<human>: I have been a heroin junky for some time before meeting the love of my life. However I have gotten off that and when we met i was on a low dose of suboxone (basically an opiate i cant get high on to help with withdrawals.) 
Anyway I have been off of the suboxone cold turkey for about 4 weeks
and it has been extremely hard on me, her and our relationship. So i basically haven't been the most attentive and passionate boyfreind lately because I have basically been extremely unwell for the past month. And even before the withdrawals the suboxone really crushed my sex-drive and made me feel emotionless after a while..However knowing i was going to be like this while withdrawing i'm still trying my absolute hardest to be there for my gf when she needs support, i'm just really sad that it seems I just cant be 100% all there..
And now she has had enough Because she said she wants to break up.. I really don't want to, i don't know what im expecting by posting this but it helped to type it out...

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<bot>: Love of my life wants to break up with my ugly junky self, makes sense. I don't want this to end..