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Me(19) and my now ex(22) had been together for 5 years, were engaged to be married, and even have a set of twin babies. We've fought occassionally but never an "this could be the end" style fights. Wednesday we got into a major fight and sort of broke up (i said we were over, he asked if I was sure and I said I don't know) and he left me a voicemail saying how were better off just friends and all of that usual shit. Today we went to the fair and had a lovely, cuddly, affectionate day that ended in sex. I asked him to please please please take me back again and he just farted and walked away and then later said "I'm not saying definately never again, just not right now."

How do I cope? What do I do? Do I try to get him back or do I just give up and be alone?
<bot>: long term fiancee and now ex and father of my kids is refusing to try to get back together and is basically being a royal ass.