<human>: About 7 months ago my fiance kicked me out of the house and broke our engagement (long story, mostly my fault). I moved out of state and have basically started a new life. Recently we have been speaking, saw each other, and both admitted that we still have very strong feelings for one another. She put the idea of us potentially getting back together on the table and we have had several serious conversations about it.

She has been the love of my life and we know one another so well that every day is painful without her. However, my strongest life dream has always been to join the Peace Corps and I have been researching MA programs that incorporate service with the degree. I would hate losing her for good by going abroad but would equally hate the idea of giving up my dream (or at least putting it on hold), especially if it doesn't work out.  

I'm at a complete loss.

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<bot>: Ex and I have been seriously talking about getting back together but if we did, I would have have to put my dream of serving in the Peace Corps on hold. What should I do?