<human>: I'm currently 23, and saw my first love for the first time in 6 years just yesterday.

Her and I had a terrible up and down relationship in high school - cheating, fighting, etc. But she was still my first love and I meant so much to her (the boyfriend prior to me was her first love though).

I had to move far away for college and her memory haunted me for years. When we finally decided to meet up again, I felt odd.

She was so damn beautiful. Her wavy hair was as brunette as the purest soil and her eyes were still as bright as the sun. 

I was almost stunned just looking at her.

But I realized something: Although I found her attractive, I wasn't tempted to hook up with her. I just missed her and wished that I could spend more time in her presence.

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<bot>: Saw first love for first time in 6 years, can't stop thinking about her, but do not want to re-initiate a relationship.