<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

Hello Reddit!

Throwaway account here. So I just want to know if my feelings are normal or should I wave them off as being silly?

I've been with my boyfriend for just over a year now and I know that one day he will be my husband. I don't want to get into too many details for fear he may recognize our story (he is a Redditor too) but I will say that I know I will never find a better man after all we have been through in just one short year. 

So here's my deal: I lost my virginity to him shortly after we met which, yeah okay, was kinda a special thing for me because I was it finally happened at 19. However, he had a previous girlfriend who he lost his virginity when they were dating. Besides masturbating, everything sexual I have done for the first time has been with him. Getting to experience all these pleasures for the first time has really strengthen my bond with him; well tonight things got a bit kinky and I thought what we did was going to be a first for both of us (because he had said he hadn't) so I was really turned on by the fact that I was going to be giving *him* a new sexual experience. I wanted to make him feel as good and alive as he has made me feel. However, I find out afterwards that he had actually done this with his last girlfriend but he didn't finish so it "didn't count", which is why he said he hadn't done it before. I don't know why, but I feel a bit robbed....I feel I'm not able to give him the same time of wild pleasure that comes from experiencing something for the first time because nothing is new to him...he has done it all before. Are these feelings normal or am I just being a silly girl? Any advice would be really helpful.

Cheers!
<bot>: I feel I can't give my boyfriend the same type of sexual pleasure when experiencing something with the one you love for the first time because he has done it all before with his previous girlfriend.