<human>: Reddit, Saturday night I got very drunk at a wine festival (which was followed by a trip to the bar). I usually don't drink, so I think the alcohol affected me more than I thought it would. After I got home, I can't remember anything.

I was with my boyfriend the entire time (thank the flying spaghetti monster), save a few trips to the restroom. He says when I left, I was gone no more than a minute or two, but I was raped three years ago by someone who gave me the date-rape drug and even though I know my boyfriend is telling me the truth, I can't help but be terrified that someone tried to hurt me in the bathroom or something.

I have absolutely no pain or reason to fear this other than that I can't fully remember everything that happened; I remember most of what happened at the bar, I remember checking out my tab (at 10:30 PM). We arrived there at 9:00 PM. I also remember most of my conversations that night; it wasn't until we got home that I can't remember anything. I remember most of the cab ride. Evidently, my boyfriend and I had sex and I do not remember that (this was after we got home).

Logically, I know I was pretty lucid for the evening up until we got home, so if I was raped, I feel like I would've remembered. He also said I wasn't gone more than 2 minutes when I did go to the bathroom. I have no sign of rape or trauma. The bathroom was very close to people-traffic so I feel like nobody would've tried to do it anyways...All of my logic is telling me that I'm being ridiculous - Why am I so worried? What is wrong with me? I can't calm down.

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<bot>: Went out for a safe night of drinking with the boyfriend, blacked out after we got home, and now can't help but feeling like something bad happened to me at the bar...with no evidence.