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So we had a serious talk. She genuinely feels I've been pushing her away and not opening up to her. Not sure what to do about that.

Brought up couples counselling and she completely rejected the idea. Like no-way-in-hell over-my-dead-body rejected the idea. She said I could get counselling if I thought it would help, but she would not go by herself or with me. :/

I asked her if that means she doesn't want our relationship anymore if she's not willing to even try or go for a consultation (I even looked up places to go) and she said she's not sure what she wants anymore and has been cold and distant for the past few days but today she seemed to warm up a bit, posting sillyness on my FB wall which she hasn't done for a little while, and texted that she missed + loved me while at work.

She broke down a little during our discussion and started crying. I consoled her. The conversation ended around there. We ended up watching a movie together and cuddling.

BC and lack of sex wasn't discussed. Still uncertain about how she feels. Its weird being engaged and in relationship-limbo at the same time. No make-up sex, so I'm not sure if we're even made-up or what is going on in her mind.

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<bot>: still not sure where my relationship is heading...still not sure if I'm an idiot for forgetting to talk about BC and her expectations for our sex life...