<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

This is a repost just because I forgot to tag this the first time, sorry I'm new to this. 

So I only saw my most recent ex girlfriend for five months, but we go to the same school so it was very time/sexually intensive. I'm somewhat of a prude and I haven't been with many people so this was something entirely new to me.

We have so many mutual friends and we go to a small school in the midwest. She's extremely popular and known by everyone and many people out there and heavily involved in the most exclusive clubs on campus. So we dated for 5 months and I went all out on her. We traveled, I bought her gifts, and did so many random romantic things for her. She did not really give me back much but I figured she had a much higher status and was a much better person than I was so that was ok, I was the one who was supposed to be reaching. I dropped the L bomb, she didn't requite. We came back from spring break and she broke up with me because things felt different. I was under a lot of pressure and I was not able to be the totally fun, carefree person she had come to love so she ended it. Tt was really tough but I was ok with it in a way I still can't explain. Immediately (1 day) after we broke up she wanted to get back together, but not officially. She wanted an open or friends with benefits relationship. I tried it for two weeks and it was too much for me and so I ended it.

She was really pissed off and found someone new about two weeks later. He is also very heavily involved in our school and he lives in the building next to me and many of my best friends, even one of my roommates are really close with him. She ignores me now and I feel like a complete loser. I've even gone to a psyche crisis center from what all of this has caused me and started going to therapy. I feel like the excluded loser now and even though I know it's not true I feel that way. I need some help.
<bot>: Ex who treated me badly wanted to be FWB, I didn't want to. Is now seeing one of my friends