<human>: My girlfriend (F18) split up with me(M18) on Christmas day after a 2 and a bit year relationship where she lived with me for 2 years.
she had various reasons such as she doesn't love me etc etc, it's not me it's her blah blah blah. I respect that it's her decision and I cant get her back but since then i have cried every day and feel like absolute shit at all times constantly blaming myself for everything and feeling so much pain and remorse. I know this must be common for a lot of people but i really loved her and am not coping well without her. I dream about her most nights and in the dreams we're really happy together and everythings brilliant and then I wake up and realise it was just a dream and break down again. None of my friends seem to understand and just say that it's over now, get over it. another problem is that me and her have exclusively the same friendship group which results in a lot of awkward situations. We used to do absolutely everything together so now I can't do anything without it reminding me of her and I feel so alone all the time and I hate myself. I want to all the pain to be over now and i cant carry on by crying everyday and feeling so pained all the time so please can someone help me!?

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<bot>: GF(18F) broke up with me, i haven't dealt with it well and constantly cry anf blame myself for everything, i need help in stopping this pain and the dreams i have about her, plz help?