<human>: Before you think I'm abusive (seriously, am I?) let me clarify. I've always been physical with my best friends. I grew up mostly being friends with guys, and we were always pushing and shoving each other or calling each other names. That's carried forward into my marriage, and I can't shake it. I'm always poking at him or calling him some new nickname, it's extremely juvenile, and he doesn't always like it, and has often asked me to stop. I make every effort to, but it always comes back to it, so here I am asking for advice.

Also, I've never been good with intimacy. I'm not a hugger or a 
cuddler, and I hate making out and foreplay. When I want sex I just want sex.  These things combine together to make my husband think my feelings are wavering, despite the complete opposite in my head.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: I treat my husband like my best buddy, not like a lover, and it's hurting him. Help me please.