<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

I'll try to make this as short as I can, but there's a lot of stuff on my mind. Bear with me, I've had a few drinks...

I'm a 23 year old female in a relationship with a 24 year old male. To start, I'd like to say that I love my boyfriend very very much. We've been together over 3 years, and it's been amazing. When I'm sober, I can see our future together, and I want to marry him more than anything. I'm just confused because every time I get drunk, I get this overwhelming feeling that I don't belong with him and that there's someone out there more perfect for me. I keep finding myself looking at other guys and wondering if I'd be happier taking a different path in my life. For example, I just looked on a dating website about 10 minutes ago just to see what's out there. I don't know if I feel like this because of the alcohol or if I actually want something else in my life. I'm so confused.

There's a lot of things about my boyfriend that I love and that we have in common... both love the the same activities, both have the same vision for the future, both have the same fundamental values. But there's also a lot of things I feel like I don't share with him... I'm really into black guys (he's white), I like to have my freedom and hang out with whoever I want (he likes to weigh in on who I can and can't be friends with), and I like my privacy (he likes to read my emails and texts). I definitely still love him, but I don't know if I'm still IN LOVE with him.  Maybe I'm just scared to be alone again... I don't know. I need your help reddit, what should I do?
<bot>: Still in love with my boyfriend but not sure if I want to spend forever with him. How do I know when it's time to call it quits?