<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

We haven't been together long and we've only known each other since this summer. She was in a relationship at the time. Eventually they broke up over me (jealousy) and we got together. I don't know why. We are much too different.

Sometimes I still think about my ex and how easy it was to talk to her. Or with her. We disagreed on many subjects but we shared many interests. We were both too insecure so it never worked out. I feel better with my new gf. I'm not insecure, I'm not jealous, and I'm really calm about matters. This is awesome, and is not a problem. 

I love my girlfriend. I really do. But I just don't see a future in us. I  don't see a present in us, either. I am on medication that effects my cognitive and physical ability and I can't even be asked to put in the effort into the relationship. Not only that, but because I live so near to our college, it's so hard for me to say no when she asks if she can come over during her breaks. This means she is really time consuming.

Balance is one option, but previously I couldn't even balance school with gaming and working out. Now the new world of warcraft is out and I have to balance that too. I suck at time management. But all this stuff I feel is stopping me from working on myself and my self confidence. 

She's coming over any minute now. We're going to her friend's party later tonight, and then sleeping over at her place. I'm really not looking forward to it. I just want to eat, game, and workout. I don't know what to do. I don't want to hurt her as she really likes me.
<bot>: not motivated in relationship. I want to work on myself and spend more time with myself doing things I like. I do not see a future in the relationship but she really likes me and I do love her. What do I do?