<human>: My boyfriend [21] and I [20 F] have been together for two years. He takes such good care of me and is just an amazing person. We're in a very committed relationship and have talked about getting married in a few years. However lately I have been worried about us. I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder when I was 12 and I am finally off all my medication. I feel a lot more stable as far as my mood swings go, but am still depressed and anxious. Lately my depression has taken the form of anhedonia, which is basically where I just don't feel anything. I feel monotone and like I'm incapable of actually caring about my friends or family. I know that I care about these people but I don't feel anything towards them. This is true for how I feel about my boyfriend as well. It's making me wonder if maybe I don't love him anymore. This leads to me getting super anxious about our relationship and then it's this vicious cycle. I know that I love him, or at least I used to, but I don't physically feel that lately. He makes me really happy and he's my best friend, but whenever I get anxious about everything I just want to leave him and run away because I feel trapped. I don't want to push him away only to realize later that my mental health was the problem, not our relationship. I would love to spend the rest of my life with him. We generally bring out the best in each other but lately things haven't been as easy. We get easily irritated with each other and we have small, stupid arguments somewhat frequently which is new to us. I feel like part of the reason I'm so impatient with him is because of my mood lately and also because I do annoying things because of my insecurities about our future. 

Has anyone else experienced anxiety, depression, anhedonia, etc. affecting your relationship? How do I deal with this?

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<bot>: Depression/Anxiety are making me have doubts in my otherwise healthy relationship. Scared I'm losing him, but I'm almost positive it's just anhedonia. How do I deal with this?