<human>: /r/relationships! I hate myself for even thinking like this, it's inexcusable, I know. And probably very childish and insignificant in the grand scheme of things, but I need help.

My partner is almost a year younger than me, but has part time employment. He found it within a few weeks of looking, and here I am, 6 months later, still searching. I'm feeling so jealous and resentful, I hate myself for it. I want to be proud of him, and I am, deep down, but I can't help but feel resentful I'm not good enough and he is.

I've handed out so many CVs, applied at so many places, but months later, still no closer than I was. I'm starting to feel so down- I'm an adult and I have no work experience at all. How can I prove to my SO that I love and am happy for him, whilst feeling so bad about myself?

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: I'm an unemployed adult acting like a child and feeling resentful to my SO because he has the reassurance that he's good enough for the real world