<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

We have been together since we were seniors in high school. It was both of ours first serious relationship and we have had a lot of firsts together.

It seems like the past year and a half I haven't felt normal, and I don't even know what normal is supposed to feel like. I feel like everything I do is not good enough for her. Often times I feel like I can't tell her exactly what I am thinking because I think it will hurt her. I have told her this and she always reassures me that she can handle whatever it is. That always leads to a subsequent fight and makeup almost every single time.

She assigns chores for our apartment, and recently made a "rule". We have to take turns taking the dog out. I find myself taking the dog out almost all the time because she has some sort of excuse for not being able to do it. "Its too dark out", "I just got out of the shower", "I have to leave now". If I can't for some reason she gets angry with me. When I call her out for being hypocritical she gets more upset. It seems like such a stupid thing to argue about.

I feel like I have to ask to go visit a friend. I get angry with myself because I feel like I am asking a parent to go to a friends house. What am I in elementary school? While I am at said friend's houses she always seems "sad" and says she misses me and makes me feel guilty for leaving. I see my friends probably a few times a month. I try to show her that I am okay with anything she wants to do and I never act that way towards her. I let her do anything she wants.

I could go on with more examples but I believe you guys get it.

I upped the ante because I recently signed a lease a few months back. I feel like I know what I have to do but I am scared of her reaction, her family's reaction (whom I love dearly), and my own financial repercussions.
<bot>: Girlfriend and I have been together for 3 years and she makes me feel guilty and oppressed. We recently signed a lease for our apartment but I don't know how much more I can take.