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Whenever I think about it, life is so beautiful! People can be mean but they can also form great connections and have amazing experiences together. I imagine myself, someday, having a few friends over for a sleepover, or going out to a restaurant with buddies.

Problem is, my boyfriend [22 M] of 1 year and his friends are pretty much my only source of human interaction, besides work. When I go to school(uni), even in acting classes and interactive group classes, I only talk to people about class and whatever. I don't really hang out with people. My boyfriend's friends have been around much longer than I have, so it's not weird for them to be over. But for me I don't have anyone I would be comfortable going out with or inviting over. I feel so pressured and awkward all the time. As a side note guy friends are out of the question. For myself, day to day, my bf and his friends are all i need to fulfill my need to socialize...but I would like friends of my own, too. Its hard to hang out with people or join clubs at school because i commute, and it takes me about 2 hours to get home, and most of the time i work after school so i have to leave right away. Im also very lazy and its hard to encourage myself to talk to people i dont know well on a consistent basis. With my boyfriend its different, since i know him so well and dont have to worry about what im saying or how im acting.

I am an alcoholic and have had good experiences at AA meetings at my school with people my age, but all the ones in the area where i live are for older people (and most are in Spanish anyways). I am interested in joining yoga clubs and such in my area but I dont have a set schedule, and i would also like to make friends close to my age range...and its also pretty hard to do anything that my boyfriend doesnt know every single detail about.
<bot>: I am awkward and talk to mostly just my boyfriend. At school I dont have much time to hang out because I commute and have to leave right after class. What should i do?