<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

I'm typing this on my phone so please bare with any spelling issues. 

So the typical reddit motto is "don't stick your dick in crazy" however I can't seem to help it. I hate to describe someone as crazy but she uses that term to to describe herself and has some pretty glaring red flags. For one she does drugs (coke) and I'm about a year sober (thus the username). She has low self esteem. I met her at last call at a bar for example! She cried for a little bit that night then latched onto me and has been texting me like crazy. Lots of photos too. When I say "falling for" I am ushually kind of emotionally distant about sex. I am actually feeling feelings for this girl and it's scaring me.

I grew up in an abusive household and I wonder if this is just what feels comfortable for me? The chaos. I just feel like I have to fake being "normal" when I date girls who have their shit more together. I've been on the dating scene for like six months after a long relationship and haven't met anyone special. This girl has been on my mind a lot and she is also sending me a lot of texts that make it sound like she is equally interested. Oh and she has a kid as well, which is something that is kinda crazy for me. I've been really careful to avoid having children until I get a better job and find the right person so it's a little scary. What the hell do I do? Dump her even though I want her? Is this how girls who go for the "bad boy" feel? Ahhhh what's happening to me?!
<bot>: I'm sticking my Dick in crazy and actually like her. Can someone shake some sense into me or does the heart just want what it wants?