<human>: If i felt in any part of my being that she was right it might be possible to accept. We had 4+ amazing years and after one month of long distance and a fight over email she refuses to tell me anything other than this is over and I need to accept it. I can't. I can accept where we are now but it's not where we're supposed to be and she won't let me even try. Her words are 100% final and over but something in side of me sees even the 1% chance that I have to fight for, because what we have was worth it, and I would want her to fight for me if we were switched. I keep praying just a couple more hours and she'll realize what's happened and try to fix it. I don't know how long I can hold out. I've ended long term relationships before but this is the one that was never supposed to end. The one I was finally mature enough to build a foundation for.

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<bot>: How do I keep my sanity while trying to accept this and fight for something I will fight for my entire life, because she is my life