<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

To start, I just want to make sure that everyone knows, if he never changes I am still more than happy to be with him for the rest of my life, so breaking it off is not an option.

He asked me to marry him in October of 2013. Naturally I have been super excited ever since. Neither of us are religious so we don't need a big to-do. The night of our engagement we were both so excited, we through out ideas and we were totally in sync. We both wanted an awesome weekend-long party with all of our friends and our closest family with a wedding in there somewhere. 

Since then he's been less than enthused. I would bring up some cool idea I thought of and he would just ignore me, literally his tactic is to just talk about something else entirely and not respond to my idea at all. 

I asked him about it and he said "I'm just not ready to be excited about it yet." I accepted that, but came to the conclusion that it wasn't fair that i had this awesome reminder on my finger that would simultaneously get me stoked and bummed at the same time, so I stopped wearing it every day.

He didn't notice, so I behaved immaturely (I regret this) and pointed out that my brother noticed I wasn't wearing it. My fiancee got very upset, I immediately was remorseful and told him I was so so sorry and honestly didn't think he'd care if I didn't wear it.

So now I'm wearing it again and all it does is remind me that I can't talk about anything I get excited about. What do I do? How do I handle this? I just don't get it! If he didn't want to marry me why propose? If he did, why not be stoked about it?!
<bot>: Boyfriend asked me to marry him. I'm stoked I say yes. He doesn't want to get excited about any of my ideas for the wedding. I don't get it.