<human>: Hi /r/relationships , I am 30/F, have been married to 29/M, for 3+ years, and before that, had been dating my husband for almost 3 years (we knew and understood each other well enough). Ever Since we started living together, i saw some dark sides of his behavior, we talked about it, and tried to work it out and vice versa. However, These episodes keep on coming back, like once a quarter kinds. This is changing me as a person and I don't appreciate this change in myself. They are making me negative and bitter. I don't match his definition of compatibility, so we decided to end this relationship. 

Now, I had left my job and moved to US with him on a dependent visa (since 2 years). I had used up all my savings on the wedding as at that time, my husband was a student and couldn't have afforded to share the costs. So, now I am broke, my marriage is over, I am still on a dependent visa here, and I don't want to go back home to my parents paying for me. 

My parents love my husband, I never discussed any of the negative things about him so they think of him like some godsend husband for their daughter. My mom has a heart condition, and she'll literally die if I tell her that I want a divorce. 

I have asked my husband to just pay me whatever my last salary was, for the number of months i've not been working. I thought that was fair. I don't want anything more than just what I lost because of a decision that we took. I don't want to play the blame game or even continue doing this for longer. So, i ask, what would you have done had you been in my shoes?

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<bot>: 6 year old relationship and marriage getting over, and I am broke completely (emotionally, and financially). What should I do?