<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

Hi. I made a previous post about my boyfriend commenting on my weight jokingly/not so jokingly. This would hit any girl hard, but as it seems I have a form of bulemia nervosa which I have been diagnosed with as of, well, today. However, many on this post asked if he really knew I had a problem or how serious it was (its still really not that bad).

But he doesn't have much of an idea about how much I purge.

My history in the dance world (of which I intend to perform professionally) and the modeling business have instilled eating habits that I've always acknowledged as out of the norm of average everyday life. However, in those areas puking up meals, eating orange juice soaked cotton balls, and limiting myself to one small meal a day *is* 100% normal, accepted, and encouraged. I never believed I had a full blown problem.

Anyways, long story short, at 120 pounds and 5'8 I've talked myself into believing I'm overweight and attempt to compensate for my unattractiveness. I really believe myself to be unappealing physically... in the dance world and real life despite my modeling past and others thinking   I'm batshit crazy for thinking this. Its stupid that I could ever be thought of as thin or attractive.

But I digress... 

My boyfriend (despite some less than complimentary comments) had sat me down to discuss my weight in the past stating that he is truly worried. 

I've told him I've purged in the past, and do occasionally now and then, but its nothing to fret about.

Today I've realized once or more a day isn't *occasionally*... how do I let him know I have a small problem, and that I've lied excessively in the past?
<bot>: I've lied to my boyfriend about a minor eating disorder, which is why I think he makes derogatory comments about my weight. How do I come clean?