<human>: Alright so this is rather weird for me but I have some issues I need to get off my chest and need help with. It's a bit of a story. So I lost my virginity at 18 to a woman I met online who basically took my everything and I reacted by just not wanting anything because I was confused, I end up regretting this later but she basically came on really hard to me and I was uncomfortable and could barely get hard. I ended up forgetting about it for awhile and moved on and met a really cute girl who happened to be autistic online but she had all the same likes who is the woman mentioned in the title, she told me she loved me and then told me she's moving, we only met once and it fucked me up, she just moved away and to help make myself feel better I broke off all contact with her.

Over the next few years I have random one night stands where I perform subpar and can barely get hard, note I'm a young male who masturbates frequently and seem to have trouble getting up except a few times. The ages of the women range from 25-33. Anyways I still masturbate a lot and believe if I ever find a woman( currently talking to one I'm into now) I won't be able to satisfy her and need some sort of help on what exactly my problem is and if there's a root to it

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<bot>: Girl came on super hard to me and took my everything. I get scared and leave, next girl says she loves me but moves away and doesn't want long distance. Can't perform sexually in future and might have a masturbation problem