<human>: Let me give back story, I live with my cousin and family friend in an apartment. 

My family consists of my mom [51] and dad [48] my eldest sister [25] and her husband [23] my older sister [23] and her husband [24] me [20] and my younger sister [19].

My family has always been very close, and every Sunday and Wednesday we all hang out at my parents' house (due to church bringing us all together) 

Most of what goes on these days are board games, lunch/dinner, and often a round of disc golf. 

For a while I was all down for it, it was fun and I love my family so hanging out was great. But more and more every day I start hating it. Often when I consider staying home or hanging out with my family I really wish I could just stay home.

My family is very loud, and outgoing, and to some people probably very overwhelming. Board games and disc golf promote a very competitive environment which can be annoying sometimes. I'm not anti-competition but sometimes I don't wanna compete, I just want to relax. 

However, declining an invitation to play a game or go for a round of disc golf is usually met with heckles and fun being made. Often times these visits just end up with me being annoyed and frustrated and just wanting to go home. So my 1st inclination is to just stay away.

But the last thing I would want to do is disappoint everyone by being a loner and just "stay at home and do nothing". I want to be a part of my family but often I can't stand being around them for extended periods or at all.

What

Do

I

Do?

Can you condense the text into a few key points?
<bot>: I feel myself becoming more and more introverted and separated from my extremely extroverted family. But I don't want to disappoint any of them by staying home often.