<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

This has kind of concerned me for a while, I even joked with my friends that I psychotic tendencies.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid but I am curious to hear other people's thoughts and views on it.

In the AskReddit there are a lot of requests for horror stories from certain professions. I've noticed the grisly ones are from those in the medical profession and the top ones stick in my mind because of what I don't feel. While I know these stories are bad... I don't feel upset. Perhaps it's because I haven't been in the same experience as the person.

But then there are other times IRL where I know something is bad but I don't feel bad. I have a big example, where I did something wrong and only felt bad for myself at the end, even though I knew all along it was wrong.

I've realised that I'm actually a selfish person. Is anyone else like this or am I mental?
<bot>: I know when I should feel bad, but I don't actually feel anything. That's not the same though is it?