<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

I've been talking to Girl A (15f) since November. We've liked each other and I've wanted to date. She seems to be afraid of commitment and I don't think she really gets the sacrifices you need to make for your SO in a relationship.  We've gotten in a fight a couple weeks ago and I broke things off pretty much. No talking at all. So me and Girl B (16f) are in the same math class and have become friends over the semester. We start talking outside of class. We went on a date last Friday night. We did makeout. 

Saturday there was a big athletic event for A and afterwards I texted/tweeted as many people I could on her team including her. We started talking again.

 Recently I had been thinking about my situation and I just feel like I need her. There's not an obvious reason. I've gone through some shit in the last few months including slight depression and she was always there. And I feel like I need that still. But girl B is really cool too. And girl B wants to be serious which I value considering I'll be moving to college next year.  But I just don't feel like I'm "all there" for B right now. I know that A seems to put her friends and random stupid things above me but I want it to work. 

My best friend barely talks to me anymore because she hates that I still want A.
<bot>: Have had an unofficial relationship/"thing" with girl A for almost 5 months. Took a break and now there's girl B but I feel like I still want girl A who I've only been on one date with.