<human>: When i was 20 I was with my sons mother for approximately 5 years before our son was born.  About 8 months after he was born she decided she wasnt happy and left our son and I in California while she moved to Alabama (With a guy she met online that she had never met before and is middle aged).  About 2 weeks after she left, My son and I moved to Indiana to be closer to my family.

Ever since the day she left my feelings for her have persisted.. And that was 4 years ago.  I have had extremely minimal contact  with her, just e-mails, for the last year - and i havent seen her in person since she left (And neither has our son).

I have been dating and in long-term relationships since the break up, But i always have her in the back of my head even after all that she put our son and I through. Is there anything i can do to try and move on? Should i attempt to reconnect with her etc to remind myself what happened? (She is currently married to the guy in Alabama, and has a daughter with him). I j ust dont know what to do or how to stop it..

Can you give me a shortened version of the text?
<bot>: Baby momma" ditched out 4 years ago. Still love her and cant get over her even after having long-term relationships and havent since her since.