<human>: Where to start?

Well I guess I'll start off by saying that I just quit my current job, I have only been working there for 6 months, but it keeps up with a frustrating trend in my life. I am 25 years old and to be honest I'm sick and tiered of not being happy, productive and in general "not myself". 

When I was in high school I was diagnosed with having a Rapid Cycling Bi-polar Disorder (among other things which I'll touch on later). With it being Rapid Cycling I can go through several manic and depressive stages in one day as well as the broad monthly/annual cycles that all Bi-Polar individuals experience. 

Along with being Bi-Polar I have also been diagnosed with having Insomnia, ADD, Depression and Anxiety Disorders.  All that being said, after years of being on and off different medications (I am currently not on anything nor have I been in the past four years) I am fairly positive that I only have Bi-Polar and Anxiety disorders (whew, right?). 

When I was younger I was always happy go lucky, in my first few years of high school I was the guy that jumped around the cafeteria and mingled with every "click". I enjoyed people and I still do but I am starting to enjoy life less and less with each passing year.  The other day my mother and I were chatting and she asked me if I had more "good days than bad ones". That's when it hit me...I don't, not even close to 50/50. I would say that I enjoy 2 days out of 10. Last year maybe 3-4, and the year before that maybe 5 out of 10. Regardless it's getting worse with each passing year. 

That's all I can think of that might help you gain some insight into my life at the moment. If there is any other information that might help you help me PM me and I'll let you know.

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<bot>: My life is slowly getting worse with each passing year, mentally I'm starting to slip. Need some advice on how to move forward with my life while being bi-polar and having anxiety.