<human>: Perhaps this would be equally well-suited for r/sex, but I'll give this a shot. My girlfriend and I are in a long distance relationship and things are going very well. I love her and things are getting pretty serious. 

Usually, we are each just as eager for sex as the other, but occasionally I am more up for fun than she is and I become a person that I'm not a big fan of. To clarify, I'm not abusive, nor do I use sex as a weapon (I've had girlfriends that withhold sex when they want something, and I've known guys who week refuse to do *x* unless they get *y* first). 

Rather, I just make it exceedingly clear that I want sex, and I will do just about anything to make it known to her. One time I was so blunt about it that I just took off my clothes and laid down right next to her. Each time, I'm vaguely aware that I am not thinking clearly, nor am I acting normally, and afterwards I am always ridiculously apologetic. 

She and I have come to treat this phenomena like an alternate personality called Horny *RollingAlong*. He is blunt, uncaring and often unaware of or indifferent to the consequences of his actions. 

I want to be a better boyfriend to her, and that has to start with me taking responsibility for Horny *RollingAlong*'s actions. Perhaps it's the amount of time she and I go without seeing each other that makes me so ravenous for sex.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: I am a dick when I'm turned on, and I want to stop making sex a duty that my GF feels compelled to get out of the way.