<human>: Hey. So my GF and I have been dating for a little over 2 years. We both share plenty of interests, we're big gamers and do lots of activities together when we can. We live a 5 hour drive away from eachother though, meaning I only see her for a week or so each month. Despite this we've always both been happy.

However, I feel like I need some help gauging whether or not the nature of our relationship is healthy. Since she comes from a broken home and doesn't get much support from family, I feel very much like a caregiver. In the past I've sorted out her finances, helped her get her job and secure her place at college. She struggles socially so I tend to take her places and often feel responsible for her safety.

I know I love her, which seems silly to say since I'm a teenager and this is my first long term relationship. But I do find the relationship draining. She has a number of other health issues and I feel like a horribly shallow person for saying this, but due to her tilted uterus/endometriosis sex is almost entirely off the table, and I kinda want to have sex y'know? I don't feel like I can talk to her about this properly because emotionally it'd make her upset and confused - communication on this level can be hard for us.

I suppose I just feel out of my depth, and in a position of responsibility that I can't just abandon. I have issues with depression and anxiety myself and sometimes feel overwhelmed. 

Is there a way I can work through all this stuff with her? Ideally I don't want to break up with her because I genuinely care about her deeply, but also I feel like I'm missing out on the kind of humour, connection and sex that could be found from meeting other people.

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<bot>: My LDR with my GF who is on the autistic spectrum is draining socially and leaves me feeling isolated. She doesn't really have anyone else and I love her, but I'm scared I can't keep it up.