<human>: The guy I had been seeing every week and texting every day for the past month broke it off with me last night. His reasoning was that he had been in a long term relationship with a woman who he thought he would marry, but they broke up a year ago and went their separate ways. He said that he had never really gotten over her and he began talking to her again around the same time he started seeing me. He decided that "while you're an awesome person and we really got along (blah blah blah) I have to try and get her back. I'm really really sorry".

I know in my heart that his decision is probably futile and I deserve someone who isn't being controlled by their baggage (and digging through a dumpster to try and salvage a relationship that has been over for a year...) but this really hurts. I am devastated because I thought we really had something and he gave no indication of this until last night. I'm kind of fighting off the "what if's" right now. More importantly though, I'm at work (because I have no choice) and barely keeping it together. I feel like shit, I look like shit and I can't concentrate. My eyes are so puffed up I can barely see. From one human being to any redditor that reads this, help a sister out. Give me a reason to smile. Please and thank you.

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<bot>: Dream guy made dumb decision and broke my heart. At work and was hoping for some encouragement to make it through the day.