<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

My boyfriend and I have been together for a year and a half. It was his first time ever with me and it ended up badly because the condom broke and we had to go to a doctor for a plan b. He was a bit scarred and wanted a few months off. I was understanding. In the year and few months since then, we've tried twice but it was awkward with him checking every few minutes if the condom was still intact. He's into the non-sex stuff but I don't enjoy it as much. In general, I have a pretty low libido. I love him and don't want to leave him, but i somehow just don't feel attracted to him anymore. I don't even like kissing him like I used to. I feel attracted to other people and find myself fantasizing about them. 

We've tried talking about it but I always get upset because although he claims he wants to do it too, he's never the one to initiate the topic or the fooling around so now I hate bringing it up. How do I fix this?
<bot>: sex life got to a bad start, now in a sexless relationship. still love him and want to figure out how to be attracted to him again and do it!