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Hi I would like to start off by saying I don't know if this is the right place to put this but hopefully I can get some good insight so sorry in advance.

I don't really know how to start this. I keep thinking about this girl from my past and it hasn't been for a couple days its been for years now. The weird part of this though is that this girl is from way back. I'm talking elementary school. We would hang out everyday and talk on the phone for hours at a time for a good two years. However one day we stopped talking for some reason and then we never really connected again since she got put into a different Middle/High School do to districts.

The thing is though I remember so much of us from back then. Little things you know? Which is weird if you knew me because I don't have the best memory at times and will easily forget things I deem unimportant as soon as it goes in my ear. No matter what I do I can't get her off my brain. I can put it off for a few days or so but it still looms around back there.

What I want to know is what's wrong with me? Why do I still like her?  I know it sounds completely crazy that I still care about a girl I haven't spoken too in years. I also know she's probably nothing like I remember her or is a different person. But no matter how much I try to convince myself that I'm being stupid and weird I can't help it. 

I haven't told any of my friends or family this because I feel like I shouldn't have these feelings and I would be judged.
<bot>: I'm still in love with a girl that I haven't spoken to in years and want to know what is wrong with me.