<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

Hi everyone. My boyfriend and I (both 23M) have been together for 2.5 years.

However, in recent months I've been suffering from acute anxiety and depression and can't seem to get out of it.

Tbh, since moving down to London with him I've never really enjoyed a night out (although I did when I was at University), and many a night out has ended with me in a mood or depressed, or wanting to leave early. However, my boyfriend is ridiculously extroverted and I can tell my actions are bringing him down.

He's been recently trying to go out clubbing without me - first time he didn't tell me. He spent weeks saying he had no money for going out and then when I came back from a weekend at my grandads I found out he went out and had a great time (beauty of Snapchat!).

Yesterday my depression got quite low and we weren't speaking all day. When we did finally speak he said he was meeting a friend and asked whether I wanted to come. I said I'm not feeling up for it.

He then came back last night at 3-4am after clubbing all night......and, you guessed it, he had a great time.

I don't want to keep ruining his nights out, even though I don't exactly want to be stuck at home on a Saturday night again. Should I just give up on going out clubbing with him, and just tell him that he should do it on his own from now on (this is probably the depression saying this)?
<bot>: I seem to ruin my boyfriend's nights out by being depressed and moody, but he has a great time without me - should I just stop going out clubbing with him?