<human>: Shes really understanding, and just isn't in love with me. She loves someone else. I have no intentions of messing their relationship up, not that I could if shes feels about him as I do her. I'd rather see her happy than be with her.

She is actually my best friend. Currently really my only friend. Even if I'm only one of hers. Its just suddenly the support I need from one person, who is trying to give me said support, I cant really get it from them. i'm trying to not speak to her (openly telling her this) and her response was effectively "Take all the time you need away from speaking to me to get over me, your one of my best friends." She has also said she will respond to anything I say to her as soon as she could, this kind of...confused me. Was she ignoring me before? It didn't feel like it, she responded to over 90% of the messages I've sent her. I think shes just trying to show me that shes going to remain my friend regardless.

She can see I'm a bit distressed and after I set a duration to not speak to her, she stated that it was ok if I spoke to her sooner than that.

Its killing me inside. I feel stupid, but in all honesty I realize I'm never going to not be in love with her. I've been crying for over 12 hours. I didn't deliberately fall in love with her, she consoled me through the most difficult time in my life, and never even in my worst moments stopped being friends with me. Honestly its because of her that I'm really alive at this point.

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: I'm breaking communication with everyone I knew before, and I'm moving on, shes helping me do this. (Think raisedbynarcissists.)