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Like the title says. Earlier today I was reading an email I got from the professional school I will be attending next year, and trying to figure out what documentation I need to send over to them... I started thinking about how next 4 years of my life might be and where I might end up after that, what I will be doing in my day to day job, if I will have my weekends off, if I will be able to start up a family/spend enough time with my family...

Then I found myself wishing that I could just leave all of this, just for a few years maybe, move out somewhere rural and farm. Or go around Europe/US working in different farms. I love farming, and growing my own food... but I just can't do that, because: I don't have the money to do that, my family has expectations, I have changed my mind so often through my career journey that if I change it again and do something radically different people are going to think that I'm going crazy... 

I know I could one day own a house with a backyard where I can plant my own trees.. But that will only happen if I can actually get a good job after graduating and make good money in an area suitable for such farming, and that is going to take over 10 years (realistically, if not longer)...

So Reddit, tell me, what are some of your dreams that you cannot follow through or have not been able to follow through due to a lack of resources (or for some other reason)?
<bot>: my dream is to have a little house and farm, but cannot do that due to many reasons (money, expectations, etc). What are some of your dreams that you can't follow through? and why?