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I am 19/m. Recently, I confessed my affections for one of my friends (21/f, lets call her Kat), who basically told me that a relationship was not going to happen. I took the bad news like a champ, because I honestly didn't expect much different, and we both decided to just stay friends.

Two days later, we watched a movie on her bed. Because it's late, when the movie finishes I decide that I'm just going to fall asleep right there. While lying there in the dark, Kat begins to repeat all of the reasons why we aren't dating, almost to herself. As she talks, I inch my body closer and closer to hers, until we are technically spooning. My nose brushes up against her ear, which turns out to be one of her (many) sensitive spots. She lets out a small moan, a confirmation of the desire I could already sense. I jumped on top of her and we kissed furiously, letting out all of the sexual tension that had collected the past two days. Then it is over, and we go back to lying as we were.

And so it continues. During the day we treat each other exactly the same, and at night we have make outs, hand jobs and dry humps (she is wary about going all out yet). But it is killing me on the inside a little bit. I don't want to just be scratching my sexual itch with her, I want to be with her! Not to mention that she is still technically available, and every guy I see hit on her  makes me want to commit homicide. It's putting me in a bad place. Kat still refuses to date (she just came out of a pretty bad relationship), so I'm lost. Do I continue with this, and wait until she wants to actually date? Do I stop it right now, before I break down from the stress of this whole thing? I don't want to give it up, because this pseudo-sex is better than just staying friends. Is there any way I can reconcile my emotions to this type of relationship?
<bot>: girl wants to do (almost) everything without actually dating. I want to date, but it's not going to happen. How do I deal with this?