<human>: im 34, financially I went from making 150-180k gross anum to maybe being able to hold on to a pizza delivery job. His mom has forced me no access to him and after getting an attorney, have some regularity now. He's 4 and this started 2 and a half years ago. She left after planning it for a year, its final as of about a year ago. My support payments were lowered so I don't face jail time, I live in a studio and just bought a $1000 car. In every part of being a great dad I have challenged myself to get over my fear of mistrust, to swallow my anger so I can maximize my time with him(3 hours a week) u too the next hearing in January. I don't have any network or family where I live and I live here to be close to my son.

I don't really know what I'm asking but this feels worse than death as I am reminded of what she did when my son calls me her new boyfriends name on accident or I pay a few thousand dollar legal bill because she is being difficult.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: I have a four year old who I've been dealing with his mothers legal grip on my relationship with him and need advice on dealing with her now that 3 years have passed.