<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

We've been good friends for about a year and a half. Three months ago he told me that he wanted to be in a relationship with me, I told him that I wanted to just be friends. So we stayed friends for a little while but everything was very tense. A month or so after that he told me that it was too hard and that we couldn't be friends anymore. That was two months ago. Up until this week we hadn't talked since.

For the past couple of weeks I've been feeling like everything's falling apart. I lost my job, fighting with my family - nothing's going my way. I know that it was hard for him but he was my only close friend and it was hard for me to lose that too. Earlier this week I called him because I just needed someone who I could be comfortable with. We went to the movies and got something to eat - it was nice. Yesterday I called him again and we hung out at his apartment. I'm not really sure how it happened but we ended up kissing on the couch. After a little while he carried me to his bedroom and we had sex. It wasn't for very long and it wasn't what I normally liked but it was amazing. It wasn't endless orgasms or anything, it was just a very strong connection - he looked into my eyes the whole time and I've never really felt that way before.

The main reason that I don't want to date him is because I'm not attracted to him. He's not hideous or anything, he's just not the type of guy that I'm attracted to. I know it sounds superficial but I'm well aware that sexual attraction is important in a relationship - I learned that with my high school boyfriend. So back to my original question, do you think sexual chemistry can make up for a lack of sexual attraction?
<bot>: Can sexual chemistry make up for a lack of physical attraction? Me [F20] with my friend [M19]. Had amazing sex with a friend that I'm not really physically attracted to.