On 7 November 1942 she described her "contempt" for her mother and her inability to "confront her with her carelessness, her sarcasm and her hard-heartedness," before concluding, "She's not a mother to me."
1942年11月7日，她形容母親對自己的“輕視”，和自己無力“面對她的淡漠、她的諷刺與硬心腸”，得出結論前，她表示“對於我，她不是一個母親。