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I've been with my boyfriend for 4 years now.  I am still uncomfortable being sexual though.  We have not "had sex" (aka vaginal) yet still, but mostly bc we're waiting until we have the opportunity and the time is right, plus a part of me wants to wait until I'm married.   But we often "fool around."    We make out a lot and he fingers me and we engage in oral.   I wont lie, I like it as we're doing it, it does feel good.  But afterwards I always feel kind of dirty.  Like it was wrong and "bad" to do, and I kind of feel like a whore.

He knows I used to feel this way, but I dont know if he realizes I still do.

I also have anxiety problems, and I miss him more and feel worse after times when we've been sexual.

I'm not sure what to do about this.  I'm sure being sexual with my boyfriend of 4 years doesn't make me a whore, yet I still feel that way afterwards.  any suggestions?

We're 20 yrs of age btw.
<bot>: My boyfriend and I have bee together for 4 years and have been sexual numerous times, yet I still feel awkward and umcomfortable when it comes to being sexual.  What should I do?