<human>: Hi all.

Using a throwaway for reasons which will become obvious. I've had self-confidence issues for awhile. I'm seeking therapy for it, I've been losing weight. I'm working on it which is why I'm posting here and not on another subreddit. 

The problem is, even though I am becoming a little more confident in myself, I am very weak for males. Any male, I am weak for. I have never been in a relationship. Never been kissed. None of it. I'm awkward with males because of it. 

Whenever a male starts talking to me, I instantly develop a crush. I imagine our life together. I go crazy.

Recently, I met someone on Reddit. He is 24/M. We have been exchanging messages after we exchanged comments on a subreddit we are both part of (on my other account). I don't know his name, don't know how he looks. We just exchange one or two messages a day. It's obvious he isn't interested in me because he will post a lot on the subreddit, and at the very end of the day will reply to me. It's almost like it's a chore for him to respond to me.

BUT. I am so weak that I crave that attention. I get super anxious and mad when I see he is writing on the subreddit but is not answering my messages. I start feeling like I did something wrong. And worst of all, I think I'm developing a crush on him. I have become super attached to him. We've been exchanging messages for a week. Really lengthy messages that usually take 2 messages to send. I'm constantly thinking about him. For all I know he could be a 50 year old. I can't help the way I feel and it really pisses me off.

I'm hoping someone here has been through something similar and can advise me of what to do. Do I just stop talking to him? Delete my account? He's fun to talk to and I'd like to keep talking to him but the way he makes me feel drives me crazy. Please help!

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<bot>: Self-esteem issues have led me to become attached and infatuated with any male I meet. Currently on my mind is someone from Reddit whose name I don't know. How do I stop these feelings of mine?