<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

We have been dating for twoish months (maybe 3? I'm not actually sure), but we have known each other/had previous flings for 2+ years. I have real issues with jumping into a relationship, and even though I feel similarly I didn't say it back. I was honestly scared he didn't mean it. Anyways, now we aren't going to see each other for 3 weeks due to holiday season and I feel terrible for not telling him how I feel. 

The questions are, do I wait to talk to him until we see each other again? And how do you just let go in a relationship and be less guarded?
<bot>: Boyfriend told me he loved me. I didn't say anything but I feel the same. Did I ruin it?