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Very new here and im very sleep deprived so i apologize in advance if things dont make sense. (x-posted on needafriend)

Little back story on me, Been through numerous bad boyfriends, had ptsd in the past(due to robbery and a huge 7 car accident) but it doesnt affect me as much as it did prior but i do have little occurrences here and there.

Now to my story, I met Mr E (Mr E is my boyfriend) through a online videogame a few years ago (august 2014 I was in TX and he was in WA) we talked here and there but we didnt start fully talking till summer 2015 when he got a cat and wanted advice on taking care of it, type of foods ect. November 2015 we decided to be a couple. We met up and totally hit it off like it was perfect I was a little scared but he was the exact same as he was online. I was planning on moving in with him in May 2016 but due to family drama it was April. Presently we are still doing very well, I found a really good job an a lot happier now too.

Fast forward to this last week, It was Mr E's 35th birthday and we totally celebrated ice cream cake, took him out to dinner it was so much fun then on last thursday Mr E noticed he had a lump on his ball but it was small at the time so he didnt worry about it. By Sunday it grew 3x bigger so we went to the ER got admitted and just had surgery just a few hours ago, OH not to mention when the doctors ran tests found out that he was diabetic and had high blood pressure. So during this time im trying to be as strong as i possibly can while sleep deprived but my ptsd/anxiety is coming back and I had some breakdowns and Mr E is very cranky and im hardly keeping it together. Why does being an adult have to be so fucking hard?

Has anyone been through anything like this?
<bot>: new boyfriend just has major surgery, my anxiety has flared up we both are very cranky how the hell do i keep strong?