<human>: I recently came out of the closet as gay after dating a girl for a while, I realized its just not for me.

Its been really hard for me and the only person I know to talk to is my best friend. He's a straight male and always willing to listen. I just get scared I'm going to fall in love with him. I am scared that maybe I already am. If I need to talk I phone him, if I need someone to hang out with I phone him. He's always willing if he can, but if he can't I'm OK with that. I still hang out with other friends, but I don't talk to them about this problem.

I just get scared that being I find him attractive the more I rely on him for support the more I'm going to fall in love or making it unhealthy for us as friends. I know it will never happen with him, I just worry I'm going to make my mind think it can.

I worry so much about it because I know if he was gay I would want to go out with him. I know he's not and its not going to work out, but having him as a friend is still great and I love him as a friend. I just don't know if I can differentiate between friends and not friends well enough to have him as a healthy friend. I hope I can.

Even when I'm going out with someone new if I have worries or emotions I want to get out about it I will tell him, I just worry that these are things I'm supposed to not talk to someone else about because I'm in a relationship. Sometimes I will be anxious about my relationship because its new to me and phone my friend to hang out, and get worried that I'm somehow cheating because I rather hang with him at that time.

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<bot>: I came out of the closet as gay, my best friend is a straight male. I find him attractive and am scared I'm going to fall in love if I use him to talk.