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I am (25 F), in a long-term relationship with my bf (24M), we've been together for 8 years and had a happy time together. I do find him attractive. However, I have recently met a friend (23M), who is so ridiculously attractive, its insane. I do have a crush on this friend, I find myself looking at his pictures and feeling all nervous and happy inside. However, when I look at pictures of my bf, I don't feel the same, maybe because I dont have a crush on my bf, but I do love him. 

But these feelings of a crush are making me feel like a terrible person and making me feel like there is a problem with my relationship. I don't want to hurt my bf but at the same time I dont want to lose him either. My friend doesn't like me the same way I like him (I found out from a friend, sneaky but i had to do it). But I still have a crush. 

What do I do?
<bot>: In a long term relationship, find my bf attractive but find my friend even more attractive and its leaving me confused about my relationship.