<human>: Before we started dating, we were best friends for a long time. There was a point when all my friends hated him because they thought he was a douche but I didn't care, I really liked him until I eventually began to fall for him. He didn't think I was pretty enough to date him though which I agree with because I was kind of ugly tbh but time passed and my chasing and puberty worked because we started dating.

We dated for 2-3 years ish and our lives merged: we share the same group of friends, work together, hang out with each others' families, etc. I also lost basically all of my firsts to him which is a pretty big deal for me because I wanted to wait til i was married.

Anyways, he had depression and it became really severe. He stopped going to school, etc. and I was literally beside him the whole time to help him get better. All his other so called "best friends" left him but I was there.

Time passes and he's better now but breaks up with me because he wants to sleep around with other girls. His reason is that it will give him the confidence that he needs to fix himself. The way I interpret it, I took away his manliness when I babied him during his depression. I was also way too easy to get in the beginning because of all of the chasing I did to get him.

I'm just so hurt by it because I spent all my time and effort to help him get better just to get dumped. I feel like such a loser, I stopped eating and it hurts to breathe. I want him back but I know thats not in my control.

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<bot>: what can I do to get over him without ruining 7 years of friendship? and please when you read this, don't interpret him as a jerk. I'm not describing him completely but he really is a good guy..