<human>: Can you give me a shortened version of the text?

My ex-girlfriend was the one that broke up with me, we were both just too busy with college and she couldn't make the time for me while keeping up with school and her social life. 

After my mourning period had passed, I started to feel better. I managed to keep busy with busting my ass playing collegiate tennis, on top of reading and school and other hobbies. About three months in, she asked how I was doing out of the blue. This has picked up a lot since then, and for the last month we've spoken pretty consistently and have shared stories of school with each other and our hopes/fears for the future. 

I can't say I'm heartbroken or morose or anything, but after we were speaking again, I've starting to have small episodes of loneliness and misery. They come and go, but when I'm not miserable, I can't remember what it's like to burst of confidence and be happy anymore.

I admire her and hold her in high esteem, and she's a wonderful human being that has influenced my growth as a person for the better. But I miss her. I don't see us getting back together, considering the logistics, but I still miss her.
<bot>: Is this just a period of weakness? Should I go back to no-contact? Or is this part of the healing and I'm just being human? Please help.