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I am between my first and second years of law school.  I am already 40K in debt, and I pay in-state tuition.  It wil end up being around 130K by the time I'm done.  The job numbers are dismal, and unless I am making 6 figures right away, it will take me decades to pay off my student loans.

But most of all, I don't know that I want to be a lawyer.  I like learning about the law, but I think I mostly just like being a student.  I am scared to walk away from this.  It's what my family really wants for me, and at one point I thought it was what I wanted, too.  I am just not sure anymore.  

I don't have any prior debt from undergrad, so I would walk away relatively unscathed compared to many other students.  I want to work for the public good, and law school is stripping me of that desire and robbing me of my future income.  I would love to be a social worker, or a midwife or birth assistant, or anything else besides this.
<bot>: I thought I wanted to be a lawyer and that I was making a smart financial move, now I don't know if I want to do it anymore.