<human>: I'm a girl at college. There's this boy I've met at college. He's brilliant, absolutely adorable, and the sweetest human being I've ever met. I mean, this kid will run himself ragged and put himself at risk to help random people. Rather than kill a bug indoors, he'll spend an hour trying to get it outside safely. He was brutally beaten and when he discovered that his attacked was poor and hungry, he limped his way to his porch to drop off food and what little money he had anonymously. He is such a little sweetheart. 

He's really underweight; extremely underweight. He's frail, fragile and weak. I like him a lot, but I have these destructive desires to hurt him. Of course I don't act on them, but they are there. He's so weak physically and such a pacifist that I know I could physically dominate him if I wanted to. I think he's really cute; he has big brown eyes and dark, longer straightened hair that covers his eyes. He's a little cutie, but it's that innocent, fragile look that makes me have these feelings. 

I care about this kid and he cares about me. He's been through so much in his life and I just want to nurture him, yet I have these desires. I have no intention of acting on these desires, but I have them anyway. Does anyone have any thoughts?

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<bot>: There's this really sweet kid I like and I have a desire to hurt him, though I won't act on it. I want ideas.