<human>: So I've had two really meaningful relationships. Both missing the 3 year mark by a few months. I'm in my early 20s, the first meaningful one was a high school relationship that ended when one of us went off to college. It really hurt, and it took a long time for me to be okay with everything, but it happened and I got through it.

This second serious relationship just ended a few weeks ago. It ended because my partner needed to spend some time on their own, sort out their life, and figure out if they really wanted to be with me, or if we were just together because everyone in their family loved me and that I seemed perfect for them.

In the past 7 years, I've only been single for about 6 months at a time, and I always feel like I hate it. I'm not one to go out and "meet people", the people I've dated I generally have been friends with first, I'm not one for random one-night stands or friends with benefits or anything, so it's not like being single opens me up to be free and do everything I've been repressing for the past three years.

I got out of college recently, I have a great job, I'm looking for houses/apartments, saving money as well, so everything is great on that end. I have hobbies that I tend to, and they keep me somewhat busy.

But there's something inherently programmed into me that makes me desire/need to be with someone to be completely happy with my life. I've always described myself as a romantic, but I'm wondering if there's something larger wrong here. Does anyone have any ideas? Has anyone else struggled with this?

Thank you for your time.

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<bot>: I absolutely hate being single, I love making someone I love happy, and that makes me happy. But my life is great, so why do I hate being single?