<human>: It's just about day 5 since the split. I'm still feeling like shit. I had about a 1 hour period where I was ok today, but for the majority of the day I wanted cry myself a river and kayak down it to depressionville. I barely made it through my classes without breaking down. I haven't given in to contacting her (20f) but I came closer than ever. I feel like i'm going through an investigation phase where I can't stop thinking about what she's doing and wanting to find out. I tried really hard not to, but I looked at her facebook page. There was nothing that broke me down but i realize it very well could have and I'm gonna try to not do that again. Whats odd is her roommate started messaging me on facebook. Not about her, or the break up, but just to talk. It was kinda nice, and even when she asked about how I was I avoided talking about my ex. It wasn't flirty or sinister, we just talked about random shit. I'm not sure if this is healthy or whatever but it made me feel a little better, but for the wrong reasons. I started seeing it as a way to find out more about my ex's situation, but i didn't give into the temptation so i guess i'm still scott free on that end. Also I was able to eat for the first time in 4 days. Not much, but i didn't vomit it back up so that's progress. Anyways just came here to rant, gotta vent to someone you know?  Thanks for the support everyone, i hope i can stay strong.

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<bot>: five days deep, feeling shitty with brief moments of less shitty, looked at her fb page :( but i didn't break no contact, her roommate talked to me? idk why, and I ate.