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I was with my ex-wife for 8 years. Feb 15th, she walked out. We have been really good friends since. Slept together as recent as Monday. She went out in a date yesterday. I don't want to be with her anymore, I know she's toxic to me. However I still care for her. So much so that I took a day if vacation to ride with her to DC to get a tattoo from some random Russian guy, in some random apartment because no one else wouls go and know how much it means to her. What am I doing? Why am I supposed jetting myself to tend to her when she's clearly moved on? Or is she not quite sure she's over me? She's been buying me dinner several times in the past week because I'm stuck will all the finances and it was my birthday Saturday. I don't know, I'm just rambling. Thanks alcohol and weed.
<bot>: think I'm being used by soon to be ex-wife, taking her to get a tattoo day after she goes on date for first time in 8 years