<human>: I have never been in too many relationship because for a while I was unsure about what I wanted. In the past I have dabbled in dating but once I figured out what I wanted it has been impossible to find the right guy.

  I am looking to be in a taken in hand relationship. Google it if you want. Basically I want to be in a relationship that is male led and where the man makes most of the decisions. Where it's expected that I obey and have dinner on the table every night and take care of my guy. I want it to be expected and I want to be told what to do. I want someone to answer to.

  The problem is that I can't find anyone like that. Most guys these days don't care and aren't into dominating outside the bedroom. I have tried OkCupid and normal dating sites but I found nothing. Most guys talked a big game but nothing came if it, they just turned it into something sexual.

  Someone suggested FetLife and I tried that but that's not for me either... yes there are men on there willing to dominate but most that I found want me to be a naked slave with a collar, nipple torture and other bdsm stuff. Nothing wrong with any of that but that's not what I want. I just want to be in a normal male led relationship. I am honestly mostly vanilla but that's just because I have only had regular sex maybe? I am open minded but also old fashioned. A lot of people actually never guess that about me. It's something I am ashamed to talk about since everyone is so into equal rights and feminism. Even guys! It's just such s turn off.

  So should I just give up? Repress my relationship wants? Are there any other avenues I can explore? Should I just not even bother?

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<bot>: I want to be in a male-led/taken in hand relationship but I don't know where to find someone.