<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

In July, over Okcupid I met a really great guy and within the month we were dating. But before that, I realized I had feelings for my best guy friend that I've known for seven years but he has a girlfriend so I decided to move on when I met Okcupid guy(who is actually a redditor too). Things are going awesome for two months- then we go out with some of my friends one night, and I have a really strong drink so I'm fairly tipsy. Later, he's driving us back and I (guiltily) tell him about the feelings I had for Best Guy Friend before I even met Okcupid guy. But I still want to be with Okcupid Guy. I'm still pretty drunk. And he breaks up with me. 

A few days later, I ask him to reconsider. He says no, he can't trust me, insinuates that if Best Guy Friend was single, I would cheat on him, and that it's the right thing to do before saying "goodbye." Which really hurt me since it's so final. So I'm pretty torn up over this. I still think of him a lot and I want to talk to him but I don't want to be a needy ex. I've no idea what I should do from here; if I should let it go, since he was so adamant, or what.
<bot>: drunkenly told boyfriend of past feelings I had for my best friend, he broke up with me and just about cut all ties. I'm unsure of what to do from here.