<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Heres a quick summary. I love my mom more than anything. But unfortunately, she has quite a few issues with regards to religion. SHe is a very devout muslim. I am more on the agnostic side of things, i wouldnt trade my muslim upbringing for anything, but i have experienced enough of life to make up my own mind. So for those of you who dont know, in Islam, dating is a BIG no no. It still happens, but its generally shamed to the highest degree. My mom doesn't know im agnostic, mainly because it would quite literally destroy her if she found out. I have dated non muslims in the past and have kept it from her. 

I recently decided to tell my mom about my current relationship with my current girlfriend of 3 months (non muslim). She basically lost it. I have never seen her so angry/sad/upset. Now she is becoming incredibly overbearing constantly texting me and calling me to keep tabs on where i am. Shes been saying she would never accept a non muslim into the family and she would disown me if that was the case. I have been trying to maintain the relationship but have been failling miserably.

 Im smart enough to know that marrying a muslim girl would make my mom incredibly happy,  but i want to get to know women on a deeper level and be in a relatinoship  before i marry them (once again, FORBIDDEn in islam). Also, no muslim girl would ever marry an agnostic (its strictly forbidden). I guess i just wanted advice on how to heal my relationship with my mom. Ive already done the basics such as talking her through everything, keeping in constant contact with her, showing her i love her, but everything has fallen flat since she knows im still dating this girl (who i really love). Can anyone who may have gone through something similar give me some advice?
<bot>: muslim mom has become overbearing and perpetually angry at me after finding out i have a non muslim girlfriend. Need advice on how to heal our relationship.