<human>: Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?

I'm at a loss of what else to do.

To start with I am working with a psychiatrist and am currently working to find meds that work for me.

I've been cocktail waitressing, but it's gotten harder and harder to do my job when dealing with a brain that doesn't work. My depression seems to manifest itself as [psychomotor retardation] and it makes everything in life hard and confusing. It's also really apparent to customers and not good for business. My job is sales and, to be honest, flirting. But I mess up money (and these are exceedingly easy transactions), my face isn't right, I don't understand conversation and my speach is slow. I'm not always like this. I'm lucky I have a manager who is so understanding.

I was supposed to work today but can barly think straight. I want to work my job because the tips are good, but it's becoming more and more clear that I don't know when I'll be healthy enough to do so.

I also have bouts of anxiety attacks that make it hard to be around people or public places... so there's that. It's not something I've found a way to control yet and it's completely overwhelming when it's bad. Again, I"m not always like that.

I've been considering taking a job as a dishwasher in a restaurant, but 1) I'm not sure if anyone would hire a small, not so strong anymore female 2) I don't know. I've bartended before, I don't know how to explain why I'd be taking the job. Restaurants usually want to stick me FOH. But I figure it's work where I don't have to interact with people and I can just work hard. I'm not sure my body could take the work (I'm recovering from/dealing with other health stuff) but maybe I'd work?
<bot>: Currently being treated for depression. I need a job that can handle the many days where depression makes me really, really dumb. I'm a small female considering dishwashing for now. **ANY suggestions are appreciated.**