<human>: Throwaway account. I wanted to ask if other gamers have gone through situations similar to mine. My boyfriend is really great at the game and I fall short. (I played way less than him and don't really get the mechanics.) He and I have been together for a year.

We were both Diamond players last season but since the restart, he's been 'busy.' And I don't think he likes the league friends that I choose to play with because they're not great at the game and we end up losing. (He hates losing and wants to have a fun game. So even if he loses he wants a close game.) I confronted him about it for about three weeks and he tries to fix it by telling me that he doesn't want to play because I'm playing with a certain someone. But I don't want to avoid that friend just because my boyfriend doesn't like that person. I tried changing the group of friends I play with but he doesn't like the people I like to play with. He'd always make up an excuse and say he was busy or just wasn't in the mood. 

I understand that, I can't force him to play. But I'm really sensitive so I thought maybe it was my fault. And I've grown up with bashing myself for shit that happens.. which isn't a positive thing to do. I played my placement matches and ended up low plat. Boyfriend plays and is at low Diamond now. when I get out of my game, WHELP he's in a game. And then his friends are all playing so I can't play with him either.. which sucks. I feel like our relationship is deteriorating. Even during skype not much is being said anymore.. and i'm dealing with health issues and he refuses to see me until I'm 100% healthy. I just feel neglected.. and am starting to wonder if I should go to other guys for comfort. It's really confusing.

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<bot>: Bf won't play with me anymore because my friends and I suck. Makes up excuses and plays with his friends. Skype calls are usually silent and it makes me question our relationship..