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Hey there guys,

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So girls & guys, after your helpful advice I finally sat down and confronted her with my problems.

I said that I'm extremly insecure to where I am and that I want to know her point of the Situation. She responded by saying she wants to be alone at the moment and that I shouldnt make myself any hopes of getting our relationship going in the near future. Tho she also said she wants to keep me around as a friend since I'm still a important person in her life and that only time can tell how things will go in the future.
So here I am, having the Information that I wanted but still feel like my heart got ripped out of my chest. I honestly dont know how I can ignore my feelings for her when we see each other. I cant switch from relationship to friendship in 1 day after 6 years, but she seems to be doing fine on that point.

We are bound to see each other, like stated in the previous thread i posted, we share our entire friends. Everytime we go out we WILL see each other. I cant and wont just cut all of my friends in order to not see her. I also dont want to cut her out of my life completley, since she still has a special spot in my heart, but i dont know how to handle the feelings i still got going for her. Oh, also we have a vacation with friends already booked later this summer.

Next problem i thought of is that it will be an extremly awkward situation the day that she's with another dude or (might that day come lol) I meet another girl. I dont think i can handle the look of her being with another dude... i really think i cant.

Please help me cure my broken heart somehow :(

Thank you, Girls and Guys.
<bot>: talked to (now ex) GF, she wants to be alone, how can i get rid of my feelings for her.