<human>: Hey there loseit community. As said in the title, I'm in need of some motivation. I've struggled with my weight since the beginning of 9th grade, but not how you might assume. Twice in high school, I was in the holds of an eating disorder that caused me to drop some serious weight and be incredibly underweight for my height (5'4"). I gained back the weight, not of my own volition, but because of threats from my parents. Now, I'm trying to get back to a happy weight since binging caused me to gain way more weight than I had ever wanted to. 

Side note: 
Current weight: 128
Goal weight: 110-115

My family hasn't been supportive in the past. I've tried talking to my mom about my eating disorder in the past and was completely ignored. And as I said before, I wasn't supported through the weight gain process, just threatened that if I didn't gain weight, I couldn't go to college...would be sent to the hospital, etc etc. 

Of course, losing weight without it turning into an obsession is difficult for me. I realize this has been a bit of a ramble...I know I can lose the weight if I work hard, I just really need some kind words of support so I don't cry myself to sleep again tonight over how unsupportive my family (specifically my mom) has been

Can you condense the text into three sentences or less?
<bot>: Struggled with eating disorders in past, recovered but now my weight is much higher than what I want it to be, family unsupportive all the time, just want some kind words