<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Well, to start at the beginning, when I was in high school I met a girl who I thought was really amazing. She's pretty, and she gets my humor more than anyone I've ever met, and I actually find her funny which is pretty rare for me. We hung out for several months, she was in a relationship and I didn't want to be "that guy" and hit on her while she was dating someone else, so I simply admired her from afar.

After she eventually became single, I finally (sort of) worked up the courage to try to date her. We spent a couple weeks awkwardly holding hands until I found out that one of my friends was already pretty much dating her (making out, going to amusement parks together). I was absolutely destroyed, but I continued hanging out with both her and my friend.

Fast forward to now, probably 5 years after I failed at getting her to like me. We've both been through a handful of really rough relationships with people who lied and hurt us both, and we're both recently single. I've been hanging out with her a bunch now, playing beer pong and shit probably 3 times a week. I've completely fallen for her again, and I don't know how to go about telling her how much I like her without putting our friendship in jeopardy. She's also REALLY hot, and pretty thin and I'm kinda overweight. I also have severe depression and various anxiety issues that make it really hard for me to believe anyone so wonderful would ever want to be in a romantic relationship with me.

I'm really worried about being rejected but I also really want to take my chances here. I'm absolutely atrocious at talking to people about personal stuff like this, especially when it's a girl I really like, but I really think we would be almost perfect together.
<bot>: Have fallen for girl I really liked in high school again, don't feel good enough for her and don't know how to tell her how I feel.