<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

I'm going to make this as short as I can.

Ever since my father died back in May, I tend to get in these mood swings where I feel very sad/frustrated and I just want to be alone for a while to recollect myself. But my fiance just won't leave me be for a few moments. He won't stop touching me and just won't leave me alone. I ask him to but he says he won't. 

So I begin to get angry and tend to move away from him. I don't know why but I cannot stand to be touched when a mood swing comes on. And he does it, non-stop. I cannot stand it and when I move away he follows me into a corner (living in a small apartment sucks). He'll try to comfort me but I don't want to be comforted. I just want to be left alone. I have to resort to swatting his hands away and forcing him to leave the room.

I understand he's worried but I'm a private person who needs some alone time to grieve. I feel like I am abusive when I force him to leave and feel even shittier than I already do, Reddit. How can I feel any better with this happening so often? 

I already communicated with him that sometimes I need to be left alone but I think he's thinks I'll kill myself when he does. Reddit, I miss my Father dearly but I would not put my mother through another funeral. She's already lost so much.

What can I do, Reddit? I just cannot think right now. My head is a huge mess and this feels like it's piling an even bigger mess on. Thank you for your help.
<bot>: Fiance won't leave me alone when I ask him to and I feel even shittier when I throw him out of the room. Help?