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I don't expect anyone to really read or respond to this.  I just wanted to write it out for me.

I have this undefined relationship with this girl (call her Sara) for about a year now.  We would see each other for a few days at a time every 6 weeks or so.  6 weeks back we were suppose to see each other but it required effort on her part and it didn't happen due to other things she had going on.  Thus we haven't seen each other in 12 weeks.

So a couple nights back Sara tries texting and then later calling me because she's very upset about something that happened at her job.  Long story short she may have just been fired.  Meanwhile, I am out with a girl (call her Missy) here who at times I have had a pretty serious relationship with in the past.

Anyways, as I tend to do when I with others, I "unplug" from the rest of the world, ignoring texts, calls, Reddit, and what not until I am free.

So it wasn't until the next morning that I saw Sara's text and heard her voicemail.  I felt like crap for not being there.  Then I think I made it much worse by confessing why I wasn't available by telling Sara that I was with Missy and that I have spent a lot of time with her in the last week.

Now I feel like I have truly hurt Sara and just overall feel like a jackass for hurting or possibly hurting this wonderful woman's feelings and emotions.

Not sure I am asking for advice or anything but if you read this far and have some or a question feel free to ask.
<bot>: Feel like a jackass for hurting an amazing woman, who I had/have a undefined L.D.R. with, feelings.