<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

No, she is not forcing me. I extended a year in college and my Mother was not pleased. This was last year, I'm currently trying to finish my extended year. For a whole year she has been walking around me judging everything I do. Looking at me as a disappointment. 

She then turns her attention to my sister, making it obvious that she is the favorite. I saw their exchange of messages (by accident, I swear.) Of her telling my sister how she thinks of me as a person with no morals and she wishes that she could just drop me and move out.

For a year I have been depressed of her consistent judgments and disappointments and seeing this conversation has pushed me. I am sitting in front of reddit with a knife in my hands. I am asking for advice. I am asking for help. But I honestly feel very hopeless.
<bot>: Mother speaks ill of me behind my back, to my sister. I want to end this life of no support and judgment.