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Me[24 M] After going through a rough path. After two breakups in life one (20 F) had a relation for 3 years her mom is against love marriages; very conservative and narrow minded.

Then found another girl (24 F) in the beginning it was great started as no strings attached relation everything was smooth till she fell in love and it took me some time to realize but i took some time to commit and we both were very much in love till i found out that she had depression issues. Please note that i treated  both the girls like princess and i respect women a lot as they play an important role in any relation. But this girl's (24 f) depression and severe complication issues lead to break up she regretted a lot but she said she is not good in managing relations specially me cause i deserve someone better i tried to convince her a lot but couldn't and now she got married before getting married she had sent me a long message full of regrets.

 Let me cut it short now after all this i have become too heartless and insensitive i don't give a shit to people's feelings around me family and friends. My friends are parting ways one by one they feel that i have become egoistic.

I don't know,I don't even feel like giving clarifications. I just do my work hit the gym go home and sleep that's all.Can someone please tell me what am i going through and please suggest what shall i do to fix things? Apologies for the long post but it was difficult to explain in a short one.
<bot>: After two breakups in life have become too heartless and insensitive for people around me living a monotony life. Friends and family find me rude and want to part their ways. Please advise :(