<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

So this girl and I have been friends for 3 years and I know that I have liked her more than she has liked me. I almost always text first, I almost always suggest what we should do I gave her a Christmas gift and she didn't and I gave her a birthday gift while she just hugged me on mine.   i really like her but there are some things that I don't like about her. I feel like she doesn't appreciate what I do for her, she always goes out and parties and does drugs, while I like to have fun and be spontaneous, just not that much. I don't know what she wants. I want to ask her out but I don't know if she likes me. And I don't know if she deserves me because she doesn't do nearly as much for me as I do for her.
<bot>: I don't think this girl likes me as much as I like her. We have are differences. What does she want?