<human>: I met my boyfriend 1 year ago and moved in with him in November last year. I lived with my parents before that and had just gotten out of depression. My boyfriend had a steady work and I started to look for one too. I found a restaurant where I work a few hours a month when they're short on people, but that's not even close to good enough.
I was planning on studying this autumn, but since the school changed the required degrees in last minute, so did my plans on going there.
My boyfriend just quit his job to study and we currently live on my small pay (200$) and a loan (1300$).
I have a really hard time finding a job. I've been applying for about 3-5 every week and has either not gotten responses or a clear "no, we're not hiring right now" from the managers. 
Worth mentioning is that I easily get anxiety and have a hard time working with people, so I clearly don't belong helping elderly or handicapped where it could be a danger to them.
I feel lile I'm doing all I can to get a job, but my boyfriend is still always on my back nagging and telling me to "get over my anxiety" and "stop whining". (it sometimes feel psychically abusive)
I don't know what else to do. I tried to put together a portfolio (digital art) and hope that I get jobs with what I got there, but he just brushed it as "hobbies" and "for fun" since I have no higher education in the subject.
Help, reddit.. I don't want our relationship to end because I don't have a job. it is making us both really stressed out..
Any tips on jobs, relationship tips, CV, anything is appreciated, or is it clearly to no avail?

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<bot>: Im trying to get a job (with no results) and boyfriend is stressing me out (feels like he's psychically "abusing" me). Tips and help to get a job or should I just leave the relationship?