<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

hello. 6 months ago during oral stimulation, my girlfriend had a powerful, body-jerking orgasm, and i giggled because she was basically suffocating me by holding my head with her thighs and hands. she got really mad about it and told me it upset her - i apologized and tried to explain that i wasnt laughing at her but **ofcourse**, she didn't listen.

well our sex life has slowly died and now, 6 months later, im talking to her about it and she comes out that she has a "mental block" that prevents her from relaxing and enjoying any sort of sexual stuff with me. she says its all because i "cracked up" (i didnt) and "always laugh at her" (i dont) and she no longer feels she can be vulnerable around me anymore.

ive genuinely apologized for it and tried to explain myself to her... but 6 months and many blue balls later i have to say i really dont have any sympathy left at this point. so reddit, tell me:

am i an insensitive asshole or does she really just need to get the f-ck over herself?
<bot>: i giggled when my girlfriend suffocated me during an orgasm and 6 months later she's still not over it and says our sex life is ruined.