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My fuck up happened last night, but first a little backstory. So being the cowardly anxious unattractive guy that I am I've never really put effort it to sex life or getting a girlfriend. Turned 25 about six months ago and said this year I turn my life around start loosing weight and decide I'm going to finally make a "move" on my crush (a solid 8 to my 5) I kind of see couple times a year. She lives in a city about 150km south of mine and over the last couple months Ive been down a couple times to see her; first time down she does a tour of her house doesn't show her bed room "too messy", next time couple were people were over for her birthday and I end up crashing on the couch. 
Then last night came down to see the Avengers and after play LOTR Movie Trivial Pursuit (both our favourite movies, so naturally we killed it) game ends and she asks if Im going to stay I agree since its 1am go upstairs and she says "you can stay in the guest bedroom or sleep in my bed," I use every ounce of confidence I had to actually get into her bed. But then didn't make any move further than that. Proving you can lead a horse to water but you can't make it drink.
<bot>: finally get invited into crushes bed used all courage to agree to that none left to actually make a move once there.