<human>: I have been working at Food Service Place X for about two years now, since I started college. I have a long history of excellent job performance and was even promoted to a middle managerial position last fall. I've always taken pride in my job and have an amazing relationship with my coworkers and one of my managers. Although I tend to struggle with differences with my other assistant manager, we get along well enough to do our job together. 

However, during the last six months, I've been slowly developing psychotic symptoms. It began with minor mistakes made in my everyday life or the rare odd sentence, but now has progressed to hallucinations, delusions, and disorganized speech and thinking. I often mentally prioritize tasks that aren't necessary or start something and do not finish it. This is all behavior I haven't noticed myself, but many of my coworkers/bosses/friends have pointed them out to me. I am seeing a psychiatrist on Monday for this, but it's likely I may be diagnosed with some sort of psychotic disorder.

My managers have been livid at me for my personality changes; they are taking my erratic behavior as defiance against them. I have explained to them that I have a new, ongoing problem that makes it difficult for me to do my job properly at times and have apologized over and over again. Last night, my assistant manager accused me of challenging her and I was suddenly alerted to the fact that I was acting strangely and broke down. I cried and apologized, but she begrudgingly let me get back to work. Things are extremely strained at work and my employees are sensing a developing rift between myself and my bosses. 

I'm terrified. I don't know what to do. I love my job and I want to save it, but I'm afraid my illness is going to cause me to lose it. Quitting or taking time off isn't an option, as I have to work full-time in order to be able to survive and pay bills. 

What can I do? Is there anything that can be done to salvage my job and my relationship with my managers without telling them too much and risking discrimination?

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<bot>: A developing psychotic disorder is affecting my job performance and my bosses are resenting me for it. I'm not sure what to do.