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So I have been dating my bf for about 5 years now and our relationship has always been unsteady. We got together when we were 17 and when he was just about to start college at UC Santa Barbara. When he started college, he became really shady, and started drinking and doing drugs without ever telling me. He would constantly lie to my face about it and also talk to other girls behind my back and eventually cheated on me. We broke up many times over the years and got back together because we truly loved each other, but I would always have to face the past and know that i am with someone who constantly lied to me and treated me like I was less important than anyone else. After finishing school, he became more committed, so I told him that unless he wanted to get married, I no longer wanted to continue this. He agreed and we involved our families to get the ball rolling for marriage. This February he broke up with me because he thought I wasn't the one for him due to the fact that I cared about him returning the money he borrowed from me. A month later I found out he was talking to one of the girls he cheated on me with in the past. I became angry and devastated and confronted him about it and he told me that they hooked up and that he really likes her. Fast forward to now and he says nothing ever happened with her and that he wants to give this relationship another try. I really want this to work out because I love him so much, but now that we are back together, things aren't the same. I always initiate "romantic convos" and buy him things to show him I care. I feel like im more into him than he is into me. I feel like he just enjoys all of the attention i give him. When i told him about this, he said that It will take time for him to become normal again. I have so much history with him...we were practically engaged, went through an abortion, and have know each other for half our lives.
<bot>: Do I wait for him to become "normal" again? OR should I just move on in the hopes that someone can love me the way I love him?.