<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I go every day of my life thinking about love every now and then, I want to experience it, to know what it's like to love a girl and have her love you back. It's weird to me how you see people everyday that are in love, and yet here I am not even knowing how it feels to be loved. I love love, I want it, but getting it is hard and it sucks. If I want somebody in my life, a girl, I feel like I can never get her, I can't start conversations with girls, I don't know when it's alright, I don't know how to hold that conversation, and hell I don't have a single friend that's a girl that I could love. I honestly feel like I'm going to spend the rest of my life alone and it's saddening, I wish that there was anything I could do to change this. Here I am, 18 years old, next year, grade 13 of high school.. I feel like although I have people that I've known for many, many years, friends, I feel like none of them can help me. When I think about what I have, I realize that I don't truly have it. I don't know how to fix my problem with finding girls, finding people I can talk to, and hell, even finding a girl I can love and have an actual conversation with. I can't speak with my parents about anything, they're unsupportive and they may even be the people that are holding me back most. Life feels pretty alright the less I think about it, but when I actually think about it I know how much it really sucks to me. I wish things could change but I don't know how to change them. I could ramble on forever here about random things but I think I'll just leave it here. Thanks to anyone that reads this and tries to help me feel comfortable.
<bot>: My love life sucks, I can't even speak to my closest friends, my parents suck and are unsupportive and holding me back, life sucks the more I think about it..