<human>: Quite simply its been almost two months, I've been out with friends consistently this past few weeks having a blast. Making new friends and really bettering myself. I am happier than I have ever been in a long time. My relationship with my two year old son has significantly improved where I cherish the little things much more. Just over all lots has improved.

 However, I still find myself missing the girl I dated for three months. I do not understand why I am not over her. I miss her, I miss what we had. I know that time heals all wounds but this girl, i fell for her bad. ( she isn't my kids mom). I dont know I still think about her all the time. Her friend who I work with brought her up in a conversation, i choked didn't know what to say. I'm sure she figured that the feelings where still there. However, I just avoided the topic and moved on from it.  I want to move on and I am pursing someone else. However, why am i struggling so much with it.  I do plan on joining the gym next month I am hoping this will help a lot. I do talk to a few friends about it but I can't always. I just want to end the feelings and move on.

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<bot>: Been two months with NC, happier and pursing other girls. However, still not over her and do not know why.