<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

I'm really struggling emotionally speaking. I've been searching for a job but nowhere will have me, sinking lower into depression and my BF doesn't know how to deal with me anymore.

He says he won't say anything to me anymore because I always just get upset. Admittedly it's hard to see the positive side of "You'll get one if you keep trying" when I feel so shitty- I've been looking for months, I thought since I was a graduate of a pretty tough subject it wouldn't be as hard as this. I haven't even managed an interview yet, not even for a shitty saturday job in a shop- so I feel even worse than ever.

I honestly feel like I'm just a burden on him. What's the point in me existing just to take up space? I'm clearly not valuable to anyone anymore.
<bot>: How do I stop feeling like I'm an awful girlfriend to my BF because I'm so upset about failing to be employed?? He won't talk to me because I'm too depressed.