<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

I've spent the last two days in a little ball shaking and crying. This hurts very badly. I'm a senior in highschool, and we were dating for two years. I didn't expect it. I woke up one morning and asked her what was wrong, what was bothering her, she said she didn't know if she wanted to be with me. 

At first she wanted a break, but everything's sliding towards the final goodbye. She says she wants to be independent, and needs to learn how to make herself happy. I respect that, I've been giving her time to think about this, trying not to bother her. We had a few hour long phone calls, where I just poured out my heart and said every little cute thing I could think of. It gave me hope because she listened, because she didn't say it was final yet, she just kept on saying she didn't know. Over the last few weeks we had a bunch of stupid fights about jealousy, her relationship with her mom (mom's an addict, takes advantage of her) and our financial situations. However, recently we've been so cute and intimate with eachother, and she's convinced I was only being nice because I saw this coming, which I didn't. She's convinced if we get back together I'm going to hurt her again (emotionally, of course). I'm still hoping that she'll come back to me, but I don't think it's realistic. I'm broken guys. I haven't eaten or slept since it happened. I don't know what to do. This hurts so fucking bad.

It's so out of the ordinary. A few days ago we were making a gingerbread house and she couldn't stop telling me how much she loves me. I'm having trouble coming to terms with this.
<bot>: Girlfriend wants a break, is scared I'm going to hurt her emotionally. She wants to be independent and happy. I am a wreck.