<human>: Basically the title. I met her October 3rd and I've known about this since the very beginning. A few months ago I found condoms in her bag and confronted her about it and she tried assuring me that she had them in there from before we got together and forgot to take them out. I didn't believe her but she had never lied to me before so I just gave her the benefit of the doubt. I felt so hurt and heart broken but didn't bring it up really any time after. 

We agreed that hj's were the furthest she could go (for tips) but she confessed recently that she has done more than that (bj's) 6 times. I prefer her doing appointments while I'm there so most of the time that's the case, I'll actually be in the back room hiding or something. 

It was Thursday morning and she seemed really off and I kept asking her what was wrong and she broke down in tears and told me this guilt had been eating away at her. I felt like the wind got knocked out of me and have been so depressed since. I know this may sound crazy, but I've been waiting for someone like this for so long and I've finally found her. I can't even imagine breaking up with her.

So really I just need opinions. I know that the dynamics of our relationship may seem unworkable and very odd but it is what it is. Each relationship is different, and this is our. I ask that you please be respectful when sharing your opinions. Thank you.

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<bot>: Gf does body rubs/hand jobs for work. She crossed our agreed boundaries and now I feel completely betrayed and can't even imagine trusting her ever again.