<human>: Over the past 4 years, I've lost 200lbs, started lifting weights and taking better care of myself. I used to look terrible, now I'm very attractive. The thing is when I was overweight, no woman would look at me. Now, I get looks and phone numbers like mad but in the back of my mind I keep thinking "Where were you when I was ugly you shallow whore?"

It's ruining any prospective relationships because I feel like if it weren't for my looks, they wouldn't be interested in me - no one was when I was a fat guy. It's causing me to resent and even hate women in general for their superficiality. I don't want to be this way but I just can't seem to stop that nagging voice: "If you still looked like that she wouldn't love you. No one did back then, it's all because of your appearance." Please help?

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<bot>: I got a lot more attractive and now I hate women for their lack of interest when I was ugly because I feel like they're superficial.