<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

Well let me start by stating thy we have a child together 7 months. So feeling this way makes me feel bad because of our child.  That being said I do not like this at all she can go out and have fun be with we friends and even play on her phone whenever. However if I so much as ask to go see a friend or to go to my mothers shit hits the fan. She overreacts and treats me like I'm cheating when I am not. Just the other day she begged me to go hang with a friend. Me think it was because she ha went out a few days prior. So I hung out for awhile. Well she wanted me to get my computer back from him and when i didn't return with it she flipped out. "so you wasted your time for nothing?". And all that sort of jazz. So it was all for her own needs. Plus I'm pretty sure she is cheating but I have no proof. I feel like a chained dog. I can only do what I am told or else I pay. The abuse isn't physical but it is very mental/emotional on me. We fight like this constintly and I don't know what to do. Talking doesn't ell she just blames it all on me. I don't feel it's right for me to leave but idk what to do. She's an alcoholic and an extreme sex addict. She bitches I do nothing when I do more than she does. Am I wrong for feeling borderline hateful toward her? We've been fighting since we started dating a year and a half ago.
<bot>: I can't stand how I'm treated and can't seem to fix it and feel bad for wanting to leave, should I feel bad?