<human>: In the fall of 2012 I will start to attend a local community college in order to transfer to a 4 year university. My family fell on hard times the last 9 years with my father using my brother's and mine college savings to fight a lengthy court battle. Now we have just about nothing left saved for college and the best we can all do is manage to get $30,000 for my 4 year after I transfer.

The problem lately I am having is since my high school is in a rather affluent area many of my peers are going to Universities that I can only dream of paying for, and when I tell them I am going to a CC they either tell me: You just need to find scholarships or There is financial aid available. I can't explain the lengthy court battle (It involves some very personal family issues and it is quite socially unacceptable to whip that out in conversation) and neither can I explain that since my family's income bracket is high that I can't obtain financial aid.

The problem I am having is I am getting the impression that people are looking down on me (snide remarks are becoming more common day by day) simply because they feel like I'm being lazy in looking for money (Have a full-time job at the moment in order to pay for CC myself while my parents save for 4 year fund) or I am so stupid that I can't go to one of the 4 years in my state. I don't know how to deal with it and every time I see one of my friends update their status with 'Blah blah updated his education to University of Blah 2016' I feel jealous and I don't know how to get through this.

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<bot>: Cannot afford to go 4 year University right out of high school, going to Community college, feeling jealous of peers who get to and don't know how to deal with remarks about going to Community college