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So this girl and I have this on-going friendship. We've known each other for a number of years and have always had fun on nights out, including a couple of kisses, but only recently have we started hanging out together alone in non-alcoholic situations.

We have fun, but I've found I've been nervous as fuck to initiate anything during these times. I should probably mention at this stage that I'm crazy about this girl, I have it really bad. . Anyway according to her she doesn't think we have that "spark" or whatever it is.

 Anyway we did however recently kiss recently on a night out and it happened pretty naturally.
But it's these mixed messages that she keeps giving me that are driving me crazy. We go out on a night out, we have a good time, something will usually happen.

Last week she asked me to come to her house in a couple of weeks' time when her house will be free, to watch a movie on her projector, which is in her bedroom.

And just a couple of nights ago she was out with friends and drunk texted me, telling me about how she often thinks about me and I'm always on her mind.

So I bring it up the next day and she's like, "I shouldn't have said that, it's true I like you, I like spending time with you, I do often think of you but it's not enough".

What the fuck does this girl want?? Do I just need to grab her and kiss her next time we're together? Or is she just wasting my time ?
She really doesn't like to talk about her feelings either, she was hurt badly in the past when a relationship ended, so it's hard to get anything out of her. I was also in a relationship with a friend of hers years ago, and also something else went on with a cousin of hers and me, but this was all long before I knew her, But I think it slightly bothers her.

I'm on the cusp of telling this girl I think I'm falling in love with her. Probably not the right move at all ?
I need advice reddit.
<bot>: Girl claims she likes me, thinks about me, but it isnt enough and "something is missing". I feel like she's holding back. Do I need to step up my game ?