<human>: Hi everyone, thank you for your help.

Basically, last night I admitted to my boyfriend that I cheated on him four times. I just feel so disgusted at myself. I love him so much yet I cheated on him. He made me feel so happy, yet I cheated on him. It broke his heart and I've never seen him been so hurt before I just felt so disgusted at myself. I love him so much and I'm willing to do anything to reconcile a relationship, even though it may never be the same, because I love him so much. I would do anything to prove myself worthy again. I just can't lose him and I love him so much.

Thank you for your help.

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<bot>: I cheated on my boyfriend and I want to know how, no matter how arduous, that I can regain his trust back or work towards proving myself.