<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

So long story short, for a long time I've been incredibly un-productive. Like, I literally can't learn anything in school and I kind of scrape by by doing the minimum (I do have a 3.0, but I'm in Junior College). For a long time I've had this belief that nothing in the world works or is substantial and the more I read philosophy and learn about modern society the more I realize that nothing contributes to real growth (I've been through self-help programs and realize now that they're all just fluff for the most part and don't contribute to lasting changes) and have a really hard time focusing to do work. 

Recently this has come to a head; I was dating an amazing girl who I was very much in love with who left me because of my inability to believe in god, which was a big deal to her, and now beyond my typical issues with cynicism (that I've tried in vain to kick) I'm horribly depressed. Is there any way out of my situation? Has anyone on here dealt with similar issues?
<bot>: I've become disillusioned with the world, am ahedonic, and can't see myself ever working a job where I will need real skills to survive. Whats a guy to do?