<human>: This is a throwaway.

I [40F] am together with DH [35M] for 4 years. We have a baby boy [1M].

Last year DH had acute case of schizophrenia by RX side effect just before our son's delivery. I ended up with a c-section over a stress-induced hypertension and infections. The crazy parents-in-law were totally not helpful at that time. (MIL has Aspergers and FIL is alcoholic. I believe that psychosis runs in MIL's side of family.)  I had been a door mat for everyone to get DH back to the real world. It was the hardest time in my life but I made it for our son's sake. It took almost one year for him to be normal again.

Last month he went insane again. The trigger was a FB chat with someone he loved in the past. She said she has terminal cancer. So DH asked me if he can spend a week with her. I was disgusted. He risked my and son's life for his stupidity and he was asking me even more. He soon realized how stupid thing he had asked and withdrew it. But I was already so hurt and couldn't stop taunting him. By all stress, his schizophrenia has come back. it was not good environment for our son so I sent DH to In-law's (hoarder/cat) house against his will.

We both still love each other. But I lost my motivation to support his mental ill. He and parents-in-law totally ruined our son's first year and my joy of motherhood. I have no idea how to cope with my feelings.

I am an immigrant through this marriage and I don't have family nor close friends here in US. My family is in somewhere in Asia 10 hours fly away. So separation isn't easy for me. I have to take care of our baby so I can't run. Our son is American citizen and I am not (green card holder.) I am trapped.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: DH has schizophrenia. He needs my support but I am tired of being doormat. We have a baby and I am trapped.*