<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

Basically me and my boyfriend have been dating for the past 5 months. I know it hasn't been super long and it's young love and whatnot. But I am still scared to break up with him when I go to college next year. It's making me feel anxious about our current relationship and want to spend crazy amounts of time with him (even though I know this isn't the right thing to do). We have both talked about me going off to college, and we have both decided we can't handle a long distance relationship for the moment. The thing is our relationship has been really wonderful these last few months and I scared to lose such a sweet, loving guy. I don't know how to feel and I feel like I'm nuts for saying stuff like this.
<bot>: Probably breaking up with my bf when I go to college, anxious about current relationship and want to keep it even though it's most likely impossible.