<human>: I met my best friend my freshman year of high school and automatically clicked with her. We would do tons of stuff together and throughout my freshman year I began to develop feelings for her. Throughout the year we would flirt a lot with each other, hold hands in the hallways and I confessed to her at the end of freshman year and she said she wanted to wait a little while before having anything serious. We kept flirting up until I finally asked her out. She rejected me because she said if she said yes she would not put as much effort into the relationship as I would and that would not be fair to me.

Sophomore year we kind of parted ways until she came back to me telling me how much she missed me so our friendship rekindled. Fast forward a year, she starts texting a guy every single morning at breakfast time with me and that turns out to be her boyfriend later down the line, ultimately she dumps him although throughout their relationship I was jealous but was able to hide it.

Senior year we really clicked and we did all sorts of things together from movies, going out to eat, going to school together. We ended up going to prom together as a couple. I want to tell her I still have feelings but looking back at her relationship with her boyfriend it really shoots me down. She will barely ever text me like she did with him, but if we do text the conversations last until late at night. We still go out every now and again and she has told me multiple times she doesn't want to lose me. Problem is, I want to be more than a friend, but I don't want to get shot down and then have to cut off the friendship because it would be awkward still being friends after getting rejected twice, yet I really don't want to lose her as a friend. So reddit, what should I do? Should I keep my feelings in so I don't lose a friend?

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<bot>: Been friends with this girl over 4 years, have no idea if she likes me back but don't want to lose her if she doesn't. What should I do? Sorry about the grammar.