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How do you manage to keep the child? My own feelings are that the child is part of a person who was the cause of a traumatizing, and horrible experience, and every time you look at it, it would bring back memories of that horrible experience or person. I'm not trying to be mean or anything, but I am genuinely curious how you can love someone that is the result of something so horrible that it usually leaves deep emotional scars. 

Personally, if I ended up pregnant from that kind of event I would terminate it immediately. For those who would not abort, it would make more sense to me to at least give the child up for adoption. Then again, I don't ever want to have children, and I don't really enjoy being around kids, which is why I am so curious for an answer to this loaded question.
<bot>: How do you love a child you had from rape? Does looking at this child conjure memories of the event/person?