<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

So I met this girl online and we've been close friends for a long time. We live pretty far apart (7-hour time difference), so I never really considered getting closer, since it seems like a silly idea. However I somehow ended up falling for her due to her approaching me in that way and we both admitted we love eachother.

While that may sound great, as of recent she's starting acting cold towards me and avoiding conversation on top of the little time we have to talk in the first place. This has happened once before, where she suddenly just started distancing herself from me and ignored me for about 2 months. I have to worry constantly if she even likes me or not, since she keeps ignoring me, but then coming back, expecting me to chase after her again.

The interesting thing is that something similar happened years ago with my best friend, where he kept ignoring me and I forgave him over and over again. This led to me feeling shitty for 3 years of my life, so I'd prefer to avoid that situation from happening again. I ended up cutting contact with him.

Now I've reached a point where I'm trying to avoid getting close to her to not get hurt, but it's really hard since I value our friendship a lot and I still love her. What to do?
<bot>: I keep getting hurt by the people I care about the most, but I keep forgiving them which leads to me being depressed.