<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

Hi. First off I guess I should mention she is ... Or rather was, my first girlfriend, literally my first kiss and everything.

So me and my gf were going to take a break so she could have some personal space, was only going to be for 2 weeks, but a few days later she broke up with me.  She said that it doesn't necassrily mean it is permanent.

So now I am a little lost. At times I am okay and accept it, at others i miss her and want nothing more than to just see her at all.  Keep going from motivated to try and change and improve my situations in life and try to achieve some of my dreams to crying, especially when going to bed.

Should I hold onto any hope of us getting back together?  Some people have told me to just stop talking to her completely and I have no idea what to do.
<bot>: my gf of two years broke up with me who was my first everything and now I am on a roller coaster of emotions and have no idea what to do