<human>: Quick background: after a little over a year, we broke up on NYE. She placed most of the blame on me, namely my own partying habits, lack of drive, etc. 

The first month was sloppy, a lot of crying and moping. I hoped against hope that I would reform myself and get her back. I did make good changes, but ultimately accepted that we weren't getting back together.

Since the break up, she's been making poor decisions. Objectively speaking. She's not taking care of herself, drinking too much, eating too little. It's ironic she dumped me because of my partying and she's become ten times worse. 

I recently moved back to my home state to further my career (yay! Goals!) and education. It's been about three weeks and I still find myself thinking about her. I think it's because at least when we were running in the same social circles, working together, I could see her occasionally. Now, I can't and it's like I'm going through the break up all over again.

I'm just looking to vent. I know time heals all wounds. I just can't shake her right now. It sucks.

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<bot>: after three months, still dissolving into a puddle every time I find one of her hairs in my clothes. Moved home, like I'm breaking up all over again.