<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I'll keep this as short as possible. 

I couldn't complete high school and got a GED. After about 1 year in community college I applied and got accepted into a university for biomed and premed minor. That same semester (last semester) I was pretty much at the apex of my alcoholism and it ended with me being in detox at the jail here for 2 days. I was denied inpatient rehab by my insurance company and ended up dealing with my mental health problems on my own from october-december. By then I was actually pretty stabilized. And by the time I was mentally coherent enough to sit face to face with my adviser and drop my classes it was past the drop date, and I failed all 4 classes my first semester. I cannot retake the classes to improve the grade. This spring semester I went back to community college to get my EMT basic while I was on academic probation. I've done that, and now I think I'm ready to go back to university. 

But I literally have no idea what happens now. I fucked up pretty bad by not dropping my classes and literally failing every class I took that semester. I want to schedule a sit down with my advisor but I don't know what so say. I don't want to use my story as an excuse, and I take full accountability for what happened. But honest to god I am so nervous to try and deal with this. I'm afraid I'm going to walk into her office, get chewed out and reminded what a fucking idiot I am, and be unable to switch to a plausible major. This is the only university I can afford to go to in my city and I don't want to move, and I don't want to do another year at community college. 

Any one want to drop their 10 cents on the ordeal?
<bot>: failed every class my first semester at new university, took semester off to get emt-b while on probation at university, no idea what to tell my adviser when I schedule an appointment to meet her. Lost premed.