<human>: I caught him a month ago and said I forgive him. I do forgive him but I'm having a lot of trouble getting the feeling of trust back. I've been in a relationship before where the partner cheated (also organised online) to make the trust go away so I know it's not good to stay in these situations but I told him I trust him and that everything was going to be okay the day I caught him. I'm the type of person who will say what people want to hear and put their feelings before my own.

He said he was using it to get off rather than actually meet guys (even thought his profiles said he wanted to meet) He has experimented in the past, I have no issue with that. I'm very open minded. He closed the various accounts but now I'm worried he's re joined under a different name. I didn't get a chance to look at sent messages before they were deleted.

I spend my days flooded with insecurities and it's taking it's toll on me. If he doesn't text me back or I can't get hold of him my mind goes crazy - I hate being the insecure person.

Do I tell him I'm having trouble trusting him? In my mind, wouldn't this make him even more secretive? Or hurt his feelings that I can't move past it? Do I deal with this in my own mind and not involve him to spare his feelings?

I love him so much that I'm scared to bring it up.

Can you condense the text into a few key points?
<bot>: I love him but the trust is gone. Do I tell him or try to work through it alone in the relationship?