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Her: Good morninggg! I'm still in bed right now and am opening one eye and closing the other and then alternation because my eyes are too tired to both stay open haha. And, no he and I don't get compliments like you and I did... He doesnt even compliment me like you did. I don't know I think I'm just scared to break up with him afer investing sooooo much time into it and I'd have to explain it to my family and ugh. He's not lovey and dovey but I think that's just from being together for so long, and the fact that I recently hurt him like hell definitely changes his attitude towards me. But I do enjoy my time with him and I know he's crazy about me. He and I have only had sex once since I've been back, but you know my sex drive has completely disappeared since I told him about us. ***If I were making a decision on sex it would be you hands down haha.*** I dont know if this is the right decision but its the one I'm making. And yeah you're always on my mind, but then again so is he. Really I'm torn. I want you to look for someone else available though. I'm not going to just keep you around as a backup, like you say. That's why I always tol dyou to look around. Of course, I'm going to die a little when you find her though...
<bot>: We are better together (its been a year and a half), I am better in bed, she is still doubting herself but is staying with him