<human>: Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?

F19 broke up with me after a 6 month relationship, I still love her and I don't want to let go of what we had or could have had. Since the breakup I choose not to speak to her not out of hatred but because I never wanted to get into a everyday friend relationship with her. If the opportunity is there I want to attempt to get back with her in the future. She's so special and I could never imagine without living a moment of my life without her. And I would do anything, and I mean anything to be with her. 

Will my choice of not speaking to her now help or hurt me in the future? What steps will I have to take now to make sure that things go well in the future that I should prepare for today??

I need help and I do not know what to do. Please Help!!
<bot>: I love this girl so much that I want to attempt to have a relationship in the future. What do I do now that will make getting back with her easier in the future?