<human>: Hi all, 

My question is vague but hopefully I can explain what I mean further. 

After years of thinking I had lots of friends, I came to the realization that I'm probably just "chill" with most of them - where they don't dislike me, they're nice to my face, but don't like me or know me enough to want to hang out/do more things together than just acquaintances.

To the very small group of people I really do think are my friends: **1.** I always have to initiate plans first, I rarely get hit up first. **2.** I don't think they all take me seriously, proof because I usually have to ask them if they want to do something. 

What should I do when making relationships to ensure that there is equity on both sides? I want to get comfortable enough with people I like to befriend them and be able to have a relationship where interaction goes both ways.  

Also looking to make friends that are girls (it's been awhile since I been around girls I would legitimately call friends and not just classmates I talk to). 

Most of the relationships I make now are people in classes I take. How do I move those relationships out of a classroom? I like the people I like but it seems as though no one is interested in me so I don't want to take anything further. 

I think that people think I'm a pushover and that might be why friends don't feel the need to hit me up, etc. I'm also extremely self-conscious. Those two things, I think, are really holding me back.

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: How do I establish that I'm not a pushover in my current friendships/relationships and when first meeting someone, should I later befriend them? Also, how can I move relationships beyond just being in a class with that person?