<human>: My first post so bare with me if it gets too long!

I met my boyfriend in college and we've been together for 3 years. He's staying a fifth year and I graduated this past summer and moved back home about 2 months ago. In college, we were pretty inseparable. We hung out almost everyday and I frequently slept over at his place. I think our relationship is unhealthy because we spent too much time together. Now that I'm back at home, I haven't really missed him much. We barely talk on the phone because I told him I wanted to be more independent/figure things out. We've seen each other only a few times over the holidays. I think being physically and emotionally apart from him has made me rethink our relationship.

This past year, we talked a lot about our future and marriage. I was very excited and actually even started planning it even though we're not even engaged. I've stopped thinking about marriage since I've been back because the thought of it now makes me scared shitless. The thing is, he's always talking about marriage and wanting to spend the rest of his life with me. I think he will propose to me after he graduates and finds a job next summer.

He's always been faithful, caring, and just the best boyfriend anyone can ask for. I love him but I don't think I'm IN love with him anymore. When we kiss and/or hug, I don't feel anything anymore. I feel terrible that I can't reciprocate my love back to him and he's beginning to notice and ask why I've changed so suddenly.

Should I stay in this relationship hoping that I will find that spark again? Or should we take a break from each other so I can figure out my life? I'm still figuring out my career goals (work and grad school paths).

Can you condense the text into a few key points?
<bot>: I'm rethinking my 3 year relationship with my SO after graduating college because trying to figure out my life and scared shitless of settling down/marriage. Stay together or break up?