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My ex and I of 5 years broke up 2 months ago. It was he who wanted the breakup, I didn't want it at all. Since the breakup, I've been working out, deleted and blocked him from all contacts and social media, and have been trying to focus on finding hobbies. 

Unfortunately, I don't have a whole lot of friends anymore, as most of them have moved away for new jobs or are away most of the time for school. I see them once in a while, but I certainly don't have the social group I once did.

I'm having such a hard time. Despite trying to focus on myself, work, and new hobbies, I still can hardly get out of bed some days. I cry all the time, I can't even make it through a day without crying. I just can't seem to move on. I even tried making an OkCupid profile to get back out there. I was never able to make it past chatting with guys before realizing that I wasn't ready to date at all, and deleted the account. 

I know the next step might be therapy, but that isn't feasible right now due to my finances. Another thing might be hobbies or classes that allow me to make new friends. These are both things that I'd love to do, but once again, my finances are limiting me. So I'm stuck with sticking to inexpensive hobbies, which I've noticed tend to me pretty solitary if you don't already have a group of people to do them with. 

I guess my question here is what do I do?? I feel like I've done everything I'm supposed to. I don't contact him, we don't talk, I have no knowledge of what is going on with him. He is in the distant past. I'm working out, trying to better myself, and trying to find new interests. But the pain is crippling. Some days I don't want to go on.
<bot>: I can't get over my ex. I've deleted, blocked, and hit the gym and it isn't working. Too broke for therapy. What do?