<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

I've had the longest crush on this one girl that attends the same college but my crippling insecurities and reason prevent me from approaching her.

I always tend to chase after girls that have social lives. I'm just some broke nerdy engineering student who spends his time, doing homework, studying, drawing and gaming. and redditing.

My situation also prevents me from approaching her. 

~First of all, I'm broke. 

~Second, I have no car. [So if we were ever bored, I can bring her somewhere. We can go out on dates at restaurants instead of eating shitty dinning hall food]

~Third, I have no job. [I've been applying to internships. No bites] 

~Fourth. I've been told that I'm a really boring person. So hearing that from a lady friend that loves to go out and do things stings a bit.

But I feel like I'm just wasting my college experience and I'm just letting things go as it is.

It was because of these insecurities that I let my previous crush a few years back get boyfriend. "I don't want to date her because I'm broke and I would be too boring for her because I honestly only do homework and game. But I don't want to let someone else have her." 

Well, it was because of my indecisiveness that she got a boyfriend and he wasn't me. It was crippling. I had a chance but now I regret. I don't want to feel this feeling again.

So people of reddit, what do you think? Does my heart win? or does my brain win?
<bot>: I'm broke. I got no car. Got no job. No social life. Yet. I want to approach a girl that I've been crushing on. But my heart and my brain are fighting each other.