<human>: So I'm a junior in high school. He's a senior. We've been friends this entire year and he's liked me from the beginning except for I was in a long term relationship. That ended it January and we started to have a thing in April. I was so happy with him but I was so hung up on my previous boyfriend and wanted something exactly like him so I was very distant.

I guess he considered us to be dating while I was not on the same page because I was uncomfortable and unsure of what I wanted. Lack of communication. I had no idea he thought that.

My friends also ended up playing a part. They didn't like him a whole lot because he didn't "fit in" and wasn't like my ex. So I had another friend that came to a party of mine. They kept pushing me and pushing me to give this guy a chance and I didn't really give in but I wasn't backing off his advances, which was wrong of me. I sat on his lap while playing super smash bros. That was really it. I thought I liked this new kid because he was like my ex. So in the midst of a mental breakdown a few days later, I ended it and went to the new guy. My "boyfriend?" heard that I sat on his lap so he wasn't happy. I quickly realized a few days later that I made the wrong decision and was chasing my ex through a different person.

I don't know what to do. I've thought on it for a long time and realized I'm not going to find someone like my ex and nor should I. The first guy and I were wonderful together. We still talk and have class together but it's not the same and he's still sour. I don't know how to reconcile with him without coming on so strong and sounding like an idiot. I went to him a few weeks after everything and apologized and admitted how stupid I was and that I still have feelings for him and all he said was "cool."

I'm a complete and utter idiot and any advice is welcome.

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<bot>: I wasn't sure if I was dating this guy, stupidly went to another guy because he was like my ex, and realized how stupid I was. Looking for ways of reconciliation.