<human>: I dated my ex for a little more than 9 months. eventually we had some awkward situations and we broke up. I eventually fell into a slight depression that I got out of about a month ago. its now 4 months after we broke up and she messaged me for the first time since we broke up. Within that conversation I remembered why I loved her. She was the nicest person, she let me talk and she was there for me. She was the exact person I fell for the first time...  I don't want to get back with her because I have a bad feeling that something will go wrong and I will get depressed again, but at the same time, I really want that person back. She made me so happy, while we together.

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<bot>: we broke up, i got derpressed, she texted me, i want her back but i dont wanna get depressed again. Halp