<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Jenna and I have been together for three great years. I've thought about marriage a lot while I've been with her, but ultimately I thought it would be best to wait for us to be really set in life. Good jobs, a house, etc. I wanted to enter marriage with a secure life. 

...and call me old-fashioned, but I wanted to be the one to propose. I just think there are some things that can change and all but I wanted that to be me. 

Well a few nights ago at a restaurant we love and have gone to often, Jenna proposed. I was very taken aback and speechless and kind of disappointed, but put on a strong face. She did it quietly but still people caught on and there were some whispers and giggles. 

When we were done with the meal, she asked me what was wrong and I told her that I'd said I wanted to be the one who proposed. She said that she knew that, but what was the harm in her doing it if we both know that's where this is going anyway?

I told her that I didn't think we were quite there and ready to get married yet, which is why I'd wanted to wait. She said that she didn't want to wait around for me to warm up to the idea, so she'd gone ahead. She said she'd even bought herself an engagement ring so I didn't have to deal with that aspect. She showed it to me and it's one we'd both picked out before, so that was fine.

But I feel like she's forced my hand here, and I don't know about our future together anymore.
<bot>: GF proposed before I could, despite knowing I wanted to do it. I suddenly don't know about the future of our relationship, because it feels like she took the control out of my hands.