<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

For some background, I (F22) have had a terrible relationship with food since I started college and began to feed myself. I snack constantly, eat enormous meals (sometimes to the point of feeling sick), and even went in a few weeks ago to a college counselor asking if I had binge eating disorder.

I'm also really shitty at exercising. I've tried specific plans, rules for myself, apps like fitocracy and habitrpg. Nothing has worked. And I haven't really worked. It's the same old story of setting goals one week and by the next not following them. I have a workout buddy (my boyfriend), who I'm sometimes insecure asking for help/to work together because he pushes me harder than I want to go and has (rarely) criticized the methods by which I want to work out (good example, he prefers to run outside, while I much prefer the treadmill).

I know there have to be people out there who have had the same experience as me. I've read through the FAQs here, and plenty of fitness blogs and sites, and something is just not clicking. I don't feel motivated or capable of making the changes I want in my body.
<bot>: I'm a lazy fatass with off-and-on motivation to change. Please help me find the tools I need to lose it.