<human>: So, I've been dating this girl for 3 years now, and I love her very much and for the most part we have a very healthy and good relationship. I used to smoke weed, a lot, but it bugged her so I stopped. That was almost a year ago. Now, I love marijuana. All of my friends smoke it, and it seems like everywhere I look I see it. We've talked about it a lot and she's conflicted on it. She doesn't want to hold me back and keeps telling me to do what I want to do, and it would upset her if she felt like she was holding me back. She also says she doesn't know how she'd feel if I did it. So not a definitive answer at all. I don't want to risk upsetting her, but being sober fucking kills me. Being sober sucks. Inside, I'm a pothead. I'm not going to do it behind her back, because I love her too much. And she's perfect for me in every way but this and I'm not going to let weed break us up. She insists that I do what I want though. I'm conflicted between not wanting to regret anything later in my life, and not wanting to risk potentially hurting her. I mean, you only have one life to live and you should spend it living it up and being happy... What do you think?

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<bot>: I'm in a great anti-weed relationship. I want to smoke. She doesn't know if I should or not and I'm stuck.