduation but here I am 3 years later and they are still there. I transferred to a 4 year school after doing the community college thing and guess who is there? She is now prettier than ever and best of all is willing to talk with me. This has led to my feelings burning just as hot as back in the day.

Thing is, I still want my feelings for her to go away. I'm older and wiser than back then and know for sure this is going to go nowhere, not even the friend-zone. Making another move is just going to piss her off. I don't want to end up in May a total mess when she graduates and it hits me that she is totally-no-shit gone for good this time.

This really needs to stop (hence the throwaway's name). Luckily I was never one to pass up opportunities for her sake. How do move on with my love-life /r/RA? I'm trying techniques related to Cognitive-Behavioral Therapy in that I try to push her out of my mind when she pops (and boy does she ever) and emphasize to myself that there is no hope of anything starting there.

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<bot>: My 5 year crush got a bunch of brush and gasoline thrown on it and it is burning hot as it ever was thanks to her coming back into my life again. I want to end.