<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

My boyfriend [23M] and I [20F] have been together for a little more than a year now. We go to University together. I really love who he is as a human being, and that part never wavers. On a very abstract level, I feel that we connect on things that matter.

However, I've realized that I don't always see him in my future. On some days (I would say about 70% of the time), I see myself dreaming about my future with him, and fervently agreeing with him when he makes plans for us too. But recently, when he chose the city where we live now (and where my home is) as his first preference at a job interview, despite the fact that he hates the city, ONLY so that he could be with me, I got a little freaked out. I realized that on some days, I just see the relationship as a fun, college thing which I don't want to fruitition into marriage and so on. 

It's not just about seeing a future with him. On some days, I really love EVERYTHING about him. Even the normally annoying parts (like the fact that he doesn't shave for very long periods of time, or that sometimes he doesn't make effort at conversation), I find charming just because it's a part of him, and I love him. But on other days, I notice these things about him, and wonder, "Why am I with him? Do I deserve better?".

But I know that even in my periods of doubt, I love and respect him as a person. I just feel that my ability to feel *romantic* love fluctuates. This could also be a function of my own self esteem. Is feeling this way normal?
<bot>: My ability to feel romantic love for my boyfriend fluctuates, even though I always love him as a person. Is this normal?