<human>: I've been interested in the same guy for ages. We haven't talked in a long time because I promised myself I wouldn't be the first one to initiate contact anymore, so I know that if we're talking it's because he genuinely wants to be in touch with me. Just found out he's probably seriously seeing someone, and this still destroys me. I've tried for the last year and then some to move on - even dated someone else for a few months - and it just didn't work.

Because I know the sort of advice people tend to give for these things, you should know that I already keep a journal, and there aren't really any other guys in my life or ways I can meet them at present to "distract" me so to speak (also tried online dating. Big fail).

I'm at my wit's end here. How on earth do I let go of this guy who is probably never going to reciprocate my feelings?

Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: can't move on from a guy I've been trying for ages to get over. Tried all the typical moving-on activities.