<human>: Technically she wanted a break, but I told her that there are no breaks, she's either with me or without me. She chose without. Left. I start drinking heavily, everyday for 3 days. I've been with her for 3 years, I feel like she's been my life and I just can't stop crying. I go out to a bar with a couple friends. I had no idea she was there. As soon as I got there, she got out of there. I lashed out at her in the morning, still drunk, I decided to text her to fuck off and get all her shit out of my house. I was drunk, it's not an excuse, but I was mad as all hell. I decided to text her the next day and apologize for being so vile.
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she ignores me all day. I'm freaking out, I need to talk to her. I felt so fucking bad all day, I regretted texting her that and I just want to talk to her and see where she stands and what she wants. 
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I go to mc donalds. The place we call "the studio" is next to this mc donalds, but it's also the only mc donalds that was open. I see her car there and I freak out. She can't text me, but she's at the studio with some random people. So I go up there (Bad move on my part, I know, but good God I love this girl.) and she's not there. Some guy tells me she's not. I leave, drive home. 

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just got done talking to her, finally. She says that she thinks I'm stalking her (the bar and the studio) she says she's scared of me. She's been with me for 3 years, she has nothing to be afraid of.  I don't know if she's sleeping with people, she's hanging out with random guys. Is all hope lost? Should I give her time or call it quits?

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<bot>: Girlfriend told me she wanted a break, I told her there were no breaks because "this isn't high school" I say stupid things, run into her accidentally she thinks I'm stalking her.