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I'm the first in my family to get into (or even try) to go to a University. My older sibling is in community college. I had originally been rejected to the university of my choice but appealed the decision after a week of being depressed because I felt I deserved to get in. They ultimately accepted me but throughout this process I failed to take into account the financial part of it. My family is middle class but not to the point where we can really pay for 2 kids in college without trouble. My college expenses have already sucked most of the money out of us and I can't stand to feel like a burden. I know usually things work out but I really don't see how I can pay for this. I'm not currently employed because I didn't want to cause any inconvenience to employers. I wanted to get my schedule first then base a work schedule around it. Besides the financial problems it's bringing, I also feel like I'm being forced to go because I'm the first one and I really don't see myself happy as a Pharmacist. All I really want to do is make art. Am I wrong for not wanting to go for these reasons or am I just exaggerating? I don't know how to tell them without them ending up pissed at me or ashamed.
<bot>: College is expensive. My family is not rich. Not inspired to follow career path. They're gonna be pissed at me if I drop out before I even start.