<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

I never showed you my anger. I wanted to be the cool, collected chill girlfriend. But for 9 months you gave my anxiety like I never felt before, and I would pretend it was from school or about my mom. It was really because you'd ignore me, because your untreated depression was eating at our relationship but you never addressed it. When I brought it up you said you'd try harder but very little changed. I think I just started getting used to it. I got used to the way you'd withdraw for days, to feeling like I was more in love than you were.  

We broke up at graduation because of distance so I thought we'd stay in touch. Not sure if you are just totally over me, bad at long distance communication, or trying to keep yourself from getting hurt. But I think of you every day, and I wish you didn't make me feel like an idiot for it. Not sure if I'm alone in this.
<bot>: My ex was emotionally unavailable but I miss him a lot. Don't know what to do, how to get over it.