<human>: Ages: 22f, 25m
Dating for 3 years

 Why I think I'm pregnant: condom broke, am on birth control and take diligently. Was on antibiotics at same time, took plan b within 30 minutes but plan b and birth control effects are altered by monocyclines. I was supposed to start my period on Sunday, and it's never late by more than a few days. My boyfriend always "jokes" that he would leave me if I ever got pregnant. 

 I DON'T want a baby but am also worried about scarring myself if I have an abortion and am way too selfish for adoption. Leaning more towards abortion than keeping it BUT should I even tell my boyfriend or just get it without him knowing? Especially if he has already said he would have nothing to do with it. If I should tell him, how would I even bring thing up? I'm taking a test if I haven't gotten it by Sunday. 

   Please spare your "shouldn't have had sex if you weren't prepared for consequences" comments because I realize this already.

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<bot>: possible pregnancy and not sure if I should even let my boyfriend know or deal with this myself. Or what to say to him if I do tell him.