<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I'm a junior in college who just figured out what I wanted to do with my life this year.  I started out as a Finance Major, but then picked up Russian as a Second Major, realized I loved it, and now I hope to eventually work for the FBI as a Language Specialist Special Agent.  I found an opportunity for a paid summer internship where I could shadow a Special Agent for 10 weeks, but as I was filling out the application, I saw that it was an automatic disqualifier for anyone who has smoked pot in the past three years, and they give out polygraph tests.  Last spring, I tried pot for the first time because I was curious what being high felt like, and I did it a second and third time because the first two times I couldn't get high.  This satisfied my curiosity and I haven't done it since.

I decided to not apply because I figured it was better to not apply than to get caught in a lie and close any future doors.  To make things worse, my friend, who has a very similar resume (except I would have had an advantage with my study-abroad experience in Russia), applied and got the internship, which left me happy for him but extremely upset at myself for blowing a huge opportunity.  I now plan to work for the State Department, but I will always keep my eyes on the prize when the damn Statute of Limitations runs out.  For the record, I didn't realize I wanted to work for the FBI until after I had already tried out pot.  Anybody here familiar with the Bureau?
<bot>: Want to work for the FBI/intern there this summer, but trying out pot prevented me from an amazing opportunity, currently kicking myself in the shin everyday.