<human>: Boyfriend of 1 year is 21, I am 20. He admits to trash talking me with his friends- calling me a bitch, saying he doesn't know why he's with me, etc. He also tells them he plans on breaking up with me and that he no longer loves me, but then tells me that he loves me and our relationship is good. They put a lot of pressure on him to break up with me, they treat me poorly and encourage him to treat me poorly as well. 

I don't feel loved anymore. I guess logically I know what I need to do- emotionally I'm not ready. I just need sound words of wisdom that will give me the kick in the pants I need to do it.

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<bot>: Boyfriend trashes me to friends. Tells me he loves me. Feels like emotional abuse. I need the words of wisdom to do what I know I should do logically, but am not ready to do emotionally