<human>: Can you condense the text into a few key points?

I've been crazy in love with this man for nine months. It was intense, intimate, and I went way too fast emotionally and started fantasizing about a life together.

I have generalized anxiety, and my symptoms kept getting worse and worse the last few months. He has severe depression, and I understand that (my mom manages depression too), but he wouldn't give me a heads up when things went south.

I won't get too far into details, but in the last couple months, his episodes escalated (standing me up because he was too depressed to go out, showing up drunk to a date so I had to take care of him while he vomited), and although I tried to tell him I was feeling panicked, he didn't seem willing (or ABLE) to get things together.

I've done the hardest thing I can remember doing, and I've ended it with this guy, although I love him when he's up and aware. He's this beautiful, honest, deep-feeling soul, and I believe he's never hurt me intentionally.

The problem is, I'm alone in a city now, because I moved up here two years ago for a job. I've since switched jobs, and I work entirely from home writing copy. I don't have any close friends here, although I do activities and have acquaintances who can meet up for coffee occasionally. My family lives across the country.

I really need encouragement and advice. I'm afraid of falling face first into panic attacks, because I feel like I failed. I was relying, stupidly, on him for all my emotional support, and now it's gone.

I knew he couldn't be a partner to me in the long run, but he was the only partner I had...
<bot>: I have generalized anxiety and I broke up with my boyfriend, who I loved, who had severe depression. I'm so lonely and scared, please help. I'm already in therapy.