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Dear r/relationships,

I (19M) study in London and my GF (20F) is finishing her high school in Slovakia. We were in a relationship for almost 3 years when I got accepted to UoL and therefore we have had a LDR.

Two days ago she called me saying that the pressure on her (school, job, uni applications) are unbearable for her and she is fed up with me hurting her [in the past I used to make fun of her, have cheated on her once (she knows and forgave me), said a lot of bad things (if she were pregnant I would be for abortion)] and that **she would like to have a 6 months pause in our relationship and then meet and decide whether we want to continue dating or not. (and she said if I want I can find a GF in London meanwhile and bang her.)** 

I said that I do not agree at all (if you have a problem, let's tackle it together - what she said to me multiple times in the past) and she said she stands behind her decision, BUT:

* She wants to wait me at the airport when I return home in few days

* She wants to buy me a Christmas gift

* She keeps messaging me on FB and calling me, that I should "answer her", "write her back so that she knows that im alive", "how my day was" etc.

I agreed on meeting when I return but no idea as what to do next; I still love her (she does me as well, at least that is what she told me) and would like not to lose her.
<bot>: GF of 3 years decides she wants a 6m pause; yet keeps writing&calling me. Help? I do not want to lose her.