<human>: So I live with my family, mother and brother (13M). My dad (49M) died a few months back, pretty damn suddenly of a heart attack at a family b-day party. 

So at first I didnt really get hit with the reality of my dad dying etc, and I was fine. Few months down the line and now I think of him daily and miss him so much ugh upset.

Anyway my dad was not English, his family is a nice size but in his home country, dont see them or hear from them much. My mothers family is tiny, and all the males are dead. 2 of cancer, 1 a heart attack. The only male I have is my brother.

The reason I want my mother to get with someone is selfish, but I just want a man in my life. One we can spend time together with, someone I can go to and just a less empty house.

Obviously shes not gonna get with anyone any time soon, honestly I dont think she'll be with anyone again (her choice). I just feel so alone without an adult male in the house!

I dont know how to deal with the death of my father, I want a man that I can love and that I can spend time with and just have a father figure in my life again, I dont know how to control my emotions :(

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: dad died, I have no male family I can be with and I feel alone and cant cope with the death of my dad.