<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

This was the end of my first serious relationship. Basically we're apart now because she's going to college in a few days. It's been about a month (we dated for six) and for some weird reason, I still think about her basically every second. I don't know why. I've been trying so hard to forget about her. 

Lately, I've been going to more parties and bonfires etc... because it takes my mind off of her. However at these parties, I'll get decently trashed. I don't think it's because of her, because I didn't start doing all this just now, but I don't know. For some reason though, I feel like I should just hook up with people and have a lot of sex and this will help me. I just need some advice on how to forget about her.
<bot>: I think I'm developing some bad habits, because I can't get over my ex. I need advice on how to properly get over her.