<human>: To keep it short- we have tons in common, get along great, have fun together, live together, etc. but I can't get past this.

I started losing interest in sex gradually after we had been dating for about 6 months, which I thought was normal because our honeymoon phase was ending. After about 9 months, I gained about 20 lbs and I thought my lack of interest in sex was because I felt so un-sexy. I got off of birth control in case that was causing it (had been on it since age 16) and I lost the weight (now I feel sexy again) but I just couldn't get the physical attraction back. Then, more recently, I thought it was because I didnt feel as close to him, we weren't being romantic, and I had some issues with him being irresponsible, which was a turn off, but those issues have all been addressed and resolved and we basically have the perfect relationship but I still can't get turned on by him.

He is still crazy about me and I know I turn him on. The problem is, it's gotten to the point where I almost want to push him away when we kiss/have sex. It doesn't feel right, but I want so desperately to get it back. For the first six months we were dating we couldn't keep our hands off of each other and had a great sex life but that has gradually dwindled to close to nothing.

I am not on any medication, I'm healthy and I exercise and eat right, and I still want sex/masturbate, and I have recently noticed my eyes wandering and other people turning me on (I feel terrible about this and would never act on it) but I just can't find that attraction to him anymore.

Everything else in our relationship is perfect and I love this man with all of my being. I'm just not attracted to him sexually, despite how much I want to.

Can you provide a brief overview of the text?
<bot>: Perfect relationship, but I have almost completely lost sexual attraction. I want to know how to get it back, or is this the end of the road for us?