<human>: I'm a 22 year old male interested in a woman that goes to my church. (Not looking for any religious debates) She is 36 but looks 26. When I found out that she was 36 I nearly spat out my drink and had to ask twice just to be sure. She honestly looks to be about 26. From what I've been told about her she's had a difficult past. Abusive marriage. She's single and doesn't really have any family. I've been thinking about her these past holidays and wonder how she spent them. 

 I think everything about her is beautiful. I've been introduced to her... multiple times but haven't worked up the courage to talk to and show interest in her. 

The reason I'm so hesitant on trying is because I don't know if we would be compatible at all. I'm not sure if I'd be mature enough for her. I'm 22 but I sometimes feel like a kid on the inside.

I've always preferred hanging out with older people. Most of my friends are in their late 20s, early 30s, and elders. I've never really liked being around people my age. 

Just to paint a picture of the type of person that I am. I like reading and studying about history, theology, philosophy. I don't smoke, drink, or go out partying. (Except birthday & holiday parties) My goals in life are to join the Navy, become a better person, build a better life for myself, buy my own home, get married and have children. 

I'm not sure if I'm mature or just plain boring. I feel 50/50 mature and childish sometimes. I'm scared that I'll look like a kid trying to hit on a older woman. Does anyone have any advice?

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<bot>: I'm 22M interested in a 36F but I'm fearful that we wouldn't be compatible due to maturity and age.