<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I love my husband very much, he's a wonderful man, great father to our children, hard worker and he makes me happy. Unfortunately he is horrible at emotional intimacy. We have talked at length about this problem, he tries but it never sticks.

This is turning into a big deal for me because I'm finding myself seeking out ways to get that tingly feeling deep inside (not orgasm, just feel good tingles). 

Sometimes I'll watch tv shows or movies and there will be a man who always looks at his woman so tenderly, caring showing plainly on his face.  He's willing to do anything for her, sacrifice everything to please her. I wish my husband would hold me close, cup my face in his hands and look into my eyes with the same amount of caring and love that these actors can do on screen. 

Obviously it's fiction, but what gets me is there are men capable of being emotionally intimate out there. They're tough and stoic, yet soft with the woman they love. Just thinking about what I'm missing hurts. It makes me want to find someone, a real person, that can give me that and make me feel that way. It's not even necessarily sexual... More of a mental need I suppose. 

What in the hell do I do? Is my husband even capable of giving me what I need?
<bot>: Not getting the emotional intimacy I need in my marriage, considering an "emotional affair" but I do love my husband dearly. Just looking for advice.