<human>: Dreaming or* thinking about him

As the title says. We dated for about a year. He dumped me for another girl because I couldn't visit. I was still under my parents thumb as they were supporting me financially. A couple months after he dumped me and I started college, he drove 7 hours to see me and we went out for dinner and he wanted to get back together but I couldnt drop out of college to be with him.

Anyways life goes on, four years later I have a career and I think he's still with the girl he dumped me for. They have a house I'm not sure if they're getting married. 

For the last 10 months I've been having dreams about him every night and I can't stop thinking about him and I miss him so much. I regret staying in college but my parents would have killed me if I dropped out to be with him. 

I've tried everything short of getting lobotomized to get this horrible existence under control. 

What should I do? Should I tell him? Probably not my ship has already sailed. I'm a wreck I can't have relationships, I hate my job. I was offered a job in his city but that would just make it worse so I declined.

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<bot>: missing ex from four years ago and its ruining my life, should I say something or should I move to a different planet?