<human>: Hello reddit,

I **(23F 5'11" SW:280 CW:187)** have gained about 100 pounds when I was 16/17 (I was already a little overweight at that time) and after getting my shit together lost it in 8 months, 1year and a half later. I know the way I lost it was unhealthy af but I was young and stupid. 

**Right now I'm still 15 to 20 pounds overweight** but overall I'm managing to balance my weight with nutrition and doing sports at least twice a week. 

Thing is, as much as I came to terms with my body now, it **inhibits me sexually and intimately**. My boobs went up and down 2 or 3 cups and aren't "round" anymore but just sagging, my butt is covered in cellulitis together with my thighs. 
Overall there is a lot of excessive jiggly skin and stretchmarks and there's only so much you can do with sports. I look like I'm 30 years older from the neck down.

The "problem" is how do I "deal" with this when having sex ? Obviously sympathy and passion stands over the pure physical but atm I only want something casual and don't want to feel like a fraud if I undress and am not as curvy and in shape as it appears or my face suggests.

I've gotten pictures of very hot guys I wrote with which is intimidating as much as delightful. Putting BBW on a dating profile doesn't really match my figure either. It's more a slight chubby type and from weight and height alone you wouldn't know.

Thanks in advance for any advice or experiences.

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<bot>: Rapidly gained and lost ~100 pounds when I was 16 - 18 and now my body looks like I'm 30 years older. But dressed I look attractive which makes me feel like a "fraud" until the clothes come off.