<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

When I say friendship I mean somewhere in the middle of friendship and relationship, this girl is 20 gallons of crazy in a 5 gallon bucket and it was just soo annoying to deal with so I blocked her number. Now 1 month later I was the thinking about her and she is beautiful and listens to me but she honestly is 20 gallons of crazy in 5 gallon bucket. I removed her number and I.d so I couldn't contact her, but like an idiot I left her number on my phone and found it. She was fun to talk to and she is a friend that I had good times with but I couldn't deal with all her drama(I get it I'm a bad guy, but 2 years of hearing her go oh I'm so depressed i wanna die and I'm going to turn dowm my full scholarship cause my boyfriend dumped me and ill just work in an office. Blah. ).  She made me happy to talk with her, and she supportsupported everything I did and vice versa. I get it I'm a bad person but please dont judge this is an extremely short summary of it all.
<bot>: What do I do delete the number and I will never have a way to contact her again and move on, or contact her and mend my relationship with her?