<human>: I've never understood why anybody would want it so much.. I'm not religious and it is 'just a day' after all.

However, I suddenly keep thinking about marrying my SO. I daydream about saying 'my husband' and I've even thought out different scenarios where he asks me. I'm worried he's going to guess what I'm thinking about.. We've only been together for a year and are definitely not in the right position to be thinking about anything as serious as this. I know I'd be apprehensive if he asked me now but that doesn't stop my thinking about it allthefuckingtime. It'll stop soon, right?

Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?
<bot>: concerned that I'm turning into bridget jones before my time. Wondering if this happens to other people and if it fades.