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I am sure many of you have had a similar problem or this is a common issue, but I would appreciate some insight.

A little over a month ago my girlfriend and I of almost a year broke up. Mainly reasons I blame myself since I worried a lot about the relationship at the time. Anyway it wasn't a bad break-up, we agreed to it and that was it. She wanted to remain friends after awhile which I agreed because she really wanted it at the time. 

I messaged her a couple days after we broke up asking how she was was and telling her I missed her. She responded by simply saying thanks for checking up but she did not want to talk for a bit so we could be friends after some time. However right now I want to message her and talk, but I am not even sure about what.

On one hand I feel like what I am looking for is complete closure because I don't think I got it when we broke-up. On the other is that I genuinely want to be back with her. I miss her and I am afraid that I missed my chance with the one person I would ever want to be with.

So my question is she I message her? I don't know if it is even a good idea like if she would respond negatively and think I am annoying for messaging again. But I think it may be worth the risk because what if I don't take the chance and miss an opportunity.
<bot>: Want to contact ex-girlfriend but un-sure if it is a good idea or if I should take the chance anyway.