<human>: Alright so I've been sleeping with this guy since September, but I haven't seen him since the second week of February. I asked him a while ago if he had been seeing/sleeping with anyone else, he said no. I haven't slept with anyone else either until this past week. We all went out to a bar for a friends birthday and I made a move on my fuck friend/not even sure whats going on and he turned me down( I should probably mention that this is the second maybe third time he's done something like this). As most likely just about any other girl would feel, I was a little hurt. I can only take being shut down so many times right.... Anyways by the end of the night I was very very drunk and we all took the night bus home. I was kind of hoping he would come home with me but one of our friends ended up injuring himself and my "fuck friend" took him to the hospital. By that point I just wanted to go the fuck home and me and his friend were the last stop.We ended up walking to his place which was 5 minutes away from the bus stop. So we get to his room and I was blacking out at this point and he kinda just made a move on me and I let it escalate to the point of no return. I don't remember much, but I woke up the next morning not entirely sure what the hell happened. I'm not gonna say it was the alcohols fault, because I obviously could have stopped it if I really wanted to and now I'm hurting because I feel like a shitty person. I've been bottling up a lot of shit lately and my "fuck friend" is supposed to come over sometime this week so we can talk. I like him a lot, but I'm still not sure where we stand and if he has any sort of feelings towards me.

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<bot>: Got blackout drunk, made a bad decision, slept with my (maybe?) fuck buddy's friend and now I don't know if I should say something or not.