<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

There was this international student at my college that I was "talking" to and we were hanging out alot. We went on a couple dates and she said she liked me but wanted to take it slow. She was an innocent girl so I didn't mind. However during the course of the relationship I acted needy and desperate, always needing affirmation that she liked me. Then she finally had a heart to heart and I felt completely satisfied and no longer needy for affirmation. However, one weekend she went to a party and a guy kissed her/ she kissed a guy (details were very vague as to what happened). At first I told her it didn't matter because she liked me and not him so she shouldn't feel guilty. But then I brought it back up and needed affirmation in which she said "I give up and you don't trust me so this is over". She texted a few days later and said she just wanted to be friends and there was nothing there anymore. I still haven't contacted her but I want to go back to the way it was before. I realize my mistakes and don't want to be needy anymore but I also really like her still and want her back. Is there a way I can talk to her without her getting annoyed and pushing her further away???
<bot>: I was needy in relationship, she ended it because of that. I want her bacj but don't want to seem desperate and have her be pushed away more