<human>: I'll keep it short, I was in an accident a few years back and there were a lot of "worse case scenarios". Luckily no one was hurt but it was my fault. I lost my job, my car and my confidence with driving and with myself. I had already had bouts of depression throughout the years but this was a heavy hit that left me feeling the world on my shoulders. I loved my job and I ruined it for myself. 

Sometimes I still feel down. It's hard to get myself to snap out of it and be happy and I know it can be hard on him to see me in such a way and not be able to do anything about it. I know that he has his own personal struggles and I really want to be there for him and be his rock as he wants to be mine. What I want is a way that I can help myself feel better when these down periods hit so that I can help him through his. 

He has always been a loving and caring guy and has always been there for me. I just want to be a better girlfriend and a better person.

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<bot>: had an accident 2 years ago left me severely depressed. Still get down days, want to know how I can better myself and be a better gf