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I've lost all of my friends. Mostly by my own fault or choice honestly. After high school I chose to get a job, get my finances straight, and go to school. Most of the time I was working full time and going to school full time. Sometimes even working two jobs. Instead of partying on weekends, I cashiered and went through verbal abuse at the hands of asshole customers. Instead of going to local get togethers, concerts, or any thing else I worked, studied, spent small amounts of time with my girlfriend, and when I got the chance slept.

 Finally I am in my own apartment with my girlfriend, working a steady schedule after working my way into a better position at work, and have weekends off. However, none of my friends are friends anymore it seems. Other than my girlfriend, I had one person I considered even a semi friend. She is not someone I want to associate with anymore for various reasons. So I knocked one out all by myself. I don't regret it, it just sucks.

 Anyone I associated with in high school got fed up with me never hanging out regardless of reasons and won't reply to me anymore really. Well now I have no friends at all. No one to idly chat with. No one to hang out with on my weekends. No one to text about whatever. No one to see after work. I love the gf but we work together, live together, and on some occasions go to school together.
 

I'd do the whole craigslist strictly platonic thing but I am transgendered/genderfucked/genderqueer/whateverthefuckyouwanttocallit so I am always afraid that I'll end up being hated, put myself in harms way to people who don't think it's right, or they will take one look at me and think I am a tomboy and want sex. I seriously just want friends again, that's all. 

I have a few work acquaintances and people I see regularly, but they are not friends. We've mostly never talked out of work or casual passing by.
<bot>: I pushed away my friends by solidifying my life after high school. Now life is solid but I don't have any real friends to share my days off, texting time, or anything else with.