<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

My (25F)bf (29M) just called me from another country where he's holidaying in. Turns out he cheated on me, felt bad blah blah blah so decided to tell me. When I say cheated, no sex, but no clothes either.

He says he was drunk, didnt mean anything etc etc.

And then goes onto say we need to talk about deeper issues in our relationship. When he gets home. In 2 weeks.

He alluded to on the phone:

 - not being able to move the relationship forward 

- being scared of a serious relationship and what that might mean giving up (we've been together for over a year and he's previously been a serial monogamist so?) 

- not being happy with the sex (ouch)... 

and i don't even know what else right now. I cant think clearly, my world hasbeen turned upside down by this because I didnt really see it coming. I dont know what to do, what to think, how to feel, I've just been sitting here numb all day and feeling sick to my stomach. I love this guy, and he says he loves me and that "I'm exactly the type of girl he wants to marry one day".
I'm not sure what I'm asking here. For opinions, maybe? Just, something to help me sort my head out.
<bot>: BF of a year cheated on me while overseas, says it indicates 'deeper issues' in our relationships, need advice.