<human>: Saturday was not a good night.  

Accidentally got over the top drunk at a neighborhood Christmas party.  Got into an argument with a relative of the hosts and was asked to leave the party.  In my defense, this guy is a historic a-hole and although I should have let it go, I got a little to fired up.  Definitely embarrassed myself in front of A LOT of people.  

Anyway my wife (married for 4 years, together for 13)  was obviously not happy, and we started arguing.  At home I started blabbing on about how I'm not happy with the way she treats me, I've been unhappy for a long time, I don't think this can work anymore, and started saying how  I want a divorce.  I have no recollection of saying this, and DO NOT want a divorce.  While I admit there are things that I am unhappy with in our relationship that need to be improved/adjusted on both our parts, they are minor. I think that everything was intensified  x1000 by my drunken buffoonery. 

Yesterday we discussed what happened and I made it clear that I do not want a divorce at all.  Luckily I was saying all kinds of stupid nonsensical shit on top of our relationship things, so I'm pretty sure she believes me.  I am terrified though that what I said may have permanent repercussions towards our relationship. 

 I've already decided to evaluate my relationship with alcohol, and the changes I need to make to my life in this aspect.  Hoping for some advice on what to say/do to ensure my wife I do not actually want a divorce.

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<bot>: I got stupid drunk and told my wife I wasn't happy and wanted a divorce, which is not at all true.