<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Yesterday I said good bye to someone I love deeply. We both love each other deeply, truly and completely. We would have had an amazing life together but there was just one thing that prevented all of this, we met each other at the worst possible time: when we were both already married.

I have told her time and again how I feel and that I want there to be an us, she continued to say that she loved me and meant everything she ever said but that her life was with her husband and didn't know what else to do. In that moment I knew what I had to do. "Goodbye" were my last words and then I disappeared from her life.

Now the problem I face is that not only am I heartbroken but I feel so little for my wife. She deserves so much better than what I have.

I don't know who I am after all of this.
<bot>: I think I met the love of my life at the worst possible time I could have and now that everything is over between us I don't know what to do.