<human>: So a quick back story. My girlfriend and I broke up almost two months ago after six years. The break up was mainly due to my issues with substance abuse, depression, lying, jealousy, insecurity. You name it and I was dealing with it. Anyways since the breakup we've been in contact frequently, lived together briefly, still have sex, profess our love for each other etc.. 
Since we've broken up I've been sober,started seeing a therapist and have basically done a 180. 
The issue is she has been pretty adamant about the fact that she can't date me anymore. I hurt her too much, there's no trust,she's worried about me relapsing etc. I still hold out hope and I believe there is a part if her that does as well she just doesn't want to be made to look a fool if I do slip up. I don't want to severe ties with her completely but there is a part of me that knows when she heals from our relationship theres a good chance she'll probably move on. How do I prepare myself for this reality without cutting her out right now? I feel like it could go on for months and we've even agreed to remain exclusive to each other until we go our separate ways.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: Girlfriend and I of six years have been broken up for 2 months but we both love each other and can't seem to move on I guess.