<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

So here's the deal I am typing this all on my phone at work so bare with me.  So my fiance soon to be ex and I have been together for two years we have been through some hard times recently.  One night we were in a huge argument and I went out with a buddy who mentioned he was going to bring his friend and she is cool.  So I figure whatever just more drinking buddies. Anyways I think she's cute I text my buddy and let him know, fiance snoops through the phone finds the text its a huge thing.
Next thing I know about a month later I get a text from the chick (I gave her my number because of my profession she wanted to be a client) she wants to hang out and she admits she has a thing for me, I admit if I was single I would totally ask her out.  Anyways texting got flirty and we were both going to go as a group with friends to a club. Now I need told the fiancé because I know she would flip on top of that she was sick and couldn't go.  She went through my phone and found out again and we have been trying to reconcile since.  
I cut off all communication with the one girl until she text me again and asked how I was doing, (she knew what was going down with the fiance).  So I explained, texts got flirty again.  The kicker is I did this almost as a test to see if she would look through the phone again knowing she would. 
now I dont know what to do because im still madly in love with my fiance, and I feel myself snapping.

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<bot>: fiancé saw flirty text message flips out, I do it again knowing she would look through the phone. ruin life and go insane. What should I do?