<human>: I broke up with my girlfriend about a week ago after debating and debating on whether I am happy in the relationship or not. There was pressure from a couple of my siblings who thought that it wasn't a good match. I was in a negative frame of mind and was wondering if during my final year of college I wanted to experience new things and not be 'tied down' so to speak - I wanted new experiences. 

However, throughout the past week, I am realizing that there was a lot that I took for granted in the relationship, and although it wasn't perfect, as no relationship is, it was good. It was the frame of mind that was shitty, along with some times that I felt the need to 'explore' more.

Since splitting up I have done nothing but think of her and everything and have been flipflopping in my mind on what to do. I want to contact her so badly, but I know I can't. I want to console her, tell her I made a mistake, and go back, but I haven't done anything yet in order to not make a rash decision. What are your thoughts?

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: Broke up with my girlfriend for possibly the wrong reasons and debating getting back together after a short hiatus. I need opinions. Thanks.