<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

For the last 4 years we have always been

 really happy together, sure a few blips

 here and there but only extremely rarely.

 Just to give some background info she is

 a uni student and I'm in full time work. I

 see her going out, having so much fun

 with great friends, many of who are of

 the opposite sex (I'm okay with this but it

 does get to me sometimes) whereas I

 work in a job that's basically given me

 depression (my gf doesn't seem to care

 that I've got it) and although I have work

 friends, I'm basically kind of lonely. We

 see each other on the weekends but

 recently she just doesn't make me as

 happy as she used to, in her eyes the

 relationship is going great. She's picked

 up in the last couple of weeks that I've

 been down but doesn't seem ask me how

 I'm feeling. I know this is a wall of text but

 I would just like some info on how I can

 stop feeling so resentful and jealous of

 how happy my girlfriend is at uni whilst

 I'm depressed after work most days.
<bot>: how can I get over the fact that my girlfriend is really really happy with life whilst it seems to be trying to kill me.