<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Something that's really been bothering me lately is my friendships. I have several friends that I've been close to over the years, and I've had lots of acquaintances. In my close friendships, I've been criticized for not being open with my feelings, and being closed off (I can easily put on a "happy face" regardless of how I really feel, but I unfortunately end up playing counselor to a lot of people because of this). Then, when life issues happened (job loss, sick family member), I decided I needed some support from these friends, and filled them in, and told them that I was going through a rough/dark time. When this happened, I was accused of being negative, crazy, and in need of drugs to stop being negative - this was super hurtful, as I felt like I was put in a bind. (Why aren't you telling us about your life? Why are you telling us so much about your life?) 

I've distanced myself significantly from the people who told me this (this happened a few years ago). Since then, I got through my rough patches, and am living a positive life. I'm extremely weary of people now, and I can't really say that I have any significantly close friendships, but overall I'm pretty content in my personal and professional life. After having a run in recently with a few of them (we were good friends for several years), they were like "wow, you seem so happy!" and I said "well, I am." I wanted to throw a drink in their faces. So it's only acceptable to talk to me if I "seem happy" ? Nice. 

I don't really have a question per se, I'm just irritated when stuff like this happens. I stayed closed off for a reason, and when I let my guard down, I was told I was crazy and negative. Pretty lame. Just venting and not really understanding people sometimes.
<bot>: Taking off your happy face with "close friends" backfired, and now I don't trust anyone to become good friends with again.