<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

I hate to say it, but if I would have met this guy when I was 26, and fallen in love then, life would be stellar. This guy is exactly who I want to tackle life with, and have a family with. Here's the problem -- we met in our early teen's.

I met him in high school and I knew he was special. We started dating in the middle of college and now we're 23... I never knew I'd be in this weird position. I don't want to get married until my late 20's... can we make it until then? 

He's the only person I've been romantic with and it's really taken a toll on me. That has to do with some societal pressures on me... telling me I should sleep with more people, but also it's hard to appreciate what I have when I haven't been put through the dating ringer. I could use some advice here, or how to gain some perspective. I could use some wisdom. Neither of us are the type to be okay with an open relationship, but when I have this urge to explore other things I don't know how to handle it. My biggest fear in life is that I end up alone. I don't want to lose this person.
<bot>: Found the guy I love too early, and don't know how to handle getting through my 20's without exploring the urge to have other relationships.