<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

I have been looking for a boyfriend on an off since a month after my last one broke up with me in April of 2005.  (For those who don't want to do the math, it's 6 and a half years.)  I can't find anyone.  

All I want to do is settle down and get married, and I can't even get a boyfriend in six and a half years.

My best friend and I have lived together since March 2009 (about 2.5 years).  For that entire time up until about 6 weeks ago, his boyfriend lived with us, too, but they broke up at the end of September (after 4 years together).

My best friend decided he didn't want a new boyfriend for a while and wasn't even going to date anyone until AT LEAST January.  However, literally dozens of men asked him out, and he started spending time with some of them with the caveat that he was NOT INTERESTED in dating.

Well, now here it is not even six weeks later, and I am home alone almost every night because he is always staying over at his new boyfriend's place.

It just kills me that the only thing I've wanted in life is to have someone I want to be with who wants to be with me and in six and a half fucking years I can't even get anyone willing to TRY THAT OUT with me, while my best friend who decidedly did not want anyone has people throwing themselves at him to the point that staying single for two months has proven impossible.

The reason I do not live alone is because I hate being alone and get too depressed.  But now with him gone almost every night out doing what I can only dream of, I am sitting home alone ANYWAY crying my eyes out every night.

It's unacceptable.  And I can't tell him that because he shouldn't have to stay single to keep me happy or because I'm incapable of getting any man who isn't a total shit.
<bot>: My best friend found love in a month when he was trying NOT to get involved with it while I've been unable to get a man for almost seven years.