<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

I am a 34m and my wife is 27f.  We have 2 kids, 7 and 5.  

I got home from work on a saturday.  She was acting distant and said 
she had to run out and get some things.  Weather got bad and I tried 
to call her several times to make sure she was ok.  When she finally 
answered she said she had bene sitting in the garage for a while.

I went out to talk to her and they is when she told me she has not been in love with me for about a year.  I had no idea about any of this.  We talked all night and the next moring she also to me that she cheated on my multiple time with the same guy over about a years time.  We did have a bad spot in our relationship for about 3 months around that time.

She has apparently been done with me for a while so she is very calm and cold about the situation.  I am struggling to deal with all of this being dropped on me at once while I also take care of both kids by myself.  She is staying with some friends so I am the one at home tryint to answer all the questions and trying to keep it together for my kids.

As stupid as it makes me feel I still love this girl with all my heart.  Eventhough she does not deserve the feelings I have for her.  

How am I supposed to move on from this.  I went from perfectly happy to a single dad in a week.  Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
<bot>: Wife has not love me for a year and also cheated on me.  I had no idea any of this was coming.