<human>: I make music, and I drum. I'm 18, but it's different. Whenever people usually say "oh yeah I make music and I play an instrument ha-ha-ha" it's usually just kinda "indie", "alternative" faggots who just do it to seem against the grain and be able to say they do just for the bump in social confidence. I'm genuinely good. Like, genuinely. I've been playing for 3 years, and I can already play just like, if not more technically than some of my favourite drummers. I genuinely enjoy my own music, I think it's well made and creative as fuck. I suffer from serious anxiety and have been overly self critical all my life, but this is the first time I've given myself a break and actually given some credit. 

The only problem is, none of my friends feel the same way, or have told me the same way. I'm in a performance and Music Tech course at college, I have two friends who follow what I do musically online very closely, one who says he loves my stuff, but I know that's tainted by the bias of friendship so I take it with a pinch of salt. My girlfriend (who sings in one of the courses) has never mentioned my drumming and has politely commented on my music before, and the only positive comments I get are from family and the try-hard kids who just don't want to be hated. I don't even know what my point was anymore.

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<bot>: very, very self-critical, finally has the confidence to believe he's amazing at something, doesn't have the support he needs to want to do anything with it.