<human>: Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?

I'm very isolated. Its caused me a lot of damage, completely killed my ability to think straight, and now I'm dropping out of college with failing grades. I'm coming around to the fact now that, historically, I've been a social disaster. But I just can't take it anymore.  

I desperately want to fix it before my youth is completely gone. But I have no idea how. I'm completely lost. I want to date women but I have *zero* idea how to do that or what it would even entail. I want to expand my social circle, but I have no idea how I would make good, trusting friendships. I'm in college but its late in the year and I'm dropping out. Clubs wouldn't work. I'm too much of a loser to join Tinder! Could I join Tinder? But my apartment is so empty and depressing! But I'll be moving back in with my parents soon! What can I do then? Am I bound to remain 100% sexually inexperienced for the next few years? How long? I'm so through with this loneliness. 

My old friends and I, the ones I've had since middle school, are going to be completely scattered by the end of this summer. I'm really scared of whats beyond that. I don't want to live if life beyond that is so cold, so lonely, and impersonal. Yet I don't know if I can escape it. I'm so scared of not just being isolated but being lonely. 

Anything, please help. I'm at my ends here.
<bot>: I'm extremely scared of being lonely for the rest of my life but I have no idea how to break out of it.