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My very good friend was just charged with possession and distribution of child pornography a few days ago.  I don't know any of the details besides his means of distribution and the number of files he had on his computer.  

I am heartbroken.  I've known him since I was 6 years old and we were great friends in high school.  He was recently (~1.5 months ago) was diagnosed with stage 2 testicular cancer and is currently undergoing chemo.  I was the center of his support team when he was diagnosed/going through his first round of chemo (it was to the point where he was calling me his only friend).  He's always been a little quirky, but this has never crossed my mind (nor should it have).  

I am having a difficult time coping with this - it feels like grieving the loss of a friend. And, somehow, I feel this is a bit of a reflection of my character judgement (I'm in the field of psychology and am feeling as though I should have known or picked up on some aspect of his behavior that was a 'clue').  Right now, I am completely disgusted, sad, and angry. Has anyone gone through something similar? Does anyone have any suggestions of how to deal?
<bot>: My very good friend with stage 2 testicular cancer was just charged with possession and distribution of child pornography a few days ago. Has anyone gone through something similar? Does anyone have any suggestions of how to deal?