<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

I'll try to make this short. This was my first relationship and pretty much my first everything, so obviously my expectations were skewed from the start. We just connected right away, and he took all my guards down and made me trust him almost immediately. He always stressed honesty, so we had an honest, healthy relationship. We never actually fought.

A month ago he dumped me out of nowhere. I thought everything was fine. We were teasing each other and joking the night before. The only thing I can think that's my fault is that maybe I was too clingy, but I tried really hard not to be. :( He was the only person I actually wanted to talk to every day, and I never wanted to do that with anybody before. I can't even fault him for anything since he did nothing wrong to me except not wanting me anymore. I just wasn't expecting it to hurt this much and I don't know what to do. 

I don't text him or stalk his online profiles (I did this in the first week, though). I'm doing a lot better than I was, but it's still there. I still think about him all the time. I just want him back, and I can't stop coming up with scenarios of us getting back together. Yeah, I know it's not going to happen, but I can't seem to help it. 

The worst thing is, I feel absolutely worthless now. He was the first person who ever wanted me for myself. The combination of him breaking up with me and nobody else ever wanting me just makes me loathe myself. I've always had normal issues with my appearance that were never a big deal, but I rarely picked apart my personality. Now I just can't stand myself. It's not like I feel like this all the time, but my self-esteem has definitely gone way down because of the break-up. Can anybody help me get through this?
<bot>: I got dumped a month ago and can't stop thinking about my ex. I also have a low self-esteem now.