<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

Me: 30f, he: 32m, we: 9 years, married for 4.5 years, separated: 1.5 months.

I recently initiated the breakup/separation/divorce of a long term relationship and because I am very fortunate with my friends, family, and exciting new job, I sustained a feeling of invincibility since then. I had started to listen to my real feelings, embrace my creativity, learn new life skills, and gain independence.

Weekends are terrible for me. I usually do something fun with friends or family on one day and take care of necessary logistics with the ex the other (we have to sell this house, split up things, etc.). I pretty much need to continually occupy myself with something, whether it be   home upkeep or entertainment or projects, but when I have nothing to do it hits me hard. The vastness and quietness of the house gets to me, and when I browse my social media channels it seems like everyone else has exciting lives and don't feel as lonely as I do.

Does anyone have any suggestions? Is it unusual to call up a friend to talk and just say "I'm in a low spot right now", or is that obtrusive?

Is it wrong to continually find distractions for myself, or are the feelings I am experiencing necessary in order to move on?

Thanks, Reddit. It was even good just to type this out.
<bot>: Recently broken up, not used to being on my own. Feelings of loneliness are getting to me and not sure how to responsibly cope.