<human>: My mom and I have always had a rough relationship. I was kicked out of the house for having weed last summer about 2 months before I went to college for my freshmen year. I ended up living with my boyfriend at the time, and my parents said that I had to show some real change if I wanted to come back. 

They let me visit for my holidays, but they say if I want to come back for an extended period of time, I need to commit to a lifestyle which doesn't include drugs because of a change that came deep within me, epiphany style. 

I absolutely want to live at home this summer. My mom has between 2 weeks and 6 months to live, and I want to be with her for as much of that time as possible. I am also deeply morally against lying to her about committing to a lifestyle for her because of a reason I don't believe in. 

I have a job in that city in the summer, so I need to be in that city for sure. I could stay at a friend's, but I don't have anyone close enough to take me for the whole summer. I cannot afford my own place, as this is a very expensive city. 

I feel like she is trying to manipulate me into becoming her ideal daughter before she dies. I don't want to deny her this, but I also don't want to deceive her.

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<bot>: My mother, in her final act of parenting, is attempting to reform some of my lifestyle choices. I just want to be with her in her last days. What do I do?