<human>: Can you succinctly summarize the text in 1-3 sentences?

My[F22] boyfriend[M25] of 2 years admitted his deepest, darkest secret to me yesterday. He told me that he likes to crossdress. He is a manly country guy that likes to hunt, fish, and work on cars. 
He admitted to me yesterday that he use to have bras, panties, and stockings. He told me that when we moved in together,  he got rid of them all since he did not want me to find out.

He told me that he has done this since he was younger. His mom use to dress him in dresses and he enjoyed. She probably did this due to not having any girls.
He told me he would put on my panties and bra, put on his clothes and enjoy sitting around the house. He thinks it relaxes him and he says that it is nice to not have to be a macho man all the time. 

I cannot talk to any of my friends or family about this. I just want your opinions and advice about this. I can't stop thinking about this. 

I will not leave him and can't imagine my life without him. I told him I just don't want him to do this around me. Is this normal, Reddit? I need some advice to help me get through this.
<bot>: My boyfriend of two years admitted to me yesterday that he has cross dressed all of his life. I need advice to help me get through this and how to handle this.