<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

I don't see my gran all that much. She's back in the country-side, and it's usually a day of travel away. I don't have any problem with her, I love her, she's so nice, always asking about how I'm doing. The fact that I can't visit her often really saddens me.

About my situation: I'm a student and I want to spend the next semester abroad. I don't want to take money from my parents or anyone for that so I'm currently working and will be for the rest of the summer break until I have to go. This means I'll have enough money to go on etc...

Now my mother informed me that my gran wants to donate some of the leftover money from my (now deceased pa) to me and my siblings. I was very touched but also really uncomfortable. My granma has health issues and is really fragile, quite literally: she broke a bone by just tripping on the ground. So the idea of taking money from her when she could use it to treat herself and get better is torturing me.

I've been told that she has made the decision and seen a lawyer to do all this right.

The thing is I thought I could try to call her on Mother's Day. When I tried to talk about this, I began to splutter and really mixed all I wanted to say - that I was grateful, that this was making me nervous - into a big mess that she didn't really understand (she has bad hearing). However after I finished talking she cut the call abruptly.

I really nervous about the fact that I left that *really **bad** * impression that I'm just a gready grand-daughter that just wants the inheritance when the reality is that this couldn't be any more wrong.

I don't want to call now because I'm just angry against myself, and I don't know how to deal with this.
<bot>: My grandma wants to donate money to me and my siblings but I'm uncomfortable with that. I called her on Mother's Day and tried to talk about it but I think I left a bad impression...