<human>: So I've known this girl for the past five years and the two of us recently started going to college together. We've kept in contact frequently for the past month or so and we've grown a lot closer to each other than we've ever been. I'm incredibly comfortable sharing things with her that I've never shared with anyone else (including my parents) and I feel a level of comfort whenever I'm around her than I've never felt before. The problem is, she's had a boyfriend the past five years we've know each other and we're both well aware of that at this point.

Last weekend or so we were drinking together in my dorm and she spent the night with me. We didn't have sex but things got pretty frisky that night and we were extremely intimate. It was the sweetest relief for the loneliness I've experienced throughout my highschool life. Never had any long term relationships and never had anybody whom I could hold in my arms as easily as I could talk to them.

Here's where I need some advice, we've talked about that night and we've both agreed that we don't want anything to change between us, but that leaves me very unsatisfied. I have trouble keeping her out of my head when she's not around and when she is around there's a lingering uneasiness in the pit of my stomach that I worry will only grow worse over time. What can I do to stop lingering on her in the hopes that I can maintain the friendship we've built thus far?

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<bot>: I've got feelings for my taken best friend and I wana shift my attention to avoid hurting the both of us.