<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

I have no fucking idea how to feel, ive talk with 2 friends and after crying a ton load i finally on the point in which im like wow, i gave all for her and paid me this way, she was my first gf, i love her so much, but i hate her now TOO and she cheated me with her best friend, and mine aswell. please i just dont wanna be alone now, i feel bad and mad at same time. duno what should i do, neither how to tell her, Please ask me any detail if interested i just dont know how to put it all here without forgetin the details, sorry for my english, not native speaker
<bot>: my gf cheat with me with her and my best friend i have no fucking idea how to tell, i dont know what to do.