<human>: I used to form better relationships with women, but, as I got older, I've found that men are just easier to talk to. My anxiety is less with them, likely because I have a LT boyfriend and and also because I feel like they will accept me, quirks and all, whereas women can be more gossipy. 

I think a large part of the issue is that I am not meeting women who are similar to me, but I don't know why or how to find them. I've come across a lot of chatterbox-squeakers, many into drinking and going out, an awful lot of fitness and health-nuts, and some seriously rule-oriented and religious women. I've met a couple cool women as well, but they have been the types that I don't form successful friendships with (i.e. women who are too outgoing to form the very close friendships I seek).  

I make friends, in general, with one to two people, max, generally deep-thinkers and conversationalists who are also socially awkward for one reason or another. This kind of friendship is easy to find among quieter men, but in women it seems rare. I want someone I can invite simply to go grocery shopping with or talk while walking around town, rather than having to have elaborate "fun" plans. 

I don't see that person in any of the people I encounter anymore, and I feel like I'm waiting for something to show up that just isn't there. I rarely feel judged by men, but other women often seem to turn their noses up at me. It's likely somewhat in my head, but I don't think entirely. When I meet a group of women all at once, they often seem to share the same clique-iness and I don't read them as individuals. It's also rare that I can get a single woman to talk to me alone, which is the only way in which I form friendships. 

This is kind of a mess of thoughts, but would anyone have suggestions for me? I've made some online friends, but I'd like to have that close girlfriend who is a constant part in my life.

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<bot>: I miss having female friendship, but I don't seem to know how to find it or obtain it anymore, especially since many women make me socially anxious.