<human>: So when i was around 10 I really wanted to make games, as I got older i still wanted to but when I started to think about university and higher education, it seemed fairly unrealistic so i kind of convinced myself that it want going to happen, and that I should choose something else, so I chose graphic design and after 1 semester its just not for me... I dont think I can keep at this, I don't have any sort of drive or passion to do this kind of work, I enjoy the class that I have that uses adobe programs ( photoshop, indesign, illustrator etc etc ) but the more hands on classes I dread to go to those classes, i tried to change my mindset but I just cant keep doing this, its the end of the semester and I'mprobably going to failthe majority of my classes, its too late to do anything about this but now I need to tell this to my mom and see if I can transfer or just drop out and get a job for now, i'm only 18 and my dad passed away last summer so money isnt super abundant, were getting decent income from my mom and dad previously being in the military but it wont sustain us forever.

If it helps,I live in north carolina Fayetteville, birthday is in September.

I just need help or even some encouragement to talk to my mom about this i bombed my classes basically and wasted a bunch of our money, and i basically want to drop out. 

Any life advice or tips?

sorry for the wall of text,it's late and I dont really post much.

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<bot>: I dont enjoy what im doing in university, i want to transfer or dropout and need tips on what to do and how to break it to my mom.