<human>: During college i had a huge crush on this girl. I never took it any further, as she was obviously way outta my league, and a bit taller aswell (which is attractive to me, but short guys mostly deflect girls).
I always brushed the idea off, imagining her with some other tall guy, and i specifically pictured her with one of my male friends as he would suit her better. I really felt that i had no chance and I even suggested her to one of my single friends who was asking me if i knew someone.

A family member of mine encouraged me to try asking her, and we are now engaged. Getting married within a year from now.

I just feel soooooooooo blessed and lucky, and i need to get it out. Obviously if i tell someone in person they would immediately diagnose me with "low selfesteem". Which is why i love reddit.

Every night before sleeping i do a reality check, and i just smile unintentionally. I am like, what just happend...WOW

Especially, i want to tell her. I am just afraid that this will be a turn off for her and a contradiction to the usually selfsecure "me". I want to tell her how incredibly happy i am for being with her. I feel like i won lottery.

I am 100% sure, she has no idea how much i appreciate her.

Can you provide a brief rundown of the text in within 3 sentences?
<bot>: Felt crush was way out of my league, now we are engaged. How do i tell her without seeming insecure about myself?