<human>: This is my first post on this subreddit so please go easy on me.

So basically I just ended things with a girl who I had been seeing for about 2 months because she was incredibly obsessed with these 2 bands to the point where she stalked them on Twitter and it's all she talked to me about. I tried to be cool with it and support her and when it became too much I talked to her about how I just didn't want to hear about it anymore and I wanted us to just talk about other things like how each others days were. Ya know simple stuff like that. Well the next time we saw each other sure enough she started talking about those bands. I decided enough was enough and ended things with her. She responded with "Wow hahaha ok. Whatever you want."

Then she proceeded to tweet about how I was just jealous of the band and I wanted her to make me her top priority when I said nothing of the sort. I just simply wanted us to communicate.

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That's just the most recent girl I tried dating. There have been several others throughout my time in college ranging from girls who used me as an in between boyfriends, as a way to get over their ex without becoming serious, and one that threw the "what are we" card at me after like 2 weeks of hanging out. 

I guess with it being around the holidays I'm just down on myself. I keep thinking it's something I am doing or not doing. Like I'm not trying hard enough or something. Starting the 1st of January I am gonna start hitting the gym again to fill up my free time during my last semester of my senior year. I already love myself as a person now I'm going to get to the point where I love my body as well.

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<bot>: Have had a lot of failed dating experiences lately. It's around the holidays and I'm feelin bummed. Just needed to vent and maybe some encouragement. Thanks guys and Happy Holidays!