<human>: So i posted before about this: 

 But since then things have gotten better with ur guys help and i feel im more "ok" and mature and i believe atleast that ive lost wtv feelings ive had for her. However in the process alot of mean words were said by my part and we basically stopped talking being friends etc.. which besides u guys telling me already it did help and i feel alot better now, problem is i hurt her and i really didnt want to do that she still tried to be there for me but i told her she couldnt etc. 
  We went NC for like a month and i sorta talked shit about her behind her back when a few of our classmates went to check up on what had happened short story she heard about this went and came talking to me and says she doesnt wanna be friends and wish i didnt exist basically i tell her she's overreacting we fight a bit sorta and ends up with her saying shell acknowledge my existence but she doesnt want more than that so i tell her im srry i said those things and that if thats what she wants then ok, well its a week later and i feel like this really sucked and i dealt with it badly so i wanna try and makeup so shes atleast not mad at me if we cant really be friends i get it though id want that since her current bf is not currently obviously but was like a brother to me and we hang out with the same friends etc.. So what do you think reddit should i talk to her or am i just making a mistake/is it going to just make it harder?

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<bot>: Ex got mad at me says she doesnt wanna be friends anymore after i talked shit about her after a tough breakup, I want to however what should i do?