<human>: When I was younger, I was really bad at math and would always ask my mother for help and after asking, doing, forgetting, and asking again, every time I would ask she would lose it.

Yelling, name calling, saying things that made me feel beyond stupid, she would make me cry and beg but wouldnt stop screaming.

Ever since she did that to me I have had trouble with math, not the way I did when I was young though.

When it happened to me as  akid it was just me being forgetful and just being a dumb kid, but now every time I try to do math my heart starts racing, I get really scared, and I feel like giving up and like I am an idiot.

All the memories flood in and make me feel worse and worse until I either give up or take a break, it has gotten to the point where I start to cry thinking about it.

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: My mom yelled at me for being a dumb kid and now I cant do math without feeling like shit: Did my mom scar me? How do I get passed this?