<human>: First off - I do not have a problem with my BF watching porn. We have been dating three years, it doesn't phase me. I have found, however, that I really don't like it when he watches porn of a specific person, like Katy Perry or Jenifer Lawrence. It feels personal and makes me feel super inadequate. I don't know why, but it feels like there's a difference between looking for a TYPE of porn, like BDSM or whatever, and watching a particular person. 

He didn't really hide his porn the other day, I found it completely by accident but without prying into his computer - it was just in the downloads folder. It made me feel really shitty to see 3gb of Jenifer Lawrence porn. He always told me he has a low libido, so I've cut back what I expect in terms of the bedroom, but it makes me feel really terrible when he seems so into this one girl, when I feel like its an effort to get him to want to be with me sometimes. For the record, I'm not really the same type as Katy  Perry or Jenifer Lawrence - I am short, blond and pretty small in the chest department. His last girlfriend was tall, brunette and not huge chested but more than me. I know that porn isn't a big deal, but seeing what he probably considers the ideal woman made me feel really weird. I'm worried his low libido is because he doesn't find me as attractive, and I know it sounds silly but I really find him attractive and knowing he doesn't feel the same way is kind of a major buzzkill. It makes me feel weird to want to have sex or anything with him because these other girls are probably in his head.

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<bot>: my bf's porn preference makes me think hes attracted to a different type, and could be the route of his low libido :(