<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

Hey all,

Sorry about being long winded here, there's a lot of stuff bouncing around in my head. 

Little backstory. I was recently dealing with depression. This has been happening for the last 3 months or so, but I finally hit a turning point in it this week. Unfortunately, it coincided with my partner deciding to break up with me due to the fact that she didn't feel that she could make me happy. And honestly, she couldn't. I was in such a bad place that I was taking my unhappiness and projecting it into our relationship, which eventually ruined it. The thing is that it wasn't her at all.

So now we're broken up, but still care about one another greatly. We talk all day and night for almost am hour about just anything and even hung out in a group of mutual friends yesterday, and it was great until I confessed that seeing her as happy as she was made me fall for her harder than ever (maybe it's a combination of that and the fact that we aren't together any longer and I was wanting to kiss her and be romantic with her all night). She responded to that with the claim that she can't go back to what we had, and I don't want to either. It wasn't a healthy dynamic. 

I want to sort of start anew with the knowledge that I'm in a much better place, depression wise, and share my happiness with her. But she is (understandably) not of the same belief and wants to keep it light between us. 

I'm sure that time will make it all better since it is all still so fresh (we broke up three days ago). But I just want to find a way to show her that I don't want the same thing, I want our level of communication and happiness that we've found right now (as friends), with the ability to be romantic and affectionate to her because I really love her (I even started a ring fund).

Does anyone have any advice?
<bot>: my depression caused a breakup between my partner and I and now (as friends), I'm falling in love with her again and want to try again.