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F (27) married my high school sweetheart  M(28).  We've been together for 9 years, married for 4.  I have been contemplating divorce for over 2 years but can't make a decision.

A couple years ago he went through some mental health issues where he treated me *really* badly.  Now he' s so much better, but I just don't feel the same.  

**The good:**  He's a good, kind person, loyal, smart, ambitious, successful, helpful.  He's all I've ever known and it would be hard to imagine life without him.   

**The bad:**  He is unemotional to the extreme, says he does not have lots of feelings.  He has a very intense personality which can feel dominating or controlling at times.  He's a workaholic.   He can be arrogant.  He's not affectionate or romantic in the least.  He wants kids and I've never been sure that I do, which seems like a big red flag.

I am *terrified* of being alone and worried no one else could ever love me and that I'd regret leaving him.  On the other hand, I don't want to be unhappy for the rest of my life. But I could stick it out, only to have him dump me down the road if I don't change my mind about kids, and then I'd  be even older with less chance of finding anyone else.  My mind is spinning.  How do I rationally evaluate what is best?  How can I come to peace with my feelings and make  a decision one way or another?
<bot>: In a bad marriage with a good person.  I can't get over our issues but worried it's a mistake to divorce.  How can I make up my frickin' mind and know it's the right decision?