<human>: My boyfriend broke my trust after he lied to me and I caught him texting an ex gf inappropriately. He apologized and promised to never do it again. I forgave him. Then we had an unexpected pregnancy and we disagreed on what to do with the baby. I wanted to keep it, he didn't. We broke up for a few days after a fight and when we got back together, I learned he had immediately made an online dating profile to meet other women. I was really hurt by it but recognize that we were broken up at the time. We decided after a long talk to get back together and try to work it out. After a while I decided to get an abortion and it was a very hard decision to make. This was only a week ago and so I'm still emotional over it. He went out to a bar the other night without telling me...now I know I'm not his mother but after the whole lying thing, I asked him to be forward and transparent with me about these things. Plus I didn't feel like he was very concerned about me after the abortion, although I express a lot of distress.

I asked him why he had ignored my calls that night and it blew up into this huge fight somehow about how he wishes he never met me and that he hated me. He also took a shot at my goals to go to nursing school and basically said I wasn't smart enough to get in. I was deeply wounded by this and said some mean and hurtful things back to him. 

He has since apologized and said he didn't mean it but I'm not so sure I can forgive right now. It was so hurtful and mean. I love him and we have gone through so much crap together. All these fights and lies and distrust seem to be adding up and feel so much worse now that I'm also dealing with grieving our baby. Any advice would be appreciated

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<bot>: boyfriend and I got into a huge fight and he said things that were really hurtful while I'm coping post abortion. I'm finding it hard to forgive him. Is it time to walk away from the relationship?