<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

Hi, I'm a 21 male and I met a girl whom I really like and feel so connected to, she is 20. We met 2 months ago and even though it has been a really short time we feel really into each other and are both really happy. But here is the kicker we originally live about 5 hours away from each other and when we are in school it is only 2.5 hours so it is more manageable for the both of us. Now that I got that short intro out of the way let me get to the real problem.

As stated by my username I am without a doubt the most awkward person alive and she is the complete opposite of me, like for me I like living a really quiet life and for her she likes to have fun and go out. Which I am alright doing with her but when I go out I dislike going to very social places. Another thing is that I barely talk and speak my mind, and I can say with every fiber of my being that the one thing I hate most about myself and want to break free of my lifetime curse because if I don't I will lose probably one of the greatest things to ever enter into my life. 

I'm sorry you had to read this far to see where I was getting at but I am here to see if you guys would have any advice on how to just open my mind and let my mouth do the talking. Is there a method on how to just let out the words before thinking that critical thought of: "oh god if I say this or that she will totally be disinterested or won't even care." But I know she is really interested in me and cares about me a lot, it is just my brain is saying fuck you I am going to ruin your chance at happiness.
<bot>: I am an awkward guy who is just looking for ways to be more relaxed when I talk so I don't lose the one thing I have going for me right now.