<human>: Summarize the given text in a few sentences.

There's just been so much I cant really write it all here, especially as I'm on my mobile. But I'm going to try and write exact what's making me feel conflicted. 

I've been with my boyfriend for almost four years now. He had a friend recently a few months ago who became really infatuated with him really quickly (I'm not sure how as they talked really platonically together). I wanted him to keep being friends but confront her about it. It kind of got to the point where he would rather mope around and feel guilty because he was ignoring her, instead of just sticking up for his girlfriend and setting things straight. He did eventually but I had to push so much for it! 

I felt like it was something that should've come from him, not me..

Anyway I let it go after a while. Their friendship faded quickly after that. Recently I accidentally came across a blog of hers. I was pleased because she was really funny and it seemed funny. I wanted to show my boyfriend a joke from it and he flipped out when he realized it was her blog. We ended up fighting about it...about me going on her blog.. Which was just her posting pics and stuff she found funny. I...ehhh. Ever since then I've felt depressed. I was always so nice about the whole thing and really liked her, so to be arguing over this... He did apologize but argh. I just have had to fight for this relationship so much and I'm getting so tired! 

Its not just this either, again...but I feel like other things had better reasons than this. I don't know why it annoyed him so much. It was a friend, not an ex gf. I don't know guys I'm just really tired of this. I felt like I wanted to break up with him at some point, and those thoughts come more often than id like, but the thought of my kids not being his kids (in the future, I'm childless atm) makes me really upset. I love him a lot and feel like I'm going through hell.

Sorry for shitty formatting and grammar issues, I'm on my phone.
<bot>: Had dumb fight with boyfriend, it upset me because of how mad he got over something so minor despite my past patience with him, now I get intrusive breaking up thoughts but they make me feel horrible.