<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

We broke up before christmas and I sorta knew the break up was coming but I wasn't ready to accept that. I honestly wanted to work things out. But he said he was done trying, which I could sense for a while now. I feel like I lost my best friend and I miss him a lot. He was the person that I would talk to about everything going on wither it was minor or major. One moment I find myself okay and happy almost and then the next I just feel like something is missing. He was my first really serious relationship and I loved him more then anything. I know that he loved me too and I want to think that he still does even if he doesn't want a relationship. I know it probably sounds pathetic but I just don't want to think that what we had wasn't important or special to him either. I never really thought about what our future held but I kinda always felt like we'd be each others life. 

I just really miss my best friend when it comes down to it. I miss talking to him, playing video games together, going to our favorite spots to eat, ect. I'm not use to being alone and to be quite honest I'm scared no one will ever love me again. 

I just wanted to vent a little.
<bot>: boyfriend broke up with me, feel like I lost my best friend and I'm scared no one will love me again.