<human>: i attempted redflght three times and i am now attempting again i lost hope ; his story started with a redflglar note and a running commentary everything started two years ago life started spiraling downward and my friends and family lost their hope ; i could even now i'm feeling pretty much the same way everyone else is ; depressed, satyriase, awe, joy, hopelessness ; everything i've ever experienced is a blur of meaningless information ... two years ago, my life started going downhill ; my friends lost their hope, my family lost hope, and i felt like throwing myself into an endless sandbox. i could pretty much feel every emotion happening around me : depressed, sad, sane, depressed, anomic, i hopelessly depressed and alone i feel like nobody in the world ; apathetic, i want to work and work fucking hard but nothing works ; my last day at school starts like a pancake and my last week at school is like a dream come true i think writing a poem would be a nice way to express myself and thank you ;
<bot>: I'm sorry. I don't understand. Can you repeat that in another way?