<human>: Could you distill the essence of the text into 1-3 sentences?

I have been with my boyfriend for about a year and don't think he feels as strongly about me as I do about him. He likes me but I think I am much more into the relationship than he is. Nights when he chooses to do something besides hang out with me I feel broken and rejected, and hate feeling that way. 

I was dating someone before meeting him but quickly realized he is what I am looking for and started dating him shortly after ending it with my ex. 

I am afraid I did not give myself anytime to be on my own and that I am now too dependent on current BF, while he doesn't feel a need for me the way I do for him. I can't imagine what I would do without him and know he does have feelings for me. 

Will things catch up or am I bound to always be disappointed and sad?
<bot>: Is it a problem that I like my boyfriend of one year more than he likes me or is this something that can even out?