<human>: I don't think it's healthy that just the sight of my dad makes me angry and my whole demeanor changes. I think I might actually hate him.

Deep down I know he's tried his best to be an ok dad, but he's made my life hell. He's an alcoholic with some anger management issues and half the time refuses to take his medication.

I wish I could have a less strained relationship, but I'm not able to move out and live on my own yet (I do go away for school which is my only escape). I'm also filled with so much self-hatred every time I say or do or think something that reminds me of how he would act because I don't want to be anything like him but I'm scared I can't help it.

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<bot>: deeply resent my dad, scared I'm becoming like him and don't know how to make the situation better for everyone...