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We have been married for 4 years now, dated for 3 years prior to marriage. Have 2 girls, almost 3 and almost 1. We both work in the medical field so our schedules have always been strange.

A couple months ago our relationship started getting bad. We didn't see each other a lot because of conflicting schedules. And when we did see each other our time was taken up by our daughters. This separations really drove a stake into our relationship. Our fights have gone from petty disagreements to all out war and our sexual life has gone to maybe once a month. 

All this combined put me in a depressed state and having no one to really turn to I started looking at porn for that release I needed but wasn't getting.(let me state here I know that was wrong and have no completely stopped that activity) at the time I thought it was harmless. On several occasions my wife found the links in my history and it ended in huge fights, me promising to stop and the like but I'd do it again. This went on for a little while until a huge if you don't stop I'm leaving you fight. I swore it off then and haven't gone back. 

Now here is the tricky part for me. I have been doing everything to make it up to her and get her to truly forgive me. Last week she took a new job that has her working Monday through Friday 8-4. I thought it would be great because we would see each other every night but instead she is extremely depressed  that I am spending all the time with the girls and not her. Now she wants to quit her job even though we can't afford it.

Now I know this recent depression/anger had all to do with our prior fighting and my porn problems. She doesn't see me as a fit father anymore I believe and I want to know how to make things better for us and our daughters.
<bot>: I had a porn problem after marriage issues, now wife doesn't trust/respect me as a father. How do I earn my respect back?