<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

So a lot of weird stuff has happened to me the last few days. Okay, first of all, my brother was dating someone and they were getting along really well. But then she broke up with him, and told him she was a lesbian all a sudden. We were talking about it, and he said he didn't take it too hard, but one thing was really bothering him; he told me that she was trying to get him to "become" gay. I guess that was the other half of the break-up. Anyway, fast-forward a few weeks. Me, my bro, my cousin, and his friend were driving home from Providence. On the way home, we passed by my bro's ex's house, and we got to talking. Well, actually *they* got to talking. I was chilling listening to this conversation; "She has something wrong with her.", "She is a walking sin, it is against the bible to be gay", "She think it's cool to be gay", "She is a fucking faggot.", "If you're gay, there is a screw loose in you.", I bet you can guess where this is going. One thing they mentioned is that she is only 15, and it's just a phase. Now here is my problem; I'm only 14. I've lied about my age on Reddit already, but I have to tell the truth here. **I'm having gay feelings, and I want to come out.** Except, my family are strict Catholics, my cousins clearly won't be supportive, my friends are extremely un-supportive of gays also, basically shunning the few people that have come out at my school, and to top it all off, I find more than a few my friends attractive. I don't know if this really *is* a phase, if I'm actually gay, and if I should come out. I can't get any help from anybody I know. Maybe Reddit can help.
<bot>: I'm think I'm gay, but I'm not entirely sure (supposedly "just a phase"). I'm afraid of coming out because of obvious reasons: rejection, neglect, etc.