<human>: Dear Redditors,

I've been in a relationship with this amazing woman for more than a year and a half now. I love her. She loves me. She is a nice, kind girl.

My problem is that I love her "too" much. For example, sometimes she doesn't respond right away because she is busy in her work or whatever and I get mad because of that.

I know I have no right whatsoever for this and that I'm acting childish. Also I never revealed that I was pissed or something because that a sure way to turn off a woman.

Okay, I'm a little insecure. She broke up with me two times before for private reasons before she messaged me again telling me how she couldn't get over me and how she wants to try again.

She tells me that she loves me and I believe her (never asked her that or told her to tell me that), but still I'm a little insecure and I love her and I'm acting "too" nice with her and that's not attractive. 

I should tease her a little bit and be playful but yeah. I just don't do it.

I had a past relationship before in which I was the same (clingy, needy and too nice) but that happened only once while the rest of my relationships I was cool. of course that relationship didn't last because I turned off the girl.

I need to control myself but I can't. I'm head over heels in love with this woman.

Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?
<bot>: Fell in love, now being all clingy and needy in my mind but never showed it. They only thing I do is being "too" nice which I'm scared it might turn her off.