<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

I'm having a difficult time getting over how it ended so quickly and why he went from "I love you" to "I'm not attracted to you any more and I don't love you any more" in a matter of two weeks. 

I always figured it would be me to end the relationship if it were to come to that point because he always pushes me to my limits. I'm a very forgiving person though so I always brushed it off but I know deep down this relationship wouldn't last because he is immature and we are both very headstrong. 

Unfortunately during the relationship I didn't spend enough time with my friends and put him on a pedestal. I'm not sure how to get over it without all of my friends that I used to have. 

I guess I'm just posting here to hear from other people besides family, because they're all I've been talking to lately.
<bot>: My recent ex [21 M] broke up with me [20 F] because he didn't love me any more and doesn't think I'm attractive any more. I'm at an all time low and just need some guidance.