<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

We dated for 2 years, since I was 18. I never really cared much for guys before him, it was always if they liked me cool, if not whatever. He was my first everything. Including my first love. I honestly planned on him being the one. He even said I love you first. He told me he had only felt this way about a girl once before and he made the mistake of losing her. I let him become my everything. I would have given him the moon if I could. I ended up moving to another state for work. The break up was messy, to say the least. It's been 4 months. I thought I was doing okay, but I saw him yesterday and I felt like all the life had gone out of me. He said he's been doing great, and all he wants if for me to be happy and get over him. He brushed something off my shoulder and I just about lost it. I wanted nothing more than to have him hold me. Buy I freaked at told him I needed to go. We talked a little more over text. He said he knew it was hard. And just wanted me to be happy. And I need to be. I don't want to love him anymore. It's clear he's moved on. And I need to too. What do I do?
<bot>: It's been 4 months since my EX and I broke up. He's moved on. I need to too. It's hard since he's been 1/10th of my life.