<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

This last year has been rough on me. I had an health issue that got me very depressed and even lead to some physical pain. My boyfriend, to whom I can point no faults, was always there for me. Hearing every complaint, always comforting me in every way. He can be a little too rational sometimes, but his love for me makes his emotional side stand out as well. He has almost no faults / they're insignificant.

I feel incredibly guilty for having made him go through such petty fights with me throughout last year. I'd always do all the fighting on my own... and he always ended up being the one apologizing.
I was reminded of these fights recently because of reading throw old pages of my journal and old texts exchanged between the two of us, trying to understand what's going on now.

Our relationship has always been very intense. Despite the last paragraph, I mean it in a good way. I used to feel very passionate about him, and just the thought of us would make me smile.

This last month, it's like I stopped feeling that way. I realized that I no longer enjoy "making out sessions" with him, and I've been only trying hard to act the way I used to around him, but I'm not good at hiding stuff. I feel like I'm fooling myself and even this post is some ridiculous attempt of finding a miraculous way to solve my problems without taking some action and being honest. But once I'd tell d him about how I feel, there's no taking it back... And I know he would be so sad that it almost makes me cry. I can picture him alone, thinking "what did I do wrong?" ...

Please help me. Too little details, I know, but I'm afraid of revealing too much. I'm new to reddit and I don't know how easily can this be found by other users.
<bot>: Although my boyfriend has been amazing, I think I no longer have that feeling for him. I do not want to hurt him. And I hope our relationship doesn't have to end. Help me