<human>: She's had it for 4 years. It didn't really shock me because I've dated a girl with herpes before. The thing that bothers me is that she kept is from me this entire time, and now things that I thought were part of her personality or her actual tastes have been warped by the fact that she has a permanent STD.

For example, when we first met she would not sleep with me the first date. For a long time now I always thought she was shy or maybe just didn't do that kind of thing (naive, yes), but now I more think it was because she has this virus and didn't want to tell me about it.

Also, she really is enthusiastic about blowjobs. She wants to give them all the time. I understand that some women are like this, but in light of this new information I'm starting to wonder whether or not she actually likes giving them.

Basically everything I thought about this girl has changed given this new information.

She is a very sweet girl, got a big heart and she is crazy about me. Things have been getting pretty serious lately and we've been talking about moving in together, and even about future plans. But trust is extremely important part of the relationship for me and now I don't trust her as much as I did.

Not only that, I don't want herpes. I'm just confused and messed up about this. I've never had much success in the dating world. Meeting her felt like I was lucky, and in some ways I am, but now I'm questioning even how much she actually likes me and how much of it is fear that she will be alone.

I do care about her, but I dunno what to do. What do you think?

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<bot>: gf I care about just told me after 6 months that she not only has herpes 2, but that she kept it from me for 6 months