<human>: I have been dating my boyfriend for almost 10 months now. We started off really well, we had both been in long term relationships before that had not ended so well (mine 4 months before we started dating, his about a month). Things were amazing for the first 7-8 months. I really loved him, was dealing with my issues about my last relationship, and honestly thought I had found the person I was going to marry. Around September everything suddenly changed for me. I was not entirely sure if he was the right guy for me, if I really loved him or if I had ever even loved him. I also started feeling anxious and depressed about my future, direction in life, etc. These thoughts came entirely out of nowhere for me, and I don't want to have them. It's been about 2 months of this and I can't make these thoughts go away. The idea of breaking up with him gives me severe anxiety, as he is an amazing person and I'm afraid I would be throwing away something increadibly special. He is a wonderful person, we connect so well and I have a great time when I'm with him. He respects me and treats me better than anyone ever has. When I'm hanging out with him I don't usually feel this way, it's only when I'm alone and I start to overthink. I have always had issues with depression, anxiety, overthinking things in my life, etc... I don't want to fall out of love with my boyfriend. We get a long so well, and I know I would be incredibly lucky to spend my life with him. I'm just so unsure and I don't know why, and it's giving me even more anxiety. I don't understand why I am overthinking something that felt fine 2 months ago. Nothing in our relationship has changed except my anxiety.

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<bot>: I am afraid I'm falling out of love with my boyfriend, and that is the last thing I want. Might be over analyzing relationship