<human>: I'm a nineteen year old male with very few friends. Not a lot experience with women and have self esteem issues and social anxiety. Been friends with this one girl for a few years. I enjoy making her laugh and just being an all around silly guy with her to make our time together more interesting and memorable.

However, I feel she only notices this one facet of me. She never engages me with personal questions but always answers mine very thoroughly. I feel as if I have failed this relationship by trying to be way too comical and not sharing enough of myself and my experiences to establish rapport. I'am trying hard not to believe she is self-centered or thinks i'm straight up boring. could it even be considered a friendship?

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: 19 year  old male with 21 year old female friend. One sided  friendship where she is not engaging me with questions about myself. feeling like i offer nothing but cheap laughs and companionship.