<human>: Okay so this may be a bit of a long one, so bare with me. Since 9th grade I had a huge crush on this girl, and in tenth we started dating. A LOT of shit went down: large amounts of infidelity on her part, I kept trying to make things work, she left me for a 22 year old who she has since broken up with and I ended up in the hospital 3 times as a result. We stopped talking for two months, and she then recently messaged me on facebook saying that she is sorry and whatnot, so we talked on the phone and was crying just to hear my voice. We met up the next day and couldnt keep our hands off of eachother. I asked her if she wanted to get back together afterwards, and she said no because "She's not good for me" (true, but not her real motive). I LATER found out that she is messing around with a guy that she cheated on me with when we were together. I got mad at her for messing with my feelings, we talked, worked shit out, whatever. I told her I dont want a relationship with her, and im moderately sure she doesnt want one with me. HOWEVER, we know eachother like the backs of our hands and are immeasurably comfortable around eachother and still do love eachother, if only in a platonic manner. We still do make out and have sex when we're alone and bored, but that's more because we know what eachother likes in bed and are comfortable with that (we are both rather anti-social people). I still do love her and would do anything from her, though I am trying to distance myself from her so that I will see her as just a friend. I don't know what to do from here. Help a brotha out.

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<bot>: I'm friends with benefits with an ex of mine and I still love her, though I want to be able to move on. She is a very close friend of mine. I don't know what to do.