<human>: Cheers mates,

My mind was totally raped, dont know how to say :D

I met this girl some time ago, we were at a party this weekend. Took some crazy MDMA capsules and had the time of our lives together. We spent the whole night together, we held hands, were hugging for eterneties and suddenly she kissed me. It was so incredibly awesome. 
Now the problem is, i invited her to come to my place to sleep some hours (she had to go to a family party) before she had to go to the trainstation. We slept arm in arm at my home and it felt so good (We werent hight at that time, still we were kissing, holding hands etc. 
Now i havent had feelings like that before for a girl. But i knew i liked her before we did that. I was searching for an occasion to kiss her, but she took the chance there :3 But also she told me, she could'nt be in a relationship, but she's that kind of girl i want to have by my side, call mine. She listens the same music, enjoys my band, enjoys my flaws and is totally chill...

Now what should i do? I cant change her attitude i know, but maybe somehow if we spend together she grows the same feelings, what do you think?

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: did mdma with a girl i known for some time, we kissed, held hands , now i think i love her but she told me she can't be in relationship, im lost