<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

My now ex boyfriend and I really love(d) each other but we had to break up three weeks ago because my parents had been very tough to us. Last year they prohibited me to see him, and after some months of us staying "together", they finally let us see each other but them being in total control of the relationship... and we did what we could.

So we broke up maily because he couldn't go on with my parents controlling our relationship (and also because it was kind of long distance, seeing each other once a week tops), and I totally understand that, I understand he is/was frustrated and wanted to feel better... Now, the thing is I am not alright. I've been struggling with depression for a long time (no help either) and this has put me in a very depressed and anxious state. Actually had a panic attack at a restaurant two weeks after breaking up.

I don't know what to do, he told me we were friends and we could keep talking but he doesn't start any conversation, only me. I don't know if I should give it up and never talk to him again, because I don't want to. I love him and it hurts me not being able to be with him... Because I know he also loves me. I've been jealous lately because I fear he's checking out other girls and trying to forget about me.

I want to ask him if he's down to try again, try other ways to make it work... But if he says no, I don't think I can continue with a friendship for a while.
<bot>: Boyfriend and I broke up due to parents being overprotective, I'm having deppression/anxiety issues and I want to go back but seems really difficult to work it through.