<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Dont hate on me please :(

My ex (19) and I (20) broke up in December. She dumped me and I was distraught. A month later we got back together but then we broke up again. I had a much easier time moving on this time due to the fact that I realized she is the one who has problems not me and that I will be fine without her.

So I am single for this month and a half and I make out with this girl who is way out of my league and I'm shocked this is actually happening. The next day we decide that it is a one time thing. Well then next time we are together she is texting me about she doesnt want it to be a one time thing she just doesnt want to let her best friend (who she is in love with) know. I accept it and this continues.

To make a long story short he finds out and is pissed at me but more so at her for her lying to him. So now she is gone and the little arrangement we had together is over. The next day my ex texts me saying she wants to meet with me. I say sure why not and she confesses she still has feelings for me. I am unsure how I feel about this and i dont know how to react.

So basically my issue is that I loved the arrangement I had with the girl I had while I was single and I was having alot of fun. Now I dont know if I wanna be back with my ex or not. If I dont get back with her I'm still single but the arrangement I liked so much is over. If i do get back with her I'm setting myself up to get hurt. I feel lost :/
<bot>: I cant decide whether or not I wanna try again with my ex or not because I had a great thing going without her but now that it is over I dont know what I want.