<human>: My bf has a higher sex drive than I do, and expects me to initiate sex even when Im not feeling into it, or to have sex with him even though im not into it. He says I will eventually get horny if he just begins to have sex with me. 

 I have PCOS (polycystic ovary syndrome), my mood is affected everyday, i get depressed and very emotional. it also effects my sex drive. 

Problem is, if he initiates and I dont want to do it, he gets upset. He doesn't even try to make me horny sometimes. He expects me to act like I want it, even if I really dont. He doesnt want to put the effort in cos he feels like i am purposely not putting the effort in.

 If I get horny, and I then initiate, he gets upset and pushes me away. He blames me for still having condoms left over. He doesn't understand that I dont initiate a lot of the time because I dont have the drive to do it, but he does. 

Should I be the one to blame? How do I fix this?

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: BF blames me for lack of sex, pushes me away when I am horny, my sex drive is low due to PCOS. How to fix this?