<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I (f22) have been seeing the guy (m32) I am currently with for about 7 or 8 months. Our sex life has been dying. We both realize it and we both want to revive it. Before it used to be this huge fireball of passion. We both agreed that it is the hottest and most intense sex we've both ever had in our lives. The thing about me is I struggle with.. acting out? What I mean is I am afraid to explore my own sexuality. I grew up in a Christian home. I have lived in a small village of 250+ people where a majority of the people believe couples need to be married to live together, so I pretty much grew up my entire life with this mind set that sex is this dirty thing and that it should only be shared between a man and his wife. I know it can be beautiful, erotic, fun, whatever. I don't share the same beliefs as the majority of the people in the village I grew up in. He loves watching porn. It's not something that would get in between us, it's not something he needs. I enjoy watching it too, but the lifestyle I grew up with makes it difficult for me to just totally let go. I want to explore, but I can't help but feel a little hesitant because of the lifestyle I grew up with and it's getting to be pretty frustrating (frustrated with myself). I guess what I'm trying to say is what do I do? How do I overcome this? What are some steps I can take?
<bot>: m32 and I (f22) trying to revive sex life, I am feeling hesitant about exploring although I really want to. Help!!