<human>: Okay reddit, I'll try to keep this concise. I've been dating my boyfriend Alan for almost a year. He has depression and is in a bad episode right now. I feel absolutely horrible and I don't know how to help him. I've been basically emotionally exhausted these past few weeks trying to support him and I feel so tired. I feel really guilty for being tired of it because I know it's much worse for him. We've been fighting more because he's a lot more thoughtless/insensitive recently and I'm hypersensitive right now. I don't blame him for any of this and I'm just trying to help him get through it.

Anyway, between all of that, last night I saw that he had injured himself. My stomach dropped and I physically winced. I don't know if he noticed. I have my own mental health issues, which has included self-harm since I was 13 years old. I think about it regularly as a way to cope with negative feelings. It is still very much something I struggle with. I just tend to not have long, obvious periods of depression like he does so I don't know how aware of my issues he is.

Anyway, the thought of having to see it again is nauseating. I realize how horrible and insensitive I sound, I can't even believe I would think something this selfish. I think it's a combination of the factors that I care about him so much and it kills me to see him hurting, and that it is a personally extremely upsetting thing to me. I promise I'm not normally so faint of heart, it's just this one thing that really gets to me. I hate talking about it, I hate hearing about it. Any time I see a picture of someone with scars, I freak out and feel deeply upset. 

What do I do? Do I ignore this particular issue and continue to help him seek help (I'm helping him find a therapist)? Do I confront him? Keep it to myself? If I have to see it again I don't know how I'll react. Am I being selfish and should just get over it?

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: BF has recently hurt himself, I have a long history of self-injury and it's probably the only thing that I find unbearable to deal with and I don't know what to do.