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I really don't know what's wrong with me. I'll start by saying that I am quite inexperienced with dating, in fact before I met my current partner, I had only dated one other person, which lasted for about three weeks, and...didn't end very well. I think that may have something to do with how I'm feeling now. He was very encouraging, always talking about the future, assured me this wasn't just a fling, but then decided he couldn't handle being in a relationship at all, and ended things with me *very* suddenly, over email. That was a hard lesson for me to learn.

Anyway, jump forward a few months to three and a half weeks ago. I met this wonderful guy, we went out for a date, and everything just clicked. We've seen each other every weekend since, and both email and text several times a day. I've met his friends, and we all seem to get along. He's told me on several occasions that he's very happy with how things are going, and is looking forward to continuing our relationship. We're open with each other and have great communication. Things certainly feel much more stable than they did with guy number 1.

So here's my problem. He has done absolutely nothing to make me feel insecure, or worried about our relationship. He's amazing, and even after I told him about my fears, he made a point of telling me that he wasn't going anywhere and that I had nothing to worry about. So why can't I just listen to him? Rational me hears what he says, and looks to the evidence, and knows that I need to stop freaking out. But irrational me can't help but read into *every little thing*, and convince myself that he's going to change his mind, he just doesn't realise it yet. 

I hate feeling like this. I'm an incredibly independent person. Normally, I don't need anyone to make me happy, but for some reason, if I go more than an hour or so without hearing from him I start to panic. I wish it would stop. I don't want to become one of those clingy girls who's constantly demanding reassurance.
<bot>: How do I stop worrying about what he may or may not be feeling, and just enjoy the beginning of our relationship?