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So I have absolutely no libido - I did have it back when I was 16 - 19, it dwindled out and for the last 5 years it's been non existent. I have to force myself to have sex with my SO, it's awful. I do enjoy sex when I have it, but I have absolutely no desire to have it, and its basically a chore. 

basically I have vivid, intense dreams every night - they range from work stress to family to my relationship etc. At least two or three times a week I have vivid dreams where I'm incredibly turned on and it feels amazing - but the moment I wake up that feeling is gone. It's like a switch is turned off for me. Me and my SO have had sex once in the last 4 months - I just dont have the energy to do it anymore.

The anxiety and pressure I feel is overwhelming now. Has anyone ever experienced something like this before? To go from having a regular libido to losing it, but somehow still feeling it asleep?
<bot>: I have no libido, I can feel horny/have an orgasm in my sleep but literally cant feel turned on in real life