<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

Long story short, I've had crippling anxiety and other mental health issues since I can remember. So many things irritated me as a child, I was paranoid and had strange thoughts, and could not attend school without consistently missing 15-20 days per year. I am better now, finally holding a good job, but I have no friends and the only "real" relationship I've ever had was long-distance. I've never really dated anyone in the normal sense.

Now that I'm 27, still at home, and single, I'm starting to feel like this is it. I will be moving in the next few months, but I am terrified of being around new people. I feel like I'm sinking, and can no longer partake in my laziest interests (video games, reading). 

I've been to several therapists, and taken medication. Medication made things worse (I tried many different things and I'm done abusing my body with chemicals), and I never stuck with therapy for longer than 3 months. 

What can I do to get my life started? I know I'm majorly depressed, but I'm not sure of the first step I need to take. I feel like a husk of a person.
<bot>: 27/f, still at home, history of mental illness, not sure where to start here. I want to know how to heal and possibly make some friends and have normal relationships.