<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

Me [46f] and BF [44m] have had it tough.  I thought love conquered all a year ago.  I caught him cheating on me with another woman in Nov of 2013.  I found out that they had been seeing each other for almost two years.  

I was devastated.  He apologized and committed to me and I tried to get past it.  I bought a house two hours from where I work in an effort for the two of us to be closer and to live together.  I bought him a motorcycle, a Ducati monster that he refers to as his mistress.  

I've done all of these things for him because I love him so much, but I'm lonely here and he works odd hours and I don't have any friends.  In addition I see his ex-gf everywhere.  

He wears some of the clothes that she bought for him and tells me I'm childish for wanting him to throw them out.  I'm so depressed.  I left my husband for this man that I love so much!  I don't ever think I can trust him completely again.  

Any advice?  

He says he never loved her, but I know him and I can tell that he did and might still.  I have caught him following her on social media.  Although he talks badly about her, he still talks about her a lot.
<bot>: Looking for advice. Me [46 F] & bf [44 M] got passed ex-spouses, but he cheated on me and I can't move on.