<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

So, [here] is my backstory with it all. I tried to work it out with her, but it hasn't gotten any better. I don't know why I spent so much time trying to fix this, our bad times outweigh the good. But, I love the good times that we actually do have. 

I went to break up with her today. We talked for four hour about everyone that we were having issues with, and at the end of it, she told me that I would be better off without her and that she would respect my decision if I left. I told her that I was going to leave, and she broke down, got on her hands and knees and begged me to stay. I've never seen anything like this before. I felt terrible and I can't stand to see her like this, but I'm digging myself into a huge hole that is going to be hard to get out of.
<bot>: I'm honestly thinking I'm a huge softy and I can't stand the sight of my sobbing girlfriend when I go to break up with her.