<human>: We have been dating for a year and a half. I first told him about the issues I had with my parents when he noticed I hated going back home to visit. Now my parents will never admit what happened and even when I have confronted them with stories of the abuse the closest thing to an apology I have recieved is "I'm sorry you remember that." My mother suffered with extreme anger issues which stemmed from her own relationship with her mother. I developed an eating disorder and attempted multiple times to end my own life. Things have gotten better between us since I was in college and took martial arts training. I've gone to therapy for anger issues and picked up multiple hobbies to deal with stress. My boyfriend on the other hand, was never disciplined by his parents and only was rationalized with. His parents would talk to him about how his actions made them feel. A few weeks ago we were talking about a story in which a teenager had stolen multiple items from his team mates and I made the comment "If that was my kid he'd be grounded for a month and have to return everything or pay for it." This upset my Bf and he stated that I had grown up too strict and he worries about having kids with me. He stated that history repeats itself and he thinks that I may begin to act like my parents. This statement has completely devastated me. I have worked with children as a nanny, babysitter, I have even volunteered with special needs children. He stated that he doesn't definitely think this will happen but it is something he worries about. Now I'm terrified about it and I can't stop worrying that maybe I shouldn't have kids. I've always wanted a big family but I would hate to put another child through that.

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<bot>: I was beaten and emotionally abused as a child and my BF is afraid that I might be a bad mother if we someday have kids.