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This happened a year ago. I was bogged down in school (college) and had test coming up for classes that give me waaaay to much trouble. One class i had gotten a 45 on the first test and wasnt feeling to hot for the second, the class was statics. The second was a physics test...who doesnt worry about a physics test. The reason I couldnt make it to her grandmothers funeral is because I live about 4ish hours away from where its being held. ITs the weekend before the test so if I go Ill only have one day to study for both of these and if I stay ill have 2 which still isnt enough at all but better than 1. 

Well I didnt go and she was pretty fucking hurt by that and it still messes with me today. All of my grandparents pass away before I made it to my sophomore year in hughschool and man I wouldve loved to have someone there with me to hlep me through, and for her to hae someone and that person still not be there fucking sucks and I feel like shit. 

I was hoping I could come here and get some advice on something I could do for her to let her know how deeply sorry I am about leaving her a lone like that. Im asking this a year later because its the year anniversary since her passing and I thought now would be a good time to do something like this. 

I was thinking a gift that has something to do with her grandmother but I need help with ideas.
<bot>: DIdnt go to my girlfriends Grandmothers funeral because of school. I feel like the biggest piece of shit. 1 year later I want to do something nice and sentimental for her.