<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

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It won't let me make an update in /r/relationships since my replies in the thread got downvoted and not enough time has passed.

Basically I told her I was a virgin and she seemed surprised but said she was okay with it. She also said we could take it slow if I want. That's not really what I want, I just want to have a normal relationship but unfortunately because of my issues that doesn't seem likely.

So she's been staying over the last couple of nights and I enjoy hanging out with her, but still when anything physical happens I lock up. We usually cuddle until she falls asleep, at which point I have to excuse myself and go and hide in my garage and cry hysterically for 20 minutes because I'm a complete bitch and don't know how to deal with emotions.

She still hasn't seen me naked (shirtless and in boxer-briefs yes) but I really think that will be the dealbreaker. I'm sure she already knows I'm somewhat insecure even though I hide it well. I kind of want to bring up that I have a small dick but that just reeks of insecurity, still I'd rather avoid a situation like the last (and only) time I was naked in front of a woman. She can find a guy who has everything I have to offer but who isn't ugly and inexperienced and has a small dick so really I'm just waiting for her to realize she's only tolerating me. Still, part of me hopes I have enough going for me otherwise that she genuinely likes me but I'm not that great to make up for what I lack physically. She's more educated and more successful than me, and she's gorgeous to boot which is part of why this whole thing feels like a set up.
<bot>: I told her I was a virgin and she was okay with it but I still have a fuck load of other issues that I have no idea how to deal with.