<human>: So I was at an engagement party a week back and my friends finally posted the videos on YouTube. In some weird stupid way or another I had discovered that my ex got married from the related videos. I found out on YouTube of all places.

I've known her since 06, best friends and always had that more than friends chemistry. We started dating in mid 08. I loved her. We talked about marriage. I was planning on proposing to her in February 2011. But last January she just stopped talking to me. Not returning my phone calls, texts, and every time I went to her place she was never home. After a month went by I just accepted the fact that she dumped me and never gave me closure. It killed me, but I moved on. I really would have preferred a straight up break up than her leaving it open like that. I still don't know what went wrong. 

After that I dated on and off but nothing serious. I thought I was over it, but like I said I discovered her wedding video and it brought me to tears. She got married earlier this month. So in 11 months, she somehow found someone else, got engaged and got married. I started thinking how she was able to do this in such a small time frame and the only logical answer I had was that she was cheating on me way before she did what she did. It made me sick to the point where I actually started vomiting. I guess I'm happy for her, but still it made me depressed.

So Reddit, what I'm asking is is it normal to feel the way I feel? Even after I accepted the fact and moved on? How would YOU feel? How would you cope with it besides the whole "forget about her, get with other girls" mentality which I've been doing... which worked pretty okay until last night.

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<bot>: ex  from last January got married and now I feel like shit. How would you feel, how would you cope.