<human>: I[M22] don't want to be alone anymore, because I have been alone for the last 14 months. Well, not alone per say, because I have friends, we go out and have fun, but having a girlfriend is something completely different. 

But at the same time I don't want to. I guess that I am just scared of that first date, because despite being in a 4 year relationship, I have never been on an actual first date. Seriously. 

So now I kinda don't know what to expect from that first date. I mean sure we get to know each other, but what do we actually talk about. Yes, there is FORD but that seems boring to me. Do I expect too much out of a conversation? What if we run out of things to say? I mean, I don't have a problem when I am out with my friend. I mention a nearby car and we talk for half an hour, but that kinda doesn't apply to women. 

And yes, I do have some girl in my mind that I would like to ask out. She is a friend of a friend, she knows that I exist because we have been at before mentioned friend's party and we have  run into each other a couple of times while running (she always says hello and smiles). But since we are running in opposite sites that is all. I don't have her as a friend on Facebook, yet, because I think that would just seem creepy.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: never been on first date, what to do now? I want to ask a girl out, I like her and she doesn't seem to not like me, so what to do reddit?