<human>: I am constantly worrying that my long distance SO doesn't care about me as much as I care about her and it leaves me anxious all day every day. No matter how many texts she sends me saying "I love you" or no matter how many cute thing she says, it does nothing to make me feel secure or that she cares. I can tell she is really trying, and I know that she truly does love me, but for some reason I still feel anxious all the time, and I'm not even really sure what I'm even anxious about.

She has admitted that I am the first man she has every been able to envision spending the rest of her life with, she says I'm by far the best she has ever had in bed, and that she has never felt feelings so strong than she has with me. In other words, I shouldn't question how much she loves me, but I still find myself feeling empty all the time.

Lately, the only time I truly feel loved is for the following maybe 2 minutes after she texts me saying something affectionate, or when we are rolling around in bed kissing each other and looking into each other's eyes. Otherwise I just feel so distant emotionally from her. She appears in my head as this like emotionless robot for some reason even though I know she cares about me so much.
And yes I've talked to her about it, all that does is make me start to question the genuinity of future things she says and make me more anxious.

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<bot>: I have an emotional wall forbidding me to feel my long distance SO's love and I am left feeling anxious every day all day.