<human>: Hello Reddit,

Little backstory. I have been with my fiancé for 6+ years and engaged for 5 months now. First year to year and half we couldn't keep our hands off each other. But then we started to decrease a little bit but this makes since the relationship was past honeymoon faze. At about the 2.5 year mark she wanted a break. This was a huge hit to me but we eventually worked through it and now engaged. Over the years it's seeming we have less and less of a physical relationship. We now live together for about a year and half now.

Current. Recently it has turned into more and more that anytime I try to initiate anything physical I almost always get a excuse. Sometimes she will initiate but this is almost like the only time we have a physical relationship. Granted this good "physical time" and I enjoy it but it's like the only time this happens. There have been a few times where I have been able to initiate but it's very rare now. Also the hardest part is I am easily turned on and she knows this. She knows my buttons and she presses them a lot to give mixed signals. When she does this I think she is saying go but when I go for it I misread. 

I find myself masterbating more recently to just feel some physicality. I want to talk to her about this but I don't want to sound like I only love her for her body. I truly love this girl and I'm excited to spend the rest of my life with her. I just want to not keep feeling that I'm not sexy or physically arrousing. How can I talk to her about this?

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<bot>: Feeling like I have a dead bedroom and it is starting to make me not feel attractive. Don't want to sound like I am only in relationship for her body.