<human>: My boyfriend and I have been together for two years. We've lived together in NYC for the majority of that time. I've been finishing college here and next week is my graduation.

We are planning on moving to Los Angeles (his hometown) on June 1st. We are packing, have a mover scheduled etc...

Suddenly, I feel really unsure of whether or not I want to go. Moving feels like a really big commitment to this specific person and it's making me think of all of his flaws and consider if I can be with this person forever (I think about things like "can I be with someone who smokes weed every day?" "is this person holding me back from success?"). Most of the time I don't question these things and our relationship is otherwise solid. 

But the closer the move draws the more I am panicking and plotting ways to get out of it. I can't decipher real negative signs from things that is just my own anxiety and self-doubt acting up. I'm graduating college and feeling anxious about my future, which I know is normal--but am I taking those feelings out on my relationship or am I trying to tell myself that this is the time to get out?

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<bot>: Am I worried about this relationship because moving is a big deal and anxiety-inducing, or are there larger signs I shouldn't ignore and not go through with it?