<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Had a really good relationship with ex girlfriend throughout senior year of college, never had any issues except where we would be after we graduated (from different parts of the country). I thought it was best to end things toward end of school year but did it in an awful fashion while inebriated. We got back together and dated through summer long distance. It was fun she flew across country to visit me. I started work in another part of the country and I found it difficult to reciprocate how much she was putting into the relationship and I hated it cause I truly cares about this girl but was not ready for the difficulty in long distance. 

She visited a month after I moved to my new city and had an awesome weekend together and changed how I felt about ending things. On the last day here she brought up how it felt I wasn't putting as much in anymore and I agreed and I felt it wasn't fair to her for me to be distracted and not meet her 50/50 on the relationship and from there I thought it was best to end it rather than string her a long for a period of time and hoping the issue would fix itself. While at the time I thought it was the best move, I think about her all the time/really miss her and feel like I made the wrong decision. I've tried to reach out to her when I'm in the same town as her(she's still a student at our alma mater so I have visited frequently). And she had declined my requests to get lunch or anything. She's unfollowed me on all social media idk if it's cause she's just so over me or she doesn't want bad feelings to arise. 

Is she just so over me or is she just trying hard to keep any feelings for me from coming back.
<bot>: Perfect relationship ended due to long distance, keeps distant from me on social media and declines any chance to talk or catch up. What is going on in her mind?