<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

My first boyfriend just broke up with me last night/this morning. I don't know what to do with myself. I've only managed about 2-3 hours of sleep and can't go back because my mind keeps racing. I'm trying to come to terms with his decision and all I can think of is how all the plans we made are gone, all the times we said we love each other mean nothing, all the laughs we had and tender moments were wasted on each other in a relationship that was apparently doomed. I almost wish I'd never gotten myself into a relationship to begin with, but he was different from anyone I'd met before. I know I'm young, but I really feel like this was the real deal, and it was all just snatched away.
<bot>: Just got broken up with for the first time. How do I make my head stop spinning so I can try to begin moving on, or at least get some sleep?