<human>: Can you summarize the given text in a few sentences?

So I'm really insecure. Primarily because I've been told I'm ugly all my life. Keep in mind, I'm far from fat. In fact, I'm underweight. 5'7" and 115lbs. But I have thin hair, and thin body hair which makes my eyebrows look almost non-existent.

That being said. I used to take my anger out on women on Reddit and other online forums. Just so I can let all the anger out, so I won't have to hate myself for being rejected.

That being said, is it possible that I can ever be attractive?  Would you women ever give me a chance out of pity just knowing that I'm intelligent, somewhat funny, and caring? I don't want to be a bad person is all. And I've said some really mean things to women on reddit, because I don't like hating myself due to how ugly I am. 

That being said, I am not REALLY a misogynist. I have a few female friends who I really enjoy, and I was raised around mostly women. I just have a bitter feeling towards women my age that I'm attracted to. I've been on tinder and OKCupid and not much luck. This makes me feel super bitter.
<bot>: I hate women (but not really) due to how ugly I am. What can I do to make myself not so shitty.