<human>: Me and my SO philosophise a lot about love. Many moons ago, we talked about amoral love. He spoke about it and I found the concept interesting. He said that he'd be perfectly fine with me being in love with people other than him. He even said that I could experiment and explore my sexuality with other people. While I did agree about amoral love being self-less and unconditional in its own right, it made me extremely uncomfortable. Sure, I have the freedom to be with people other than him. But, I dont feel like. All other people look really asexual to me after I got into a relationship with him. I gave my consent to him too. 

Not that he pursued someone other than me, though I'd never know what he is upto since I only get to see him once a month. But, the thought remains in my head and I feel extremely uncomfortable about it. I do have tendencies of being possessive about him. But, I usually reason it out and try not to be. He on the other hand tells me he is not possessive about me. I'd never know about that again since we dont spend time with people other than ourselves when we do spend time. Everytime I think of him, eversince this talk I feel like he is not mine.And that is affecting how I feel about him and treat him. I dont feel the same kind of love that I had for him before the talk. Can someone help me understand why I feel this way? What should I be doing? Its been a few months since the talk and it still affects me. I figured its best for me reason my thoughts rather than letting it poke me in my head every now and then.

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<bot>: My SO spoke about amoral love many moons ago. While there is no apparent infidelity, I still feel uncomfortable about it.