<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

So a little background info. We've been together nearly six years. He really is a great person and I'm usually really happy with him. The first few years of our relationship, we had awesome sex all the time. I'm the first girl he's ever settled down with, and I know that he had a dry spell (no sex) for about two years from age 21-23 or so. I found it strange when I found this out because he's a really good looking guy but I understood it more when I got to know how shy he is.

 Now, this past year has been the hardest one I've ever gone through. I lost my job and my license which put me in a pretty deep depression and ive gained quite a bit of weight. I honestly hardley ever get out of the house because i feel anxious and embarassed. He's been supporting me for about nine months now. I'm getting my licence back at the end of this month so I am hopeful to putting the pieces of my life back together by getting a job, getting back to the gym and pursuing my interests again. When I type it all out I see it clear as day why he doesn't want to have sex with me. It's just been easier to be my friend through this maybe. I don't know.

 It just hurts. An hour ago we were enjoying each others company and it went to me initiating and him shooting me down like always. I said he wasn't sexually attracted to me anymore and he responded with silence. He just didn't want to talk about it. So I'm hurt and I just needed to tell someone. I feel trapped in this undesirable body. I just hope it was a bad year that we'll come out of stronger. I just don't know.
<bot>: Had a really hard year, I don't have much going for me ATM and my boyfriend just finally admitted to not being sexually attracted to me. He doesn't want to talk about it. It hurts.