<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

I'm coming to reddit out of desperation. My best friend and I have been friends with benefits for a few months now. Before this time, we were both heterosexual girls who were less than experienced. I'm not sure if what I feel for her is love, as I love what we do together, in addition to kissing her, holding her, etc. But in the back of my head, I'm afraid this is all just happening because neither of us really attract the attention of the typical guys were around. I don't know if this is the real deal. I just don't know in general. Any advice, similar experiences would be appreciated.
<bot>: I'm afraid I only have feelings for my same sex best friend because loneliness and the fact that I've never had anything close to a boyfriend.