<human>: Okay, I know I'm going to sound dumb but I don't really know what to do. My boyfriend, Matt and I have been together about a year now, we are long distance because I go to school three hours away from our hometown. Matt lives with his brother Nick while Matt goes to the community college and Nick works. (We are from a rural Midwest town so they live on a farm) Matt and Nick are polar opposites. Matt is loving and caring, Nick is not. Matt has never slept around, Nick is the town bicycle.

Now, Nick started to see a girl, Missy about 5 months ago. They actually hit it off and he stopped sleeping around and asked Missy to be his girlfriend. Missy and I went to high school together, we were never close friends but always got along.

Anyway, last night I found out Missy is 3 months pregnant with Nicks baby. I didn't even find out from my boyfriend, I found out from other people, which sucks. I wish Matt would've just told me instead of me having to hear from other people but I'm not going to get too upset over that because it's really not my business that Missy is pregnant.

Anyway, I know I'm only 20, I have 2 years of college left and having a baby right now would just not be a good thing. I know this. But I've already been told by my doctors due to health issues that it will be very unlikely that I'll ever be able to conceive my own children. I'm jealous that now Missy and Nick get to have a baby but I will probably never be able to have that with Matt. I'm also jealous because it seems that Missy and Nick now have a stronger relationship in 5 months than Matt and I have built in a year. All because she is pregnant.

Is there something wrong with me? Please tell me someone else has felt something similar? What can I do to ease my jealousy?

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<bot>: I'm jealous that my boyfriends brothers girlfriend is pregnant because I will not be able to have children of my own.