<human>: I'm in a kind of desperate limbo as to my guitar playing and I really, really do not know what to do.

* I am passionate about music as whole and listen to a huge amount of music from many different genres.
* I have been playing guitar on and off four 4+ years, mostly without a teacher, though I have had a few. There are times when I played a hell lot of guitar, others when I didn't at all.
* Despite this, I am not very good at guitar. I do not know my scales meaning I can't improvise well, and I know a bit of theory but I am far from playing at a good level (If anything, I have a bit of technical ability from learning songs, but that's it.)
* I've made a few songs that I like, including many recordings from outside that I have been planning on mixing but never feel like mixing (energy needed to find software, etc.)
* I recently stopped again because one the one hand I am in my last year of highschool and therefore have a lot of work (plus other interests) but also because I really don't have much motivation to put any effort in it. I'm obsessed with music more than with guitar. A lot of the stuff I listen to right now doesn't work too well on an acoustic guitar.
* I don't really have anyone to seriously play with, my band is not very active anymore. (Though with motivation, I could definitely revive it.)

What should I do? I feel like being passionate about a guitarist could help me get the energy, but that time is over. I'm really lost. I regret not keeping a teacher so that at least I could know my scales and the like.

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<bot>: I just don't have the same drive to play anymore, and I'm not even that good to start with. What should I do?