<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

So - backstory - I've been seeing this guy for a couple of months. We went out for drinks and made out a bit, both of us unsure whether we wanted something "official". But we started spending more time together and enjoyed ourselves. Then he did a u-turn and asked me to be his girlfriend. Hooray!

I guess I'm a bit of a prude. I like sex, providing I'm not feeling degraded or anything. I've had sex with a fair amount of people (10+). I'm pretty confident and outspoken and can bullshit with the best of them, but when it comes to honestly discussing sex, I freeze up. I'm uncomfortable talking about the act itself, especially when it's out of context. 

I had some trauma as a teenager so tried being super promiscuous to prove to myself that I was okay, and it's only in the last two years that I've had proper, healthy, communicative relationships with people who love and respect me. It definitely takes me a while to become comfortable in expressing my desires/feelings in that area.

Was that even relevant? He was drunk tonight and after trading texts back and forth, he asked me what my greatest sexual fantasy is. I immediately felt embarrassed.. because it's not something I've considered. I wasn't sure what to do. 

Like... What. "Oh, you know, getting gangbanged in the middle of a disused carpark. You?" 

Are people meant to have a clear idea of something really cool and exciting that will blow their mind? I'm definitely a girl who likes to learn "on the job" and don't spend a whole lot of time thinking about sex when not in a relationship. I don't want to have a threesome or have anything put up my butt. I can't even think of a generic alternative to these examples. What does it mean that I can't think of a specific fantasy?
<bot>: Am I weird for not having a sexual fantasy I want to live out? Reddit, are you going to tell me my relationship is doomed because I'm the sexual equivalent of a pet rock?