<human>: I've been with lots of girls. Never in a true relationship. Only long-distance and short adventures.

Friends tell me I'm pretty, and I never had problems taking some girl home in the weekends. Most girls like me for my look and, still their words, cause they find me interesting.

But I'm getting tired of the pick-up game. I moved abroad some months ago. I can't, and I don't feel to restart hitting the clubs and taking girls home. I want a relationship. Been heartbroken once, and heavily disappointed thousands of times.

I'm afraid I'll hit 30 and will continue being alone for a long time.

I work in an environment where I don't meet new people. I don't study. I don't know where to meet new people without going to the club. Sometimes I just look back at my only true love I ever felt, and at all the girls that left me with high hopes, and I see that I always got the worst in the end. The joke's always been on me.

I'm sorry if this is getting too "emo" or hopeless, but I feel really depressed and I can't see a way out of this.

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<bot>: I've been "alone" my entire sentimental life and I'm tired of it. I want to be "two". Can't make it alone. What can I do?