<human>: First off let me clear up that I never ever lie to her. I tell her I love her because I love her. Period. I could write a book on how much she means to me, but that *could* be the problem. I love and care about her so much that I don't always speak my mind on things. For example:   * me: wanna hang out tonight?  
* her: of course!  
* me: great! I'm on my way  
* her: good! But just a warning, I'm really tired(or I have a lot of homework or I don't feel well ect.) so I might not be much fun  
* what I *want* to say: well screw that. I want to actually hang out with you and have conversations with you, not watch you sleep or do homework  
* what I actually say: No that's fine! I understand. Cant wait to see you!  
I do this because I want her to be happy because I care about her a lot. I know I can tell her anything but some of my thoughts and ideas would more than likely make her upset.  
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<bot>: me speaking my mind, her being not happy=me being not happy **or** me saying what makes her happy, me feeling like I'm not being honest with her=me not happy