<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I've never been in a relationship, never kissed a girl. Somehow I managed to ask a girl to prom, we seemed to have a great time. I felt things that I had never felt before, emotions that just didn't exist because I do not socialize much with girls and am quiet. My stupid "goal" for the night was to get kissed, though it didn't happen because those unexpected emotions put me into barf-mode. On the drive home, to drop her off, I turned 18, and a flood of even more emotions hit. Never sworn, kissed, drank alcohol, been in a relationship, the list goes on. It was quite the pity party in my head and the drive was silent, mostly. Nothing happened.

Since that night, I haven't been able to sleep or eat or do homework. I can't stop thinking about everything that went on, those emotions, especially with her. There's a plate of rice in front of me but looking at it makes me sick. I want to say something to her to get her to talk to me, so I can listen this time. Tried texting, explaining things, but it was all my point of view and I didn't say what was really on my mind. And really, whats the hurt if after a month I won't see her again for probably a long time? I've lost 10 pounds and am running on three hours of sleep. What do I do?
<bot>: I took a girl to prom, I saw what it was like to live, and now I don't know what to do and am starving and sleep depriving myself over it.