<human>: Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?

I figured this would be the better place to go to ask for advice. Umm... let me start by I got out of a four year relationship about six months ago. I initiated the break up which was for our own good. I have no regrets about that.

What I am here for is it always feels I need a girlfriend, I always find myself searching for one and when there is hope of a relationship I tend to cling onto it, especially if they're pretty.

Now clinging, you may associate this with crazy or whatnot but that is not in my case. I don't get crazy, I don't blow up their phone. It's just I get this feeling of a strong bond between us? It's hard to describe. I don't want that and I don't do it intentionally either.

My question here is why does this happen to me? I don't want to feel like I need to have a girlfriend or be in a relationship. I do and would like the company and the things that happen between a couple. I'm just looking for guidance and advice. I also find myself thinking about my age, 25. Shouldn't I be getting ready to settle down? Shouldn't I be thinking about marrage or children? I could really use your help guys.
<bot>: I cling on easily with new relationships when I don't mean to and I don't want that, I also have a fear about not being married or thinking about children at my age.