<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Hello, first time posting here put I hope I did everything right.

Long story short, I broke up with my gf of 2+ years. It was something about a month ago. We were very close but the longer we were togheter the harder it was. This was a long distance relationship. It changed me mentally. When we broke up I wasn't even sad. I didn't feel anything. I think it's just the way it had to be. I helped her in though times and so did she. Probably it was the right decision. Maybe I don't love her anymore but I want to remember her for who she was to me and what she did.

And now to the point. 

I have this need of having someone who loves me. Of having a girlfriend. Of finding another true love. (I think the world is so big that you can find multiple "true loves") I can say I'm desperate of finding a girlfriend but I don't want to go with first better girl I find that likes me. 

So my question is: how to fill that empty gap in my hearth or how to speed up a process of finding new love?

Please ask questions if something is unclear. And sorry for any mistakes I did.
<bot>: Brokeup with a gf. Want to find another love or a way to not make me feel so lonely.