<human>: So, my ex (27m) and I (30f) broke up 2 years ago because I knew I was a mess. After that, I was still a mess and acted out by getting wasted and making out with people in front of him - mostly to push him away because I hated myself and knew he still loved me. I have since gone to therapy and been able to figure out my feelings and grow as a person and get over my past that made me hate myself so. I have also realized that I still love him. I confessed my feelings - he said he still has feelings for me but I hurt him terribly. I never cheated on him when we were together and don't want to be with anyone else. Is there any way I can repair this and convince him to give it a second chance or did I fuck it up too much to be repaired?

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<bot>: Went out for a year, went down because I was a mess. Went to therapy and now am ready to be with him 2 years later. Is it possible?