<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

Throwaway account for obvious reasons...

We dated for 3 years and she broke up with me around Christmas. We're trying to  "be friends" but it's very difficult to do that when I am still in love with her.

She moved in with me after not having anywhere to go after graduating college. Things were fine at first and took a sudden turn for the worst when she decided to break up with me. She said her feeling were no longer there and hoped we could remain friends while living together. 

One part of me is ok with this cause I still get to see this person I love so much every day, she's my best friend and that part is nice. The other part of me hates this. I'm living with the person im in love with and cant show any affection towards her. What makes it even more difficult is that she sometimes does things like trying to hold my hand or hugs me. It just messes with my head. 

What do I do? How do I get past this? How do I live like this?

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<bot>: Girlfriend of 3 years moved in with me and then broke up with me. Does things to show affection but I can not reciprocate. What to do.