<human>: He's amazing. At least that's what I thought. My friends could see it wasn't good for me, even HE told me that I should be with someone who didn't fuck up the way he did. But all I want is him. 

I let things go when he did them, things that if anyone else had done to me, I'd fire them for. I've never had SUCH a hard time getting over someone. It rarely takes me more than a few hours to go, "Yup, dude's a douchebag... on to the next!"

But for some fucked up reason, I'm STUCK. I want him. I can't even think about being with someone else. 

I've got distractions. I have friends, I have a gym to go to and a trainer that i work out with, I have a job that keeps me busy... 

And I can't stop thinking about him. he won't return my calls or texts, so I stopped sending them. I want more than anything for him to just give me a resolution one way or the other. Tell me you don't want me. Tell me you don't care. I know his ACTIONS already say that... I'm not an idiot.

Though... I am. I know if he called and apologized, I'd take him back no questions.

mother fucker. 

How do I get over him? And don't give me the cliche "keep yourself busy", "get a new man", "just forget about him, he's no good for you".

I've already heard all these things and they haven't helped. 

Now what???

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: I'm an idiot for giving multiple chances to an idiot who I still want. Just want to know how to get over him