<human>: I am a 20M who has completely fallen in love with my best friend 24F. I met her about a year and a half ago. 

How we met? She started dating one of my teammates and they were going to get married. He randomly broke up with her about 4 months ago. It was a bad break up, Im still good friends with him.Before they broke up we were close but we have been even closer ever since.

What makes our relationship even weirder. She lives 200 miles away, and has graduated college. I live in my colleges dorms and am 4 years younger than her, but I graduate at the end of fall so I am almost done with college. I wonder if she just views me as a kid because I still live in the dorms. But she doesnt drink or party at all and neither do I. She also has a much more childish and innocent personality than me but I love that quality in her.  I also do look like a man, not someone who just got out of high school. So I dont think she views me as a brother because of my physical attributes.

Last week I awkwardly confessed my love for her as I left. She cried and didnt really say anything but I thought it was a good kinda of crying not bad. Later she clarified that she views me as a brother not a boyfriend.

I know more about her than her ex-boyfriend, and she knows more about me than my entire family. We are both depressed, athletes, and talk to each other allday everyday. She is the only person I feel like has every loved me in my entire life. I have never been in a relationship in my life.

I also dont think she is pursuing any other guy. We have talked a little this week not much. We see each other in person every two weeks. She dislikes romantic stuff and so I dont think that is my issue either.

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<bot>: dont understand why the girl that is closest to me, views me as a brother not a boyfriend. We know every aspect of each others life's.