<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

I still get sad talking about it, but I dunno where else to go.  

So about a month ago, my dad killed himself. I don't know why. I just know I'm miserable as shit. But my sister has always hated him. She says she's glad he's dead and deserved it because he was a prick. I just want to hurt her so bad! But I know that's not gonna make things any better for me.  

I don't know what to do. Life has been shit since he died. I just wanna run away from home! I've heard about emancipation. Can I do that? How do I do it? I just wanna get out of this fucking house before I end up murdering my bitch sister in her sleep because I hate her so much! Help, Reddit! I don't wanna go to prison for murdering my sister!
<bot>: Dad killed himself a month ago and my sister is being an insensitve bitch about it. I wanna run away from home!