<human>: Never really had crushes growing up, maybe 2 lifelong and only one has progressed past the longing from afar stage. No girlfriends, no fwb, no "talking" I simply dont have the drive other guys do. I realize in hindsight that ive been approached and pursued but i've all but rejected each person haha.

 I guess im curious as to how I'm supposed to approach the whole thing and maybe develop the drive that other guys have. I never wanted to and im still QUITE on the fence about it overall as my friends seem to have more issues with the whole thing than I'd like present in my life. But as of late, it feels like the window of opportunity will close with my exiting college.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: graduating soon and am likely to be foreveralone, which doesnt sound bad, but id like to maybe give girls a try haha