<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

Hello r/relationships!  Throwaway account here. 

I'll do my best to keep this brief. I (25F) recently went through a messy breakup out of nowhere. My ex (25M) and I still love each other and still hang out, but he's not the same active presence in my life. 

I am currently unemployed (my work is seasonal) and living with my parents. I have a small circle of local friends. Ever since my friends found out about my breakup, EVERY SINGLE ONE has tried to make a move on me. Even my female friends. 

I am NOT in a place to be starting any kind of sexual relationship with ANYONE right now, and even if I were I'm just not interested in them that way. I've told them I am not interested, but only my female friends listened. My male friends all respected my relationship, but now that I can't say "I have a boyfriend", they just refuse to take no for an answer. They think I'm playing hard to get or that I'm being mean. It really sucks that my "no" means less than belonging to another guy does. 

I could cut everyone out of my life, but then I would have no friends. When I meet new people who I could become friends with, I start to freak out and panic thinking it's only a matter of time before this new person is after my body like everyone else. 

I isolate myself as a result. I can't see any of my friends very often or they'll think I'm leading them on and try again. I've started dressing like a man and started growing out my leg hair in an attempt to put people off, but it doesn't work.   I've even started binge eating to regain the weight I lost, but it's not working either. 

I'm so lonely and miserable. I just want a platonic friend.
<bot>: my friends all expect sex from me, I am not in a great place to meet new people, and I just want a platonic friendship.