<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

I would like to start telling that these 10 months have been the most happiest of my life.

I love my girlfriend and I'm pretty sure we are getting married eventually. The think is that I'm a very worried boyfriend to her. I'm always worried about how she feels or thinks and if she is comfortable with our relationship. But sometimes I feel that I'm not receiving what I am giving. She is a wonderful woman, she also is very worried about me but I am the one who always prepares some little surprises for her every day like notes on her notebook or through the phone or on her PC but I feel that for her it is only enough just tell me how much she loves me and just answer the thinks I do for her with another things but she is not looking for the "extra mile" as I do every day. Or the other thing is that I always have to start doing things to have some sex. It is like she never takes the initiative... she just receives love.

Is it kind of selfish expect a little more attention to those feelings and ask her for a little more care about it?
<bot>: I've talked with her today morning and she felt as she never be enough for me, when it is all opposite.