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Me and my ex have been pretty civil with each other. We broke up about a month and a half ago, she breaking up with me since i wasn't getting counseling and reacting poorly to my family issues. It was hurting our relationship and i ended up hurting her. Ive since started getting counseling, which is helping, and started going to the gym for the past month to improve. I feel different now and its a change. I have been getting less frustrated and I'm more happy and optimistic and getting more work done than before.

So after we broke up, i begged her to take me back, but she didnt. And I'm grateful she didnt, which made me realize i had to change in order for any future relationships to work. I accepted my mistakes, and i just wanna make things better with myself again, or each other if god wills. Were still friends, i love her a lot. Im there for her when she needs me. she's barely there for me when i need her. But idk. She called me the other day because she's confused about coming back to me or moving on. Ive made peace with our end, and whichever one happens, I'm ready for it. But do i want her back? so much. I still love her a lot. She told me that she was looking for a rebound when we ended, and that her friends are already trying to set her up with people. Which threw me off. She never used to say that, it made me feel like complete shit. That was thursday night. 

Ive been pretty good throughout the week. But today just felt so off. I didnt get to go to the gym, and all these thoughts started coming. I haven't checked her twitter or instagram in 2 weeks but i checked today and it made me miss her so much more and i hate myself for slipping like that. I felt like i was moving forward with myself but i let my weak spot take over and I'm just a mess. Is this normal to slip like that?
<bot>: Checked exs social media after a good while of not checking, and i feel like i took a major step back.