<human>: First off, let me say I know it's shitty that I was snooping.  She's been so distant lately and I wanted to get some insight into why.  Ordinarily I wouldn't but I guess she forgot to put it away and left it out on our bed instead of inside her nightstand.  

We've been together for 2 years and have lived together for just under a year.  Essentially, she wrote that she loves me, we have good sex, and I'm an excellent boyfriend, but she madly wants to fuck other guys.  To the point where she doesn't know whether she wants to be in a relationship or not.  She mentions specific guys in it, guys I know.  Guys who I know that flirt with her and I've accused her of flirting back with.  She's always said I was wrong and have nothing to worry about though.  

I don't know how to take this.  It says she hasn't acted on these urges yet but has gotten "close".  So that's good, I guess.  

I love her tons, to the point where I thought there was a good chance we would be in it for the long haul.  This just knocks me back.  I love this girl, and I want to work through this if she's willing.  At the same time, every time she's out and I'm not with her, I'm gonna worry.  I don't want to deal with that all the time, and I feel like I need somebody who would have more respect and loyalty.  

I need your advice.  Should I bring this up to her?  How should I do that?  I know it's not fair that I read it.  Would I be making a mistake even staying with her?  These two years have been great and I never expected her to feel this way.  Any advice is much appreciated.  Thanks.

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<bot>: Been in a great relationship for 2 years\\\\she's been distant lately\\\\read her journal (shitty, I know)\\\\she wants to fuck other dudes but hasn't acted on that yet\\\\Ouch.