<human>: Yesterday I tried to write a post on [/relationships] but too long, wasn't in the mood and I don't know if I want relationship advice because it's over. So that's the reason I'm writing here.

We've been together for 2 years. Living together since January, and fight our asses off since we met. He's always jealous and worried about me, my clothes, my attitude. I'm kind of a "free person". I love him. Oh God, how much I loved him. But now I just like him a lot. I may love him, as a friend, but not as someone I want to spend the rest of my life together and have kids. And I am so sorry about that because I thought he was. 
Tonight we're going to talk about what we're going to do, but I know we can't be together anymore.

And my mom is sick. She has a bunch ( I mean it) of health problems, like fibromyalgia, glaucoma, titanium pins all over her back, neck and she found out a new problem. It's dysmenorrhea. And this thing gets loose from her to get stuck in other organs. She will have to go to surgery as soon as it will be possible.

And my sister. She has an autoimune disease that no doctor in our country has a single clue of what is and a lot of them were already disposed by them. Because of that, even being 21yo she acts like a 13yo girl. She cuts herself to relief the pain she feels in every single joint and articulation she has. She makes my mom do everything for her and has no idea of what is going on. We had a huge fight this saturday.

I'm waiting to receive the bonus we receive every year, but I'm pretty sure I'll be in a bad situation for a while.

All that said, my birthday party is this saturday, I may have no boyfriend by my side by then, and I don't know what to do, to be honest.

I really don't know... =/

Summarize the given text in a few sentences.
<bot>: Life is a mess and I can't even put priorities in my life. In fact I don't know if I want to and what I want to do.