<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

My boyfriend and I have been great friends for over 3 years. About 2 years ago, he and I began going on little dates and made it official a month later. 
Our relationship was great. We made each other extremely happy. Not only did we compliment each other's personality and were the best of friends, we genuinely loved each other, despite what others thought because of our ages.
Lately, we had been arguing more often, most of them on the subject of not being able to spend enough time with each other even though we are both on school breaks. I thought we would be able to make it through this, but it turned out he thought it was better that we weren't in a relationship at all.

Today  would have been our 19 months. He broke the news to me the day before that he wanted us to be apart. It not only tore me apart, but it tore him apart. We promised to always be best friends and that we never regretted our relationship and any of the moments that we shared with each other. 

I understand that this relationship is just a commitment that neither of us can commit to once September comes along and we both begin our schooling. This is both our first relationships, first love, and first break-up. I'm not sure where to begin the healing process and I know I am doing a horrible job by not eating, sleeping and spending hours crying and hoping he will take me back.

So Reddit, I'm not sure where to go from here. I don't know how I feel about him at this point. I'm angry, upset, sad, and I miss and love him more than ever.
<bot>: Dated and broke up with me the day before our 19 months. I still love him, he still loves me. Where do I go from here?