<human>: We dated for a little over 3 1/2 years. We lived together for almost 2 of that. When we broke up I just randomly ended it after a night of drinking because we weren't communicating about anything and we were planning some changes. I moved out a couple days later, he avoided me. We continued to talk and be FwB for a couple months after that. Then he got enraged. Didn't want to see me and didn't want to talk to me it hurt and it was completely out of the blue.

 When we broke up I changed my FB status to single and inquired ALOT of messages/txts from guys. I was overwhelmed so I asked a close guy friend of mine to "date". He was a rebound and a title to keep people away from me. It took a toll on my ex. I quickly stopped all contact with this guy because I clearly wasn't thinking at the time. I tried to talk to my ex, he refused. 

4 months of NC I started seeing a new guy. Perfect guy. We had a lot in common and he treated me like gold. I thought I moved on. One problem, I kept comparing him to my ex and talking about my ex all the time. I couldn't do it anymore because I wasn't 100% true to him so I broke it off. Now I'm here still hoping that one day we will get back together. He was my best friend and my other half. 

I've tried hobbies.
I've tried hanging out with new friends.
I've tried going out and dating other people.
Nothing seems to work.

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Broke it off with my long term boyfriend over stupid crap, I regret all of it. People make mistakes. Is it bad to hope we will ever be together again, I don't believe I'm over him.