<human>: Hi friendly people of reddit, I've made this post because I have a problem and I don't know what I should do. And I hoped maybe you can help me..

The thing is this: I'm a 19 y/o boy who's been a very big fan of trees for several years, but only recently when I found out about vaporizers I started toking more and more to the point where I'm pretty much high every waking moment be it at a [3] or a [9].

But I'm also the lead singer (screamer actually) in a metalcore band. And if any of you are somewhat familiar with that music, it's pretty heavy and the lyrics are basically all 'angry, 'angry sad' and just have a more negative feel to it. But as I'm naturally a somewhat 'angry person', it was never a problem for me to write lyrics and perform my screams.

But since I started vaping I really don't feel angry or even annoyed at all anymore, and I also don't really like the metalcore or other angry music when I'm high. So I'm also unable to write decent lyrics and it's pretty unpleasant to have to go 'angry mode' when we need to perform.

So yeah, there in lies my problem..

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<bot>: I'm the lead singer of a metalcore band but I can't write lyrics when I'm high because I don't feel angry.