<human>: This is going to take a bit of explaining, so bear with me for a moment. I am 18, kinda of average looking, but due my social awkwardness, I have only had one girlfriend for 3 months. 

So there is this one girl, 17 senior at the high school I went to, lets call her sally, I am a freshman at a community college. She comes and basically asks me out. Which is cool. The next day (christmas morning) she writes a huge poem about how she loves me and wants to kiss me and everything. Now, don't get me wrong, she is a cool person, but I don't really feel anything for her, not much in common. 

I tell this to another one of my friends, 16 year old girl, goes to the same high school. Lets call her Sarah She gets jealous and says that she has had a crush on me for a long time, and says "Its weird because I usually hate people and I LOVE you" And I like her too. But here is the thing.

Not only are they both really good friends, they know who each other is, so if I were to choose one of the other, the other one would probably be super sad/pissed. Now, that part actually isn't too important, because I would most definiatly choose Sarah over sally. I really do like her, she is amazing. However, I have been having a bunch of stuff go on, and I don't even know if I can handle a relationship right at this moment. Just a bunch of things that I really shouldn't expose her too right now, she doesn't need to deal with any of that. Depression stuff mostly. I just need to take care of my shit so i can give the relationship all the attention it deserves. Any advice on how to proceed, or any idea of what I should do?

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: Two of my good friends both like me, I really like one, but am not sure if I can do the whole relationship thing right now. what the hell do I do?