<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

First off, I'm not going to blame women for all my problems in the dating world.  The gods know I had my own share of fucks-up and I've messed things up permanently with a few women that could've gone somewhere serious.  So I shoulder some of the blame and I accept that.

I'll be honest though, in the past year, my desire to date and to have a relationship has lessen to a point where I don't care if I have one or not.  I dunno if the idea has lost is appeal to me and I'm becoming more comfortable with becoming a lifelong bachelor or if I'm just tired of the whole process.  

I will admit, I have never been a social person outside of the internet, I hang out with friends once in awhile, go on trips, but for the most part I'm a loner and I think that's why I have the social grace of a sledgehammer.  I also have the subtly of a sledgehammer.  

That's most likely the reason why I don't have "game" or why the idea of "tweaking your online profile" so that she'll be attracted to you just doesn't appeal to me.  I'm not the guy who list unreasonable demands, I'm not bitter (I'm actually happy with my life right now) and I'm not trolling for a one night stand.  I-I just don't see the point in trying to "smooth out the rough edges" just to find someone.
<bot>: Just me contemplating whether or not I'm at a point where I'm happy being single, or if I've just given up and accepted my bachelorhood status.