<human>: There's days where i want too and others where i don't. We've basically been in a relationship with no label for 7months and everyone comments on how great we are together and even jealous that their relationships don't involve as much hanging out and doing fun things/activities. We've slept together a lot of times but have always but quite cautious, it's just kind of natural progression of how much time we spend together and how close we are. It's got to the point now though where we really need to figure shit out as its gone on for too long. 

I don't know if its because shes older than me, because shes quite a bit overweight or because i'm in a bad state of health and a bit of depression and shes a stopgap. I hate to consider that last bit though because i care deeply for her and love her so much but as the title suggests.. why can't i commit?

She does everythimg for me and we understand eachother so well and have a brilliant connection amd ecen the sex is good. She empathises with my health concerns and helps to a level no other person would for me. She's there loving me when i feel down and out and disgusting and accepts me completely as i am. What's my problem? I hate it because i can't stand to lose her. She is my everything in a crazy amount of ways. If i don't move things to a relationship though i do fear any friendship will end because we've been too close for too long and i/we can't imagine being any other way.

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<bot>: I've never felt so close to someone or had as much fun and felt accepted for who i am, yet i can't get over that obstacle to commit. Please help me figure out my problem.