<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

I've been with my boyfriend for 2 1/2 months, and it's been quite an adjustment for me. It's my first relationship and before him I had many casual relationships, which I enjoyed. I have a very high sex drive; he doesn't - his work is pretty physically draining and he goes to the gym usually after so most of the time he is too tired. Also, a lot of the time I don't feel satisfied with the sex - to give him credit, he does try to please me sometimes and isn't selfish. But I have the urge to sleep around because I miss that 'lifestyle' and I'm not fully satisfied.

I don't go out with friends anymore because he is worried that I'll get hit on and I will talk to other guys. This frustrates me because I miss having a girls' night out. I used to work as a massage therapist, and he made me quit because he did not like the idea of me touching naked men even though it was a straight business, and as a result I'm poor as dirt.

Regardless of all this, I still love him - we have a good emotional connection and he treats me better than any guy I've met, which is why I haven't left him yet. I'm just unhappy with our less than stellar sex life and how paranoid he is about me going out and picking up - which, ironically, is what I really want to do but I know I can't while I'm with him. Sometimes I think I just want to sleep around while I'm young, and then I think if I left him to do that, I'd be making a mistake by letting him go. What to do? Thoughts?
<bot>: Love my BF but still have urges to sleep around cuz I miss it and am not totally satisfied w/ our sex life