<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

He didn't rape me, it wasn't sex. This is so cringey for me to write, even though it's really not that serious I guess

One night things were progressing a little, and he wanted to move further and finger me, I did not want. He kept asking, and asking, and asking, moving himself and his hands, I continued to say no, more than 10 times at least! I guess I just gave up because I knew he wouldn't stop, also its quite hard to keep saying no. Ew I feel so horrible. Even when he was doing it I was withdrawn, grabbed his arm to stop, but did he? No. After wards he then had the fucking nerve to kiss down my leg and then kiss me down there, EW! 

I know it's my fault too, I should have kept saying no :( 

A week later, I've still not forgiven or forgot and he gets angry with me, saying he's learned from his mistakes and hasn't had a chance to prove that, I do not want him to prove it?! I also can't just forgive and forget something like this.

We talked about it once, he damn well knew I didn't want it and wasn't comfortable, he admitted this too. He then went on to justify it as:

''I am a horny guy''

"I thought if I did something you liked, you'd stop resisting"

"Why not just say, slow down?"

I've only had one sexual partner, wanted to keep it that way for now, I'm not into flings, and this is just vile. I did not want him there, I didn't want him. I feel so disgusting, used, dirty. How do I get over this?
<bot>: Guy went against what I wanted, (didn't get raped), I feel disgusting and used. What do I do to get over it?