<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

As the title says, I am about to start law school fairly soon, but I just realized I have no desire to do it and have only been doing things to become a lawyer to keep my parents calm and happy. I've been through a lot in the past 6 months from a very messy break up to two stints in rehab to work on my drug addiction. Because of these things, I don't think I'm mentally or physically ready to even go to law school even if I wanted to. I have a feeling I would crash and burn.

I feel insane and scared of letting my parents down, but I also don't want to spend the next three years of my life doing something I hate. All my parents ever wanted was for me to become a lawyer while I just realized I'd rather try working with addicts for a year to help people in my situation and after that, possibly consider law school when I feel more up for it and that it's my decision. 

I don't know how to tell my parents any of this, I know they're gonna be furious and I love them both very much, but I can't go through with piling up debt on myself to a career I don't know if I want at all. How can I tell my parents this? Am I crazy for having these thoughts?
<bot>: just realized I don't know if I want to go to law school, only doing it to keep my parents happy, rough half a year has left me really drained, how can I tell my parents?