<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

Two weeks ago, my boyfriend broke up with me. The way he did it was cold, blunt, and out of the blue. After a couple of days, he called me and asked to talk. We met, and he apologised, and asked if we could get back together. I still love him, so of course I agreed.

The break up was over stuff that could really easily have been fixed if he'd told me it was a problem. He's not good at expressing his emotions, he bottled them up, and he ended it abruptly. He regretted it immensely.

As much as we have been enjoying each other since we got back together, I can't forget that he DID break up with me. It feels like he's cheated on me: for a moment, he didn't value our relationship at all, he genuinely DIDN'T want to be with me, and he chose to cause me incredible emotional pain. Sure, he regretted it after, but he DID it.

Now we're trying to "fix" things, which IS what I want. But I feel like every moment is a test, and to be honest, I'm terrified of him. 

I don't have that feeling like I did before of "he loves me and would never do anything to hurt me", because he has.

I desperately want to get past it. How?
<bot>: Boyfriend broke up with me. Apologised and asked for me back two days later. Hurt me terribly, feels like he cheated. I love him so much, but how can I trust him again?