<human>: Here's me hoping to GOD he doesn't have Reddit.

So if you look on my reddit history, you'll see 3 years of me being an absolute mess, where I talk about how the last 13 have been a mess. Well, I kinda got my shit together, went to college, and met a bunch of people. 

One of those people was Panda. He's this really sweet, introverted, kind of awkward artist. He's also been through hell, and fought his ass off to get where he is. The last month my program has been hell, and he kind of came out of the blue and became a pretty solid friend. He's been coming over, checking on me, making sure I'm sleeping and doing okay, or just hugging me. Hell, the one night I was hella stressed and couldn't sleep, so he came over and cuddled with me, and held me till I fell asleep.

Well, we all went home for Christmas, and I proptly found out from Panda's best friend that he likes me. All I've wanted for months is a boyfriend or something so I feel less lonely, and now I have this guy who's so sweet, and I have no clue how I feel about him.

Even while he was holding me, half of me was like "THIS IS AWESOME" and the other half was just terrified, stressed and anxious that someone was holding me.

On a good day I can't decide on a damn hairstyle and now... I don't know what to do or feel. Do I talk to him? His best friend? Like, damn dude.

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<bot>: Guy might like me. I don't know if I like him. Or socks. Or how to even figure this out. Help?