<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I have a lot of problems going on with myself, college and my family right now. Depression, anxiety issues, stress, lots of stuff building up. My doctor put me on antidepressants to try to help me deal with things but I'm still struggling. 

Alongside all of this, I'm trying to find the time to see my boyfriend and have a long distance relationship. We were friends for about a year with a relationship starting about 4 months ago. He's been a bit distant lately and was always rubbish at initiating contact, so I have always had to do a lot of the work, which I haven't minded up until now. It's just becoming one more thing I'm failing at. He recently went back to uni so now I'll see him even more rarely. 

I don't know what to do. To be honest, I wish things could go seamlessly back to how they were when we were just best friends. No commitment, no guilt, just enjoying each other's company when we had the time. 

I just don't have the time or emotional energy to spare for him right now. I want to break up with him but I don't want to lose him from my life. I need space to focus on my problems.
<bot>: don't have time or ability for a relationship but don't want him gone from my life, how do I handle it?