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I have always had trouble making friends. Any friends I make are not "good friends;" they're either friends only in the basic sense of the word, (i.e. someone to see a movie with, but not there for me when I need someone) or if they are there, it's usually abusive.

My best friend, whom I met my frosh year of college was an interesting relationship from the start. Long story short, I moved cities, left everything I ever knew, and she was the first person to talk to me. Later I found out she was hitting on me and it went over my head, but we became good friends regardless. She was the first friend I've ever had that was there for me, treated me with respect and cared for me. I believe she was my first "real" friend. 

She introduced me to my current boyfriend [M 24], who was the roommate of her boyfriend at the time. After she and her boyfriend split up, she stopped talking to me. We never hung out anymore, she stopped texting/calling and for lack of better words, just disappeared. When I asked her about this, she claimed she couldn't be around me, because my relationship with my boyfriend was too painful to be around. This was about 8 months ago.

I now have no friends, aside from my boyfriend, but relying on him for 100% of my social needs is understandably putting some strain on our relationship. Additionally, I miss having "girl friends" whom I can hang out with and do all that girly stuff with, you know? 

Basically, I'm looking for advice on how to make lasting friends, who are not abusive and are there for me. It should also be noted that I was raised in an emotionally abusive household and a former psychologist of mine linked the relationships I seek out and my parent's treatment of me.
<bot>: Grew up in emotionally abusive household, have no friends (and trouble making them), lack of alternative social outlet potentially harming relationship with boyfriend.