<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

Known eachother for 3 years. She lives on the other sid eof the country and comes to visit every year in July.

Year 1, we become best friends.
Year 2, we fall in love.
Year 3 (this year, after a year of unbearable depression and pain on both parts) I finally see her again and we are going to be alone tomorrow so we can 'talk'.

She finds it hard to express feelings because she wants to avoid getting hurt, but I want nothing more than to talk to her, express how I feel, make her feelings become less transparent and be with her. 
All I want is to hold and kiss her for just one day and I will be happy again. 

But how am I going to make that move, guys? 

I know, it's petty, but I am desperate and in love with this girl, so I would love hate/help. Thank you. (And mods, don't take this down, I'm new <33)
<bot>: I fell in love with a girl who lives hundreds of miles away, we see eachother once a year; how do I work around complications to just have one day where I can be intimate with her?