<human>: original: 

I felt like writing an update because I felt like I kind of had to defend myself a little as there were comments assuming I was going to end up sleeping with my coach. That is just totally not true and would never happen – I'm not that dumb.  

I do admit, the responses to my post made me realize I was kind of "obsessed" with him. I think because I found starting college difficult I attached myself to him because he gave me attention and used him to help me get through it. It really is not in a romantic way at all (on my side anyway). I think anyone who is/was a college athlete understands the pressures and how you have to put athletics above most things, though I probably took it too far. I shouldn't have cancelled plans with my boyfriend to train and I understand why he broke up with me.

Since I first posted, I have tried to distance myself from my coach a little but of course he noticed straight away - it is difficult because we are in quite intense time of the season. I used the break up with my boyfriend as an excuse to explain why I was distant. I really have tried to keep our relationship more "professional" but it is hard because we do have to spend a lot of time together and he is super easy to talk to. 

I have done something that is potentially a bad idea but I have rebounded with a guy I already know from track.  I might sound a little pathetic but I do find being with a guy the only distraction I have from track. It's not serious but it does help keep my attention away from track and my coach because I feel myself wanting to spend time with him and train. I am trying to stop that but my dependence on him won't go away overnight. 

So basically, I realize I let the relationship with my coach go too far and I am trying to be less dependent on him. I'm probably not doing a very good job of it but I am trying and I'm not going to let it get between me and any future relationships.

Can you provide a brief overview of the text?
<bot>: Aware I let myself be too dependent on him and probably let our relationship go too far. I'm working on it.