<human>: I dont even know why im doing this.

A bit about the situation. I dont find her too attractive, everyone who is seeing that we are talking is saying that i can do better than her, she is very intelligent, knows her stuff, artistic, she doesnt have a great body...

Im such a mess.. I dont even know why im even talking to her. But we talk for hours on end and we can relate to each other.
Maybe, im just desperate. Maybe all my bad luck with girls have brought down my standards. Buy, why am i bringing down my standards for her? What is going on?

Every friend of mine says that i can do much better...
I need someone to talk to right now. I know this post is a mess. Its cause of all the thoughts rushing to me at one time. 

Ugh...

Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?
<bot>: I'm flriting with a girl who i am not really attracted to. I have lots of emotions running and i dont know what to do. Things are picking up. I dont know how i feel...