<human>: I 25 f live with my bf 28m. We are engaged but I am starting to realize that he is not the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. Our close-ness has been strained over the last few months because I don't know how to talk to him about it. Also, I am worried that he would kick me out (and honestly, as shitty as it sounds) I don't have anywhere else to go. I have been saving up for the past couple months and  in another 2-3 mos I will be able to have enough for a down payment on an apartment in case that does happen.

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<bot>: Strained relationship with bf because I don't want to be with him and dont know how to tell him. Any advice?