<human>: So this has basically been ruining my life. Any time I truly care about something, I destroy it. No matter how hard I try to resist, I just feel this compulsion come over me and I can't control myself.

I can remember doing this since I was very little. When I was around 7, I had a baby blanket that was brought with me from the hospital. I loved it so much because it was soft and it had little moons on it and it helped me fall asleep. But then one day my 7 year old self realized that I would really hurt if I lost it. I threw it away that day. I cried for days and eventually got a replacement blanket; but it was never the same.

When I was 12, I used to be complimented on my long, naturally wavy hair. i loved the compliments my hair would bring, and I started getting used to them. The day I realized I depended on my hair, I cut it all off and for years I had a short bob.

Fastforward to now, I'm 21. I have not been able to have a healthy relationship despite dating many different types of guys. Whenever I begin falling for someone, I convince myself that I need to get out of the relationship and break up with them. Usually my breakup reasons maybe zero sense and so we stay together, but anytime someone initiates a breakup, irreparable damage is done to the relationship.

I was recently in a relationship with one of my bestfriends. I really loved him, but I fell into the same tendencies (despite my awareness of my tendencies and my strongest desires to stop) and destroyed it. He's no longer in love with me because I left him too many times.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: Whenever I love something, I destroy it. I need help. Does anyone else suffer from this problem? Does anyone know what I can do to fix it?