<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

Throw away because i'm very nervous and sorry for length, oops. Lately I've really wanted to have sex with my best friend. Once we talked about it but I phrased my feelings in the past tense to him and it actually made us a lot closer to the point where I've never trusted anyone else this much and don't want anything to change in the friendship

To clarify I don't want to have an actual relationship (dating,romantic stuff etc.) with him and he expressed the same feelings to me and its all purely sexual. I've been thinking i'd prefer just to be friends with him but the problem is getting over these intense feelings. 

Also I still consider myself straight, everyone I liked in this way before has been a girl but I guess curiosity has gotten the better of me. Normally I'd just ignore any feelings and try to move onto some other girl but this time the feelings are becoming exclusive towards him and I cant seem to be able to move on however hard I try (both physically and mentally).

Not speaking to him and allowing the feelings to go away that way is not an option as at the end of the day he is my best friend, we share nearly all our lessons, talk every day and are even planning to be flat mates real soon.

But on the other hand, its getting to the point where it's all I worry about and it's stopping me from getting on with other more important things in life like an interview i need to ace. He suggested fwb which doesn't help and i'm afraid it would cause too much tension if I brought it up again.

I guess I need a way to look at him solely as a friend again but have no idea how to get my brain working the way I want it to. Can anyone offer a starting point on this or some advice?
<bot>: Have intense feelings for best friend, can't move on back to other girls for some reason and cant just ignore the issue. Need a way to think of him as just a friend again. Thanks for any help :)