<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

So this actually happened about 2 weekends ago,  but a little backstory first... 

I first met "N" during med school, and it was pretty much love at first sight for me.  We are both part of a very tight knit group of friends, and so I always had the opportunity to hang out with her.  I never made a move on her since she had a longtime boyfriend, who was honestly a great guy.  So it should come as no surprise that she marries said boyfriend after graduation.   I was invited but made up a lame excuse why I couldn't attend. 

Two weekends ago, I finish my shift at the hospital and go out for drinks with a few of my co-residents.   The drinks keep flowing and of course I spill my guts about the girl who got away. Long story short, liquid courage compels me to tell the love of my life that I've always had a crush on her.   I think nothing of the text until about half hour later when it slams into me what I've done. I immediately text her again apologizing profusely, and she responds back with a "lol someone is inebriated" text. 

The next morning I text her again saying I wasn't in the right frame of mind, and apologize again.   Classy lady that she is, she replies "lol no stress my friend".   And I haven't spoken to her since :(
<bot>: professed my love to a married friend.  Got lol'ed at.  Don't think we're friends anymore.