<human>: How do I deal with this? I feel a heavy weight in my head and I am starting to resent my roommate. I promised to live alone for the month of May, then look for a roommate for June. Needless to say, he kept guilt tripping me about his shitty situation and I gave in to letting him move in 2-3 weeks early in May. I wanted to be a nice person and help, but that backfired and I wish I stuck to my promise. My mentality is getting wonky.

He complains alot and doesn't do much to contribute to the place. Doesn't contribute to taking care of the kitchen (sweeping, wiping counter), barely empties the trash, etc... It's extremely annoying that he complains about weight gain, yet he eats take out 90% of the time. Come on, dude. 

I feel really awful that I am holding this grudge... How can I deal with this?

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<bot>: Starting to despise my roommate for letting him move in due to a shitty situation of his, despite the fact I promised to live alone in May.