<human>: I (20m) ended a relationship with my ex last year. My parents were a bit relieved, even though they loved her the like a daughter they never had, because her family had been putting some harsh demands on our relationship and me.

 For example I dug a new well in at their new house and the only help I got was their youngest son who has two prosthetic legs And weighs about 105 lbs soaking wet. That was not fun or easy but I did it because I loved their daughter more than anything. Two months later they decided to move to another state and demand that their 20yo  daughter transfer schools to move with them and forbade me to ever visit them until I could support  a family. I called her told her that it probably wouldn't work and that we should move on unless her mother changed her mind. 

Her mother's requirements are that I have a new car, 10k in savings, and a job that pays 40k or more. I'm not far off that mark anyways but out of impatience I ended the relationship. 

That was a year ago and I now think I've made a huge mistake. When I'm out with other girls I keep thinking about her. When I hear anyone talk about mistake this is what comes to mind. I broke her heart and now I just want her back. My parents aren't really supportive of this but I know they like her despite her family. I've got a text message typed right now and I'm debating whether or not to send it. I haven't been able to get a good night's sleep in over a year because of this.

Can you give me the gist of the text in a nutshell?
<bot>: I'm still in love with my ex fiancee and I want her back even though I broke her heart. I hate seeing her hurt and I'm afraid I'll just hurt her again. What should I do?