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My boyfriend and I have been together since we were 16, and while we have had a strong relationship, the last year and a half has been messy. We lived together for two years after high school but then broke up for about two weeks because things were not working between us. 

We got back together shortly after to really try and work on our issues because we love each other, but a year later we are back to having those same problems and top of all of that, we had started formatting a plan for a big move across the country together (which took me years to get him comfortable with the idea of).

If that doesn't make this more confusing, i recently discovered that i am falling-in-like with a very close friend of his, who says he feels the same. I have loved my boyfriend for so long but so many different things are happening in our lives as young adults that it has made me seriously rethink our future. I feel so shitty about all of this crashing down as we are supposed to be picking up and leaving.

So reddit,
<bot>: i'm anxious for change, but at the end of the day i still love the guy. what the fuck do i do?