<human>: I know I'm young and our relationship is young...but I really don't know where else to ask this kind of thing and many of you probably have great experience with this...

I'm seriously lost with myself...so I've been dating a girl for about 8 months now. Before we started dating, I was infatuated with her, and couldn't get enough of her. 

As the time moved on, I grew to not like her as much and was sort of bored. 
We took a break, then I missed her again very very badly. So we were back together. It's just a regular relationship, and I start not liking her again, but prom is soon and I can't break it off before prom. When prom comes up, after that night I'm infatuated with her again. 

Then that slowly declines, and now I'm in a limbo state of liking her but not liking her at the same time. I want to be single but I also want to be with her...or more so not see her upset that I'm doing a stupid break thing again (she is really into me). 

I haven't talked to her in a while because I've been extremely busy ending the year and other unrelated issues, and the fact that I want to end the relationship. But then I see her on IG or twitter or snapchat story, and begin to feel really, really awful and shitty and sad. 

The thing is, I can't really tell if I'm sad because I'm being shitty to her (by not telling her what's up etc) or I'm actually missing her. 

I don't know what to do. (Btw every time I got bored of her I just didn't feel like being in a relationship...it wasn't about other girls or anything like that...and I keep saying getting bored of her, she isn't a boring person she's great actually, but I just get bored with the idea of being in a relationship.)

Any words of wisdom or advice would be amazing.

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<bot>: Infatuation then dating then no feelings, then random feelings then they fade away, then strong feelings for her again after prom, and now I currently do not know what I'm feeling and do not know what to do.