<human>: I don't really know how to explain quite how I feel and felt that writing my endlessly changing emotions might help me figure some things out. I'm not really looking for anything in particular (advice, sympathy, support), but more so trying to sort my mind out and thought Reddit would be the perfect place to vent. 

Breakups suck. I wouldn't wish this feeling on my worst enemy. My ex (m/24) of 3 years and I (f/24) ended things a few weeks ago and things have not gone how I would have expected. The reason I say this is because some days are bad, but some days I'm completely fine. I've even had some days where I'm truly excited to start my future without him. Am I getting ahead of myself? Should I take these good days so soon after the breakup as me taking this better than I expected myself to? Or should I stop kidding myself and accept that this is just a phase and that Ill most likely slip into the depression I expected myself to be in? I really don't want to include many details regarding the relationship other than it ended suddenly, he told me he needed "time to himself", and that he hasn't contacted me since he moved out. 

We have been together long enough for me to know that the amount of time without any contact is not him taking time to figure himself out, but his cowardly way of ending this. Knowing this is why I have decided to not contact him and just let this relationship go. I cannot and will not beg anyone to love me or stay with me and if he chose to move out and figure himself out, all I can do is respect that. Our relationship was great and I loved him and still do love him, but loving someone can also mean letting them go.

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<bot>: Trying to clear my head, probably doesn't make sense but typing it out was an attempt to unscramble my mind