<human>: Give me the gist of the text in a nutshell

My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost five months. I lost my virginity to him a while back, and since then, I've been a mess. I'm constantly depressed, I get so upset over little things, like plans being cancelled (and for legit reasons). I feel like I like him more than he likes me. Don't get me wrong, he's the sweetest person I've met, and he's helped me so much throughout this depressive state I've been in. 

I don't know if it's because he was my first, or if our relationship just isn't working out. We've been arguing a lot lately, and its usually about things that I bring up, because they bother me. I wasn't his first, and I knew this going into the relationship. 

I don't know if I should end things or not. I can't even fathom not being with him, but I know he could do so much better.
<bot>: Dont know if I should end things with my boyfriend. He's great, and I can't imagine not being with him, but I know he deserves better.