<human>: About five months ago I broke up with the only girl I have ever loved to date.  I think it was the right decision.  We had been rocky for a while, and broken up a couple times and I knew how much it hurt her so when I did it this last time I knew it had to be the final time, I couldn't keep putting her through that.

This basically all started because she wanted honesty from me about how I was feeling in the relationship.  The truth was I loved her so much but was still struggling with monogamy and all that because I was so used to short flingy relationships my whole life.  My eyes and mind would often wander but not because I loved her any less.  And I never actually acted on those temptations, though once I did go further than I should have (made plans to have a date with another, then cancelled).  It was awful of me and made me feel terrible for what I was doing to her.  

There were other issues too but they were pretty minor.  Wanting to live in different areas, different styles, different breeds of dogs.  But all those things could have been compromised on.  

Anyhow it has been five months now, and I just can't shake her.  After two years together it just becomes so natural.  I still love her to death but she has completely shut me out of her life.  I understand why, she wants to move on, but I can't I'm stuck in this mud.  If she came back right now, even though I am mad at her for shutting me out, even though I am hurt that she is already living with another man, I would still grab her and hold her tight and never let go.

I just don't know how to get over her.

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<bot>: I want to spend the rest of my life loving a girl who no longer cares about me.  I need to stop feeling this way.  How can I get over her?