<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

Ok, so a few months back my BF of 3 years got a job offer 1000km away. I've never left the city I live in. I was very reluctant to say yes because I'm also very close with my niece(5yrs) and my nephew(2yrs) and I didn't want to leave them.  I said still said yes and I only lasted a week. 

I know, kind of pathetic.  I was overwhelmed and scared.  I wanted to go home and just take a break to process everything and make sure it was the right choice.  He was insulted I couldn't just move 1000 Kim's for him. Things got heated and I ended leaving him and coming home on Friday.  I immediately regretted it, I feel sick eating, I'm stressed and can't sleep and I'm really really sad. He won't take my calls. I'm beyond heart broken.  I want to drive there and knock on the door and make some grand gesture.  Tell him I'm an idiot and want to come home.  Is this completely insane?
<bot>: Lost bf because I was scared and too overwhelmed by our move 1000km away.  Bf won't talk to me so I want to drive to him to tell him I want to move for him.  Completely insane?