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Hi, I started my job 2 years ago and I work 12hours 4 days shifts, so basically I live from weekend to weekend, and i t leaves me two or three hours on the weekdays to spend time with my wife.

Since we meet (7years ago) we've been always been together, I gave up playing guitar and videogames just to be with here...

But now there are days when I just want to play soccer, or guitar for a couples of hours one day a week, but every time o do it, o get either a remorse that I'm not spending time with her, or she just get angry with me for not being with her.

For example, I bought back my guitar and in a 1 year period I probably have played it 4 times and played soccer twice, not kidding. So my questions is that this is normal, I'm not entitled to my own personal time once in a while? I'm being selfish because of it? Or can I guilt free get  2 hours just for me once a weekend every month?
<bot>: I work shift hours, barely spend time with my wife on weekdays and on weekends sometimes I want 2 or 3 just for me, but I feel guilty and she gets upset, is this normal? I'm being selfish?