<human>: Me and a fellow student at my college had casual sex a few times last year, i guess you could call it FWB but every time was after nights out drinking

Given I didn't see it as anything serious, i started dating a guy who was later to become my bf of 8 months, and cale fit off with the original FWB. I think he was quite disappointed but there wasn't any animosity between us if we ran into each other

Now that Im single again we bumped into each other at a nightclub recently and went home together. We didn't have sex as I didn't really feel comfortable with that for some reason but we did other things

Over the last week or so Ive been thinking about him more and more and felt generally horny but I can't quite work up the courage to message him

In general I'm really bad at initiating things with guys in case I come off as desperate or get rejected. Also I feel like it would be SUPER awkward to just have him turn up at my apartment when we're both sober - would we just start having sex???? 

Writing this to makes me feel like Ive treated this guy badly over the time we've known each other. Although Im not interested in a relationship with him ( doubt he is with me either ) I wan to treat him respectfully and kindly as I hope thats how he would treat me

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<bot>: Have I screwed this up or can i just text him? and what do I say experienced FWB's of reddit?