<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

**New Account because my real name is unique and some friends are redditors**

11 Years ago I met 2 girls, let's call them Abby and Becky, we had a great time for 2-3 years but just friend stuff. They both had BFs at the time, and it was perfectly okay for me. Then we lost contact, because I got a GF and they didn't liked each other, so we drifted apart. 

5 Years ago they contacted me over some social site, and we decided to meet again. I was single at this moment. So I met them in a bar and when I saw Abby again, it hits me like a flash. Something like "Wow, she is so sweet, I never noticed that". It was a great evening with a lot of talking and laughing, and a few days later I decided to ask Abby for some strolling with her dog. 

Again a lot of talking, and slowly I fell in love with her but never took the initiative. Till the day I decided to write her a letter for her birthday. But it was too late. The day after her birthday she told me she now has a BF, so I decided to stop the contact. Again. 

In the last 5 years I had another GF, but never really forgot her, so a few month ago it started all over. She still had a BF, but at this moment it was okay for me. But the moment I saw her, everything was back. Luckily she broke up with him a few weeks later and now I am in exactly the same situation again. I see her a few times a week, we go out having Party, walking with the dog but my feelings are even stronger. I think of her almost every hour.

**How can I make her aware of my feelings without exert pressure?** Her brokeup is 1 month ago. Besides that, her life is a litte bit chaotic atm. She lives at her moms place (left BFs place, of course), hates her job and her car is almost broken.
I think she can't envision that I have feelings for her.
<bot>: I know a girl for over 11 years. Now I'm in love. I assume she only sees a friend in me and can't envision that I have feelings. How can I show them to her?