<human>: Everyone I know seems to have found a place where they feel comfortable with friends and having a good time. I have tried for years to find a place where I can feel like I'm actually being a part of the group. I always feel like no one really wants me around. I don't know why. Even my own family treats me like an outsider.

I don't understand how this happened. Is something wrong with my physical appearance that people don't want to be around me? Do I act strange? I know I've got the whole transgender thing working against me know, but even in the LGBT community I've found no one. No group that I can actually feel like I am apart of it. Was my ability to have this feeling lost? Did I some how unlearn my ability to be apart of something greater than myself?

To make matters worse, I've lost serious interest in talking to people, especially on matters pertaining to myself. I've no problem listening, in fact I'm a very good listener, but I've lost all interest in speaking to people. I don't know why, it just seems pointless to talk to people anymore. I've nothing of interest to say. Nothing that hasn't been said before. Even when people do seem willing to listen, I can't seem to get the words out. 

I really don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired of feeling unbelievably alone, and I'm not sure what to do. Even when I try, the connection just isn't there.

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<bot>: Feel like I've lost my ability to be apart of something. Really want to be apart of something and experience life with someone some day.