<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

Myself? Things typically don't get to even a worrying stage for me, so when I'm at a level like this, I come to near-panic.

I've been doing my best to hunt for a decent sublet in a decent area for myself and my girlfriend to move into. I've found a killer apartment that seems quite literally perfect for us, and the apartment is still SOMEWHAT in the air which scares me. The move-in date is the 1st and there's no chance of staying with my parents or my girlfriend's parents as they all live 70 miles south. We're not about to quit our jobs. So now as the date is approaching frighteningly quickly, word from the person we're to be renting from is still "I'll let you know". I've been scrambling to find a sublet in the area that could accomodate us but with the current timeframe, the berries have been picked.

My fears of being uprooted from my beloved city is quite seriously eating my brain into sleeplessness and all I hear from my contact is "still waiting".

The only reason I really ceased the search for other places was because this one seemed like such a sure thing. Now? Such fatally heavy doubt.
<bot>: Shit sucks and it's my grave I've dug but the worry is causing crippling depression. Is that level of concern normal?