<human>: I've been working in IT for a good 4 years and I absolutely despise it. I never really wanted to get into it in the first place, but for whatever reason it happened. I have no desire to progress or move up in this field what so ever. Due to financial issues I find myself stuck in this field for quite some time.  

Story time: a number of years ago in my first IT job, I quickly realized that I hated it. It didn't help that my superiors were asshats but regardless I still hated the field. I began thinking about causing an accident on my drive home after work on a nightly basis so that I didn't have to go to work. One day a co-worker was let go, this guy was keeping me in that job and without him I would go insane. I quit that job the day after luckily, but unfortunately dug myself an even bigger hole financially after being unemployed for so long.  

I've always found it very hard to enjoy my work in this field and I always tend to slowly start hating everything because of work. When I go home everything feels fine, but it's obvious to others that there is a problem with my mood. So here I am years later back in the same boat. If I didn't have my SO, I would probably do something very stupid just to not have to go to work. 

What type of things do you do to make your profession more enjoyable when in reality you despise your career choice?

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<bot>: I hate my profession so much I'm afraid I'll do something stupid. What do you do to make your profession more enjoyable?