<human>: Hi all. I've posted here a couple of times under different accounts that I've since lost the passwords to. To keep it brief, I can't bring myself to breakup with my GF, just picturing my life with out her is incredibly painful despite all the red flags and neon warning signs. Yeah, I know. Young love. Sue me.

My friends think I'm crazy. My family thinks I'm crazy. Fuck, I think I'm crazy. I just can't do it. I've been choked, slandered, controlled... Yet even know I find that I cannot break up with this woman. I find myself saying, if she cheats on me or hits (again) me, I'll leave. I find myself wishing and dreaming about those things, but realistically, I don't even know if I would be able to then either. I mean the physicality has happened once. It's been almost two years now, and I time after time my faith and patience is never rewarded. Time after time, but psychologically none of that seems to matter.

I'm not looking for, "just leave," or "go see a therapist." I'm looking for people who have been through similar ordeals, who can give me some kind of advice that will actually help.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: Can't seem to leave my girlfriend despite a shitty, shitty relationship. People who have been in something similar, what happened that finally got you to pull the trigger on the relationship?