<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

So I work at a company where lots of international students get their internships (like 30% of the company). Like 2 months ago I met this colleague and we started to hang out with each other. At first just to show her the city etc. 

Fast forward one months later.

After going out several times we started to like each other in an other way then just friends. But she never let me kiss her.  Yesterday she told be she didn't want to because we're colleagues and such and she found it awkward. I said I did understand here and that I respect her choice, however sometimes you just have to think: fuck it.

Unfortunately I found out today that if I would've said: F**k it we can try it, she would've tried it.
<bot>: Met a cute colleague, starting dating, found out she was scared because we were colleagues, didn't fight for it.