<human>: Sorry for the long post :/

Story: I started dating this girl my junior year of high school. We met at work and it was an instant thing.  She was really cute, totally my type and I eventually asked for her number.  We started talking and found out we had a lot in common.  After graduating, I had the opportunity to play hockey in Alaska, so we decided on giving the long distance relationship a try.  It worked somewhat fine, although I was always super busy and she would get annoyed with the lack of attention.  I got cut halfway through the year, came home and everything was fine.  Halfway through the third year of dating we had our first break-up.  We continued to be friends and we got back together in a week.  However after this first break-up we had another 5 in the next year and a half - always with the understanding that we would get back together, but that we just needed a break.  

Back in March, we had our last break-up.  She said we would never get back together, but that she wanted to stay friends.  She still considers me her best friend and it was pretty much a relationship but without the title.  However since school started again, we barely talk.  I'm still in love with her even though I know I shouldn't be.  I'm going to tell her next time I'm home that I'm deleting her from my life - In person because I believe she at least deserves to know why and in person instead of through a text or e-mail. Anyone have any tips on how to get her out of my head?

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<bot>: Dated a girl for 4 and a half years, broke up but she still considers me her best friend.  Still in love with her but I know I shouldn't be. Just looking for advice on how to get over her.