<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

I feel like I am on a separate intellectual level from everyone I know, I'm always withholding information and dumbing myself down to associate better with my friends and family. People occasionally have bright ideas that I can enjoy humoring but whenever I come to a thought I feel like the people around me lack the level of intelligence or the desire to help me flesh it out so I cannot mature that thought further. I'm about to go in for my second term at a State school where no one I have met yet seems to be on a level of intelligence regarding the world around them that inspires me to look to them for interesting discussion. I am constantly combating myself on this subject because I don't like the idea of being cocky and over confident in oneself abilities but I haven't had a stimulating conversation with another human being in over a month and it's beginning to weigh heavily on my mind. I feel I have a lot to offer this world and my environment and the people I am around are preventing me from doing so. I am aware that this is not the only factor in inhibiting my success and that I have a lot of personal struggles to tackle, but I feel like this is a significant piece of the puzzle. All of my friends just play video games online and I do the same most of the time, we just talk about doing things all the time but whenever I try to push to turn a "What if..." into an actuality I'm met by the same laziness that I feel overtaking me.
<bot>: I feel smarter than everyone I know and I feel like I've been dumbing myself down for so long that I am actually starting to lose my intelligence and risking accomplishing nothing with my life.