<human>: So the story goes like this. Me and my girlfriend of two years broke up, she got with one of the mates I had made at uni this year, moved to the same uni as me, he now works at the same place as me, and we are in the same group of friends.

Shortly before they got together I realised I still wanted to be with her, didn't happen, I got pissed and abused people, threw stuff around, was drinking at the time, obviously realised I had done wrong, apologised and stopped.

When they got together, 'my' friends saw nothing wrong with the relationship, because I broke up with her, and because of the way I acted, I think I was just jealous.

Anyway, I think my problem is that I'm anxious. I haven't been diagnosed with anxiety or anything like that, but I feel like I need constant reassurance that people are still my friends. I feel like whenever I am around people I am going to do something stupid and everyone is going to ditch me.
I make up stupid excuses to see people and I think they are getting sick of me very quickly. Overall, I just be overbearing and clingy to my friends. Sometimes to the point of doing ridiculously stupid and even bad things to them (commented on somebody's Facebook photo saying something about illicit drugs when they are planning to become a teacher).

I don't want to do any of this stuff, I wish I could just be friends with everyone that I want to be, and not have to worry about doing stupid things. The alcohol has made me stuff up quite a few times with friends but I have lowered that down for a while. But now these problems are creeping into my sober life. HELP!

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<bot>: I need constant reassurance that friends are still my friends because of events that happened months ago, and because of this end up being super clingy and do stupid stuff, even bad stuff, to them for some reason. HELP