<human>: First off, I love my boyfriend so much. So unbelievably much. I don't consider a year to be very long, at least not THAT long, but in that time, I've determined that I could be with this guy for a VERY long time. Marriage, I don't know, because we're both 20, so that's a while away. But I love him in that inexplicably way when you just kind of know, and if I did explain, it would get long and sappy.

Anyway, even with all of that I have recurring desires to be single and with other people. Very recently, there is one guy I've been thinking about, but I think that's more about me projecting these thoughts onto him. I haven't spent much time on my own in general. 2 1/2 year relationship starting at 15. Ended when I started college, not long after was kind of with someone until I was officially with him. Now beginning sophomore year of college I'm single for the first time. I enjoyed it, I was finally my own person and not defined by another. I had people I had feelings for and it didn't work. Then I started dating my current boyfriend second semester of that same year.

I'm worried that this just is not going to work. I don't know if I am just incapable of being with someone (I had similar thoughts with my first relationship though not as serious) or maybe I need to be single for a longer period of time. Is this just not the right relationship? Should I just try to focus on my boyfriend and block out the distractions? Maybe I need a break to sort myself out and revisit the relationship? Although, I don't know if he would go for that.

I am so confused. I love him so much, but I don't want to be with him years later, possibly living together or getting married and having these regrets about not being on my own and spend the rest of my relationship with doubts and realizing I made a mistake. I also don't want to look back and think that being single wasn't worth it and I let go someone special.

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<bot>: I love my boyfriend to pieces, but I keep thinking about being single. Should I stay, go, or take a break?