<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I've been a few months out, almost 2 months NC except for a final note I wrote her a month ago.  Had days, even weeks where I felt almost 99% over it-- had nagging curiosity all week to check her FB... through some sneaking (I blocked her and her Ex who I suspected was behind our breakup) I checked her page-- saw new profile pic-- like a fool checked her Ex's page (public) see his comment on pic, apparently he took the photo--  DAMMIT I feel like an idiot.  I knew they've been in touch since day one of our break-up (or even before?) and this seeing this shit STILL feels like a kick in the stomach.  

Well, fuck this and fuck her seriously.  I don't know why I even looked.  The anger is back-- I had almost made peace with everything.  

I guess this is really the last straw.  It has to be.  I was almost at 100%.  Maybe this was the last gasp.  The last, stupid, delayed gasp.

Sorry for the rant.  Not sure what advice I'm even looking for.  But I feel like an idiot.  I swear I for a while had been feeling like it was all WAY behind me.
<bot>: l... why did I look.  People, don't check FB-- I hadn't for 2 months, thought I was over it, unnecessary pain