<human>: Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?

My story is simple: I was overweight (5 foot 7, about 175 lbs) and through diet and exercise I dropped to 155 pounds. Then I kicked into motivated overdrive and dropped to 125 through extreme measures -- looking back, I'd say your classic case of anorexia (if there can even be a "classic case"). My lowest weight was about four months ago. My period has disappeared, my hormones are whacked, and I am, in general, probably not as healthy as I could be.

I have gained a lot back. I am probably about 140 pounds now. I don't know, because nothing seems more frightening than to weigh myself right now. Ideally, I'd like to be back to my low weight, but actually healthy rather than totally screwed up.

Before it is suggested, I am in therapy with a counselor at my school. The main issue now is that I cannot seem to go a week where I eat normally. I either eat nothing, or everything. I feel lighter, clearer-headed, and happier on an empty stomach. (Currently, I am attempting IF and it is a little easier because I eat and just fall asleep without having to think about it afterward.) I am so tried of feeling disappointed in myself and unattractive. 

I don't know the point in posting this. I am just looking for a friend to support me and talk to me about this. Maybe someone with some advice, or a similar story. I feel as if none of my friends can relate, and that it's an embarrassing story to try and wade through.
<bot>: My weight is a rollercoaster that I am still hoping will go down and stay down, I have disordered eating, and I need a friend :')