<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

So i've been talking to this girl for 6 months now, we both broke up at the same time in february and started talking since then. It was all cool, we talked every day via facebook or msg, and we hung out every now and then. It was cool, we were just being friendly with eachother, till one night. She came over, we ate, we saw a movie, she was sitting on my lap, we were play fighting, and since she had to go home early cause of a business trip she had the enxt day, i missed the chance to kiss her. I wanted, but i thought that a next opportunity would arive. In the next days, i kinda forced her to hang out and i tryed to kiss her and she stopped me, saying it would be best to be just friends. I've been trying for this past month to be ehr friend, but im not being able to. I keep wanting her, and we keep talking like nothing happened. Not to be cocky but im a 8/10, i never had dificulty with girls, except when i think im falling. Im a sucker when i develop feelings for a girl, thats why i rarely do.

What should i do? i feel like i need to step away, cause this isnt making me feel good inside, but at the same time, i dont want to lose what we have, even though i want more out of it.

Any advice? These past days i havent talked to her, she sent me a cvouple snapchats and i answered a few hours later with "haha" or "looks fancy".
<bot>: I think im falling for a girl, and i really want to be with her but i failed to kiss her and now i think she lost her respect for me as a man and doesnt want to date me.