<human>: Me (f, 20) and my SO (m, 21) have been together for over a year and a half now... A couple of weeks back we were having problems, lots of them, mostly because he's so cold and he gives so many things more importance than he gives me. I'd keep bringing up things he'd done that he never apologized for, things that hurt and kept happening.

After a while I got sick of bringing everything up. He got sick of the fights. I told him I'd let everything go. Start a new chapter. And that if this failed, it wouldn't be my fault, because trust me guys, I've put EVERYTHING I've got into this relationship, because I've never loved the way I love him.

He's been going through some stuff at home and he's never been the type to talk about it. Ever. Because throughout his entire life, when he has issues, he's just dealt with it by himself, never counting on anyone. Now, he's being completely indifferent with me. Cold. Distant. He won't ask me out. He barely talks to me. He says that if it were a problem with me, he'd tell me, but I'm not buying it. He says that he's acting like that with everyone, but I think it's a bunch of bull.

I feel horrible every day, guys. I feel like I can't breathe enough, don't feel like eating, and I just can't bring myself to smiling genuinely.

I don't know what to do... I don't know if I can be with someone that's just going to shut me out every time life gets rough... And it WILL get rougher... I just need advice. Words to give me strength. Anything.

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<bot>: Boyfriend's being cold and distant, not sure if wants break-up or is actually depressed and acting this way with everyone like he says. Not sure if I can handle it anymore.