<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

So I met her when I was 20 years old at university and we were very happy together a long time ago. She then moved back home, and we began a LDR for a short period and then I moved up to the nearest city, got a job and proceeded to see her once a week where she would never stay over mine but to return home.

She hasn't been honest with her parents, she always lies where she is going, and they are about 75 years old. I have never even met them in person as she is scared to tell them about me, as well as being a lesbian. 

She now proceeds to tell me she cannot simply do this anymore and doesn't want to. Roughly 4 months ago I was considering a break up because I felt daft, I felt that there was no passion and that she did not simply care for me as a girlfriend. 

Within that 4 months there was a spark, feelings exchanged - I felt hope that she saw a future for me.

As previously, I felt neglected from her;  She tells me she loves me but she also tells me that she doesn't want a commitment. I do feel like my sadness and that I have burdened her life has pushed her away.

In other views, I believe that it was because she never saw me as a partner for her future whereas I did see that in her.

I am not sure how to deal with it. Everyday I feel all anxious because of the way I am feeling. I cannot talk to her about it because she doesn't know what to say to me, which she tells me that.

Was it even worth the 5 years because I felt like I tried so hard for it to work on my part. I provided emotional support when she needed it - I felt that she wasn't able to be 100% committed since of her parents but I thought I would have been worth more for her to tell her family about it.
<bot>: Lesbian Relationship, Girlfriend doesn't want to commit and gives space but hurts. Not sure If I should cut her off