<human>: My friend and I met on the Internet sometime in the summer of 2014. We've gotten along well for the most part (I consider her one of my best friends), and communicate primarily through text message. We live across the Atlantic from each other though, so communication gets tough at times. I started to develop feelings for my friend and she learnt of this. She doesn't feel the same, but thankfully nothing was lost. Or so I thought.

We normally talk every day and tell each other what's wrong, etc. We're rather close. But when things turn to shit, she's normally the one to get aggravated and I try to control the damage by not saying anything in return. This leads to me being accused of not responding.  I'll admit, I'm not perfect either. I've said stupid things before. Before today, the last time we'd talked was three days earlier. I said "Hey!" with no response.

We normally use Snapchat for texting as it's my friend's preferred app. I had to delete my Snapchat account today in response to being spammed. I let her know of this through a different way of messaging, but she didn't take too well to it. She was upset by this. "Kind of a dick move imo. How are we meant to talk now?" She later in the fight said I made her bad day worse and told me to go away. 

I'd like to believe I'm not at fault here, but I feel that's far from the truth. I feel like I've been walking on an eggshell these past few weeks. I'm to blame for some of the fights we've had here for sure. I'm just hoping that we're not too deep in this bloody awful mess of things and that things will get back to normal.

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<bot>: I've said and done some stupid things, including confessing my feelings for my friend. After a few fights, I'm afraid of what's left to salvage.