<human>: This girl (26) and I (23) (dating six months) have an amazing connection, we can read each others emotions and thoughts in a freaky way. It feels spiritual. I'm a virgin. She is not. We have been dating for almost six months, keeping it pretty clean, and I want to "be together" but she has such a hard time with that concept--She has been hurt in the past mutiple times, betrayed.

We have a very special relationship, but at times she distances herself from me, and sometimes it's hard to even carry on conversations together despite our strong connection. Sometimes the spark feels so there, and other times it doesnt. When it is there, it is blissful and surreal. It's very painful when she starts to distance, and sometimes she even has a hard time with me touching her, which I find odd cause she is not a virgin.

She also suffers from PMDD, a condition where she becomes extremely depressed right before her period. No one can come near her and she has to work things out.

She always blames herself for things and feels like she isnt good enough. But she is, I always reassure her.

I love this girl but Im not sure if she will ever come around completely and embrace me. I believe her heart wants her to, but she is too scared. We havnt had sex yet, just fool around. There have been moments when we kiss where she said it was better than sex...and sometimes those feelings arent there.

Our connection is so surreal sometimes it's like we're the same person. Just last night I was looking at her and I felt like God was telling me she was going to be my wife. She has expressed similiar thoughts, that God sent me to her. Our relationship started when I shared God with her, and she became a believer. Lot's of crazy things have happened since.

I want things to work so bad because I know our relationship is special and has so much potential. we both can feel it...but her fears and insecurities are sometimes crippling and its hard to deal with.

What do I do?

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<bot>: She retracts and has issues with commitment despite our connection. Things spark, then fizz out cyclically. How do I handle it?