<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

I recently got up to a healthy weight (overshooting it a bit, actually) after battling anorexia, bulimia and multiple hospitalizations for 2+ years. But ever since I achieved that, I've wanted to isolate myself from him because I feel disgusting. I've only been with him for about 10 months--not even close to when I was at my worst with the disease. When I'm with him I don't feel relaxed and I get hypersensitive about things that he says, which makes continuing our sexual relationship difficult, since half the time, I'm forcing my enthusiasm. I've never faked an orgasm before until recently. 
 
He says that he doesn't care--that he cares about me as a person and all that stupid shit--but not only do I not believe him, but last time I was with him he said that "he thought it was cute that I used to starve myself to please him". I don't know what to do or how to feel. I'm currently restricting again because it's the only thing that makes me feel better. Help?
<bot>: Recently recovered from anorexia. Don't want to see my boyfriend because I feel fat and disgusting. Recently he told me that he liked it when I starved myself. Currently restricting again.