<human>: My boyfriend and I have been together for three years.  I really love my boyfriend and we are generally very happy together.  

However, we are both in the same extremely small and specialized field and it's starting to really damage our relationship. Our field is extremely competitive and lately my boyfriend has had a lot more professional success than I have. He truly deserves his success, but our skills are quite comparable (though we have different and almost opposite strengths) and it's starting to become difficult to watch him receive opportunities while I have not been so lucky.  

I can't help but feel jealous and resentful. Because he is taking up opportunities that could have gone to me, it's honestly enough that it sometimes feels like being with him is preventing me from achieving my professional goals.  It makes me feel very bitter and resentful, and while I am happy for his success it is really creating a lot of distance between us. 

What am I supposed to do with these feelings?  It is starting to feel impossible to feel successful myself when he is encountering so much more success, and I am really starting to lose my confidence in both myself and in my professional abilities.  Unfortunately our profession is also quite cutthroat and many people do not last and switch fields later in life.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: My boyfriend is more successful than me and I feel jealous and like he is killing my dreams—how do I deal?