<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

End of June, last month I was seeing this girl. I fell for her hard. She told me she liked me such and was planning all the stuff we needed to do together. Then pretty much out of the blue the conversation started to die and then went to nothing. I really just want to give her a call, talk to her tell her what I think about her. Almost everyday she would pop into my head. I've gone out several times after and such with other girls since then but none have felt the same. I would do it but I don't want to be a creep. I was called that everyday growing up because I was a fat guy. Just being friendly and saying hello and that would be thrown at me. I just want to forget and have that hope crushed in the ground and move on but I don't know what to do.
<bot>: Want to call this girl I like but the mental idea of being called a creep brings back so many bad memories of other asshole people.