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I asked out a girl that I've had a massive crush on for about 6 months. She said she doesn't have strong emotions for me, but if I want we could be friends with benefits until someone better comes along for her (she literally said that she doesn't feel a "spark" for me but she is "horny enough" to consider FWB) . For me, though, sex is meaningless unless it is accompanied by a strong emotional connection. I would really like to have a relationship with her, and even if it isn't possible I'd like to be friends. Is this friends with benefits thing a bad idea? At first it sounded like it, but it might even be a good push for us to get to know each other better and maybe then think about dating. What do you all think?    
  

I also have a lot of anxiety about sex, neither of us have ever done it before. I was hoping my first time would be with somebody special so it wouldn't be as awkward, but I'm kind of finding out now that the world isn't perfect.
<bot>: I like a girl (a lot), she doesn't like me, she wants to be friends with benefits instead of dating.