<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

I am a single full time dad, my ex and I broke up 1 year ago, and she recently moved out of state because parenting is apparantly not her cup of tea.

After a year of basically no female contact, I tried to start dating again. 3 weeks ago, actually. I tried some online thing and was skeptical, but I did find one girl and I was excited.

We were texting a lot and had many interesting subjects to talk about, and the first date went great. Really connected, having fun literally all night (no sex) but very hands on and smooching. And dancing.

Second date was during the day and more casual, but still had a good time. Texted me afterwards to that effect, and we were going to make plans for in a couple of days.

Then no contact. I texted a few times during the past 2 weeks, but nothing from her. I decided it's out of my hands, maybe I did something wrong, maybe she found someone else, changed her mind, died, etc etc

I know I should be seeing multiple women, but I dont have time. She was also my dream girl. Every trait I wanted in someone, and she had it. I was, probably, too obsessed, although I tried not to show it.

Why the hell am I still thinking about this girl all the time? It's not healthy I know, but I'm constantly sad about it. Does this go away? Normal? How the hell do I get normal? I'm lonely as hell and I feel like I'll come across as too much baggage to most girls.
<bot>: why the hell am I way too attatched to this girl after 2 dates? How can I forget about her and stop feeling shitty? And is 2 weeks of no contact my cue to fuck off?