<human>: I guess I will just start off with a little background. My girlfriend of almost two years and I have been separated for about 2 mos. now. We haven't talked since and I've been sitting in a pool of guilt because of why we broke up. Basically, we broke up because I felt she would be happier (and she seems to be) without me. I guess I also had some selfish intentions of my own.

Now after a shit storm that I've created with the other people I love (family, friends, coaches) I got a wake up call and reality has set in. I am still in love with her and I miss her but I took her for granted. It wasn't the first time I've fucked up like this but not quite to this extent. I even have a hard time writing this because I don't even feel I deserve advice to earn her back... Especially after how I have spent the couple months away from her (Made out with a girl when I was drunk). I can't expect her to come running back to me after I tell her that. Maybe she is better without me.

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<bot>: I guess long story short, I know I can be the man she deserves now, but is it too late? Do I deserve another chance?