<human>: Alright normally I don't internet ask for help but I'm kinda stuck. To start with I recently tried to date another guy. I'm 22 he's 28 so not too bad there. Things were going great for 2 months, then I got broken up with. The reason was he doesn't think he likes being in a relationship with another guy. We were doing the long distance thing but it was always me driving 3 hours and 190 miles each way to see him every weekend which started on a Wednesday night normally.

Where it gets tricky is that because I allowed myself to be a doormat, I fudged up and lent him...a considerable amount of cash to finance things and it's in an agreement with payback method. Even though we're broken up things are still remaining the same which has me puzzled too. I want things to work out in the worst way and I normally don't let myself get this close to someone but that's why I figured every other relationship never worked out for me.

With everything that's gone on I don't want to lose the false sense of stability that I feel that I'm gaining from this, which I know is probably false but I'm going with it anyway. Also most of my friends have been unimpressed by him, and ironically he feels that my friends treat me poorly too. I'm baffled a little seeing as how he's never met any of my friends and I know a bunch of his. So help. I'd like to know if I have a shot of getting this back on track or if it's just a lost cause.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: I wanna get back together with my ex after 2 months of dating, I lent him money, and I'm hesitant to move on.