<human>: Not entirely though. Me and Boyfriend have been together for 1 year and seven months. I have gotten off drugs and have been clean for almost two years now. I have had a son and have really gotten my priorities straight in life, choosing my career path being motivated in doing so. However I am not entirely happy with myself, mostly over my body image. When I got with my recent boyfriend I saw pictures of his ex and immediately thought that this is the kind of girl he likes. I bleached my hair, started growing it long, took out my piercings and started wearing girly clothes (not me, at all) I regret these choices, I ask him if I can get another tattoo, or get a small piercing and tell him that I miss my "old-self" & he LOSES it! Well, He thinks that my old-self will start doing drugs and ditch his family. I feel like he fell in love with the slightly dark/emoish looking girl and he wouldn't mind if i looked like that again. I can't bring this up anymore because he freaks out and loses his mind, thinking I'm going to turn bad again, but I'm not. I merely like the cosmetic appearance of it and constantly feel like I am someone I'm not because of the way he chooses to have me. I am very unhappy looking this way! Please Help me Reddit, I can't go through this identity crisis any longer :(

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<bot>: My boyfriend thinks if I change my looks, I'm going to go back on drugs, I KNOW I'm not, but can't convince him to let me change.