<human>: My boyfriend and I have been best friends for about a year and half, including the four months we've been together so far. We would mess around when we were best friends, but I wouldn't say my attraction to him was very strong. I started dating him in January because our personalities go so well together. However, I feel like kissing him is a chore, and touches and kisses that would normally turn me on, don't. I know that he is over the moon for me, and has even discussed me moving in some of my stuff when he finally gets a place. I'm afraid, though, if I break up with him, he's going to do something rash, because he has self-harmed before. His parents are psycho and refuse to get him any kind of help, and he can't afford the bill of a psychiatrist at the moment.

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<bot>: Boyfriend and I have been dating for 4 months, best friends before that, now I'm losing attraction and I'm afraid if I break up with him, that he will hurt himself.