<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

A few years ago i started texting this girl from school, we became really close but never really went out or anything like that bar the parties we went to. She ended up getting a boyfriend about a year after all this started and they broke up september of last year. we talked a bit but i gave her some space until January when i finally asked her out but too my luck she had just gotten in a relationship. Now I've tried to see other girls in the time she was in her 1st relationship but something keeps drawing me towards her, like i want to see other women but something about this girl keeps drawing me back. It doesn't help that she doesn't have many friends from our school, so when there is a party of sorts im the person she generally talks to, even if her boyfriend was there which he never liked me so i kept my distance all year last year until they broke up. Ive asked a few friends about this and they said to come clean and tell her how you feel but i dont want this to ruin what we have as a friendship seeing tho she's such an awesome girl. So im not sure how to go about this.
<bot>: not sure if i should tell my friend how i really feel about her feel pretty lost about the situation and its driving me crazy