<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

Girlfriend and I are 19. My first relationship, her second after a short high shool thing. I'm a virgin, and I'm assuming she is as well as we've never discussed sex although our relationship nearly progressed to that point. We've been together almost 5 months.

She wanted to take a break. We're still taking a break until our projects are finished. The gist of it is that she doesn't want to committ anything. She doesn't want to be held responsible or be beheld to anyone. She enjoys her independence. She doesn't want to get close to any one person. But at the same time she still wants me. After talking, she wants to try again. She's trying to tell me that over the course of our relationship, as we opened up to one another, she was in fact not being honest with herself and was denying whatever it was that felt wrong to her. She still can't understand what it is. Best I can tell, she's conflicted. 

I was never in the mindset to go to college and fool around with women. I never even thought I'd want a girlfriend for a long time. But when I met her, I decided I didn't want to be the introvert I had been for so long. When I find something I want, I dedicate myself to it. I want to build a relationship with her. 

I asked if she wanted to have an open and honest relationship with me. She said she thinks so, and asked if I did "even after how dumb I've been". And I said yes. 

I know there's nothing I could do to change who she is. I wouldn't want to. Mistakes and all, I wanted HER. Am I crazy to keep pursuing her? Or is it normal to want to stick with the one you really like, despite their indecision about what they want from you? When they tell you that they basically lied how they acted with you, how can you ever trust them again. That the things they do are real.
<bot>: Girlfriend likes her independence, is nervous to open herself up to someone, but still wants me. Am I crazy to keep going. I don't think so, but apparently I've been wrong before.