<human>: A little bit about myself, I used to be a super introvert, and I opened up ever since, I only had 2 past relationships which lasted 2-3 years or more because I'm a guy who really looks towards the future and wants the relationship to last. After a few mishaps, I became closed up. Thing is, now that I'm with this new girl, I have sort of become this closet guy to her.
I have a reputation, and am quite known in where I live. She's a really open person, and thinks that because I seem super closed up and boxed up, plus my reputation, I don't want to ruin whatever "image" that I have. I don't give a fuck about my reputation when it comes down to this. I don't want to make things awkward between me and her and I really want to jump on her and you know, have a makeout session etc. But as much as I want to initiate it she will think it's really awkward of me to do so since I have left her this first impression.

Any advice on how u should go around this? I hate to not be able to take this relationship to a new level :(
Thanks!

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<bot>: Girlfriend wants to break the barrier between me and her but keeps sticking to her first impression that I'm a boxed up guy