<human>: [Throw away for obvious reasons]

   Don't get me wrong my fiance and I love each other very much and I cant picture life without her, but the lack of sex is killing me. We have known each other since 2005 and we started dating  in 2012. Alex [not her real name] and I have always had a healthy sexual relationship but morally it was wrong because we were not married. (Alex and I are both Christian) we all make mistakes that much is true. Earlier this year Alex moved 6 hours away from our hometown to Become a missionary, but one of the rules at the school is that she can not engage in premarital sex.

   I was upset when I heard this but I realized that she was trying to better herself and that she really wanted to do this. So I ~~decided~~ thought that I could do this. Well ladies and gentleman I am having more trouble than I thought I would. The thing is; I know she is having a hard time but the environment that she is in allows her to not think about sex but really focus on God. I know I'm going to pray about this after I submit this but I need advice for the flesh.      

   What can I do? I don't want to rush into a marriage just because I'm getting blue balls. I love this woman Reddit but I am having issues with myself. This can't be a unique situation if anyone was in this situation before or knows how I can control my urges better I'd love to hear it. I'm tired of being selfish, because I know that I'm making Alex feel horrible about this and I just want to be able to show her that this no longer is an issue for me.

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<bot>: Fiance and I have had sex before marriage but now we cant have sex until we are married how can I control my meat log from going into her fun cave :<