<human>: I was with my gf for over a year through high school and we loved each other a ridicules amount but we went to different colleges.  It has been about two months since we broke up, I am very sad but realized it wasn't the best time for us and maybe once we figure out who we are and date other people (our first relationship) we would maybe get back together.  We were perfect for each other it just wasn't good timing.  I deleted her contact/photos and made the best of myself at my school trying to focus on me.  One month into college, she comes home we get together like old times and then she leaves again leaving me feel all empty again.  This weekend she rolls into town again but we only talked for awhile nothing else because she said she is coming home for fall break next week.  Basically she said she still loves me and sees no reason to go date other people if what we had was so special.  I love her more than anything but I don't think long distance is a good idea while I'm living my new life at college.  Yet when she is away from college I feel like I'm living half a life.  We really have no idea what to do and we said we would talk about it next week.  We said we wanted to try dating other people but when we tried all we would do was compare them and shut them down because they aren't us.  I can't just tell her I want to move on completely because whenever I try all I do is miss her and want to be with her.  I just can't commit myself 100% because I am still trying to figure out what I want in life and if it is her.

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<bot>: Gf and I love each other very much but at different colleges. it's too hard for long distance but it feels like we are living half a life without one another.