<human>: Give me a shortened version of the text

I know this isn't the usual way round for these type of things and I've no doubt this will make me seem like a terrible person but here it goes.

I find I am unable to make and maintain relationships if they're non romantic. I simply lose interest and lose touch. I find it's a real problem as I often feel lonely but unless it leads someone romantically I feel I just can't keep up the relationship. 

I often jump head first into romantic relationships that I then deeply regret, struggle to break them off and in the process hurt myself and the other person. Then very quickly still hurting I move onto the next person or a person I might have considered previously. 

It's not about sex either it's about having someone that deeply cares about me/ listens. I've formed relationships with people I don't even find attractive as well as been with some guys even though I am not bi. 

Pretty messed up I know.
<bot>: I can't form relationships if they don't become intimate and I end up being with people I don't like just to have intimacy.