<human>: When I was in my senior year of higshchool, I started a relationship with a girl that I loved and cared about deeply. We were a couple for three years, and we planned on one day getting married and starting a family. However, she lost her life in a traumatic way. 

After her passing, I became really depressed and I found drawing to be an effective way to find peace. Over time I have compiled a fair bit of drawings of her, most of them aren't her, I drew other people and other things, but she is one of the main subjects.

Since my exgirlfriend's passing, I have found new love ad have moved on. I have now been dating my current girlfriend for over a year. In February, we went back to my parent's house and I showed her the bulk of my drawings (she knew about my ex prior to this), and now she is insanely upset and wants me to get rid of the drawings. I told her that they mean a lot to me and there is no way in hell would I ever get rid of them. 

For me, when I see them it brings me back to how I felt in the past temporarily. Plus, a lot of the drawings are of my dreams of her, and it's the only way to hold onto those memories. 

We have had fights prior this where she said I don't love her as much as I loved my ex. And this right now seems to be a breaking point. I have always kept my drawings private, however now she has gone out and told all of her friends about it, and now they all think its creepy, and tell her to break up with me because I am still stuck in the past.

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<bot>: I have pictures of my ex-girlfriend, current girlfriend hates it and wants me to toss them away. I care about them a lot, and don't want to lose them ever.