<human>: My ex and I got together last August. We had a very loving and functional relationship, but I was secretly struggling with my depression and alcoholism.

At one point in our 7 month relationship, she said she loved me. I didn't reciprocate those feelings and it really hurt her. Eventually, I broke up with her due to my mental instability and hectic schedule.

I have been sober for over 6 months now, and I feel a sense of clarity. However, I don't know if I'm just idealizing the relationship or if my feelings are honest. She has a new SO, and I have seen some other people since she and I broke up.

I don't know if I should try to make contact again or just let it rest. My brain tells me leave it alone, but deep down, I think there was something there, I just wasn't ready for it.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: I was a complete wreck when previously dating my ex. She has a new SO now, but I think I might be in love with her. What to do?