<human>: Not sure this will help but here goes. 

My girlfriend and I have been in a relationship for almost a year. We have known each other for almost 5 now. Our relationship is great we get along and like similar things but we are different enough that we are able to have our space. 

The only grip I have is emotionally she is detached quite a bit.  But it's confusing. We have had talks before and she says that she can't feel for the longest time. She is 27 and she has had her issues from when she was young. For tough things she had to go through. Things that shouldn't have happen to a kid also being told she was not wanted that may contributed to her pushing down feelings. 

It seems like she does feel she smiles, laughs, gets angry and worried. But when it comes to us it like she has a hard time expressing love but I know she cares about me. She doesn't get jealous which is great but at the same time it leaves me very feeling unwanted at times.  

As we were getting together it seems like she was coming out of her shell starting to feel again saying that she wasn't sure what was happening but she could tell something  is happening but is unsure what when she is with me. Then all of a sudden she went AWOL a week before Christmas 2014 which had me worry cause she was not responding to any texts or calls I made which she is good at getting back to people. It's like she snapped. 

All the progress that was made with her coming out of her she got erased and now she is unsure how she feels toward me.  I'm trying to stick it out and an idiot  who 

It feels like emotionally she is a kid but stuck in an adults body.

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<bot>: girlfriend is emotionally detached because of early upbringing and boyfriend is growing increasing disheartened that he can't help and its wearing me down leaving me questioning our relationship.