<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I'm not sure exactly how to explain it, but I've never really felt romantically interested in anyone. I've been asked out before and had little crushes before, but even when I've been asked out I've never felt it in return enough for it to feel fair. I've never reciprocated. I don't know what it is. I don't know if I'm asexual or just have some kind of self image issue that's preventing me from putting myself out there. I feel like I get "friend crushes" in like, I want to get to know this person and be their best friend, but never have been interested in hooking up with anyone. I've hooked up before but felt totally uninterested. I'm fairly certain I'm straight. But I just feel like this area of romantic interest is just not something I experience and feel like I am completely missing out on some kind of human emotion.
<bot>: I've never wanted to date anyone, even though I want to date!! Am I asexual or just picky??