<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

It was a very nasty break up over a big misunderstanding. He's made it clear that he's moving on. Going to date other girls,might still be attracted to me but it's no big deal to him he's attracted to a lot of women,encouraged me to begin dating other guys. 

I'm just still having a hard time letting go. I'm working a lot and doing an internship on weekends to stay busy but that will only last another month. 
I've never had self esteem issues. I don't want to come off wrong but I know I'm a great catch and that I look good. I get asked out on a regular basis. But when you really loved  someone and they can say horrible things to you, you begin to wonder. 
Don't get me wrong I've pushed his buttons too and he did apologize for what he said but it's happened before and there always seems to be a but after the apology. There's never a I was wrong period. No matter what you've done or are doing I was wrong for what I did. There's always been a but. I had that to until I got counseling and had to apologize and take full responsibility for my part. Which I did. 

I'm probably not making sense but I just need to know how to get myself to move on. Maybe I'm jealous that he's able to where I haven't been.
<bot>: Not making much sense over a break up but really could use some insight and help. Any advice or suggestions? What about making a big move to a new state and a new job? Good idea? Bad idea?