<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

I'm 24/m, using a reddit account different from my usual one to ensure I remain anonymous.  Over the past few months I've become very close with a friend of mine who's 21/f, who I find very attractive.  I'm a very inexperienced virgin while she's polyamorous and has had many partners, as far as I can tell.  We share similar interests and have been hanging out a lot lately.  We go to a lot of punk shows, I take her to films from time to time, and I go over to her house where sometimes she cooks us food.  

Tonight I was over at her place.  She made us food and we talked, then went and watched a movie in her room.  Turns out she's had some health issues as of late, and she's met this new guy who's swept her off of her feet but she's not giving up her other poly relationships.  Anyway I pick the movie and foolishly pick one that's excessively long.  At the end of the movie I say goodbye to her and we hug fairly intimately, as per usual.  I ask her if I could kiss her, and she said no.  

I'm not sure what to make of this, but I know it's not good.  I didn't ask why she didn't want to and she didn't seem to act as if it were a big deal.  Maybe it wasn't for her, but it was for me, as it took me months to get the courage up to ask her even that.  Maybe if I had just gone in for it and not asked it would have been fine.  I've heard, though, that if you can't read the signals in that type of situation (and I can't) that's best to just ask.  I don't know whether or not she didn't want to kiss me because it was a bad time or if she doesn't like me like that.  It just sucks, because asinine as I sound, I really, really like this girl.
<bot>: Spent an evening with a girl I'm attracted to and have a good raport with, asked her to kiss me and she said no, saddened and confused.