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Normally what I did would conflict with everything I thought about sex in the past (ie. Need to have friendship first, in love for a long time, possibly married etc), but I can't regret it at all. The guy I'm seeing has a very different view on timing of physical things - one I initially thought could ruin or accelerate a relationship too much - but after this, I realize how different those things are for every person. It was the most beautiful night of my life. Kind of unexpected, we were kinda like "want to have sex?" and I wanted to see what it was like. I have a very open view on the Bible too..
 ANYWAY..
My mom and I are very close and I've been trying to rebuild trust with her, so I find it hard to lie or conceal. I told her I was seeing someone and she started talking to me about boundaries etc on the phone yesterday! It's so uncomfortable! I don't know how to explain that this just worked out and I'm scared. I know I can't lie to her either now that she knows this much. I'm going home on winter break and told her I'd take her out for coffee. I'm thinking of writing her a letter. Me doing something like this is beyond her wildest expectations and I've already made my parents worry enough about me in other ways this semester (grades etc)...
<bot>: I'm seeing someone new, lost my virginity to him very fast, Christian but i'm glad it happened, and I don't want what happened to drive a wedge between my mother and I when I'm trying to regain trust.