<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

So r/Locksmith gave me some small help but reposted because I have no options left besides turning to internet strangers for help...

I am going into week 4 of my locksmith apprenticeship. I have been able to accomplish every task put infront of me with little to no problems.

Now to get into why I've been sent home twice. 

I am also tasked with keeping a logbook of what I do/learn everyday. I'm slowly grasping how to put my thoughts to paper. Improving but not up to par yet. I've semi figured out the format this man expects, almost recipe-ish with minimal wordcount (I was told more detail one day, so I laid out a 3 page A-Z of how to do what I learned. Got sent home for wasting everyones time with this long bullshit)

Two days after this incident, I kept it short, sweet, concise. Rekeyed 2 locks, impressioned another, and watched Jim do something with a high security key. This didnt lead to screaming or yelling, thats almost normal, this man went over level 9000 screaming about how I shouldn't be learning this (He instructed me to go see what Jim was doing at the time) asked what I even learned, I was far from correct, more grilling, then sent home. 

I understand now the difference of shit I need to focus on and what I shouldn't. Pretty clear after all this.

So now comes last Friday, I washed company vehicles... That's it. I am supposed to have a log book and all I have to put is "Washed cars". 

Now here's why I've had two mental breakdowns since Friday. Am I expected to have a recipe of steps on how to wash vehicles? Or will this fall under "Shit I shouldn't focus on"? 

I have been sat down, told how close I am to losing my job because of these factors and can't afford to fuck this.... I haven't slept more than 5 hours since Thursday, second day of getting sent home, and I just continue to stress the oncoming asscheweing which will lead to me losing my job as soon as I walk in the door...
<bot>: Incharge of trainee logbook, I am shit at it. On verge of being fired because of this simple thing. No other options besides turning to internet strangers...