<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I went out with this girl in college for around 2.5 years. Things were going well, we were both happy in the beginning. Things got shaky around the 6th month mark, and we've been on and off since I last texted her (about two weeks ago). 

I have vowed to never text her again - even if she texts me drunk. I think that's a fair deal to make to myself. 

She was always psycho. She would get involved if I tried getting with another girl on one of our many 'breaks', tell me all these things about wanting me, other guys, etc. and then end up deceiving me... It was a really toxic relationship. 

The sex was unreal. We were totally comfortable with each other and could tell each other anything - including what we wanted in bed. 

It was great honestly. But I always felt like she was up to something. She would tell me a guy isn't worth worrying about and then suck his dick the next weekend - shit like that.

There were times we really clicked - and I mean really clicked. We've had waiters and waitresses while being out to eat comment on the vibe we put out being together - it was safe to say we were in love. 

Since the breakup. She's really shown her true colors. She's pretty trashy - always getting blacked out, getting with guys, playing dumb games over snap chat stories - again, shit like that.

Bitches will be bitches. I'm the most frustrated because hear I am knowing I need to start getting with other girls, but it's like I'm in a weird funk and all I can think about is having sex, and sometimes being, with her.

Maybe it's because it's pretty fresh - who knows. Hopefully in a month or two she'll be "just another girl" to me and I won't give a fuck - doubt it though - we had shit that was special but fuck it she didn't deserve it.
<bot>: Can't get over my ex girlfriend. Sort of fresh breakup but always on the decline. What we had was special and the sex was great. Insecure about her getting with other guys. What to do?