<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

19 y/o. Out of school one year, studied graphic design and failed out of it at TAFE (like community college? I don't know american education institutions)(the TAFE was in the part of city I mention in point 3) I've been reading about ADHD and I'm pretty sure I've had it my whole life. Honestly I don't know what my potential is, my high school results were abysmal.

On one side, I'd like to try something like fitting and turning, boilermaking, machining, electrical mechanicry etc but 

1. I never really enjoyed math, though i was alright with it

2. I think I only want to try it, a 4 year apprenticeship is a hell of a commitment

3. In my city, where all the heavy industry and stuff is, it's a whole different culture. I feel guilty about it but I don't feel like I fit in with them. They're rough and into sports and stuff, and I'm an arty pretentious wanker. I mean, they're alright guys, I don't want to sound like I think I'm better than them, because I don't. Just very different.

Other hand I want to go to university, but I don't know what I want to do there really. Parents are really pressuring me to hurry up and decide. My dad's a mad successful engineer and I think he wants me to be like him. It's all a bit crushing really, I don't really have plans for next year, I signed up for a computer networking course at TAFE but otherwise I don't even know.

Feels like there's only two paths for me.

Sorry this isn't written too coheisively. It's always hard to write about yourself.
<bot>: no idea what I want to do with my life, be a machiney guy or continue pissing around.  Advice would be mad. Bonus points for guessing where I'm from.