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I found out today I am 4-5 weeks pregnant and have told my SO who is agreed that an abortion is the best course of action. We had a miscarriage a few months ago, of a child that was wanted but ultimately now have decided we should wait longer (I don't need any judgements because of our ages or duration of relationship- we're both very mature for our age and it's not the typical ''puppy love'' thing).

I feel mostly unaffected by this news, and feel that a child right now would be detrimental to my life. My SO agrees with me and doesn't seem outwardly upset. I am paranoid however, that he isn't being upfront with me and will grow to resent me, even though he has told me that he favours an abortion too. 

I also worry that my lack of guilt/shame is abnormal and that I must just be a horrible individual. I don't know how to feel and I'd like some sort of reassurance/advice!
<bot>: Pregnant, my fiance assures me he is okay with getting an abortion. Scared he'll resent me and scared because I feel I should be way more upset.