<human>: So I met my bf on OKC in May and we clicked really well. I was about to give up on my hopes to find someone when I found him and said hello, and things caught on quickly after the first date. He's a great guy, but lives over an hour away and I only get to see him twice a week. I also am in my second year of college and have been suffering from a stressful semester.

However, things are not so great lately. The first conflict we suffered was sexual, since I took his virginity and he became demanding for sex, but things settled from that. Even now, he values sex highly in the relationship while I don't as much, and feel shamed when I tell him no. I have also noticed that I tend to feel like I have no space when I'm around him which bothers me. I also suffer from anxiety and get depressed commonly, which bugs him, so I feel like I must be happy most of the time or he complains.

In addition, I've started talking to a classmate at college and I feel some sort of attraction to him, which is terrible. I know it would make my bf upset if he knew, but I tend to feel comfortable talking to people about my problems and not my bf. I tend to look back to when I was dependent on relationships as a teen and wish I could have been single. Lately I've been feeling less happy with my bf which would hurt him if I told him, since I'm his first relationship and he loves me and wants to take care of me. It hurts to know I'm not feeling happy, and I think he senses that in me. So what do I do to fix things and my perceptions on the relationship?

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<bot>: Been feeling unsatisfied in my relationship and past in general. How do I change my way of thinking to be happy or at least tell my bf what bothers me? This is my first post so I hope this was clear enough!