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Don't get me wrong.  I love my life. I have a good one.  And I love myself.  For the most part, things are good.  I have a great job, 2 dogs, a beautiful and wonderful girlfriend, lots of things, a big heart & a sharp mind, a great family, good friends and relatively good health.  

But man, I'm freaken TERRIFIED.  I'm scared of losing my loved ones.  I'm scared of dying myself.  I'm scared of some things *worse* than dying, like sickness or injury or prison or slavery.  OK, slavery's a stretch lol but it could happen, who knows? I have a very frequent feeling of dread and despair, even though life is good.  I used to be really depressed, but I've learned to live relatively happily... I just can't shake off this this feeling of looming, nebulus doom.  All the while, I'm pretty happy haha it's confusing.
<bot>: It's all so happy and so sad at the same time.  I don't know which one I should be.