<human>: My boyfriend and I had a decent relationship. I always loved him but when we met I was not happy with myself as a person. I didnt like my body and felt like I had no interests. I was planning on moving away to go to school to find myself in a way but then I met him and decided to stay. I centered my life around him basically and didnt try to focus on myself at all. The relationship was my life and I think it drove him away. I found that he was snap chatting other girls photos and things of the like and we would fight about it. He said he couldnt be himself around me and I think it was because I wasnt happy with who I was and it ruined our relationship. We broke up once about a year ago for similar circumstances but he came back begging for me because he loved me. 

After this most recent break up I am finally realizing my mistakes in putting so much pressure on our relationship and not giving him space. I should have been trying to better myself but I know you cannot fully love someone if you do not love yourself.

I know I need to focus on myself and try to get past this but every day is harder than the last. I wake up thinking that today will be different but I always revert back to feeling depressed. I want to try and make the relationship work but I dont think he wants to try anymore. We havent spoken much since and I dont want to push it with him. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to keep going without completely falling apart?

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<bot>: Boyfriend and I broke up because he couldnt be himself around me but I think it was my fault and I dont know how to get past it without feeling like i've ruined the only good thing i've ever had