<human>: Sorry for any faults I have, English is not my first language ):

I [F 19] met this person [M 25] on a blogging platform three years and a half ago because he sent me anonymous messages and i asked him to tell me who it was and so we started talking; realized we had a LOT of things in common and that i liked him, he liked me back. But that was the closest we got to having "something", which I TRULY REGRET because i have feelings and i still like him but i'm not sure if he likes me that way anymore, and i don't think we're both ready for a relationship (he for a relationship and me for a LDR). We talk almost everyday even when we are busy, send snail-mail, send pictures to each other, occasionally have skype calls, etc...
Anyway, i'm currently studying and working half time, saving money to visit him because that's the only thing that has been on my mind since i met him, and that thought has only gotten stronger when i told myself i should, just, let it pass, but i can't. The thing is that things for me are going "pretty well" with work and if they stay the same i'll have enough money to visit on late November (which it's awesome because i'll have turned 20 at that time) or early December. But I don't know if i should surprise him telling him i'm on the airport the day i arrive or talking my plans when i'm sure i can make it so he knows it. Not being able to hug him is making me pretty sad lately.

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<bot>: I met this guy online, we've been "friends" for a while, want to visit him, but don't know if i should surprise him or tell him in a few months.