<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I was molested when I was about 11 and I've never told a soul. At this point, I don't think I'll ever tell my parents about it because i don't want to have to go through all of the hurt and emotions that come along with it. I've had enough of that dealing with myself. But sometimes I do think about telling my boyfriend, but for all the wrong reasons and I hate myself for it. 
I know for a fact that what happened to me has led to anxiety and emotional problems, including not being able to let the small things go and letting certain issues bother me to no end. And my boyfriend can be very insensitive when it comes to this. I've told him time and time again that I don't ask for these issues. I don't want to cry about the small stuff and worry about things that shouldn't matter. I'm the one who is getting hurt, he's the one who's just annoyed by it. Because of this, I get the urge sometimes to tell him and I want him to feel bad. I know that sounds awful and I feel like an awful person and like my intentions are bad. 
I'm sure the logical solution might be to just tell him at a regular time when he's not annoyed with my emotions, but how do I go about this? It doesn't feel as simple as it maybe should be.
<bot>: I was molested and this has cause me to be overly emotional. By boyfriend has no idea and can be really insensitive.