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Hi guys! I'm new to this subreddit and using a throwaway, so please bare with me. Let's call my crush Em, because I like Emma Stone.

First, let's get to my backstory: My previous girlfriend broke my heart, and was depressed for about a month. My friend suggested to go into a dating site, although I don't really plan on dating. And that's where I met Em

Okay, so Em and I have known each other for six months, we met at an online site. She is the perfect girl for me, as she has ideal personality and we have many common beliefs. However, we live 30 hours away, and I don't have the money to buy tickets for airplane, or have time to drive. Yet, we talk to each other on Skype, basically, almost every day. I didn't plan to fall in love with her, but I really fell in love with her, and I still am. She also says that she loves me too, genuinely.

Okay, so about two months ago, Em asked me if I wanted to be in a relationship with her. I said No, (I regret this deeply) and that I did not feel comfortable with long distance

Now fast forward to now, this time, it was I who asked her to be in relationship with. She said no, I am not ready to be in a relationship. I am devastated. She said she loves me a lot and that I'm the perfect guy, but doesn't want to be my girlfriend? I don't get this at all! I even took my courage to ask her. I don't know anything anymore. Should I keep talking to her? Is she still worth it?
<bot>: I asked my crushed to be my girlfriend, over call, and she said no. I don't know what to do. Help.