<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Hello reader... I couldn't find a subreddit specific to my question and figured the crowd here would be gentle, so here goes.

>I hate looking at my reflection when I'm in public or in the presence of others. I avoid looking at mirrors because I want to pretend I'm invisible, and figure if I can't see how awkward and weird I look then it can't hurt me. But it's often in the back of my mind. I hate photos and being recorded. I hate seeing myself via these mediums and when I do, I cringe and feel ashamed.

Other info: yes, I'm very self-critical and am a perfectionist. If it's of relevance I had Anorexia and have since recovered and feel happy with my body. As a young teen I was very thin, had bad posture, terrible buck-teeth, unwashed hair in an unflattering style, and glasses. I still have glasses, anyway. I got my teeth fixed, my hair fixed (and wash every day now) and am still thin but healthily so. I bloomed a little late due to my self-inflicted weight loss but am somewhat happy with my looks... yet I still feel like I want to disappear and not be seen. 

I have good qualities and am good at quite a few things, and can fake confidence well. I have friends and hobbies. Quite a few males have expressed interest in me over the years. Nobody has ever told me I'm ugly or weird or any of these things I feel.

Please help me out. Give me your thoughts, I just need to flesh out why I'm feeling so bad about myself. Have you felt this way? Why do I hate seeing myself?

Thanks in advance.
<bot>: I hate seeing myself in public (ie. by mirrors, photos, videos). No real 'reason' to feel so self-conscious. Does not compute?