<human>: I have met a few of his friends and of course they're polite and nice. I'm the problem. I get so anxious meeting new people or that I don't know well. I'm dreading spending Christmas with my extended family, but at least they're used to me being socially inept and shy. 

I know his friends will think I am weird or rude. The ones who have met me probably already do. Last time I was with them, which was about 7 months ago, I sat there in silence the whole time and to make things worse they're all originally from a different country so were speaking in their native tongue which I don't understand, so I sat there pathetically holding back tears feeling useless. 

They can all speak English, just obviously there's nothing like speaking in your own language especially when with friends.

But my boyfriend really wants us to spend new years eve with them. I don't blame him for wanting to hang out with his friends, it's just last time I saw them he promised to speak English but obviously he didn't, and I know it's going to happen again. 

What should I do? Last year he invited me to his new years eve get together but then decided I wouldn't like it so uninvited me-- probably because he knew I wouldn't have anyone to talk to. So I feel so stressed because I made a point of him spending it with me this year but now I don't want to go. 

I mean just reading this I realize it's unfair of me to ask him to spend it with just me, so maybe the only option is to not go. But that makes me feel upset, so either way I will be sad. Yeah, so I guess I shouldn't be selfish, or put so much value in to just one night.. is this right? any advice much appreciated :)

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<bot>: My boyfriend wants us to spend new years eve with his friends, but I feel really anxious about hanging out with them as they probably won't like me.