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Hey Reddit, long time lurker but this is first post. I met this girl around a year ago and she quickly became my best friend, we bonded over everything from games to even talking about previous relationships and our friendship just developed from there. Now that time has passed she has a boyfriend (dating for 1month) and they are in that honeymoon phase and at first I was happy for her, but now I am starting to develop feelings for this person, I think I always had them, but the fear of losing her as a friend sort of made them easy to suppress I guess. I am not sure what to do, I am afraid that if I confess she will feel uncomfortable and we will start to drift apart, but at the same time I can't continue feeing this way. Because of this I have started becoming more and more depressed which has never happened to me before. I feel like I really want to tell her just not sure how. Hopefully you guys can give me the help I need, not sure what that is but something has to change.
<bot>: started falling for best friend but didn't act on it, now she has boyfriend and I realize how much I actually care about her and want to confess but scared we might drift apart if she doesn't feel same way. Help