<human>: Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?

I have a crush on her, but it's more personal to me than that. She was my teacher for about 3 years and I still feel the same way about her since the first time I layed eyes on her. I have now finished school but there was a always an odd connection I felt with her.

I can't stop thinking about her and although I'm convinced I will never be with her, I have never felt this strongly about anyone in my life. Surely it's not lust, I've felt this physical pain for years now. 

If it's true love then it's meant to be. Just recently out of nowhere I decided I wanted to go to church. I believe in God and I am a spiritual person. My local church was closed so my dad and I went to a different one and she was there. I couldn't believe she was there. I thought it must be a sign. She glanced over at me but I didn't look at her and I really regret that and I'm shy. That night I experienced a physical pain I've never felt before.

Maybe I'm young and dumb but I need advice. I was thinking of sending her a message on Facebook but under a different account. I want to send an anonymous message telling her how I feel.  I need to get it off my chest and I could die happy just knowing that I told her. Love, or whatever I'm feeling hurts. If I told her in person I would feel in the wrong as she was my teacher. If anyone can please alleviate my pain and offer advice I'd overwhelmingly appreciate it.
<bot>: I've fallen in love with my ex teacher and need advice on what I should do or should I let her go.