<human>: So I moved to NYC for my GF of a year and a half in September. At the same time my parents divorced and my grand parents had passed away. I was basically in a bad place for a very long time and was so afraid of losing yet another person in my life that like an idiot I became a control freak. I changed and basically gave her an Eating disorder which basically caused us to take a break/break up right now. I never realized how much these things impacted me until today when i stepped outside of the mist and finally saw what I had done. I had a delicate flower that needed to be taken care of and be touched gently, instead i grabbed it and was so afraid of losing it that in the end me grabbing on to it too tightly made me lose it.

Appreciate every moment you have in your life, regardless of how good/bad it is. I know I fucked up big time here, maybe hopefully we will get back together in a couple months but I am not holding my breath on it.

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<bot>: I had the love of my life, a great relationship, but due to a significant amount of change I fucked it all up of being to afraid to lose anything else.