<human>: Condense the text into a few key points

We have been together for over a year now. We have had our ups and downs like any normal healthy relationship would of had. Hes not overly cuddly and I am so it was mostly me driving this relationship forward, but I didn't care because I love him. Gone away, amazing sex life and everything. 

So last night after watching some random slash movie, we bunked down to go to sleep (like normal) then he asks if I had any concerns about our relationship. I said no. He then went on to say things like "You want commitment, thinking of the future and you are  older than me and i don't even know what I'm going to do tomorrow" "You deserve someone better than me" type things, and it really caught me off guard. I didn't know what to say or do. 

Many tears and a few hours later, he agreed to my deposition to make it work. I know, most people will roll their eyes, but I can't figure out social cues and things like that, so I don't know if he said that to shut me up or if he actually genuinely wants to try. 

What should I do? Am I being stupid?
<bot>: Boyfriend said we should call it quits because I am looking at the future and he isn't. Agreed after a while to try to make it work. What should I do?