<human>: Like the title says. things have been tense. He spent over 8k on this trip while telling me it was only a few thousand. I planned to pay him back but there's Absolutely no way I can afford to cover that amt. So now I feel like shit for not going (although I actually REALLY want to - he's just not letting me).

They're his tickets so it'd be irrational of me to feel entitled to go. But it does feel a bit like being given a gift and then having it snatched away, and then given to Satan.

He told me he wants to clear his head away from me. Our argument stemmed from my refusal to get my sprained ankle checked out (its about healed and it's been  month since the injury - I just couldn't afford the medical visit because:

A) I used most of my money on buying both our rings when I proposed.

B) My insurance sucks. 50 bucks copay, but the clinic he took me to didn't take mine. Also, my injury honestly seems fine - but mostly I was dumb blowing all my cash on the rings and am pretty goddamn broke.

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Anyway...

I asked if he wanted to break up. He said no.

He tends not to know what he wants.

I'm kind of on the verge of leaving, however. Because shortly before this, after almost 3 years of being engaged he was making no attempts at getting rings. So I went ahead and got em for the both of us (costed approx 28k together).

What do I do? I want to go. Do I be my usual straightforward self and tell him I want to go with him? Or is it like, his money, therefore his tickets?

What do, Reddit? What do.

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<bot>: Fiance going on a 2 1/2 week cruise to Alaska, Portland, and Seattle without me tomorrow morning after the stress of preparing.