<human>: We could be talking right now, we could still help each other with this sudden separation, which is what I'd prefer.  But when I found out she slept with her co-worker, she flipped out at me and started in with the jabs at my psyche.  

Its been about two weeks since we last spoke on the day I moved out, which was a week after she broke up with me.  

She doesn't seem so mad now, she texted me letting me know that she misses me and hopes I'm doing ok.  

Am I wrong to want to call her and talk?  

I'm very hurt and think that I realized something last night.  She had been coming home occasionally from work and she would be all wound up sexually and we'd fool around.  But she never seemed fully satisfied, I was really busy at the time and had to be up very early.  I don't think that I could live up to the amount of arousal she received at work, so much so that she decided that I wasn't enough and she threw away the last two years of our lives living together to move on to something more sexually exciting.  

This sucks because I have spent my whole summer on working on myself and furthering my career, interning, new jobs, side jobs and volunteering.  She spent it watching netflix and working weekends, and wallowing.  

She never talked to me about her sexual issues from being so excited from work and then me not living up to it.  

It makes me feel like an unsexual, unpleasurable ball of shit.

I loved and love her so much, I did so much for her, worked so hard for her, worked so hard for us.  But it wasn't enough.  

Any advice would be very welcome.

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<bot>: GF kicked me out after two years of living together and only a week of conversing about relationship concerns to sleep with her co-worker and hide it from me.  It has affected me and how I feel about myself sexually.