<human>: Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?

So my boyfriend is sick this week and I was trying to be really nice and help him since we live in dorms in our college. I left him a cough drop offered to get him anything he needed. Later today he was hanging out with me and i laid back and said "sorry" I say sorry all the time I'm trying to stop but its a nervous habit. I said I have random weird fears about anything (most likely a generalized anxiety problem).

I said that it was because he was sick so i didnt think he "could do anything" (sexually). I tried to recover say i mean like when your sick since..., i dont want to get you more sick, and i dont know about being sick and having sex. I feel like ive kind of emasculated him. Esp since hes been having problems during sex due to antidepressant side effects. He is a very sensitive guy and I dont think he would say anything even if what i said hurt him. We've already said "I love you" and we spend lots of time together so it is shaping up to be a committed relationship.

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Every relationship i have been in has only lasted a month. I've had 5 at this point not counting him. I recently lost my virginity so its not like I started these relationships for the purpose of having guilt free sex. I'm getting really anxious about this.
<bot>: Fear I made my boyfriend feel emasculated. Can you give me some perspective on this? How can I bring it up with him