<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

I thought I had to choose between being with someone who loves me and accepts me for who I am or someone I am sexually attracted to.  So I finally decided to date my best friend, who I had no interest in sexually.

I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with him, we were planning on getting engaged.  Now that I think back on it, I was with him out of complacency.

It isn't really any surprise that the relationship ended, or that I cheated on him with someone who sees me for who I am, likes it, and turns me on like none other.  He is unaware that I cheated on him and I don't really have any intention of telling him.

Since we broke up I haven't thought of him, I haven't felt any kind of sadness of having lost the relationship, or anything.  Is it ever normal to feel no remorse for cheating on someone you love, or am I just terrible at being a human being?
<bot>: Cheated on the man I thought I was going to marry, broke up with him for reasons other than infedility (he doesn't know), and don't feel any sense of remorse.  Is this in any way normal?