<human>: well i should say thank you for reading this but let's be honest i do that all the time reading posts out of boredom i guess, however i want to talk and you are ok listening i think :P, so let start before i go back on it so i never dated before in my life not that i don't want to but it's more of i feel like i can't talk with girls women whatever you wanna call it i always feel like i need to talk care of every word that thing about impression they might get that always get's into me making me think of it so much what should i say how should i say it, make me look really pathetic and end up standing with my mouth shut while they speak don't know why but this just happen maybe cuz i never talked with women like we are just friends i guess (went to all boys school), i feel like my mind always think of it in a diff way as if she talked to me it has to be daiting (very poor i know man), don't know what it is really maybe cuz me trying never even begin or just i'm not used to it or what, all i know it might feel warm, is it really that hard or am i really messed up (know what someone might think LOL), it's like i really hope i was able to talk to a girl just to know how was her day without anything being weird about it (...), well what ever felt like i want to get it out since i never really talk about this, well this is the internet so whatever, don't know to why here just felt like it.

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<bot>: Just don't go back and read it thank you anyway for reading it or not just a man mumbling i guess, have a nice day.