<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

My boyfriend and I are best friends.  We've been together 2 years.  We have acquaintances but no close friends other than each other.  I know it sounds bad, but we've always been this way and we've never really had any close friends before.

My boyfriend is really different from me.  We don't share any hobbies and our courses of study are really different.  He's also a lot more driven than I am and knows what fulfills him.  I don't.  Lately I've been doing a lot of soul-searching and I feel like a fragment of a person.  I love my boyfriend but I feel like being around him all the time has made me lose track of what sort of personality I have.  

I've tried making friends but it hasn't really worked too well for me because I don't have much in common with the people around me.  Clubs and stuff aren't a big thing here.  I also don't drink and most socializing involves drinking, so I'm never invited.  Also, nobody really wants to invite the girl that's always with her boyfriend, haha. 

I've started to get a bit uncomfortable when my boyfriend holds my hand or cuddles me in public, when it's never bothered me before.  I feel like people see me as half of a unit rather than a person on my own, but he gets hurt if I shuffle away from him.  I don't really know how to talk about this without giving him the wrong impression.

What do I do?  How can I get my life back on track and fix my relationship?
<bot>: I don't have a personality.  It's starting to hurt my relationship with my boyfriend because I'm feeling that void.  I don't know what to do about it.