<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

So basically I just moved in to college in a new state with no one from my high school going here. School's been going on for 2 weeks now and I have made a couple friends. Also I recently joined a lot of clubs (most of them haven't actually started yet though), so I don't think my problem is necessarily how to stop being lonely, bc I've been working on that and I know it'll get better over time. 

My real big issue is that everytime I feel lonely (basically the weekends bc I'm not seeing people in class) I get super depressed about it. It's really annoying and frustrating that I can't just enjoy time by myself. Back in high school I loved alone time. Obviously I don't want to always feel lonely, but when I'm done hanging out with friends and go back to my dorm, I wish I didn't get depressed about being alone.

Also, the girl that I feel is my closest friend I've made here (I'm M btw), I'm really into her. I've already asked her out and got rejected, and I know it's ok, that stuff happens. But it really sucks hanging out with her and her friends and they talk about guys she's into infront of me. Obviously I still really dig her, but she's not into me, and I can't just cut her off bc she's probably the best friend I have here. So I guess that's another thing I need advice for. Tbh I've been having girl troubles for like years now. I think I'm decent looking and most people consider me a funny and kind guy. I just don't know why I never have luck with this stuff.

So if anyone has advice that'd be awesome. Thanks in advance!
<bot>: how can I enjoy time alone without getting depressed from loneliness AND what do I do if my only close friend as of now is the girl who rejected me but I still have feelings for