<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Tonight I just made my ex-bf hate me. We have an on-off relationship and I swear I hate him at times. When we were dating there have been times when I regretted dating him and have seriously hated him. And I don't hate anyone really. He is the first person that I love and hate.

Well anyways, we just can't do it anymore and have broken up multiple times, only to get back together like nothing happened because we need each other. He is my comfort and I'm his support. And honestly what I have been telling him the past few months is to get a new girlfriend. I needed a reason to let him go because we just weren't good for each other. I always brought out the worst in him and he lowered my self-esteem. And I know this sounds bad but we really do love each other. I don't doubt that. 

But tonight I got my reason. I needed to get some of my work things from his house but he ignored me the WHOLE DAY for no reason (that I know of and will probably never know) so I got mad and wanted to return all the clothes he let me borrow because I didn't want anything of his around me. Well when I went to pass it off to him, HE FUCKING DROVE OFF. He knew that I wanted to give it to him but he didn't care. He didn't want to take it so he drove off. So in a fit of anger, I threw it on ground and told him to go get it. He said if he went to go get it, we'd be over forever. Which is what I wanted. I needed something drastic to get us away from our usual routine. So I said fine. And here we are. But I'm already regretting what I did and thinking about all the possible ways I could've done it differently. Did I do the right thing?
<bot>: Relationship that wasn't really working now done forever because I purposely made him hate me. Did I do the right thing?