<human>: Long time girlfriend who is moving to another country for the school year broke up with me. She says she doesn't want to be in a relationship but she still cares for me and loves me.

We used to talk all the time. The longest we've ever gone without talking is two days in 5 years (and that was earlier this week). I asked her if she missed me and she said she felt fine (meaning no). 

She knows how I feel about her but hates when I bring it up. I've told her that I love her and that I miss her but she is very cold towards me. She doesn't reciprocate the feelings. 

This person is very special to me. I love her very much. She asked for space and that's what I'm doing now. I try to not talk to her and let her engage the conversation. For me it's hell every day, but I know it's no difference to her.

She wants to be friends. I don't want to lose her so I'm trying my best. Everyday is a struggle because I still have very strong feelings for her. It seems she's doing fine and she is leaving in two weeks. I'm afraid that if we stay friends and she engages someone else in a relationship or anything of that sorts, I would completely be destroyed.

I'm not doing so good handling things. If this happened I don't know what I would do. I tell myself to move on but it's difficult while we are friends. I'm staying friends and holding on to hope. But if she leaves and things don't change, She will probably never feel the same way for me and I will be stuck. 

I fear if I say anything it would ruin any chance of her loving me again. I don't know what to do. This person has been the only person I've cared about for such a long time. I feel abandoned and used. She is moving on. Why does she want me to be her friend? 

I'm scared. I've tried dealing with everything on my own. I need guidance. Help me please.

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<bot>: Long time girlfriend broke up with me, wants to be friends, I'm afraid of being hurt in the future because I still have feelings and the break up is still too fresh.