<human>: Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?

My story is really long. To save people the burden of reading the whole thing, I'm just going to ask if there is anyone out there who feels my pain or knows how to deal with it and is looking to talk to someone, like me :) about it, please message me. 

My SO and I really love each other and I'm trying to get over the pain he has caused me and the horrible things he has done. Despite the cheating and the lies, I still love him very much. I, however, have not a single ounce of trust in him, and cry myself to sleep many nights. I am extremely hurt and feel so small. I am looking for someone to talk to about everything or someone who needs help for this too or even someone who has battled this before and made their way through it. I'm struggling really hard right now and I don't have anyone to go to or talk to. <3
<bot>: Cheated on and lied to and no longer have trust, but the love didn't die. Need someone to talk to about it.