<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

Throwaway for obvious reasons.

So my girlfriend hosted a birthday party over the weekend. She was looking like she had a great time, but I stood on the side watching. I'm a sociopath (she doesn't know this) and I told her that I didn't want to meet her friends or dance with her. She invited me to dance with her multiple times, but each time I told her that I didn't want to dance and draw attention to myself. This is my first relationship and I am quite confused. I fucked up by not giving her the attention that she wanted from me, and I told her I know why she is mad, but she just refuses to listen (she seems to think that she was the reason I wouldn't do anything at the party). She hasn't had an actual conversation with me for three days and this is extremely frustrating. She's telling me things like "I don't know what to do at this point," and that I "pushed her over the edge". I keep telling her that I'm very sorry and asking for forgiveness but she won't listen to me.

I'm very confused and don't know what to say to her to fix this.
<bot>: I fucked up girlfriend's birthday night and keep telling her how sorry I am, she won't listen to me, and I don't know how to tell her about my personality disorder. Should I tell her at this point?