<human>: So I've posted here before on different accounts, all telling the same story. But each time is different. I've posted twice, and not for about four months, but the thing I was worried about has happened.

This is the second time me and mu bf have been dating. The first was two years ago, we fell apart because I didn't trust him fully, first bf, previous depression, serious social anxiety due to bullying etc.... but we got together again fourteen months later, after becoming good friends and entering a relationship properly.

So now I trust him. He knows this about me that no one else does, and no I won't share those things here. Over the last ten months I have become exceptionally codependent. And now he's gone.

Yesterday he had a fit of tears from anxiety about leaving. He didn't know whether or not to break up with me for my own good, as he hates seeing me upset.

Today he left. I said goodbye and he walked away. He is now on the other side of the country, and I miss him so much, but I'm eleven months older, so still in my last year of school and living with parents still, so I can't go see him.

I guess what I need right now is hope. I love him, but I don't know how strong I am. Whether or not I can stand being in a long distance relationship, and constantly missing him.

If anyone on the wide interwebs has been through this, and has any words of advice......

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<bot>: bf is at uni. I live with parents in last year at school. Miss him. Need emotional support from internet people.