<human>: So since I was a young teen I have had a thing for wanting to be dominated by my SO. It ranges from mild to very extreme (I wont go into more detail here because this is not the place for it). I have never even mentioned the extreme stuff to anyone, yet it seems even when I mention the mellow stuff it sends women running. Am I just a freak? Or am I just finding the wrong women. I know there are a few out there, but should I just try and squash 24 years of desires instead of thinking I will find someone?

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<bot>: I have long wanted to have a dominant SO but everyone I find thinks it is nasty. Should I just try and squash my longterm desires instead?