<human>: Hey guys, just looking for advice on what to do. I feel like I really messed up.

We've been broken up before, but things have been going okay for the most part since we got back together. I am completely and madly in love with him, I always have been and never once felt anything for anyone else. Yes he is my first love. 

We got into an argument about us finally getting our own place together. He did not feel right about it. And I kept pressing him, asking why not after all these years? It basically came down to him not feeling sure about us. My heart really sank. He said he loved me very much and doesn't feel for anyone else, but he hasn't been "excited" about me in awhile. I told him that he is obviously not in love with me anymore so he should just break up with me. He said he only wants to be with me, but I said why? After all it wasn't fair to both of us. I called him a coward and he finally just broke up with me. I feel like I really egged him on, but maybe it just really needed to happen. Was I just being crazy? Or is he just not feeling me and I should really just accept it and move on.

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<bot>: Asked boyfriend why he didn't want to live together after 8 years. Said he wasn't sure about us. Called him a coward for not dumping me. Got dumped.