<human>: Hey, Redditors.
I'm having quite a conundrum today. First off I live in a podunk town in Texas, Currently working as a Graphic designer. Just got home from being told I need to think about if I really want to work for this company. When it comes to my type of work I enjoy it thoroughly! My boss was on my butt about not being so creative when I first started. So I toned things down just a tad and started making less pleasing art in my eyes. They are telling me that I'm not putting out art fast enough. My argument on this is some art takes longer depending on the depth of the creation. The computer they have me working on is an old Pentium 4. Thus causing my work load to be very hard to balance because it freezes about every 5-10 min. I've asked them to replace it with a little new model. They said they would look into it. I really don't know what to do. I'm kinda frustrated at myself in a way. If there is any graphic designers out there. What would be the best way to start Freelancing if I could? I'm just scared I might lose my job and have no way of supporting my Fiance.

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<bot>: My boss told me to go home and think really hard on wanting to keep my job. How can I start freelancing?