<human>: Where to begin.. 

For starters,  we started dating on bad terms,  she was my best friends ex,  I won't go into too much detail because there was a lot of confusion. 

But here we are,  about 2 years after the fact and I'm in a bad area of my life.  I don't really have any friends,  and by that I mean I have 0 friends.  I'm over it,  I'm used to it. She is all I have and we live together.  We have good times and I enjoy her company..However,  I don't feel attracted to her,  sure she has a nice body but other than that..  idk.   I don't feel it.  I'm still not completely over my traumatizing break up with my ex that happened in 2012, and I'm trying to get my life together.  I want to end it,  but I feel if I do I couldn't handle being alone every day and night.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: Been with her a while,  don't have anyone else,  can't take being alone but I'm not attracted to her anymore.