<human>: so i (20) want to break up with my boyfreind (26) of two years because i dont think im ready for a relashionship yet..at least not with him i was abused very heavilly growing up as a kid so when he takes his anger issues out on me i just cant take it and i get more and more depressed.

i hate to admit it but whenever i pass another man that looks attractive i cant help but want to have sex him. i would never cheat on him but latelly i think i actually could.while watching porn i would always think of live cams as sort of cheating..but i watched them today..and i felt like i was cheating but i dident care and it almost killed me inside.

right now we live with his parents because we lost our place(scumbag roomates stealing our rent money and buying drugs)so his mom said we could live with her.she is 2 hours away from my freinds. so i cant ask to stay with them until i get my life together and i have no freinds here..i just dont know what to do..help?\

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<bot>: boyfreind is verbally abusive,i was abused as a kid,lives with bf parents 2 hours away from old life.want to break up but has nowhere to go