<human>: Hi,

She broke up with me, however I was unhappy pretty much the whole way through the relationship as she was a habitual belligerent, abusive, and hurtful binge drinker (used to happen weekly, then became a monthly occurence). It was absolutely like dating two completely different people. She wouldn't cheat on my, but she'd act like a maniac in all sorts of ways. Embarrasing

I never fully 'committed' to her. There was always doubt, and I held back. I refused to celebrate anniversaries, I told her I wasn't ready to move in with her or marry her when she asked...

I thought I was on the mend- met a few great girls when out, got phone numbers. However- none have replied to me (furthering my feelings of rejection).

Seems clear-cut, but it's never that simple. I still have strong feelings for her. She's 'too hot' for me (i'm short, with no money, she's a tall, stunning once model).

I know all that superficial/on paper stuff doesn't matter, because the reality is she was I knew how wrong she was a long time ago... I'm concerned I'll end up trying to get back with her when I see her in person tomorrow (she's coming for a visit).

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: Was I too harsh to my GF for binge drinking? Reassurance needed that I shouldn't stay with this girl!