<human>: So here's the deal- I'm broke until this weekend, and I'm seeing my (24/f) boyfriend (28/m) of a couple months tonight. I was panicking about what to do about v-day since I don't have ANY cash to spare until pay day, and I'm low on groceries or general supplies. This wasn't too much of a concern, but he told me this morning that he has a surprise for me, so now I'm worried. I thought it might be cute and kind of romantic to make him a handmade Valentine (it's kind of a little book of a hypothetical v-day date and centers around the nice/romantic things I would say on such a date, where I would take him, etc.) and I mostly finished it... Only to start thinking maybe it's lame and stupid and I'm suddenly afraid to give it to him for fear of looking too child like. I'm going to make dinner and get him something, just likely on Sunday instead! I think it's just anxiety over giving good presents making me feel this way, but I need outside opinions! Help!

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<bot>: made boyfriend handmade valentine because I can't afford to get him anything right this second. Now I feel like it's dumb and childish and I'm afraid to give him to him. Reddit, cute idea or not?