<human>: Can you provide a brief overview of the text?

OK so my wife and I are, as far as I can see, going to divorce. She's mentally abusive to me and our two wonderful kids. We're in counseling and she's also seeing someone individually but I really feel it's just too late. There are VERY small improvements, then she'll say something to me that makes me look at her and just be completely repulsed. Like, I wouldn't even be friends with someone like her.

I know that once the divorce happens, the only thing I will be focused on is my kids. They're my rock. I love them more than anything in this world. I also know though, at some point, I will want to date. I'm a pretty good guy. I've been a stay at home dad (mutual decision between me and my wife) so I think that speaks to what family life means to me. 

My concerns are about how women my age will see that. Yes, I've given up my job for several years to raise my kids. I don't have a degree but I make (made) decent money without one. 

All I want is to feel love again. I've just been so beaten down, I don't know that it will ever happen again.
<bot>: Older guy with young kids about to be divorced. Wondering if I'll ever be able to find happiness after being divorced.