<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

My head is spinning and I don't know who to turn to. My husband of a year and a half cheated on me about five months into our relationship. I found out when the other woman came out of nowhere and started texting him. The way he acted weird about it made me dig and question him until he admitted they had a month long fling. 

I was upset clearly and started interrogating him to put the pieces together, but I lost my shit when I put together that this was the period of time he was distant for a month during an unplanned pregnancy. I was mostly sick and ending up in the ER from the pregnancy that he insisted we kept, but he never showed up to any appointments or hospital emergencies. I ended up aborting the baby on my own.

Our fight got out of control and I was screaming at him and he began crying, so I said let's take a break and left the room to get a suitcase to stay with my sister. When I came back to the room, he was kneeled over by the dresser and there was blood coming out his wrists. I freaked out asking him what did you do?! I was holding his arm to stop the bleeding and I was shaking, while trying to gather our keys and insurance card for the emergency room

He was crying and saying he deserved this and that he wanted to show me how sorry he was. He said he felt like this was the only way to make it right 

I'm still shaken up from all of this. A part of me believes this was some kind of manipulation tactic to get me to stop talking about the cheating...but what if it's not and he needs serious help? He used to have depressive episodes back when he was a teenager but nothing like this since we've met. 

Any advice would be appreciated on how to move forward
<bot>: I discovered my husband cheated when we were first dating during a difficult time for me (illness from unplanned pregnancy) and after confronting him, he slit his wrists to show remorse. What to do from here?