<human>: **Break down:**  I've had a crush on this girl for the longest time. Total stunner, girl of my dreams type of girl, right? I've never really attempted tried to get to know her due to 2 huge obstacle, my own self-consciousness and a douchebag boyfriend. 

Well the two of them broke about about a month ago and my friend, who actually talks to her (I'd never told him about how I liked her), told me she had a huge crush on me and wanted to talk! [[talk about a confidence booster:)]] Trying to not lose my shit in excitement, im just like "really? hmmm... whats her number?" Cool guy, right? haha So we started texting and talking and all that jazz. 

Not much later I found out she was moving about 2000 miles away out of state in only a few months. Even though this sucked to hear, I wasn't so into her yet that this was devastating news or anything. Well we continued to talk and get closer, I kept joking in my head about the cliche "long distance never works, we might try to make it work hahaha whatever." I really didn't want to think about, I didn't take it seriously at all and just kept on developing this awesome relationship with her! 

Well as I got to know her better and like her more and more my thoughts slowly progressed from "We'll try long distance" to "Lets just enjoy our time together". I kept on teetering in between enjoying our time and cutting off all ties to minimize the pain of splitting. Lately my thoughts have become more desperate like "I dont want her to leave! maybe by some miracle her family wont move at all!"

I feel so helpless about the inevitable.. I think about the asshole, douchebag, loser guys shes going to meet there (aka normal guys that have what I want, her) and it drives me nuts.. I refuse to stop talking to her, because I want to so badly... is this selfish?

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: I guess there really isn't a point to this, I guess I just wanted someone to read my sob story :( I dont know what to do, advice?