<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I have been dating the same girl for 5 years, and she is the only woman I have ever had sex with. Our intimate life is pretty active, but I find that when I am alone and she is still at work, I view adult content more often.

About a month ago, I got stuck on a pop-up of a cam model, and she really caught my eye. I let it be, but the name stuck with me. Recently, I looked her up, and watched her shows, but only the free mode, so it's pretty tame stuff (i don't even have an account).

Today though, was the closest I have gotten to making an account, having almost grabbed my credit card and paid for a show right there and then. But suddenly, this deep feeling came over me (Regret?) and it didn't feel right, so I stopped and had a mental debate, with the main points being:

* It's almost no different then going to a strip club, which I've done before whilst dating her.

* I would be watching a woman get naked and pleasure herself for my benefit, which is almost like cheating?

* if it doesn't feel right, don't do it.

* Could be fun.

So reddit, what are your thoughts?  Should I approach my Fiancee and ask if she'd be upset? Should I just forget about the model? Should I go for it and not let the Fiancee know?
<bot>: Felt guilt watching Cam Model, but still kind of want to, but do not want to upset fiancee. What is best for me?