<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

We've been dating all these times, went through so much together, he helped me getting better with PTSD from the rape that happened before I met him. I love him so, so much but why do I feel like I'm falling out of love with him?

He has aspergers, even when he is with me I feel so alone. His idea of spending time together is watching anime together, have sex, and go work on his computer alone after. Almost every single time. It's driving me insane. 

He took me on a cruise few days ago(he paid for the whole thing which is very generous for him to do) and on the cruiseship he was scolding me for eating too much, that I'm heavy and if I'm on top of him it hurts him. Ouch. The weather kinda sucked too, so honestly it wasn't a great experience.

Yes I got heavier since met him, due to stress mostly. I gained 30 lbs. I'm 5'7" 190lbs right now. I am working on it and he does support me to be healthy which is good, but I got depressed more after that.

Currently he is out of state and i'm visiting my parents so we are far away for 2 weeks. He insists to call me at 10pm every time and he HAS to go to bed at 11pm. I know routine is important to him, but still drives me crazy, I want to talk him more, and last night his mother called him so we didn't get to talk that much, and the sad thing is, we don't have much things to talk about. And I'm realizing that he maybe not the one for me.

I'm sad that this is happening, I love him to death and he is a great guy. But I think i'm falling out of love with HIM.

Any advice would be appreciated.
<bot>: love my bf but I feel like I'm falling out of love with him. Nothing to talk about and his routine drives me nuts