<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

*takes deep breath* 
I moved to a new country over a year ago. New start new job all was going well. I met a girl a few months in and we hit it off. she asked me out and i happily agreed.
a few months in, she brings up marriage. i tell her i want it eventually but its wayy to early to even consider it. she agrees and regrets bringing it up.. blames her parents for the pressure. 
fast forward another 6 months. she brings it up again. I tell her im not ready for it and don't like thinking about it. I need to focus on my career and work first and everything else after. She agrees and regrets bringing it up again.
We hit our year mark and it gets me thinking. Shes a good girl. A really good girl. I love her but her parents are putting pressure on her to get married sooner rather than later.. Shes very family orientated. She also has friends that are 30+ and unmarried, she doesn't want to become that. We both come from very different backgrounds and cultures. She's Lebanese- Im Pakistani, and we both live in the Middle East. 
If i break up with her- im losing my best (and one of very few) friends in the new country. Im also losing the girl I love. She knows me inside and out. If i stay with her, im potentially putting off hurting her later because I don't know how likely it is that we last (given our diff cultures).  I've kept her from my parents because i'm not ready to have that conversation- her parents know.
Also- im not about that commitment life. I don't cheat and love one at a time-but I think it might be too soon for me to look at an engagement within the year and that's what she wants. I need to focus on my career. 
help pls?

*exhales
<bot>: we love each other but she wants me to commit to getting engaged eventually but im not ready for that yet. also times an issue for her.